#LIKE HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

[pochapal]

back in my "seething about being on sick leave" era again

#:) #you know how lame it is to be stuck at home beholden to the will of the hospital and not be able to really go anywhere/do anything #i think it's killing me because i plain and simply don't feel sick like at all! completely symptomless health issues here #but i'm still stuck with my only realistic options being either play videogames or write (but not for any uni-affiliated projects) #and idk when i don't leave the house for too long the Horrors set in #and even though i actually only have like one hospital appointment every two weeks i am overwhelmed by the feeling of being Stuck #kinda stirring up the same emotions as 2020 quarantine except this time the world's still going on without me lol #howwwwwwwwwwwwwww do people actually endure such isolating frustrating conditions long term. i think im gonna go insane

[ace-and-the-rpg-horrors]

hey look pretty cool isn't this.

got it first try with emotional turmoil.

HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

i'm at the stage currently where if i can even pass "hard" that's good enough

like, hats off to you

#FIRST TRY???? #asks answered by ace :)

[arachnaboy]

are you comfortable with people fr logging your vent post about professors and coursework? because i relate to that so much

yes!!! tell me about your online school struggles as well!!! wE ARE IN THIS TOGETHER

#hearing about other students struggles makes me feel good #nOT BECAUSE YOU'RE STRUGGLING #BUT BECAUSE IT FEELS GOOD TO NOT BE THE ONLY ONE #also i cant stand ppl who r like 'oh im actually loving online school!!!' #LIKE HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW #HOW R U CATCHING UP #HAWWWWWWW

[clare-with-no-i]

i hope you all find the lack of proofreading in my fics humanizing and charming, unlike how i find it (horrifying and vile)

#i swear i do proofread #but then i see typos on typos on typos in ao3 #and i'm like #HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW #to all those who do not have their words pushed together by ao3's word processor: i commend u #clare shitposts

[d-o-v-e-s]

how the fuck do i talk to girls hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#god fuck damn it shit #i really want to do it tonight #or tomorrow night #but im so fucking bad at this #howwwwwwwwwwwwwww do i do this hoooowwwwww #shes already asleep anyway i should wait for tomorrow but also that feels like another one of my excuses to put it off even more

[nature-played-a-trick-on-me]

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#how do you not feel absolutely horrible over knowing someone likes you and knowing you like him back and #him like. trying to initiate/establish physical contact in innocent and appropriate ways #and me being simultaneously thrilled and absolutely fucking terrified #howwwwwwwwwwwwwww #like you can't really talk about something that's not there. if that makes sense. #if nothing is actually happening it's not like i can be like 'hey actually i have some issues and if you want this to be something #there's some things you should know' #me flinching when he was trying to be cute and playful is making me want to scream #why is it like this

[r0und3bitch]

I AM PHYSICALLY NOT OKAYYYYYY. HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. I DEMAND TO KNOW 👀👀👀👀👀😭😭😭😭😭😭😖😖😖😭

"drug dealer girl”

I wake up, my head hurts But she got a couple blunts and Percocets in her purse I can't front, I want first If she got the good bag, I'ma pay what it's worth She's my drug dealer girl

Whole pound, just touched down, I flew it in myself I just made this town mine, I sell it out My backseats recline, I used to ride the train Hit her line, my cup filled up with purple rain My anatomy's made up of alcohol It's been seventy hours on Adderall These ain't cavities, it's platinum in my teeth Stoner and a loner, call her up she's coming over

I'm so in love with her, my hoe, my drug dealer I sell my soul to her without no refunds I woke up numb in her, I smoke like guns with her I don't need lungs, I'm God to all these nuns, sister Whole pound, just touched down, fuck it, let's throw a party Hard drugs mixed off ass, I'm snortin' coke off it Took me seven days to get to know insomnia My plug is my bae, somebody stole my charger

It's hard to function when I'm Without you, without you It's hard to function when I'm Without you, drug dealer girl

#twin flames ❤️‍🔥 #twin flames ❤️‍🔥 hcs #Spotify

[selfcallednowhere]

Do y’all ever have the experience of having a song that you like a lot but like it’s not one of your favourites, but then you’re listening to it for the millionth time and all of a sudden it just clicks with you and you’re like “HOLY SHIT THIS SONG IS AMAZING”? Just happened to me with “The Darlings of Lumberland.” GODDAMN. HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW DID I NEVER REALIZE HOW INCREDIBLE THIS SONG IS BEFORE??? Jesus christ John Flansburgh. It’s so like...multi-layered and creepy and atmospheric and GREAT. I was alllllllllllllmost gonna say I was gonna go so far as to declare it my new favourite Flansong on the album, but then I remembered that “Circular Karate Chop” exists, so nevermind that. Anyway yeh this does not happen to me very often, normally I can gauge my response to a song on very first listen, but it’s always rather fun when it does!

#tmbg #the darlings of lumberland #nanobots #i am awesome

[invisiblelocket]

Taylor liked ONE of my posts this week. O N E. AND I AM STILL FUCKING FREAKING OUT ABOUT IT. HOW ARE THE REST OF YOU BREATHING??????!!!!!!! SHE STALKS SOME OF YOU!!!!!! LIKES 20 OF YOUR POSTS IN A ROW!!!!!!! TALKS TO YOU GUYS!!!!!!! JOINS YOUR VIDEO CHATS!!!!!!!! INVITES YOU INTO YOUR HOME!!!!!!! AND YALL ARE STILL BREATHING!!!!!!!!!!! HOWWWWWwwwwwWwwww???????????!???!??