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#My Switch looks damn good now btw and I am still very proud of it. And it functions just like it's fresh from the factory. Nothing's busted.
crystalkleure · 4 years
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I think a very important thing to understand about me is the very specific aesthetic that I absolutely adore more than anything.
I love it when something looks cute and innocent at first, so you assume it is sweet and harmless, and then you are very, very wrong. Ooh, that’s the good shit. Kills me every time.
#Surprise Filth And Gore. It's better than when it's expected.#.It speaks#About me yo#I think I know the reason WHY I love it so much too#I am 5'1'' and very pretty. And AFAB. And I HATE being infantilized. I am not a child or a doll I am a fucking adult here.#I just look cute. Oh well. It just kind of happened. I'm tiny and I have a pretty face.#I am also autistic. Yet another mark in the ''things that make people treat you like a literal brainless infant'' column.#Not to mention my mother raised me and she To This Day does not let me do fucking anything myself.#I am not allowed to cook or clean. Can't do the laundry; can't make food; can't clean up after the pets.#She explicitly thinks I'm just incompetent and won't ever manage to do anything right. She took all of the knobs off the stove. I am 21.#If I am trying to complete a task and she sees me; she will take that task away from me and just do it herself [or try to].#I dismantled my Nintendo Switch and reshelled it and gave it fancy new buttons and everything and she tried her BEST to not let me.#She wanted me to give it to her and let her do it. Even though I'm the one who spent the whole fucking day looking up how to do it right.#I eventually got it done by distracting her the whole time. I kept giving her little harmless things to do so she'd feel like she's helping.#Spoiler alert she couldn't do any of it and got frustrated and abandoned it and I -- you guessed it -- am the one who did it all myself.#If I had given her any Actual Important parts to fiddle with she probably would have broken them and trashed the system.#My Switch looks damn good now btw and I am still very proud of it. And it functions just like it's fresh from the factory. Nothing's busted.#So yeah I hate being treated like a fucking baby more than anything. That Is My Life Though.#So I fucking love it when something that everyone thinks looks Soft And Sweet And uwu babby-ish is actually Exactly The Opposite Of That.#Ideally the ''sweet thing'' never even lied and SAID it was Sweet And Dumb. People just made assumptions that bit them in the ass.
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pure-kirarin · 3 years
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Zoro x dancer reader
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lofi-coffee said :hey! i just came from your zoro hc’s hxbsjxb which was absolutely *chefs kiss* btw! do you so scenarios? if so could i request a scenario based off of the “good dancer” hc, where hes admiring his s/o dance and she pulls him out to join her? he stumbles, its a lil messy, but who tf cares bc they’re happy and that’s all that mattersplease + thank you. hope you have fun writing it!💕
Thanks for your request and for your feedback ! It makes me so so happy everytime someone reads what I write...Because I never expected that anyone would read my work ! I wrote this and I hope that you like it...I had fun writing it but I don’t know if it’s what you expected or wanted hahah. ~ I love tension uwu Ps: cool tumblr name ;w; <3 (ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ)♡ **************** How could she move her body that way ? It was almost indecent. That's what was going through Zoro's mind as his sight was hanged to your body. He was sitting there, away from the dance floor, drinking glass after glass of beer. He was lazily looking at you while enjoying his drink. Damn, what a good dancer He was quite entertained by your figure, gracefully moving to the sound of the music. He was in this little bar in Dressrosa, finding his way to it to enjoy a drink before the execution of the plan. The other strawhats were each discovering this rather charming city. Dressrosa...The city of passion, he smirked a bit, looking at you he was begining to understand why it was called that way. The ladies were good dancers, not that he cared about dancing much but...He had to admit that he loved getting entertained while drinking and you were quite the entertainment. Was it the drinks or was it his mind playing him tricks ? Because he was damn sure that it was as if you were the only one on the dance floor... Some soft bachata music was playing. At first, he could only see your back moving sensually. When you turned around, he swallowed pretty hard, both your eyes met and you weren't one to look down. You continued dancing while looking him in the eyes with a little smile on your face. He rised his eyebrow, she's not intimidated ? Good. He smirked, amused by your attitude. You were certainly aware that you were the star of the show. You didn't have a partner either, isn't bachata supposed to be a social dance ? Zoro didn't dwell on these thoughts, he just wanted to enjoy his night, his gaze attached to your body. The swordsman being a bad dancer wasn't going to say nor do anything. He just wanted to look at you and to drink a lot. He didn't want anything from you, in fact, you seemed surreal and he thought for a second that maybe you were the fruit of his imagination and that of the dyonisiac beverage. Maybe if his fingers caressed your hair, you'd vanish in smoke. He turned his face towards the barista, making a sign with his hand to ask for a new drink while his glass was still half full. His eyes then switched to the dance floor and you were gone, just as the music stopped. You vanished. He let out a sigh, were you really just a hallucination ? He thought his tolerance to alcohol was impeccable. « -Hey, are you going to join me or are you just going to look at me ? Your voice was smooth and sensual. Zoro looked from right to left, ah, you were talking to him, after all, you noticed his gaze. -Hm ?  He grumbled, amused but not impressed, not yet. -God. Don't react this way. Your eyes almost poked a hole through my body and now that's all you say ? » Zoro thought that you were quite aggressive in your advance. He wasn't going to deny that he was indeed looking at you. He didn't feel shy, he just looked and you couldn't blame him for it, not when you danced in that way. He looked you right in your eyes, looking for an answer, what did you want from him ? He was surprised of finding amusement, challenge, almost like you were defying him. He wanted to see how far you were going to reach. -I'm drinking. He waves his glass. You were aware of your charm and you knew that the swordsman found you attractive, otherwise he wouldn't look at you this way. But how could he devour you with his eyes and act so ininterested ? Your ego couldn't handle his attitude. You came to him by yourself and he was letting his « chance » go. Didn't he know how many other guys dream of dancing with you ? But you were drawn to this stranger, to this man that you have never seen around. His look when you were dancing caught your attention, it wasn't just a look of lust, it was a mixture of appreciation, fascination and desire. You wanted to know why he looked at you that way. You snatched the glass off his hand and drank its content in one go. He looked at you surprised. Wild. He thought to himself. He was starting to get interested in you. Could you be entertaining in more than one way ? You put the glass on the zinc quite violently and then you hold his sleeve really tight, pulling him a bit. «- Now you don't have an excuse. You dance ? He appreciated your boldness, however, what he didn't want to admit is that he is a really bad dancer. He was content just looking at you...But now you were defying him with that look of yours. -It wasn't an excuse. -Then what ? You're scared that I'll stab you or something... ? -Me ? Scared ?..Don’t make me laugh.” You giggled. Zoro knew about this « rumor », about Dressrosa's women being extremely passionate, stabbing their lovers if they ever cheat...What were you implying ? However, his swordsman pride didn't let him lose to you. He groaned and got up. You had a victorious smile as you held his hand, bringing him to the dance floor. The music started slowly and you knew that he didn't know how to dance Bachata. He was awkward and stiff and you found that to be cute. You wanted to dance with him because you knew that anyone could dance bachata, especially when you were leading. The music started and you put your arms around him. « -Eh...What are you doing here ? What am I supposed to do exactly.. ? You chuckled -It's bachata...here... you took his hand and placed it on your waist and the other one on your back. Don't worry, just follow me...anyone can dance. Place your leg between mine... -what ? -Trust me...Come on...Do it.. Zoro blushed a bit, he wasn't used to all of this dancing thing...it was silly, he just wanted to admire you while drinking but he was too proud to admit that he is « scared » of dancing, especially when you defied him with your fawn eyes. He stumbled, stepping on your feet making you let out an « ouch ! » of pain. His movements were so stiff, and honestly, he was just bad that it was almost cute. You expected a sensual dance, like bachata usually is but his hands on your skin were so tense. -Follow the music...Follow my body. » Some curious looks were on you, you looked amazing together even though the dancing was bad and messy on his part. Your grace almost made up for his false move, honestly all he had to do was to hold you close to him sensually but even something that simple seemed complicated to the swordsman. It was very endearing...Charming. You danced for a little while, following the rhythm of the music. -Oh god...you are worse than I expected...You said, provoking. Zoro was getting impatient and pulled you closer to him very aggressively. You were startled and stopped dancing. The swordsman had this aura that was pulling you towards him like a magnet. His look, the same one that he has earlier while looking at you...It was so intense, you wanted his eyes on you...You were dying out of curiosity for him. « -What's the matter now ?...I thought that you were a good dancer..  A smirk on the lips, a hot touch on your waist and you were already far, far away... -I...I am. You just startled me ! » You tried to hide your embarrassment but he read through your game. He was just as curious for you as you were curious for him. He wanted to see more of your dancing...And dance with you in many other ways. You passed the test, you looked resilient enough to put with his detached attitude. You also weren't scared of looking silly as seen from your little dance with him. The music stopped another time and he gave you a big smile now, he had to say that he didn't expect that he'd have such fun dancing with you. -Thanks for this dance, you said, ready to part ways. As your were turning back, he held your wrist pretty tight, startling you once again. You locked eyes with him, you thought that he didn't want anything more. He let go of your wrist then looked left, then right, then back at you. -Now that you showed me how to dance I'd like to show you something I'm good at... He scratched the back of his neck while saying this, always looking somewhat detached but also sure of himself. You were surprised but appreciated his honesty, after all, if it meant having those eyes look at you one more time...Why not ? -Haha...I'll be the judge of that. » You put your index finger on his chest then turned back. That night was the night when you met Zoro around a dance in the city of passion. It was also the starting of a passionate love story between both of you. Your love came in waves, just like a bachata dance, sometimes you pulled and sometimes he did, it was sensual, a bit awkward and messy at times but it was for sure passionate and enjoyable. ************ Please feel free to give me feedback and don’t hesitate to drop in my ask box to get to know each other =) I’m new to this fandom and I appreciate everyone already. ^-^ <3 
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moss-lyman · 3 years
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“God you make me blush so damn much” for Donna? You’re writing is amazing btw!
this is a culmination of this post and me rewatching Dazed and Confused for the 50th time, so you can kind of see where I’m going with this fic plot lolol.
(if smoking marijuana is a trigger for you, please do not read this!)
just some post-series silliness, under the cut :)
“Donna?” Josh calls as he walks into the apartment. “I’m home!” He drops his bag by the door and steps into the kitchen to grab a beer as Donna makes her way into the living room, a cheshire grin on her face.
“Hi,” she chirps, her hands behind her back as she comes to give him a quick kiss. “How was your day?”
“Fine,” he hedges, looking at her cautiously. “Why do you look like that?”
