#Like 23/7 anxiety and depression and one hour of thinking about the color blue in weird ways

[laughing-on-the-internet]

Does anyone else spend time thinking about how blue is the strongest primary color. Like it’s just sitting there being a cool color while both red and yellow are warm. But if you add either of them to blue they become cool colors: purple and green. Blue has the power to make other colors part of its family.

#Blue #The Color Blue #Cool Colors #Color Theory #Art #Thoughts on Color #I’m not even high this is legit just how my normal brain works #Like 23/7 anxiety and depression and one hour of thinking about the color blue in weird ways

[fallstreakfeathers]

OM! Mc sheet

(update 7/18/20- information has been updated)

(form by @/luciferasmr   )

Name: Kita (she never gives a surname, but it’s legally Bertrand)

Nickname (if any): n/a 

Age: 23

Height: 5’5’’

Weight: 175Ib

Race: Human

Gender: Female

Birthdate: June 27

Star Sign: Cancer

Hair color: Medium Brown

Eye color: dark blue/green

Skin tone: light

Which sin are they like?

wrath

gluttony

greed

envy

pride

sloth

lust

(rest is under the cut because it gets super long) 

Personality Traits: Let’s start with the negative, because it’s what’s seen the most in the first parts of Don’t Look Down: Kita has a very difficult time expressing most of her emotions correctly, partially because of her social anxiety and general nervousness. She’s afraid of social rejection, so she tends to isolate herself. She fears and doesn’t understand her own emotions, and is often even disgusted by them (particularly lust). Because of this, she’s prone to episodes of self-loathing and degrading herself. It isn’t exaggerating to say that fear rules much of Kita’s life. A lot of this behavior is due to her previous home situations and the way she grew up. Kita is easily spooked by rage and tends to automatically think that if someone’s angry it’s because of something she did. She has a hard time trusting others and when her trust is gained she can easily fall back into distrust weeks/months/years after the fact, even if she has no solid reason to. She does want to be able to express who she really is, but she often cannot get past her fears and probably won’t without help. Her disappointment in herself manifests itself as anger and causes her to snap at others or become snarky. She tends to treat others exactly how they treat her, regardless of the consequences. She believes that respect must be earned, and that simply demanding it is the quickest way to not get it. Kita is touch-starved, a result entirely of her own behavior, but frequently rejects any show of physical affection because of the way she sees herself and because she isn't used to it and doesn't understand the emotions it gives her or how to process them. It’s easier for her to pretend that she doesn’t deserve love and affection and to try to make herself as dislikeable and shut off as she can than attempt to take a risk and end up hurt. This is something she struggles with throughout Don’t Look Down.  It isn’t a stretch to say that she’s constantly at war with herself and her own mind. This makes her susceptible to demons/etc that can manipulate the mind and her perception of the world around her.

Kita tends to hold very strong grudges if she feels she was wronged. Fortunately, it’s also (usually) fairly easy to get her forgiveness. On the flip side: She is incredibly loyal and protective of anyone who has managed to gain even a bit of her trust. When she loves someone, she loves very deeply and wholly. Due to her sensitivity to certain emotions, she is able to read moods fairly well and act accordingly. She finds it fairly easy to tell when someone is lying to her, although she rarely does anything about it but keep it in mind. Kita dislikes liars and is not a confrontational person unless angered. She’d rather know the truth, no matter how hard it is, than to catch someone being dishonest. She does not trust the Exchange Program, or Diavolo. Kita is extremely energetic and fun-loving within the safety of her mind, where she doesn’t have to fear others reactions. She likes to joke and snark with others. Kita currently shows her affection in small ways ( giving Beel treats from his favorite shop after a game, listening to Levi rant about TSL, etc) but will start showing physical affection as she becomes more comfortable. She has a strong urge to please others, and is usually pretty dependable. She doesn’t mind getting caught up in plot and schemes so long as it doesn’t pose a threat to her. She enjoys helping, even if the help is as small as retrieving a tool for someone. She actually really likes to wrestle and roughhouse with friends, and has a strong curiosity for the supernatural and for most new things. Despite being human, there isn’t much she wouldn’t be willing to do or lengths she wouldn’t go for those she cared for- even in a place as dangerous as the Devildom.

Background: Kita hates talking about her history, and actively brushes off questions about it with sarcastic remarks. (CW: mentions of abuse, alcohol, depression, anxiety. Kita has a shitty history with people and her family. ) Ages 1-11: Kita didn’t grow up in a supportive environment. Both her parents were alcoholics, and while she was never abused physically, the mental stress took a toll on her growing up and her ability to cope with things and express herself in a healthy way. Her father was a manipulative narcissist who frequently brought others down to bring himself up. As such, Kita grew up with a father who wanted nothing to do with her aside from her to stay out of his way and take care of the house. He often lied about his family to others to paint himself a victim. He frequently became drunk, only to shout and argue, sometimes for hours into the night. She always hid to avoid his rage. She has a very vivid memory of being woken up one night to this fighting and hearing him tell her mother that he did not love Kita and her twin. She has never forgotten. Kita, at 23, cannot be around drunk people without having dizzying anxiety. Her mother was better, but overly emotional and focused on her own feelings rather than her children's. All her mother's stressors were blamed on everyone else instead of her own behavior. She always had it worse than Kita and her twin, always ‘knew better’ than them, etc. While Kita was much closer to her mother than her father, she felt she could not trust her with talking about her own problems because of the way her feelings were often brushed off or marked as her being dramatic or over sensitive. She learned to bottle her emotions up in her childhood and to push them down until she would finally break, and then the process would repeat. Kita was 12 when she started telling herself she wasn’t worth anyone's time, and with nobody who would correct her, these thoughts only got worse and more destructive with time. She tended to fill the void she felt in herself with an excess of food and physical items. The food became habit and she struggles with her weight and physical image, although to a smaller extent than her mentality. Kita grew up witnessing her father's mental and verbal abuse towards her mother, and grew wary of ever entering a relationship with another person. Instead, she substituted that want with entertaining ideas of fictional characters that she knew could never hurt her. She became deeply enthralled with fantasy novels, and read them both out of interest and because they took her to another place- even for a short period of time.  She doesn’t believe she’s ever been told by another person that they genuinely love her, and while part of that is her own fault- she also tends to believe that anyone who genuinely tells her that is lying-  it’s done a number on her self esteem. To her, it proves herself right in the negative things she tells herself. She lacked friends in most of her school years because she closed herself off and intentionally made herself unlikeable. There was a period of time where she was bullied for her interests, and she received no help from adult figures. This would be around this time, at 16, that she really lost her trust in other people. Her anxiety spiked, and her depression worsened and she rarely spoke during her 17th year. Her twin moved out at 18 and she heard less and less from him until Kita herself moved out at 20 and cut ties with most people she’d known. She remained reclusive and although her depression waned, she continued nurturing bad mental habits. She left home only to work until her arrival in the Devildom.

Why were they chosen for Devildom? Kita asks herself this almost daily. [Will be revealed in DLD]

Hobbies: - Enjoys drawing although it frequently frustrates her. She uses art as a way to get rid of emotions she otherwise couldn’t handle. - She likes finding places to hide. It comforts her to know that she has places she can disappear should things get nasty, and the House of Lamentation is certainly full of hiding places.

Likes: - Storms. A good thunderstorm and a cup of tea tend to calm her better than anything, though she certainly wasn’t prepared for the strength of the thunder in the Devildom. - Snark/sarcasm. She greatly enjoys passing sarcastic remarks back and forth in good-natured banter. - She listens to music to sort her moods and emotions, even if she won’t act on them. It’s become a very important kind of therapy for her to remain in control of herself. - Stones. She doesn’t like precious stones for their monetary value, but for the emotional comfort they bring her. Malachite holds a special place in her heart and she often used it to ground herself when her anxiety got too strong. She’s had a hard time without a piece of it she could mess with.

Dislikes: - Kita despises being lied to. - She can’t stand people who smoke and doesn't like being around alcohol. - Being useless or a third wheel.  - Diamonds/Rubies/other popular precious stones. She thinks they’re overrated and she feels hollow looking at them. She has a particular hatred for diamonds.

Casual Clothing

Top: Any neutral colored t-shirt.  Agaros also lends her an outfit similar to his for when they go out on their motorbikes. 

Bottoms: Grey sweats

Shoes: (dirty/stained) white tennis shoes

Accessories (if any): came to the Devildom with none. She acquires a few things, through Agaros: - A ring that monitors her heartbeat (she’s not aware of this. Agaros wanted to be able to know how she was doing when she was gone, but didn’t feel the need to draw attention to it or how much he actually enjoyed her company. The ring was very subtle and it connects to his own ring where he can feel her pulse. This does get addressed later). - An arm cuff with an enchanted moonstone that allows her to walk through areas of intense heat by forming a shield of cool air around her.

Glasses? nope.

Any alterations to their uniform? Kita’s uniform has an extra long sash that, instead of connecting to her shoulder, is long enough to dangle over it and down to her hips. She often clings to it when nervous or agitated.

Family

Mother: deceased

Father: alive

Siblings (if any): A twin, although she’s unaware if he is alive or not. Hasn’t had contact with him for years. 

Pets? None, her apartment didn’t allow it.

How many friends does your Mc have? Kita distanced herself from all friends and relatives after moving out. Agaros is the first person she has considered a ‘friend’ in at least 4 years. He’s also the first in a very long time to really begin to see who she really is behind her thorns. It’s a big part of what attracted him to her in the first place, and like his obsession with machines, he wants to continue tinkering with and figuring out how this human works.

Has your MC had a relationship before? No.

Have they been in love? Not as far as she’s aware, but she’d definitely had a few crushes...Usually on fictional characters, but occasionally a real person worms their way into her sights.

How easy do they gain crushes? Fairly easily, but she doesn’t realize it because she tends to push the emotion down.

Do they believe in love? Kita doesn’t believe in ‘love at first sight’ and openly scoffs at the idea. She believes something like that is impossible, and she won’t be swayed on that. She does believe in love itself and its ‘types’. 

What’s their type? She really couldn’t tell you. If she likes someone, she likes them. If she doesn't, she doesn't. She could be around 2 people with similar personality and morals and she could still dislike one of them and like the other. She’s not fond of flirting unless she already knows the person.

Sexuality: She never bothered trying to label herself but whatever she is, she leans towards men.

Which one of the 7 brothers does your MC like the most? Currently: Beelzebub (much) Later: Belphegor

Why ? Although originally intimidated by his size, Beel’s rather quiet disposition and his bluntness made him easy to be around because Kita didn’t need to dissect any hidden meaning in his words. He also didn’t make her feel like she had to speak or explain herself or her actions. To put it simply: she didn’t feel like he really judged her for anything she did, and that was important to her. She didn’t feel like she needed a ‘reason’ to talk to him, even if she rarely did when she first arrived, and she didn’t feel like he lied to her often. Eventually as Kita got to know him better, she became very fond of his kindness and how much he cares for his family. What traits do they look for in a partner? She has to be able to sit in a comfortable silence with whoever her potential partner is. They also need to be able to make her laugh, and she needs to be able to feel like she can be herself with them. She does not, and will never, do ‘one night stands’. She finds them wrong and dangerous.

Favorite food: most sweet food, but she’s rarely picky

Least favorite: sour pastas and anything pickled (except actual pickles)

Favorite topic in school: fond of classes where she learns about the flora and fauna of the world and about its other inhabitants. She has a particular interest in dragon and demon physiology and learning about various demons abilities. 

Least favorite topic: math, dislikes anything having to do with dissection.

Favorite color: Grey. Grey is soft and safe and reminds her of storm clouds.

Least favorite color: yellow. Too bright and in-your-face.

Do they like to be sociable or are they more of a recluse? Recluse.

Favorite movie genre? Comedy. Fantasy

Do they read a lot or no? Read a lot of fantasy before entering the Devildom. Generally reads nonfiction science/etc now that she doesn’t feel like she has the need to use fantasy novels to escape her boring reality. Reality has become a strange kind of fantasy to her.

Favorite animal: Dragons, although she previously didn’t believe they were real. Loves dogs.

Favorite genre of music: Trailer/epic orchestral tracks. 

Least favorite genre: Refuses to listen to heavy metal or opera. Also generally despises rap.

Do they like sweets?  yEAH

Do they like spicy food? Not a fan

Do they like school? She enjoys certain topics but isn’t fond of being stuck in a room with 35 other people she doesn’t know. Also isn't fond of being graded.

Pet peeves: Kita can’t stand others trying to take food off her plate. She doesn’t mind sharing, just don’t take it from her without permission. She’s smacked Beel’s hand plenty of times, and will even go so far as to grab her plate and turn her chair away from the table to eat. She also hates her arm being poked. Doesn’t like most nicknames unless she’s especially close with the person.

#obey me #obey me oc #obey me fanfic #obey me meme #Don't Look Down #arkwrites #obey me template #q #dont look down #this was fun!

[ageofevermore]

1-100 baby, let’s do this!

1. What is you middle name?

Mackenze (mackenzie not fucking mackenz ro)

2. How old are you?

16 (almost 17)

3. When is your birthday?

December 26

4. What is your zodiac sign?

Capricorn 

5. What is your favorite color?

Purple

6. What’s your lucky number?

2

7. Do you have any pets?

No

8. Where are you from?

New Jersey (i mean i’m african america + german + irish)

9. How tall are you?

4’11

10. What shoe size are you?

9 ½ 

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

Over 17 ...

12. What was your last dream about?

i have the weirdest fucking dreams ever, but im pretty sure it had something to do with my going back to in person school but ending up at ikea and then their was a Princess bounce house and i saw a little girl i know but then i ran away because i missed my marketing class and cried bc we were drawing octopuses and i got an F... like what the hell is that?!

13. What talents do you have?

none :)

14. Are you psychic in any way?

i mean i have been known to predict a pregnancy... 

15. Favorite song?

WAP? (i have a lot man)

16. Favorite movie?

I HATE movies, but like anything Marvel 

17. Who would be your ideal partner?

Idk man, Tom Holland?

