#MY SOUL DIED OKAY

[aroaceleovaldez]

i think this mspaint doodle deserves to be presented without context

#pjo #percy jackson #nico di angelo #will solace #my art #blood // #the context was my hc of Nico being basically the chores guy for the Underworld #and post-HoO him being tasked with cleaning up all the escaped souls who got out of the Doors of Death #but with the bonus reward of ''if you take care of those souls we'll let hazel come and go from the underworld whenever she wants'' #and Nico just going ''OKAY'' cause goodness knows he would kill & maim so his sis can have nice things

[heretherebedork]

I am so useless for Kiseki.

We've got a couple where the memories between them are opposite because one has the past and the future but not the present while the other has no past or future but only the present.

And we have the brothers in all but blood who shared a night that one remembers all too clearly and one is begging to know and understand.

And all of them are communicating with food, spices and sweets, a feast to keep him there and a bakery to share their memories.

This show.

#kiseki: dear to me #taiwanese bl #fan ze rui x bai zong yi #taiwan bl #taiwan drama #kdtm #chen yi x ai di #ai di x chen yi #kiseki dear to me #taiwanese drama #bl drama #bl series #asianlgbtqdramas #asian lgbtq dramas #taiwanese series #taiwanese bl series #taiwanese bl drama #this show owns my soul okay?!!? #and is going to hurt so much

[mishqua]

"You can't be rid of me. You will never be rid of me." The mirror told him hatefully.

The dark-haired boy turned away, hands clenched.

"You can't run from this, coward. You can't run from the truth," the mirror continued to snarl.

"It doesn't matter." The boy answered, "You can't do anything to me from there,"

The mirror snarled again, "You will regret this. You will regret killing me-"

"Why?" The boy interrupted, "Isn't that what you wanted to do to me?" Red flashed momentarily in the green eyes and the boy smiled, a mockery of how Harry Potter used to, "Why will I ever regret living?"

#au where harry is the one died and the horcrux lived #tomarry #harry potter #harrymort #tom riddle #tom/harry #lvhp #mishqut drabble #okay so i was reminded of ahh kungfu panda where the villain was like- you cant defeat me you are a big fat panda #and harry is like you are a shard of a fucking soul #horcrux tom be like- my shifu taught me the wushi hold

[b4kuch1n]

the legends speak of it as a kind of enthrallment: the life ended by the tiger is tied to the tiger. in this way there is a line of souls following the beast, for no reason except to show that they were killed. that they could be saved - if only the beast would die [...] in the dark of the wood you see it walk, shadow to shadow, followed by loss after loss after loss, a tail trailing seemingly into the deep death of night [...]

#bakuspecial #cw: body horror #cw: nudity #ask to tag #hi. this is actually not at all the piece Ive been sitting on. I just suddenly really wanted to sketch this at 4 last night #and now. it got done before the one Ive been looking at for uhhhh four days! awesome #this legend I only know like colloquially but it is real btw. iirc #like if a tiger mauls u ur soul has to follow it around until it does #dies. I mean dies. when it does anything is kinda why ur there in the first place #this is very divorced from its full context tho lol tigers and most big animals were generally thought to be long lived and uh. magic? #like they become sapient. when they live long enough. and they start learning spells n shit #so when u become tiger thrall its assumed the tiger actually has stuff for u to do. ur not just following it doin nothing #granted the stuff its assumed it'd want u to do's probably fucking up people's lives or find more stuff for the tiger #greed is also assumed for these beasts generally. so yeah #okay holy fuck I should NOT be awake rn. my brain is not working anymore #have a good night lads. had a really fucking good beef stew tonite. here's to many more of those and for u guys to have some

[bl0omss]

oh. my. JIIIIIIIm. I just watched The Star and Jerry and I-

Like wow like :) that :) sure was a roller coaster of emotions and I’m :)) definitely not okay :’))

