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kyouka-supremacy · 9 months
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Who's gonna tell him
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braisedhoney · 2 years
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there is no lore to be found, only the meaning you assign it.
(aka no talk, he angy)
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chr0n1c-ag0ny · 6 months
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it might be because I'm aroace and can't help but project on my favorite little pookie bears 24/7 but like....
not platonic kunidazai, just like, they're dating but they don't have sex, they don't want sex, it's not something that comes up cause they just mutually have their reasons to not want/need it.
and that's not to say they're never intimate with one another, it's just that their intimacy is different. to them, intimacy is taking naps in each others arms, no bandage's, just a blanket and each other's embrace. intimacy is Kunikida washing Dazai's hair while they sit tangled up on the floor of the tub. intimacy is kissing each other so so softly, over scars and marks and phantom pains, over bad memories and pleasant reminders. Intimacy is sharing a cup of coffee in the office. intimacy is mending each other's wounds. intimacy is skin on skin, trusting one another not to hurt, not to take, not to use. Intimacy is talking long into the night, close enough to hear the faintest of whispers, talking about life, their pasts, their fears, their aspirations.
it's all intimacy to them, they don't need sex. one doesn't need it and one doesn't want it ever again, and that's fine, they find their own ways to share that vulnerable space both crave to fill.
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sskk-manifesto · 3 months
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Like why did the conversation take this abrupt turn on whether Higuchi is fit for the job, she's not even the one who failed her mission to begin with 😭😭😭
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kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....
#bungou stray dogs#been thinking a lot about chuuya lately (shocking for me i know (said with no sarcasm truly lmao it is rare for me))#cause of the 15 manga and also playing the fucking jeht quest in genshin impact ugh (where's the one dual genshin bsd fan who Understands)#but like this pressure has been building up for chuuya for so long due to being used and manipulated by all these people#first the sheep then mori then verlaine then still mori now#he was groomed since childhood just like dazai#but unlike dazai he didn't have an oda to help him get out of the mafia........ he's still stuck there#and his personality is different from dazai's. dazai was more self-aware imo (but still a groomed emotionally abused kid don't get me wrong#but chuuya's whole thing is needing to belong and wanting a leader to be loyal to but ending up in positions of leadership himself#which makes him feel pressured but he accepts and stifles any negative feelings just because he wants to belong#and all this crushed him with the events in the light novels and yeah he went through character growth but he's...... Still In The Mafia...#and that fucking scene asagiri added to the cannibalism stage play i don't think hardly anyone even knows about bc IT'S NOT DISCUSSED ANYMO#where mori emotionally manipulates him with the flags!!! and it deeply hurts him!!! and he presumably deals with that shit all the time!!!#it is WORRISOME. it WORRIES ME okay.#chuuya doesn't have anyone who can save him from the mafia (dazai is in no position to okay; it's all he can do just to try to save himself#and it's so so scary. it spells awful things for him.#didn't asagiri say he'd have a rough path or something??? and he added that fucking scene in the play!!! it haunts me!!#i fully expected this shit to hit a turning point in the meursault arc but we can't have nice things i guess#and as for kunikida a;lskdfl (took me this long to get to him oop) literally the ending of Entrance Exam (the novel) is just#One Big Foreshadowing for Kunikida's downfall#he's compared to the azure king for a reason. Sasaki saw the azure king in him for a reason. it's fucking worrying!!!!!#there hasn't really been anything like that since in the manga (just like for chuuya lol ugh) but he's TERRIBLE at coping with his trauma#and it only gets more apparent once shit hit the fan in the doa/hunting dogs/meursault arc#it's not good!!! i'm worried for kunikida too!!!!#even if the manga isn't focusing on this these worries are always in the back of my mind man#both kunikida and chuuya are doomed to hit some kind of breaking point eventually and i await those moments with dread yet anticipation#i want dazai to be able to save kunikida from the despair being too good a person brings the way he couldn't save oda#and chuuya.... if we get a scene with him & mori mirroring the one in dark era where dazai finds out that mori orchestrated the kids' death#oh man i think i'll fucking die (give it to me i need to cry)
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moriphile · 1 month
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I have become the measurement of "are you enough of a freak to survive here" in our discord server and I take that as a point of utmost pride.
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I've been thinking about Old Boss, Dazai and Mori a LOT, as of late; and I think it would be neat if Old Boss' madness made Dazai so miserable, and that he too thought the only way to stop it all was to kill him. Except this thought made him feel trapped and even more miserable, so much that he tried to drown himself. But he got lucky: he met Mori. A person who can do the job meets a person who can provide the enterance and the cover, isn't it grand? (1)
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Hey, sorry it took me a little bit to get to this. I was in the middle of exams and I wanted to make sure I gave your ask a proper answer.
