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Edward Munson you fool

Pairing: Friend!Eddie x friend!plus size reader

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A/N: so this was a request I just had to do. Thanks @salenorona23 for it. Hope you like it. As always feedback and reblogs are appreciated. Thank you in advance. This was inspired by the little clip of Chrissy and Eddie being "cute". It hurt more than I care to admit. So here goes nothing.

Warnings: sexual implications, language, arguing, self harm, mentions of blood and not proof read and no word count.

Summary: Eddie's relationship with Chrissy is not all it's cracked up to be. His best friend tries to get him to see the truth but he refuses. Instead he is cruel and pushes her away.

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It was almost unbearable seeing them together. How incredibly different they were. But hey opposites attract and what not. It's bullshit. The whole thing was asinine. Eddie should not be with her. But he was. Damnit! Chrissy Cunningham of all people. She stole your best friend's heart. That stupid wench.

No she really wasn't a wench. She was actually very sweet. It was nauseating. You had been Eddie's best friend for like forever. He was the only person in this God forsaken town who got you. The real you. The only person who saw past the thick exterior straight to your heart. He saw something in you that you never even saw in yourself. A girl who was beautiful on the inside just as well on the outside.

The moment he laid those big chocolate brown eyes on you he had your heart. Did he know that? Well no. Did he ever give you a hint that he liked you more than just a friend? Nope. Were you too much of a coward to actually admit your feelings for him? Damn right you were. But there was something there. You just knew it. But that something came out as loving friendship. Which you had to settle for.

Eddie had started seeing Chrissy after their encounter in the woods. You could imagine how that went. Him being his eccentric self. Showing her he wasn't scary at all. It was stupid to say the least. Well because you knew that. And a handful of others knew that. So why all of a sudden was Chrissy so into him now? She had never glanced his way before. Maybe she saw in him what you always did. He was funny and theatrical, he was very smart even though he chose not to embrace it. He was kind and caring. He was beautiful and just overall an amazing creature.

How anyone could ever get the wrong idea about him was pathetic and just plain WRONG! So when it came to his new relationship he was happy. So you had to be happy for him. He spent so much time with Chrissy he had almost completely cut you out of his life. Which really broke your heart. Yes you loved him but you were willing to shove that love to the deepest part of you. Just so you could remain friends. Because well, Eddie Munson was important to you and you thought that you were important to him. By his actions though, it was clear to you that you were just an after thought.

That's when the bullying got worse. Normally you had Eddie there to be your knight in shining whatever to keep the dillholes at bay. But since he wasn't around much you got it ten-fold. You guest it was because of the years spent being his number 1 girl. Now becoming dead last. What made matters worse was when your cat died.

Eddie had gifted Mortisha to you on your 14th birthday. It was a stray all black cat that his uncle said he couldn't keep. He knew you would love her and take care of her so he brought her to you. And man did you love that cat. Burying her was one of the hardest things you had to do. But to do it without your best friend only made the pain insufferable.

Thank God Eddie wasn't your only friend though. You had Nancy, Robin, and the handsome Steve Harrington. You guys have been friends ever since freshman year. You were the one who actually introduced them to Eddie. Which might have been the best idea you had ever had. Nancy helped Eddie with his school work when you couldn't. Robin got him to stop smoking. Which you tried like hell to do. And Steve, well Steve was a tag along. Attached at Robin's hip. It was good though because Eddie enjoyed the male companionship. But it was Steve who told him about Chrissy wanting to buy some mind altering substance. Which Eddie was happy to oblige. Something about corrupting a cheerleader engulfed his mind. Something you would later regret.

So as the relationship between Eddie and Chrissy progressed you spent most of your free time with Steve and Robin. They were pretty freaking awesome. You liked how the bickered and play fought. It reminded you of your relationship with Eddie. You missed him a lot and Steve could tell. He decided to take you under his wing and try and find you someone to date. He took you to parties and what not. But for some reason he was the only one to drive you home. Your relationship with Steve was entirely platonic. And that was okay for you and him. Yes he was beautiful but, he was no Eddie. He knew you had feelings for him but he kept that to himself.