#WHAT THE ACTUAL FORK #WHAT #WHAT???!?? #WHAT?!!!!!!!! #WHAT IS GOING ON #I LITERALLY CANT PROCESS EVERYTHING I JUST WITNESSED I AM NOT OKAY #:) #fionna and cake #the star fionna and cake #jerry fionna and cake #adventure time #first gojo then like literally EVERYONE in AT I- #when they went to the lich’s world and bmo died a part of my soul died too #fionna and cake spoilers #:)))) #WHERE WAS FINN AND JAKE IN THE EVIL MARCY WORLD? #WHY IS PRISMO AND SCARAB’S BOSS A LITERAL ORB? A SENTIENT ORB #LITERALLY HIS NAME IS ORBO #WHERE WERE FINN AND JAKE IN LICH WORLD WHY DIDNT THEY STOP THE LICH? #PLS SOMEONE ANYONE I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS AND NO ANSWERS?!?!?!?

[questioningpunctuation]

OOKAY IVE BEEN THINKING.

should you kill the "leader" of a team first or last? the leader in this case just being the most well known or the one everyone takes commands from. so y'know.. leader stuff. to set the scene, say.. there's a group of like four or five people, and they've been caught together or are in some sort of deadly situation. they're all going to die one way or another, but which way would fuck them up emotionally the most? .. torture aside. i'm picturing a shot to the head or something. would it be to, A: kill the leader first. or B: kill the leader last?

here are MY thoughts! feel free to add onto this or reblog or whatever. i'm really curious as to what you guys think!! they're all down there cause i don't want to make this too long.,

killing the leader first could symbolize the end of the team, like a bad omen or something idk. cause it would be pretty fucked up to see the person you've looked up to or been working with, who time and time again has made it out of things alive and taken charge to make sure everything's okay, just.. die. right in front of you, like their life never meant anything, and there's nothing you could do about it. like., you love your leader, huh? TOO BAD!! shoots them in the head

HOWEVER, killing the leader last would be pretty fucked up as well. because they'd be seeing the people they've devoted their time and resources and emotions to, just *splat*. gone! it would be pretty soul crushing to see your best friends and allies in their last moments, knowing that you failed them, and it was your decisions that led up to their deaths. and by the time the leader dies, they're glad. because they wouldn't have anything to live for anyways

SO!! i think it depends on who you want to inflict this pain onto, but either way, they're all gonna die. i may or may not have started thinking about this because of the killjoys,.. totally not aha..

#not proofread #okay but the SING music video really fucked me up.. #like the way party poison dies and how everyone does their best to keep going but they just end up dead too #AND THE GIRL BEING THE ONLY ONE WHO MAKES IT OUT ALIVE #soul crushing. #PLEASE give me your thoughts #i need to know #polls #ddttlotfk #kinda #my polls #writing? #i don't know how to tag this #riddler rambles

[seashell-telephone]

just finished the burning god and the end of the poppy war trilogy and… i was so sure i knew what would happen but i did NOT and now im crying… again…

#the burning god #r f kuang #the poppy war trilogy #the poppy war spoilers #HOW was this the ending???!??? how… #i dont wanna spoil but i was soooo sure i knew who would survive and well.. #i was very wrong.. this is so sad and yet i get it bc somehow but just like..NO #idk… this series really got me and i dont even know why really but omg #help #okay real spoilers after this… warning… #i knew rin wouldnt make it okay #killed me but i knew it… however!?!? #ur telling me kitay died?!?? kitay and not nezha???!!! #kitay the only sane one in the gang #i felt in my soul he would be the only survivor somehow and his last moments… im gonna cry all over again #not okay

[thedreemer-artrequestsopen]

pigs can’t see the sky until they’re in it

I’ve genuinely been crying over the fact that pigs can’t see the sky.

