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#Mystic messenger being ignored
azulashengrottospiano · 8 months
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guys. Guys. I Think. I'm slowly moving away from being a V Liker. i'm becoming a Zen Kisser.
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delicateimage · 1 year
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No bc it’s so twisted... I think it posting was a sign tho to get my shit together so in that part I’m grateful but omg I hate being single 😭 and this guy I was talking 2 just said he was 30... THIR TEE. Can’t stand it anymore :/
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libra-kirishima · 10 months
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Mystic Messenger Characters + Their Toxic Traits ✨
Feat. Zen, Yoosung, Jaehee, Jumin, Seven, and V
Short headcanons inspired by this post I've made about My Hero Academia characters and their toxic traits x
! fem reader, brief mentions of sex !
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Zen
Insanely jealous. He's barely able to restrain himself from barking like a dog when he sees you talking to another man
- and he will come up to you mid-conversation and embarrass you in front of this man because Zen wants him to know who you belong to.
Has some mildly sexist views on women
- Speaks for you even if you're right next to him. Will order for you at restaurants without being asked. If someone asks you a question and Zen thinks he knows the answer he'll answer it for you as if you aren't capable of answering for yourself.
- Tends to believe that you're fragile and vulnerable and that he needs to protect you because you're a woman
- Will help you with chores but he believes it's your job to cook
- Doesn't ever let you take control during sex. He thinks that, as the man, he is supposed to be the one on top and in control. He's a pleasure dom but sex is always done his way because he never lets you take the lead.
Canonically homophobic
Lacks self awareness
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Yoosung
King of putting things off. Ignores problems in the relationship for as long as he possibly can until one day it all comes to the surface and he bursts into tears
Avoids conflict to the point of concern. He'd rather lie to himself that everything is fine between the two of you than address an issue in your relationship because he doesn't want to start a fight.
Struggles to make time for you. A lot of your dates are hanging out together while he studies in his room or at the library.
Shamelessly codependent
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Jaehee
Also terrible at making time for you
Always working. If she's not working under Jumin then she's always working on improving the coffee shop. She doesn't know how to function when she's not working 24/7 and under constant stress
She takes things so personally. She'll never tell you she took something you said personally but you can tell.
Lowkey a grudge holder. If you two get into an argument she'll bring up something you said to hurt her feelings two years ago.
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Jumin
Wants to take care of you but "taking care of you" can mean doing things that are very controlling sometimes
- extremely resistant at first to the idea of you having a job or going to college since he can provide for both of you
- hates taking "no" for an answer if he thinks he knows better than you. If you're sick with a cold he'll go against your wishes and call a doctor no matter how many times you insist that you're fine.
- Never learned how to let someone else be in charge of something so he also never lets you take control during sex.
Resistant to change
Makes important decisions without you based on what he thinks you would want
Can come across as very apathetic at times. He thinks he's offering an objective point of view that will help soothe your emotions but instead it can feel like he doesn't care about them because you're being unreasonable.
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Has gotten into the habit of lying about the dumbest shit, so it can be difficult to tell whether he's being serious or messing with you
Doesn't help with household chores because he doesn't find them mentally stimulating
Gets really bad depressive episodes. He doesn't want Saeran to see him like that so he bottles everything up until he can't anymore and will take all his emotions out on you sometimes.
Has never had to communicate how he feels before meeting you, so he never learned how. A lot of the time you're relying on your intuition because he doesn't talk to you about it. Part of him still believes nobody cares about how he's feeling.
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V
Incredibly passive. Getting him to voice what he wants is like pulling teeth.
Codependent and in denial about it. Thinks he's just really in love with his wife.
Has a tendency to completely ignore how he's feeling because part of him is desperate to please you.
Tends to think in absolutes. Has a very black and white view on most things
Struggles to believe that he deserves you and that makes him crave validation, but he never wants to voice to you that he needs validation.
