#LISTEN everything needs a huge slowburn fuck you. but also fuck me bc im the one who decided to try and write it

[dirt-grub]

I have a funny line I wrote that I want to share but it would spoil the MAYBE upcoming fic im working on 

#it has a similar energy to its fine all the bleeding was internal thats where the blood is supposed to be #except its funnier bc i came up with it #connor talks #I want. to try. a multi chapter thing. but who knows how itll go #especially with dan vs because thats the smallest fandom i could have possibly picked DSHADL #LISTEN everything needs a huge slowburn fuck you. but also fuck me bc im the one who decided to try and write it #i mean it doesnt actually matter how many people read it if it makes me happy lol #that one i did got 11 kudos and i cha cha slide in my room every time i get an emai lnotification #almost at a hundo hits babeeeey thats awesome #oh man. ive said too much lol #this is why i never published the first chapter of that awesome pinescone fantasy au because it was GOOD. but theres only one chapter #and there is still only one chapter. and there will probably continue to be only one chapter. see my issue #my favorite work and yall cant see it... im sorry but also not sorry bc im sparing you from dissapointment #just like. to give you an idea. most nights as i lay in bed daydreaming to fall asleep i like to write a few lines in a google doc #so then if i get an idea and it gets rolling then it turns into like a fully formed idea rather than a disjointed scene #THEN if inspiration strikes ill spend waking hours actually writing and probably finish it the same day i post it #so. like. im somewhere between step 2 and 3 bc im working on it during the day but theres not like A LOT to it just yet #just. yeah. #this is going to sound conceited but ive always sort of wanted to have a fic thats on the first page results when you sort by kudos #and i feel like with dan vs the pool is so small i might be able to achieve that LOL #although MAN... i do have to compete with like a DECADE of time those old ones have been published for... #but u kno... with a multi chapter thing people read it more... have more chances to see it and read it for the first time... ;) #also i see yall waking up from the dead... ily... <3 <3 <3