...

Eddie did notice that he saw less and less of you when he started seeing Chrissy. And he really did miss you. But Chrissy easily got his attention with her lips. He had fun with her. Alot of "Fun" but they didn't have anything in common. He thought it was weird at first but he grew to accept it. He always pictured himself with someone like you. So pretty and sweet. But a total hard ass when the time called for it. Someone who liked the same things he did. Who listened to the same music like you did. Someone with your laugh and your smile. Someone who wanted the best for him like you did. Like how you challenged him in ways that were exciting. Hell if he had to choose someone it would have been you. But here he was with the head cheerleader. Beauty and the beast. He of course was the beauty.

...

3 months into the relationship you were sitting in your normal spot at the hellfire table when Eddie decided to bless you guys with his presence.

" Hey there sweet cheeks. Long time no see. Hey did you get your hair cut?" He said giving you his signature grin.

" Edward." You gave him a thin lip smile.

" Oh shit what did I do?" He pouted.

You rolled your eyes and continued to read the Newsweekly you had bought early that morning. You were reading this bullshit about D&D. You scoffed and slammed the magazine on the table. Eddie was eating pretzels and jumped when you did that.

" What is it pretty girl?"

" Nothing just a bunch of hogwash about cults and D&D."

" WHAT?!" Eddie picked up the magazine and went on this huge rant.

Making an ass of himself. He was always so cute doing that. You smiled as he got up on the table and went on about tossing balls in laundry baskets. You laughed when he made a face at Carver. He was always doing shit like this. When he was finally done he sat back down and grinned at you.

"Don't ever change Munson." You grinned

" Don't plan on it sweet cheeks." He winked at you.

You felt your cheeks flush and you looked away so that he wouldn't catch that. But he did. He noticed everything about you. How you wore your hair on campaign days, how when you had to sneeze you would always rub your nose with your finger tips before. How you would always stopped him from buying you food because you weren't hungry then steal his fries. He would always got extra just for you. How even though you were a big girl you were always cold. Even on a hot ass summer day. Eddie was your own personal blanket and he loved it. He loved how soft you were. Just how darn cute you were. But he had a girlfriend and he couldn't see you that way.

But when you left the table suddenly he was sad. He really did fucking miss you. Missed the talks and the snuggles. He missed how awful you sang to his records. Missed your overwhelming need to feed him. You were his best friend and most loyal friend. Well until later that night.

...

When Eddie hopped off the table you saw Jason Carver leave the cafeteria. When the doors were almost shut you saw Chrissy hanging on him. That wasn't suspicious at all. You had gotten an ugly feeling in the pit of your stomach. You looked at Eddie and he smiled making your heart sink. That beautiful boy with the heart of gold would never know how much you loved him.

Feeling overwhelmed by your misery you got up and left. You didn't say a word because you could feel the tears approaching and you didn't want anyone worrying about you. Especially not Eddie. You hid a lot from him lately. You didn't want to but he was too preoccupied. And you didn't want to ruin his new found happiness.

See the bullying had gotten so bad that you had started to self harm again. You had been so good when Eddie entered your life. But now it was too much. It started just a week after Eddie started seeing Chrissy. Someone put gum in your hair. That you had to cut it. Your hair meant everything to you. You were growing it for your mom who had lost all her hair from chemo therapy.

The next time someone stole your clothes during P.E and replaced them with much smaller ones. You had just gotten out of the shower when you noticed your clothes were gone. So when you went back to grab your P.E uniform it was gone too. You were so embarrassed. Everyone was laughing at you and you went in the closet and cried. You dug your nails deep into your forearm breaking skin. The pain made you feel better. It calmed you down enough to call your pops to bring you clothes and went home for the day.

