mini displayport cable my beloved, where did you go...
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you know how sometimes the symptom you experience is not actually that much of a bother physically, but it reminds you of there being something bad and out of your control going on in your body to a point of deflating your mood and making you want to crawl back into bed with a book to take your mind off the circumstances of your actual physical existence. Or is that just me
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i am actually curious now. this is for my masc leaning feedees and gainers, when you’re having a fun kinky little chat with someone, do you often feel like sometimes the conversation is turned around so that you are the feeder or encourager, even though that’s not necessarily who you feel you are?
i didn’t realize it before but i do sometimes feel like it’s my job to provide and to service people, and i mean no disrespect to anyone i’ve talked to ever bc i do force this on myself, but like. the societal pressure to provide and feed because i am a man feels very rooted in the “”feederism”” side of things where man manipulates person into gaining weight because he is dominant, because men are meant to be in charge or whatever dumb cisheteronormatve reason.
so i’m just curious is all, have you ever been put in a position you didn’t enjoy, but did anyways, for any reason whatsoever
anyways sorry if this doesn’t make sense i’m also falling apart at the same time as i’m writing this
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Someone asked me why BTS haven't made an official statement and I-
My brothers, sisters, and pals in kpop hell, the SK military and government are besties with the US and Israel. Like SK solders could train in Israel and vice versa if both governments wanted. Also while all 7 are starting or in military service, they'll be monitored by a government who's had beef with them for 10 years and no protection from UN security on top of not being together 24/7 like they've been
Like I genuinely don't blame them for not making individual/a group statement (nor really any SK citizen who identifies as he/him and will do/are doing/just recently finished required military service) for their recent silence (they have like 10 years of making it clear + have a history of doing donations privately that get leaked) given the circumstances; especially after that one bitch pretended to be military medical staff & "vaccinated" Jin. Plus there's like 3+ decades of using SK celebrities being used as scapegoats by the SK government. There's socio-economic & political history around BTS & kpop as a whole that I don't expect locals and 70% of the international kpop community (who really only came about post Gangnam Style) to know because of the SK media propaganda + twitters downfall destroying access to 2 decades of it
Then you gotta remember BTS are a special case because they were invited to the White House to meet genocidal Joe & are still very much hated by the English speaking music industry- whatever they say can cost people across the industry their mf jobs; they, their lawyers, staff, and BH need to be all together & not under mandatory government surveillance to say something at the end of the day- and that's gonna take a while. This isn't a 1:1 situation of untouchable US citizens like Beyoncé, Rihanna, & Taylor Swift who can do stuff freely because of monetary protection & choose not too, SK plays by different rules.
The real question we should all should be asking is which SK celebrities/idols/infulencers have completed their requirements, have no ties to the SK government tourism division's money, and aren't in a unit who must wait for the rest to finish their requirements that are being silent? Those are the folks you should be actively not giving money nor supporting anymore.
I'm calling it now, BTS probably donated a fuck ton in secret like they did BLM and we won't find out until a leak happens or after all of them are done with their military service time.
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hey, remember all those posts i’d make for years talking about my little sister and her weird little anecdotes?
WELL she has a tumblr now. 2 actually.
go follow her (and be nice)
@birthdaywolf / @jiseoksguitar
(and reblog this ok thx)
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My problem is that i get really nervous when people younger than me do certain things and i want to help but i tend to overstep and keep adding more and more and become kinda. Overwhelming. So instead i dont say anything at all. I try 2 offer my advice when specifically asked to try and help but also people Dont ask so i sit here nervous as fuck all the time forever in spaces w minors saying Kind Of Concerning Things
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Me at my appointment this afternoon when the doctor lady asked what my heart rate usually is: well I don't have like. An Overall Average but I can tell u the range it has from today?
Her: sure
Me: ok, since midnight it's been between 53 and 135
Her: *one of the most confused, mildly horrified faces I have seen in a hot minute*
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why do i only get motivation at night TwT
cleaning, organizing, cooking, responding to emails/texts/calls, filling out paperwork, doing art or crafts, filming tiktoks- 10am? no chance. 3pm? that's funny but no. 6pm? ehh that's pushing it, probably not. 2am?? fuck yeahh let's get it all done right now!!
i need help and also someone to tell me that the project i want to start working on (will take a minimum of three hours) is a bad idea to start now, at 2am, when i need to get up in like eight hours
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