18. Do you want children?

Yes, 100%

19. Do you want a church wedding?

Lol, no thanks 

20. Are you religious?

Nope

21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

Yes! It’ s one of my favorite places (that sounds horrible but like, i’ve just always enjoyed it their and find it mesmerizing? Also Greys..)

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

No

23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

Yes, but like really old ones who i don’t even know the name of, oh and the cop from one of the Spiderman movies :)

24. Baths or showers?

Showers

25. What color socks are you wearing?

I’m not wearing socks

26. Have you ever been famous?

Nope

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

Yeah

28. What type of music do you like?

Country, Showtunes, Pop, some Rap, Alternative 

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

No

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?

I don’t own real pillows, but i do have a body pillow and like a throw pillow...

31. What position do you usually sleep in?

On my side of my stomach

32. How big is your house?

It’s a ranch, not that big. 3 bedroom, 1 ½ bath

33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

I don’t eat breakfast 

34. Have you ever fired a gun?

A nerf gun...

35. Have you ever tried archery?

Nope

36. Favorite clean word?

Orgasmic 

37. Favorite swear word?

Twatwaffle, Cuntasaurous, Bitch, Dick, Pussy, Fuck

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?

Around 48 hours

39. Do you have any scars?

Yup (my favorite ones my boob one bc its the only one i got and it wasn’t because i was being a complete idiot…)

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

It wasn’t a fucking secret this boy is obvious as all hell

41. Are you a good liar?

Yes

42. Are you a good judge of character?

Yeah

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?

Yup

44. Do you have a strong accent?

I don’t think so

45. What is your favorite accent?

British 

46. What is your personality type?

Mediator INFP-T (mind 64% introverted, energy 63% intuitive, nature 63% feeling, tactics 75% prospecting, identity 75% turbulent)

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

idk

48. Can you curl your tongue?

Yes

49. Are you an innie or an outie?

Middle! 

50. Left or right handed?

Right 

51. Are you scared of spiders?

Yes, get the fuck away from me demons 

52. Favorite food?

PASTA 

53. Favorite foreign food?

chinese ..?

54. Are you a clean or messy person?

Messy and i hate it

55. Most used phrased?

The fuck?

56. Most used word?

Fuck

57. How long does it take for you to get ready?

Could take 5 minutes could take 2 ½ hours, and i never wear makeup so don’t even try to start with me about how it takes hours to do makeup, i just genuinely enjoy sitting under blazing hot water in the shower 

58. Do you have much of an ego?

I mean, i dont think so?

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

Suck

60. Do you talk to yourself?

yes , i have like two irls and they never wanna hang our already have plans so im my own company 97% of the time

61. Do you sing to yourself?

ALL THE TIME

62. Are you a good singer?

No, i mean i’m good, but i’m also nowhere near professional 

63. Biggest Fear?

Being alone, being rejected...

64. Are you a gossip?

I mean, i do enjoy some tea time, but i also feel anxious half the time when tea is being spilled lol

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?

...American Assassin? Is that dramatic? Endgame? Whats a dramatic movie?!

66. Do you like long or short hair?

LONG LONG LONG 

67. Can you name all 50 states of America?

Bitch, i can’t even name like 12

68. Favorite school subject?

English

69. Extrovert or Introvert?

Extroverted Introvert 

70. Have you ever been scuba diving?

No

71. What makes you nervous?

People...

72. Are you scared of the dark?

Yes, tf, if you aren’t I don’t trust you 

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

No, if i did I would be correcting people 73 times a day when they say my name 

74. Are you ticklish?

Sometimes, in some places. I can turn it off

75. Have you ever started a rumor?

No

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?

Lol, i mean, maybe?

77. Have you ever drank underage?

I am the queen of drinking at family parties 

78. Have you ever done drugs?

No, but i wanna get high. 

79. Who was your first real crush?

Justin Bieber, but like Harry Styles was two weeks later...i was 6

80. How many piercings do you have?

5 technically 

81. Can you roll your Rs?“

Yes 

82. How fast can you type?

Yes 

83. How fast can you run?

I don’t run, tf

84. What color is your hair?

Brown

85. What color is your eyes?

Idk, they were blue, then they were green, then they were hazel, now i think they’re just brown :(

86. What are you allergic to?

Human interaction… but no my favorite flowers, Lilly’s 

87. Do you keep a journal?

No

88. What do your parents do?

My mom was a teacher, and my dad used to work at the DMV

89. Do you like your age?

No, you don’t understand how badly i want to vote 

90. What makes you angry?

Ignorance and Selfishness 

91. Do you like your own name?

No, but it’s been growing on my ig 

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

Yes! I have two lists, one of names I love and another of names i’d be willing to agree to if my partner doesn’t like my favorites. 

Girls; Olivia, Amelia, Hazel, Leila, Charlotte, Cove

Boys: Brett, Lincoln, Landon

Unisex; Anderson, Montgomery, Maverick, Ocean, Blake 

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

Girl

94. What are you strengths?

Avoiding my problems like they don’t exist 

95. What are your weaknesses?

ADD, anxiety, depression, i mean sorta PTSD i guess surrounding some situations

96. How did you get your name?

My dad named me after Kirsten Dunst (Kyrstin), and my middle name is Mackenze bc Marie is a family name but my mom said ‘lets be original’ bc literally like 6 girls in my family have the middle name Marie

97. Were your ancestors royalty?

No, but my great great great great great grandfather created the brick press

98. Do you have any scars?

Yes 

99. Color of your bedspread?

Pink

100. Color of your room?

Grey

[uberfluss]

1-100 go on ;)

1. What is you middle name? McKenna

2. How old are you? [REDACTED]

3. When is your birthday? end of November ish?

4. What is your zodiac sign? Sagittarius

5. What is your favorite color? all of em

6. What’s your lucky number? 3, 49

7. Do you have any pets? an eel a couple bettas a community tank some goldfish 2 cats 2 dogs and a guinea pig

8. Where are you from? Mannhiem

9. How tall are you? 5'5

10. What shoe size are you? 8

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? 5

12. What was your last dream about? probably my own death

13. What talents do you have? cutting hair, guitar ukulele

14. Are you psychic in any way? empath and medium

15. Favorite song? Bad memory K. Flay

16. Favorite movie? new movie: birds of preyold movie: Beetlejuice

17. Who would be your ideal partner? not sure

18. Do you want children? yeah

19. Do you want a church wedding? god no

20. Are you religious? yes

21. Have you ever been to the hospital? I'm a regular in the ER and the nurses know my face

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? treaspassing

23. Have you ever met any celebrities? if Trixie matell and Sven Ghoulie count

24. Baths or showers? baths

25. What color socks are you wearing? I refuse to wear socks

26. Have you ever been famous? yes

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? yes becuase the money I'd earn I could use to do good

28. What type of music do you like? metal? alternate?

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? nope

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? 4

31. What position do you usually sleep in? on my stomach

32. How big is your house? 4 bedrooms 2 bath but only 3 people live here and one of em is barely here so the spare room is my plant room

33. What do you typically have for breakfast? a sip of juice and my meds

34. Have you ever fired a gun? yes

35. Have you ever tried archery? yes

36. Favorite clean word? welp

37. Favorite swear word? Fuck

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? 47 hours

39. Do you have any scars? many

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? no they're all very open

41. Are you a good liar? terrifyingly

42. Are you a good judge of character? very

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? yes I can dona thick southern drawl and a midwestern

44. Do you have a strong accent? I have a German accent but I usually hide it with a midwestern

45. What is your favorite accent? russian

46. What is your personality type? INFP-T

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? my 100 dollar demonia boots

48. Can you curl your tongue? yes I can also make a clover

49. Are you an innie or an outie? innie becuase I don't have weak abdominal muscles

50. Left or right handed? I was right handed but I became left handed out of spite and now my right hand can't do shit

51. Are you scared of spiders? only if they're smaller than a quarter

52. Favorite food? I don't really like food

53. Favorite foreign food? ^

54. Are you a clean or messy person? messy to a point then I get anxiety and have to clean

55. Most used phrased? I'm an idiot

56. Most used word? is a keysmash a word?

57. How long does it take for you to get ready? 10 minutes

58. Do you have much of an ego? more pride than I'd like to admit but not in a vain way

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? suck

60. Do you talk to yourself? sometimes

61. Do you sing to yourself? yeah

62. Are you a good singer? I don't think so but ive been told I am

63. Biggest Fear? not being trusted and abandonment

64. Are you a gossip? not really?

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? no clue

66. Do you like long or short hair? from my perspective long, as a beautician, short

67. Can you name all 50 states of America? yes

68. Favorite school subject? english

69. Extrovert or Introvert? introvert

70. Have you ever been scuba diving? no

71. What makes you nervous? everything

72. Are you scared of the dark? not really

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? if its enough to bother me or it could potentially endanger them

74. Are you ticklish? Yes

75. Have you ever started a rumor? no

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? frequently

77. Have you ever drank underage? no

78. Have you ever done drugs? yes

79. Who was your first real crush? my best friend

80. How many piercings do you have? 9

81. Can you roll your Rs?“ yes

82. How fast can you type? no clue

83. How fast can you run? no clud

84. What color is your hair? naturally dark brown nearly black, presently peachy orange

85. What color is your eyes? split down the center blue and green with grey lines like mountains

86. What are you allergic to? gluten dairy sugar corn cauliflower most oils

87. Do you keep a journal? only a food log

88. What do your parents do? Oracle DBA and an engineering manager

89. Do you like your age? eh

90. What makes you angry? people giving me shit for no reasin

91. Do you like your own name? I mean I need to change it so....

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? Jasper, Ophelia,

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? honestly boy

94. What are you strengths? I'm adaptable, I work well with kids, I'm outgoing, I have a way with words sometimes

95. What are your weaknesses? I get overwhelmed quickly

96. How did you get your name? my mom wanted to name me Friday my dad said it was stupid so I got my dead name after a candy.

97. Were your ancestors royalty? nope

98. Do you have any scars? quite a few

99. Color of your bedspread? blue and brown plaid

100. Color of your room? cream white and blue with red fucking floors? it's janky and it honestly makes me depressed I wanna paint it stark white

#thank you buddy

[anonymous-wolf22]

Fuck Yeah

1: Name   Kai

2: Age   22

3: 3 Fears   Fiance leaving me, never meeting him face-to-face, being alone with my thoughts

4: 3 things I love   My fiance, food/desserts, and animals ^^

5: 4 turns on   Hell, anything my fiance says to me, forced to submit, pain, and just looking at my fiance

6: 4 turns off   Talking bout my parents, my current life situation, thinking about a certain asshole, and my depressing thoughts seeping through

7: My best friend  That one’s hard.... It’s a tie between David and Kiana, though I’m leaning more towards David

8: Sexual orientation   Bi-sexual <3

9: My best first date   What first date?

10: How tall am I   5.1 ft   :’(

11: What do I miss   Triple Chocolate Fudge Cake

12: What time were I born   1:03 pm

13: Favorite color   Black, Red, Purple, and Blue

14: Do I have a crush   Yep :)

15: Favorite quote     I got lots

“It’s funny how someone can break your heart and you still love them with all the tiny pieces”

“I choose you. And I’ll choose you, over and over. Without pause, without a doubt, in a heartbeat. I’ll keep choosing you”

“The demons are back and stronger than ever. They are looking for a fight, looking to win, and this time, I might just let them.....”

16: Favorite place   Does in my fiances arms count if I haven’t been there yet?

17: Favorite food   They are all number 1 <3

18: Do I use sarcasm   Sometimes

19: What am I listening to right now   Criminal by Britney Spears

20: First thing I notice in new person   Hmm, the way they act, their personality~

21: Shoe size  Fuck, idk lmao

22: Eye color  Blue

23: Hair color  Dirty-Blonde  (Wish it was black)

24: Favorite style of clothing   I don’t know, I guess loose and comfy

25: Ever done a prank call?   Can’t remember

27: Meaning behind my URL   Don’t have one

28: Favorite movie   Fuck, uhhhh..... Deadpool 1&2    for now~

29: Favorite song   Lot’s,   Baby Don’t Cut - Bmike,   Anxiety - Blackbear,   Hold On - Chord Overstreet, and more fucking depressing songs <3

30: Favorite band   Hmmm.... Ramstein

31: How I feel right now   Eh, depressed, loved, horny, sad, upset, happy, it’s all jumbled up

32: Someone I love  My fiance~

33: My current relationship status   Engaged <3 <3

34: My relationship with my parents   I wouldn’t care if they died, not going to lie, I would do it if there were no consequences

35: Favorite holiday   Halloween ;o

36: Tattoos and piercing i have   Sadly, no tats yet. Only piercings I have so far, are my ears

37: Tattoos and piercing i want   Tattoo: A knife going through a skull with chains loosely wrapped around it   Piercing:  The tip of my ears

38: The reason I joined Tumblr   My fiance told me about it, and it was an easier way for us to chat with each other and send each other all of the dirty little naughty things we want~

39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?   I don’t know if he hates me, but I don’t know if I hate him, I’m just fucked up and confused

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?   Sometimes

41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?   Nope, but I hope to soon~

42: When did I last hold hands?   Hold hands? I think that was in 8th grade when my friend Kiana was dragging me away from the bullies

43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?  Like 5-10 minutes

44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?   Yep

45: Where am I right now?   In my cursed room

46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?   Depends, where am I? In England, my fiance. Here? I don’t know, Kiana

47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?   Depends on the type of music playing, and also what it’s playing from, like headphones.

48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?   Unfortunately

49: Am I excited for anything?   2024 :3

50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?   Yep

51: How often do I wear a fake smile?   Honestly? 97% of the time

52: When was the last time I hugged someone?   I don’t know, uhmmm..... think it was in 11th grade

53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?   Well, that’s a hard one, cause I have yet to kiss anyone. But, say if it was my fiance, I would slap the shit out of whoever he is kissing, and probably shove a stick up their @$$

54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?   ....