She grins even harder at his look of confusion and he still has no idea what’s going on until she brings a hand forward and produces something slim and white. His eyebrows raise, somehow even more confused now.
“Is that what I think it is?”
Donna rolls the object between her fingers. “If you’re thinking it’s a joint I confiscated from a couple interns who were hiding behind a tree by the Mall, you’d be correct.”
“And you thought it’d be a good idea to bring drugs back to our apartment?” he asks, but he’s smirking at her.
“Well,” she drawls, still twirling the joint, “apparently interns feel safe enough to smoke on their lunch breaks, so I figured you had a pretty lax system in place.”
He rolls his eyes and leans forward to snag it out of her hand. He’s about to toss it in the trash, but Donna stops him.
“What are you doing?”
“I’m throwing it away.”
“That’s a bit hasty, don’t you think?”
Josh’s grin ticks up in amusement. “Well, well, well,” he says, leaning back against the counter as his eyes dance gleefully. “Little Miss Goody Two Shoes has a dark side?”
“Hey, you were the one who ate too many brownies in college and missed your midterm and the Dean’s List,” she counters and his jaw drops open. “I’m just saying, we have an opportunity here. It’d be unwise to waste it.”
“How do you know about that?”
She takes the joint from him and moves back to the living room. “I know many things, Josh,” she says ominously, swiping a lighter next to a candle she has set on the mantle and looking at him intently. “Are you gonna tell on me?”
“What has gotten into you?” he asks, still fully amused and wanting to see where it leads. “Have you ever even smoked a joint before?”
“I did go to college, Josh.”
He stares at her for a moment before shrugging. “Fuck it. C’mere.” He beckons her to the couch and takes both items from her hand before sparking the lighter and lifting the joint to his lips to light it. She grins when he coughs, but takes it from his hands to puff on it herself. “God, my lungs are not what they used to be.”
Donna smiles and passes it back to him, the air soon foggy around them. She vaguely wonders if the secret service can smell it. “Tell that to your staffers.”
“Hey, there have been zero noise complaints this year,” he argues, searching for something to put the excess ash in. He reaches for an abandoned cup, ticking off the ash and taking another puff before passing it back to her. He moves to lean against the opposite armrest and brings her feet onto his lap while his bracket her hips. “I don’t yell that much anymore. I’m totally zen.”
Donna laughs and puts the joint out, setting the cup on the table before looking at him and grinning at the glazed over expression on his face. “I think you’re totally baked.”
“I can’t believe I smoked a joint with Donnatella Moss,” he says triumphantly. “I feel like I just got the valedictorian to play hooky.”
She nudges him in the stomach with her toe. “Why do you think I’m such a prude?”
“I don’t,” he insists, massaging one of her feet with his thumbs. “Believe me, you are definitely not a prude.” He smirks and brings her foot up to kiss the side of it, his eyes boring into hers. “But I just don’t see you as a stoner.”
“I dabbled,” she says coolly, scooting further down on the couch as Josh switches to massage the other foot. “If I was at a party or something...” she shrugs and he smiles wider.
“I’m so glad I’m witnessing this right now.”
Donna giggles softly, but they soon overtake her and Josh watches amusedly as she hides her face. “You make me blush too damn much,” she whines and Josh laughs out loud.
“What do you mean?”
She takes her foot back from his grip so she can rear up on her knees and move to straddle his lap, her smile still bright and happy. “You’re too sweet to me. I don’t deserve all the flattery and flirting.”
“You’re pretty proud of yourself for saying ‘flattery and flirting’ without stammering, aren’t you?”
“You see what I mean?” she whines again, the smile stuck on her face as she looks away from him.
“I’m not gonna apologize for telling you the truth, Donna. You’re amazing. You’re- that’s not even the right word. You are sunshine personified.” He sits up a little more as the euphoria takes over, and grabs her hips. “You’re that feeling you get when you’re a kid going to his first Mets game and he walks into Shea Stadium for the first time and smells the hotdogs and grass and dirt and New York and thinks there’s no way anything can get better than this. Do you know what I mean?” he asks her, his eyes hooded, but bright, and a smile on his face that Donna’s become very familiar with.
“You sound like you’re in love, Josh,” she murmurs, her own eyes watery.
“I am very much in love,” he agrees, bringing her closer to him. “With the best girl on the whole damn planet.”
Donna settles more comfortably on top of him, swaying a little, and she plays with his overgrown hair. “You’re in love with Betty White?”
He chuckles and pulls her down so he can kiss her. “Did you change your name?” he asks against her lips and she smiles while shaking her head. “Then, no, I’m not in love with Betty White.”
She schools her face into innocence. “Who then?”
“You,” he whispers simply, playing along as he gives her another kiss. He smiles when the blush creeps back up her neck and he kisses a rosy cheek before leaning back. “Forever and ever.”
She braces herself on his shoulders, a dazed smile on her lips, and he tucks her hair behind her ear, grinning himself. She doesn’t say anything before swinging off of him and grabbing the cup and lighter and heading to their bedroom.
“Where are you going?” he calls after her.
Donna looks at him over her shoulder. “Come show me your best McConaughey impression,” she says pointedly and he smirks before standing quickly and sidling up behind her, moving her hair so he can put his lips right to her ear.
“Alright, alright, alright.”
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miyaniacs · 4 years
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Match Up for @otakupandasworld
May I please get a written ship for haikyuu? I can be described as introverted. I randomly doze off and daydream a lot. Because of my introverted personality I am mistaken for cold a lot because of my “resting bitch face.” Once people get to know me I am just emotionally shy and empathetic. When I’m with friends I am very upbeat, joyful, and hardworking by supporting my friends and family. My friends describe me as a good listener and easy to talk with because I Am open-minded and easygoing. I like to watch anime, read manga, play video games, watch DC comic films and shows, my ultimate favorite hobbies include drawing fan arts of Kpop groups & anime, while listening to music (second ultimate favorite hobby). I also like to swim and drive around because of my love for adventures and imagination (also relaxation). I especially love to eat sweets , in particular boba and macaroons. I have big brown eyes, long wavy brown hair, baby face (don’t look my age. I Am mistaken for looking 13-17). Sexuality: heterosexual Age: 23
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non other than the great  OIKAWA 
okay now he was first attracted to you because you looked like a bitch and you were TOTALLY ignoring him trying to get your attention ???
HOW DARE YOU???
in reality you were just in your own little word not realising what’s going on around you 
SO when he tried to talkt you the next day he was so confused? 
he thought you were a bitch?? why are you so shy all of sudden??
so he switched from being an arrogant ass to being his annoyingly cute self 
he’s really outgoing and you had no there choice to open up to him 
in a relationship he’s yes really clingy and into PDA 
he cant help it he loves how cute you look 
often squishes your face because you look like a baby when he does so 
but he’s also one of the most observant people out there and you’re an open book for him 
so he would NEVER do anything you feel uncomfortable with. 
yes he pushes your limits sometimes but only because he knows that after a few minutes you realise that it’s not as bad as you first thought 
he always comes to you when he’s feeling down and just needs someone to talk to 
he loves how supportive you are of his passion for volleyball 
you often help him when he practice and obvious you’re at all his matches 
dates with him will either adventures or chill af
the adventures ones include :
driving around, leaving the car at some random parking lot and walking around through the nature, finding a cute lake where he pushes you into it lol - ends in both of you in the lake having a water fight 
arcades 
theme parks, where you force him to go to the most scary looking ride just to tease him afterwards for screaming like a child 
Arcades and theme parks also include taking his nephew with you two
and yes he loves you 
playing sports 
daring him to go into some haunted house together with you and Iwa which ends in you, clinging on Oikawa, and him clinging on Iwa 
chill ones
ok he LOVES DC ??? for real fight me but he loves Superman?? 
and Aquaman??? hell yes. ( like who doesn’t with Jason Momoa playing him) 
he’s such a nerd and the thought alone of “other species” gets him into full on power point presentation mood 
he also loves watching you draw?? 
hyping you up 
he’s constantly having his hands on you 
clinging on you like a koala 
omg when he’s tired and you want to finish this Manga because Iwa also wants to read it - he’s a WHINING MESS. 
crawling into your lap like a cat begging you to go to bed with him 
beCaUSE he CanT sleep ???? without you ??? in HIS ARMS ????
he also loves sweets. so now and then he surprises you with your fav macaroons -he still eats most of them
BRAGS about that one time you brought him bobba to practice 
ok real talk now. besides his fun and bubbly side  
he is insecure. and way to hard on himself
so there will be times were he breaks down late at night 
the fact that he trust you so much to see how vulnerable he is shows how important you are to him 
so you just talk with him all night long, holding him in your arms 
the next day he acts as if nothing ever happened 
also he’s so good at giving advice ?? 
oh and yes Iwa loves you because you’re also as determined as him to keep Oikawas ego in check 
tbh I feel like he would be such an amazing boyfriend for someone who’s shy ( same here btw ) because he will help you getting more out of your shell and show your true self in the most comforting and easiest way possible since he reads people so easily 
like one day your parents just tell you how proud they are that you grew so confident and that you show your joyful self and you’re like ??? wait what?? you haven’t even realised this until they pointed it out 
damn now I want a Oikawa :( 
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makeste · 5 years
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BnHA Chapter 244: Have You Read This Book
Previously on BnHA: Deku visited his mom on New Year’s Eve and was all “here’s a new letter from my ever-expanding fanclub of adorable preschoolers whom I saved from trauma” and Inko was all, “I’M SO PROUD OF YOU IZUKU I FEEL LIKE I DON’T HAVE TO PROTECT YOU ANYMORE” because she doesn’t watch the news at all or keep track of ominous plot developments I guess. The next morning, a.k.a. New Year’s Fucking Day, while other kids their age visited shrines or sat at home watching TV, Izuku, Shouto, and Katsuki were bussed off to go be child soldiers at Endeavor’s hero agency. Katsuki was all “HEY ENDEAVOR YOU’RE KIND OF A DICK,” and Endeavor was all “SHOUTO IS THIS VULGAR AND PUGNACIOUS YOUTH REALLY YOUR FRIEND” and Shouto was all “TOO LATE DAD, YOU SAID!!” and Endeavor hmmphed and booked it out of there and the kids all followed him and there was this old dude with a beard floating around screaming about END TIMES!! and Hawks was there and, what?? Seriously does anyone actually know what’s going on?
