im so unmotivated by the world getting so dark so early in the day. i'll be mobile the rest of the night. thank you for being patient. i know i owe a handful.
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"You know what would be romantic?"
"Shut the fuck up Sunny! It's Ciggerate after Sex playing in the background and you're talking about love and pain as if you can explain it better than them," she said, visibly annoyed.
"Ok no, I can't and I'm not trying to alright. I'm just saying that people have different ideas of romance, I guess. Let's take now as an example. You know what would be romantic?"
"What? Dancing together with me taking the lead cause you move like a kangaroo?" she teased, almost giggling midway.
"Ok firstly, I'm offended. I'm not that bad of a dancer," I grumbled.
"Yeah sure," she rolled her eyes sarcastically. "So what would your romantic thing be, Mr. Jackson?"
I took a quick glance at her. She was laying still, staring up at the sky, looking mesmerizing as ever. I've done this with her so many times and for so long. Yet, I've never grown used to it. And I don't think I'd ever want to either.
"I think it would be dying in the most beautiful moment ever with the person you're in love with. I mean, everyone believes it's about sharing the best moments with them and hoping someone magically stops time. But imagine dying in that moment itself - the moment where time actually ceases to exist. The moment where you die alongside the person who makes you the happiest. The perfect death."
"Hmmm," she replied in a thoughtful tone, as if weighing if replying to this was worth it.
After about a minute of silence, I just blurted out,
"Yeah, I think I need therapy."
We burst out in laughter, and her laugh made it funnier. And happier.
Instinctively, my hand reached out for hers, and my little finger laced hers. It wasn't much and no words were uttered, but it was everything. I soaked her presence - her humour, stupidity, voice and the gentle touch of her finger. She was my happy place.
Maybe this was what I was looking for - my most beautiful moment. My perfect death.
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ger: liege den ganzen Tag im Bett und schaue Netflix, es ist so langweilig, ich hoffe, dass ich bis zum Wochenende wieder gesund werde. Ich brauche bisschen Ablenkung, weil alles so nervig ist aber Ich bleibe positiv. 馃崁
eng: lay in bed all day watching netflix its so boring i hope to get well by the weekend. I need a little distraction because everything is so annoying but I'm staying positive.馃崁
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rap bitches, they gotta check in with the Queen I'm the Alpha, the Omega, everything in between
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