55: What is something I disliked about today?   No chocolate

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?   My fiance, I just want him in front of me and to hug him and never let go~

57: What do I think about most?   2024, Desserts, Fiance, Music, Pets, unfortunately, John 

58: What’s my strangest talent?   Uhhh.... Don’t really have any, I guess hiding how I truly feel inside

59: Do I have any strange phobias?   Is being deathly afraid of ants a strange phobia?

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?   Behind, 100%

61: What was the last lie I told?   That I was fine

62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?   I don’t know, they both seem a bit weird to me

63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?   Ghosts, yes. Aliens? I don’t know

64: Do I believe in magic?   Who knows

65: Do I believe in luck?   Sometimes

66: What’s the weather like right now?   Clear

67: What was the last book I’ve read?   A fan-fiction of RWBY

68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?   Yesssss

69: Do I have any nicknames?   K

70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?   My arm twisting completely around

71: Do I spend money or save it?   Save

72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?   Nope :(

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?   Eww, fuck noooo

74: Favorite animal?   Entire Cat family and wolves

75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?   Watching “Love 020″ on Netflix

76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?   Hmmm.... I have no clue, never really thought about it

77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?   Lots, but, definitely this one:   Dream of You - Camila Cabello and Battle Scars - Lupe Fiasco

78: How can you win my heart?   Be mindful of how I truly feel, care for me like no one ever has, be a dominant

79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?   "I had so many battle scars from my war, but my love healed them away~”

80: What is my favorite word?   Chocolate

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr   @thelonewolf84  @we-are-beautiful-s0uls @britishdom 

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?   I don’t give a fuck what you think about who I love

83: Do I have any relatives in jail?   Yeah, my bio-father

84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?   Invisibility

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?   What my thoughts are about my ex or how I feel towards him or what I would say if I was allowed the chance to ask him 1 thing

86: What is my current desktop picture?   I have it on shuffle, but currently it’s on a picture of an anime boy playing the piano in the rain

87: Had sex?   Not yet ;)

88: Bought condoms?   Nope

89: Gotten pregnant?  Do I seriously need to answer that?

90: Failed a class?   Yes.... I think

91: Kissed a boy?   Not yet ;)

92: Kissed a girl?   Nope

93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?   Haven’t kissed anyone!!! Omg

94: Had job?   Not yet

95: Left the house without my wallet?   What wallet?

96: Bullied someone on the internet?   Fuck no!

97: Had sex in public?    -sigh-

98: Played on a sports team?   Yep, soccer and baseball when I was 8-11

99: Smoked weed?   Nope

100: Did drugs?   Nope

101: Smoked cigarettes?   Almost

102: Drank alcohol?   Mhm

103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?   Fuck no! I want my bacon and kielbasa!!!

104: Been overweight?   Nope

105: Been underweight?   Currently am

106: Been to a wedding?   Yep, my aunts

107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?   Yes lol, longer

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?    Yes lol, longer

109: Been outside my home country?   Not yet

110: Gotten my heart broken?   ....yes.....

111: Been to a professional sports game?   I...think so....?

112: Broken a bone?   Many, many times. I was very clumsy in my teens, I still am but have yet to break any bones so far

113: Cut myself?   Yes and yes, to both ways

114: Been to prom?   No, skipped it

115: Been in airplane?   -shivers-  Too scared to be in one, but I will have to when I go to England

116: Fly by helicopter?   Nope

117: What concerts have I been to?   None

118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?   Yep

119: Learned another language?   Mhm, spanish

120: Wore make up?   No

121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?    Still a virgin.....

122: Had oral sex?   Nope

123: Dyed my hair?   Want to

124: Voted in a presidential election?    Nope, fuck politics

125: Rode in an ambulance?   Yep

126: Had a surgery?   Mhm

127: Met someone famous?    Nope

128: Stalked someone on a social network?   Hehe....yeah lol

129: Peed outside?    I don’t remember if I have or have not

130: Been fishing?   Yes... My instructor ate the worms ;-;

131: Helped with charity?   Yep ^^

132: Been rejected by a crush?   Yep

133: Broken a mirror?   Yeah

134: What do I want for birthday?   Depends, which birthday? This year, Triple Chocolate Fudge cake. 2024, to be in my fiance’s arms~

#took to long #it was awesome though #love surveys #and my fiance #more of me #surveys #depressed #i got insomnia #love yall

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j esus okay

1. describe yourself.

uh,, emotional ig, dumbass, quiet, exhausted all of the time, v queer, healthy mix of feminine and masculine, insecure, and not tha t great tbh. kinda a pussy ass b itch

2. if you could go anywhere for a week all expenses paid where would it be?

idrk. maybe somewhere like a hella nice beach in another country, maybe somewhere in europe. i like travelling but i hate the travel to get there and have no money so i havent put thought into it. maybe hawaii or somewhere like that.

3. do you have siblings?

the one thats still alive is my half brother

4. what is your favorite constellation, why?

orion maybe bc i don't know a lot but i can see that one from my bedroom window even in the city n idk. its comforting. or scorpius cause i'm a scorpio

5. favorite color.

yellow, pink, or blue.

6. what kind of music do you listen to?

almost anything. whatever catches my interest.

7. favorite flower. (you can name as many as you want cause flowers are awesome)

forgot what i said last time but those

yellow carnations i think?

8. if you could do magic, what is the first spell you would learn?

maybe smth to put myself to sleep immediately bc f uCk

9. favorite childhood memory.

my summer camp memories are pretty great. also memories of my dad and i going fishing are good.

10. have you ever been cheated on?

i mean in theory i couldve been bc online relationships but no. n im polyam and have identified as such for a majority of my relationships so no.

11. if you could describe your perfect room, what would it be?

big but not too big, yknow? like big enough that it can be filled and have room to walk around and lay on the ground or whatever but not Empty. and a pretty big bed to stretch out on, n a closet in the room. multiple windows w blackout curtains so theres light but it can be blocked out. n fluffy rugs or carpeting but preferably rugs in case smth spills so we can get it out of at least Remove the rug. and probably a cat tree thing in corner for dipper. n a computer desk and actual lights that light up the whole room. but probably,, fairy lights too bc full lights too bright. and i kinda want a pink room but blue or yellow work also. a nd pride flags on the walls + posters and various other stuff bc plain walls are boring. and tons n tons of b ooks too.

12. favorite animal.

river otter

13. what was the last photo you took of?

cat

14. do you believe in soul mates?

i'm not sure. i do kinda think there are people who you will like. really really click with and who become so important in your life that they're like. apart of u yknow? but i don't think that anyone as an individual needs to keep those people in their life forever. they arent destined to stay with them, and they shouldnt force that relationship (platonic, familial, romantic, or whatever) even if they were close for years and years. screw destiny. youll have people you care about, and sometimes you have to break that bond to save yourself, and thats okay. there will be other people who can and will be just as important. that got kinda off topic skbsks. i don't think theres really like Destiny soulmates. but there could be like. soulmates in the sense of for however long we're together, we're soul bonded. even if its not forever. does that even make se nse skbsns

15. do you hang toilet paper over or under?

over is the one thats socially acceptable right

16. your go to place to eat & your favorite thing to get there.

idk theres a place near a movie theater closeish to my house and its a nice little cafe and i dont eat there bc i dont eat much in general but i get their bubble tea and i love. raspberry bubble tea w rose popping bubbles. its comfort drink.

17. do you believe everything happens for a reason?

no. sometimes shit happens for no reason, and its bullshit, but you can't reverse it, so you gotta figure out how to move on from it.

18. guilty pressures?

im assuming thats meant to be pleasures

umm,, idrk. i don't know what exactly i like that would count as a guilty pleasure so,,

19. favorite mythical creature, why?

merpeople are s o cool i fuckin. love funky aquatic pals hell yeah. maybe im just Water babey but. they're rad. dragons are also hella cool bc like dragons???? theyre scaly and prett y and can breathe fire or have wings and kill u?? also like selkies bc again. water. but i used to hear a lot of stories abt them and theyre so nea t

20. something most people don’t know about you.

i have the potential to be a huge asshole and also kinda Wish to fuckin murder someone sometimes but. i act nice most of the time anyway.

not murder murder but i can get angr y enough that i just wanna Stab smth

21. where did you grow up, what was it like?

grew up kinda near the edge of the city, still in it but not like the main city area. in western washington. it was kinda rly boring, i used to spend a lot more time outside or just by myself playing with leaves or toys or whatever. when i had friends i played make believe w them even when outside of school. so yeah. boring id say.

22. do you believe aliens exist?

sure.

23. what was your last google search?

other than names for some actors n stuff, i was looking up various star wars things

24. what did your last relationship teach you?

the one that like. ended? i guess thatd be. be careful with your own feelings and try to figure them out before jumping into anything, and also don't try to force smth that in reality isnt really working.

25. would you relocate for love?

honestly yeah

26. do you hold grudges or forgive easy?

both. it just depends on how badly i or someone i care about was hurt by it. more likely to hold a grudge if a friend was hurt by someone d eep enough to leave a lasting impact or if they don't get a genuine apology i will be 🔫🔫. or if the person keeps hurting them. even if that person is also my friend.

27. favorite book.

favorite graphic novel is bloom by kevin panetta

favorite books in general are autoboyography, more happy than not, and what if its us. all gay. i know. its okay. im a kinnie.

28. do you consider yourself an extrovert or introvert?

introvert by far

29. have you ever kept a journal, do you now?

i tried once. i probably will have to once i go see a therapist, or at least one for my Bad Thoughts

30. top 5 favorite movies.

in no particular order

little shop of horrors, love simon, coco, it (2017 and 1990), and shazam! ig? maybe others but i definitely Forgot all the shit ive watched

31. do you believe that everything happens for a reason?

no

32. what is your greatest fear?

definitely gotta be all of the people i love hating me and abandoning me or secretly hating me and then leaving me without saying anything. and the worst part is im always afraid its gonna happen babeyy

33. favorite alcoholic beverage.

im baby

34. most embarrassing thing you’ve done.

im embarrassed by my own existence. i don't remember the Most embarrassing thing

35. do you believe in ghosts?

not until i have proof that i can actually trust and believe in

36. what is the best and worst part of your personality?

idk ig im nice. but im also. very easily set off on certain emotions especially the bad ones which sucks like especially jealousy bc i dont wanna!! feel jealous!! tho i think that ties into my greatest fear bc my brain immediately tells me im useless to everyone and they hate me. but. sometimes i get jealous and then feel bad for that and then hate myself for all of it. bc my friends deserve to hang out w other people and care about other people im just fucking stupid babey !!

37. should you split the dinner bill?

i rly don't get why you wouldnt tbh like if u both wanna be there u should both pay. but if one person gonna pay it should be the person that asked.

38. are you a good liar?

most of the time. when it comes to my mental health i can either lie great or im literally breaking down in front of the person so

39. what keeps you up at night?

depressing thoughts. anxiety about everything. wishing i could cuddle and fall asleep w jay. sometimes i just cant sleep bc im too restless.

40. would you rather go without your phone or music?

music. i need my phone to text my friends and i Need my friends

41. do you believe in god?

what god would let the world get to the point its at. what god would allow people to do such fucked up shit.

no. i don't.

42. how do you relax when frustrated?

cry, take a nap, take a shower, listen to music, cuddle dipper

43. what’s something that offends you?

when people go "oh yeah i support gay rights but im still gonna eat at chick fil a bc its good" like i get so fucking. pissed off by that. youre not gonna fucking s ta rv e without their goddamn chicken. i know a bi person who goes there and says its okay bc they dont Directly Give Their money to Specifically anti gay organisations but im just. ugh. fucking pissed bc there are other places to get food just avoid the one place for fucks sake. their food is good it doesnt matter. its like saying yeah pewdiepie is a bad person and nazi and a racist asshole but his videos r funni haha so im gonna watch him anyway

44. favorite food

i hate myself whenever i eat food

45. if you were on a 10 hour flight and could sit and talk to any person the entire time, who would it be?

@destinedformuchmore or @pinaplelee

46. when do you feel the most confident?

never? but ig i feel confident when working on tech construction during theater tech. as long as i know what im doing.

47. what do you do in your free time?

sleep. draw. cry. play video games. talk to my friends.

48. is there anyone who has completely lost your respect

matpat did for being a dick abt neopronouns and making a transphobic joke and only apologizing when a cis person told him to. not when hundreds of trans people did. and also other jokes that are inherently offensive to various groups. a n d for making extremely not Child friendly jokes in his videos which are very much targeted towards kids. say what you will about the target audience, there are a lot of children who watch them. please stop making creepy nsfw jokes if you won't even swear, sir.

49. have you ever broken someone’s heart?

i guess so yeah. but she also broke mine first.

50. did/do you play sports in school?

i did. i don't anymore bc highschool sports are bullshit but. basketball, ultimate, and soccer.

51. when are you happiest?

talkin 2 jay prolly

52. coffee or tea?

tea

53. what is one possession you own you wouldn’t want to live without?

my binder. or my stuffed cat puppet thing ive had since i was 7

54. what is the first thing you notice about a person?

their general emotions, mostly. like if theyre in a good mood or if theyre bored or distracted or whatever. or if they seem interested in actually talking to me

55. what is your favorite season, why?

fall. my birthday, the atmosphere is nice, it's pretty, its hoodie weather.

56. what makes you laugh?

stupid little comments or jokes my friends make tend to make me laugh a lot harder than i should but jabdn

57. are you a clean or messy person?

a mix. i Cannot have some things messy or i will ksjqkd. Die but i don't make my bed too often bc its ha rd when its against 3 walls.

58. what is important for a successful relationship?

communication communication communicati

talk about ur goddamn problems n keep talking to each other.

59. what was your upcoming like?

if thats supposed to be upbringing

idk, very relaxed. pretty easygoing and kinda boring.

60. favorite holiday?

any holiday in december rly. i don't celebrate a Lot but the atmosphere and others celebrating is nice to see. i kinda wish my parents did more to embrace the jewish part in our family blike. whatever. christmas is fun.