Today on BnHA: Endeavor chases down the old man (who may in fact be an actual prophet, though? Horikoshi what games are you playing) and sets him on fire and tackles him and it’s all very violent. Hawks then appears out of nowhere and breaks up BakuDeku’s tag team effort all “SAVE IT FOR THE MOVIE YOU TWO!” and is then all “hi Shouto” and “hi, you must be Midoriya, Tokoyami told me all about you, I wanted to work with you too, BUT -- [stares off angstily into the distance].” Then, because I forgot that Hawks never shuts up, he’s all, “Hey Endeavor have you ever heard of this book, ‘Paranormal Liberation Front’? Don’t let the really dumb-sounding title put you off, it’s actually a rousing tale full of hidden clues about all the bullshit I’m actually up to. I highlighted the relevant portions if you can’t be assed to read it, well anyways, Hail Hydra.” “Well that was a strange conversation,” Endeavor thinks to himself as he stares uncomprehendingly into the void. Sob someone please help them why are they so bad at this oh god.
(All comments are my unspoiled reactions from my initial readthrough of the chapter. I did a quick edit for grammar and clarity immediately afterward, and added a few ETAs in the process, but aside from that there are no changes.)
so thanks to that little stunt Horikoshi pulled two weeks ago, our chances of finding out Bakugou’s hero name any time within the next dozen chapters are slimmer than ever. probably he’ll reveal it at the end of the arc instead. it’s like he doesn’t even care about the databook. whatever I’ll have plenty of time to sulk more about it after I get to readin’
anyway the title of the new chapter is “Recommendation”, so... actually that does sound fairly promising, though? am I just eternally doomed to get my hopes up? is this referring to Shouto pestering his dad to take on his two best friends as fellow interns? what’s going on here
anyway so we’re opening with this
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I love that it’s the two supposed goody-two-shoes kids who are actually being vocal about blatantly disregarding Endeavor’s orders. Shouto is just not having it to begin with, whereas Deku at least is trying to rationalize his own reckless behavior. Katsuki meanwhile is too focused on doing this fancy kick move to switch his suitcase from his left hand to his right to bother talking right now. reminds me of him playing with the soccer ball as a youngling
also the fact that his case is number 17 and Deku’s is number 18. have I talked about this before? I think I have but it was with some other numbered thing. anyways love the symbolism of him trying to stay one step ahead of him and Deku always being right on his heels. or maybe I’m reading too much into it but anyways rivals, yay
damn Endeavor is really determined to get ahead of them though
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uh oh Horikoshi how much action did you pack into this chapter. starting to run out of time to finish all your panels again huh. you had a whole extra week! how fucking insane is this arc going to be holy shit
anyways Endeavor way to leave your brand new interns behind minutes after meeting them for the first time smdh. this is exactly how it went down with Hawks and Tokoyami
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okay so like, I know a flash fire is an actual thing, but for a second I started wondering if in this kind of context (with him speeding off), it might also be a reference to the DC hero. then I remembered that the name of Endeavor’s technique is different in Japanese and the pun probably doesn’t translate. ah well
anyways dude is fast. but I wouldn’t count the kids out yet, they’re all pretty fast too!
so now we’re back downtown with Old Man Doom And Gloom, and oddly enough it seems that this isn’t actually an out-of-the-ordinary occurrence?
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fucking quirk society. you guys are just so desensitized to the most bizarre fucking things. but I guess we in the 21st century are hardly ones to talk ourselves sigh
anyway now he’s being a bit more extra than usual and they’re starting to worry
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?? the fuck is that? that sure as hell isn’t Hawks or Endeavor lmao. IF IT’S SLIDIN’ GO I SWEAR TO GOD
or wait, is it still the old man talking? should I actually be paying attention to his ramblings, my bad
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is that a fucking Spirit Bomb
(ETA: in truth this is the most badass attack name that has ever existed or will ever exist and I should give it its proper due actually.)
so now I guess he’s hurtling it at them??
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...hold up one sec
“revelations from the universe, I have received. flee, flee good citizens. the Dark Lord’s lips curl into a wicked crescent” -- holy shit, this all tracks?? IS THIS DOOMSDAY CRACKPOT MOTHERFUCKER ACTUALLY RIGHT ON THE FUCKING MONEY HOLY SHIT. ARE YOU A WITCH GOOD SIR. DID YOU WRITE A BOOK OF HIGHLY ACCURATE AND DEVASTATINGLY WITTY PROPHECIES BY ANY CHANCE
“the end is nigh! the wicked stars are conspiring against us! we must stop them! the earth is on the verge of being engulfed by darkness! flee, my fellow citizens! I am the one who shall destroy this source of darkness! be revealed! servants of the dark lord, come forth!”
okay listen. if he’s aiming this fucking thing at Hawks, though, after a speech like that? fuck it, I’m a believer. I’m sorry old man, I wrote you off without a second thought and here you are being the only one who’s actually like “HELLO!!!? PEOPLE!!!? THE LEAGUE OF VILLAINS!!?! THEY HAVE AN ARMY!!? AND NOUMUS!??! FUUUUUUUUCK”
and I don’t know where you’re getting your information, but those are some legit-ass universe revelations. fucking even talks about the “Dark Lord” specifically only describing his lips. because he doesn’t have anything else to describe nowadays, face-wise. shit that is spooky
anyway so that sure was unexpected. let’s see what shenanigans Master Roshi here is gonna get himself into next
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did my boy just get fucking flashfired. jesus Endeavor show some fucking mercy
...
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someone want to explain to this man the concept of a proportionate response? anyone? ...
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fucking Todorokis I swear to god. if they weren’t all so good at being amazing superheroes, they could easily fall back on a career of being dramatic bitches for hire instead
anyways when did Endeavor change his clothes. this dude was wearing a turtleneck and slacks thirty seconds ago. did he literally just burn them off. how. what. fucking plot holes left and right
lol imagine if like on the next page the interns finally catch up and they’re like holding his fucking jacket and looking peeved
-- holy fucking shit, Endeavor
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not cool, dude!! what the fuck. this isn’t a fucking Noumu for fuck’s sake THAT IS A HUMAN PERSON
(ETA: I guess he ended up being okay, but shit, for a moment it looked like we were going full blown Raiders of the Lost Ark over here. anyways the moral of this story is that Endeavor is terrifying, fuck.)
so now of course Nostradamus is trying to get the fuck out of there, because if he sticks around Endeavor apparently has no qualms about burning him alive. fuck me Endeavor, I’m still rooting for your redemption arc my dude, but tbh if Dabi happens to pop up out of nowhere here looking for some revenge I’m not gonna say no to it right now. quit burning people alive!!
so now 12/21/2012 is zooming down an alley and Endeavor is zooming after him and telling some extra with a sword to stay and lead the evacuation
oh??
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Endeavor have you flown yourself right into a trap?
oh my god what the fuck is this
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it’s like Dabi VS the Liberation Army all over again. fucking check all these motherfuckers who apparently want to get themselves deep fried. this one guy really thinks he’s going to clock the Number One with a piece of fucking PVC pipe
LMAOOOOO
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LOOKS LIKE WE GOT OURSELVES A RUCKUS, BOYS! you better believe I have the Powerpuff Girls theme song playing in my head right now
-- !!!
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HAWKS!! I WAS STARTING TO WONDER IF YOU REALLY WERE THERE TOO OR IF THE PANELS IN THE PREVIOUS CHAPTER WERE DELIBERATELY MISLEADING
LOOOOOOL
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pour one out for these poor sobs who somehow got themselves caught up in an accidental pincer attack between the dynamic fucking duo and fucking Angry Bird here. where the fuck is Shouto btw. or is he the one that got stuck carrying Endeavor’s jacket
loool look at Hawks out here making friends
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SURPRISE BITCH
oh my god though you guys look at this??
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HELLO SURPRISE NEW FAVORITE SERIES OF PANELS, CAN I JUST TAKE A MOMENT TO LOVE ON YOU A BIT HERE, BECAUSE
1. Bakugou and Deku IN PERFECT SYNC, not even thinking about it. just effortless. that was an amazing tag team thing you guys had going on before SOMEONE stepped in and ruined it all omg. do you want me to talk to Hawks for you. I’ve been meaning to discuss some other things with him anyway so it’s not like it’d be going out of my way. can you believe this fucking pigeon blocked my number. WHERE IS JEANIST YOU BASTARD
anyways 2. “I thought Endeavor might have been in a tough spot” that’s a funny way of saying “I was lonely and missed my angry arson dad”! and fucking look at this ridiculous bantering between them. “did it look like I was in a tough spot?” I FUCKING CAN’T YOU GUYS PLEASE STOP
and 3. Shouto just watching. is he impressed by his dad? or just trying to figure out whether Hawks is his dad’s adopted son or boyfriend. I’m pretty sure it’s the former, Shouto, but I don’t blame you for being confused, Hawks just has that kind of energy with everyone
oh my god
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somebody arrest this man. I can’t fucking deal with your cheeky fucking face Hawks
is Skeptic getting all of this?? are they sitting there with bowls of popcorn back at the League of Pliff HQ trying to figure out whether Endeavor and Hawks are dating
...and shit, I just realized the League officially knows now that the disaster trio is interning with the number one. so that’s fucking great. not that it would have been a secret for long, but still, things are officially starting to get real. in hindsight, after the Kamino arc we had a nice long stretch of chapters in which Deku, Kacchan, and Shouto were not in immediate danger from the main fucking villains, so that was nice while it lasted I guess. those days will soon be behind us
ahhhklkljkl
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fucking shit Hawks could you be any more ominous. oh my god this arc really is going to kill me
so now we’re cutting away to somewhere. Pliff?
-- oh, nope, still in the same place, we just fast-forwarded to the part where the police came to haul all the bad guys away
and now the manga is being all clever and foreshadowing-y and would you look at this
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BUT IS HE TALKING ABOUT ENDEAVOR, OR HAWKS omg. or hell, he could even be talking about Deku. or AFO even though he’s not actually there. point is, you know he’s not actually wrong. but what is he actually trying to tell us ahhhhhh Servant of the Stars please reveal your secrets
(ETA: in all seriousness you guys, I’m fully down for counting this as a prophecy. it’s already canon that future-seeing quirks are a thing, so. the only problem is that this is some Game of Thrones-level ambiguity as far as who he’s actually talking about. it seriously could be anyone. anyways at least we’ve got some shiny new theory material to play around with here so that’s nice.)
LMAO
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HAWKS YOU BASTARD, JUST LIKE THAT I’VE FORGIVEN YOU FOR THE FUCKING JEANOCIDE
how does every single person Deku meets not greet him this way?? I sure as hell would. “well if it isn’t the kid who just. fuckin blew up his own hands on live television, multiple times. salutations”
anyways where’s Katsuki, the boy whose previous hero mentor you murdered in cold blood but he doesn’t actually know that yet. when are we gonna start in on that?
