@sillyfanturtle, sorry for the delay but I finally got around to answering the second question you had in your ask!
THE "TRIGGER" TO EVOLVE:
Kizu I think specifically kept in ambiguous so that the reader can read it in many different ways so here I am just presenting my interpretation. Let's talk about Ugetsu for a hot second. In retrospect, every jab like "show me music that's worth listening to" is actually Ugetsu's own way of trying to trigger Akihiko to love music and MAKE music wholeheartedly again. Ugetsu puts himself on a pedestal to hopefully ignite the fire within Akihiko. But it's actually been causing the opposite effect on Akihiko, the hurtful words and actions chipping away at his self-esteem and confidence in music. But Ugetsu doesn't seem to realise that...
Then, it was at that first performance that Ugetsu saw how Mafuyu and himself are similar, he strongly believed that they were musical genius-types who use music as a form of emotional outlet.
So in Ch 13, Ugetsu thought that he can also be the trigger for Mafuyu to not only use music as an emotional outlet, but to truly love and create music.
The "he" Ugetsu is referring to here is I believe Mafuyu. He is thinking, I, a successful musician, can be both Akihiko and Mafuyu's triggers to fall in love with music and create music wholeheartedly. Ugetsu at this point in the story means well but his approach is quite ego-centric; which is to have people be consistently in awe of you or put yourself on a pedestal.
Now i want to defend Ugetsu for a tangent, Ugetsu has been conditioned to think that loneliness and genius is tied. He grew up lonely, then when he found music, other people only ever saw him as a genius including Akihiko, which further alienated him from people. Society has attributed his self-worth akin to that of a musical genius, so that's all he has ever known, that's the only language he knows to show others that he cares.
Hence Ugetsu invites Mafuyu to his concert. And it works! (to a degree) Mafuyu, in awe of Ugetsu, says, "Akihiko, I want to make music".
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Then we come to Ch 26. Where Akihiko has a huge fight with Ugetsu when he mentions he wants to move out, then the moment Akihiko sees Haruki, he says, "it's good to be home". Now this is very important. While Haruki doesn't actively do anything like Ugetsu to trigger Akihiko, Haruki was the one was founded the band and indirectly created a HOME for all the members of Given, including Akihiko.
Then Ch 27, Akihiko was just about to spiral when Haruki bonked him on the head to snap him out of it.
REMEMBER, Ugetsu is there, Ugetsu sees all this.
Later, Akihiko says, "When did I start hating music? Even though I once loved it so much, even though I once remember shivering in awe like I am right now, the first time I heard Ugetsu play...That's right...I love music".
Same chapter, a realisation dawns on Ugetsu.
He himself is not the trigger. Haruki is. He doesn't know quite what Haruki has done, but he could see over the past few months that Akihiko isn't latched onto him anymore, Akihiko is finding the confidence to leave him, to evolve, because Akihiko has finally recognised Haruki as a place to come home to.
Given implicitly demonstrates that the trigger to get someone to commit to music wholeheartedly isn't to create distance between yourself and them but putting yourself above them, but to create a HOME, a safe space with love and support. Loneliness and genius isn't inherently tied, but love and music is.
(this is all implied) Mafuyu was able to accurately capture his own emotions as well as Akihiko and Ugetsu's emotions in Yoru Ga Akeru because he had Haruki, as the bass, the foundation of the band supporting him to do so (and Uenoyama guiding him). Mafuyu becomes more daring and confident on stage because of his new found family of the Given band.
The fact that Akihiko realises he love music is because Haruki and Given is a home he can go to.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITHOUT MY ONCE EVERY 2 MONTH MENTAL BREAKDOWNS NOW!!?? I've been following Given since my second year of highschool I can't move on it's literally a part of my soul!
I'm gonna be spending the next 5 days listening to Fuyu No Hanashi and Yoru Ga Akeru on loop and cry
Ok ok but that ending
FUCK YEAH!!! UENOYAMA MY BOY YOUR TIME HAS COME!!!
God I hope there's an epilogue with a time skip just to see them again please it's crucial to my mental health and stability
Everytime I watch the anime and movie, I always feel like I wanted to protect Ugetsu. He's the type of person that really needs a long long hug. Like a precious little baby that needs someone to protect and take care of him. Am I wrong about this?
"no matter where I go, you're there. you're always in my head. you're in everything I see. no matter where I go, I can still see you there, can smell your scent"
calling all editors/animators/fan-artists/lyric gif makers
i'm not talented enough (yet! i still have hope) to do this but i really, really need someone to edit mafuyu and yuki and uenoyama to labyrinth by taylor swift. It makes so much sense to me, and i really want content with that.
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Given (Manga), Given (Anime)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Kaji Akihiko/Murata Ugetsu, Kaji Akihiko & Murata Ugetsu
Characters: Kaji Akihiko, Murata Ugetsu
Additional Tags: Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Unhealthy Relationships, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, given movie spoilers, Canon Compliant, Canon Universe, Microfic, Drabble
Series: Part 23 of Drabble December 2022
Summary:
Ugetsu trying to process his relationship with Akihiko.
A very short story for Drabble December Prompt 23: Home
I love doing some random kin assignments and other random tests when I should be sleeping, and I am here telling you some of my result I have gotten (i have got these +3 times in different tests), u can also guess my real kins ;)
Jujutsu Kaisen: Gojo, Sukuna, Getou
Hunter x Hunter: Hisoka, Chrollo
Bungo Stray Dogs: Dazai, Fyodor, Jōno
Haikyuu: Oikawa, Kuroo
Chainsaw Man: Denji, Makima, Yoshida
Neon Genesis Evangelion: Asuka, Kaji, Kaworu
JoJo's Bizarre Adventure: Dio, Giorno
Given: Ugetsu, Akihiko
Moriarty the Patriot: Moran, Bonde
Attack on Titan: Hange, Reiner
Apparently my dere type is yandere lmao
Also I did Mensa's IQ test and got 123, in my country you can join in Mensa if you have IQ higher than 130 ;_;
Fandom: Hunter X Hunter, Given (Manga), Given (Anime)
Relationships: Wing (Hunter X Hunter)/Murata Ugetsu (Given)
Tags: Murata Ugetsu, Wing (Hunter X Hunter), Post-Canon, Crossovers & Fandom Fusions, takes place in the Given universe really, First Meetings, Flirting, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Wall Sex, Standing Sex, Boys Kissing, Anxiety, Self-Esteem Issues, Touch-Starved, Top Wing, bottom Ugetsu, Angst, Hopeful Ending, Betaed, Cuddling & Snuggling, spoilers for the ending of the Given manga, Mafuyu is a good friend, Past Kaji Akihiko/Murata Ugetsu (Given), Murata Ugetsu-Centric, Ugetsu POV
Summary: Ugetsu visits a gay bar in Tokyo looking for some company. Wing finds him.