#I won’t be okay until every pig can see the sky #Also Duex face died :[ #There’s twice as many stars #Pig #boar #my art #art tag #artwork #drawing #black art #art #artists on tumblr #illustration #sad thoughts #sad art #vent art #my friends didn’t take me seriously #pigs have souls too #It’s not just about the pigs #sky #mybrothercantseethis #sketch #traditional art

[iwoulddieforienzo]

Something that makes reading TOA so devastating is how fucking much Apollo feels about Everything. There’s so MUCH. Like I don’t even know how to describe it to you if you haven’t read the books yourself. He has so many complicated thoughts and emotions about just about everything and he cares about everything so much and there is just SO MUCH going on in his head. And yet none of it ever reaches his mouth!!

He almost never says what he’s feeling. What little comes out of his mouth about his thoughts barely even scratches the surface of what he actually means. Like he’ll be having a long ass monologue about how incredible someone is, showing a deep understanding of them as a person and empathizing with them so hard you’d almost think it’s projection but it’s not he’s legitimately just mind melding with this random person he met like a week ago and he’s thinking the softest, kindest thoughts about them like he knows they’re fucking incredible - and what comes out of his mouth is just like, “you’re a wonderful friend :)” AND ITS LIKE. THERES SO MUCH MORE UNDER THE SURFACE. the sheer admiration and adoration he has for everyone around him……… UGHHH!!! But he never VOICES ANY OF IT!!!!!! He never tells anyone about what Zeus did to him……. He never tells anyone except the reader about his realization that Zeus is abusive…. He never even tells commodus about how much he adored him, not then and not now… he refuses to tell anyone when he’s in pain or tries to justify the things he does when he actually had Decent Reasons for why he did something… I’m. I’M. AUGH. AHHHHH

HE DOESN’T EVEN TELL US ALL OF HIS THOUGHTS IS THE THING. THERES EVEN MORE THAT HE IS NOT TELLING US!!!!! THE FUCKING OCEAN OF FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS HE HAS ABOUT EVERYTHING IS THE CLIFF NOTES VERSION. I AM IN DISTRESS.

And YET…. Even what slips out of his mouth is so fucking devastating it is SO devastating. He’s so fucking kind and gentle with Harley and Meg and and other younger Demis and his kids… he’ll act like an obstinate idiot and then turn around say something that drags the core of the person he’s talking to into the light like nail on the fucking HEAD like he reached into their soul and gave them the words to express something that they were struggling to say aloud or that they didn’t even realize about themself. Around the 2nd book he starts putting voice to some of his feelings and thoughts about others and even that tiny fucking sliver is overwhelming to the people he’s talking to bc he’s SO. AUGHHHH

#this is why ‘reading the TOA books’ fics fucking slap btw. because as embarrassing as his thoughts can be #so many of them are just incoherent screaming about how he loves everyone around him. devastating #like imagine helping out ur loser deadbeat dad who you don’t really know much about bc he’s flighty and hard to read #and finding out ‘wow he cares about us a lot more than I thought’ #bc he literally almost dies to save you/your siblings and keeps following you all around everywhere #but he’s still like. your weirdo absentee dad. u don’t know hardly anything new about him other than an apparent suicidal streak #and then u find out that the whole time he was whining about chicken nuggets or whatever he was internally sobbing abt how much he loves u #and every time u were nearby he was going ‘MY BEAUTIFUL PERFECT BABY… JUST AS INCREDIBLE AS THEIR MORTAL PARENT!!!! BEAUTIFUL LIKE THE SUN! #HOW DID I EVEN MAKE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PERFECT BABY. UNREAL. THEY CANT BE MINE!? BUT THEY ARE!!! LOOK AT THEMMM!!?!!! IM SO PROUD…… #my beautiful perfect angels… all of their parents best traits and none of our worst…. I am Barely restraining myself from sobbing #i would give u the WORLD if my father wouldn’t kill me for it :(‘ #and it’s like. wow. okay dad. um. would have been nice to know that when we were all dying in The War #Please Hug Me Though. #imagine being a Random Ass Demigod who didn’t go on a big special quest or something like you are literally just Some Guy #and finding out that this weirdo loser god u gave a sandwhich to or something thinks you are so fucking cool #your own parent doesn’t know ur name but Apollo knows u on sight and read ur soul within the 2 seconds yall talked and he thinks you rock #how are you supposed to respond to that. #snack time #toa #longpost