Hawks says he’s heard about Deku from Tokoyami. and he even says he would have liked to work with Deku too, wow. that’s high praise
ffffff here it comes, THAT GOOD HAWKS ANGST. WE WERE WAITING FOR THIS BUT IT’S STILL BRUTAL GAH
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is this entire arc just going to consist of Hawks saying cryptic things with double meanings known only to him and then glancing sideways at the camera all broodingly omg
AH, THERE HE IS
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Katsuki’s natural instinct to dislike 100% of newcomers on sight might work out to his advantage here. Hawks’s maxed-out Charisma stats VS Katsuki’s middling Perception stats which nonetheless have a tendency to land high whenever he performs an ability check! I might need to back off from this metaphor though before it becomes really obvious that I don’t actually play D&D
lol
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omg Endeavor can’t a guy just drop in on his grumpy pal out of the blue to make sure he’s doing okay without having some sort of ulterior motive? why are you so sure that Hawks showing up means that plot must be happening. because you’re not wrong, is the thing. but he’s probably just being standoffish for show
holy shit and now Hawks is just pulling out the Liberation Army’s book just like that?? IS HE ALLOWED TO DO THAT
(ETA: “let’s see, what’s a subtle way I can try and clue Endeavor in on the fact that I’ve become an undercover agent in the Paranormal Villain League of Liberation Front Armies. ... ...shit I’m not good at this.”)
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and since when was this book called “Paranormal Liberation Front”?? did they change the title to match the new name?
and what’s Hawks’s game here, though? is he going to play it as though he’s secretly investigating Pliff? you know, like he actually is doing? is this some kind of hiding in plain sight thing or what
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guys. is Hawks just... actually really bad at being a secret agent. omg
so he’s all “DESTRO’S IDEALS ARE EVERYTHING WE COULD ASK FOR” and lol what. fucking look at Endeavor’s face though
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this motherfucker could use a boost of his own wisdom stats, fff
(ETA: swear to god he’s two seconds away from a Katsuki-style “hah?!”)
oh my god
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fucking fuck me. he better have highlighted a really obvious section of that book, because otherwise I’m not gonna hold out hope for this message getting across at all. at least we know what that “recommendation” title was referring to now I guess
(ETA: Endeavor: [reading the highlighted section backwards] “‘‘it’s fun to smoke marijuana’!? what in the --”)
loooool
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the fate of the world now rests upon Endeavor’s abilities to See Underneath The Underneath and somehow decipher that when Hawks says, “ENDEAVOR I CHASED YOU DOWN IN ORDER TO GIVE YOU A COPY OF THIS BOOK THE VILLAINS WROTE, I THINK IT’S REALLY KEEN AND YOU SHOULD CHECK IT OUT”, what he’s really saying is, “ENDEAVOR I NEED YOU TO INVESTIGATE THIS SUSPICIOUS ‘LIBERATION FRONT’ THAT’S BEEN COINCIDENTALLY GATHERING A LOT OF ATTENTION SINCE THAT SHADY INCIDENT IN DEIKA CITY WHERE ‘TWENTY GUYS' BASICALLY DESTROYED AN ENTIRE TOWN. IF YOU’RE TOO DENSE TO PICK UP ON ANY OF THAT, I HIGHLIGHTED THE RELEVANT PORTION OF THE BOOK SO HOPEFULLY EVEN AN OBLIVIOUS DUMBBELL LIKE YOU CAN FIGURE IT OUT.” jesus christ
at least Endeavor now has some nerdy interns who fucking love to read. hell, Deku has probably already read the book. please help this dumb jock to understand his bird son’s coded message, Deku-Wan Kenobi, you’re our only hope
and that’s the end of the chapter! except that I heard there was a new poster for Heroes Rising that was released as well! how come it wasn’t included here now I have to go hunt it down
son of a bitch is this really the best quality that’s available? damn
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well all right. not really much going on here that’s a big revelation or anything, aside from the surprise inclusion of Hawks in the upper right hand corner. did we know he was going to be in this? and like, even if the anime does make it as far as his debut in season 4, will it have reached that point by the time the movie premieres in December? glad I caught up beforehand if they’re gonna start spoiling things like this
so that’s all she wrote for this week! databook is due out next week so that should be fun! we’re finally going to get Hawks’s real name from what I understand. so I can start yelling at him using his full name like a disappointed mom. I have a feeling that’s going to come in handy a lot during this arc. go to your room young man
(ETA: and just watch it be the Japanese equivalent of “Judas McMurder” or some shit. smh. y’all. we stan a shady bitch.)
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My 10 Most Wanted Smash Ultimate Characters
Like a lot of people, I am very excited for the new Smash game and I reverted to a child when E3 came around and we finally got Ridley. I'm relatively new to the whole fighting game thing (I only bought a copy of Smash 4 last year as my first Smash game so kill me I guess) and that's probably going to show in this obligatory want list but here are my ten picks for if I could haphazardly choose who's getting to punch Mario this time around. By the way, this list is in priority order so my number 1 pick is who I want the most!
P.S I know we're only getting a few more characters if any so obviously not all ten are going to make it in. In fact, chances are none of them will. But I can dream, okay?
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10. Captain Toad
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I mean, look at this little guy! You can't tell me you don't want to play as him (I only just got a switch and the upcoming Captain Toad game is admittedly where my excitement is right now). While I guess I agree that the Mario series is a bit over-presented in Smash Bros, the fact that a version of Toad is finally getting his own game seems like high time that Toad became more than Peach's punching bag. His moveset would be probably be simple enough, considering how central he is during his game on the Wii U, so I guess they could just import a similar moveset over to Smash. Honestly, I know very little about Captain Toad, apart from the fact that he’s cute and likely to be in it. A Toadette palette swap/echo fighter definitely wouldn’t go amiss either.
9. Spyro
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This one seems a bit less likely, but I’m aware that Nintendo and Activision are on good terms (see my number 5 pick) and it’s possible we might see the new Spyro remaster make its way onto the Switch in future, which definitely increases his chances. I don’t have a hell of an attachment to Spyro as I only played one game (very briefly), but he’s on this list generally because he looks cool and I feel like he’s an iconic third party staple that is born to be a smash addition. Again, his moveset could be ripped right from his games, his final smash could be something fire related because, you know, he’s a dragon. Before we continue, I’m fully aware that the vast majority of this list is third party and it’s definitely not realistic that we’ll get any of these characters at all. But hey, the further you get down on this list, the more you’ll understand that realism isn’t really what I was going for on this list.
8. Sora (Kingdom Hearts)
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Again, fully aware that KH3 hasn’t been confirmed for Switch. But Kingdom Hearts II was a pretty big part of my childhood back in the PS2 days, so I feel like Sora’s spot on the list is more a favour to my inner child. Plus, Kingdom Hearts is a product of the same team as Final Fantasy and Cloud got in, so hey anything can happen! What makes Sora especially unlikely in my mind is that he’d basically function like any of the Fire Emblem characters (which we really do not need any more of), except with a key. Still though, cool laser final smash with the keyblade? With Donald and Goofy? Okay maybe not that, I imagine that’d be a nightmare to sort out in terms of rights.
7. Lara Croft (Tomb Raider)
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If Snake deserves to be slotted back in, I feel like Lara Croft fits perfectly in the roster at this point. The inclusion of Lara would be a huge selling point for the game considering how iconic she is and, much like most of my other picks, probably wouldn’t have a particularly complicated moveset. Maybe a mixture between the bow she has pictured above and short range knife could make her an extremely balanced character, akin to Link. This would be a very exciting third party reveal if it happened.
6. Black Mage (Final Fantasy)
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Here’s my wildcard pick. Arguably the most unlikely in my list bar one (you’ll see), this one made it into my top 10 because of the fact that this little guy has also made its way into several games I played in my childhood; the Chocobo Tales game I had for the DS as well as (again) Kingdom Hearts II. I’m not at all familiar with the Final Fantasy franchise, in fact I’ve only really heard of Cloud and Sephiroth (who was very nearly considered for this list) because of their appearances in Kingdom Hearts. And another thing, I have very little idea what his moveset would be but I figured no one was really talking about this little dude and if none of my wanted characters are likely to make it in, might as well make ‘em weird.
5. Crash Bandicoot
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Here we go. The one that almost everyone wants. The Crash N Sane Trilogy is coming to Switch and, as I mentioned, Activision are pretty pally with Nintendo right now so this is looking more likely than ever. Admittedly, the only Crash game I ever played was Crash of the Titans on the PS2, which I loved to bits at the time. So while my experience with Crash was likely not the same as everyone else’s, he’s another character with a moveset already implemented and I’d say he’s probably the most likely out of the third party big bois.
4. Shovel Knight
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He’s an indie sensation on multiple platforms. He’s a unique and interesting character with a great moveset potential. He even has his own frickin amiibo, this guy was born for a smash inclusion. With Bomberman’s absence, I think that Smash Ultimate is missing a genuinely popular new indie contender. I think that Shovel Knight more than covers this ground, and I reckon Sakurai knows it too. If anyone on this list is getting added, it’ll probably be Shovel Knight and that’s very exciting.
3. Waluigi
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Okay, okay, I know. Let the memes die, right? But just hear me out on this one. I’m a Waluigi stan, I won’t lie to you, I’m not proud of it but I love this weird purple egg and that’s just the way the world works. I’ve heard a theory, one that you’ve likely heard too, that suggests (loosely) that Waluigi is still in with a chance of a Smash addition:
They spent a whole lot of time during that E3 presentation specifically highlighting the fact that Waluigi is an assist trophy, even using him as an example for the fact that trophies can be K.O’d now to really drive home the fact that you ain’t getting your purple meme content this time around
During the whole of E3, including all the Treehouse gameplay and the Invitational, there has been no sighting of Waluigi in the game. Obviously, could just be because it’s a demo and we know not everything has been added yet. But still, them leaving out the most heavily focused assist trophy? Seems fishy to me (BTW, I got this info from Alpharad the youtuber, so check out his channel for a better explained version of this)
Daisy was announced. DAISY was announced. I’m not saying Daisy is a bad addition, but there is a lot less hype around her. The fact that Waluigi was explicitly deconfirmed and Daisy ended up as one of only two new E3 character announcements? Doesn’t add up. Could literally just be because it was really easy to include her as an echo fighter compared to giving Waluigi a whole new character, but you know. I love me a conspiracy theory.
