#Mind dump

[slfcare]

Beauty exists because life exists. Vibrant plants look best when they’re well taken care of. Fields of green and patches of grass look best when they’re watered regularly. You can tell when a pet is doing well, fed well, brushed and washed and loved. In people, someone’s kindness makes them more beautiful. Someone’s sense of humor. The snort when they laugh. The way they mispronounce certain words, their habits, their individuality. The color in their cheeks, the little scars and the stories behind them (fell off of a trampoline, thought I could swing without holding onto anything, my sister hit me with the remote because we were fighting over the remote—and the way they laugh or shake their head telling the story). Expressing their emotions. Being fragile and soft. Being loud and talkative. Beauty is so interesting because it goes farther than outward appearances, and sometimes even seems to affect it. I think, the more unapologetically alive you are, the more beautiful you are. The more you find beauty in other people, in the depths of them and not just the way they look, the more you’ll find it in yourself.

#mind dump #bee tells a story #the healing (starts here) #growth in the self #comfort kindness family #positive #positivity #posi #positivity suggestions #positivity suggestion #self care #self love #self growth #mental health

[quaritchxwifewh0re]

"You're young. You'll breed well"

OF COURSE I WILLLL 😩🙏🏻

#norman nordstrom #blind character #breedmepls🙏🏻 #dom me #strangle me #use me😞 #mind dump

[pareisakti]

Και τέλος πάντων,για να είμαι ειλικρινής απλά προχώρησα μηχανικά...ποτέ δεν το ξεπέρασα.

Δοκίμασα να το πνίξω με άλλον έρωτα,με κρασί,με τσιγάρο, με παραπάνω χορό, με παραπάνω δουλειά...αλλά όλα κατέληγαν σε λυγμούς στο μαξιλάρι μου. Κι άλλωστε κι οι δύο ξέρουμε πως απεχθάνομαι τους εθισμούς. Και π��ραείμαι πειθαρχημένη για να γίνω αλκοολική ή καπνίστρια.

Οι φίλοι μου λένε πως είναι πια καιρός να πάω παρακάτω.

Όμως, δε σε ξέρουν. Δε μας ξέρουν. Δε μας έχουν δει μαζί,δε σε έχουν δει. Εγώ σε είδα. Αλλά δεν είμαι σίγουρη ότι σε ξέρω πια. Κι αυτό είναι το δύσκολο κομμάτι,γιατί κάποτε ήξερα κάθε λεπτομέρεια της ημέρας σου.

Ο άνθρωπος που ερωτεύτηκα δε βρίσκεται πια μαζί μας..κι εσύ φαίνεσαι καλά με αυτό. Άρα κι εγώ θα έπρεπε να είμαι. Μου αξίζει κι εμένα λίγη ευτυχία.

Άλλωστε,μάτωσαν τα γόνατά μου να κλαίω πάνω από το κουφάρι σου.

Κι όλα αυτά μακάρι να τα διάβαζες,μήπως νιώσεις έστω και λίγο πόσο με πόνεσε να σε βλέπω να αλλάζεις. Κι όσο τα διάβαζες,μακάρι να καταλάβαινες πόσο σιχαίνομαι που δε μπορώ να σε μισήσω.

#greek posts #tumblr #pareisakti #love #selflove #thoughts #mind dump #σκέψεις #έρωτας #πόνος #αγάπη #moving on

[passion-fruitxx]

#mind dump

[overlord-of-fantasy]

Evil powerful lesbians!

So, I watched this show for kids, "Mia and me", because someone on Watty kept making jokes about it and wow... I love the villains. That evil queen (Panthea) and her general (Gargona) have such an awsome dynamic. The perfect mixture of powerabuse, arguing like an old married couple and glimpses of real admiration and care (like the fact that Panthea only takes her mask off in front of Gargona) (and that scene, where they litteraly ride on the same dragon, like some teen couple on a motorbike). It is a trope I love for villains *cough-Angbang-cough*. I soooo ship those dramatic evil girls!!!

I see them like:

Gargona: When you said 'Magic in Bed', I wasn't expecting this... Panthea: *weird glowing dark ritual, killing all plants in a 10 mile radius* Gargona, blushing: Oh wow-

Or:

Panthea: There's no way she likes me back. Rendom servant: General Gargona would throw herself of the tower for you, my queen. Panthea: Gargona would throw herself of the tower out of pure foolishness.

