#Kazuha x reader angst

[amalythea]

「 hold my hand, please, one last time.」

⤷ info: kazuha, albedo, aether, xiao, wanderer x gn!reader || angst, this is based on the prompt “can i hold your hand?” (or “can you hold my hand?”) || wc: 3104

⤷ warnings: death, this is v v angsty

⤷ extra: i wrote this a while ago back on soleillunne and decided that it was too good to be gone forever lmao

kazuha.

The battlefield was strewn with chaos, and amidst the clash of swords and the cries of war, Kazuha fought with all his might, his heart burdened with the weight of the lives at stake. He had hoped that his skills with the blade and mastery of the Anemo vision would be enough to protect those he held dear, but fate had other plans.

As the battle raged on, he caught a glimpse of his lover, a skilled warrior whose presence had always brought him comfort and strength, you. Your eyes met for a fleeting moment, and in that exchange, you understood each other without uttering a word. It was a silent promise that you would find each other amidst the chaos.

But the tide turned against you, and the enemy’s forces seemed endless. Despite your best efforts, the defenders were overwhelmed, and Kazuha found himself standing back-to-back with you, defending against the onslaught.

In the midst of the chaos, an arrow found its mark. Time seemed to slow as the arrow pierced through your chest, and the world around you faded into the background. Kazuha’s heart clenched in horror as he caught you, your strength waning with each passing moment.

“Kazuha,” you gasped, blood staining your lips. “Can I hold your hand?”

Tears welled up in Kazuha’s eyes as he clutched your hand tightly, trying to offer some semblance of comfort amidst the pain. “Yes, of course,” he choked out, his voice trembling with grief.

Your hand trembled in his grasp, and Kazuha could feel your life slipping away like sand through his fingers. He could do nothing but watch helplessly as the light in your eyes began to fade. You smiled weakly at him, a bittersweet expression filled with love and regret.

“I’m sorry,” you whispered, your voice barely audible above the sounds of battle. “I wish… we had more time.”

“Don’t speak like that,” Kazuha pleaded, his voice breaking. “We’ll get through this. I won’t let you go.”

But you knew better, and as your strength waned, you continued to smile at him, your touch growing weaker by the second.

“I love you,” you murmured, your breath becoming shallow. “Always…”

Tears streamed down Kazuha’s cheeks as he held you close, trying to shield you from the harsh reality of the world around you. He wished he could turn back time, rewrite the events that led to this tragic moment, but life was unforgiving in its cruelty.

Your hand in his grew colder, and your breathing ceased. Your life force, once vibrant and strong, slipped away, leaving behind only a lifeless body in Kazuha’s arms.

Kazuha held your hand tightly, unable to let go, as if keeping that connection alive could somehow bring you back. He cried out in anguish, the weight of grief crashing down upon him like an unforgiving storm.

In that moment, amidst the chaos of the battlefield, Kazuha felt an emptiness he had never known before. He had lost not only a lover but a confidant, a soulmate with whom he had shared dreams, laughter, and countless cherished memories.

And as the battle raged on, Kazuha clung to your lifeless hand, lost in sorrow, with a heart that would forever bear the burden of their memory.

albedo.

Albedo’s heart pounded in his chest as he cradled his you in his arms. He was just about to descend from his lab on Dragonspine to meet up with you as he promised, only to see you laying on your own blood at the bottom of the mountain. He had seen you only hours prior, he’d laughed with you, but now, all that remained was a sea of sorrow, the bitter taste of loss overwhelming his senses.

He looked down at the face that he had cherished so dearly, now drained of all warmth and life. Your eyes, once filled with light and love, now stared back at him with a haunting emptiness. Albedo’s hands trembled, and tears welled up in his eyes, blurring his vision.

“Can you hold my hand?” a weak voice whispered, barely audible amidst the sounds of grief and despair that surrounded them. Albedo’s heart wrenched at the sound, and he quickly took your freezing hand into his own.

Tears streamed down Albedo’s cheeks as he clutched your hand tightly. “Yes, of course,” he choked out, his voice breaking with pain. “I’ll hold your hand for as long as you need, my love.”

He brought your intertwined hands to his lips and placed a tender kiss on the once-warm skin, now cold and lifeless. Memories of your time together flooded his mind – the laughter you shared, the dreams you nurtured, and the love you built with each passing day. Now, all that was left were shattered hopes and dreams.

“I’m so sorry,” Albedo whispered, his voice filled with regret and guilt. “I couldn’t protect you. I failed.”

You weakly shook your head, mustering a faint smile. “No, don’t blame yourself,” you managed to say. “You… you brought me so much happiness, Albedo. Please, don’t forget that.”

Albedo’s heart ached at the words, realizing that he had to find the strength to carry on without you. But it felt like an impossible task, as if the very essence of his being had been torn apart.

“I don’t know if I can,” he confessed, his voice trembling with sorrow. “You’re my everything.”

You fingers tightened around his hand as if trying to hold on just a little longer. “You’re strong, Albedo. Stronger than you know,” you said, your voice barely audible. “Promise me… you’ll keep going… for both of us.”

Albedo nodded, his tears falling freely now. “I promise,” he whispered, trying to keep his voice steady. “I’ll live for the both of us. But it won’t be the same without you.”

Your breaths became shallower, and Albedo knew that your life was slipping away. He leaned closer, trying to memorize every detail of your face, never wanting to forget.

“I love you,” you whispered, your words fading like a gentle breeze. “Always.”

“I love you too,” Albedo replied, his voice choked with emotion. “Always and forever.”

And with those final words, your grip on his hand slowly weakened until it was gone completely. Albedo held onto your hand a moment longer, pressing it against his heart as if trying to keep your love alive within him.

As grief consumed him, Albedo felt a mix of emotions. Sorrow, anger, and a deep longing to see his lover again, even if it were just for a moment. But he knew he had to continue, to honor your memory and the love you shared.

Albedo gently laid your body down, closing your eyes with tender care. He stood, feeling the weight of loss heavy on his shoulders, but also the weight of your love, and your belief in him, pushing him forward. Though his heart was shattered, he would carry your love with him, always.

And as he walked away from that place of sorrow, he knew that the pain would remain, but so would the memories of a love that would never truly fade away.

aether.

Aether’s heart pounded in his chest as he cradled his dying lover in his arms. The battlefield around them had turned into a chaotic canvas of destruction, but his attention was solely focused on the person he held dear. You were slipping away, and he could feel your life force fading like a waning star.

“Can you hold my hand?” you whispered, your voice barely audible amidst the cacophony of war. Aether’s eyes filled with tears, and he gently clasped your frail hand in his own, interlocking your fingers. His touch was warm, providing a sense of comfort amidst the pain.

“I’m here,” he choked out, his voice trembling. “I won’t let go.”

Your breathing was shallow, and your once-bright eyes were now dim, but you managed a faint smile. It was a bittersweet expression, as if you were trying to convey so much in that fleeting moment. Memories of you flooded Aether’s mind, from the first time you met under the starlit sky to the promises you made to each other.

“You have to promise me,” you murmured, your voice barely above a whisper, “that you’ll keep going. That you’ll find happiness again.”

Aether couldn’t find the strength to respond, his throat constricted with grief. He knew that in a world without his lover, life would lose its luster, its purpose. But he understood that you were trying to ease his pain, even in your last breaths.

“No,” he whispered, tears streaming down his cheeks, “I can’t bear to live without you. Please don’t leave. Not you too.”

You smiled again, a mixture of sadness and love in your eyes. “You are strong, Aether, and you will find the strength to carry on. I will always be with you.”

Aether’s heartache intensified, and he leaned down to press his forehead against yours. He wished he could freeze time, to hold you forever, but he knew it was slipping away like grains of sand through his fingers.

“I love you,” you said, their voice fading into a whisper.

“And I love you,” Aether replied, his voice breaking.

Your grip on his hand loosened, and Aether felt the last pulse of life slip away from you. He held onto your hand a moment longer, not wanting to let go, but eventually, he lowered it gently to your chest.

In that moment, as the world around him continued to rage with chaos, Aether felt an overwhelming emptiness inside. His lover was gone, and the pain of your absence consumed him. But he knew he had to honor your last wish—to find a way to live without you, to keep your love alive in his heart.

With tears in his eyes, Aether kissed your forehead one last time before he stood, facing the uncertain future that lay ahead. Your love would forever be his guiding light, and he would cherish every memory, every moment you had shared.

And as the battles raged on and the world continued to turn, Aether vowed to carry your love with him, a beacon of hope in the darkest of times. Though your physical presence was gone, your love would endure, a reminder that even in the face of loss, the power of love could transcend beyond the boundaries of life and death.

heizou.

Heizou knelt on the cold, damp ground, cradling your cold body in his arms. He had just returned home from work, when the last thing he expected to see was see you laying on your own blood in your shared home. He held you closer, your blood staining his hands, mingling with his own tears. His heart felt as though it had been torn apart, and the pain was almost unbearable.

The world seemed to slow down as Heizou stared into the fading eyes of his beloved. Each second felt like an eternity, and yet, it was slipping away all too quickly. He could see the struggle in your gaze, the effort it took to speak those final words.

“Can I hold your hand?” you whispered, your voice getting lower with each word.

Tears streamed down Heizou’s face, and he gently clasped your trembling hand with his own, intertwining your fingers. He felt your warmth slowly waning, and he held on tighter, as if he could somehow will life back into you with the strength of his grip.

“You don’t have to ask,” Heizou choked out, his voice breaking with sorrow. “I’ll hold your hand forever.”

You managed a faint smile, your strength visibly waning. “I… I love you,” you managed to say, your voice barely above a whisper.

“I love you too,” Heizou replied, his voice trembling. “You’re my everything, my reason for living.”

As the commotion outside your shared home began to get louder, the people having noticed the blood stains, Heizou’s focus remained solely on you. The world outside ceased to exist for him, and he poured all his love and energy into holding you, trying to be your anchor in this storm of pain and suffering.

In your last moments, you clung to each other tightly, as if afraid to let go. Heizou’s heart ached as he felt your life slipping away from him, the person who meant more to him than anything else in the world. He wished he could have done something, anything, to save you.

But in the end, all he could do was be there, holding your hand, providing them with comfort in their final moments. Heizou would carry the weight of this loss forever, the memories of you etched into his soul.

Even as people left you two alone and the world moved on, Heizou remained on that cold, damp ground, cradling the body of the one he had loved and lost, his heart forever scarred by the pain of that fateful day.

xiao.

Xiao knelt on the damp ground, his heart pounding with anguish as he cradled your shaking form in his arms. The battlefield around you was silent, the chaos of the battle having retreated, leaving behind only the echoes of suffering and loss.

Your once bright eyes, now dulled by death, stared up at him, and Xiao couldn’t bear to look away. Your hands, once intertwined in a promise of eternity, now lay limp and still. Tears welled up in his eyes, but he refused to let them fall.

“Can you hold my hand?” your voice was a faint whisper, barely audible amidst the devastation surrounding them.

Xiao’s heart shattered at those words, but he gently took your hand in his own, holding it with all the tenderness and love he had for you. “I will always hold your hand,” he choked out, his voice breaking with grief.

You managed a weak smile, the corners of your lips lifting slightly. “Even in death,” you murmured, your voice barely reaching Xiao’s ears.

“I’ll follow you anywhere, my love,” Xiao vowed, his fingers trembling as he clung tightly to the hand that was growing colder by the second. “Even to the ends of this cruel world.”

Your breathing grew fainter, and your grip on his hand loosened. Xiao felt his heartache intensify, knowing that he couldn’t change the cruel fate that had befallen you.

“Thank you… for loving me,” you whispered, your voice a mere thread of sound.

“Thank you for making my life meaningful,” Xiao replied, his voice choked with emotion. “I’m grateful for every moment we shared.”

