#Like i don't remember Nirnaeth hitting as much in my first few readthroughs as it did now

[khaedis]

“Then Maedhros alone stood aside, but Fëanor caused fire to be set to the white ships of the Teleri.”

I’m experiencing Silmarillion feels again somebody help

#maedhros #silmarillion #tolkien #silmarillion fanart #silm #maitimo #nelyo #do i seriously wanna tag this with every single name the dude has #my best friend finished reading the silm for the first time some weeks ago #and i was successfully dragged back into this hell #so much so that maedhros isn’t even my favourite elf (it’s tyelpe) the angst i experienced during our discussions was just unbearable #when it comes to this guy; it just hurts so much ugh #i love nelyo so so so so much he is trying his best #art tag #ive been in this fandom for almost a decade but i think the true levels of pain are only hitting me now #now that i have someone irl to suffer together with #Like i don't remember Nirnaeth hitting as much in my first few readthroughs as it did now #I knew *that* fingon scene was coming and i still cried #Same with the end of the first age #I knew where (and how) the silmarils would end up #Still didn't help with the overwhelming pain