61. what is the first thing you’d do if you won the lottery?

give half of it to my parents. and then probably use it for plane ticket

62. what’s the best pizza topping combination?

hawaiian pizza. pinapple n canadian bacon ty

63. favorite outdoor activity.

frisbee

64. how are you? honestly.

not great. i want highschool to end.

65. would you rather go camping in the woods or stay at a beach resort?

idk. camping is fun but if i get to stay at the resort for free i would rly love 2 stay at a resort tbh ive never done that

66. what is the most beautiful thing in nature?

waterfalls. or rivers or just. water in nature. and very green forests. aNd snow.

67. favorite type of candy?

none

68. if your life was a book, what would be the title?

i can and will do arson, an autobiography

69. what movie quotes do you use of a regular bases?

i quote john mulaney and whatever my obsessions are pretty regularly

70. what was cool when you were young but not cool now?

silly bandz. pokemon cards. these weird unicorn figures i collected

71. what’s the craziest conversation you have ever eves dropped on?

im mostly the one having the weird conversations

72. what’s the most interesting documentary you’ve ever watched?

i watched one about dogs and cats and their evolution which was lit

73. what’s the worst hairstyle you’ve had?

when i let the lady just go fuckin ham on my hair bc i was watching spirit that horse movie and didnt wanna stop so it was. rly bad bangs and hella short in back but not the sides

74. what do you like to cook?

whatever im hungry for. i don't have the energy to cook a lot

75. what’s the coolest animal you’ve seen in the wild?

really pretty tropical fish

76. what’s the funniest tv show you’ve ever seen?

idk. i rly like schitts creek its pretty amusing

77. do you usually follow your heart or your head?

heart at first but my head if things get bad

78. what is your favorite quote?

"i have a splitting headache and i think i'm dying. how are you?"

or a character just saying "try harder" when another failed to do smth.

this is supposed to be deep or whatever but im in a Mood

79. what’s the weirdest crush you have ever had?

once had a crush on a character in a minecraft parody lmao

80. what’s your love language?

sending shit that makes me think of them. n just. making tons of stuff for them both online and irl like bracelets.

81. do you ever feel alone?

oh yeah. all the time. im not but it feels like i am which sucks

82. ever been bullied?

yeah

83. are you usually early or late?

late bc of my parents rip

84. what kind of art do you enjoy most?

drawing, or writing. also theater.

85. what do you wish you knew more about?

i just wish i could remember everything ive learned more about. i know a lot i just forget all.

id like to know more about forensics tho

#asks #long post #friends

[yepokokfine]

New OC’s

Hey guys! I’m going to introduce some new OC’s. I’m new to this so tell me if I suck lmao.

I’m going to start with their name, traits, age, character/personality.

Male:

Ashton Berry; he’s 22, brunette, and super sweet. He’s got huge blue, curious eyes and he’s super intelligent, pretty much always knowing the answer. He got straight A’s in high school which, of course, he was always made fun of for. His mom and dad both passed away from alcoholism and drugs, forcing him to live with his grandmother, so he vows to never do anything that had to do with their death (heroin, alcohol, etc). He gets what it’s like to be addicted, so he tries to help whomever he can with their issues. He met Eli in high school, and since neither of them really had enough money to live on their own, they’re now living together as roommates. Grew up in England but moved to USA with Eli when they were both 19. He thinks he is straight, but is very open-minded. He’s thought of as the druggie who lived in the hood, but tries to let everyone know that he’s much different than this image portrayed of him. He’s very empathetic and loves everyone, which can be a blessing as well as a curse. He has terrible anxiety he doesn’t like talking about except with Eli. Eli gets it. If he sees someone on the street and doesn’t have money on him when he wants to give as much as he can, he kinda freaks out. He feels as if that if he’s not helping others, he’s not doing his part. He’s not doing all he can. He’s not being the best he can possibly be. Empathy is great in the sense that he knows what people are going through a lot of the time as well as how to deal with it.

Elijah Shaws; he’s 22 as well, got almost jet black hair with green eyes. He grew up in England with Ashton as his best friend in elementary school. When he started in middle school, though, his shoulders started to dislocate frequently, requiring surgery on both shoulders in 6th grade. That being said, he got genetically tested for a disorder called Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, a hyper-mobility disorder, and was tested positive. As a result of all the physical problems, he could no longer go to school or enjoy sports. He had many mental problems beginning in middle school as well. He suffered from bipolar disorder, which he was finally diagnosed with after years of being misdiagnosed with depression. His parents were very supportive and loved him no matter what, but were strongly Christian. He told them he was bi around age 15, being told that it was his choice, but they would not condone it (meaning if he said he had a crush on a guy and wanted him to come over or to go hang out with him, the answer would be no; so, therefore, he never told them when he had any crushes, especially the crush he had on Ashton). Him and Ash often hung out, although Ash did go to public school, and Eli went to a school kind of known for trouble makers that don’t go to school, who usually skip, so the school hours were 8am-12pm, giving him flexibility. He did not need it because he was a troublemaker, obviously, he needed it because he had many doctors appointments. He got made fun of a lot because he was accused of faking injuries, and called an attention-whore. He was also open with his sexuality, causing many other issues. He’s known as the emo eboy pretty much everywhere in his small town in New York, and he likes it.

Cameron Jackson; he’s 20, vastly different from his friends (Ash and Eli). He grew up in upstate New York with his very wealthy parents, his mother a well known scientist and his father a neurosurgeon. He lived with his parents and 3 older sisters until he was 17, because his parents wanted him to have fun, enjoy the world, and be independent. He has golden blonde hair and bright blue eyes and is an aspiring musician, his family and girlfriend, Kyia, very supportive. He plays piano by ear and has tried to read music but can never sight read or play and read it at the same time. His parents have always wanted to support him financially, and for the most part always have, but he likes to think that he pays for things on his own. He has a job at an animal shelter that Kyia introduced him to. He lives in his own apartment, but is thinking about buying a 2 bedroom house for him and Kyia and whoever else ;) Kyia doesn’t move incredibly fast, as she’s more traditional with romance, but they’ve been together since 15 and known each other since middle school, so he’s trying to find a good time to (hopefully) propose. He’s fully straight but has no issue with anyone who labels themselves differently. He’s always been the preppy type, but never likes to brag about money and is always willing to help anyone who needs it since he has more than enough.

Female:

Kyia Bell; she’s 24, the oldest of the group, Cam’s proud girlfriend. She has beautiful dyed lilac hair, and mesmerizing blue eyes. She’s from an average family and grew up in Missouri with them. She moved to New York with her dad after her parents divorced at age 13. Cam is four years younger than her, so she met him through a friend of her dads at that same age. She really had no childhood issues that would deliberately cause rebellion, but went through a phase in her teens where she would do drugs, go to parties, and get hammered almost every night. Her dad trusted her and let her out a lot of the time, although she had lied to him a lot. She ran away at some point in the 10th grade, but had a near death experience when she was on the streets, which caused her to be put back in her dads care until she was 19. She has many regrets, but goes to a Christian church group every Wednesday that’s very therapeutic for her. She loves Cam with all her heart and has told him, but she’s so scared that if she gives too much to him, he might use that against her. She’s had one too many betrayals in her lifetime to just jump into one’s arms. She definitely sees a future with him, but is very traditional with romance (again), and wants to get married before moving in together or doing anything more. She works at the animal shelter with Cam and loves it. She is open to anyone romantically, but wouldn’t say she’s just pan. She doesn’t really want to put a label on it. To her it doesn’t really matter. No one knows (yes, even Cam) that she lives with a girl named Aura that she met on the streets. Both of them are pretty much squatters, and she knows she can just ask Cam and in an instant, all her dreams of a big house would come true, but she’s independent. Plus, he’ll think she’s pathetic, right? Not being able to afford an apartment, spending the only money she has on more heroin? Yeah. He doesn’t know.

Aura King (meaning the distinctive atmosphere or quality that seems to surround and be generated by a person, thing, or place); she’s 21, living on the streets with Kyia. She thinks her mom is still living, but hasn’t gotten in contact with her in years, for last time she did see her, she was an abusive mess. Aura was taken away from her single mom when she was 6, and has no idea who her dad is and isn’t sure she wants to know. She was put into an orphanage, often being fostered but never adopted. When she turned 18, she booked it out of the orphanage and started living on the streets, meeting Kyia when Aura was 18 and living with her since she was 19. She’s gotten into many drugs, but really is just addicted to cigarettes. She’s done heroin, and Kyia does it very often, but is not addicted to anything but nicotine. Her hair is shaved on one side and long on the other, it’s color being a dark brown/black. She has hazel eyes. She needs financial help and/or a good paying job and knows Kyia would be able to help, but doesn’t want to bother her or be a burden.

Alexina David (meaning defending); she’s 23, and just moved to New York with her sister from where she grew up in California. She and her sister are beautiful Asian girls, although they are very hesitant on sharing with anyone who their parents are, apparently they were not good people. She’s a very young and successful accountant, carrying on her adopted family’s business. She grew up with 7 siblings and loving adopted parents who, unfortunately, never got to spend much time with her or her sister, Belva. Her and Belva moved out when she was 18, coming to New York only 6 months ago after nearly 5 years of renting in California near their parents. Their parents now are very accepting, so Alexina shares just about everything with them, except the things she thinks will worry them. She never wants to worry them or hurt them. She is a recovering bulimic, still going to therapy from time to time. Belva doesn’t know and to Alexina, she doesn’t have to, ever. She’s never going to voluntarily stress her sister out. No. Not when Bel already has so much on her plate.

Belva David (meaning beautiful view); she’s 19, the youngest of the group, hanging out with Aura, whom she met at a mental hospital right when she turned 19. Bel has lots of issues with suicidal thoughts and has attempted 3 times in her lifetime. She shares everything with her sister now, although she used to be the complete opposite - quiet and closed off. But after the 3rd attempt caused her to go to a mental hospital, she was done hiding. She wanted to get better and, slowly, was doing exactly that. She hangs with her sister a lot, even though she hangs out with Aura more. Her sister is a worry wart, so Bel knew that she pretty much had to hang with Alex so that she wouldn’t get suspicious or upset. Belva’s trying to find a girl to be more than just a friend to her, but she still hasn’t found the right person. Aura’s straight, right? Yeah. She’d think Bel was crazy if she ever said anything about her little (big) crush

Things I will write:

Emeto

Whump

Injury

I’ll write many things honestly. I’m open to new things (obviously that aren’t on the things I don’t write list)

Marvel (mostly irondad! and spiderson!)

Things I won’t write:

NSFW

Omo

Y/N or reader x anyone else

Thanks for reading!!!! Any requests? Send them to me! Anything is appreciated. Thanks :)

#my ocs #ocs #marvel #irondad and spiderson #iron man #spiderman #peter parker #tony stark

[thecryptidprincess]

Numbers... ALL OF THEM

Oof anon killing me with all of them but thank you for actually sending something it’s been centuries since I last got an anon ily

PLEASE DON’T LET THIS FLOP AHHHH

1. What is you middle name?

Kwon. It’s my Korean mom’s surname

2. How old are you?

I’m a lil’ baby 20 year old

3. When is your birthday?

May 6th

4. What is your zodiac sign?

Taurus

5. What is your favorite color?

PINK

6. What’s your lucky number?

I don’t actually think I have a lucky number???7. Do you have any pets?

Not at my apartment with me, but I have an adorable little Yorkie/Bishon mix at my parents place!

8. Where are you from?

Northern Maine

9. How tall are you?

5′3″ 

10. What shoe size are you?

It depends on brand but usually a 6 in women’s

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

Uhhhh...6 I think

12. What was your last dream about?

I was a famous comic book artist at Comic Con (even though I’ve never been there EVER)

13. What talents do you have?

I can draw and somehow keep my shit together and not seem like I’m dying inside lmao

14. Are you psychic in any way?

I swear I am like slightly

15. Favorite song?

I have a few but currently it’s Pray For Me by the Weeknd from the Black Panther movie

16. Favorite movie?

Any Marvel movie hands down!

17. Who would be your ideal partner?

I have a lowkey crush on one of my coworkers rn but just someone who is sweet and sassy and good at communicating and listening idk I’ll take anyone at this point I’ve been single for almost a year now (jk I still have standards but y’know)

18. Do you want children?

I go back and forth on that a lot but really I’m not sure

19. Do you want a church wedding?

Nooooo

20. Are you religious?

Not really

21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

I have!

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

Nah I’m too much of a lil’ bitch to do anything to get in trouble like that

23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

I wish but no

24. Baths or showers?

Baths god I miss taking baths

25. What color socks are you wearing?

I currently have no socks on

26. Have you ever been famous?

Nah not pretty enough

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

Kinda but not really???

28. What type of music do you like?

It varies I’m very much a “if I like it I like it” kinda person

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

Nopeeeeee

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?

Two usually

31. What position do you usually sleep in?

On my sides

32. How big is your house?

Well I live in a shitty little studio apartment so not that big

33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

Air lmao no I usually eat like eggs or something

34. Have you ever fired a gun?

Kinda it was during a hunter safety class that shot a laser out because we were like doing target practice and learning how to hold a gun

35. Have you ever tried archery?

Kinda it was fun I sucked at it though

36. Favorite clean word?

Hun

37. Favorite swear word?

FUCK

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?

I think like two days

39. Do you have any scars?

I do yes40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

Not to my knowledge

41. Are you a good liar?

Depends on the reason I gotta lie but occasionally I am

42. Are you a good judge of character?

I’d like to think so

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?

I do a great Busan accent when I’m talking to my mom sometimes (It’s a place in South Korea with a different dialect it’s kind of the equivalent to our southern accent)

44. Do you have a strong accent?

No I have the least accent voice ever

45. What is your favorite accent?

British/Australian

46. What is your personality type?

No idea and I’m too tired to check

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

Umm....my Captain America tank top I think???? I have no clue I get second hand shit mostly

48. Can you curl your tongue?

Sadly no 

49. Are you an innie or an outie?

Innie!