[embersign]

I drew a meme based on: https://twitter.com/i/status/1640193210382442496

#meme #Ranirus #LMAO #my art #art #question mark #I died okay #I love this video with my soul

[rindomness]

rereading a bunch of the stuff i wrote about azar and asha for ask games in the past and having the slow realization that oh. oh no azar is a lot like glenn

#IT'S SO FUCKING FUNNY #HELLO? #FUCKING. yeah. okay #and like. #yknow. if you are specifically bany banyanas blair dearfriend reading this. you know #head in my hands. my darling awful child is like glenn. yeah. well i mean like. #their thing is they literally didnt grow up. they died and theyve been scamming people out of their lives and souls for a millennium now #and they tend to just sorta. ignore and run away from emotional problems. #so like. yeah. i get it. #but also it's so fucking funny #glenn. of all of them. #anyway if you're down here asha is so much like henry i had to scream when i thought about it #also i think if i put azar and glenn in a room together they would probably fucking hate each other

[lambjock]

he is everything to me, i fear !!

#my posts. #little hope #re-watching a lh playthrough and seeing the miltons sends me into a cationic state i swear #i'm like ugh DAVID!!! TABITHA!!! #nobody understands my Insanity towards them and nobody gets them like i do but that's okay #david really is everything to me though. his curator cut scene changed my brain chemistry for life #like he is the original. he's the echoed footprint the rest of the d's follow yet all that personality has been washed away #& now all that remains in the d's that was true for david is their unwavering devotion and love for the t's #people don't talk often enough about how david dies like. on PURPOSE. or at least more willingly then most #everyone else fought it. everyone else spat and kicked and died cursing or begging. but david? he dies quiet #because he wanted to. he really damned his soul to a cycle of rebirth and gruesome deaths simply because he !! #loved tabitha too much to let her die and not go with her !! like wow david you are EVERYTHING to me #tired of the t&d borderline codependency and why their arcs intertwine the way they do going unnoticed ... they'll always be real to me <3 #also ngl dennis is still my fave d but david is really close adjskdjksk

[lesbianlotties]

can someone explain to me why the fuck did i think it would be a good idea to rewatch this fucking show and fucking episode 108 and the fucking scene where laura lee

#I HATE IT HEREEEE 😭😭😭😭 #SHE TECHNICALLY DID IT SHE WAS FLYING THE PLANE AND SHE WAS SO HAPPY SHE WAS GOING TO SAVE THEM 😭😭😭😭 #THE LOTTIELEE HUG AND LOTTIE SCREAMING AND FUCK I'M SCREAMING TOO 😭 #there's way too much to think about laura lee's death #my girl literally died in the sky. went to heaven in body and soul #only one that didn't leave a body behind #also it's never their fault exactly but #lottie letting laura lee get on the plane. shauna letting jackie sleep outside. travis letting javi go after natalie #i'm going to cry okay? <3 #watching yellowjackets

[laikaflash]

The Soul Edge/Blade comic translations are now complete! Li Long enlists Mitsurugi’s help in winning Chie’s heart... The same guy, in-story, whom Li Long thought had murdered her, but... eh, don’t worry about it right now. Chie is the woman shown in this artbook page; in-story, she’s a Fu-ma ninja on the lam and Taki’s childhood friend. (I kid you not, the Fu-ma clan have a lot going in the background of this series.) Anyway, as always, click the images for less blur (and my silly captions).

Title: “Go for it, Li Long!” Volume

Page 1

Vertical panel: Li Long. Born October 23. Age: 24. Blood type: B.

After an incident in which his beloved Chie was attacked by a mysterious swordsman, he starts hunting swordsmen... And then, he happens upon Soul Edge.

Panel 1: “Li Long was in love with a girl named Chie.”

Other girl: “So...”