So there you have it. I’m holding out a tiny bit of hope that all of this is setting up the biggest gaming bamboozle in history. But come on, they’re bringing everyone back, either way we’ve got to be happy. (Sidenote: I’ve heard people are harassing Sakurai over Twitter because of this. That’s horrible and immature. Pls stop thanks)
2. Sans
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Yeah, I know. Told you realism was going out the window. I have decided to dutifully ignore how massively toxic the Undertale fandom is and hope that Sakurai sees the potential of including a character from this still amazing game. An Undertale switch port is rumoured and I’m pretty damn sure Toby Fox would be onboard for Undertale appearing in Smash, but I know this is basically impossible. What would his moveset be? How would he be animated? It’s cool, Sans is punching Yoshi and Bayonetta in my dreams.
I’m a WatchMojo stan so, before I vomit my number 1 pick on you, here’s a few hONORABLE MENTIONS:
King K. Rool (Donkey Kong)
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Linkle (Legend of Zelda)
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Banjo Kazooie
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Cuphead (Again, impossible I know)
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1. Rayman
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Considering how iconic this guy is and how close Ubisoft and Nintendo are now (Mario x Rabbids anyone?), it looks as if it’s time for Rayman. On top of that, Rayman had a trophy presence in Smash 4, so we know Sakurai has considered him. His moveset makes itself so he would be a brilliant third party add and, considering that Rayman Legends is one of my all time favourite games, there’s no contest here as to who’s top of my list.
Well, there you have it. Feel free to crap all over me anonymously about my lack of knowledge/differing opinions. Or, if you like, send me your wants/predictions for character adds and we can have a cool lil discussion about it because we now have six months to wait so we have to fill the time with something.
Maybe next time I’ll do wanted echo fighters. We’ll see. Have a good one!
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Full Metal Alchemist Netflix!!! (spoilers ahead)
okay so yeah I’m not sure how they are gonna condense FMA into a successful movie and while there are probably going to be a lot of missing people/plotlines I am so psyched I don’t even care that.  I’m just gonna enjoy the good stuff and shrug at the rest.  here goes nothing:
-me, during the opening scene:  *fully expecting the Hogwarts Express to appear any second, with a flying Ford Anglia in its wake*
-this is a very crisply colored film so far and I love it
-MY BBY BOYS!!! HUGGING THEIR MOM!!! *valiantly tries not to cry already*
-yeah no I’m crying already
-dark and gloomy funeral OMG Ed and Al are holding hands to support each other I CAN’T
-LIL ALCHEMISTS AT WORK!
-I’m happy to see that Edward Elric is just as outrageously fashionable as always, that red coat is on POINT
-Ed stop getting your butt kicked and do some alchemy
-oh yeah, Ed proceeds to perform alchemy without a circle and takes out...whatever those alchemy critters are AND THERE IS AL MY SON THE SOUL IN THE SUIT OF ARMOR
-lol Ed seems way more chill than he is in the manga/anime, I mean he hasn’t flipped out about being short yet.  Still he is v. Enthusiastic and Quite Cute
-ED YOU ABSOLUTE dORK
-I CAN’T WITH HIM AND NEITHER CAN POOR AL LOL
-WOOOOOHOOO ROY MUSTANG AND RIZA HAWKEYE IN THE HOUSE
-WHO ARE YOU CALLING PUNY ok there is the Ed we all know and love
-wow the Homunculi look pretty accurate, which means Gluttony is extra ugh
-ok but seriously my favorite thing is how people assume that Al is the full metal alchemist because he is...all metal.  And Al is like no really.  not me
-AWWW my brother may be small but he has a big heart
-So I’m not sure why Winry isn’t a blonde but she is still very cute
-ED IS SO PASSIONATE AND SAD WHEN HE TALKS ABOUT GETTING AL’S BODY BACK :( and when he says he would do anything for Al and the camera focuses on Riza who looks like she could very well be saying I understand I would do anything for Mustang
-MAES HUGHES!!!!  I AM SO HAPPY AND SAD RIGHT NOW.  BECAUSE ED IS SO HAPPY TO SEE HIM AND THEY SMILE AND HUGHES IS A GOOD FRIEND AND dAMN IT I’M GONNA HAVE TO WATCH HIM DIE ALL OVER AGAIN WHAT THE HECK
-Ed is really freaking cute
-Winry scolding Ed about taking care of his metal arm and Ed apologizing I’M EXPLODING WITH HAPPY FLUTTERBYS AND RAINBOWS--AND SO IS MAES HUGHES LOOK AT THE SHIPPER ON DECK GRINNING 
-wHERE IS BBY ELICIA AND WHY HASN’T HUGHES DRIVEN PEOPLE TO DISTRACTION WITH HIS PROUD PAPA ROUTINE??!
-oh she isn’t born yet... :/
-I have never been able to decide which is sadder, Al never being able to sleep and feeling alone or Ed having nightmares about what happened and feeling guilty
-that is a BEAUTIFUL dog and NINA IS SO CUTE AAHHH MY HEART IS GONNA BREAK LATER
-AL PLAYING WITH NINA OH MY HEART
-(tbh some of this plot is getting tangled up in my head, like is that how it went in the anime I don’t remember)
-*cries everytime Nina is onscreen*  AL AND WINRY PLAYING WITH HER *cries harder*
-there’s that Hogwart’s Express again
-Winry:  you were Nina’s favorite
Ed, proudly:  ah little kids like me
Winry:  yeah because you are tiny
THE BETRAYAL
-ED X WINRY OTP THEY ARE THE CUTEST
-I kind of adore the aesthetics of this movie.  I want Winry’s dress
-hey Dr. Marcoh.  Um bye Dr. Marcoh
-NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOO NINA!!!  WHYYY
-F*** YOU MR. TUCKER
-WHY ARE THERE BIRDS CHIRPING IN THE BACKGROUND THIS SCENE IS A TRAGEDY
-FURIOUS ED IS FURIOUS THERE IS MY HOT-TEMPERED GOOD-HEARTED SON
-AL:  SHUT UP OR I’LL BE THE ONE TO LOSE CONTROL
-play with me?  *cries forever and ever* my heart
-oh come on don’t show me Nina’s ball lying there alone never to be played with again
-tired mussy-haired Ed = the cutest
-MAES HUGHES YOU ARE TOO SWEET *CRIES FOREVER* 
-Oh hi Lieutenant Ross!  (I just realized there are a LOT of people who don’t appear to be in this)
-YOU AND I ARE FRIENDS AAHHH HUGHES AND ROSS WORKING TO HELP ED AND HUGHES WON’T TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER AND OH DRAT IT I CAN’T STAND TO SEE WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEN SOON
-ED IS ALL SAD AND UPSET TILL HE SEES THAT AL IS DEPRESSED AND THEN HE TRIES TO CHEER UP HIS LIL BRO, EXCEPT AL WORRIES ALL HIS MEMORIES ARE FALSE AND AND 
“TRUST ME”  
“hOW CAN I TRUST ANYTHING, I’M HOLLOW!!!”
BROTHER FEELS AND ANGST WAIT NO AL OF COURSE ED IS YOUR BROTHER STOP FIGHTING :(  
Al, when Ed is angrily punching him with his human fist: BROTHER USE YOUR RIGHT HAND YOU’LL INJURE YOUR LEFT HAND  *cries* HE STILL CARES ABOUT HIM
THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH (THANKS WINRY)
-”BROTHER IT HURTS”  *SCREAMS INTO THE VOID*  *FLINGS SELF INTO THE SUN
-ED’S HEAD BUMP AGAINST AL’S ARMOR *FLINGS SELF INTO THE SUN aGAIN*
-NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MAES HUGHES NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I AM NOT READY FOR THIS NOOOOOO WHYYYYYYYY 
NOT THE PHONEBOOTH
NOT THE PHOTO
NOT--ROY???  (sidenote:  if they’re gonna make it look like Roy did it why even introduce Maria Ross earlier?)
IN CONCLUSION I HATE EVERYTHING
-lies I’m not done yet I can go on I can make it through the rest of the movie
-NVM I CAN’T ED LOOKS SO BROKEN
..................*SIGHS*
-okay not sure where they are going with the story from here on out given them blaming Mustang but I am here for Riza Hawkeye and Ed working together to escape 
-I AM CONFUSED
-ok is that real Roy or fake Roy ok this has to be fake Roy?  Because why would real Roy want it to look like he is killing loyal soldiers?  oh waiit wait WHAAAAAAATT
IT’S FAKE ROSS I GET IT THEY JUST SWITCHED A LOT OF THINGS AROUND
THERE IS A LOT MISSING FROM THE MOVIE
-CAN WE NOT KEEP SHOWING HUGHES’ DEATH OVER AND OVER I FREAKING CANNOT HANDLE THIS WHYYYY I’M CRYING 
-UMMMM GLUTTONY IS FRICKING WEIRD (lol if Emma does her sassy recap I can’t wait to see her reaction to him)
-OKAY BUT CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW LUST SAYS ROY HAS A WEAK SPOT RIGHT AFTER HE STEPS IN FRONT OF RIZA TO PROTECT HER AND GETS INJURED AND WHILE SHE IS SAYING THIS RIZA IS SUPPORTING HIM IN HER ARMS OKAY THANKS
OTP RIGHT THERE MATES OTP
-OH okay Tucker has Al and Winry and I don’t even know what is happening anymore
-THERE IS LITERALLY SO MUCH MISSING FROM THIS.  I CAN’T BLAME THEM BECAUSE HOW DO YOU REALLY MOVIE AN ANIME BUT STILL
-what...what does Tucker want again?
-if Colonel Roy Mustang doesn’t get to destroy Lust like the badass he is then WHAT IS EVEN THE POINT
-*gets distracted from my mutterings because ROYAI*  
-I’m...still not exactly sure is going on like General Hakura what? but ROY IS LEANING ON RIZA FOR SUPPORT AND THAT IS A BEAUTIFUL THING
-FIVE MINUTES LATER AND ROYAI STILL HANGING ON TO EACH OTHER
-OKAY THESE WEIRD GUMMY CREATURES ARE HIGHLY DISTURBING
-WHERE DID ENVY AND GLUTTONY GO?