(So as long as I don´t get Angbang interaction in canon I´m just imagining Melkor and Mairon as them :) )

#mia and me #panthea #gargona #angbang #mind dump #sorry this is kind of weird #mia and me memes #mia and memes? #incorrect mia and me quotes #evil lesbians #panthea x gargona #gargona x panthea

[the-warrior-sys]

I might actually start posting here again (I say this every time and end up hibernating again)

I’ve been so fucking tired lately. Like existentially deep deep in my bones. As a system we’ve been floundering a bit but better than usual honestly.

Here’s what yall missed, though.

We are medically recognized (would be fully DXed but didn’t want to put it on the chart)! Fuck yeah!!

Found out we survived Ramcoa and trafficking as a very small child (a lot less fuck yeah)

I miss the advocacy work we used to do but we got ran off the app because people decided to contact our family (wow, super fun guys)

It really is beleive survivors until they’ve survived something.

Now we’re back, focusing on writing, art and trying to exist.

We also started testosterone!! Which is a huge step for us as a collective and a massive weight off our shoulders as a system. Idk how much I’ll post on here, if I even will, but I want to. I like having a community to rant to. And it’s a lot less of a mental burden than Fucking tik tok.

#blogging #system #system stuff #autism #trauma #life #being real #mind dump #coming #soon #im back

[scoptopophobia]

Now, obviously this is HIGHLY immoral and is definitely SA.

However, hypothetically speaking, would it be possible to Pavlov dog someone into being attracted to different things/people?

Like if you took a gay man and showed him pictures of naked women, followed with sexual stimuli, eventually due to the conditioning, would he begin to be aroused automatically when seeing a naked woman as opposed to not enjoying it previously?

PLEASE DON’T CANCEL ME I’M JUST DUMPING MY THOUGHTS ON HERE😭

#science #don’t cancel me #Pavlov dog #mind conditioning #hypothetical #immoral #sexuality #mind dump

[chaoticaesthete]

'can we make love?' 'would you let me make love to you?' 'i think we should make love.'

i honestly and personally think that making love is an art; beautiful and exposing. you are lying there, exhibiting all your flaws in their glory; all the icks you detest about yourself; all the things you wish you could change about yourself. you cudgel your brains about what might be running through your partner's mind while their eyes scan your body. but then, it is raw; it is love in its pure form when all you desire is to become one with that person. for some, it stems from a deep emotional connection and trust. for some, it could seem like the only way to make an emotional connection. it is not the same for everyone. maybe that's why it seems so euphoric. it is something that could tragically open a whole new plethora of emotions or become a painstaking memory, traumatic enough to numb you.

#love #poetry #dead poets society #bookblr #bookworm #books and libraries #bookstagram #books and coffee #book aesthetic #chaoticaesthete #organized chaos #chaotic academia #chaotic academia aesthetic #messy aesthetic #this is me trying #mind dump #random thoughts #life is strange #life is a series of contradictions and paradoxes #food for thought #dark academia #dark academia aesthetic #you do you #loveyourself #you're on your own kid #its ok to not be ok

[blue-star-doodles]

Okay so I was having more brain worms for my rottmnt Last Ronin AU.

Ronin Mikey for a long while is entirely alone. His father and brothers are dead, he doesn't know what happened to Draxum or April, and his home is gone.

Yet, sometimes he can swear he hears voices in the back of his mind. Familiar voices. He writes it off as going crazy and hearing things.

He isn't going crazy.

Ronin eventually finds April and Baron Draxum on separate occasions mostly in one piece, which is an absolute bittersweet relief both times.

Having somebody again is the world to Ronin.

An odd thing that's been happening with Mikey is that on occasion he's managed to use his brother's ninpo entirely on accident. When he's in high stress combat he's found himself forming one of Raph's projections to pack an extra punch, or one of Leo's portals to get away. He swears he can hear his brothers whenever this happens.

After enough times this tips Ronin off to something going on, so he meets Daxum as the resident expert on all things mystic. Draxum has seen Mikey's propensity for things mystic, and if that may have something to do with that. He's also aware of Karai's spirit in April's body.

Something is up.

Ronin ends up taking lessons with Draxum to master his mystic capabilities. There are very mixed results. Mikey should be highly powerful, Draxum has seen it before, yet if anything it only seems to get harder and harder for Mikey as time passes.

One day, Ronin asks if there is some way for him to connect to the afterlife, if there's some way to speak to his brother's spirits. It's intense, difficult, and requires a powerful connection, but it is possible.

So Draxum draws the the required markings on the ground, and they try.

Ronin can't do it.

