#Last Life Episode 5

[allgremlinart]

Zuko is a mostly realistic yet... strange depiction of the angry teenage boy character because like he's 90% punching holes in the drywall and making himself as big and loud as possible and being violent and hateful and everything you'd be right to be scared of but then the other 10% he is throwing himself to his knees and making himself as penitent as possible and begging for absolution and putting his forehead to the ground and its to the point that its absoLUTELY weird, and there's really hardly any times he settles between these two extremes. or if he does its always relatively short lived, and he rockets back to either or both of these antipodes.

#except for the last 5 episodes I guess but well. thats the point. #GRAH WHATEVER I HATE HIM. SHITTY ZUKO META IN 2024... 🔪🔪🔪 who care. #like. he's NOT the 'abusive older brother in a teen movie' trope. but in another life he was. #he's a few clicks removed from there. he's an incredibly simple character at the end #of the day but he's his own flavor of simple. I think his simplicity is what makes him compelling. #I need to go to bed.

[coconut530]

BITTERSWEET REUNIONS

#Nevermore #Nevermore Webtoon #Webtoon #WOW WHAT A RETURN!! I KNOW THE HIATUS WASN’T THAT LONG BUT DAMNNNNN!!! ALSO RIP TO OUR 5 COIN STATUS #ANYWAY MORELLA SNAPPING ADA BACK.. IT’S SO CRAZY HOW HER PARTICLES WERE ALL OVER THE ROOM #CAN SPECTRES LIKE UPGRADE THEIR POWERS BC IT LOOKS LIKE ADA DID THAT #WILL BBY SORRY FOR CHOKING YOU AND DAMNNNNNN LENORE FOR FORCING HIM OFF AND TELLING 👏🏼 HIM 👏🏼 OFF 👏🏼 GODDAMN LOVED THAT #AND THEN ADA AND MORELLA FIGHTING!! MORELLA SHOUTING IS AMAZING! AND IT NEVER OCCURED TO ME THAT ADA DEFLECTS HER BLAME IT’S CRAZY #SICK OF PLAYING WITH PHONIES!! EPISODE 7!!! CALLBACKS!! AND NOW MORELLA COME TO THE MISFITS FULL TIME PLZZZZZ #OOP DUKE YOU GOOD? OK OH UH YEAH IT’S BEEN A BIT WITH YOUR SPECTRE ALSO UR POWERS MADE ADA GO OUT OF CONTROL SO 😬 #GIVING HIM HIS JACKET AAAAAAA! THE COIN AAAA! EULALIE AAAAAAAA! DUKE CATCHING HER AAAAAAAAAA! PLUTO BLUSHING AAAAAAAAAA! #WELCOME TO ANOTHER EP OF EULA’S AMAZING FACTS #BERENICE! GROUP HUG!!! THEY’RE ALL SO WHOLESOME I CAN’T I’M SO GLAD THEY’RE ALL TOGETHER AGAIN! BACK AND BETTER THAN EVER! #wait just realizing something did duke’s spectre heal his bruises? interesting #PUT ME BACK IN THE WALL HAHAHAHAHA #And the two of them scoping out the mess #YESSSSS YOU GOTTA BEG SIR! BEG FOR YOUR PLACE AND YOUR LIFE! REAL TEST OF -FAITH- LIKE THE LAST EP ALMOST #DAMN WE BACK EVERYONE SO EXCITED TO MAYYYYBE FINISH OFF THE SEASON??? IDK WHERE WE GO FROM HERE I ASSUME EP. 100 #BUT YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[anewp0tat0]

it doesn't feel real to me fellas. but I don't have time to sit by and chat and unload unfortunately so I'll just drop this and be on my way, cya kind folks very soon ✌️

not professional but I liked how his eye looked goddang it. I knew I was screwing myself but I did it anyway