50. Left or right handed?

I think I might be able to use both I just know I write with my right but I do everything else with my left it’s weird as hell

 51. Are you scared of spiders?

YEP

52. Favorite food?

Oh god there are so many but Chinese food always wins my heart

53. Favorite foreign food?

Korean food in general specifically made by my mom

54. Are you a clean or messy person?

Pretty clean unless I hit a good ol’ depressive episode

55. Most used phrased?

“Da fuck bruh”

56. Most used word?

Fuck (or just some variation of it)

57. How long does it take for you to get ready?

In the morning usually 30 minutes to an hour depending

58. Do you have much of an ego?

I don’t think I do honestly

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

Is it a sin if I do both?

60. Do you talk to yourself?

Constantly

61. Do you sing to yourself?

CONSTANTLY

62. Are you a good singer?

Oh god no

63. Biggest Fear?

Idk, I guess being alone

64. Are you a gossip?

Naaaaaah well a little I’m just the messenger mainly lol

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?

Uuuuuh idk can’t think of one rn

66. Do you like long or short hair?

Personally on me I go between the two I’m trying to grow my hair out at the moment though

67. Can you name all 50 states of America?

I used to be able to not anymore though

68. Favorite school subject?

Art! And history

69. Extrovert or Introvert?

Both???

70. Have you ever been scuba diving?

Nope

71. What makes you nervous?

Well I have general anxiety so like...everything

72. Are you scared of the dark?

Sometimes

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

Only my friends but that’s me just teasing them 

74. Are you ticklish?

Yes

75. Have you ever started a rumor?

Nah 

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?

Kinda?? Idk I’m not the most authoritarian kinda person even if I sometimes think I am

77. Have you ever drank underage?

Yep

78. Have you ever done drugs?

Yes

79. Who was your first real crush?

There’s no place for feelings around here pal

80. How many piercings do you have?

I only have my ears pierced but I really want more

81. Can you roll your Rs?“

If I really get going I can

82. How fast can you type?

Hella fast

83. How fast can you run?

Who runs?

84. What color is your hair?

My natural black

85. What color is your eyes?

Broooown

86. What are you allergic to?

Bullshit and bad people

87. Do you keep a journal?

I try to honestly

88. What do your parents do?

My dad works on a barge and my mom works in a warehouse

89. Do you like your age?

?? I kinda have no choice in that matter

90. What makes you angry?

A lot of shit

91. Do you like your own name?

Not really it’s just a word to me I have no real feelings about it at this point

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

Noooo I only look at baby names when I’m making characters but those are for grown ass adults I’m drawing

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

AH CHILDREN QUESTIONS NO

94. What are you strengths?

I’m loyal and I care a lot about people

95. What are your weaknesses?

I give my 100% into everything I do and that fucks me up later sometimes plus I’m short

96. How did you get your name?

From my mom??

97. Were your ancestors royalty?

I think on my mom’s side back in the day they weren’t royalty but they were important

98. Do you have any scars?

Again yes

99. Color of your bedspread?

Dark blue

100. Color of your room?

A weird off white I think?

THANK YOU ANON I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT NIGHT YOU LIL’ PUNK

[actualltr4sh]

talk about yourself.

1. Full name: zarina blah blah

2. Zodiac sign: capricorn

3. Three fears: never being happy outside of mania, falling in the oven, never being able to love healthily

4. Three things I love: watching tv, writing, editing/making videos

5. Best friend’s name: i have many. i’m honestly probably the closest to jas though.

6. Last song I listened to: i’ve been watching tv for hours so i’m not sure.

7. Four turn-ons: having a good sense of humor (preferably dark), smelling good, knowing things, being supportive

8. Four turn-offs: abuse (obviously), stupidity, being judgmental, lying 

9. Color underwear I’m wearing: blue ish

10. Number of piercings and tattoos: 5 tattoos, 9 piercings 

11. How’d you find out about Tumblr: i was in the 8th grade and it was one of the only sites we could get on in the school computer lab. word just kinda spread and i’ve been here ever since.

12. Current mood: meh. nothing. i was manic earlier so i’m not looking forward to however i’m going to feel tomorrow. 

13. Something you really, really want: to feel whole and healed.

14. My current relationship status: i’m so fucking single lmao.

15. The meaning behind your username: i suck.

16. Favorite movies: paid in full, bring it on, step brothers, halloween, idk lmao

17. Favorite songs: this changes all the time but i’d rather be with you by bootsy collins is one of my favorites of all times

18. Favorite music artists: tupac, isaiah rashad, florence & the machine 

19. Three things that upset you: being used, being broke, being lmfao

20. Three things that make you happy: writing, watching tv, caffeine lmao

21. Things you find attractive: a great sense of humor

22. Someone you miss: my ex. but like.. a different version of him. idk.

23. Someone you love: damon salvatore, at the moment.

24. Your relationship with your parents: quite rocky.

25. Favorite holidays: halloween. memorial day is cool.. there’s food.

26. Closest internet friends: no one really. i scare everyone off with my oversharing and depressive episodes LMFAO

27. Someone on the internet you’d like to date: see 26.

28. A confession: nothing about me my blog doesn’t know lmfaoooo.

29. Three things that annoy you: hearing people breathe, seeing cabinets open, having the tv on and music playing at the same time

30. Favorite animals: dogs, on a casual scale. to be outrageous? owls, ravens/crows, zebras used to be up there.

31. Your pets: hope i get a dog soon.

32. A lie you told: probably telling people i’m doing okay.

33. Something worrying you: what isn’t worrying me?

34. An embarrassing moment: i shat myself on my back porch once.

35. Your current job: office assistant. 

36. Something always on your mind: “when the fuck am i not gonna care about this anymore”

37. Three habits: isolating myself, playing with my nipple rings, talking to myself

38. My future goals: live another month. if i do that i want to publish my books

39. Something you fantasize about: finishing my books lmao

40. Favorite stores: pretty little thing, zumiez, dunkin’ donuts lmao

41. Favorite foods: nachos, chili cheese fries, lobster, COOKIES!!! COOKIES!!!!!

42. What I did yesterday: probably nothing. i never do things. i love not doing anything.

43. Something you’re talented at: making people laugh, writing, isolating myself lmao

44. Your idea of a perfect date: if we’re both up for doing something i think a date at the arcade would be cool. drink a little. play some games. then go home and sleep. awesome.

45. Your celebrity crush: i would get vince staples pregnant.

46. A picture of you: #me tag!

47. Your favorite blog: meh idk i’m into everybody’s shit lmao.

48. How many kids do you want: one.. two... or none LMAO. i guess whatever happens.

49. Do you drink or smoke: smoking gives me anxiety, i drink on occasion. the hardest thing i do these days is caffeine LMFAO

#these always make me feel better #about me

[lukesvalentine-blog1]

Get To Know Me Tag

1. What is your full name? Alicia M. Stinnett

2. What is your nickname? Ally

3. What is your zodiac sign? Sagittarius

4. What is your favorite book series? I can’t focus enough to read one book, let alone a whole series lol

5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? both

6. Who is your favorite author? John Green

7. What is your favorite radio station? 94.5

8. What is your favorite flavor of anything? I love chocolate. Mainly dark chocolate. So, that I guess?

9. What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? Dope

10. What is your current favorite song? Good Enough by Little Mix, but it's gonna probably change in about 2 or 3 days

11. What is your favorite word? Doggo or puppo

12. What was the last song you listened to? Hair by Little Mix

13. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? Stranger Things or Riverdale

14. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? I usually watch youtube when I’m feeling down so I’m just gonna say Buzzfeed Unsolved.

15. Do you play video games? Not really. I love watching people play then though

16. What is your biggest fear? Being ignored and unloved by someone a really care about.

17. What is your best quality, in your opinion? I’m loyal

18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? My anxiety makes me too paranoid about everything so that.

19. Do you like cats or dogs better? Dogs

20. What is your favorite season? I like fall and spring. Can’t choose tbh.

21. Are you in a relationship? Just got out of one a few days ago..

22. What is something you miss from your childhood? Not being stressed all the time

23. Who is your best friend? Kaleigh and Bailey

24. What is your eye color? They change from blue, to green, to turquoise, and to gray.

25. What is your hair color? Light brown on top and ombre` to blonde

26. Who is someone you love? My ex..

27. Who is someone you trust? My two best friends and my ex

28. Who is someone you think about often? My ex...

29. Are you currently excited about/for something? Sorta. I have dress rehearsals for a choir performance tomorrow, but i've been pretty down lately so I’ll probably end up crying.

30. What is your biggest obsession? Music

31. What was your favorite TV show as a child? Hannah Montana

32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? My ex

33. Are you superstitious? yep

34. Do you have any unusual phobias? I probably do, but I can’t think of any right now

35. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? It depends on what I’m doing for the camera.

36. What is your favorite hobby? Singing

37. What was the last book you read? I honestly don’t remember

38. What was the last movie you watched? The Autopsy of Jane Doe

39. What musical instruments do you play, if any? Just my voice

40. What is your favorite animal? Dogs or Penguins (not bc it was Luke’s favorite lol)

41. What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow? I’m not on Tumblr enough to have a top 5 blogs

42. What superpower do you wish you had? telekinesis

43. When and where do you feel most at peace? In my now ex boyfriends arms on a Saturday evening

44. What makes you smile? It was my boyfriend, but thats over so I’m gonna say 5SOS, Little Mix, music in general, and singing.

45. What sports do you play, if any? Ew sports. I play none.

46. What is your favorite drink? Pepsi, but I’ve been drinking a lot of water for the past year so I could lose weight and it's killing me, bc i was obsessed with Pepsi.

47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? I don’t remember, but probably not too long ago, bc I write a lot.

48. Are you afraid of heights? Nah

49. What is your biggest pet peeve? Big egos and being dicks about it

50. Have you ever been to a concert? Yep. One Direction, but I only went to see 5SOS. Oops?

51. Are you vegan/vegetarian? Nah, but I’m not much into meat.

52. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? A pop singer

53. What fictional world would you like to live in? Maybe Harry Potter, but I don’t wanna fight any bad guy. I just wanna go to Hogwarts and do magic.

54. What is something you worry about? My ex not coming back or not caring, not being able to focus on school work, my mom’s mental health, and my mental health.

55. Are you scared of the dark? Nah

56. Do you like to sing? YES

57. Have you ever skipped school? All the time, but mainly, bc of my anxiety problems

58. What is your favorite place on the planet? My ex’s arms..

59. Where would you like to live? A little further from where I live now, but in the same state and close enough to the college I wanna go to.

60. Do you have any pets? Yep. 4 amazing doggos

61. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? Night owl, definitely.

62. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? Sunsets

63. Do you know how to drive? Yep, but not a stick shift and that’s what type of car I have, so I can’t drive it yet.

64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? earbuds

65. Have you ever had braces? nope

66. What is your favorite genre of music? Don’t have a favorite.

67. Who is your hero? My mom.

68. Do you read comic books? nope

69. What makes you the most angry? My anxiety problems fucking up my life

70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? Electronic device so I can turn off all the lights and get less distracted and actually be able to read.

71. What is your favorite subject in school? Choir

72. Do you have any siblings? Yep. One full brother, one half brother, and one half sister.

73. What was the last thing you bought? I think it was a Starbucks doubleshot coffee that you can get at a gas station or WalMart

74. How tall are you? 4’10

75. Can you cook? Yep

76. What are three things that you love? Singing/music, my loved ones, and animals.

77. What are three things that you hate? Anxiety, depression, and mainly my brain.

78. Do you have more female friends or more male friends? Female

79. What is your sexual orientation? Pansexual

80. Where do you currently live? Kentucky

81. Who was the last person you texted? My ex

82. When was the last time you cried? Like, an hour ago?

83. Who is your favorite YouTuber? Don’t have one, but I do love Buzzfeed Unsolved.

84. Do you like to take selfies? Yep, but only with fiters.

85. What is your favorite app? Instagram or Snapchat

86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? I’m really close to my mom and my dad is okay, but usually isn’t really there for me or my full brother.

87. What is your favorite foreign accent? French or British

88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? I have a lot of places I wanna go to, but I guess Japan is my number 1.

89. What is your favorite number? 5 (not bc of 5SOS lol. 5 has always been a significant number in my life for many reasons.)

90. Can you juggle? eh

91. Are you religious? eh

92. Do you find outer space or the deep ocean to be more interesting? Outer space

93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? Lol no

94. Are you allergic to anything? Yep. Animal hair and coconut. Most allergic to cats.

95. Can you curl your tongue? yep

96. Can you wiggle your ears? nope

97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? A lot tbh, bc I usually am.

98. Do you prefer the forest or the beach? Beach 100%

99. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? Nothing will put you down unless you let it.

100. Are you a good liar? It depends on who im lying to and what I’m lying about. Usually I’m bad at it though.

101. What is your Hogwarts House? Gryffindor

102. Do you talk to yourself? Yep. A lot lol

103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? Introvert, but I wouldn’t mind going places for people I love and care about.

104. Do you keep a journal/diary? yep

105. Do you believe in second chances? yep

106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? Take it to the police so they can find who owns it.

107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? yep

108. Are you ticklish? Only in one place

109. Have you ever been on a plane? nope

110. Do you have any piercings? Yep. My ears, cartilage, and nose.

111. What fictional character do you wish was real? Landon Carter from A Walk To Remember

112. Do you have any tattoos? Nope, but I’m getting one this summer

113. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? Got into theater

114. Do you believe in karma? yep

115. Do you wear glasses or contacts? Used to, but grew out of it.

116. Do you want children? Yep. I want a boy and a girl, but no matter what I have, I will love them so much and spoil the shit out of them.

117. Who is the smartest person you know? My mom

118. What is your most embarrassing memory? Telling my cousins to get lost bc we don’t want them there as a joke, but then realize it wasn’t actually them.

119. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? Multiple times

120. What colour are most of your clothes? Pink

121. Do you like adventures? Definitely

122. Have you ever been on TV? Only once, bc my friend was on the news for getting into a dog attack and I was interviewed since I saw it happen

123. How old are you? 17

124. What is your favorite quote? “if you don’t heal what hurt you, you’ll bleed on people who didn’t cut you.” - Crystal Leigh (soon to be Clifford)

125. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? Savory

[shitthehousessay]

 Alright, it took a day (albeit I haven't really had much of a chance to work on it), but it's finally done. Here's my responses to the 102 questions^^. I probably put too much personal info on this site lol.

I’m doing this on my laptop because of how long it is, but answers are under the cut. Hope you enjoy random tidbits about me!

--Zero (the [other] Ravenclaw)

1. What is their full name?

While I usually use and prefer Zero Ace as an online name, my irl name is Solomon.

2. Zodiac sign

Pisces

3. In detail describe how they look

I'm 5'10" with a build like Shaggy Rodgers. I'm about,,,, less than 120lbs (that's a guess really, it's probably way less or slightly more.). You ever see a cloud? Yeah, imagine one as black wavy/curly hair with red tips (natural, not dyed) that goes to about the bottom of my neck. Brown eyes, half philipino (no, I don't know any of the language), decent moustache, and I've been told by various people that they thought I was a stoner when they first met me.

4. How old are they?

I am 16

5. What clothes to they like to wear?

I don't really have any kind of set style either. I usually just go with whatever's comfy for me.

6. What’s their favorite piece of clothing?

I've got this really soft brown fake leather jacket that my dad got me about two or three years ago that I used to wear consistently, but I'm not sure if I have a 'favorite'.

7. Any piercings?

Nope

8. Do they have any other jewelry they wear?

I wear a Timex Ironman analogue watch that I got at Walmart a few years ago ('twas on sale) and a ring with a part that spins in the middle that I bought in like sixth grade at the Newseum in DC.

9. Any tattoos?

Nah

10. How old are they?

See above

11. What do they smell like?

Idk, disappointment probably

12. What are their four trinkets?

(I'm gonna do stuff on my school backpack for this one) -- I've got a Ministry of Magic keychain, a Pokeball keychain, a Spiderman keychain, and a Ravenclaw house emblem pin.

13. GOVERNMENT MANDATED FERSONA

Roomba with a knife taped to it

14. What kind of magic are they good at?

Accidental Procrastination, aka Time Travel

15. What kind of magic are they bad at?

Luck

16. Of the four, six or seven magical elements which are they most connected to? Four: fire,air water earth. six: fire,air,water, wood,earth, metal. Seven:fire, air, water, wood, earth, metal, aither.

Not sure if this is asking about choosing a single element or a group, so I'm gonna go with water.

17. What does their gateway look like prior to their memory loss? What does it look like afterwards?

(I'm not sure what this is asking)

18. Do they have a familiar? If they do. What type of animal is it? What is it’s name? Is it still around after they lost their memory?

I have an old yellow cat named Iris and he's pretty cool. We share birthdays and he's one year older than me.

19. Have they ever cursed someone?

I have tried and I will continue to try.

20. How do they handle those headaches/migraines?

I sometimes put headphones in and listen to ambience after taking some medicine, but on some of my bad days I just wait for them to pass, even when it takes a few hours.

21. What tarot card do they connect the most with?

I'm gonna be honest: I know next to nothing about tarot cards.

22. Where were they born?

Tennessee

23. What is their favorite color?

Like a light blue or teal. Specifically though? #41A9B8

24. What is their least favorite color?

This is a tough one. I'm gonna go with like a rusty brown

25. Are they right handed, left handed or ambidextrous?

Right handed

26. What were they like as a child?

This would take a while, but I was a little shit, imo. (Also, kinda hard for me to remember specifically rn)

27. What were their parents like?

My dad's okay, he's not the best but he's doing great. My mom? Well, let's just say my opinion of her has always been pretty decent of her up until around when 2018 started.

28. Do they have any siblings? If the answer is yes how many?

Yes, I have three half brothers, two on my mom's side (who I wish would die) and one on my dad's side.

29. Do they have any other relatives they are close with?

I've got a lot of aunts (dad's side) that I consider myself close with, along with a few cousins. There's also my Grandma and Grandpa (dad's side) that I love a lot. I also have a nephew who's about I wanna say 5 or 6 years old who's a blast to hang out with.

30. What are they afraid of?

Spiders kinda scare me. And a few things associated with low self-esteem that I don't want to mention here.

31. What do they identify as?

I am a Demi-Pansexual dude

32. Do they have any allergies?

None that I know of

33. Do they have any other medical problems?

I can't think of any specifics right now

34. What about mental health issues?

Depression and Anxiety both are self-diagnosed though. I'm waiting until after highschool, or until the age where I can legally keep things like those to myself without having to tell my parents, before I go to get them diagnosed

35. What’s that personal hygiene regimen like?

Showers at least once a day, twice if possible. Remember to try to brush your teeth, too.

36. Favorite rock or gemstone?

Amythest because it's my birthstone

37. Favorite tree?

Redwoods are pretty cool

38. Favorite type of weather?

Not too hot, not too cold and sunny and cloudless or overcast and rainy, depending on mood

39. Least favorite type of weather?

The type of cloudless hot day that just saps your energy away like nothing else

40. What is their favorite season? (remember winter is summer and spring is fall)

Winter

41. How many languages could they speak before the memory loss? How many do they currently speak?

English and very broken French

42. Do they sing or play any instruments?

I sing from time to time (albeit not very good) and I have an ocarina that I really want to take time and learn

43. What do they tend to joke about?

Self-deprecation is my go-to, then there's vine humor and some standup, then just nonsense humor (See: bORGER)

44. After a stressful day how do they relax?

Nap a bit, then some music and/or video games

45. Guilty pleasures?

Idk, I can't think of any. Sonic ‘06, maybe is the closest thing that I have to one.

46. idiosyncrasies?

I guess you could list a lot of the usual ADHD stimming methods. I also adjust my glasses from the side sometimes whenever I’m nervous/anxious or when I want to appear confident. Adjusting my watch on my wrist is also something that I do a lot. I know I have a lot more, but :/

47. How do they act when they first meet someone new? How quickly do they warm up to them?

I can be kinda timid and quiet. I usually try to listen in on conversations involving that person/people to try to find somethings that I can remember and use for initiating conversations, especially if it’s with stuff that I know a bit about. It usually takes two or three semi-long times amd well interactions spent with me for me to start being comfortable around other people. I don't warm up too quickly, unless if you can get through my barriers pretty well

48. In what order would they prioritize Love, fame, money, power, and knowledge?

Love, knowledge, money, power, fame

49. List four or more things they love to do

Draw, read, talk with internet friends, play video games, browse the internet

50. List four or more things they hate to do

doing boring and uninteresting school work, being an unnecessary nuisance, hearing about family drama, engaging in school drama

51. List five or more things they have said that sum up who they are

"I'm laughing my ass off rn because the program the state is using for EOC testing was apparently hacked so we aren't testing today, but when my class heard it almost everyone started looking at me and saying I did it." [...] "Meanwhile: I nearly tripped over my backpack"

"Oh good, we get to make memes of stuff in the Louvre for extra credit. Looks like my grade is about to rise drastically."

"I’m gonna go provoke this cult so I can get asks in my inbox"

“I stole this haircut from a lion”

"I have many problems"

52. How do they react to (both verbal and physical) conflict?

I'm a pacifist so I try to stay out of situations like that (They bring up too many negative memories and emotions for me)

53. What kind of bad habits to they have?

I have a lot of trouble with a perfectionist mentality. It gets me into a lot of sticky situations

54. What kind of character faults do they have?

What even is self-esteem/ self-worth/ self-love????? To me, my needs come last. Self-doubt out the wazoooooo. Tons of unresolved shit. That's barely even scratching the surface.

55. What’s their best trait in their opinion?

I try to have a lot of empathy for people and I want to make people happy, even if I’m not happy.

56. What do they think of their appearance?

I like mine, at least a bit.

57. How do they interact with people in a position of authority?

Honestly, it just depends on the person. If the person in question is a dick, you better believe I’m not going to react well to their face.

58. Who did they look upto as a kid?

Mostly like video game characters from games that I played.

59. How do they interact with kids?

I like kids pretty well.

60. Do they want kids of their own someday?

I don't know. I don't think I'm at a point in my life where I can answer that right now.

61. Are they religious? If so what god/goddess or gods/goddesses do they worship?

I'm agnostic

62. What do they think the meaning of life is?

Idk... Maybe... Self-discovery, in a way.

63. What would they want their last words to be?

There are three roads. Maybe omething meaningful, like "Thank you," maybe something vague and prophetic like, "You won't have to wait much longer," or maybe, just maybe, something like, "I'll be back bitches!!!"

64. What do they want to do before they die?

I want to make at least one game and book that people enjoy and that I will be satisfied with

65. What/how do they want to be remembered for after they die?

I would like to be remembered fondly by people who knew me.

66. How do they express affection?

I'm usually very asocial, so if I make an active effort to maintain communication with someone, then they usually mean something to me. I also send memes and stuff. Also, I try to open up a little more around people that I trust

67. What do they normally eat for breakfast?

It usually just depends on how much time I have in the morning. Can range from poptarts to a slice of toast between two pieces of bread to leftover pizza

68. Do they like spicy food?

Yeah

69. Favorite fruit and or vegetable?

Favorite fruit is probably mandarin oranges and my favorite vegetable is probably carrots

70. Do they like sweets?

On occasion

71. Do they drink alcohol? If they do, what do they act like when their drunk?

Nope, but probably like a damn fool

72. How do they take their tea/coffee?

I like sweet ice tea or maybe some herbal tea with a small bit of sugar or honey. As for coffee, I don't usually drink it, but I can drink it pure black or french vanilla

73. What food would they refuse to eat?

Most things that have a weird texture and/or smell

74. Is there anything they eat that most people would find unappealing?

You ever drink just straight sauces? Like A1 steak sauce or barbecue sauce? Yeah....

75. When going on the road what food could they not live without?

I need me some original ritz

76. What meal gives them a sense of nostalgia?

Not sure about nostalgia, but my school sells fresh-made chocolate chip cookies during lunch on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays and I get them a lot when I'm having bad days

77. What do they do when no one’s around?

I sometimes sing and maybe hop around, but I usually just do stuff that I do when people are around (like browse tumblr)

78. How would they react if a prized possession got stolen?

Cry, feel numb, or go ballistic. There is no in-between.

79. What’s the first thing they would buy if they won the lottery?

A better computer, that's for sure

80. What would their favorite modern invention be?

The Nintendo Switch!!

81. In a new unfamiliar place what do they do?

Observe the surroundings from the sidelines before doing anything

82. Someone just threatened them what do they do?

It depends on the situation, but I either brush it off or I take precautionary measures (like a protective order if my life is being threatened)

83. A rather well rich looking woman just dropped her purse and didn’t notice. What do they do?

I might try to give it back.... after I check her wallet and get some cash as an award...

84. What’s the worst thing someone has said to them?

The one that sticks out the most is probably the time when one of my older half-brothers was yelling at me and said that if I ever wonder why people say that I act like a school shooter it's because I act like one most of the time (all this stemmed because I was frustrated over a book recommendation not posting and instead of letting me silently cool down, my mom and brother kept on talking crap about me and I decided to say "Just shut up for a few minutes").

Oh, but there’s also the time when I went with my dad to the divorce case’s hearing to testify against my mom and my brothers and the judge looked at me and said “You’re 16, right? In two  years, you’ll be 18. When I was 18 I was heading to war. So, if you’re gonna cry, go do it somewhere else because I don’t want anyone coming up here and being a crybaby in my courtroom.” That fucking stunned me when he said it.

 85. What is the strangest thing they’ve ever come across?

"can i hear your belly" has to be the weirdest and most unsettling direct message that I have ever gotten from someone who isn't a bot and it haunts me to this day

86. Someone just stole food from them what do they do?

I don't usually eat a lot, so if someone takes food from me I don't really care.

87. They meet a man at a crossroads. The man says they can have everything they’ve ever wanted. What happens next?

I would check to see if there was anything I want to make sure that my family and friends and people who are close to me that haven’t experienced mental illnesses like depression or anxiety to never develop any mental illnesses as long as they live, before anything.

88. As a child what would they say they wanted to be as an adult? ie. When I grow up I’m going to _______

My dream has always been and continues to be to become a successful video game developer and/or producer. I want to help create worlds to escape to when the real world becomes a bit too overbearing.

89. What’s their D&D alignment?

I consider myself a neutral good

90. What is the stupidest thing they’ve ever done?

Oof, that's a long list. Probably entering the crawlspace under my Grandma's house too fast and getting a part of my lower back pretty bad. Boy, did it leave a pretty big scar.

91. Have they ever got in trouble with the law or been arrested?

Nope

92. Do they know how to win a fight?

I like to think so. I'm not going to not play dirty if I feel like I'm in danger. Also try to use the environment to your advantage if possible.

93. Are they good at hand to hand combat?

I dunno. I doubt it, but I haven't really tried.

94. Have they ever stolen something?

I have, but really only minor things and only from people that I hate

95. Have they ever killed someone?

Not yet, :p

96. What/who do they find disgusting?

I can't look at stuff or pictures like decaying stuff (like dead stuff) without gagging

97. What upsets them the most?

Conflict mostly. The thought that I'm bothering people also does it. And I feel odd, to say the least about physical contact.

98. What anime character would they be?

I feel like maybe Fafnir (Miss Kobayashi's Dragon Maid) or either Shinra or Mikado (Durarara!) could fit me.

99. What disney character would they be?

I didn't really know about this one, so I asked a few of my friends and one of them [the one who actually answered my question with an actual Disney character] said that I remind them of Sora from Kingdom Hearts, on the grounds that I've "got a good heart" and I'm "always confused". It was the nicest thing I've heard all week^^

100. What monster would they be?

Knife-wielding tentacle

101. What mythological figure would they be?

Tbh, I don't know enough mythology off the top of my head to answer this question.