This continues on for days, weeks, almost constantly and Ronin just can't. He can't use his ninpo, he can't connect to his brothers. The voices have been silent ever since he started. Ronin can't use his ninpo.

He's far too guilty for that.

So Ronin is stuck, drifting, desperately trying to speak with his family but failing time and time again. He continues his fight against the foot and gives up on seeing his brothers.

Ronin finds himself tossed around in waves of self imposed isolation and spending time with April. He wants to be around others, but how could he possibly deserve it?

April and Karai tells him it isn't his fault whenever they see him. That he couldn't have done anything. That as long as there's Hamato, there's hope. After a while, Ronin considers they may be right.

The time comes when Ronin tries to connect with his brothers again. He tries, and tries, and tries and it doesn't work why won't it work-

Until it does work.

His brothers are right in front of him.

Not only that, but they've been with him in his head the entire time, like Karai and April. He had just refused to allow himself to listen.

Okay, brain dump over.

I don't know whether this will be exactly cannon or not to the Au, but I think it's a cool concept

#mind dump #last ronin #rottmnt #rottmnt au #rottmnt mikey #I've had this idea for a little bit now #angst #But also a little happiness

[cybunny5]

When I have the time, I want to practice drawing backgrounds. Specifically ones that evoke the feeling of these images. I love them and want to include something like this in my OCs' worlds.

#frutiger aero #mind dump #oc stuff #background

[meandmywierdthoughts]

I have lost my feelings for you

#my feelings #know your place #spilled words #feelings #my thoughts #mind dump

[oh-hi-there-im-the-doctor]

I think one of the hardest things about learning to draw, self-teaching how to draw, is trying to be consistent and learning the fundamentals and basics when all you want to do is jump in and make what you want when you don’t have those skills in your mental library.

Because, while I am making drawings Alhamdullilah, they aren’t at the standard I want nor at an exact free-handed freedom I want.

Idk, it’s just hard to want to do so many things at once and then not being able to just *DO* the thing is hard sometimes.

I will also mention, being neurodivergent when learning new skills is either; yes! I’ve mastered it already! OR I didn’t get it the first time. Everything sucks. Why can’t I do things other people can.

And then trying to tell yourself and make yourself believe the TRUTH that, they have been drawing and making and doing for much longer than you have.

Idk, I felt like I needed to write this for myself while I’m learning so I can come back to it when I feel insecure and just remember that I CAN do it.

#drawing #beginner artist #actually autistic #autism #insecurity #mind dump #practice makes progress

[problematicgardener]

I remember laying on the grass and staring up at the stars. I always thought that one day you'd be beside me laying there. I liked to imagine the sensations around me. The bugs flittering by. The wet grass on my back. The frogs croaking away. And most importantly, your heat radiating onto my skin. I had it all planned out in my mind, and it was amazing. I would daydream all day about the situations we could get in, things that could happen, anything and everything. But the one constant was always you. You were always next to me no matter what the scenario was. Now when I daydream, there's a void, a formless blob that takes your place. I don't have you to fill that role anymore, and I don't know if anybody else can or will. Sometimes I daydream and instead of the void, it's literally nothing. I struggle to think now of a world where I have somebody there. And I have to lay on the grass on my own, looking at pairs of stars.

#my writing #spilled thoughts #mind dump #poetry #spilled poetry #writeblr #writing #love poem

[xcrimsonlunaticx]

Hello 🧍 your zombie apocalypse au gripped me by the shoulders. Would you mind if I wrote a small series of one shots based on it?

Following, do you have any specific ideas about this au? I'm obsessed and would love to know more if you've thought any further on it.

Hello! I'm so glad that someone liked the AU I made! I would love to see a fanfiction about this, so go for it! I do have some headcannons I have in mind/somewhat vague storyline I had in mind when thinking of the clusterfuck of angst

This is what I imagined they would look like. Bit badass with a snippet of angst, just the way I like it hah but you can put you're own twist on it

Headconnons! Oh boy, I have quite a few

Billy Numerous:

He's the brawler of the group, doing most of the heavy duty lifting and getting his hands dirty. He's a "act first think later" type of guy, and often puts his friend's safety over himself

While his personality remains somewhat his usual joking self, being the one that lightens the mood when things get dark, he's turns a bit more aggressive and protective due to the fear of loosing the only two people he has left. I would imagine he will have the most trouble trusting to strangers

He would think its his duty to protect the group and if they get seriously injured, he would probably beat himself up bc of it

He prefers mele weapons over guns. His main choice is an axe, finding familiarity using it due to chopping wood back in the countryside.