Your eyes locked for a final time, and in that fleeting moment, a lifetime of love and memories passed between you. Xiao wished he could freeze time, to hold on to this moment forever, but life had other plans.

As the last breath left your lips, Xiao leaned down, pressing a tender kiss to your forehead. “Rest now,” he whispered, his voice breaking with sorrow. “I’ll carry you in my heart. Until we meet again.”

He remained there, holding your lifeless hand, as tears streamed down his cheeks, mingling with the blood-stained soil beneath you. Xiao knew that a part of him had died that day with his beloved, but he also knew that your love would live on, eternal and undying, no matter the circumstances.

wanderer.

Wanderer knelt on the ground, his heart pounding in his chest as he cradled you in his arms. The world around you seemed to blur, the noise of battle fading into an eerie silence. The battle had been brutal, and he had fought with all his might to protect the one he loved, but fate had dealt them a cruel hand.

Your once vibrant eyes now glistened with pain, and a weak smile graced your lips. Blood stained your clothing, and Wanderer could feel your life slipping away.

“Hey,” you whispered, your voice barely audible. “I don’t have much time, do I?”

Wanderer choked back a sob, clutching your body tightly. “Don’t talk like that. You’re going to be fine. We’ll get you help.”

A soft chuckle escaped your lips, but it quickly turned into a cough. “You can’t lie to me, my love.” you managed to say, your breath shallow.

Tears finally streamed down Wanderer’s face as he pressed his forehead against yours. “I love you,” he whispered, his voice breaking. “I’m sorry if I didn’t say it often. I can’t bear to lose you.”

You trembled in his grasp, and gazed into his eyes with a mixture of love and sadness. “Can I hold your hand?” you asked, your voice barely audible.

Wanderer nodded frantically, intertwining his fingers with yours. He held your hand close to his heart, hoping that somehow he could transfer strength to you.

“I’m scared,” you admitted, tears pooling in your eyes. “I don’t want to leave you.”

He brushed a strand of hair away from your face, his touch gentle and full of affection, reserved only for you. “You won’t have to. Just hold on a little longer, and we’ll get you help. We’ll face this together.”

Your grip tightened weakly on his hand. “You’re my light, my love, my everything,” you murmured. “You always have been. Promise me you’ll keep shining, even when I’m gone.”

Wanderer could feel whatever was left of his heart shatter with your words. “I promise,” he choked out. “But you can’t leave me. I can’t do this without you.”

Your breathing grew shallower, and your voice became softer. “You’re strong, my love,” you said. “You’ll find a way. Remember me, but don’t let my memory hold you back. Live your life to the fullest. Find happiness again.”

“I can’t imagine life without you,” he whispered, his voice trembling. “How am I supposed to go on?”

Your only response was a brief smile, and he squeezed your cold hand tightly. “I’ll never let go,” he vowed. “Not even when you’re gone.”

Your breathing slowed, and your eyes locked with his one last time. “I love you,” you whispered, your voice fading away.

“I love you too,” he whispered back, his voice cracking.

And then, with your hand still clasped in his, you were gone.

Wanderer held your lifeless form closer, his tears falling like rain. He knew that life would never be the same again, that a piece of his heart had been taken with you. But he also knew that he had to keep the promise he made. With a heavy heart, he stood, carrying your memory with him as he faced the world without you, knowing that he would always carry your love and light with him.

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[fallingdownhell]

Inazuma men when you walk in on them in an intimate position with your sister/best friend.

YES, some angsty shit again! Uhhh, I like it when it hurts xD

Characters Included: Ayato; Heizou; Kazuha; Gorou

Content: gender neutral reader; she/her pronouns for your friend/sister; cheating; hurt/no comfort; angst and drama; you walk in on them; suggestive on some parts; Gorou being manipulated; non-consent on Kazuha's part, but not explicit!!

Word count: 2,4k words

Thank you so much for giving me an angsty request. Have fun reading!

Ayato

He would think so high and mighty of himself

Like, he was sure that he was hiding it pretty damn well and that you would never find out about his little secret

you have been engaged to Ayato for some time now, the wedding due to happen soon

it has been a marriage of convinience, both for him as well as your family, yet you were relieved when you found out you were going to marry Ayato, having had a crush on him for a little over a year now

you thought that over the time he got to know you, he also developed feelings for you, he certainly did tell you so

for a long time, you were blinded by the illusion you so desperately wanted to believe, ignorant to the sad and sympathatic looks Ayato's staff would give you

You excused his long and late hours away from you, telling yourself that he was just catching up on work and that he was alright

You only started to get somewhat suspicious when you noticed one of your friends visiting the Kamisato estate rather frequently, but only ever staying for a short period of time, while she never even talked to you when here

still, you gave them both the benefit of the doubt, thinking that they might just be working on something together

Thoma, however, knew what was going on behind your back. He wanted to tell you on so many different occaisions, yet he had to think of his own job as well and how his actions could put himself at risk, as well. So, he never said a single word to you, keeping you oblivious

until one day, it was late at night again and Ayato told you he would be working late again

you nodded and let him get back to his work, but later decided to surprise him with some snacks and refreshments you wanted to bring him

you were feeling kind of giddy when you approached his office door with the tray in your hands, as you noticed weird sounds coming from behind the doors

you didn't want to believe your ears, this couldn't be happening.. not your Ayato..

so you pushed open the door slightly, enough for you to peek into the room, only to have your world crushed in front of your eyes, along with all your hopes and dreams for the future

your ears did not decieve you, Ayato was, in fact, cheating on you this very moment with the person you thought to be one of your best friends

what's even worse was that he noticed you, standing by the door, having caught them in the act

and all he did, was smirk at you as he leaned down and bit into the other womans neck to which she let out a loud moan

shocked, the tray slipped out of your hands as you turned on your heels and started running down the halls, tears streaming down your face

you passed Thoma on the way to your room who shot you another sympathetic look.

He knew it... he was in on it..

now it finally dawned on you, and it all made sense.. why everyone was always looking at you like this.. they were all in on it.. you were the only one who wasn't aware..

still crying, you grabbed a bag and took some of your most important belongings as well as some clothes, before you left this estate you once hoped you could call your home

seems like some things just weren't meant to work out in life...

Heizou

he wouldn't want to do it, but he would if he could get some kind of benefit from it

Heizou has always been a very flirty personality, even while in a relationship with you. It caused arguments on more than one occaision

he would always tell you that he would stop doing it.. that promise would sometimes last for a week, often times shorter than that, before he got right back to his usual behaviour

the worst part was, that he saw nothing wrong with this type of behaviour

as long as it got him the results he desired, he didn't care for the method he had to use

it was cruel in a way, but he didn't want to acknowledge that he could do wrong as well

when this particular incident occured was when he finally realized how wrong his attitude had been

he had been stumped on a particular case for a few days now, no new leads showing up and the trail was starting to get cold

it frustrated him beyond anything else and to top it off, he was currently engaged in yet another heated argument with you

you were ticked off by the way he was shamelessly flirting with a shopkeeper, right in front of you while on a date

he tried to explain that he just tried to get some clues out of her, but you didn't seem to want to hear it

after some more yelling, you left the house to catch some fresh air and cool off, while Heizou stayed back

he sat in front of his files again, trying to make sense of all the clues when someone knocked on the front door

he recognised your sister there and while he planned on sending her away at first, she made him an offer he just couldn't turn down so easily

spending one night with her in exchange for the missing clues he needed to solve this case

he didn't think long before agreeing to this deal

she entered the house and it didn't take long before things got heated and they both landed on the bed he normally shared with you

it didn't really feel right to do this, but he was doing it for the greater good. He's sure you would understand that

while they were in the middle of things, with her being on top, riding him, he suddenly heard the front door open and a sharp inhale being taken

he whipped his head around, seeing you standing there, looking shocked and hurt

immediately after that, you turned and ran out the door again, he saw tears beginning to form in your eyes. He wanted to get up and run after you, but.... he couldn't. He had to keep up his part of the deal. He could always talk to you the next day

when he sought you out the next day, you were refusing to speak to him.. and the day after... as well as the day after that

he was getting frustrated, missing holding you in his arms. He grew irritated without you around..

the next day, he saw you in the streets of Inazuma City, so he walked up to you

However, once he reached you, he was met with a slap in the face. It stung, and he looked at you in surprise

tears welled up in your eyes again as you turned and tried to leave again, but he quickly snatched your wrist, trying to explain his reasons to you

you stayed and listened, but your expression was hard and ice cold the entire time

"I hope it was worth it in the end, because you lost me for good now"

that was the last thing you ever said to him again before you left his life for good

and finally, Heizou understood what he had been doing wrong this entire time... and he regretted his decisions like nothing else in his life...

Kazuha

now for Kazuha... he is a very honest and loyal soul

you never would have thought that you had to worry about anything like that with him, already having bad experiences from a previous relationship

Kazuha always made time for you, made you feel loved and appreciated, always told you how much he loved and adored you, whishing you would stay with him forever

you honestly felt the same way about him, already imagining a future together with him

but... we all know how easily Kazuha can get drunk.. and just how drunk he gets from so few drinks..

you were going out with some of your friends to party a bit, and you decided to invite your boyfriend along

he didn't mind it, deciding not to drink anything so he could keep an eye on you and make sure you're safe throughout the entire night

it went well in the beginning. You were moderately drinking with your friends while he was sipping on whatever non-alcoholic beverage he ordered for himself

he always kept an eye on you, but at some point of the night, he lost sight of you

while walking around the vicinity, looking around trying to find you, he ran into one of your friends, who was obviously pretty drunk at this point

she clung onto Kazuha, staying close to him, slowing him down immensely

at some point, she offered him a drink. He refused at first, but she kept insisting, promising that it would be non-alcoholic

being the sweetheart that Kazuha is, he gave in after some time, only to realize too late that she had been lying, it was very much an alcoholic drink

but it was too late already, she forced him to down the glass and then another one right after, getting him drunk

in this state, he didn't have control over his mind or his actions, he just went along with whatever she said to him

so what if she suggested to go into an isolated corner so that they could have some "fun"

in his inebriated state, he didn't realize that the person he was doing it with, wasn't you

only when he heard a gasp and saw you standing there a few feet away from him did he regain some of his consciousness back

he saw the tears forming in your eyes and he tried to run after you, but even in your own drunken state, you were faster than him, he couldn't catch up to you

the next day, he woke up again with a severe headache but still perfect memory from the events of that night

he immediately set out to look for you, finding you rather quickly

you had dark circles under your eyes and they were red and swollen from all the crying

he apologized to you over and over, telling you what had happened. He hated himself for letting this happen to him, yet he was still more worried over you

it is up to you if you want to forgive him or not, he will accept whatever decision you make. Just know that he is so, so sorry and if you choose to give him a second chance, he will make sure that nothing like that will ever happen again..

Gorou

oh, poor little Gorou..

he is soo easy to manipulate.. people can tell him everything they want, and he is prone to believe them until proven wrong

he loves you dearly, with all his heart, but he often doubts himself, fearing that he's not good enough for you

so, when someone else comes along, planting even the faintest bit of doubt in his mind about your relationship, he grows restless and insecure

you, having already a strained relationship with your family, especially with your younger sister, spent most of your free time with Gorou, so normally, there wouldn't be anything for him to worry about, right?