#don't worry ill actually be screaming in my reblogs now and again if I dont get to make a post soon with my tremendous mound of m #messy words #guyz😫 i watched it 3 days ago and i still cant believe it happened #it's definetly cause i dropped out of the anticipation train for the last like what 5 months? just slapped me like a truck with a hand #bb jeezez christ im so happy fellas it's so goofy and best of all it feels safe(I COULD BE VERY WRONG) #ya know me tho. things in life be pretty tough so i keep my hoping and optimisim for the escapism spaces 🙏😌 #anyway i can't stick around and tag ramble im afriad. if i don't come back soon #at the very least count on me during the summer! #.... but also no way im not atleast watching what everyone will be saying about this season #i have an ambition to draw something small after every episode release. so we'll see! #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji fanart #fanart #sebastian michaelis #ciel phantomhive #digital art #weston college arc #black butler anime #kuroshitsuji anime #kuroshitsuji: kishuku gakkou hen

[starjunkyard]

A scene of foreman telling house in ep21 s8 that "persevering through pain for loved ones... isn't that what life is?" before being followed up by a scene of house screaming at taub in the middle of the hospital hallway that life is pain. Life is pain. His entire life is pain. How he wakes up everyday and thinks about ending it. And yet hes still fucking here and what is that if not a confirmation that house's entire life is lived for wilson

Its so like. Because from an outsider's perspective its so childish. Its so out of bounds though thats completely in character for house; you don't tell people whether they should live or die, least of all if they're diagnosed with a terminal illness you know will suck the life out of them every second they aren't in the ground. You don't get to tell people that you dont have that right but. But. but

House is here and house is in pain. He's hurting and he's been hurting and he wants that to end but its been an unspoken agreement for years that wilson would never forgive house if he just gave up. Wilson would never let him do that. He would never ever forgive house for that not ever

So house is here!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He is alive!!!!!!!!!!!! Because wilson is his best friend and house cannot live in a world where wilson hates him even if he isnt around to feel it. So house persevered through the pain he grit his teeth and just kept fucking Going because wilson hating him is a worse fate than any infarcture any perpeptual state of chronic pain, a fate worse than anything

Before stacy before cuddy before everything it was new orleans and wilson in that cell. House has been living for wilson. House's entire life past the infarcture and the pain and the pain and the pain has been for wilson. He has been living in unimaginable pain for 20 years because its been an unspoken agreement that i need you i want you you need me you want me. I need you here you cant go anywhere You cant leave me

20 years of being in a perpeptual unending state of chronic pain. Years of living under this unspoken agreement, being bound to this contract that keeps you screaming keeps you hurting keeps you gutted and emptied out but you never minded it, you never left. you let it take you because you love him. Because you love him he loves you and he lets you love him and thats enough

So can you imagine what a slap in the face it is to have him tell you outright that he wont live for you.

That his life, his death: it'll be about him. All this whilst your entire life has belonged to him. Your life your death everything you've ever done its been about him for him. For him. And you feel furious and cheated to tears because its then that you realise he never even asked. You gave it to him handed your bleeding beating heart warm and fresh to him on a silver fucking platter and he never even asked for it. But you're asking him now. You're actually asking him you're begging him, you are begging him you're telling him that you love him, and he's saying no? He's saying no?

Can you even begin to imagine-- just a fraction of that betrayal? That humiliation? I've fucking grit my teeth weathered 20 years of pain i stayed alive because i knew that you wanted me to-- because i knew that you loved me and you wanted me to stay, and that was fine, because i loved you too. And i never even made you say it. I never made you say the words because i thought it was something we both understood intrensically, down to the bone-- and still im telling you now that i need you that i love you and now the deal's just off?

I weathered through 20 years of pain because surely you would have done the same for me-- and you're telling me now that your life is going to be lived on your own terms? when my entire life has been lived for you? When ive been in hell for 20 years just so i could keep loving you? You; you looked at me in the eyes, led me on had the gall to keep me alive-- just to sit here now and tell me that the agreement ive lived my whole life around was a one-man deal? That you cant be bothered to stick your heels in the dirt a little, grit your teeth and go through a quarter fraction of the hell ive gone through so that you stay here! can be here Be Here and keep continuing to love me when ive been doing that wordlessly thanklessly for 20 years? How could you make me ask? How could you tell me no?

How could you keep me alive and breathing if you knew that this was even remotely in the realm of possibility? You kept me in the dark-- knew this whole time that leaving this friendship could actually be an option for you-- and you kept me alive?