He keeps an extra pipe or crowbar on himself for his duplicates. But really, anything lying around that is relatively stick-like is a weapon

While he prefers mele, he can shoot shotguns from a decent range. But he's against it since guns makes too much noise.

Kyd Wykkyd:

Relies on stealth and speed to maneuver around his enemies. He prefers the least amount of confrontation as possible, only killing when its necessary.

Since he relies heavily on speed, I would imagine he's crazy fast when moving around the environment.

Because Kyd's powers are unexplored in the DCU, I would toned down his range of teleportation a bit. The further away he teleports, the more energy it consumes. This applies to people as well.

Sometimes he would sneak away for supply runs during the night, mostly as a therapeutic practice to detress by supporting the group. Billy is against this hobby and leads to many arguments. Ultimately he stops after a chessy conversation like "you don't have to do this by yourself" or something jdjf

While the rest of the group has basic medical knowledge, like stopping an small wound and wrapping it up, he is the medic for more serious injuries. He studies on medical books on his freetime

His personality is more empathic and understanding (with a hint of sass). While I think it would be more interesting if he was fully mute (like with a damaged voice box), it gives them the cool feature to use "Wykkyd talk" in more undercover situations and to prevent people overhearing their conversations.

(Personally, I would imagine if another survival group were to confronted them about a deal and they be like "wait a sec". Rather than turn for a group huddle like some noobies they start to gesture to each other in "wykkyd talk" and in some point their movements gets more exaggerated to the point that their failing their arms around while they're just there like 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️"are they arguing?" lmaoooo)

Gizmo:

The brains, the one that forms out strategic plans for every given situation. With experience, he is able to form plans on the spot if needed.

He is the most logical and destructive. Almost everything he builds are any type of explosives of some sort

He raids tech stores and junkyards for scraps. He becomes more imaginative in his inventions, using anything that he could get his hands on and turning it using a deadly weapon.

He prefers the long-range approach rather than hand-to-hand. Underneath his tough exterior, he is still terrified of zombies. He still gets nightmares about them most nights.

He gets rather clingy and developed attachment issues due to one instance where he had gotten himself lost near the beginning (like when you wonder off when you were little at a mall and nearly shat yourself) and nearly gotten himself mauled. Sometimes he holds onto either Billy's or Kyd's hands when traveling (Isn't that adorable?)

He carries around a backpack where he collects items and carries his inventions, essentially being his gizmo pac (now with pockets)

See-more:

Tragety strikes! Unfortunately, as much as I love him, he is the least likely to survive due to his lack of hand-to-hand combat skills and reflexes, especially during the early stages

I would imagine that he would turn at the beginning of the outbreak where the zombies are still fresh, new, and fast. Since their headquarters is in the city, they would very well be sitting ducks and headrushed with zombies. He most likely would have gotten overwhelmed by a hord and mauled or gotten bitten from behind while occupied.

Kyd would have been with him at the time, starring in horror to see his best friend sinking his teeth into a person and ripping out their intestines. Very scarring.

(Another version i imagined to where he slowly turned from getting bitten and was leaning over gizmo with a drooling mouth and gizmo just stood there looking at him unable to move until he was knocked to the side by Kyd. Idk. Way more traumatic if thats what ur going for hahh.)

Whether kyd kills seemore or keeps him alive deals with different forthcomings. If he kills him, he would definitely blame himself and would he grieving for some time. if he doesn't, he would start to delusion that seemore is still with them and the real challenge is to finally let him go and realize that he's gone.

Or it can be more comedic to where he's just like a companion they drag around for no reason. Its really open to imagination.

Mammoth:

Hes a bit vague, I have a few ideas for his disappearance. One is that he told everyone at the beginning that he wanted to search for his sister and everyone was like "yeah, we'll go with you." But bc Mammoth didn't want them going bc of him and leaving the lair, he left in the middle of the night with nothing but a note on his bedside (the nerve on that guy)

If he comes back later or is never seen again is really up to the author, but his size and fighting style makes him an easy target for zombies to bite him on his arm or something. He could be easily rushed by a horde and consumed.

They would sped the majority of their time scouring the streets to search for Mammoth, as well as anyone from the HIVE academy.

Second is that they had lost him when running away from a horde on the street and Mammoth simply had slipped away and disappeared without a trace.

Jinx:

Shes safely within the confines of the Titans tower, along with the rest of the titans.