And the next time someone groped you. Touching between your thick thighs. Then they claimed they smelled fish. You went home in tears and showered for so long that the cold water didn't bother you. You really didn't smell like fish but by God you were going to make sure you scrubbed long and hard. Once you were satisfied and sore you got out and faced yourself in the mirror. You hated what you saw. You pulled open the medicine cabinet and took out one of your dad's single bladed razors. You made a 2 inch incision in your inner thigh. Once you felt better you cleaned yourself up and got ready for bed. You regret it as soon as you laid down. You should have called Eddie like you promised. He made you swear to call him whenever you felt like this. But you couldn't bring yourself to do it. You didn't want to ruin his day by it.

So when you walked out of the cafeteria you found yourself in the parking lot. You heard constant mooing and pig noises when you walked through the hallway that you just needed the fresh air. You saw Chrissy flirting with Jason. And when you snuck closer they got in his car and started to kiss. Your hands shook out of anger. You strolled right up to the car and banged on the window. That's when you saw Jason's pants unbuttoned and Chrissy's underwear in the back seat. She looked at you with such fright. She got out of the car and came to you.

" Y/n please! It's not what it looks like!"

" Really! So you just weren't hopping on Carver's dick? Real classy. Last time I checked you were in a relationship. You know the one with my best friend."

" Best friend?! Please you don't even talk anymore."

" Seriously?! You are so fucking dense! I kept my distance because of you! Because he was happy with you! You are such a piece of shit for doing this to him! But you and him. You're done."

" No! Don't tell him! It-it meant nothing. I-I love him. I love Eddie." She cried.

" Save your tears for someone who gives a fuck sweetheart!" You yelled before you stormed off.

You were in such a rage you had no idea what to do. You had to tell him. Fuck! Why did it have to be you that saw that? Why did she do that? How could she do that? How could she do that to poor Eddie? He was a god damn good person. He didn't deserve that. No one did.

...

You were outside of his trailer pacing back and forth. You were chewing your nails trying to build up the courage to do this. You didn't want to break his heart. But you had to. It was the right thing to do. It was your duty as his best friend to be honest with him. You were never afraid to tell others what was going on in your head. Even with Eddie you could be brutally honest with him. But this information had you questioning your ability to be straight forward.

"C'mon girl. For Eddie sake.'

You were just about to walk up the steps when he came out. He jumped back scared

" JESUS H CHRIST Y/N! WHAT THE HELL?!"

You put your hands up to show you meant no harm. You backed away as he jumped off the top step to the ground. You smiled when he grinned at you.

" What's going on pretty girl? To what do I owe the pleasure of your company on this fine evening?"

" Oh umm I wanted to see you. Umm haha. I uhh missed you, you loser."

Eddie leaned back a little and narrowed his eyes. But his suspicion went away quickly.

" I miss you too sweet cheeks. Come here."

He came and pulled you into a bear hug. God he missed you in his arms and the way you smelled.

You breathed him in and wanted to cry. Why did it always feel like home in his arms? No. Stop that. You have to do this.

" Eddie?"

" Yeah?"

" I umm I have something to tell you."

" Is it really important because I planned on hanging out with Chrissy right now."

"YES!"

" Whoa there what's going on?" He said pulling away a bit.

"EddieIsawChrissyandJasongoingatitinhiscarandandimsorry" it just came out so fast.

" Okay. Umm what the hell did you just say? Calm down pretty girl. What was that?"

You took a deep breath. " Eddie, I saw Chrissy and Jason going at it in his car. Eddie, I-I I'm so sorry."

Eddie dropped his arms and took a few steps back. "What do you mean "going at it"?"

" They were having sex." You said stepping closer to him but you stopped when he took another step back.

" You're lying." He chuckled but you could tell he was serious.

" Eddie, why would I lie?" You were actually hurt that he would think that.

" I-I don't know maybe you... I don't know.. you like me or something."

" I.."

Eddie gave you a look you had never seen before.