#Oungh #Hrrggh #HHhnjj #HHAOUHH #Its been 5 months and i am on. the last episode of house md #5 months of this #Its beating my ass you can probably tell. Im genuinely a fucking wreck #I know what happens. Watching it actually play out is a whole other fucking ballpark #I cannot do this man it hurts #House is telling him that he loves him and hes so upset and angry and afraid and its making him something wild #He deliberately tried to kill a patient. He actually tried to murder a patient #Hes telling him that he needs him that he loves him and its not enough and hes pulling every string and its not enough #Nothing is enough and hes grasping handfuls of sand grasping at straws for the first time in houses life he cannot fix this #He is helpless in every sense of the word no amount of spite of diagnostic skill of wit will fix this #Gregory house is truly absolutely helpless and his best friend is dying and hes going to Watch #house md #gregory house #james wilson #johan being crazy about yaoi md #house md meta #hilson meta #relationship analysis #character analysis

[ltcdrmcgarrett]

Unnecessarily big gifs of Steve McGarrett [1 of ?]  

#Hawaii Five-0 #h50edit #Steve McGarrett #mygifs #Mine #Big Steve #Hey so would it be okay if I just sort of slid back in here or #I started rewatching 5-0 late last year and now I'm addicted all over again whoops #I'm on season 7 I actually got past the elephant episode of season 6 and bought more #He looks good man #He looks real good #I’ve lost minutes of my life to this gif #It feels so good and comfortable to be loving him again #7x07 #I'm after-the-fact adding the caption and series to this nobody pay attention

[lightthewaybackhome]

I hate the Leverage finale. I hate the way it breaks me. I hate the way I cry. I hate the way it destroys me. I hate the way they die. I hate the tears in Nate eyes. I hate saying goodbye.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate it, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

#leverage #season 5 #the long goodbye job #nate ford #sophie devereaux #eliot spencer #parker #alec hardison #you know what I really hate? #every time you get to the last episode #it tears you up so well #you instantly want to start the show over #I've watched this show 3 times now #i don't need to watch it again #trying to go on with my life #and yet #as soon as I finish the very last episode #i want to start it over #10 things I hate about you

[makorragal-312]

Okay, but the parallels tho...

The first rooftop scene with Clark and Lois running to each other and just grasping the other’s arms.

And then this rooftop scene with Clark and Lois just straight up hugging and holding each other.

If the next rooftop scene is Clark and Los running to each other, hugging and KISSING, I just might die on the spot!

#my adventures with superman #my adventures with superman spoilers #my adventures with superman episode 5 #maws #maws spoilers #maws clark kent #maws lois lane #clois #maws clois #I know I mentioned this in my last post #but my god that hug was just so goddamn tender #the way that Lois just pounced on him and held him as clark caught her #clark's face when he hears her sighing and then he tightens his grip #and then when he buries his face in her neck #i live for that shit #nothing else happened from that point on #that was the end of the episode for me #but seriously #did anyone else get rapunzel and eugene vibes from that hug #specifically when he came back to life and rapunzel just pounced on him happily #istg it was exactly like that #and as a new dream shipper I greatly appreciate ti #I swear to god if the next rooftop scene clark and lois have involves a kiss im ascending #I need them to share more hugs like that for the rest of the series #kisses will suffice to but I live for the tender couple hugs #these two are gonna be the death of me I swear #and they're not even dating yer #because they just had a really bad fight #... #shit

[orcboxer]

I've undergone so many ego deaths I literally feel like I'm like the ninth guy to inhabit this body. I just periodically have a breakdown, feel myself dying, enter a phase of abject emptiness, and then BAM i feel like I just got my soul dumped into a body with somebody else's memories. my house now, I guess. I almost certainly have some sort of chronic depersonalization disorder but I ain't had healthcare since Obama was in office so until I can afford to see a doctor I'm just fuckin ridin this horse without a saddle lmao

#orcspeak #last episode was 5 years ago and i feel like I'm pretty stable now so I don't expect to get another one until somethin #life-shattering happens. or i go to sea. if i go to sea i will probably come back a different man