-I AM V. CONFUSED
-goodbye Hakura you won’t be missed
-ah there is Envy
-actually Gluttony really didn’t need to show up again like ew
-RIZA NOT WANTING TO LEAVE ROY’S SIDE BUT FOLLOWING HIS ORDERS
-okay but why was Al all unconscious before and how did he wake up I missed that
-OH YEAH ALPHONSE PERFORMING ALCHEMY WITHOUT A TRANSMUTATION CIRCLE (look I realize it isn’t a good thing necessarily but it is very cool)
-wait Envy better not be dead just like that because um I really love how everything goes down in the anime
-BUT AT LEAST IT LOOKS LIKE MUSTANG’S GONNA DESTROY LUST
-*SHRIEKING* RIZA WAS GIVING OUT ORDERS LIKE A BADASS BUT HESITATES JUST A SECOND WHEN SHE SEES ROY’S BLOOD ON HER HAND AAAAAAAHHHH THEN SHE GETS BACK TO WORK AAAAAHHHH OTP OTP OTP
-OKAY THIS IS ALL A MESS STORY-WISE BUT I GOTTA FIND THE BRIGHT SPOTS SO ED SAVES ROY AND AL SAVES THEM BOTH AND ROY THROWING LUST’S WORDS BACK AT HER, PRETTY RAD
-AL PROTECTING THE OTHERS WITH HIS ARMOR BODY
-wait Gluttony is still alive...”Lust is dead” apparently he’s not too cut up about Envy though
-ALPHONSE!!!  MY HEART :(  POOR ED :(  AL YOU SWEETHEART “IF IT’S AT THE PRICE OF A LIFE, I’D RATHER STAY LIKE THIS”
-I’M SORRY I’M CRYING OVER HERE CRYING OVER ED TELLING AL HIS BODY HAS GROWN AND AL IS TALLER THAN ED AND LOOK THE BROTP IN THE ANIME IS MY FAVE THING EVER AND IT WAS NOT AS PRESENT IN THE MOVIE AS I WANTED BUT THE MOMENTS WHERE IT IS REALLY GET ME
-ROYAI ROYAI JUST HUG HIM GIRL OH GOSH THE LOOK BETWEEN THE TWO
-”get promoted and expose the truth behind the mystery” look is the Fuhrer a thing, like Greed never showed up, if they are doing a sequel they have stuff to work with but it so far off the original storyline at this point
-ED AND AL AND WINRY ARE THE CUTEST
-BYE BYE HOGWART’S EXPRESS
(BTW IF WE ARE DIVERTING FROM CANON WHY COULDN’T WE GET TO ACTUALLY SEE A ROYAI WEDDING?? ?)
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Happy 200th birthday, Serena!
My dearest baby Serena da Silva has her birthday today, October 17th, and it’s not just any birthday - today marks the day she was born 200 years ago! EEEP how exciting is that? You only get to celebrate an anniversary like that once in your lifetime!
If you’re unfamiliar with Serena, she is my character from my book project series for Amnesia: The Dark Descent, in which she plays a major role. She’s probably the character nearest and dearest to my heart, and she tends to be a fan favourite among readers as well, so I wanted to do something extra special for this particular anniversary.
So here comes: a birthday feature! In which I display all the amazing gifts Serena has received today.
First of all, I want to show the wip of what I had planned to do for Serena, which unfortunately I couldn’t finish in time since my laptop screen broke at the WORST. TIMING. EVER. I meant to have this artwork ready for today, but since I won’t be able to finish it until later, I’ll share a wip of the clean sketch:
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I must admit, I’m quite proud of it! It’s the first time I experiment with perspective and interiors for real, and I also usually suck at drawing animals, but Cleo (Serena’s cat) came out quite okay here, so I’m happy! I hope I’ll be able to finish it sooner rather than later.
And now, let’s get into the amazing gifts my baby has received today AAAHHH!
@juliajm15
If you’ve been following me for a while, you might know that @juliajm15 is an art goddess who’s been making amazing beautiful fanart of my characters for the past couple years. She always goes so above and beyond for me, and that can be seen by LOOKING AT THIS GORGEOUS PIECE OF SERANIEL FANART.
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IT’S THEIR FIRST KISS. THEY’RE SO YOUNG AND INNOCENT HERE. THAT HEIGHT DIFFERENCE. THAT DRESS. THAT HAIR (BOTH OF THEM). I COULD GO ON GUSHING BUT WE’D BE HERE ALL DAY.
OH YEAH, AND THAT BACKGROUND.
I just had to mention that.
OMG I die over how perfect and cute and romantic this is, it just completely captures the essence and emotion of that scene in my book! I feel so blessed and privileged, how am I ever gonna recover from this perfection?
But not only did she do this amazing gorgeous romantic piece for me, she also did a complete remake of Serena’s character portrait and DAMN SHE LOOKS GORGEOUS.
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HOW does she always manage to capture Serena so perfectly? Ugh I honestly just can’t with this perfection, I just can’t. That expression, that hair, those LIPS. Okay, I’m gonna move on because I could literally gush about Serena’s face all day, but then we’d miss out on all the other amazing gifts she received today! Just, thank you so much @juliajm15 my darling, you’re such a generous and ultra skilled human being, thank you so much for being in my life and supporting me always
@shaelinwrites
So meme and aesthetics queen @shaelinwrites totally disarmed me today when she sent me THIS GORGEOUS MOODBOARD FOR SERENA OH MY LORD.
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LOOK AT THAT GORGEOUS WINTER AESTHETIC. OMG LOOK, CLEO MADE A CAMEO ON THE BOTTOM LEFT. Omg these colours are just too beautiful I CAN’T. The art supplies, the gesture and expression of this girl, it’s all SO Serena. The whole feel of this moodboard is just so romantic and cosy and wintery and ugh, the nightgown, the long dark hair. I’m aware I’m just rambling and gushing throughout this post DEAL WITH IT.
And @shaelinwrites didn’t stop there, no, as any good bae, she knew how important the bae is. HAVE SOME MORE SERANIEL, THIS TIME BLACK AND WHITE SEXY EDITION.
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OH MY LORD. HOW WILL I EVER RECOVER FROM ALL OF THIS. I CANNOT DEAL, CAN. NOT. DEAL.
All of this is literally just so accurate. Like, it’s so friggin’ hard to find good stock images that can embody a fictional character, BUT MY BAE DID IT *CRIES*. Thank you so much bae, omg this surprise was such a highlight today!!
@coffeeandcalligraphy
Another dear friend of mine (who’s a total cinnamon roll btw), @coffeeandcalligraphy, also went above and beyond for my character’s birthday because LOOK AT THIS:
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I swear, everyone remembers the bae Baeniel. Eeeeeveryone.
Omg I swear, MY BABIES LOOK SO ATTRACTIVE HERE LIKE OH MY LORD. Daniel boooiiiiiii with that Expression of Angst™ and them puffy lips, and SERENA OMG THE HAIR AND THE LIPS AND EYES, HER INDIGENOUS ROOTS ARE SO PRONOUNCED WITH HER EYES AND I LOVE THAT.
I actually can’t??? Like how do I have so many talented af friends??? I must be a talent MAGNET I’m telling ya.
Oh and Rachel had the same idea as Baelin and went the sexy Black and White edition with the OTP as well:
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BECAUSE CAN WE EVER HAVE TOO MUCH SEXINESS? I THINK NOT. Thank you so much @coffeeandcalligraphy I swear your art just blows me away, you’re improving at such a rapid pace, slow down, I can’t keep up
@sarahkelsiwrites
Also @sarahkelsiwrites is a close friend of mine, and actually @coffeeandcalligraphy‘s twin sister (gotta collect the whole pack amirite), and as part of her inktober challenge she did THIS GORGEOUS INKED PORTRAIT OF SERENA:
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LIKE OMG OKAY SO the Victorian aesthetic is on POINT here, and OMG I love that her Hispanic features are soooo visible here. ALSO DAMN, THE DETAIL ON THE JEWELLERY. THE INKING OF THIS IS ALSO SO GREAT, LIKE, DO YOU SEE THE LINES IN HER HAIR???? I’m sorry, I’m an artist, I have to appreciate it when I see good craft, okay? I also gotta note that I’m living for how everyone always remembers Serena’s choker because girl never goes without one
Ugh HER EYES AND LIPS okay I gotta stop. I mention the eyes and lips every time, when will I switch it up. NEVER. Okay, glad we got that settled.
(Yes, I’m a dork, but only when I’m overwhelmed with this much love and beauty, I swear.)
Also omg THE SONG LYRICS, THOSE ARE SELENA GOMEZ LYRICS, AND IT’S STARS DANCE, AND I LOVE THAT SONG, AND IT’S SO RELEVANT, AND I’M ACTUALLY SHOOK. LORD thank you so much @sarahkelsiwrites god I just can’t believe how friggin’ talented and generous and thoughtful all of you are, I will never get over it.
Constance
So I’ve not mentioned this, but not too long ago I was totally taken by surprise and utterly *shook* when I received a private message on the site where I have Memoirs posted. This long message came from an angel named Constance, who registered a profile just to tell me how much she adored my story, give me fanart, and TELL ME SHE’S TRANSLATING THE ENTIRE THING TO FRENCH BRUH.
So if any of you out there are speaking French and not super comfortable with English, but still interested in reading Memoirs, it’s Constance you wanna hit up. She’s got you covered.
But back to the FANART.
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Constance is working on this GORGEOUS Serena fanart for me, and while it’s not all finished yet, she said I could still post it for the birthday feature! (I’m going to update the post with the finished piece once it’s ready)
LOOK HOW CUTE AND PRETTY AND YOUNG MY SERENA IS HERE. THIS DRESS IS SO PRETTY, I DIE. OMG SHE HAS THE LOCKET. I realise like 90% of this post is all caps, but WHO CAN BLAME ME? I’m so #blessedyouknow right.
All I wanted in my life is Serena in a pink pretty dress. Thank you for realising my dreams, Constance *cries* and thank you so much for the endless support and this generosity! Seeing other people getting so invested in my story and characters really moves me so much, it’s all that I could hope for waaahh.
2k17 - Birthday One Shot
Okay, so I know how I said I couldn’t finish my artwork for Serena in time as I had intended, which made me very, very Sad™, BUT. I came up with something else.
So this was actually SUPER spontaneous and I usually NEVER do something like this, but I took a chance, and you know what? It worked out. I just wanna say thank you so much to my bae @shaelinwrites who pushed and motivated me to do this, I dunno what happened, but you must’ve transferred some of your writing machine abilities to me, because I actually managed to finish an entire one shot in JUST ONE DAY. (Are you as shook as I am? Cuz I can never seem to finish a chapter so I’m shook.)
