#Logically I know that's probably not true. I hope. Unless? 👀

[bi-vexual]

aaaa the fucking anxiety of "you're a terrible player and everyone just tolerates you at the table" 😬😬😬😬😬

#Logically I know that's probably not true. I hope. Unless? 👀 #Party members keep fighting with my characters (3 seperate occasions in 3 seperate campaigns) and I'm just 😭 #Please tell me it's not cause I'm an annoying player and my characters suck and are annoying to deal with #Like ofc out of game people tell me that it's nothing personal and nothing against me but it just keeps happening so my anxiety spikes lmao #I know exactly why people sometimes fight my cleric. I built her specifically so she can get knocked down a couple pegs #She's very convinced the things that were taught to her are the only good and right things because really that's the only pov she ever #Learned #So understandably our druid who's much shadier and much more cool with blatantly lying and hiding things is gonna be annoyed with her #Self righteousness! It's very interesting and I like the conflict #But now someone in my new campaign fully came at my character even though I think she wasn't acting super self righteous or anything #So now I'm doubting everything like is it just me am I annoying am I a pain to deal and play with lmao #No hate to the player I love them and they're amazing it's just my own dumb brain dissecting and over analyzing every single interaction #I've ever had in dnd or otherwise lmao #ANYWAYS the new campaign is really fucking fun and I love it and all the characters #The only character no one would ever come at I think is guardian cause they're sweet and gentle 💚 but frankly they also don't have many #Opinions on things cause they're still very new to the world lmao