Something about DID, or honestly really any mental health issue that causes dissociation, that always fucks me up is how absolutely tiring, and sometimes painful it can be.
Dissociative and switch-related headaches hurt and are so tiring, so quickly.
I'm still shaking. And so scared. I don't know what to do. I went out with Janis last night. She wanted to go to this abandoned factory? I didn't really want to go, but she would have gone without me. So I went.
It was dark. Really dark. Our flashlights didn't do a lot to change the lighting. And there sounds. Whispers. Janis had this crazed look in her eyes and she wouldn't answer my questions. She was carrying a notebook and had a whistle around her neck. I only remember it because it disappeared at some point and I can't remember her removing it.
Then we arrived at a dead end. There was a hole in the wall, pitch black. The light did nothing. And the whispers got louder and louder. I was so scared. I remember tugging on Janis' arm, trying to get her to leave. She wouldn't move. I was so scared. I ran. I ran and ran, the whispers following me the whole way.
I left her there. She hasn't answered her phone. She hasn't come back.
I have 4 long WIP’s in the making for Kinktober for Midoriya, Dabi, Shoto, and a second part to my AoT reverse harem. All of them DO include, or are centered around, Dark Content (DC), some Monster F🫠king, and all ages are 21+.
If you’d like something that doesn’t involve DC, or a BNHA/AoT character, please send me an ask or a message for what you want.
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Thank you for being so fucking amazing, understanding, and patient. You have no idea how much I appreciate y’all 🖤🖤
P.S. The last parts of PITA are still being written. I’ve said it before but, it’s my baby. That’s the first fic I started actually writing and I want the end to justify the whole, ya know?
It's been a while. I've been trying to process everything. I ened up going back to try and find Janis, but I couldn't. It's like we were never even there. She never answered her phone and eventually the police said they couldn't do anything else. I've going to class, just going through the motions and trying to get through the day. It isn't easy.
I wish I hadn't left her behind. I should have stayed to help her.
Hello, I’m Lilith but you can call me Lily if you’d like. I’m a trans woman and lesbian. I’m a vampire and I work at the same tattoo shop as my brother, I also work at a salon when I have the time.
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