[sarioh]

whats everyones life series episode that irreversibly turned u from casual viewer to crazyinsane sick in the head abt the series. mine was last life session 5 i have not been the same since

#i liked it before that episode but that was the one that compelled me 2 make a tumblr and talk to ppl abt it #like i watched all of 3l very casually just as regular entertainment #then bdubs went red in last life and etho brought him back and everything changed #and also Die for me. scar losing all his lived. etho boogey kill #that session is genuinely perfect in every way #i was obsessed w last life from the second bdubs killed grian in episode 1. but session 5? #that was when i became Mentally ill about it #sorry i am bored as hell in a hostel n all my friends r asleep #i need to talk to ppl #rio posts

[camelspit]

me n the girls really do be doing anything except drawing

#lmao i have a maruca wip thats made almost negative progress the last 2 days #and that is. about it. #whenever i have free time i simply choose to read or sleep. #school has been sucking the life out of me #most week days my schedule is school. watch old episodes of bb australia. sleep. #does not help that school ends at 4 and i usually get home at 5 #like girl that is the entire day gone what happened to elementary school when i was getting out at like. 2. #do u think i can draw in these circumstances #wait actually! i have technically been doing art. #making a kids book for a childs lit class rn <3 its a remake of a book i made in 5th grade about a turtle named bob #putting my lifeblood into that project

[musicalchaos07]

Jonathan still in his pajamas, drinking his orange juice and getting asked how his first time was. While Nancy is fully dressed, quiet as a mouse and looking at him like that is the funniest moment in stranger things I'm sorry I don't make the rules 🤷‍♀️

#he's just trying to mind his own bussiness and shes like you better tell this stranger it was the best night of your life #they had to pull the car over several times to make out on the way home #thats the only way to explain them leaving at like 9-10am and not getting home until 7:30pm when its a 5 ish hour drive #... the timeline of the last 3 episodes of s2 bothers me i dont wanna talk about it #me: I'm gonna take a break me editing: AND ANOTHER THING #stranger things #jancy #jonathan byers #nancy wheeler

[jimkirkachu]

Wtf, even just browsing job sites / listings / descriptions is enough to make me nauseous with anxiety and depression. When, why, and how did I ever become such a useless and pathetic mess?

#not trek #personal log #unemployment #unemployed #my therapist wanted me simply to Look and see what's out there but omg i've spent 90 minutes and want to tear all the skin off my bones #i can't handle anything that involves phone/video calls‚ customer service‚ relocating‚ teaching‚ or early mornings #trying to look for remote work because she said there's lots available now and yet everything i've seen still seems beyond my capacity #eventually my parents will die. and while i doubt my brother will want their house (so i'll inherit it) i won't last long without an income #i can't take care of myself and it horrifies me #and i know i'll never have a spouse to help me or depend on so once my folks are gone i will be completely on my own #but i don't know how to do the most basic damn things i can't cook can't work a standard 9-5 can't even make phone calls #how the fuck am i ever going to make it? #(i know. i won't‚ that's how.) #i'm in literal all-over physical pain over this‚ headache nausea sore joints sobbing just waiting to see how long i can go without c*tting #prayers appreciated‚ i genuinely don't know what i'm supposed to do #depression #anxiety #depressive episode #my life is an exercise in absurdity shame futility and more shame #self loathing #self pity #pantophobia #spiralling #if you're reading this i am so sorry in so many ways 😣 #forever alone #heartsick #soul sick #jtkchu's brain #stfu jtkchu #early morning thoughts

[quickhacked]

i finished the index page for my portfolio are you proud of me

#personal #all it took was 1) a massive depressive episode that lasted from december to february #2) a severe existential crisis about my overall future #3) a good 10-15 fistfights with the suicidal ideation man in my head #4) horrible mental breakdowns every other friday-monday #and 5) entirely too much jacking off. if you must know #i genuinely do not know how i managed to make it through art school relatively unscathed #but hey at least i did not fall back into alcoholism. we're still rawdogging life out here #i Could however use a drink or two though but i'll stay strong. for the sake of my fucking bank account

[daedelweiss]

In Life Mission, do the LairGames become a thing once the bros are all reunited?

a variation of it, actually! it just won't be called "The Lair Games" anymore for... goofy reasons 🤣

that episode won't show up until Leo's arc tho!