" Shit y/n that's it isn't it? You like me and you created this stupid fucking lie so that you could break us up."

" Wait. What?!"

" Yeah c'mon y/n that's a new low. Even for you. What did you think would happen? That I would leave Chrissy and what? Be with you?"

" Hold on. What the hell is wrong with me?" You. Were. Pissed.

" C'mon. Do you really think I w-would be with with someone like.. like well you know."

Now it was your turn to step back and go on the defense. " No Edward. Enlighten me."

"Man fuck y/n! You know I hate when you call me that."

" I don't give a shit! What the hell did you mean?!

" You know a girl like you."

Girl like me?

You scoffed. Oh now he's done it. " Right poor fat y/n huh. So big no one could love...you're a real shit friend you know. No I didn't tell you that because I like you. I told you that because I'm your best fucking friend and you deserve so much better that that poor excuse of a human being."

"That's not-"

" No fuck you Eddie! What the hell is wrong with you?! You were supposed to be my friend. But I get now. You are just like everyone else. No matter how hard you try to be different or how much you try to hide it you really are a fucking asshole. "

" Me?! You're the asshole here. You just come out of nowhere lying to me."

" I DID NOT LIE EDWARD! I NEVER LIE TO YOU!"

" So you're tell me you don't like me and Chrissy did have sex with Carver?"

"NO. I mean yes."

" Well what is it?!"

Your breath was shallow and your heart was racing. " I do love you okay! I have loved you for a very long time. But that is not the reason I told you this okay. You know what. Believe me or don't. I don't give a fuck anymore. I was just trying to be a good friend. Something you have most definitely been lacking lately"

" What the hell is that supposed to mean?!"

" Seriously?! Have you been so blind to not notice the hell I've endured the past few months?"

" How in the hell am I supposed to know what's going on with you if you don't even talk to me?!"

" That's because you haven't been around for me to talk to. You're always with her. And I have to admit that yes I was jealous. But that's because she took my best friend away from me. I needed you and you weren't there. You weren't there when I buried Mortisha and you weren't there when I had to cut off my hair because someone put gum in it. Now my mom can't use it. You weren't there when someone touched me without my permission. I...I know I shouldn't depend on you to save me all the time. But you promised you would be there. Always. And -and you weren't. And-and I hate you....So you know what.... We're done. Friendship terminated."

You got in your car and peeled out of that trailer park not looking back at him. You finally let the tears come. You couldn't believe you just did that. Why in the fuck would you say that? You could never hate him.

...

Eddie didn't go to Chrissy's that night. He had no idea what the hell was going on. Why hadn't you told him? He would have been there in a heart beat regardless of who he was with. Did you really think he would abandon you like that? And who in their right mind would touch you without asking? He was going to find out and beat the living shit out of them. He really didn't believe you when you said that shit about Chrissy. So he made a decision to keep seeing her.

Eddie hadn't seen you all week. Even if he did how could he have apologized without sounding like such a fucking tool. It was Saturday afternoon and he was watching Chrissy at practice. His mind kept going to you and your face that night. How absolutely hurt you were when he said a girl like you. He honestly didn't mean it that way. He actually didn't know what he meant to say. He was just so damn mad. But he really didn't think you were fat or anything like that. You were truly one of the best looking girls in all of Hawkins if not the best.

You meant more to him than you would ever know. But how could he show you that? He was with someone. He wasn't a cheater and he cared about Chrissy's feelings. But he did love you. He really did. He just didn't know how much.

The sound of crying broke his thought process. He shook his thoughts away and saw Chrissy holding her arm on the ground. He ran to her.

" What happened?"

" I'm so sorry Chrissy. We were there. We were right there."

Someone said but Eddie wasn't looking at who said it. He picked up Chrissy and ran to his van. He drove erratically to the hospital and got her in.

...