Well, the thing is.. your sister has always had a thing for Gorou, even before you two got together. She neve told you about it, but ever since you made the relationship official, she hated you for it

she wanted Gorou all to herself, yet you were standing in the way of that goal. She had to get rid of you somehow..

the first few months of the relationship went by great, you were both so in love with each other

yet, after that, your sister started to visit Gorou whenever you weren't around him. You could be at work or out doing something.. she would be there visiting him, leaving again before you returned again

at first, it was just normal visits. She would simply talk to Gorou, asking him how his day went, getting to know him better. Though she asked to keep this meet-ups a secret from you, since she claimed she wanted to reconnect with you on your terms alone

Gorou, being non the wiser, agreed to that

this went on for a while until she started to plant seeds of doubt in his mind. Spreading rumors to him how you were meeting up with some other guy, how the meet-ups became more frequent, that you were probably cheating on him, and so on

Gorou didn't want to believe her, choosing to trust you. But, being so gullible, he started to see things that weren't actually there. He imagined you coming home later than usual, thinking you were avoiding his gaze

he didn't want to admit it, but with every further visit from your sister, he believed her more and more, now doubting everything about your relationship with him. Did you ever even love him?

the final part of her plan came, when she convinced him to sleep with her to "get you back for cheating on him first"

it felt wrong to him, but he still went along with the idea. At some point, he did get into it, not noticing how you came back earlier than usual, flowers in your hand..

those flowers immediately dropped to the ground as you realized what you just walked in on..

and in that moment did he remember.. today was your anniversary.. 6 months togehter...

he immediately ripped himself off your sister, calling out your name, but you were already out the door. He quickly threw some clothes over himself to run after you, but your sister caught his wrist, begging him to stay

he paid her no mind and ran after you, yet he wasn't able to find you, no matter where or how hard he looked..

defeated, he returned to his place, curling in on himself.. tomorrow, he promised himself. Tomorrow he's gonna find you and talk to you..

however, the next day, he found out that you had left Watatsumi Island.. you went and found Kazuha, leaving Inazuma with him on the Alchor..

you were out of his reach, forever now, and it was all his fault.. he had no one else to blame but himself for his stupid actions.. he lost the best thing that ever came into his life, and he would never get you back...

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[koiir]

Stay

— If he had been with you, everything would be different.

Pairing - Kazuha x reader

Genre - angst without comfort

Cw - death of character, mentions of blood, not proofread inspired by the book, if he had been with me

Autumn became a season you and Kazuha looked forward to when you both were young, the leaves changing colors, the trees full of new color, soon to die because of the upcoming winter, it was a season that meant something to the two of you. Until now, now it was a dull season, the leaves dying past their time, reminding you of his time, before he soon was gone like the wind. His time past and overdue.

“Come catch me kazu!”

“I will, just like I always do.”

The two of you in your own world, playing with one another until the sun started to set. Him walking you home and then heading over to his which was right next door. A habit this became, leaving in the morning, and enjoying the autumn until it would become a winter. The leaves pilled together, jumping in and laughing together. The two of you always together no matter what.

What a lie that would soon become

Age thirteen was when Kazuha made it known to that he loved you, even though he always did, you now would know bye this one single act he did. A single kiss was all it took, sweet yet quick. He face flushed, awkward and uncertain of what he had done, not knowing what to do next.

“I want… I want to be with you [name], forever. I want us to hold hands like the people who I see on the streets. I… I want you to be mine.”

“Silly, I’m already yours! I’ll always be yours Kazu.”

Another small peck shared by you, and then the two of you hand in hand heading over to the place where you two called home.

Some would say this was puppy love, something that wasn’t going to last since you two were so young. But it wasn’t, because Kaedehara Kazuha was your first love, the one who understood you, the one who brought a new light into your life, the one who would stay by you side. You never saw a day without Kazuha, he was glued to you. Your parents knew of the so long friendship you two shared and soon they knew that one day, you would all be a family.

It was often Kazuha would come over to your place, or you to his, it was something that had been happening every since the age of 5. The two of you sick together, staying in the same room giggling and painting with one another, laying on the bed and talking about plans you two had come up with. Together. Even when Kazuha was no longer sick, he stayed with you until you were fine. He stayed, like he always hoped for. He stayed because he loved you, never wanting to let you go.

It stayed this way, until your 20’s

It was like a new fire had burned, one that would continue to burn, his heart seemed like it was going to break at what he had just witnessed.

“Don’t be stupid, Tomo.”

“I might be, but who’s the one who said ‘just because something seems impossible, doesn’t mean that you shouldn’t try.”

Kazuha wished he had never heard that, it was only meant for one person, you. Now that one sentence filled him with pain, one that would determine what he should do next.

“Kazuha, you can’t. You can stay with me, you’ll be safe! My family can pull some strings, they’ll make sure you’re safe! You won’t be found I promise Kazu just-“

He hated this, hated how his decision would impact you. The tears forming in your eyes, your voice shaking, your hand trembling trying to hold on. Hold onto him. He held it tight, giving it a small squeeze.

“I’m a wanted man now [name]. I can’t ruin your family’s reputation with all the connections they share. I don’t want to imagine what they would do to your family if it was discovered they had hidden a wanted man in their home, what could happen to you.”

You knew he was right, he always was. Kazuha knew the best, he would always be the one who helped you make decisions.

So why does it hurt knowing that he’s right?

“Then take me with you! It’s like you always wanted, we can leave together and then travel together.”

It was a dream of his to travel the world, he would always have a spark in his eyes while talking about where he wished to go.

One day, it will be just you and me.

Oh how you wished that could be true.

“That would be the worst option out there [name]. You’ve gotten so far, I can’t take that away from you. You have everything that you have ever wanted, it would be like taking away the treasure of Inuzuma. The people love you [name], they need you.

I need you Kazuha. You’re all i have ever needed, all I have ever wanted.

“Please Kazuha, I can’t lose you.”

A leaf now fell, it dead since its time has been long overdue. The leaf that use to be filled with color, the same color of the streak in his hair.

“I love you, I promise I will come back. I’ll sneak into your room and hold you all the night, but for now, I have to do what is best.”

Stay, stay in this moment. Stay with me.

But of course he never does, he leaves you with one last touch to your lips. Just like the one he did when you two were 13.

One last leaf fell, the last one before the tree was now empty. Just like now, how the one thing you needed the most had left, just like a wind in the breeze, not knowing at where to land next. He took your heart with him though, where ever he went it would remind him of you.

He promised, he would come back. Things would be the way they were meant to be.

He would make you his.

You knew Kazuha, he would fight till the very end and never lose. He was strong. You remember when you got your vision first, he was jealous that you had gotten one and he had not.

“You’ll get one Kazuha, I know it.”

“Then can we spar? You have to find a weapon that you can use, or are you interested in a sword?”

He had one, so it was only natural you wanted to be the same as Kazuha.

“A sword would be perfect.”

It was perfect, everything about it. The sword sharing a similarity with his. You always gazed at the writing imprinted on the sword base. Words from him.

The words you are now looking at, tears forming in your eyes once again as you cradle the weapon in your arms.

Home is with you

wherever you take this blade, think of me.

9 months, 18 letters from Kazuha.

It was twice a month in which he would write a letter to you, telling you of the events in his life.

Without you.

It was hard for you, hard to only have his writing to remember him by. Yet you’re grateful that he still puts the effort in. He would put effort in if it was for you.

19 letters now. The third this month.

The letter wasn’t one you expected, yet it filled you with hope and maybe, just maybe, this would be the last and final one until he was home.

To my dearest [name], I’ll be home soon. I made my promise to you, you remember it right? I’ve heard that you’ve been successful now more than ever. I love hearing your name wherever I go, I’m happy. Happy for you, glad that you have gotten to this point. I want to save my words until I’m back with you, together in the same spot we shared all those joyous memories and moments. I should be back by midnight. I still have the spare key, so I’ll do what I told you the night I left. I’ll sneak into your room and I will hold you all night. Just as I had promised. I love you more than you could every imagine [name], everything will be just as they should have. We’ll be happy, happy together. I’ll be home once again. Love Kazuha.

You tugged the letter tight, praying to the archons that he would be home any minute now. It was past midnight now, he could be home any minute now. He could be with you anytime now. The realization hit you, Kazuha would be home.

He would be back.

Footsteps could be heard out your room, the light on. It’s him, it has to be.

“Kazuha?”

Your heart now beating in your chest, wanting him so badly now that you felt your hand shake.

He’ll come and hold me, hold my hand and kiss me with the passion that burns in his heart for me.

The door started to open. He was home.

“Kazu?”

“Oh [name]” your mother says.

The autumn leaves falling down on the streets of Inuzuma, falling so freely without a care. One leaf falling on his heart, soon to be covered in his blood.

“Give me your hand” he said

“Why?”

“So you can feel what you do to me, what you do to my heart dove.”

Not a beat came from his heart as the leaf fell, he was gone. He wouldn’t come back home to you. Kaedehara Kazuha was dead. So close, yet so far. He was almost there. He was almost home until his life was taken from him.

His vision shinned with passion, noticeable in the night. Catching the eye of the culprits responsible for his death, the ones who wanted to kill him the moment he became a wanted man. The ones who wanted his vision.

“Kazuha wanted to give you this dear…” your mother stated. She placed the letter on your bed so you could grab it. She let you cry as she told you that your one and only was now dead. She left, knowing that you needed space.

You grabbed the letter, eyes blurry from the tears streaming down your face. Soon, more fell down your face as you saw the blood stains left on the letter.

This was his blood, his dna. The last thing he had left with you along with this letter.

To my one and dearest name, I’m sorry. I wish I could have fulfilled my promise to you. If only I had been smarted, been more attentive to my surroundings. You were always the one who noticed every single detail, no wonder you’re so smart name. I love that about you, that you seem to notice every single thing around you. I think that’s why I become more observant, I wanted to grow from you. I’m sorry I couldn’t be stronger for you, maybe I can. I’ll try, I’ll fight until I defeat every single one of them. Yet if I can’t, then I want to write this in case. I don’t want to leave you with nothing, so I’ll leave you with this. I’m sorry name, I love you and I hope you know that. It would be selfish of me to let you hung up on me, so love someone else. Find someone who loves you, more than me. I want you to be happy, I know you will be. I’ll leave my heart to you, in the form of a ring. The one my mother had before she died. I remember her always asking when we two were going to get married. She’ll be glad that you have this ring. I know you always loved her. I couldn’t make you mine name. Maybe some day, in another life I can. I’m sorry name. Love Kazu.

Why? Why him? He was almost home, and it was taken away from him in an instant.

No one would love me more than you do Kazuha.

You’re all I need, all I’ve ever wanted.

You saw the ring, one you saw as a child from his mothers ring finger.

“Kazu, your mother has such a pretty ring! I want it!” He saw the pure adoration in your eyes as you looked at the ring. His mother smiled before she ruffled your hair.

“One day, it will be yours [name] I’ll make sure of it.” Kazuha’s mother than looked at him, sending the young boy a wink. His face flushed at the thought of marrying you.

“Two house’s ” he heard you say. “And four people”

It was silly how you didn’t count the fathers, but he knew what you meant. Yet you were wrong.

“It’s our houses,” Kazuha said.” And our family.”

If only he could be the one putting the ring on your finger. He could have proposed to you, but he was never given the chance.

So why, even with this piece of himself he left with you why does your heart feel strange?

If he had been with me, he would still be alive.

If he had been with me, he would be mine. He would be alive in this moment. Now, all that was left was a lingering memory that filled you with ache.

If he had been with you, everything would be the way they were meant to be.

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(w Kazuha and reverse comfort because reverse comfort is my everything)

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┆Genre: angst with comfort┆pairing: kazuha x reader ┆warning(s): the Shogun is mentioned, death, mentions of blood(many times)

ིྀ•˚I'll always be here waiting for you˙•ིྀ

As Blood dripped on the cemented floor, vibrant scarlet eyes were wide eye as he watched his own s/o get impaled in frint of his own eyes.

He ran towards you as lighting had striked constantly, one after the other.

Before the Raiden had the chance to touch you with her spear, kazuha and picked you and left the scene as blood had dripped down his arm.