She helps around with the surviving citizens, but her health will slowly deteriorate due to guilt eating away and endless nights spent worrying for their safety.

KF tries to comfort her and keep her occupied but it all becomes too much and she desides to break the rules and try to find them. Some titans might come with her due to wanting to look for survivors or something idk

Probs gets saved or something and offers them to stay at the titans tower

Billy would totally blow her off and deem her untrustworthy due to the fact that she had betrayed them once and then left them to die

He would think that theyve already survive this far and doesn't need their help despite the tower being the most logical and safest option

While it's pretty stupid to stay within a city, their lair is already with its very own power generator and plumming (bc come on, there's no way in hell they were paying taxes beforehand) and basically knows the ins and outs of the city

Jump city would very much be a territorial battlefield with gangs and criminals. Johnny Rancid would be one of the main villains, leading a biker gang of homicidal maniacs and going on killing spees on both zombies and survivors with no hesitation.

Other villains would also be secontioning off their own territory. Its really a hit or miss whether they're trustworthy. Or sane.

The amount of time they've spent by their own would be around 2 or 3 years, but could be more. They'll be in a habit of lots of things like not wasting food and always being on guard, when they ultimately take refuge in the tower, they are never able to rest and become comfortable. Maybe develope some ptsd. Kinda sad and they would all mostly likely need therapy hahh

For the rest of the hive, it's up to imagination. Personally, I think they would either form their own group somewhere in the other side of the city or find each of them on their own, whether as enemies or allies. Desperation and victim of circumstance can change a person, so I leave it up to you the meddle with it!

And kydnumerous obvi

Just two gay teens and an unhinged child. What a big happy family

#kyd wykkyd #teen titans #headcanons #op talks #the lost colony au #hive five #billy numerous #gizmo #mammoth #fanart #zombie apocolypse au #jinx #mind dump #this was a long post #seemore #who doesnt like a good dumpterpile of angst? #kydnumerous #my art

[importantduckpoetry]

Self Destruction 321...

Sex, Drugs and Alcohol are all an illusion.

A means for the ignorant to find their bliss.

We are complex beings, And we deserve more than a numb sensation, cheap thrills.

Life is a precious, gift filled with these shallow pleasures.

They turn us into a shell of our former dreams...

A sad sight, throwing away lives for the next hit...

but it never stops...it never will, will it?

It wont stop the next pill, the next shot

pill

shot

pill

shot

pill

shot

...

#poems on tumblr #poetry #lyrics #mind dump #trying #thinking #feelings #thoughts #emotions

[92darkdragon]

Something that was running through my head after reading some of @somerandomdudelmao latest pages, where might Donnie be after he “died”… and I felt like writing it.

Edit: what start as a small paragraph turned into a full fanfic….im sorry for the mind dump ;p

Warning: involves death, suicides, ghosts, fanfics

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The Realm Inbetween

When Donnie opened his eyes, he found himself standing in an unfamiliar place, alone. His body returned to before the Kraang infection. Although his body seem to cover in what he could only describe as glitter that he could not get off. After sighing in defeat he looks around more. The area was well lit yet there were no signs of a light source. Looking around more, he notices that he seems to be just on a platform surrounded by darkness that seem to go on forever. He thought this was the afterlife, but why was it so empty. He thought he see at least one ancestor, maybe even Mikey. However, he saw nothing. Just darkness from his platform.

Did the kraang do something more to him? Is he unable to see his ancestors? A tear fills up his eye.

“Will I never talk to father and the others again?”

As he was thinking he will be alone here, the platform began to move. After some time, he could only guess, he starting seeing things around him. Small flames, each varying in size, shape, and color heading the same direction he was. “Maybe I look that to them” he thought to himself.

His platform glowed brightly till it was blinding. When it faded and he was to open his eyes once more, he couldn’t believe what he saw. Replacing the dark void was a mechanical island of sorts. Stepping off his platform, he noticed some flames took a transparent form of what he assumed were their form when they were alive. Many flames remained as flames, but he noticed something that very few flames took solid forms like him. “Perhaps this is how they sort souls in the afterlife?” He thought to him. But why why so few solid souls?