That Saturday you were hanging out with Steve and Robin. You had been staying with Robin all week. Not wanting to go home just in case the devil showed himself. You had spilled your guts to them about what was going on with Eddie. They both tried to get you to reconsider the friendship but you had to be strong. You meant what you said and that was it. Period.

After a pretty good morning you had to go home and grab some clothes. Steve offered to drive you. So you let him. You guys were joking around and singing to Madonna. Eddie would have killed you if he knew. But you know whatever. Steve turned down the music.

" Hey I got you something."

"Oh yeah? It's not my birthday is it?" You teased.

" No no. I just saw it and I thought of you."

"Awww...ok what is it?"

" I uhh I think it's in the back."

You turned to look for your gift but didn't see it. You hadn't noticed Steve swerving a little as he tried to look. When you sat back down you saw a glimpse of a deer.

" STEVE LOOK O-"

He swerved and the car and it flipped. You closed your eyes and your body flung in the air. When the car finally stopped rolling you were outside of it. You tried to sit up but it was too painful.

"STEVE!...STEVE!....STEVE ANSWER ME!"

"Y/n! WHERE ARE YOU?"

" Oh thank God! STEVE ARE YOU HURT?!"

" NO. IM OKAY. I'M JUST STUCK."

" FUCK!" You grunted as you forced yourself to get up.

You finally got to your feet and stumbled over to the driver's side. All the glass was broken and Steve's belt wouldn't come off. You found a piece of glass large enough to cut the belt. You handed it to him and fell back onto the ground. You were feeling so dizzy and sleepy.

Steve cut himself free and climbed out of the window. He came and kneel next to you. He saw a large chuck of glass embedded in your side. You looked pale. He took off his shirt and pressed it around the glass. But it was quickly soaking up blood. You were bleeding too much and too fast.

Good thing the road was slightly busy when a good samaritan stopped to help you get to the hospital. You weren't thinking straight at all. You closed your eyes when Steve lifted you carrying you to some random car. The last thing you remembered was picturing Eddie's big brown eyes.

...

Eddie was sitting in the E.Rs waiting room. He had just broke up with Chrissy when she confessed what she did. She seemed to be really sorry about it. And Eddie had such a kind heart that he appreciated her for telling him the truth. He agreed to be friends but he really didn't think that was gonna happen. He was sitting there for a while thinking how to finally tell you he was sorry. That's when he saw Steve carrying you in. All he really saw was Steve with his shirt off. He was so fucking mad. Did Steve try and do something to you? Everything told him that Steve hurt you and he lost it. Her ran after Steve but he nor Steve wasn't allowed to go back with you.

Eddie pushed Steve up against the wall and held onto his neck. " WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO HER?"

" AHH! EDDIE...STOP!"

" WHAT DID YOU DO?!"

A security guard came and pulled Eddie off of him.

" Hey hey. It's okay he's my friend." Steve said making the security guard let go of Eddie.

Eddie went to charge again but Steve backed away and held out his hands. " Stop it! We got in a car accident....and she was thrown from the car man... she uhh she's in really bad shape. She lost a lot of blood."

Eddie felt like his whole world stopped. The air from his lungs disappeared hearing those words. That's when he saw it. The blood all over Steve.

" Is that?" Eddie pointed.

" Yes now sit down before you pass out." Steve lead him to a chair.

"How...how are you okay?"

" I had my seat belt on man."

Eddie turned to him. "She wasn't wearing a seatbelt?"

" Yeah. She was looking for a gift I got her."

" What?"

" Yeah I got her and well you matching friendship bracelets. But uhh I don't know where they are now." Steve sighed.

"God Harrington. She's gonna be fine right?"

" I hope so. It's all my fault Eddie. I'm so sorry."

"It was an accident. She's gonna be fine. She has to be. I gotta tell her I love her man."

...

Days went by and Eddie stayed there the whole time. You weren't out for a long time. Eddie had donated blood because he was a universal donor. He had hoped it would help you. But he was missing too much school without a valid excuse. Which was bullshit. You were a valid reason for him. So he decided that he was gonna repeat his senior year for the fourth time. He knew you would be pissed but he had to be by your side. He was there every single day. And he was there every night.