102. List three songs that you associate with them.

Hmm.... this one is very tough for me because there are different songs that define different points in my life... As for songs that kinda aren’t bound by specific points in my life, even if I haven’t known these songs all my life, I'm thinking that these could fit the best here:

ECHO (feat. GUMI) by Crusher-P

Simple Life by Fox Stevenson

Canonball (Mythos Remix) from Megaman Zero 3

Anyway, I hope you now know a little more about me now. Do what you will with the information, I guess  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ . It’s really late for me and I’m really tired so I may go ahead and get some sleep for tonight. Have a good one everyone^^ !

#[[P.S. in the tags]] #zero #about zero #long post #not a quote #shitthehousessay #it would be great if you could like not use this info against me. I already have tons of trust issues so I'm #entrusting you Internet Stranger to please respect that. I mean I'm not too worried tbh. Mel and Miki built a pretty good #community on this blog filled with tons of wonderful and kind people. You all are great!!! <3 #that being said it's still cool if you want to like/reblog this post (dunno why you would want to rb this but #I mean I won't get mad if you do)

[my-opened-diary]

1: The last person you kissed screams they love you, you say… I love you too

2: Did you get to sleep in today? Yes

3: You never know what you got until you lose it? So true

4: Do you have siblings? I have 2 step sisters

5: How many kids do you want? At least 2, but if I only have 1 it’s fine.

6: Who was the last person you held hands with? My ex.

7: Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss? No

8: Do you think if you died, the last person you kissed would care? Yes

9: Last person to talk on the phone? My manager

10: Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone? No

11: When’s your birthday? January 14

12: Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed? Like it was yesterday.

13: What kind of phone do you have? iPhones 8+

14: Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? Sweatpants

15: Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago? Yes

16: What were you doing at 4 am? Waking up to an anxiety attack.

17: Would you rather write a paper or give a speech? Write a paper

18: Are you lying to yourself about something? No

19: Last night you felt…? Upset, alone, sad, worried.

20: What’s something you cannot wait for? For everything to be okay one day.

21: Ever told your parents you were going somewhere but when somewhere different? Yes

22: How many hours of sleep did you get last night? I napped for 3 hours, then slept for 9, so 12.

23: Are you a morning or night person? Morning

24: What did you get your last bruise from? Probably my anemia.

25: Do you reply to all of your texts? God no.

26: Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for. What do you do? Answer.

27: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? Yes

28: Anyone you would like to get things straight with? My ex

29: How many months until your birthday? 2

30: Favorite thing to eat with peanut butter? Pretzels

31: Did you like this past summer? No

32: What were you doing before you got on the computer? Working

33: Your ex is sitting next to you, with their new partner. What do you do? Leave, go cry.

34: What is the last thing you said out loud? “Fuck”

35: Your mood summed into one word? Depressed.

36: Are you doing anything else besides taking this survey? Checking to see if my ex texts me.

37: What are your initials? NTJ

38: Are you a happy person? I am around other people.

39: Do you still talk to the person you liked 4 months ago? Everyday.

40: Where do you want to live when your older? Maybe Rhode Island, maybe Massachusetts.

41: Have you had your birthday this year? Yes

42: What did you do yesterday? Went to class and did homework.

43: What will you be doing tomorrow? Going to class and doing homework.

44: How late did you stay up last night? Not late at all.

45: Is there anyone you would do anything for? Yes

46: Is it hard to make you laugh? Not at all.

47: Do you believe ex’s can be just friends? Yes

48: Do you think any of your exes will eventually want to be with you again? I only care about 1, and I hope to God, I literally pray every night.

49: How many people have you had feelings for in the year of 2012? Probably no one it was 8th grade.

50: Do you wish your ex was dead? Absolutely not.

51: Have you ever dyed your hair? No.

52: Would ever take back someone that cheated? Yes

53: Was New Year’s Eve enjoyable? It was perfect.

54: Bet you’re missing someone right now? Like crazy.

55: How would your parents react if you got a tattoo? Oh God I’m dreading that day. 

56: Sleep on your back or stomach? Stomach

57: If you could move away, no questions asked, where would it be ? Italy.

58: What would you change about your life right now? My love life.

59: Has anything upset you in the past week? Yes.

60: Are you on the phone? No.

61: Today, would you rather go forward a week or back? Forward

62: Would you take $40,000 or a brand new car? $40,000

63: Have you ever talked to someone when they were high? Lol, yes.

64: Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone? Yes.

65: Have you ever copied someone elses homework? No.

66: Are you the type of person who likes to be out or at home? Depends on the mood.

67: Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up? Yes.

68: Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone? Most of the night.

69: Could you use some sleep right now? Yes.

70: Are you going to have a baby by the time you’re 18? I’m 20 and pregnant-free, lol.

71: Does it bother you when someone hides things from you? Yes.

72: What’s your favorite color? Tiffany blue or purple.

73: Have you ever slept in the same room with someone you liked? Yes.

74: Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand? Yes, yes, yes.

75: Do you get annoyed easily? Yes.

76: If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you? YES.

77: Do you have a person of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to? Yes.

78: Does anyone call you babe? No.

79: How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 3.

80: What do you prefer, relationship or one night stand? Relationship.

81: What color hoodie did you wear last? Light blue.

82: Is there someone who meant alot to you at one point, and isn’t around anymore? Yes.

#survey #love #about me

[lirulua]

Far Cry 5 Deputy Ask Meme

Meme from @blind-little-lamb​

The Basics

1. Give their full name, and describe them or post a picture! (Height, build, hair, eye, and skin color, etc.)

Name: Liru  Alma(Soul) Koro(Heart) Ceol(Music) Reyes(Kings)

Height: 5′10

Build: curvy-ish functioning muscle build 

Hair: Naturally honey blonde but she dyed it Gold-ish fading to orange to red like a phoenix that goes to above her but in this style 

Eye: Deep Sapphire blue with flecks of gold, green and red.

Skin Color: Tan-ish copper

Ect:

- She has self harm scars on her wrists from trying to end he life when she was 17

- She has a Hathor symbol on her right inner wrist 

- Has the eye of Ra on her right hand and the eye of Horus on her left with an Ankh on her heart

- A Treble Clef On the back of her neck

- Angel wings that cover her back and move onto her arms that show different times of day

- Ace of spades tattoo on her left palm and a snake eyes dice on her left

2. How old are they?

23

3. Sexuality and gender?

Pansexual Female

Pre-Game

1. How did they end up at the Hope County Sheriff’s Department? How long have they worked there?

They ended up in hope county for a change in scenery thinking it was quiet enough after what happened at her old town not being able to stand all of her crooked coworkers after getting fired for trying to change things she moved to hope county thinking her job as a deputy there would be better than Oregon’s 

2. Relationship with Pratt, Hudson, and Whitehorse?

Pratt: She isn’t very comfortable around men nor does she talk very much so she doesn’t know him very well

Hudson: she talks more with Hudson but not to much but she see’s her as an acquaintance 

Whitehorse: Again not very comfortable around men so she doesn’t know him very well enough

3. Do they have an education?

associates degree in music performance

4. Where are they from? Did they speak a different language there?

born in California raised in Oregon and speaks mostly English with some Spanish, Latin and japanese

5. Is there anyone outside the valley that might have come looking for them?

No

6. Did they have a religious background of any kind?

Nope

Inside Hope County

1. What was going through their head when the helicopter went down and during the subsequent chase?

FUCK SHIT BITCH

2. Were they afraid of Joseph and Eden’s Gate? Angry?

No because she rather be helping them but doesn’t approve of the way they “convert” people and she doesn’t go well with pain and to scared of the resistance’s reactions to her leaving them.

3. Did they trust Dutch?

Not exactly because something about him that just puts her off.

4. How did they feel about their team being taken by the cult, did they count them as lost, did they want them back, did they not care?

She wasn’t quiet sure what to think she didn’t think they were lost but just didn’t care enough to want them back but will still work to get them back because she believes that they don’t deserve to be treated like that.

5. How did they take to the idea of being part of, if not leading, the resistance?

She loathed it her anxiety made it very hard for her to look people in the eye let alone lead people maybe when she was younger and her anxiety wasn’t as bad or have been through what she has been through now, but now it is the worst possible scenario for her.

6. Which companions did they recruit, and who did they travel with the most?

Cheeseburger, Peaches, Boomer and some times Jess and also Nick because animals make her more comfortable and Jess because she is also good with animals and she tends to trust those good with animals who don’t use force and nick because nick and Kim just give off this vibe that make you feel at home.

7. Did they have time to find romance amidst the chaos? How did they do it?

The seed siblings because there is something that draws her to the like she has seen them before in another life.

7. Feelings about Joseph?

A man with a bad past you clearly has trauma but still applauds him for trying to work past even though it’s not in a very good way.

8. Feelings about the other Seeds?

Jacob: She’s a bit annoyed with his music box because it stopped working the first time jaCOB SO IT’S TIME TO STOP

John: Will slap him just about every encounter because of the tattoo which she cut off and as essentially just fucks with him over the radio finding ways to quote memes laughing when he bitches at her after looking them up about an hour or so later

Faith: Feels for her and loves her very dearly and the one she is the most comfortable when she isn’t in the bliss because it’s easier to breathe away from it

9. How did they handle having to kill animals and other humans? Had they done it before?

Animals are avoided at all costs and people it isn’t that hard for her.

10. Which canon ending did they choose in-game, and would you have changed the ending at all?

We aren’t gonna talk about that

Personal

1. Favorite weapon(s)?

Bow and arrows, any explosive, FIRE

2. Stealth or firepower?

- Stealth but enjoys causing explosion making chaos

3. How did they spend their time, when not fighting peggies?

Singing almost always to cal her nervous, swimming, eating, riding quads, playing with the animals, fishing, fucking with the seeds but in a friendly way [meme’s], wondering what could have happened if she joined the family instead

4. Where did they live during the events of the game?

Doesn’t really stay in one place but prefers cabins near any body of water

5. Any other facts you want to share about your Deputy!

- She has severe depression and anxiety, slight PTSD, will some times black out if she gets really angry [not really sorry Jacob but yeah]

-She has a black and white Norwegian forest cat name Izzibella that always seems to find her

-Her mom, and little brother were killed by her dad who tried to kill her but she killed him first and so are her two friends which were 7 and 11 when they died so she stopped getting attached to people.

-Loves music and animals more then her own life 

-When she get attached to someone she would do anything for them unless it hurt innocents

#far cry 5 #jacob seed #jacob seed x deputy #john seed #john seed x deputy #joseph seed #joseph seed x deputy #faith seed #faith seed x deputy

[always-is-nevereal]

Tag thingie

tagged by @lvespanab I purple you!💜

Rules: answer 30 Q’s and tag up to 20 blogs 

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1-Nicknames: Viv, Lau, Vivi, Lala!🍟

2- Gender: Female

3- Zodiac: Sagittarius 

4- Height: Uh about 5″2 (163 cm)

5- Age: 17

6- Time: 3:04 pm

7- Favorite groups/solo artists: OMG, I Love BTS!!, Bring me the horizon, Coldplay, Guns n roses, Justin Bieber, Shawn Mendes,The 1975, Khalid! Uh David Guetta! ,Blackpink, Got7, Juanes! (lol), Daft punk, Manuel Medrano, The chainsmokers!, Michael Jackson!, Aerosmith! Paramore! and uh the list goes on, I just love music in general!  

8- Song stuck in my head: Airplane Pt. 2 asdfghjkl

9- Last movie I saw: Just friends, lol it was kinda weird but cute 🙃

10- Last thing I googled: Saesang fans lmao

11- Other blogs: Uh I had another one I only used to stalk people and uh other stuff.. lol🤭

12- Do I get asks: Nope, not at all :( 

13- Why I chose my username: It’s uh bc one of my old best friend and I used to tell each other “always”, we stopped talking for a while so I got depressed and uh decided that “always’ are never real. lol 

14- Following: 1220, Yes I like even numbers 

15- Amount of sleep: Uh I’d say around 8 hours(? tho now is summer so I’m definitely gonna sleep more.

16- Lucky number: Don’t really have one but 28?

17- What am I wearing: This ugly ass oversized grey T-shirt that is oddly comfy and black shorts

18- Dream job: BTS’s photographer or BTS’s make up artist lmao actually anybody’s photographer🙂  

19- Dream trip: I really wanna go to Berlin, Amsterdam, South Korea (duh), Paris!!, Tokyo, London, Asdfgthjkl I wanna go all around the world!

20- Favorite food: Lasagna, Pasta, Empanadas! I love food.

21- Play instruments: Lmao nice joke, I’m willing to learn tho, somebody be my teacher pls☹️

22- Played sports: Used to be a cheerleader lol, long ago. I rather work out now

23- Hair and eye color: My hair is light brownish, kinda blondish and my eyes are a mix of blue,green,gray and yellow in the middle 🙃

24- Most iconic song: DNA, Youth, omg I can’t think of one only *anxiety*

25- Languages I can speak: Spanish, English and I’m learning Korean :)

26- Random fact: I love kissing people, I’m bisexual lol🌈 and I love Jeon Jungkook♥️

27- Describe yourself as aesthetic things: Only thing I can think about is a Polaroid or uh holographic stuff or things with stars on them yas, yas.

28- Biggest fear: Darkness, being abandoned. 

29- Tattoos: I don’t have any but hopefully this year I’m getting my first one, I have piercings tho :) 

30-If you could be the combination of two animals what would they be? Probably a Koala and uh a panda! 

Thanks for tagging me babe, I love you 💜💜@lvespanab

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@missmendelsohn did this and it seemed fun so i had a go...

1. What is your nickname? Sez, Sezzy, Sezla etc…

2. How old are you? 22

3. What is your birth month? January

4. What is your zodiac sign? Capricorn

5. What is your favorite color? All colours are beaut! My faves would have to be green and purple though.

6. What’s your lucky number? 2

7. Do you have any pets? Yes- An energetic whimsical blue roan cocker spaniel called Monty, a cute and sleepy CavaPooTzu called Rory, and a pretty sassy tortie cat named Jazz.