Since I couldn’t finish my artwork for Serena like I planned, I decided to write a short fluffy non-canon one shot for her birthday. It was super spontaneous and unplanned, but it actually came surprisingly easy to write! I’ve not written in first person in many, many years, so this was really a leap of faith LOL, but I like the end result! A major thanks to @shaelinwrites, who encouraged me and critiqued the short before publication, and @coffeeandcalligraphy, @sarahkelsiwrites and @juliajm15 for giving it a read and telling me their thoughts as well! I hope you all enjoy this little piece of fluff; since I’m taking so long to write my book, maybe this can keep y’all entertained meanwhile
Thank you so much to everyone who’s supported me and celebrated Serena’s birthday with me, even just in spirit! It makes the long journey all worth it, knowing there are people out there who care (’:
(short story starts under the cut!)
Roses and Ballerinas
The balcony drapes danced lightly with the gentle morning breeze, a delicate waltz. My existence was comfort, head cushioned by feather pillows and silk sheets swathing my naked form. Sunlight hadn’t woken me; London was always grey, ash brick and fog, and even more so in the rainy days of October. However, for what one might expect, the morning didn’t seem to carry its usual autumn gloom—though I suppose that observation could’ve had more to do with my current disposition.
A smile crept on my lips at remembrance of the night previous, one which, if anyone saw, surely would’ve spoken of scandalous notions unfit for a such young lady to entertain. Fortunately, none had been around to witness what had occurred in this room; tangled limbs, kisses of the sweetest character, ardour’s touch, skin marked with such fierce passion that even I could not have imagined. It didn’t seem right that something so blissful could be immoral. Should a simple seal of matrimony reverse what was once considered debasement? What a frigid, unromantic sentiment. If anyone would’ve cared to ask me, I would sing praise to the levels of delight and unison one could only reach when committing so wholeheartedly to Venus’ embrace. Might my lover treat me to such a lovely experience again tonight? This was after all a special day of mine.
I turned in my silk cocoon to face him, and was met with a disappointing sight. Half my bed was empty, only evidence that anyone had occupied the space a faint outline in the wrinkled sheets where his body had laid. I was accustomed to sharing this queen size with no one. My parents had always been diligent in ensuring that I was endowed much more space than a small person like me required. Somehow, the vastness of this bed, indeed this entire room, seemed pronounced in this moment. I fancied I didn’t really like that much space at all. It only served to remind me of my loneliness.
Rationality grounded me; naturally, he’d gone to his own room before my maid servant would come to knock. It was only sensible. If Lydia came to discover him here, she could not keep such a secret from Mama—though truly I hadn’t much need for concern today, as she was typically inclined to let me sleep in on a day of my celebration. Yes, it was the day itself which heightened my sensitivity, nothing more. Admittedly I’d had hopes for the morning, that he might wake me with another of his sweet kisses, might whisper words of admiration and appreciation in my ears as he’d play with my dark locks—an occupation he liked to take up whenever he visited my private chambers, I’d noted with slight thrill. Indeed, he was a beautiful man—one would be hard-pressed to argue the fact—but more importantly was how knowledgeable he’d proven himself on the treatment of a woman. Had I ever felt so worshipped and adored? If so, I couldn’t recover the memory.
My hand caressed the empty space next to me. He’d always held my fancy, even before either of us could be consciously aware of such implications. As far back as when he’d been a scrawny boy with round green eyes and tufts of brown hair that grew unrestrained, too wild for taming. Such was he when I’d first laid eyes upon him, myself a guileless, wide-eyed girl just six years of age. Our childhood was an innocent one, as most are, and a discordant one, as most aren’t. We’d been too young to fathom the consequences of our relationship. Even so, I could never regret it.
The door clicked open. I sat in surprise, pulling on my duvet to cover me. Why would Lydia not knock? This conduct was so unlike my meek maid, and certainly rude and improper. Under usual circumstances I’d not mind, but in my current exposed state I would’ve preferred for my servant to know her place and knock before entering. Would she not question my state of undress? Would I have answers to offer that wouldn’t further incriminate myself and fuel her suspicions?
But the sight which entered was not Lydia; indeed, this character was too tall, too broad, too much man. The clothes he’d discarded last night was now fitted on him in a most casual manner, shirt tucked carelessly into the waistband of the trousers he’d worn the day before and not fully buttoned. The tension in my body dwindled, and I let a sigh of relief. “You’re awake already? I thought I might make it back before you’d notice my absence.” He wore a crooked smile as he closed the door behind him, though it wasn’t smug but awkward, as if regretful he might’ve troubled me while he was gone.
“Daniel, where did you go? Did you not care to think you could get caught sneaking in and out of my room like that?” I said while he approached. I could not ignore how he moved with an arm behind his back, making his climb back into bed rather clumsy looking.
His smile was amusement now, a hint of a chuckle on the tilt of his lips. He leaned close, and his scent engulfed me, piquant and potent, woodsmoke and seasalt. I savoured the fragrance of him, and his warmth, and those lips, perfect for kissing, as they met mine in a sweet greeting. “Happy birthday, darling,” he muttered against my smile.
He pulled back, much to my dismay—though that sentiment was soon replaced by curiosity as he presented whatever he’d cared so much to hide behind his back. “What is that?” The words escaped me before I’d taken a proper glance at the object; a wooden box, handcrafted. The carving of a rose adorned the top lid and composed the main attraction. Still the rest of the box was as skilfully ornamented, only with less eye-catching swirls and foliage.
“Watch.” He bit his lip in thrill as was his habit—one I found rather endearing, I might add. He produced a small key from his pocket and inserted it into an opening hidden on the side.
I looked on in fascination as three turns of the key set the box in motion. The lid of the case rose all on its own, and as a lovely tune began its play, a small ballerina came to life and emerged from the box. She twirled around in a graceful dance, contentment in her gesture. I brought both hands to my lips, unable to contain my smile; she had long black hair, just like mine. “A music box!”
“Is it to your liking?” Daniel chuckled, and this time his grin was indeed quite self-satisfied.
I took the music box in my own hands and brought it closer to my face. The ballerina spun and spun without a care in the world; she was me, a version of myself I had dreamed of once. Unrestrained, unchained, free of her cage. Her face was simply painted, but the meaning in her dancing form could not escape me. Such I had seen myself, fantasized of another life. That he remembered… “It’s beautiful! How… When did you arrange this?” The inquiry came out more quiet and raspy than I had intended, but he heard.
“Good while ago,” said he with an air of nonchalance, as though it was little trouble. “The actual crafting of the box and ballerina wasn’t too difficult, but I needed some help to have all the parts fitted together. A clockmaker assisted me in getting the thing to actually play; as you know, I’m not much of a musician.”
I audibly gasped and stared up at him, unable to help myself. “You crafted this yourself?”
He seemed amused by my shock—no wonder, as I shouldn’t have been so surprised. He was the son of an artisan after all. The tune of the music box came to a halt at last, its last note fading into silence. “With my own bare hands. Look here,” he pointed to the interior of the lid, “There’s an inscription.”
My eyes followed to where he pointed; the ballerina had indeed stolen attention away from an engraving hidden behind her, on the curved inner side of the rose-adorned lid. Soul free of sorrow, heart light with hope; this be the path I follow, this is the path I chose. My chest swelled, and breath hitched. I wanted to speak, yet couldn’t bring the words to my tongue. Instead I choked on them, and they came caught in my throat.
Daniel tilted his head, understandable question lingering in his expression. Oh, those striking green eyes, this lovely visage. Handsomeness was a term he embodied so utterly; how was it fair for a face like that to completely disarm a woman? I composed myself and swallowed the cry which would’ve escaped me if I’d had just little less self restraint. My one hand cupped the side of my face while the other held the music box, and my smile had no end to it still. Since all else I felt refused to be spoken, I settled on the one feeling I could formulate with ease—amusement. “Some poet you’ve become, huh?” I laughed, shaking my head, yet in an effort to quell the rush inside me.
He grinned and gave my shoulder a gentle shove, an action so very like his behaviour as a boy. “Don’t laugh, I put in a great effort; see, the words rhyme!”
My giggles intensified at his reaction. I placed the music box on the nightstand and spun the key again, thrice; thus the ballerina resumed her carefree dance, light and free. She was magical, twirling such as she did. What a spirit to have, a life to live. To choose your own path to follow, and not the one chosen for you.
I turned towards my company again and pulled on him, locking him between my arms in a tight embrace. “Thank you, Daniel.” I squeezed in hope that the fierceness of my display of appreciation would deliver the message better than words could. “Thank you so much. It’s wonderful.”
“I do consider myself quite the expert on gift giving.” His chuckle was warm against my bare neck. A large hand planted firmly between my shoulder blades and pressed me deeper into his warmth. “I’m sorry if I had you worried, Serena. I only went to fetch my gift for you. I promise I was careful.”
“It’s fine, Daniel.” The words came out in a sigh of contentment. He was indeed so broad and so much bigger than I; his figure wrapped me in amenity, instilling within me an ease I couldn’t hope to discover elsewhere. It was an ease of novel excitement and nostalgic familiarity, all at once. “In truth, what bothered me was the idea that you’d left me to wake by myself.” I pulled away enough to look at him and brushed a strand of his long, brown locks from his face. “Today of all days.”
At those words, Daniel constrained his smile from widening too much, and I blushed by the notion that I’d said something to make him so satisfied with himself. “Well, let me assure you that you needn’t worry of that, my love.” He leaned over me, and I fell back into silk. I had no need for the duvet to cover my naked figure any more; his broad form was quite enough coverage. “You should know that the only instance in which I would leave this bed willingly would be the moment you tire of me and kick me out.”
I bit my lip as a gratifying sensation waved through me, and my fingers found way to the waistband of his trousers, pulling the shirt loose of it. “If that is a challenge,” I laughed, “then go ahead and make your attempt at tiring me.”
By the smirk on his lips, it seemed he accepted. The music box played its last note; it rang into the room and deadened to silence, and so a music of another kind took its place. Lord pray that Lydia would have the thought to let her lady sleep in on her birthday.
So that was all for this century’s anniversary! Thank you so much to all my friends who made these amazing gifts for her, and all of you who participated in celebrating her; it means so much
Until next century, darlings! (I’m kidding, I’m not gonna be inactive on this blog a whole century…)
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mainjane-blog · 4 years
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Full House Talks
Did you ever have an emotional talk with with your kids? End in tears or reactions. From you? from your kids? Like Full House Real Life Talk at the end. AJ and I were working on raz kids, Anthony come ups and we all chat. (Btw I love this man, thank you ant for popping up for random and cute conversations to keep my brain fresh).