After running for minutes, maybe even hours, he had looked around to see if people were here, confirming no one was around you two, he had put you down under a small tent to catch shade from the rain, as the lighting hadn't hit near the area,

"[Name]! Goodness, it's going to be okay!" Kazuha had pulled out a bandage from his pocket and was about to touch your wound on your chest, but he quickly retreaded his hand as electricity came in contact with his hand.

"Oh dear, kazuha did you get hurt?" You opened your eyes to see kazuha clutching his hand close to his chest as you hear him hiss loudly.

Kazuha looked at you through with his dripping hair from the rain with an expression you could deciper as lighting had struck far behind him, making shadows on his face.

You took his hand from his chest and pulled it closer to your face to see if there was anything injuries, as lighting struck again, you hear hiccups and soft sobs from kazuha.

" 'hic' w-why are you s-so concerned about m-me, my love you were just i-impaled and your worrying about me?!. Why do you k-keep worrying about other people before yourself. " you stared at kazuha through his dripping wet hair from the rain as tears left his eyes and dropped down, dripping to this thighs before hitting the ground.

You shifted in your seat against the pole you leaned on to get closer to kazuha. "____!? W-what are you doing! Stop moving your wound is g-going to keep ble-bleeding! " kazuha had managed to stop you from getting closer to him as blood kept gushing out of your abdomen, his quick hands acting quickly, he wrapped the bandage he was holding around your wound. You embraced kazuha gently as the rain kept soaking the both of you, especially the bandage.

You let go of kazuha and held his hand as blood kept dripping on the wet grass " *hic* _____, you're going to be okay, you won't leave me ... Right? " his voice trailling off, as he gripped your hand tighter, "....im feeling tired kazu, I just want to lay down and sleep" your voice barely heard if you weren't so close to kazuha. Your breathing becoming more shallow as time passes, kazuha pulling you closer to him as you closed your eyes as your body runs cold.

Kazuha held your limp body leaning on his body, his cries getting louder as the rain drowns out his cries for you.

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"...wake up! "

"Zuha wake up!"

"Kazuha, dear wake up!" [Name] raised her voice to wake kazuha up, as they were getting quite worried as they see kazuha slightly trembling in his sleep, he sat up quickly and looked towards you, pushing himself to hug you "uh.... What's wrong kazu, you aren't normally like this " you expressed "...i..had a nightmare" kazuha whispered "would you like to take a walk to get your mind off? " you suggested "that would be nice" kazuha replied.

┆ritou┆

"If you don't mind, would you like to say what the nightmare was about I may be able to help" [name] insisted, as you said kazuha started to explain his nightmare and how you were attacked by the shogun, how she had killed you almost the same way just like his friend, except you both had fled away from her and how you had died in his arms, as he explained, he started to cry, you reassured him, the raiden shogun had no more intentions of killing more vision holder, especially since the traveller had convinced the Shogun to not kildd anymore people.

"the traveller changed the shoguns mind about us vision holder right? there's no need to worry about that honey, let's enjoy your stay here before going back to liyue, alright honey?" You had intertwined both of your hands on his, grabbing his hands and bringing it to your lips as the cold air travels through the both of you.

Kazuha'ss gaze never left your eyes even when you had closed them to kiss the back of his hand, taking small steps to come closer to you, wrapping his free hand on your waist and bring in you closer to him. Dropping his hand slowly, you had wrapped you arms around his back, lightly tracing random shapes or anything on his back. The cold wind bringing kazuha back from his own mind, going closer towards your ear.

"sweetheart, let's go back?" You had whispered in his ear while caressing his hair gently, almost as if you were coaxing him to sleep.

Kazuha had pulled away from the Hug and nodded his head, seeing as his eyes were slightly hooded from sleepyness you let out a giggle, kazuha had looked at you and tilted his head, like he was asking why you were giggling.

"It's nothing dear, you look adorable when your sleepy, let's hurry back so we can get some shut eye" you had intertwined your hand with his and guided him back to you cabin.

As the cold nights wind softly hitted your cabins window, knowing kazuha wouldn't fall asleep quickly if you weren't next to him, cuddling him to sleep as the remnants of the nightmare in his mind disappeared, he had his arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer to him as if you both weren't close enough, feeling his breathing became even, you relax knowing that kazuha had now fallen asleep more quick then you had anticipated, knowing your presence made him more comfortable, you closed your eyes feeling a sense of excitement of what the day will be like with kazuha once you wake up.

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Notes: I'm not that satisfied with the ending but I had to rush this since this was request so long ago💔

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  What it Means to Love: p.ii

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Childhood Kazuha x Reader

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⚘ Synopsis: You are in love with your childhood best friend

⚘ Warnings: Unrequited, angst, no comfort

⚘ 2031

(divider credits to @/luvlyxgracie)

⚘  When you know, you know.

The last year of high school.

While Kazuha clung to you during the middle of tenth grade—in tenth grade, he had tied

his heart to another.

You wish to say that you were happy—that you wanted him to fall in love with another person. You knew you couldn’t love him, it was forbidden to love him.

You wished he looked at you like a white stargazer lily

You wished he looked at you like a shooting star.

You wished he could read haikus to you—and only you.

The seeds in your heart are sprouting. Time flies, and so they flourish into stars—you wish he could sing to you like the whispers of the wind. The winds are whispering soft words to you, they blow kisses to your cheek. 

The flowers—the flowers that flourish in your heart. The flowers are becoming bouquets, but they aren’t for you.

Oh no, they are not for you.

That is the worst part for you, while his soulmate is given dahlias—you are given daffodils. 

⚘.

It was natural for him to hang out with his love every moment of his life. It was natural for him to stop texting you, after all, he was smitten by the beauty of his lover. It was natural for him to talk about his soulmate constantly, he was entranced by their beauty. It was natural for him to miss hangouts, after all, he prioritized ‘the one’. It was natural for him because he was in love with someone else. 

It was natural for his friends to be in awe at the young love—the perfect pair. It was natural for his friends to talk about their sweet innocent love. It was natural for his friends to talk about how Kazuha is the happiest man on earth—because his lover was lovely.

They were so lovely.

That was what hurt the most.

Seeing him comment on his lover’s post of how lovely they are—you just wished….

You wish he would comment the same sweet things on your post.

But you weren’t the one for him

It was natural for Kazuha to forget about you. 

You wish you were not forgettable—yet a part of you knew it was natural. It was just natural, right? You had more friends, you could always hang out with your friends—you can always forget about him as he forgets about you. But at the slightest chance you get to completely ignore him—he comes back, crawling back to you. It was like he was holding your hand while he showed affection to his real lover. And once you let go of his hand, that’s when he notices your existence. 

You felt like he was perishing you—you felt like he was withering you with every chance he got. He ignored you—you noticed him roam the halls and he would quickly look away. He kept avoiding your existence. You weren’t sure what made him avoid you, and you wished to understand him but it was futile. 

Feeling conflicted, truly you had never had the chance to register your feelings, you fell in between things. Yearning to understand how you feel–you aren't sure if you miss him—you aren’t even sure if you love him. Feeling your heartbeat—you can’t breathe—you hear the wind but you can’t hear him. You can’t hear Kazuha amidst the wind. Maybe—maybe—you don’t like him. Who knows.

⚘. 

Say it to me.

You rested on your couch, it was one of those times were Kazuha realized you were letting go, he begged you (pleaded) to watch a movie at your house. He texted you, not even bothering to call you, it was a simple text. You knew it was simple, yet you couldn’t help but see (feel) the desperation sip through the text. He spammed you (numerous) amount of times. 

He’s so scared to let go.

And it was a simple ‘ok’ text that you responded with. 

Please let go

And you waited on your couch, hugging the cute red—brownish—teddy bear. You like to think he was a few seconds late—he was. You scroll through your photos, you scroll on your social media account, you scroll through your messages. 

Break my heart

And you waited on your couch, hugging that stupid maple teddy bear. You like to think he was a few minutes late—he was. You go through the countless gifts he had given to you—from elementary to high school. You go through the Polaroid pictures you had taken with him. You go through the ‘letters’ he had written for you.

I don’t want to see you

And you waited on your couch, hugging the idiotic teddy bear. You like to think he was a few hours late—he was. You go through ‘memory lane’ remembering the first time you had met him. You go through ‘memory lane’ remembering the time you heard him express his dislike towards you. 

I hate you

And you waited on your couch hugging that ugly bear. He was late. He never bothered to show up. You passed around your living room running your fingers through your hair, a deep sigh released from your lips. You open your messages, maybe he had sent you a text? You open your messages and see his account gone. You see you had lost a follower—you had lost a follower and you had stopped following a person. 

I hate you

You try to search for his username—yet it doesn’t appear. You go to your spam account—and his account appears.

I hate you.

It took you a bit to process what just happened. Kazuha. Kaedehara Kazuha—had blocked you.

I know you.

⚘ One last message

You don’t remember when was the last time you had gone back to your childhood home. It has been, maybe, five years since you left. After graduation, you decided to attend a university that is far away from home. You like to think you needed this, it was for the best to leave. You knew that after all connections were broken loose you would never see him ever again—and you were right. It was so terrifying how you managed to let go of him, and how he had given up.

Going away meant to become independent, and it was the best outcome that could happen, you didn’t need him—and he—didn’t need you. Now revisiting the old communal garden, which had been demolished since it was no longer maintained, you walked around what once used to be a beautiful place. It used to have dendrobiums, sakura trees, amakumo fruits, and lavender melons. Shame that the garden no longer exists.

“Y.n?”

It was a quiet, bitter, voice. You turn around to face the source of the voice, and there he stands. For the first time in five years, you see Kazuha. You responded with a simple hum, you didn’t mind his presence after all—five years have passed. There were no hard feelings; you didn't hate him, but you didn’t like him. It was a neutral feeling, you stared at him blankly, giving him a small wave.

It was strange—so much had changed—but at the same time nothing had changed. You heard his breathing hitch, weird, you waited for him to say something but it seemed as if he was paralyzed. It was quiet for a while, the winds were the only sound of music. It took him a lot of courage to speak, you saw his lips pull apart, and you heard his slow breathing. He was the same old Kazuha. The peace created between both was quickly abrupted by his voice, “I’m sorry.” 

It was the same old apology, so bland with no explanation—he kept repeating his apologies. Yet. To you, those apologies were so hollow. They held no meaning, it was ironic how he was so poetic but when it came to his apologies it was so bland. “It’s alright.” you quickly murmur, you didn't want to be here—in this moment, in this time, in this place. It was as if he expected you to forget everything; to run over towards him and hug him. It was like he expected so much from you. But. You have changed. As cliche as it may sound, you were different—and he knew that. 

Weird how you both became strangers, yet you both (still) know so much about each other. He wished this day would come and for you to take him back into your life. But the world worked in so many ways, ways he did not expect. You were so graceful, however, to grant him what he wanted. You spoiled him too much—which you regret. You both sat on a nearby bench, oddly enough they never bothered to remove this bench. Of course, the bench’s handles had developed a bit of rust, and the wood was rotting—yet you granted him the wish. He talked about how he had unblocked you a month after, how he found out you had moved on with your life, “I was truly heartbroken to hear that our friendship ended because of me.” he tries to spew his ‘sweet’ words at you, and it pained you. He was (unknowingly) stabbing your heart. 

“They broke up with me a year later because of how dearly I missed my best friend,” lies. Lies. Lies. he is such a big liar, but you didn’t dare to say anything back to him you didn’t have the heart to break his world. He mentioned if you kept all of his gifts—you suppose he wanted you to say how you kept every gift because you hoped you would reconnect with him. However, you were honest with your response, “I threw them away,” you tried your best to deliver the news to him with a soft yet ‘regretful’ tone. He stared at you with a broken expression, “Even…the teddy bear?” you could only nod to confirm. 