8. Where are you from?  England

9. How tall are you? 5′2 (actually 5’1 ¾)

10. What shoe size are you? 5.5-6 usually

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? Too many! I think about… 18?

12. Are you random? Very very random… and weird!

13. Last person you texted? On text, my dad. On Whatsapp, my boyfriend.

14. Are you psychic in any way? I really don’t think so, definitely have never successfully predicted the future, apart from one-off coincidences.

15. Last TV show watched? The Handmaid’s Tale

16. Favorite movie? The Harry Potter series, and out of them, Prisoner of Azkaben.

17. Favorite show from your childhood? Scooby Doo! I was obsessed!

18. Do you want children? Yes I think so.

19. Do you want a church wedding? No not really… maybe something in the countryside or on a beach.

20. What is your religion? None.

21. Have you ever been to the hospital? Once, when I had a tendon problem in my right foot from Gymnastics.

22. Have you ever gotten in trouble with the law? Nooopee!

23. How is life? Improving, but my anxiety is causing me a lot of hassle from time to time.

24. Baths or showers? It depends on my mood. If I’m feeling lazy and want to unwind I’ll go for a bath. If I want to get on with my day and wake myself up I’ll choose a shower.

25. What colour socks are you wearing? None!

26. Have you ever been famous? Lol… no.

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? No I want to have freedom to go places and not be recognised.

28. What type of music do you like? A blend of Indie, Pop, Rock and Television soundtracks!

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? No but it could be fun.

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? I have 5 because it’s a double bed… including 1 cute hedgehog cushion.

31. What position do you usually sleep in? On my side.

32. How big is your house? It’s a flat… quite roomy but not too big,

33. What do you typically have for breakfast? Cereal- normally chocolate hoops with milk, and a piece of fruit- either banana or kiwi fruit.

34. Have you ever left the country? Yes quite a lot of times.

35. Have you ever tried archery? Yes it was really cool! I’d love to try it again.

36. Do you like anyone? I like many people :) 

37. Favorite swear word? Erm…bloody hell… is that a swear word? I say it a lot anyway!

38. When do you fall asleep? Between 11 and 12.

39. Do you have any scars? One on each knee and a few mini ones on my right hand (Clumsy!)

40. Sexual orientation? Straight 

41. Are you a good liar? I can tell a good white lie but not big lies.

42. What languages would you like to learn? Spanish, German, Mandarin.

43. Top 10 songs? This is soooo hard! 1. Laura Palmer (Bastille) 2. Scare Away The Dark (Passenger) 3. Send Them Off! (Bastille) 4. Arsonist’s Lullaby (Hozier) 5. Radioactive (Imagine Dragons) 6. Lies (McFly) 7. Cough Syrup (Young The Giant) 8. Life’s For The Living (Passenger) 9. Any Tenth Doctor theme variations inc. The Doctor Forever & Vale Decem (Murray Gold) 10. This is Gallifrey (Murray Gold).

And that’s in no particular order :)

44. Do you like your country? Yeah its cool.

45. Do you have friends on the web? Yes a few :)

46. What is your personality type? INFJ (The Advocate)

47. Hogwarts house? Gryffindor

48. Can you curl your tongue? Yes I can!

49. Pick one fictional character you can relate to

Clara!!!

50. Left or right handed? Right

51. Are you scared of spiders? I’m petrified… sometimes I almost stop breathing if one comes near me!

52. Favorite food? Chocolate!!

53. Favorite foreign food? Greek is nice… especially Moussaka

54. Are you a clean or messy person? I like things to be clean but most of the time I procrastinate and leave things in a state  

55. If you could switch your gender for a day, what would you do? Probably something I shouldn’t say lol

56. What colour underwear? Black

57. How long does it take for you to get ready? About 45 mins to 1 hour

58. Do you have much of an ego? No not at all tbh

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? Definitely suck :P

60. Do you talk to yourself? I do a lot!

61. Do you sing to yourself? Yes, often.

62. Are you a good singer? Nopppeeee, may people tell me I am tone deaf!

63. Biggest fears? Fear of death and losing loved ones.

64. Are you a gossip? I can be sometimes, but I can keep a secret when necessary.

65. Are you a grammar Nazi? I can be, but mostly I don’t care about that much

66. Do you have long or short hair? Mid-length – up to my shoulders, and very unruly

67. Can you name all 50 states of America? No chance!

68. Favorite school subject? Science – Biology and Chemistry; and Art!

69. Extrovert or introvert? Introvert with some extroverted traits

70. Have you ever been scuba diving? No but that’d be so cool!

71. What makes you nervous? I have anxiety so any anxious thoughts I have really. Also big social situations.

72. Are you scared of the dark? No, the dark is fine.

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? If it is necessary yes; I wouldn’t do it all the time cause it would be annoying.

74. Are you ticklish? Yes, especially on my feet.

75. Have you ever started a rumour? No not that sort of person.

76. Have you ever been out of your home country? Yes on a few holidays in Europe

77. Have you ever drank underage? Yes but it was always with my parents permission :P

78. Have you ever done drugs? No!

79. What do you fantasize about? Being free from anxiety.

80. How many piercings do you have? My ear lobes, and one helix piercing,

81. Can you roll your R’s? No I don’t.

82. How fast can you type? Quite fast.

83. How fast can you run? I used to run very fast but then I injured my foot so not so much anymore.

84. What color is your hair? Brown with gingery tones.

85. What color are your eyes? Bluey- grey

86. What are you allergic to? Not much, some medications, lotions and plasters

87. Do you keep a journal? Yes, and I should write in it more often tbh

88. Are you depressed about anything? Yes, having anxiety makes me sad quite a lot.

89. Do you like your age? Yeah I suppose so, but things were better in my late teens,

90. What makes you angry? Myself and my negative thoughts

91. Do you like your own name? Yeah it’s okay

92. Did you ever get a foreign object up your nose? No, thankfully.

93. Do you want a boy or a girl for a child? One of each would be nice!

94. What talents do you have? Gymnastics- I do a great handstand!

95. Sun or moon? I appreciate both :P

96. How did you get your name? My mum and dad chose it…. They didn’t want anything too girly and wanted it traditional

97. Are you religious? No not really

98. Have you ever been to a therapist? Yes a few, I have a counsellor at the moment too.

99. Colour of your bedspread? At the moment- brown and white

100. Colour of your room? Purple

Anyone who wants to do this too, feel free!

#me #about me #my stuff #tagging #questions #100 questions

[erectionsandtea]

100 Questions

Tagged by @mileven-and-contemplation (you gave me something to do today)

1. What is your nickname? Maddy is my nickname :P

2. How old are you? Too fucking old, okay

3. What is your birth month? August

4. What is your zodiac sign? Leo

5. What is your favorite color? Blue, any shade :)

6. What’s your lucky number? 13, lol

7. Do you have any pets? 5 mollys (1 adult and 4 babies), 6 tetras, and a black mystery snail (all freshwater fishies and creatures) :D

8. Where are you from? ‘Murica

9. How tall are you? Like 5′7″ or so ?

10. What shoe size are you? 9 1/2 ? Give or take

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? A box-full, maybe...10 pairs if we’re including slippers? Dude, I’m not sure of anything, half of my answers will end in question marks :P

12. Are you random? You tell me

13. Last person you texted? The bf :3

14. Are you psychic in any way?

15. Last TV show watched? Currently rewatching American Dad, last show not rewatched though..the new season of Archer

16. Favorite movie? 12 Angry Men (and then How to Train Your Dragon)

17. Favorite show from your childhood? Depends on what constitutes “childhood”, but I’m gonna say The Simpsons and Futurama (basically Matt Groening was my childhood)

18. Do you want children? Idk, maybe someday

19. Do you want a church wedding? Sure, if I get married, but the church has to be by a beach

20. What is your religion? I identify as neo-Pagan

21. Have you ever been to the hospital? Once when 5 year-old me thought I broke my arm, and another time to the psych ward

22. Have you ever gotten in trouble with the law? Uhhh, I walked to the library once when I was like 10 without telling my parents, and a policeman picked me up, does that count?

23. How is life? A bitch, but sometimes a nice bitch, sooo basically normal

24. Baths or showers? Showers

25. What color socks are you wearing? I’m not wearing socks

26. Have you ever been famous? Briefly among Supernatural fans, when I wrote and performed this during the 2013 Mishapocalypse, I mean that’s the closest I’ve ever been (and probably ever will be)

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? I used to think so, but imagine the anxiety, fuck no

28. What type of music do you like? Literally a little bit of everything, at least one song in every genre (but mainly I’m stuck on ‘80s jams)

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? Not yet, lol

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? Four

31. What position do you usually sleep in? On my side or on my stomach

32. How big is your house? One story

33. What do you typically have for breakfast? I’d rather get extra sleep in the morning

34. Have you ever left the country? No, but that time is coming, soon I’ll have been all over the world!

35. Have you ever tried archery? Yes! Every year at summer camp for like...6-8 years? I was pretty decent, too.

36. Do you like anyone? My boyfriend and Anna Kendrick

37. Favorite swear word? FUCK

38. When do you fall asleep? After lying in bed for like, an hour

39. Do you have any scars? Yes, and let’s leave it at that

40. Sexual orientation? If I like you, I like you

41. Are you a good liar? Fuck no

42. What languages would you like to learn? I’d like to get better at ASL, and then I’d like to learn German (but I’m absolute CRAP at languages)

43. Top 10 songs? The only two that matter are Hooked On a Feeling by Blue Swede and Footloose by Kenny Loggins

44. Do you like your country?

45. Do you have friends on the web? Yeah

46. What is your personality type? The type that people eventually get sick of and leave

47. Hogwarts house? ‘Puff pride, bitch

48. Can you curl your tongue? Noooope

49. Pick one fictional character you can relate to?

50. Left or right handed? Right

51. Are you scared of spiders? Definitely not fond of them

52. Favorite food? Cheese, and then potatoes (especially cheesy potatoes!)

53. Favorite foreign food? Idk man, I just like food, I’m discovering new amazing stuff all the time

54. Are you a clean or messy person? I want to be clean but I’m too lazy and messy

55. If you could switch your gender for a day, what would you do? Be the sassiest, most fashionable, and most adorable drunk gay boy in the club (so basically be Eddie Kaspbrak)

56. What color underwear? Uhhh...commando?

57. How long does it take for you to get ready? 20 minutes if I actually care, 5 if I don’t

58. Do you have much of an ego? As a Leo, you’d think so, but the truth is, NOPE

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? Suck first, then bite

60. Do you talk to yourself? Who doesn’t do this at some point?

61. Do you sing to yourself? Yesss

62. Are you a good singer? I like to think so, I know I’m not terrible

63. Biggest fears? Being alone

64. Are you a gossip? Not really..?

65. Are you a grammar Nazi? I wouldn’t be if people knew how to spell and use proper punctuation, etc.

66. Do you have long or short hair? Short on one side, shorter on the other :P

67. Can you name all 50 states of America? No, I always forget at least one

68. Favorite school subject? Choir :P (until college, then my favorite class was psychology)

69. Extrovert or introvert? An extroverted introvert

70. Have you ever been scuba diving? Yes, I took classes a year-and-a-half ago and we went to Monterey bay!

71. What makes you nervous? The better question is what doesn’t make me nervous?

72. Are you scared of the dark? ...yes. Sometimes.

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? I try to

74. Are you ticklish? Everywhere.

75. Have you ever started a rumor? Nope

76. Have you ever been our of your home country? Not yet, but soon

77. Have you ever drank underage? Yep, started trying things when I was 13

78. Have you ever done drugs? Yup

79. What do you fantasize about? My ships

80. How many piercings do you have? 6 lobe (3 in each ear), 2 helix (in my left ear), 1 tragus (in my right ear), and 1 nose piercing (next I’m planning to get a daith piercing, idk which side yet) (here is a chart for anyone who does not know the ear terminology)

81. Can you roll your R’s? I’ve done it 3 times in my life, all 3 were luck

82. How fast can you type? Super fucking fast, bro (and without looking at the keyboard)

83. How fast can you run? I haven’t’ run for like, 4 years, idk, but my best mile time was around 8 minutes in high school :P

84. What color is your hair? You tell me, I think it’s brown, but sometimes it looks different, like dirty blonde..?

85. What color are your eyes? Hazel :)

86. What are you allergic to? Probably dust or pollen, and my mom thinks I was allergic to our cat, but that was never looked into

87. Do you keep a journal? Tried, could never keep it up

88. Are you depressed about anything? EDIT: okay, mildly depressed, idk about what, I wish I did, but oh well, life fucking sucks that way

89. Do you like your age? ????

90. What makes you angry? Stupid drivers and people who are assholes to customer service workers

91. Do you like your own name? Uhh, it’s unique, so yeah I guess

92. Did you ever get a foreign object up your nose? Yeah, I once put a tiny plastic decorative berry up there just to see if I could, and it got stuck but I was able to get it out just before I had to go onstage for a play I was in :P

93. Do you want a boy or a girl for a child? One of each!

94. What talents do you have? If being mediocre at things still counts as talent, then I guess I can sing, play guitar, ukulele, and piano/keyboard, crochet, knit, rap, and write...but meh, I’m basically an expert amateur

95. Sun or moon?

96. How did you get your name? My parents wanted something unique, and they thought this name was elegant

97. Are you religious? Not at all

98. Have you ever been to a therapist? Yep, still seeing one now and planning on continuing in the future

99. Color of your bedspread? The one on my bed right now is red, but I also have a blue and an orange

100. Color of your room? White, but covered in posters and things

Idk who to tag, but if you want to do this, please do it, feel free! :D

Except for @killian-morelike-killingme and @textualselection, because I just feel like it xD

#maddy makes a post #100 questions #mileven-and-contemplation #can't believe I completed this but it was fun :) so here ya go