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#Mod Rhodus
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Disabled npd culture is seeing other disabled people say they're not looking for special treatment and going speak for yourself because I definitely am
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mandowords · 4 years
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I’ve been modding The Sim 4 so I can have a town of Mandos and this is the greatest thing I have ever made ;-; Rhodu Mau and his baby girl, Kara. Rhodu was abducted by aliens and came back pregnant. I only did retextures for the mods, the helm for kids was done by someone else. I might release a few mods later down the line because I retextured someone else’s Sabine helmet mod so it’s a normal niteowl helm. And yes, she has stickers on her dome!
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There’s a smiley face on the cheek, and a star fish, rubber ducky, and a blaster on the dome.
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BPD culture is being at the end of your rope for months with no help and having to keep moving forward despite heavy burnout and mood instability
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bpd culture is fearing that the way i love is inherently abusive
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cluster b culture is getting irrationally irritated or even angry when someone talks about something you don't care about
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cluster b culture is checking your notifications every 2 seconds like ATTENTION?? ATTENTION?? ATTENTION??
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Cluster B culture is constantly being triggered by friends, but constantly having to keep reactions and the way they affect you to yourself because you know it's irrational and it would be unfair to try to make them do what you need against their own needs. It could be seen as manipulative or abusive or whatever to ask them to cater to yours. Or point anything out.
But it doesn't stop your own reactions. It doesn't stop yourself from being almost traumatized weekly because your brain registers something innocent as a threat because of the past.
It doesn't stop the splitting and resenting all of the people around you because they can't change for you or do things for you or think about you in the ways that you need.
So you desperately wish for someone who fits that mold to just show up one day, knowing full well they don't exist. And anyone close to being the type of person you need might not like you or want to be friends, so it's inevitable that you'll be surrounded by people who are seemingly neglectful, selfish, or incompetent for the rest of your life.
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cluster b culture is everything you say sounding really fucking edgy but really you're just describing your symptoms
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cluster b culture is wanting and needing attention, comfort, distractions, etc. etc., but when you finally get it it’s overwhelming, underwhelming/disappointing, or simply annoying
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Cluster B culture is being genuinely confused about how anyone is close to their family members
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Cluster B culture is being like “attention?? :( is anyone going to pay attention to me??? :((( hello????” when no ones talking to you, then getting a few messages and being so overwhelmed you want to fake your death
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Bpd culture is when getting better really just means you've learned how to internalize your breakdowns and not drag other people into them. When getting better means you've just learned how to act better, but you're still fucked up inside. When getting better just means you've isolated yourself and feelings.
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bpd culture is getting different answers on personality tests everytime you do them because you have no sense of self and your like actions and thoughts just fluctuate based on what mood you are in at that moment.
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cluster b culture is having no idea where the border lies between healthy & unhealthy bids for validation or attention
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cluster b culture with comorbid anxiety is being told by therapists and supportive individuals that "the people around you aren't judging you or paying much mind, no one does that ! do you judge everyone you see ?" and being unable to admit that you assess every person you pass in the hall or sidewalk, every car you go by, and judge them based on superficial details even when you try not to.
I think if I told non-CB folks that they would think I was the devil, so I dont
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bpd culture is never feeling like a "good" person. reading so many things, listening to so many people, trying so hard to understand yourself, yet it puts you into a spiral of thinking you're only bad for this world. in result, you isolate. it feels agonizing to isolate, but you do it anyways, because it's even heavier feeling like all you do is hurt and exhaust people. it's constant anxiety and paranoia on if anything or everything you say is manipulative or out of ill will. it's knowing how irrational you are. it's thinking you're just like your abusers. it's feeling heartbroken all the time, because you can't just keep your friends close. it's thinking your friends only stay around you, because they feel bad or your existence forces them to stay. it's believing they only think you're toxic. you can't just enjoy friendships for what they are. you can't just love people and life without all the extra brain rot. you try really hard to do these things, but you always slip through. you try to turn all the thoughts off, but it's dissociation and avoidance galore. it's hurting people in that process and a never ending torment of rumination.
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