You both sat there quietly, occasionally he would recite some of his haikus—word for word. He likes to think he is dedicating them to you, and so do you. You both sat in a world of fantasy. But this fantasy was killing you, once again, because each poem described someone else. Someone who wasn’t you. You weren’t the person of the poem. 

You weren’t the muse.

And.

You knew this. He knew this. It’s just like he had appeared to fix his broken heart, yet you remained silent. Let him live in this world of fantasy

⚘.

You tried to live your life with him in the picture; you both got to know each other once again. You knew about Kazuha’s career—he ended up becoming an author and a well-known author. You knew about his past relationships, each one where he had become smitten with a new person. You knew where he lived. You knew where he wrote. You knew every single spot he liked to visit.

But he knew nothing of you—what a joke. He had the habit to do the same thing. He will keep ignoring you when he proclaims he has ‘found the one’. In simple terms, to him, you were a simple rebound. To cry on your shoulders, to cry on your bed, to cry on your couch. Everything he did—with you—was to find comfort.

It was foolish to be friends with him again,

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He took you out, he said it was a ‘date’. You noticed how he fidgeted around, two years have passed after reconnecting with him, and he had never dared to ask you out. It was a surprise—a shock—he had entered your home with a small gift, placing the box on your lap. He sat next to you—and kissed your cheek softly. He recited a haiku, you suppose he made it sound like it was dedicated to you this time. But this haiku didn’t have the same charm as the others. It sounded rather forced. 

You open the medium box and there it was, sitting, a brownish—-red—bear. You turn your head to face him, “why?” you could only release one question. Your mouth became dry—you were unable to say anything. It felt…bittersweet to see (be gifted) another teddy bear. “To keep you company,” he ‘softly’ and ‘sweetly’ spoke.

oh.

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Miffyur’s note:

OKAY. I genuinely thought I was going to finish this, but it's just tooo long D:

so, I'll make a part three in between this week.

Miffyur (\_/)

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[sh1-n0bu]

Okay (takes a deep breath) HELLO

I hope you are doing well..So I recently started following you. I'M JUST IN LOOOOVE IN YOUR WRITING

so I had like this angst idea.I'm a sadist.I enjoy putting my fav characters through hell

Angst ask ( I'm still confused about the rules so please forgive me)

Angst (little yandre s/o)

Let's say that we're m/n and we love our s/o very much. We have a vision and we're like the perfect person to exist on teyvat (I literally met a like this person today) looks 100👍 personality (cute, caring and strong ofc) anyway buff them as much u want.So we went on a mission almost died by getting injured.Somehow made it back to s/o's special day.Spend the whole day with them while dying (u know tanjiro who never dies no matter how much injuries he has) like that.But we got ambushed in middle of nowhere .S/o got hit first and became a burden. Can't fight because of the injury (for s/o) and became almost paralyzed and barely killing the enemies.On the other hand we're dying before but everything crashed and we're fighting with death and enemies and had to protect s/o also (S/O was really weak today and we took the hit again for them and finish the whole fight alone) we almost or say SAYONARA BITCH and maybe die on them or our vision is losing it's glow quickly and we are drowning in our own blood

Ur choice

The self hate part (while the're paralyzed) their dark thoughts are talking over them

It's their fault for being so useless

It's their fault we are almost dead or dead

It's their fault

Their fault

Ahhh sorry because this shit is so long

I had more on my brain ehehehe

Anyway if you don't like it please feel free to ignore it

Loooooove you

(⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠❤

😈anon (The emojis are so messed up in this device)

Have a great year ahead

Best of luck

Byeeeeee

✿ 𝙖𝙘𝙘𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 ✿

characters: 6reeze x nb!reader

warnings: blood, fighting, canon typical violence, reader has vision, almost dying, angst, light crack and fluff

notes: WOOOO man 😈 nonnie bby you popped off for this one! also wtf nobu is still alive y’all 😨😨

definitely the type to blame himself the most if the people he loves and cares for would get injured, even if he was in another nation when it happened

you get that feeling of immense guilt when you accidentally step on your pet and they yowl very loudly in pain and you want to apologize and pet them to soothe them but they’re backing away from you?

yeah take that feeling and multiply it ten times, that’s how aether felt when he heard your pained shout when trying to get yourselves away from the ambush

when he saw your body fall down to the dirt with blood slowly seeping into the grass, painting the beautiful field in heartbreaking red, he blanked out

only came to himself when your hand touched his cheek, reminding him that you’re both alive as paimon sobs between you two

he was just so worried that you will leave him behind just like lumine and he couldn’t help the aching feeling of his heart being stabbed as his eyes felt more watery and his throat clenched up

aether already lost a loved one and he’s desperately trying to find her and bring her back, so please be careful and always come back to him and paimon

sobbing into your shoulder as his arms wrapped tightly around your body, the blonde traveler couldn’t tell if the wetness he feels on his cheeks is either from his tears or your blood. and he can’t make out any noises other than the ringing, the terrified thumps of his heart and paimon’s sobs. were you alive? please be alive.

feeling a hand wipe away his tears, aether pulled back from sobbing to your shoulders as he looks at you with wide and puffy eyes. you were alive!

tackling you down into a hug, he ignored your pained grunt as he wailed loudly into your chest. clinging to your shirt, weakly hitting your shoulders as he rambled about being more careful and to never make him nor paimon this worried ever again.

“yeah yeah… but aether we need to patch ourselves up before we bleed out to death”.

“…oh”.

the karmic debt that eats away at his mind, body and heart is always on the brink of taking over and turning him into a mindless, raging beast

and thanks to his karma, the guardian yaksha is always at the tip of his feet. ready to run away, desert himself or if needed to, spread out his golden wings and fly far far away where he would harm no one. only himself

sadly it was another day where his karma was at it’s worst. every single movement, shifting of muscles feeling like they’re being torn apart, every little inhale and exhale of breath feeling like his lungs are being stabbed

that’s when it happened. the ambush, the fatui, the accident - it all happened too fast for the adepti to even realize what was going on until something wet splatters on his cheek

blood. your blood

at that, the guardian yaksha put on his mask, uncaring of the agony in his body as he dashes between the ambushers, swiftly taking them down before returning to your side

feeling a shaky hands trying and failing miserably over and over to wrap a bandage around your torso, you manages to crack an eye open to stare at the blurry figure of your boyfriend. faintly you could hear him cuss under his breath as his weak state tries to stop the bleeding with trembling hands. from fear? anxiety? his own karma? you didn’t know and neither did he.

“shit shit shit shit! just stay awake [name]! we’re almost at the wangshu inn!”

noticing your eyes growing hazy, he places a hand on your shoulder and gently shakes you, causing you to grunt in pain. shit was that the wrong move? did he accidentally caused your injuries to worsen?

the touch of your hand covering his own gloved ones snaps him out of his inner tantrum as he looks at your face.

“idiot… why are you smiling?”

“hahah… calm down, love… it’s not that deep. we can walk to the wangshu inn together…”

as the most famous detective and doushin of inazuma, heizou tends to attract a few ill intention carrying people to himself. and that’s precisely why he always tries to keep your relationship a secret even if he desperately wants to hold your hand in public, take you out on nice dates and see the many beautiful sceneries together

alas, not all relationships can exactly be happy go lucky. more so if the person your in a relationship with is the most successful detective of inazuma

all it happened in a blink of an eye. you and him were just supposed to take a nice walk around the beaches together at late night without too many prying eyes and curious whispers, yet heizou seems to have underestimated just how dirty the kairagi can play

the detective even tried threatening when the gang of treasure hunters and nobushis didn’t budge, instead deciding to attack straight at the two of you. the anemo user was fast but the treasure hoarders were too many for him to handle, causing both of you to end up injured

when seeing your bleeding chest, his breath hitches. hands starting to shake, breathing picking up pace as his mind goes back in a memory lane, way back to when his first and only childhood friend laid dying in his arms with the stupid green pebble clutched in his hand

was this real? was that incident happening all over again? no. no no no no, he can’t - he couldn’t lose you. not you. anyone but you -

feeling your weight slump over his shorter frame, the detective snaps out of his momentary panic attack. as your arm comes up to rest on his shoulder, the wine colored haired young man understands your intention. wrapping his own arm around your middle, heizou guides yourselves back to inazuma city as fast as he could support your larger frame.

“hehe… seems like… people might just find out that we’re dating huh ‘zou?”

“heh… just keep your energy and keep walking [name]”

only when hearing that your wounds weren’t in fatal places did shikanoin managed to breathe out a sigh of relief. shoulders sagging as he feels the heavy weight of anxiety slip off of his body, the doushin enters the room you’re resting in to give you a nice long lecture to never jump in front of him to use yourself as a shield again.

after living in hundreds of years under the perfectly hidden disguise, the anemo archon has seen and heard everything the world had to offer. from the joys of his people during festivals to now, the familiar, disgusting feeling of dread churning in his stomach as he waits for your healing to finish

it was a sudden ambush, he was told by the small group you were traveling with. apparently a few abyss heralds had shown up, causing you to use your pyro vision too much to the point you ended up burning your own self

venti couldn’t sit still. pacing back and forth in front of the door of the cathedral, tapping his feet anxiously, fiddling with the necklace you lovingly placed around his collarbone on your relationship’s first year anniversary - now feeling like he was being choked by the gift he treasured

after what seems like hours, the door opens and he’s let in to meet you

you were staying in one of the emergency rooms at the back of the cathedral. the soft glow of the sunset peeking in through the window shining down on your unconscious body, making him feel a mix of awe at your visage but also dread at the amount of pain your body could possibly be going through

dragging a chair up to sit beside your bed, the bard decides to stay beside your recovering figure until you wake up

grunting and shifting, you could feel the bright afternoon sun beating down on you. it felt unconscious and annoying, why didn’t venti close the curtains? he knows how much you hate the afternoon sun.

wait… venti… curtains…

forcing your eyes to open up, you felt a soft tiny weight laying down on your chest right over your beating heart. bringing a bandaged hand up, you poked at the small figure of the wind spirit.

ah right… the accident with the traveling and the abyss heralds.

at the fifth poke, the tiny wind spirit seems to wake up. yawning, the little guy sits up on your chest before his sleepy hazed mind finally realizes you’re awake.

throughout the rest of the afternoon and way into the night, some of the sisters in the cathedral could hear your voice talking back to an angry sounding chirps. they decided to just act like it never happened and continue on with their work.

“human life is worthless”.

that’s what the puppet always scoffs whenever he comes across a grave or reminded of your mortality by your silly questions of “will you remember me after i’m dead?”

and yet why was he screaming his lungs out as he shakes your unconscious body in his arms?

why was it raining? why was his eyes wet even with the wide brimmed hat covering his face?

… why were you bleeding in the middle of the avidya forest?

after having a meltdown over your paling body, wanderer decides to act quick and take you to someone named tighnari. you’ve introduced the two while you were showing the puppet around sumeru, “he’s great with medicine and is one of the best forest rangers” he could remember your smiling fave as he recalls your words

scooping up your body into his arms, the former harbinger uses his anemo vision to fly towards the small village where the forest ranger is located

bursting in through the front door, wanderer nervously calls out for tighnari as he disregards the many looks of worry, fear and pity around him. he just needed to get you to help fast

it had been a few days since your lover had found you bruised and bleeding on avidya forest’s grounds. there’s not a single moment where he’s gotten up and left your side. not even once, not even when the fennec fox pesters him that he should look out for his own health as well.

just how the fuck was he supposed to look over himself when you could very well be on the thin line between life and death?

it was on the fourth day when the puppet felt your fingers twitch in his gentle grasp. sitting up straight, he sits closer to your unconscious body, hoping, praying to the archons that any sign could be seen or heard.

and this time, the archons seems to have took pity on the poor heartbroken puppet as you shifted and groaned, finally starting to wake up. he breathed out a sigh of relief, a single stray tear falling down his puffy eyes as he wipes it away before cradling your cheeks in his hands tenderly.