You know, it's really interesting to me - you've outlined this version of events, which is different to what I think went down but I can't really refute or support anything because we just don't know enough.
It's insane how little we know about the mafia in general, actually, given how many of the supporting cast members are a part of it. We get mentions, sure, and little tidbits of info but not nearly as much as we get for the agency. I wonder why it was so important that the mafia be a part of Natsume's framework over any of the other criminal organizations in Yokohama. Is it influence? Power? Or is there some other reason we don't know?
I'll try to lay down what we know for certain, and particular inferences we can make leading up to the old boss's assassination:
The Old Boss:
He was the boss during the chaotic years directly after the war and likely during it as well
He threw the city into turmoil, especially in the slums, through such orders as "killing a bunch of redheads because one vandalized his car" or "poisoning the inhabitants of an entire building because he thought a rival executive might be there"
The end of his reign was so terrible that he turned the city's inhabitants against each other in a kind of Orwellian dystopic "report your neighbours for dissent" command
He has history with Dazai ("If only we could chat about old times" line from Fifteen)
He was suffering from a kind of paranoia from his illness and his orders became increasingly more erratic and needlessly violent, culminating in his ordering of the deaths of anyone who opposed the Port Mafia on his deathbed (roughly 8 years ago)
Mori:
He was a medical doctor during the tail end of the Great War, roughly 14-15 years before the events of the main story (when Yosano was 11 years old and he was 26)
He drafted her with the intention of creating an Immortal Regiment and appears to have advocated for the use and manipulation of abilities to turn the tide of the war
After the war, between 12-14 years ago, he worked as an underground doctor with Fukuzawa as his bodyguard - he was already acquainted with Natsume at this point (they both refer to him as sensei) and interested in establishing Natsume's Tripartite Tactic
How he came to be an underground doctor is not known - was he disgraced after what happened with the soldiers on Tokoyami Island? Was he purposely trying to work his way into the mafia?
12 years ago, he fought with Fukuzawa to try and take Yosano back for his plan to overthrow the Mafia (he was 28, Yosano 13, Fukuzawa 33, Ranpo 15)
Somehow he became the old boss's personal physician. I literally do not know how he managed this.
8 years ago, he approached Dazai, as seen in the recent Fifteen manga adaptation, as his physician, and promised Dazai a painless death if he agreed to "help with one little thing" (which is clearly to be a witness for the death of the old boss)
Dazai:
He wandered for a bit at some indiscriminate time, where the Sheep made an offer to join them. He refused.
His youngest appearance is 8 years ago when he is 14, in the recent Fifteen manga adaptation, where he is shown secured to a hospital bed after attempting suicide - it seems likely this was not his first attempt. He meets Mori for the first time in this scene.
He somehow is close enough to the old boss to be a valuable witness for Mori, someone whose word would be believed by the mafia. He was already suicidal for unknown reasons and was assigned the current mafia boss' personal physician to treat him. Hirotsu assures Mori that Dazai "understands why he did what he did", as though Dazai would have some reason to be angry with Mori over the old boss's death. Higuchi's "your blood is mafia black" line. If it weren't for the fact that he was not part of the mafia at that point, and had apparently not seen death up close before the murder of the old boss and the events of Fifteen, I would say it's practically a given that he's a blood relative of the old boss, perhaps even the "rightful heir" to the mafia. However, given the conflicting info I just gave, I really can't be certain.
His eye is focused on in all adaptations of the scene with the death of the old boss. His eye goes dark in every single one. (The original chapter 30 manga panel is interesting because it looks like the darkness is seeping into it...)
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There's so little here for how important this event is. Just as we still don't know much about the great war, we still know very little about the mafia and the old boss - even Mori and Dazai are still very much mysteries.
With how much we still don't know, I think the story may end with us cycling back to the mafia and finally learning the answers to all these questions that were introduced so early in the game. At least I hope so. Thanks for the ask!
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satanicchristiancult · 7 months
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Sexuality and labeling is weird and I want to talk about it.
This is all focused on my own experiences.
Honestly, I have no exact reason to post this, especially since I have homework that was due yesterday that I still haven’t finished, but oh well.
Back when I was really active on queer spaces (I genuinely used to be one of the moderators of a pretty large Amino. I spoke with so many people about so many things. It’s impressive that I even managed to do that), I used to really investigate as many labels as I could. I knew about so many obscure gender, romantic, and sexual identities just for the sake of helping other people find their own.
I guess that I was, in one way or another, searching for my own identity. At that point in my life, I would have described my identity as panromantic, asexual, and demiromantic. I was okay with that definition. I was someone who didn’t experience sexual attraction, and felt little romantic attraction unless it was to someone close, in which case, their gender or identity didn’t matter.
I liked finding labels for myself. Finding something in the gender department was a tad bit harder. I identified with pangender and liked it.