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ROUND 3 MATCH 32
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Mammon propaganda:
“He was done dirty in the first round, I hope he wins this time because he deserves it 
First of all, he hates you at the start but then he starts to like you but he exclaimed his hate too much at the start so he can't admit it 
Everyone knows that he likes MC, even his little D (who are demons familiars) thinks that they should date 
He is a classic tsundere but doesn't actually hurt you like other tsunderes but he is so bad at hiding his feelings that everyone is just ignores it 
He is the avatar of greed, meaning he is clingy which may be a turn away for some people but he cares for you so so much 
He has never turned into his demon form to hurt you (Asmo hasn't but he has tried to seduce you with his power)
Don't get me started on his story cards, he literally is so cute
He wants to be a mentor to Luke, like Lucifer was to him, he is only mean to Luke because he wants Luke to learn about how life isn't all sunshine and rainbows
He is also so hot, he is a bisexual panic 
He is bullied by his brothers but he cares for them so so much despite their bullying
I am so in love with him and have written so many fics about him 
Anyway, I'm going to stop here because otherwise I'll be here all day”
“First friend, first pact, practically the MC's first everything, he is a major Tsundere, he holds my heart hostage, I just want to smooch him, he and MC share a room, he is such a cute little bab, he does bully Luke (a child) but it's revealed that he just wants to show Luke that the world isn't all sunshine and rainbows and want help him figure things out
He is the cutest little guy, he cares for his brother 
His sin is greed so he does steal things from people but since lesson 1 he hasn't stolen anything from MC 
He wrote a song to propose 
Sure he is clingy but in a good way
He is so cute 
He adopted a child, which he had to leave in the care of witches and willingly let's the witches extort him 
There is so much that I can say about him but 1. Spoilers and 2. I don't think you want to read that much”
“OKAY SO. OH MY GOD. 
First person we're able to properly romance in game. AND FOR GOOD REASON. He's had MCs back from the beginning, hes the one real one in the game. He's always trying to protect us and its so nice. Puppy boy. He's so me as well??? Like he's such a doting boyfriend it's literally so cute. When MC had to go back up to Earth, he kept breaking the rotating schedule in order to call us more. He always gets MC gifts (avatar of greed love language being gift giving im gonna collapse) and he just drops the most romantic lines out of nowhere??? Like sir are you trying to give me a heart attack. He's the secretly traumatized comic relief. He has ADHD. He's canonically queer (MC doesnt have a set gender). He even likes Head pats. Vote Mammon.”
“HE'S SO PATHETIC AND CRINGEFAIL. I LOVE HIM”
Jaehee propaganda:
“only female love interest in MM, not included in the first round for SOME REASON, you literally go off and live your coffee shop au with her at the end of her route.”
“My lesbian wife. Open a bakery with her after convincing her that she doesn't have to give up her happiness to make money. She can pursue her passions. Also her backstory is so sad and I just wanna hug and kiss her and throw hands at her "family" for making her feel like she does. Also the Valentine's dlc, you get locked in the back of the bakery with her and... Yeah that's my wife. I love her dearly. Also can we just acknowledge that she's like the only path that involves almost none of the dramatic death defying nonsense. You're just gay and in love and it's beautiful”
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skelly-words · 2 months
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Masterlist and Ask Rules (idk kinda ignoring tbh)
I'm being organized rn so you don't get lost in the reblogs
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Obey me
Lucifer Drabble (NSFW short af)
Mammon x Reader ask (NSFW 3.7k)
Knock First Next Time|Leviathan x Reader (NSFW 4.2k)
In My Mouth|Beelzebub x Reader (NSFW 4.5k)
JJK
Bf!Choso Headcanons (NSFW .8k)
Bf!Geto Headcanons (NSFW .7k)
Sukuna x gn!Reader (SFW 1k)
Bf!Sukuna Headcanons (NSFW .8k)
Part 2 and Part 3 (NSFW)
jjk characters at the smoke sesh (SFW .6k)
Shoko Drabble (SFW so so short)
One Piece
Stoner!Sanji x Reader (NSFW drabble)
Assorted Tentacle Smut
Monster Under the Bed (NSFW .5k)
Bring Your Tentacle to Work Day (NSFW .5k)
Part 2 (NSFW .8k)
Part 3 (NSFW 2.3k)
Silly Little Original Fiction
Of Bic Lighters and Bad Parenting (SFW 1.4k)
What’s Tough (SFW 4.6k)
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Ask Rules
You can put whatever, questions, requests, rants, etc. as long as it follows the rest of the rules. There's really no theme for my writing because I just post what I want.