 So Anthony and I are talking and AJ did something kind. He let Aidan have his precious Mario Amobi? (sp?)for the rest of the day, this precious toy of his, that we just bought from Best Buy! The one that connects to your switch that you can't wait to show your friends on zoom! How the Mario figurine never leaves your hand during school work! So I announced that was VERY KIND, and I am going to fill out that virtual kindness strip right now, But then AJ says no I want the birthday one. I told him well it's not your birthday, and his is in August. And then it hit me, wait, is this whole change of life quarantine and social distancing going to still be around by then? I shuttered the thought, and it legit put tears in my eyes, like had to suck it back in. I told AJ we have to prepare that maybe your birthday will be different this year. It pained and hurt me to say it, and I couldn't imagine being a 6 yr old turning 7 that I Can't see my friends? My family? Why? So AJ said but AJ and Nico had a birthday party?! I told him that was actually truly the last day we could go out. The next day they closed restaurants for service, school was done, large crowds. It was the last day, and it was so nice we had that special day. God I cried a bit telling AJ. AJ was upset and ran in his room. Aidan got upset because AJ was sad and didn't understand why? I hugged Aidan. How this quarantine is bringing up all the real ass beautiful moments, feelings we didn't know we had, and how we have each other, my beautiful family of mine. You ARE MINE.
 To my husband. I love you. I love you, even when I hate you, and only married couples will understand that one.-Crazy,Stupid,Love. I was an asshole this week. I had a wonderful weekend with you.
I am trying to grow closer with my kids, have more fun with them, teach them without getting annoyed or angry, go with the flow, sometimes they need to have longer breaks because they are learning and trying is HARD, hear their feelings and stories, boost their confidence. Check in with each kid. How they are sad sometimes or mad. And they need their self care too. I need to say this to myself. Daily. I will become a better parent after all of this. My kids will hopefully come out more confident and just overall happier because of this great time we are spending together. This starts now. And it will take work, and I am not perfect, and maybe I will have to read this entry more every now and then. This this is the time. So in the long run I will know my kids won't look back that it was bad, but happy for a better future, because they got a better mom. I will try and try and try for you my boys. Love you and Anthony very very much.
Fast forward to next day, AJ wants to talk more birthday ideas. I told him we will make it the greatest,and maybe we will be back to normal by then and he seemed happy. He said I am lucky ya know why? I have two brothers. I love the shit out of you kid, and so proud of you.
Ok fast forward to schooling, today is harder. It’s still ok to not have the perfect day. The perfect mindset, perfect situation , but you handle things a bit better this time. Let’s do this. AJ was testy and rude af today during schooling, I got annoyed he got mad, but I said MY feelings today. What I need from him. I get he’s overwhelmed I get it’s annoying, boring, or looks hard. But I’m here to help you learn, it’s good to just try, even if it is hard. And when you talk to me like an (asshole) meanly it makes me sad and mad. So AJ we have to just keep trying BOTH of us. Left him to have a break and cool off. After a break for both of us, I had a quick veg out moment of an Everybody Loves Raymond rerun while eating flaming hot potato chips (felt so wrong yet so right). We hugged and both said we are sorry and understand each side. 
Aidan just randomly found a birthday candle so I took turns singing happy birthday to the older boys, (Aidan was the excited nervous on the first one like the real day). And then ok say your wishes on the next one. AJ says the games he wants. Aidan says I wish, I love mommy. And hugged me. It melted my heart, stopppp. AJ then said it the same way and hugged me. Hold on to these moments Jane. I don’t have to keep my cool all the damn time but my responding is getting better and leads in a feelings, closeness, resolution and ending for that moment. Have to do the birthday candle thing with Ashton since he’s napping (don’t forget Jane , third child syndrome). 
Speaking of that, here’s your moment Ash, you are starting to climb out of your crib now, stop!! But your strut and smile when you stroll the f out, is beyond amazing and cutieeeee. But you are napping and in your bed today, so bonus points, thank you life for that one!
Liked waking up in your arms this am Ant!
Best moments--AJ's morning work is done, break and lunch for him. So it's Aidan's turn/time for attention. Thanked him (and apologized) for being patient and playing with his brother while I was working with AJ. We eat pizza bagels outside together on our rock wall, and we see the mailman drop off our mail. Aidan checks the mail every day , god bless him even on all the rainy days (multiple times a day, I tell him it only comes once a day, doesn't matter), so he gets the mail and shows me. One is from his teacher Mrs. Rich! We open and it's a photo card in the front, all different pictures of Aidan she took of him in school, even some with his dad and AJ (AJ was happy on that one) and then a sweet message from his teacher and paras on the back. It was so thoughtful and special, Aidan was SO excited and put in on our fridge. Lucky to have such a great teacher and made this moment so special for all of us.
Second fav-moment we were playing in the street, and Aidan lost control of his ride along toy,a car was driving slowly came to a stop, and young guy/teen legit sprinted out of his car and saved it from rolling further down the street which would be hard for me to get along the bend. I yelled not all heroes wear capes. IT was so nice. Thank you young man.
Saw a friendly ups man, kids were happy to talk to him and we all wave. Spoke to some neighbors, waved to other neighbors. Waved to the garbage man. We were outside ALL Afternoon. It's 5pm ish, kids are in bath because I needed a break to go inside.
Crazy and long and fun day. Wish you could have come up more today Ant, we missed you.I know you had a crazy day at work, damn you corona. But thank you for grilling the cheesiet burgers ever, even tho I filled up on popcorn and veggie sticks and feel full. It tasted glorious. 
I am tired now, and done for the day. 
And I remembered to do the birthday candle and song with Ash. Pat on back. 
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pechalka-tyan · 7 years
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B.A.P’s “Party Baby” Moscow Boom fan account
Hi, everyone! Firstly, I want to put here a little disclaimer: my English is really not so great so please bare with my punctuation and grammar mistakes. So, I went to B.A.P’s Moscow Boom and I want to share my experience with you. 
The concert took place in this club called “Yotaspace” on the 9th of May (which is also a state holiday in Russia). The weather was awful, it was cold (about +1 °C/34°F), it was raining and snowing the whole day so there is no wonder that the members did’t have a little photoshoot outside the hotel (I bet they didn’t even have the proper warm/winter clothes). The concert started with a great opening by DJ B.Shoo. Club/electronic music is not my favorite genre but I actually enjoyed it very much! And it seemed like everybody else liked it too because the crowd became crazy (in a good way) really quickly. Then there was an amazing appearance of B.A.P. The set list was pretty much the same as at other concerts I guess but the greeting was hilarious. I didn’t understand the good half of what they were trying to say were saying in Russian but cheered loudly anyway. However, I know that Russian language is really hard (and not even close to their native one) so no shame here. The whole thing was not funny because of their pronunciation, it was because of this one Russian word “спасибо”. It means “thank you” and is pronounced like “spasibo” (but Korean people usually pronounce it kind of like “shchipashchibo”) which apparently sounds like a swear word in Korean. So every time they said “spasibo” they we dying inside a little bit I guess lol Also I want to mention Jongup’s greeting because it was the most memorable and the shortest of all of them. The year before he said “Privet! Ya Jongup!” (”Hello! I am Jongup!”) and repeated the “Ya Jongup!” part three or four times lol this pup. But this year he took a step further and said “Eto Jongup” (”This is Jongup”), what a precious kid ♥ BTW if you find any fancams from their concerts in Russia (2016 or 2017) please feel free to send me a link and I’ll translate their words from Russian into English  It was Himchan’s turn to pick a winner of the dress-code event and the girl was absolutely hot sexy and special *wink* So Himchan asked if this girl had a boyfriend and she said “No” so he went like “Oh, what a relief!” (lol this guy). Himchan hugged her before she went back to the crowd and Daehyun then hugged Himchan (it was so funny, really). And then the boys were like “Have you noticed that there is a member missing?”. At that moment i was like “Damn you’re right”. It was Jongup’s solo coming next. So, the thing is I hadn’t watched any of the fancams on purpose so their solo stages were a complete surprise for me. A pleasant surprise I should say *wink wink* The next solo stage was Zelo’s and oh boy it was so cute, I liked the lyrics and LOVED his singing voice! I was told that at other concerts there were two solo stages (correct me if I’m wrong) but we also had Daehyun’s solo. This song is so catchy and so nice;; I guess I should now go and listen to Youngjae’s solo. Russian speaking Babyz organized several events for B.A.P. We were given neon green lite sticks, red roses for “Wake me up” and banners for “B.A.B.Y” with words “꽃길만 걷자”, it means something like “Let’s only walk along the flower road”. It seemed like they appreciated our support (I hope so). Boys were also given two Russian flags but Himchan and Daehyun had some problems with one of them because they didn’t know the order of the colored stripes and were afraid of unfolding it upside down. So they looked at Babyz from the first row and were pointing at the flag with very concerned and asking-for-help faces. Eventually, Himchan and Daehyun unfolded it right on the first try. The last song before encore was “Wake me up” and after that the boys said “Oh well, this is the end. Bye.” and walked away and I was like “Lol do you really think I have not check the setlist before the concert you lilttle pranksters?” Then they came back on stage and the encore was BEAUTIFUL! The dance for “Check on” was so cute ♥ And after “B.A.B.Y” they said goodbye and left again. (Yongguk had his eyes full of tears during the last talking part) Then B.Shoo turned on “Wake me up” and left the stage. The crowd was singing along to the song and B.Shoo came back on stage, switched it to “BangX2” and B.A.P ran back and sang the whole song with us, Yongguk was standing on this big thingy at the back of the stage and was looking at us so proudly ♥ Then the song ended and that time they said their last-last goodbye. “Wake me up” was playing again, Zelo and Youngjae stayed with us for a little bit longer, they were about to go but Youngjae turned back, ran to the middle of the stage, turned the microphone at us encouraging to sing further. Then he ran away. This concert was SO GOOD! I enjoyed it a lot (”I guess I need you” was damn hot just like every other song lol). It was great, amazing, wonderful and all other synonyms for the word “good”. I am proud to be a Baby ♥ After the concert I had a chance to take a picture with B.A.P and other Babyz. I was really nervous and shy so I didn’t look them into the eyes (I actually didn’t look at them at all, I was so stupid omg). I was bowing politely and said “Annyeong” several times in a low voise and Youngjae said  “Annyeong” back (I am still shocked that he could hear me lol). However, I don’t look good in the photos (I look awful actually) but if you want I will post them, just write me about it (Jongup looks there like “Bring me to life” by Evanescence is playing in his head). After taking the photos I left right away but there were some Babyz who were waiting for B.A.P at the V.I.P exit. Yongguk was smiling as bright as the sun and even high fived some fans, other boys were to cold to take their hands out of the pockets lol And this was the story of me living my probably favorite day of this year. Feel free to ask any questions, I may also upload some shity vertical fancams of some parts of the songs if you want me to lol Have a great month and STAN B.A.P!!!
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