“welcome back, darling…”

oh gosh imagine the amount of ptsd flashbacks, panic attacks and self blaming this man gets when he sees you get injured

even worse, when you two are fighting together on the battlefield

when you would get injured his state of mind is immediately reverting back to tomo’s death. the blank vision of his friend, the lightning that incarnated his flesh and bones leaving behind nothing to burry, nothing to remember him by, the sheer absolute helplessness the kaedehara felt

acting on pure instincts alone, the samurai scoops up your bleeding body in his arm and he does the same thing he has done before. run.

only when far away from the ambush place and their chasers could no longer be seen or heard does he allows himself to breathe

placing down your injured body, kazuha brings out a few rolls of bandages as he looks over your wounds

was it in a lethal place? how deep was it? did the ambushers had elemental powers? he didn’t know nor could he remember. his vision is just red as his chest heaves, mind being overridden with nothing but panic

this scenery, this moment, this feeling - it was all too familiar to the poor samurai, he couldn’t even comprehend what was real or what was fake

everything was too much

that was, until he feels your hand tugging on his kimono sleeve

finally taking a few deep breaths to calm his mind and racing heart, kaedehara starts to patch up your wounds, albeit a bit sloppily with his trembling hands

staggering with your taller frame leaning on his shorter one for support, kazuha could make out beidou and the crux members’ surprised and worried shouts as some of them drops the luggage they were moving into the ship, instead running over to the couple to aid their members.

as one of the men take your unconscious body away from him, kazuha finds himself following behind wordlessly to the med room. archons was the blood on his white kimono yours? have you truly lost this much blood?

… would you be okay?

snapping himself out of his sudden dark thought, the wandering samurai feels beidou place a hand on his shoulder comfortingly. she could see the young man wasn’t injured, then that would only mean all of the blood on him is from you.

quietly standing together, the captain and the samurai awaits for the medic to finish patching you up. becoming a comforting pillar to lean on to each other as some time passes until the medic finally comes out with a small smile.

just by looking at the medic, kazuha knew you would pull through. that was how you always were. strong and steady, just like the geo vision you had mastered.

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[strawberrylabs]

When you were younger, the three of you made matching braided thread bracelets.

Somewhere along the process of aging when fashion became a worry, Tomo turned his into an accessory on the hilt of his sword, and Kazuha used his to hold his vision.

As the three of you grew, so too did your feelings.

Tomo and Kazuha confessed to each other first.

Of course you were happy for them- of course you were also jealous. You wanted to be the one to card your fingers through Kazuha's hair. You wanted to be the one to lull Tomo to sleep in the night when his thoughts kept him awake.

So, you distanced yourself.

You left the happy couple to enjoy their lives together...

It wasn't long before they dragged you back to them.

And so the happy couple became a happy throuple.

Kazuha loved you and you loved Tomo and Tomo loved Kazuha and Kazuha loved Tomo and Tomo loved you and you loved Kazuha.

Everything was perfect.

Until lightning struck...

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Do y'all want me to write a proper angsty fic about this

OR

Some more fluff about Tomo X reader X Kazuha

OR

both

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[hellinistical]

12:33

It happens gradually, and you welcome it with open arms. It's…hard to continuously care for someone, hard to care for anyone but yourself these days. Especially when there was no physical attachment to nurse in the beginning. He’s always gone, and it was draining to keep worrying. He would be fine. He always was. 

But he was never there when you accidentally cut yourself,  Never there when you cried yourself to sleep missing him,  And never there when you craved him. 

Although you knew it was not a one-sided love, it was not fair. Kazuha was not fair. 

Even if his whole thing was that he would never stay in one place for too long. Even if he said that though the wind may carry him, you would still be his rock in the world, that he would always return.  Even if you had worked so hard to get him to be comfortable with the idea of a place to stay, to settle.

Kazuha was not fair to you, and you were not fair to yourself to do this to yourself.

Your history with him was long, and in it, you built this castle of happiness. And the walls became so, so high. But the higher they became, the more blind you were, and the foundation became weak. 

Sinking in the armchair, you sighed. All your friends seemed to be missing these days, but you knew better than that. This is what happens when you fall in love. But then again…

Maybe you were the problem. Because you let your friends go, claiming you didn’t have time. Because you couldn’t let go; even now, when you had just waved him off onto his next journey, there was still a feeling that maybe one day you would be paid back in full.

For now, though, you welcomed the idea of falling out of love with Kazuha…

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[rei-venus]

kazuha — till death do us part

prompt: i don’t care if you’re not next to me anymore. i still love you, and i will love you until i can’t love you anymore ; or, in which kazuha, in the heat of the moment in a battle between the resistance and the shogunate army, realised that you would no longer be by his side

warnings: major character death; blood; kazuha cries i’m sry

genre: angst, with no comfort + slight romance

notes: attempting to manifest kazuha in the form of angst, because that’s what hyv threw at us in the new event :’)

“hey… hey, wake up..!”

kazuha knew the aftermath of battles were always messy, with the bodies of both sides strewn across the grounds, blood mixing with the seawater, turning the beaches a horrifying crimson. his own hands were covered in scratches, silvery strands falling out of the side ponytail.

his nimble fingers trembled as he reached out to your body, staring at its form that laid amongst the others. they gripped the fabric of your clothes, lifting your face to his carefully.

“hey… it’s not funny anymore!”

he laughed, eyes widening in crazed disbelief. no… no, this couldn’t be happening! another one… another one was leaving him again, and he was all alone in the darkness.

the sticky, red liquid seeped out of your chest, and he stared at the arrow that pierced your chest in horror.

he could vaguely hear someone screaming in the background of some ringing noise, and his throat was hurting. who was screaming? why were his ears ringing? his light pants were the only sounds reverberating in the now silent field, and he realised that it was him who has been screaming his heart out, his throat now raw.

his vision blurred, and he could feel tears streaming down his hot cheeks. what was happening? how did it come to this? what did i do wrong? he could feel a hand was clenching down on his neck, its fingers tightening and a sensation of lightheadedness washing over him.

“another one… another one… another one…”

he simply couldn’t get the image of your lifeless body out of his head, the picture of your bloodied chest burned into the back of his eyes as he presses his lips to your forehead for the final time.

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[mokislover]

◜—ʷᵉˡᶜᵒᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵇʸ ᵇˡᵒᵍ !

❝𝘐𝘕𝘛𝘙𝘖—❞

𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐎 ! i am eimuros, i write part-time mainly focusing on Genshin.

Some of my previous works contain the fandom of demon slayer, which I focus on the app Wattpad, i am not entirely willing to write hcs or any sort on my own accord but, i do write if requested

I'm not here to be big or anything, i want people to become interested, 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘰 —infatuated with my works. Im here because i want to share my works with all of you and i hope you'll be sharing my blogs with others.

❝𝘞𝘖𝘙𝘒𝘚—❞

This topic is mainly sharing or informing the readers with what im willing/comfortable in doing in certain topics. Here's a list

𝘋𝘖'𝘚 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘋𝘖𝘕𝘛𝘚- this is my opinion.

✎𝘋𝘖'𝘚:

FLUFF = happy soft mini stories

ANGST = focus of sad, hurtful sceneries

PLATONIC! LOVE = child or sibling relations in innocent love

ROMANCE/MILD SPICE = mini smut but not really (?)

SMUT = intimate or love making in some sort

A/N: ˢᵖᵉᶜⁱᶠʸ ᵗʰᵉ ᵍᵉⁿᵈᵉʳ ᵒᶠ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ ⁱᶠ ⁿᵒᵗ, ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵗᵒʳʸ ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ᶜᵒᵐᵉ ᵘᵖ ᵃˢ ᵃᶠᵃᵇ ˢᵖᵉᶜⁱᶠⁱᵉᵈ. ᴵᵐ ᵛᵉʳʸ ᵒᵖᵉⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵃᵐᵃᵇ !

SAGAU = self aware genshin au

YANDERE (?) = depends on what youre asking

ANIMAL!READER = reader with animal looks like ears (??)

THIS LIST IN WELCOME TO SCENARIOS, MINI STORIES AND HCS.

✁𝘋𝘖𝘕𝘛𝘚:

INCEST = romantic relations involving relatives

LOLICON = romantic relations with a child

SPECIFIC GORE = im not comfortable in writing gore, or over specified, gore overall

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demon slayer (?)

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—THANK YOU, for taking time reading this. If youre ever interested in my works or have any brainrots that you want for me to create dont be afraid to ask me !

My writing schedule will mostly be weekends because of school, but ill try to answer as many as i can!

good bye reader, I HOPE WE'LL SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN.

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[amalythea]

「 stars 」

⤷ info: kazuha, traveler, venti x gn!reader (separate) || angst-ish || wc: 1180

⤷ warnings: mentions of death (not reader), v sad thoughts, i tried to keep traveler themselves as gn as possible too but please do tell me if i missed something, writing for traveler actually killed my braincells

⤷ extra: i used the prompt xiv. “she’s talking to angels, counting the stars.” from @thexianzhoujade 's personal memoires (of the dearly beloved) event!!

kazuha.

In the tranquil solitude of the night, beneath the vast expanse of stars, you sat on the ground, your silhouette outlined by the gentle glow of moonlight as you gazed up at the stars above. Your heart ached with the weight of loss, your thoughts consumed by memories of your one love Kazuha.

Once, he had been the light of your life, his laughter like music to your ears, his gentle touch a source of comfort in times of need. But now, he was gone, taken from you by a cruel twist of fate, leaving behind only the echo of his presence and a void that seemed impossible to fill.

Every night, you would come to this secluded spot, the one you used to visit together, where the stars seemed to shine just a little brighter. It was here that you had shared your dreams, your hopes, and your love. And it was here that you felt closest to him, as if his spirit lingered among the celestial canvas above.

With a heavy heart, you whispered Kazuha's name into the stillness of the night, your voice barely louder than a breath. "Kazuha," you murmured, your eyes shimmering with unshed tears. "Do you see the stars, my love? Are you watching over me from beyond the veil of the heavens?"

You closed your eyes, letting the memories wash over you like a gentle tide. You remembered the way Kazuha would hold your hand as you sat together beneath the night sky, his words a soothing balm to your troubled soul. And you remembered the promise you had made, to always be together, even when the world conspired to tear you apart.

But now, that promise lay shattered, scattered by the winds of fate. Kazuha was gone, his laughter silenced, his touch but a distant memory. And yet, you could not bring yourself to believe that he was truly lost forever.

For in the depths of your grief, there was a glimmer of hope, a belief that somehow, someway, Kazuha had found peace in the afterlife. You imagined him reunited with his dear friend, the two of them laughing and reminiscing beneath the eternal light of the stars.

And so, each night, you would come to this sacred place, your heart heavy with sorrow yet warm with the belief that Kazuha was watching over you, his love a guiding beacon in the darkness. And as you gazed up at the heavens above, you felt a sense of peace wash over you, knowing that wherever Kazuha was, he was not truly gone.

For as long as the stars continued to shine, so too would the memory of your love burn bright, illuminating the darkest corners of your soul and reminding you that even in death, your bond would never be broken.

traveler.

In Teyvat, where the winds whisper secrets and the stars tell tales of heroes, there once was a traveler from a distant world. This traveler had been searching for their sibling, and in the midst of their search had found someone else they cared for: you.