Panel 2: “In order to express his feelings to her...”

Li Long: “All right! I’m gonna do it...”

Panel 3: “He decided to write a love letter...”

Li Long: “Uh... Um...”

Panel 4

SFX: (POW)

Page 2

Panel 1: “Just then...”

Mitsurugi: “If you insist... I’ll teach you a strategy that’ll do the trick!”

Panel 2: “The strategy is quite simple: Mitsurugi plays the villain and attacks Chie, then Li Long saves her...”

Mitsurugi: “C’mon!”

Chie: “Eeek!”

Li Long: “Stop!”

Panel 3: “Thus, the two of them would have a happy ending.”

Chie: “Li Long-san, you’re wonderful!”

Li Long: “Yeah, something like that.”

Panel 4: “The day of the operation... It was a windy day.”

SFX: (WHOOSH)

Panel 5

Chie: “EEK! Someone help me!”

Mitsurugi: “Guhahaha!”

Panel 6

Li Long: “That’s it! You... You’re gonna get hurt if you don’t get lost!”

Chie: “Oh, Li Long-san.”

Panel 7

SFX: (WHOOSH) (*Drop*)

Mitsurugi: “Oh, he’s bald.”

Little note: In Li Long’s 2P version, his head is closely shaven, as you’ll see here.

Note on the source link: the “Next” (次へ) button leads to the second half of the Seong Mi-na comic instead. You can access the second half of this comic here (or just replace the 1 near the end of the source’s URL with 2).

The rest of my translations of these comics (and some other related things) are all linked at the masterpost.

#soul calibur #soul edge #soul blade #li long #heishiro mitsurugi #chie #fan translation #my translation #li long's accidental tragicomedy of ''my girlfriend's a ninja?!'' needs a comeback #okay that's how *i* imagine it #this dude almost died 3 times in canon iirc

[taonpest]

Shout out to that time I mourned Umah's death for three days

#legacy of kain #lok #my stupid thoughts #I am not joking btw it really happened #for no reason my brother and I naturally agreed that I'd play the soul reaver games while he'd play the blood omen games #(of course I played Raziel's parts and he played Kain's parts in defiance) #anyway #so every night he'd play blood omen for one hour or two #and it was the last lok game we played btw so all that already happened *vaguely gestures at lok's angst* #and when Umah died I just. fucking left the room and refused to see my brother play for three days #I just. locked myself in my room for three days and I couldn't think about anything else #LISTEN #I'M NOT STUPID #I WAS ALREADY. EMOTIONALLY LOADED ALRIGHT #I DID NOT CRY DURING SR 2 #DID NOT CRY DURING DEFIANCE #Umah's death was the last straw okay

[le-velo-pour-dru]

I'm literally so normal about watching iDKHOW/Brobecks videos on the TV <3 (<- complete lies)

#dru speaks #like a video with an interesting backstory will come on and i'll just. mentally beg my family to ask me about it #like in my head i'll be going 'guys. come on. ask me about it this is so interesting there's a Tidbit of Trivia to be shared' #but you couldn't pay me to just. bring it up on my own. cause i'm self-conscious about talking about my interests XD #or there's a video i love and find really cool and i'll just be mentally willing them to watch it XD #like in my head 'look guys look at this one. dallon's doing A Thing 🤯 he's so cool and cute and charming how are you guys not paying #attention???? look at him!!! this video is so cool ❤️' #or if a video i specifically love is on and they TALK OVER IT a little bit of my soul dies #like i'm begging them in my head to stay SILENT cause this one is SO GOOD and i need to pay FULL ATTENTION TO IT #but yeah i'm normal about those bands. totally normal 👍 #(also i love my family so so much and i'm not mad at them!! i know they're not as into it as i am. i just. wish they were XD kinda. #nah they're fine the way they are it's okay that they aren't paying 100% of their attention to dallon and his music. they've got other #stuff going on! and other interests! and i respect that 🩷) #dru vents #sure i'll add that tag too why not