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hospitalterrorizer · 3 months

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1/30-31/2024

tomorrow: the final day.

of moving. and then after that: the first day of working. or just orientation. orientation is probably gonna tell me how to not die if there's a shooting. that's funny to think about. there was a shooting in the shopping zone right next to that place, before, so it's possible. i don't think anyone died i think it was just a fucked robbery thing. they lit up party city i think? fucked up i guess. they can't party anymore.

today was relaxed cuz we didn't move stuff, we just organized a bit, i put a rack together for coats. it had these funny male-male screws, never seen them before, strikes me as a weird thing but maybe it's sturdier, i hope it is, the last thing we had like this was so insane and wobbly, slanted like crazyyyy.

i've been adjusting the problem song still, it's getting very good, the issue for me now is a good one, trying to get it a little more disgusting sounding, messed up distortion stuff, hoping this works well, and if it does i will have a better process for this later on. i could try sin waveshaping but that'd be a bit much, i'm just bumping up some distortion values + messing with the spring reverb settings cuz they're like tone knobs basically, fun stuff w/ reverb into distortion. it's such a fun hack. another idea, the classic lossy effect rack thing maybe on the high end guitar. just for some scrape on it. if it's not good after this pass, i'll sleep on that i think. patience is paying off here.

i also basically completed a draft of the trailer music... very excited about that, it kind of came together, it's very weird, idk if it's good at all, but it's like this fucked up industrial thing, it has one sound i really really like in it, some others too, actually, so i'll probably pilfer that and use them certain places.

spent a lot of today w/o internet, just decided to shut off, this is free internet we get while we move, from the building, so that's okay i'm not very upset about that, and the internet is so basically bad anyways, not having it felt almost the same, maybe better, cuz i just focused on other things, but it made it impossible to send out the demo. but it made finishing the demo (roughly) possible.

i did mess with the song more, actually, i am currently not sleeping on it.

1 more tiny adjustment.. and i should be good.

all our friends are gonna be helping us move tomorrow, i am excited to see them, i am very grateful, for this, and for them, i am also grateful to my gf's family of course, but they also create a lot of insane stress.

he brother now is talking about using his middle name instead of his first. to become a new person, he's saying it's a new chapter in his life. he is thomas now. which is great because that is one of my closest friend's names. he will probably see him tomorrow, and re-introduce himself, forgetting that he introduced himself to him before. whatever. i can call him that if it makes him happy. maybe it will make his life better. who knows.

anyway, i need to sleep to be ready for tomorrow, and then the day after, i kind of need to sleep to be ready for every day of my dumb life (funny, not sad).

byebye!!!!!!!!!

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