When you woke up a week later you were actually happy to see him. For a few moments you felt important to him. But that went away quickly. Eddie went to to get you some snacks when he ran into Steve.

" Hey man. What are you don't here?"

" Uhh y/n called. She said she's going home today and she wanted me to take her home."

Eddie was confused. Why didn't you ask him to take you home?

" I uhh I'll take her. You don't know how to keep four wheels on the ground." He chuckled.

" Uhh alright let's go tell her." Steve patted him on his back and they went to the room.

You were getting dressed and the guys turned around to give you your privacy.

" So umm y/n Eddie said he would take you home."

"What? No!....I umm mean I really would like for you to take me home Steve. Sorry Eddie."

Eddie turned around and you didn't look at him. He looked over to Steve and he shrugged. Eddie took one last look at you and left.

" Why didn't you want him to take you home y/n?"

" Look Steve don't get me wrong. I still love Eddie. But I can't even look at him without my heart breaking. I could have died and I have this new look on life. I'm not wasting my time on someone who thinks I'm a liar and doesn't feel the same way."

" Y/n c'mon. You know Eddie cares about you and he loves you. He's been here every single day. He's your best friend. You guys can get through this. You guys can get through anything."

" Not this. He was so mean to me. You weren't there. You didn't hear him. And he doesn't love me."

" I don't need to know what he said. I know he cares. You are important to him. That's just fact."

" Steve please just take me home. I want to sleep in my bed tonight."

" Alright, let's go l/n. Don't worry I'll keep both eyes on the road this time."

"You better. Or make sure you actually kill me this time."

" Shut up!"

" Bite me Harrington."

...

You woke up the next morning tired as hell. You went to your parents room and gave your mom a kiss. It was early and your dad was already gone.

" You hungry mom?"

" Yes sweetheart. Can you make me some eggs?"

" You got it."

You went to the kitchen when there was a knock on the door. You groaned. You really didn't want to see anyone today. The knocking was giving you a headache.

" Alright don't get your panties in a knot. I'm coming." You said out loud.

You opened the door and saw Eddie. He was smiling holding up a bouquet of flowers.

" What are you doing here Munson? Should you be with your girlfriend?"

Eddie nervously laughed. " I uhh. We broke up. Seems like you weren't lying after all."

You crossed your arms. " I told you I would never lie to you."

" Right. Right. Look y/n I'm sorry. I should've believed you."

" Yeah you got that right."

" Chrissy told me everything. And we agreed to be friends"

You scoffed.

" I told her that it's a good thing to end it. Because well pretty girl. I told her I love you."

" Right as a friend. Cool Munson good for you. Bye now."

"No y/n wait."

You stopped from closing the door and he stepped closer.

" y/n, look I really do love you. You are the first girl to ever treat me right. The first one to care and appreciate me. And even though I have been in love a few times. I have never been this in love with someone. See pretty girl with you it's different. With you it feels right. And I didn't think you felt the same so I had to let you go. But, I can't do that any more. You mean the absolute world to me. You are my sun, my moon, my stars. There is just something about you that makes my heart tingle when you're near. Your voice calms me. Something about you makes me fall in love all over again....it's you sweet cheeks. It's always been you...So what do you say pretty girl?... Be with me... Like we were always meant to be."

Eddie fucking Munson just crushed your heart all over again. How could he stand there and tell you such things.

" A girl like me Edward. That's what you said remember... Kick rocks Munson."

You slammed the door in his face. And he just stood there so dumbfounded. " That was not what I meant y/n."

" Yeah well it still hurt." You said through the door.

Eddie grinded his teeth and shook his fist.

" you listen here sweet cheeks. You will forgive me and you will be my girlfriend because I'm yours forever. I will show you."

" Good luck." You said with a smile

...

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