I drifted apart from the community and just stopped engaging in queer spaces like that all together.
I constantly debated whether or not I was more aroflux than demiromantic, so for a while I’d just use them interchangeably.
Around that time, I came out for the first and only time.
Hear me out, I consider these things important, but I’ve always had the idea that I’m just never gonna come out to anyone. I’d be fine with that. I’m me. That’s enough. I don’t own anyone any pretty words to describe my identity. (I did like the flags though).
This time I came out, I tried to do this same explanation, plus some other xenogenders and more obscure identities that I somewhat identified with, while adding the flags as well:
“I’m pangender, which means that I identify with all genders and with none of them at the same time. Between that pangender identity, there are xenogenders, which refers to genders that can’t be described in the usual “masculine”, “feminine”, and “androgynous” ways. I use neopronouns, which refers to pronouns other that “he”, “she”, and “they”. I use xe/xem pronouns and strongly resonate with them. I’m asexual, so I don’t experience sexual attraction. I’m panromantic, demiromantic, and aroflux, which means that I don’t experience romantic attraction, except for when I do, in which case it tends to be for people who I have a strong emotional bond with. This person/people could be of any gender. I don’t care about looks, identity, anything. Just personality~”
Fun fact, to this day, even after so many years of using xe/xem pronouns, not a single person has ever referred to me with them. None of my neopronouns. Not even once.
The reaction, of course, silence from the group chat.
Some questions. Other than that, nothing.
Honestly, people don’t expect you to go on and come out, identifying with microlables. People expect you to identify with the classic sexualities, all of those in the acronym. LGBT. (That’s why I like to extend that bastard as much as I can while still making it “socially acceptable” so people don’t look at me weirdly. LGBTQIA2S+).
Honestly, I don’t know what I expected. I had a similar conversation with a cousin. It’s was like 1am and we were chatting, and he said “oh, well, but we did need the “gay cousin””. I told him it was me, he told me that it was him. We just repeated those things for a while. Eventually, I genuinely asked him if he meant it. I told him I did. He told me he did. We came out to each other. I guessed his sexuality correctly, I explained each of my identities carefully.
Next time we saw each other, we talked about it. I came out, explained each label again. He hadn’t heard about a single one of them. I told him my preferred pronouns, my odd disconnect with my given name, and things like that.
He seemed to have forgotten by the next time. He referred to me with that name, which is fine, but the pronouns. Those hurt. I wasn’t gonna say anything though. It’s been years, I still haven’t.
Not so long ago, he came out to me. I accepted him, used his pronouns, addressed him by his name (which I don’t know how he spells, by the way, cause this is Latinoamérica and you can never asume how someone writes their name, we have like a thousand different ways to write each one). I came out again. I repeated my crisis with my name. My pronouns. Has he used them? I haven’t got a clue. We haven’t been able to speak one on one for a while. I miss him.
I guess that these experiences of coming out, plus an almost forced outing and an actual forced outing, neither of which I’m gonna expand upon, made myself look at my own identity differently. I started considering the identity of unlabeled.
I like labels. I liked labeling myself. It meant having a community of others like me. A space.
I started feeling disconnected from them, in a weird way, at least. Am I technically all of those things? Yes. Do those terms explain me correctly? Not really??
I’ve slowly just gone on to identify myself as me. I love love, I love everyone and everything. I want to have a relationship, marry, hell, maybe even sex. I don’t know. I like the idea of those things. I can’t picture myself as actually being in any of those, but I like to believe that they will come someday, and that I will enjoy them.
I love in a nonconventional way. For me, love is love, no matter whether or not it is sexual, romantic, platonic, or anything else.
My gender? It is yes and no. Everything and nothing. It doesn’t matter, yet it does.
I don’t understand, even after so many years of being in both the aro and ace spectrums, what the hell is “attraction”. I guess I just don’t feel those. Isn’t that the definition of both of those terms? Yes.
It’s truly been years, and until recently did I manage to open my eyes and tell myself “even without attraction, you can have a relationship. You can have sex”.
It was so contradictory to me. If I don’t have attraction, do I just not want those things? In my case, I do want them, I am attracted to the idea. Whenever it comes to people, it’s harder though. I’m terrified of people. I want a relationship. I want to have sex. I want to understand.
What even is attraction???
I identify as unlabeled, but I am in denial.
I am unlabeled, but only in my head.
Hell, not even there.
I’m not gonna come out to anyone as that. If anyone asks, I’ll make a simplified version of what I’ve always said. “Aroace and panromantic. Gender? Good question”.
Do any labels actually identify me? Yes and no. I’m disconnected from them. I want them to fit. They fit. But they don’t.
I’m me. That’s enough.
Is it enough?
I try each day to convince myself that it is.
I also don’t know.