#dae asks #life mission au #if you want to know which episodes i've pulled inspo from for leo's arc they are: #many unhappy returns. repairin' the baron. always be brownies (partially). and the last 5 episodes of season 2 :3 #oh and lair games #there are a couple of episodes that i've pulled inspo from the cancelled episodes too! #just won't mention what ;3

[playertwotails]

So was finally able to watch Sonic prime today and I have so many words after the first watch.

Gonna put it all under the cut so spoilers for Sonic Prime below.

So I love Nine so much. He is gonna be probably one of the best characters in this show, in my opinion.

Just he's been through so much with no one caring about him at all. I like that he's just a very selfish character but in an understandable way. Why would he stay and help these people he's never met, no one ever bothered to ever help him so why would/should he help them. So yeah of course he's not gonna care to help the resistance they never did anything for him.

He only cares about Sonic who is the first person in his entire life to ever be kind to him. Nine has an immediate attachment to Sonic, despite him saying otherwise that they aren't friends, but actions speak louder than words there buddy-o. Like you literally wanted to start a new world with just the two of you my guy.

I see people thinking that Nine thinks Sonic abandoned him there at the end, and I think he does a little bit but not 100%. In that he's not gonna just betray Sonic since Sonic didn't save him. Nine is smart he knows Sonic keeps randomly traversing the Shatterverse thing area and has the same energy signal. Once Sonic is able to explain "oh I was going towards you but then got booted into the in-between" Nine will probable be like "oh that tracks based on my calculations" (in my mind I want it to go like this at least, plus I hate plots with the "oh you left me so I will betray you" when literally it was out of the other persons control to leave them, idk I just really am not a fan of that kind of plot line).

Also Nine still made sure that he gave the Eggman quintuplets a reason not to kill Sonic. I think once Nine realizes they can't find Sonic in that reality he'll put two and two together of what happened.

Also also can we talk about how Nine was literally smarter than all 5 Eggmans put together. He hacked their computers, overrode Rusty Rose, and figured out how to traverse the Shatterverse in a few weeks with the shard that the human forms of Eggsecute couldn't figure out when they literally had it for seemingly years. Nine just Legally Blond "what like it's hard" the Eggmans so bad.

Side note, can we just talk about how in almost every single world Sonic's first response is "I need to find Tails!!" He needs Tails to figure out what going on and how to fix it but also that's his best friend and little brother, new situation find the person he trusts the most first. Him saving Mangey Tails when he first got to the jungle world was just so adorable he was so worried about him.

There's so much with this show I wanna talk about but I'm real tired.

Let me know what ya'll think of of Sonic Prime and/or Nine.

#sonic prime spoilers #sonic prime #I have so many thoughts but not enough energy to type it all #I need the rest of the episodes now #nine the fox #kept this kinda short compared to my other analysis stuff tho cause I'm tired #because of work and literally have had a new puppy just show up in my life #she appeared out of no where and no one near me says she's theirs idk where this dog came from but if no one claims her I'll just keep her #What's another dog added into the bunch #5 dogs and a cat isn't that many pets #I was gonna stay up last night and watch it but I am also a huge dnd nerd and Critical Role was on

[musclesandhammering]

I know this is such an unpopular opinion but like…….. X-5 needs to be a part of the team. He’s such an asshole and a little shit and all he rly wanted was freedom, and I know if he wasn’t hiding information from them, he and Loki would get along so well.

#plus tbh he didn’t do anything wrong at all??? #other than refusing to tell them where sylvie was at first #all he wanted was to be free and live his life and wasn’t that what loki/the team was fighting for? #he’s a real piece of shit but I need him to have a semi-redemption arc #and now that he deserted and seems to be scared of Dox I need him to explain #wtf that awkward moment between them was in the last episode #like I genuinely thought he was gonna be her son or her love interest but after seeing him here… #yeah I definitely don’t think either of those things are true #so maybe he was just like her teacher’s pet right hand man who was 100% under her thumb type thing #idk #anyway #hunter x-5 #loki 2x02 #Loki 2x02 spoilers #loki spoilers #loki series