Your love knew no boundaries, spanning across the nations and beyond the reach of time itself. But fate, like a capricious deity, had other plans. Your lover, in their quest to protect the fragile balance of Teyvat, met their end in a valiant battle against a formidable foe. And as their spirit ascended, leaving behind a world engulfed in sorrow, you were left to wander Teyvat alone.

Every night, as the sky painted itself with the luminescence of countless stars, you would go up to the highest peak you could find. There, beneath the blanket of twinkling lights, you would sit, your heart heavy with longing, your eyes searching the heavens for a glimpse of your lover.

"They're among them," you would whisper to the ethereal void, your voice carrying both sorrow and hope. "My love, shining bright among the stars."

In those moments, you would feel a familiar warmth wrap around you, a fleeting sensation that whispered of your lover's enduring presence. You imagined them traversing the celestial expanse, a celestial wanderer among the constellations, watching over you with tender affection.

As time unfurled its tapestry, you found solace in your nightly ritual. The stars became your confidants, the silent witnesses to your whispered prayers and tearful confessions. And though your lover's physical form had departed, their essence lingered in the gentle caress of the night breeze and the shimmering radiance of the cosmos.

And as you gazed upon the heavens each night, your faith unshaken, you found solace in the belief that your lover had returned to their celestial home among the stars, finishing their search at last.

venti.

In Mondstadt, where the winds sing their eternal melodies and the stars dance in the night sky,

Venti, the mischievous bard of Mondstadt, was known for his jovial spirit and melodious songs that enchanted the hearts of all who listened. But amidst his carefree nature, there was one whose heart he held dearer than any other – his lover, a gentle soul whose love for Venti burned like the brightest star in the night sky.

Your love was as boundless as the vast expanse of the heavens, and together, you would spend countless nights beneath the vast expanse of the sky, nestled in each other's arms as you gazed up at the twinkling stars. Venti would weave tales of ancient myths and celestial wonders, his voice carrying across the night like a gentle breeze.

But fate, like the ever-changing winds, can be unpredictable.

One fateful day, Venti's song was silenced, his laughter stilled. News of his passing spread like wildfire, leaving behind a trail of sorrow that even the wind could not carry away. Your heart shattered into a million pieces, each shard a painful reminder of the void left by your beloved bard.

In the wake of Venti's passing, you found solace in the memories you had shared under the starlit sky. You would sit by the edge of the cliff overlooking Mondstadt, watching as the stars sparkled like fragments of Venti's soul scattered across the heavens.

In the quiet solitude of those nights, you would recall his words, spoken with a whimsical smile and a twinkle in his eyes. "If ever I should depart from this world," he had said, "fear not, for I shall join the stars themselves, and from there, I shall watch over you always."

And so, as you gazed up at the luminous tapestry above, you couldn't help but smile through your tears, for you believed with all your heart that Venti was among those celestial beings, guiding you with his eternal light.

Though the ache of loss never truly faded, you found comfort in the belief that Venti's spirit lived on in the stars, a constant reminder that your love was as infinite as the universe itself. And so, you continued to watch the stars every night, knowing that somewhere up there, Venti was watching over you, his laughter echoing in the celestial chorus that danced across the night sky.

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@amalythea 2024. | do not re-upload, copy, translate, etc. my works on any form of media.

#⊹ ࣪ ˖ personal memoires ⟢ #「 birth of a supernova」 #・ nouveau livre ˎˊ˗ #astronetwrk #kazuha x reader #traveler x reader #aether x reader #lumine x reader #venti x reader #genshin x reader #genshin impact x reader #kazuha angst #traveler angst #aether angst #lumine angst #venti angst #genshin angst #genshin impact angst #kazuha x reader angst #traveler x reader angst #aether x reader angst #lumine x reader angst #venti x reader angst #genshin x reader angst #genshin impact x reader angst

[chamomileteahouse]

Yearning Home

❇ pairing: Kazuha x reader

❇ summary: He yearns for a home he strays away from. (Set when Kazuha was travelling outside Inazuma)

❇ category:  light angst

The poet sits upon a stone, admiring the starry-eyed scenery presented by the heavens. He is away from home, far from it. His bandaged hand reaches to the sky, a desire to touch the blanket of stars that stretched to infinity. Twinkling, blazing, beautiful.

Kazuha wonders if you could see this same night sky, your hands reaching up to the sky as you lean into your bedroom window in Inazuma. He wonders if you are actually in your bedroom at this moment. Have you decided to stay in Inazuma city, where he once was? Have you decided to become a traveler? If so, do you yearn for home as he does?

It’s a funny thought. Yearning. 

Missing something or perhaps someone. 

A wanderer like himself yearning for a home, yet straying far away from it. Possibly it’s because home isn’t a place for Kazuha, no, far from it. But alas, that is a dilemma for the ronin to worry himself about in another time.

And once again, Kazuha Kaedehara lifts himself up from the cool ground of his temporary resting place. 

And once again, he’ll wander.

And once again, he’ll find another time to yearn for you once more.

But he won’t go home. Not just yet.

#chamomileteahouse #kazuha kaedehara #kazuha x reader #kaedehara kazuha x reader #kazuha x you #kazuha angst #kazuha x reader angst #genshin impact #genshin x reader #genshin impact imagines #genshin impact fanfic #light angst #no beta we die like tomo #IM BACK AFTER A LONG DISAPPEARANCE #School has been a pain

[astrolomona]

getaway

kazuha x reader

you are a lieutenant general serving for the shogun, and kazuha is the criminal you are ordered to hunt down. it is your sole responsibility, so why is it that you are trying so hard to defend him?

fluffy, angsty(?), ooc kazuha kinda

2 part series, possibly 3

it wasn’t supposed to happen.

“thank you for sparing me.”

you found him sitting on a rock on the beach. savouring the sounds of the ocean waves crashing against ritou, before you had decided to attack during a fairly vulnerable moment.

“leave before i change my mind. this could cost my job, for you are to be arrested immediately once spotted.”

kaedehara kazuha is an inazuman samurai, a criminal wanted by the electro archon herself. you are a lieutenant general of high-order belonging to the tenryou commission, told to arrest and present kaedehara to the raiden shogun immediately once found.

“i am to be arrested once spotted, is that so? then, why are you sparing me?” his guard was still up, ready to defend himself at any moment should you, or any lingering enemies, attack him.

you broke the strong eye-contact held between you two, looking at the sand beneath you. “why would you show your face to inazuma knowing that the raiden shogun is personally asking for you?”

it was barely evident, but a smirk slightly formed on the wanderer’s face as you finished your sentence. “you claimed before that letting me flee would cost your job. if you genuinely did care about serving for the shogun, rather than the mora, you would claim me without hesitation, no?”

your head shot up, gaze sharpening at the criminal before you, “watch your mouth. are you implying that i arrest you right now?”

“no, i am personally just curious about this sudden show of mercy,” kazuha shrugged. “you are of high importance to the shogunate, i can tell. you were able to exhaust and defeat me in a battle in no time, but once you had the opportunity to finish me off or restrain me, you simply spared me and told me to get up and leave as quickly as i could.”

he examined your attire, much more different and fancier than those of regular officers.

“i said,” you glared at the man in front of you. “leave before i change my mind. this is your chance to run, is it not? you said yourself that i am stronger than you, so don’t question me when i decide to spare you.”

he must be dumb.

how could you possibly pass up an opportunity to run from arrest by the tenryou commission just to ask a few nonsensical questions? just get out of here while you can.

you were stubborn, kazuha could tell. “i understand. again, thank you for sparing me, i wish to meet you again soon once this is all over with.”

the samurai left, stealthily making his way back to the ship of the crux, and fleeing the land of electro as the boat soon departed.

you continued on with your day, fulfilling your daily duties as if you had not encountered him at all.

two weeks had passed since the event had occurred, you were once again assigned to patrol ritou alongside your underlings.

that was until, you had met him again.

“wonderful seeing you again,” kazuha raised his hands in ‘defeat,’ still sitting on the same rock in the same position you had first met him.

“what are you doing here again? what possessed you to return?” you disarm your weapon, cautiously walking towards the calm samurai.

he put his hands down, “is it so wrong for me to return to my homeland?”

“it’s absurd to return to an area where you are a wanted criminal. are you not the least bit paranoid? uneasy?” you rolled your eyes. unbelievable.

the same casual smile stays put on his face, “it is true that inazuma is the last place i’d prefer to be at the moment. however, i feel the slightest bit relieved being here knowing that you are protecting me.”

your eyes narrowed, “protecting you? in what way? i spared you once, and you consider me protecting you?”

“that’s right. you spared me, showing mercy to a criminal man wanted by the archon you serve leaves an awfully big impact.” he explains, “besides, i’m still looking for an answer to my question.”

“it’s none of your business,” you spat. “take my offer of peace and leave.”

“you’re sparing me again?”

you glared at him, turning around and walking away from the conversation without so much as a goodbye.

kazuha found it amusing. there must be a reason, right?

before joining the shogunate’s army, you did not have much to stay in inazuma for. unemployed, with no motivation to stand by. you are a skilled fighter, and the tenryou commission recognized you for that.

you had nowhere else to go, so you did not hesitate to accept their offer to join their army. following every order, able to adapt to any change given by your superiors.

what you did not expect, however, was the unexpected order of the vision hunt decree. along with your sudden promotion to lieutenant general.

you were told to confiscate any and every vision, no matter what. to take it, and have it embedded within the statue of the thousand-armed, hundred-eyed god. to arrest any members of the sangonomiya resistance if found.

you were present when kaedehara kazuha’s friend challenged a duel against general kujou sara. you watched as kazuha stole his vision away from the electro archon and fled. and you listened as kujou sara shouted orders of hunting him down immediately.

that is your number one order, so why is it now that you are finally faced with your target, you decide to spare him?

hii im back! heres some kazuha for the soul

i already have half of part 2 done, probably gonna be a part 3 but who knows

#kazuha #kazuha x reader #kazuha x gender neutral reader #kazuha x you #kazuha x y/n #kazuha genshin x reader #kazuha genshin impact #genshin x reader angst #genshin kazuha #genshin impact #kazuha x reader angst

[dogloveri23]

I'm Here

Pairing: Kazuha x gn!reader

Warning: It's fluff and I'm not good at writing fluff

A/n: this is the second fluff I've written in my life and it shows. This was requested to me on my genshin account by Mitsu!.

UID: 627473190

Originally written by @dogloveri23

The kamisato estate was calm and serene. Your sister ayaka was out in the city, while your brother Ayato was gone as usual. But the constant nagging of the elders who could find no satisfaction killed the serenity time and time again. You could do nothing but wait in the courtyard of the estate. What you were waiting for, the servants and elders could only guess. No one dared say anything to you while you waited, but the look of disappointment you had when the day passed was saddening for everyone. Today was no different as you sat facing the entrance of the estate with a neutral expression for the 5th day in a row. The irodori festival has ended in the same amount of time. The mystery of the fifth Kasen had been uncovered and all parties present had gone back to their own lives.

Tiny drops of water landed softly on the ground picking up pace with each passing moment till it began to poor. The air had become cold but you still refused to go into the building. The servants could only watch the hope fade from your eyes with each passing moment. "Y/n are you alright? You look a bit dejected, I made hot chocolate and I set up the board game inside so we can play if you are up for it," A voice said before a familiar blond came into view. "Thank you Thoma but I don't think I'm up to it. I'm....busy" You say with your gaze not leaving the estate entrance. "May I ask who you're waiting for, Y/n?" Thoma asked with curiousity. You sigh as your fists clench ever so slightly. You envision his calm face adorned with a small smile and the promise he made after the festival. "I'll come back for you," those were his exact words to you time and time again when he had to leave while you sat at the estate rotting away as you listen to the elders of your clan.