-Mori (They/Xem)
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vivid-vices · 3 months
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i think mori has actually become one of my favorite (if not my absolute favorite) bsd characters. i have no idea when that happened but it just kinda did.
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abysslll · 1 year
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that one scene in fifteen with dazai shooting the body over and over again is sooooo <333
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bethiewhimsy · 2 years
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look what i found in the dumpster!!
*holds up bsd brainrot rants*
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giggly-argent · 1 year
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ngl... I have a whole Separate group of human ocs that I use just for rps/scenarios that my main cast wouldn't fit in 😵‍💫 Usagi was one but she breached containment into the main group fjgndn (this isnt important or anything! its confession Sunday n i just felt like sharing 💕)
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kitsquared · 2 years
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I think the funny thing is i want to draw a lot of chuuya-related things.. but drawing dazai is easier for me to do and he also has a lot of scenes i want to do
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soraavalon · 5 months
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DM: That evening, actually not even that evening, you probably stop to stretch your legs at some point and make sure the horses are watered and doing all right. And at that point as you guys are unloading from the carriage to stretch your legs, Vanessa will reach across and set a hand on Eudora's knee. Tark: Tark makes this choking noise in the back of his throat. Doesn't say anything else but is like... Marigold: Very smooth. Tark (OOC): Yeah. Vanessa: Would you accompany me for a walk? Eudora: Certainly. Vanessa: Excellent. DM: And as you guys all get out of the carriage, she'll set a hand on your shoulder, it's gentle but you know guiding. Tark: Tark puppy dog trailing behind them. DM: I think she ignores you. Hunt: I will also trail behind, but you know yeah. DM: Mm-hmm Tark (OOC): As Hunt does, aka in the shadows. Hunt (OOC): Yes. Trying to be a little more sneaking than that. DM: Sure, go ahead and make a stealth check. Hunt (OOC): Oh yay. Moriarty (OOC): First roll of the session. Hunt: *rolls* That's cocked DM: *to self* Do I have her... Hunt (OOC): I fucking hate this dice tray. *rerolls* DM: *continues to look for something for Vanessa* Hunt: 24. DM: Damn okay, probably not going to notice that. Hunt: Wait, was this based on sight or movement? DM: It doesn't matter, she can't possibly [something] with a Nat20. You're fine. She's not really paying attention to either of you anyway as she kind of pushes Eudora away from the group as much as she can. Moriarty (OOC): Hold on, I have to briefly check my perception score. DM: I'm sure you'd notice, she's not being especially subtle. Moriarty (OOC): Oh no, like I notice her pushing Eudora. I was trying to see if Moriarty would notice that Hunt was following. Hunt (OOC): No because I think your perception is--- DM: Probably not because it's passive. Moriarty (OOC): Mine is a solid 20. Hunt (OOC): Mine's 21. DM: Then no. Hunt (OOC): That's how I know yours, you're one less than mine. Tark (OOC): Haha sucka. DM: No, Hunt actively rolled a 24. I don't think you're directly watching Moriarty (OOC): I would literally have to roll a 19. Hunt (OOC): hehehehe DM: Yeah. Moriarty (OOC): To be able to see Hunt. DM: And I think it would be based on your passive right now 'cause you probably wouldn't be watching Hunt specifically. Eudora: If she's nudging Eudora in a specific direction, Eudora's going to make a point of stepping quickly to walk just a little bit ahead in that direction instead of being... Moriarty (OOC): Shoved. Eudora: Yeah. DM: Sure, she'll let her hand fall if you're clearing going with her. Eudora: Yeah.
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ouranbutworse · 6 months
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tetsuya is 22 in the manga.... 😩
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enby-mori · 7 months
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When Ryuurou (23) was pregnant with Kiyoshi, he virtually had no bump until the sixth or seventh month. Which is a big problem when he has no clothes to accommodate his sudden growth.
Natsume (38), the father of Kiyoshi, has no experience with caring for a pregnant partner, let alone one carrying a child with a special ability. (Not that any of it matters unless Ryuurou delivers the child he was promised (we'll get into that more later)).
Natsume's parents (58, 60) step in, having birthed and raised numerous children, particularly children with similar abilities to Natsume.
They weren't aware of Ryuurou's existence let alone the child he was carrying until Natsume dragged him to their doorstep.
They have a heavily pregnant up and coming mafioso in their house and a son who may or may not even care for said mafioso. (you can imagine how much more enraged they are when they find out that Natsume had abandoned Kaede (5) in their home (though it does explain why Ryuurou keeps crying out at night and attempting to crawl out of the house)).
Thankfully despite Ryuurou not being allowed to see a doctor, Kiyoshi is born relatively healthy. A strong healthy kit.
..Something both Natsume and his parents forgot to mention to Ryuurou.
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