As he ponder more about his situation, he continued to observe as he walk since well…there wasn’t really anywhere else to go. He tried asking the other souls, but they either ignored him, went through him (which creeped him out), or spoke in a language he didn’t know. He really wished his tech worked in the afterlife, but that’s wishful thinking. He even tried talking to a large cloak figure, but it was more interested in another soul. As did other cloak ones he saw. “Greeeeeat…Guess i’ll have to be a wandering soul then” he chuckled to himself, thinking of his brothers’ jokes. If only he could speak his family again. He wished that all of this was just a dream, that he’ll wake up surrounded by his brothers huddled together. Back to where to April was, and Casey-

“Casey…..” he mumbled “I guess I couldn’t grant that wish huh?” Looking up at where a sky would have been “sorry buddy”

Just then, he heard the sound of bells jingling which snaps him back. He noticed a ways off, a cloak figured carrying staff which he could guess was a bit heavy for them, running as fast as they could towards him. They keep dodging each soul best they could until they unfortunately tripped on their on feet, face-planted on the floor, staff flying towards Donnie.

“I got it!” He shouted as he leap up to catch it. Honestly, he hasn’t felt like that in awhile. “Oh yeah, score one for the don-man!” Feeling proud of himself. Looking at the staff closely, it looked more like a shepherd’s staff “I swear if this guy is a sheepdog….” He mumbled to himself as run over to the figure

“H hey, you alright?” He asked helping them up. “You really shouldn’t be running around crowded places with heavy objects like this! You could have gotten a lot of people hurt you know! But seriously, unlike those other guys, you act like a-“ he froze, eyes widen as the figure brushed off their hood. The figure was revealed to be human girl roughly 13 years old. Their hair brown, with heterchroma eyes. “Oh…my..god..” his voice let out

“Oooow…that smarts….but thanks for getting my staff” she spoke, taking her staff as she stood up.

“N no problem” ((At certain points I’m just doing color text for Donnie and the girl cause I’m lazy))

He took a moment to calm down. He needed to focus. He needed answers. She’s wearing the cloak of those tall things he saw earlier. They must know know something about this place right? He understands her and vice versa. If I’m right, then maybe she can help talk to my family

So…umm..I’m Donatello, but my friends call me Donnie. What’s yours?

Don’t have one. Haven’t had one since I came here and became a shepherd

A shepherd? Like the ones with sheep?

Laughing Yeah, but instead of sheep, it’s soul we guide

So….i really am in afterlife huh

Well…..sort of

Sort of? How am I a sort of?! I remember dying in my sleep!

Well you did die but….hmm…they made it hard to explain….

Sigh….can you at least try? At least start with: where are we?

That should be doable. She pauses for a moment, then takes a deep breath.

Ok, so for many souls there’s what you call heaven and hell. However, there’s a realm where souls go when they die from “unnatural circumstances” but what counts can be a bit vague sometimes, but that’s not my job to sort out I’m afraid. This realm, the one we are in, goes but many names, but we just call it “The Realm In between” cause duh it’s literally In between heaven and hell. And the after they leave here, they won’t remember they ever here.

A fitting name. So “shepherds” you said they guide souls?

Yep, every shepherd gets assigned a soul, this time I’m assigned to you

Lucky me, I bet you never seen a turtle as awesome as me right?

A a anyway, the souls that come here are guided to a path. Completely avoiding the question. Because death was unnatural, fate chooses where the soul goes, and it’s the shepherd job to make it peaceful.

How do you know where to take them?

Umm….it’s like…a voice in our head I guess?

What are the options?

Well, there’s reincarnation, but that gets ways too complicated if you know what I mean. There’s ceasing to exist, then there’s the-

How does a soul become a shepherd? You mentioned you came here and became one. How you pull that off?

She fell silent, gripping her staff tight. You know, the others see it as a punishment for they did when they were alive….but…she looks at Donnie, he notices a rope mark around her neck. It’s finally gave me a purpose in my life so to speak…now what was I saying?

O oh…you were…talking about options for souls to go…..

Oh..right. There’s a rare circumstance where a soul has to wait here to be revived. Because…what did they say again…”they are fated to live again by another means”

Meaning?

From what I understand, all the shepherd can do is make that soul comfort till they’re revived I think. I believe i thinks souls that are fated to come back to the realm of the living by not normal means

Meaning, they don’t know what to do with them so, they’re just stuck in this place?

Yep, could be days, months, even years, I mean it Raphy a few months before- she covered her mouth

Raphy? As in Rafael? He was here?! She refused to answer. Gotcha…won’t ask…so, I’m guessing I’m one of those “special circumstances” aren’t I? She nods. Super….well then I’ll be in your care then Miss Shepherd

End

Post

I gotta ask, why are you the only one with a staff with bells?

Because if I was going to a shepherd, I wanted have a shepherd staff. And they approved it. They thought it was cute.

How the hell hurt her in her past life

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