"Kazuha? What do you think the other nations are like? What do they eat?" You asked him as you both sat in a cave. The view was memorable and you could only sit and enjoy each others presence as the sun set. Who knew that a place like that exists right below Tenshukaku? "I do not know my love, but one day, I'll make sure that we experience them together, I'm sure the experience will be quite fun and eventful," He said as he combed his hand through your hair while you laid in his lap. "I'll make sure we experience it all together and travel the world together," He says causing you to smile. That was the first time you two ever talked about something like that and made plans to go and see the world of teyvat. That was before the vision hunt decree that caused him to flee inazuma set out on his journey without you and when the vision hunt decree finished, he decided to continue to travel without you. He continued on without you despite the previous promises you had made to each other. But when he came for the Irodori Festival, you thought that he was finally here to redeem himself and finally take you along with him on his journey. The two of you had had made plans after the festival had been concluded and despite promising to meet up with you at the estate, he never showed up. You waited day after day since the festival ended, thinking that you had mixed up the dates and each time you are left feeling disappointed.

Time and time again you make sure you started in high hopes, only to end up disappointed and broken at the end of the day continuously. How many times are you going to let him disappoint you? How many times were you going to give him the benefit of a doubt only for your doubts to be confirmed? How long way you going to hold out on your duties to the people of inazuma for a man who refused to keep his word. If he really wanted to be here, he would be here already. If he really wanted to travel with you, you would be doing that already. So why would you keep waiting for a person who refuses to do the very same you both had planned to do? "No one, I'm done waiting," You say as you get up to go into the estate. Thoma was shocked and wondered what you were thinking about that caused you to give up on your initial motive. He hadn't expected you to accept his offer without a little back and forth. But he got joined you regardless. "Y/n!" You hear a voice yell from the entrance of the estate. The voice belonged to none other than Kazuha. "I'm here!" He yelled, his voice hard to hear due to the heavy rain. He makes his way over to where you stood away from the downpour. "I know, I'm late but I'm here and I'm not going anywhere without you", He says out of breath. He was here now, and that was enough for you. "Lady Ayaka owes me a thousand Mora"

#Kazuha x reader #Kazuha x reader fluff #Kaedehara Kazuha #Kaedehara Kazuha x reader #Kaedehara Kazuha x reader fluff #Kazuha x reader angst #genshin impact request #genshin impact imagines #genshin impact x reader #thoma x reader #thoma x reader fluff #thoma x reader x kazuha #Kazuha x gn reader #genshin impact x reader dogloveri23 #dogloveri23 #genshin impact venti #genshinimagines #genshin impact #genshinimpactimagines #genshinoneshots #genshin impact oneshots #genshin impact angst #thoma x you #genshinboys #kazuha angst

[kazyurmao]

What it Means to Love p.i

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  What it Means to Love: p.i

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Childhood friend Kazuha x Reader

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⚘ Synopsis: You are in love with your childhood best friend

⚘ Warnings: Unrequited, angst, no comfort (not really angsty angsty though)

⚘ 1300

⚘ Beautiful Stranger

It was during third grade when you took notice of a particular platinum-blond-haired boy. He was peacefully sitting on a bench that was close to a communal garden. He was reading a book—you remember this book, ‘In the Moonlight’ by Yosa Buson—you remember how he flipped the pages, he was so delicate. The boy sighed every single time he read three pages—he was breathing calmly—he let the wind guide his lungs. 

He was so peaceful—unbothered by the distant chattering of children chasing each other. You remember how the boy was so focused on his book—that he had failed to notice how you were now sitting next to him.

You sat silently (of course.)And you stared at him, engrossed in the small world he had kept flipping the pages. Haiku after haiku, you had noted, how he had already begun to recite poems, that were pasted onto pages. He whispered them—yet you could hear. It sounded so romantic—so calm that you couldn’t help but close your eyes and hum.

And that's when he took notice of your presence—and that’s when you took notice of the red streak of hair on the right side of his head. He stared at you—looking deep, almost as if he was analyzing you, and you couldn’t help but show a toothy smile. Your smile, oh your smile, a missing tooth—yet it was a smile of innocence, “Hi!” you couldn’t help but exclaim in an exciting tone. A faint flushed-out red appeared on your skin—your cheeks and nose—and you extended your left hand. The cute eyes of the boy, his red eyes, resembled so much like the maple leaves that fall in autumn. 

The beautiful boy didn’t say much—he gave a tiny nod to acknowledge your presence, but that didn’t mind you! As long as he knew you existed—that was enough for you.

It was just like that.

You invited yourself to be with him—you brought your books to read, and while they were not as complicated as the one he carried—it was enough. You have noticed a few things about him. He was quiet and calm. He preferred to be by himself. However, he wasn’t entirely introverted—he did talk a few times, especially when you needed help pronouncing a few words. One word to describe your new friend was—poetic. 

“Kazuha, my name is Kazuha.”

⚘  Silent Love

It was in seventh grade—when you noticed that your face became more flushed when you saw your heartbeat pounded—bounded—poured—its love to him. You observed—you had attached a red string to his heart with yours. The boy—Kazuha—was so lovely and so sweet. He smelled like maple. You are not sure if he smelled like maple because you kept bringing Momiji Manjū or if he naturally had the scent of maple leaves. He is so caring—a gentle boy who never lets his anger get the best of him.

It was the beginning of spring when the ice melted; the trees began to regain their leaves. The wind blew towards the east, and you both were lying amongst the plains that followed the wind. You had suggested—to Kazuha—to take you out for a small picnic. It was a simple picnic—finger sandwiches with a teacup of maple tea. Sweet treats were scattered among the small blanket, the basket he had carried, set aside. He was reciting poems—and you—oh you, gracefully heard his sweet voice consume your heart.

You lay on his right—looking at his pale cheeks, your breath hitched, “Kazuha—.” His name left your lips—it was a sudden urge to spill his lovely name, “Kazu….” he had let out a small hum—not daring to look at you—giving him one of your sweet smiles. You were content—everything was perfect you wish this is how it will always remain—him by your side. Forever and ever, you wish for him to stay by your side. 

“I know what flower to grow next, cyclamen—I’ll grow cyclamens”

He turned around—now facing you—and smiled gently, “That sounds lovely.” The wind blew your hair, as well as his, it was a period of quietness. 

Forever with you—with him. 

⚘ Happiness is a Butterfly 

You thought you had misheard—you did hope. It was winter when you heard eternity shatter. 

“Hm? Them? Oh….” it was a hesitant, his words—held—uncertainty. He was with his group of friends. You both were hanging out less, but you had hope—hoped—it was because he was busy or something. Yet here he was. He was talking to his friends.

He wasn't talking about any girl—he was talking about

You.

“I don’t like hanging out with them, I have been avoiding them for quite a bit. I just think they are too clingy. They aren’t quite—like at all—I just wish they could leave. Do I sound rude? It’s just that….” and again.

Again.

He hesitated—he knew—you knew—that you were listening in to his conversation, “Is it sad that I don’t even consider them as a friend? They call me their best friend, but I can’t even promise I can reciprocate that feeling.” 

It was his sweet words that punctured your heart. It was his sweet words that your tears burned your eyes. It was the sweetest rejection. You stared down, not even wanting to confront him, you wanted to keep listening. You had become addicted to his sweet words of rejection—yet it wasn’t even a rejection of love but as a friend.

You took a step back, wiping your tears, you began to walk away—you knew he wanted that. 

⚘ The boy who swallowed a star

It was in tenth grade.

It was a rekindle of what you had missed. It was as if the wind had whispered sweet nothings into your ear. You stood in front of the same garden, the first place you ever saw him, he stood there with an apologetic smile. His smile was so sweet—stretching his arm to give you….a small cyclamen. 

His soft eyes—his cute red eyes with yellow glitter, his platinum blonde hair, his red streak, his soft hands—everything was so sweet of him. You could smell his scent of sweet maple. It was so comforting, that he recited another of his sweet haikus—letting the wind blow his sweet words to your ears. It was as if the string that was in your heart reappeared to connect you once again to him. “I’m sorry.” he simply said those words—the words you had yearned for centuries. He cupped your cheeks, softly rubbing his thumb against your left cheek. It was a plain, yet, sweet apology.

⚘ .

He reappeared in a matter of seconds. Showering you with sweet gifts and poems every missed friendship anniversaries (the ones that were lost) were remembered. What was once a boy who did not initiate contact, had become clingy. In a desperate attempt to regain the ‘best friend’ title. He was so sweet and romantic with his gestures. Each poem was dedicated to his muse—you. Cupping your cheeks when you are sad, kissing your forehead when you are having a bad day, buying you sweets to brighten up your day. He will be the one to listen to you rant, and he wouldn’t get angry at you. 

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“What’s this Kazu?” a small gift sat on your lap. He had entered the room and placed the small gift on your lap—of course, it was another gift but what was the occasion? He immediately kissed your cheek, making you flustered. Your heartbeat accelerated, it was excited, he whispered into your ear, “A little someone to always stick by your side when I’m not with you.” He was so cheesy, so sappy, so poetic, you smiled and opened the box. 

It was a brownish—red—teddy bear. Ironically the bear smelled like maple, you could only laugh, “It smells like you!” 

It was always him.

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Miffyur’s note:

Hello! (I did change my name, I just didn’t like ‘Mao’, anyways), this is part one of ‘What it means to love’. Hope everyone likes it! 

Also, I did notice my Diluc fic has some….misspellings. To be fair it was rushed, soooo I might re-write it. (also I know it’s all over the place, so I might change the formatting again <3

Thank you for reading, 

Miffyur

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#genshin x you #genshin impact #kazuha #kaedehara kazuha #genshin impact x reader #kazuha x reader #kazuha x y/n #kazuha x gender neutral reader #kazuha x gn reader #kazuha x reader angst #genshin angst #genshin x reader #genshin x y/n

[elixrr]

“Please,” He murmured with a slight tremble in his voice, “don't leave. Don't go just yet.”

His arms snuck around your figure and wrapped you in his embrace. He just needed to feel you, to know that you're there. A smile graced your face in response, a blissful sight gifted to him from the heavens.

“I won't.”

“You won't go?” his eyes hesitantly met yours. He felt so weak, so vulnerable for the first time in ages. He felt powerless in your presence.

“Why would I?”

He stared into your eyes, confusion catching him. He held you tighter.

“You mean you wouldn't have a reason to?”

You chuckled, leaning in to kiss his forehead.

“Never in my life.”

.

You liar.

He snapped back into reality, chasing after you through the city crowd.

Why?

He sobbed, not caring if the entire universe could hear him. He cried your name, pushing through the crowd but—

Why did you leave him?

You were nowhere to be seen. This isn't real. This can't be. Why are you leaving? Why'd you have to go? He finally trudged through the last few people of the crowd, jumping out of it. He frantically looked around for you.

Show yourself. Show up.

Please.

But you were nowhere—

Show yourself. Show up. Please.

Please don't leave me.

—But you were nowhere to be seen.

He tripped on the sidewalk, falling over, but without you? He didn't have a reason to even want to get up.

.

“Hey, hey? Hey!” You whisper-yelled next to him, dressed in your usual clothing.

Your boyfriend woke up, groggy and sweating. He stretched, yawning, and then looked down at the bed.

What?

“I've got to go now. Sorry for waking you up, I wanted to get you up and going for work later.”

You smiled at him, and when he only looked at you without a single noticeable piece of love in his eyes, you stopped.

In contrast, he looked up at you like you were his savior. You, who he thought he just lost, are back here with him. You're still with him. You're still in love with him. It was all just a bad dream.

“Actually, uhm, can I...” You looked away. You stopped smiling at him. He looked up at you in wonder.

“...Can I talk to you later?”

His heart dropped.

“We need to talk.”

(inspired by @areislol) / I wrote this in 15 mins it's kind of shit

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