No minors: not in my work, blog, comments, asks. I want nothing to do with children at all and I obviously won't write anything romantic/nsfw with minors either.
Yes: fluff, angst, smut, reader-insert, some ships, most kinks, idc, but I'm sometimes picky about characters.
No: No poop stuff, necrophilia, dd/lg or age-play type stuff, incest or pseudo-incest (step-siblings are still gross), aged-up minors, or anything else I add in the future.
Fandoms: Obey Me, JJK, or monster fucker stuff. I will also write for assorted Mystic Messenger, One Piece, Naruto, Bungo Stray Dogs, Soul Eater, Haikyuu, Trigun Stampede, Attack on Titan, Chainsaw Man, and Demon Slayer characters (comment characters under this post and I'll lyk if I can write them)
Top 5: Sukuna (jjk), Kakashi (nart), Hange (aot), Dr. Stein (soul eater), Aki (csm)
Kinda as a final note, I'm a female and use she/her/they pronouns, so I'm not comfortable writing anything that's heavy mlm bc it's not my skill set or experience (i love women though so request some girl-on-girl shit)
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sagau-my-beloved · 2 years
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Masterlist
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It’s finally time
Headcanons:
sagau Venti with reader: Part 1, Part 2
sagau Venti with reader in the real world
sagau Venti with reader in the real world (food edition)
Jealous Sagau Venti
sagau Venti with protective reader
Venti as a boyfriend
Venti and the reader being sick
Venti and modern music
Venti out in public/shopping
Venti with an affectionate reader
Venti with drunk reader
Venti with reader who is always tired but never sleeps
Venti with reader who sleeps a lot
Venti with reader that has wings
General sagau Zhongli with reader
Archons fighting for the readers affection
How the Archons might dress in our world
Sagau Sumeru headcanons
General sagau Genshin with reader who is also a God in their own word
Oneshots:
Venti:
Eventful Mornings (Fluff, reader wakes up to Venti sneaking in)
When Punishment Is Met With Perseverance (NSFW, ignoring Venti as a punishment leads to desperation, Sub Venti)
The Struggle Of Living Up To An Expectation (Hurt/comfort, reader feels as if they are only liked because they are seen as the creator)
The Helplessness of Unrelenting Time (Comfort, reader dealing with the feeling of time passing too quickly)
In The Face Of Rejection (readers world is rejecting Venti)
Same Desperation, Different Form (NSFW, no real plot, Dom Venti)
Something of a Family Reunion (Venti meets readers parents)
Early Morning Antics (Venti walking in on reader undressing)
A Display of Unpleasant Feelings (Reader gets jealous over Venti getting attention)
Untitled (Venti trying to sabotage the Genshin pull system favoring other characters)
Untitled (general shenanigans with reader and drunk Venti)
Untitled (Venti addicted to creator readers touch expansion)
Untitled (Sagau Venti being Jealous cause of creator readers lack of free time)
Untitled (Continuation of Sagau Venti being Jealous cause of creator readers lack of free time )
Zhongli:
A New and Foreign Arrangement (Zhongli coming to the readers world)
Series:
The Eternal Creator: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
A Lack of Patience and the Fortunate Result: Part 1 (Venti coming to the readers world)
Brainrots/lore building:
Time dilation and my thoughts on it
How I think Venti would look in the real world: Part 1, Part 2
Venti showing reader off
Venti karaoke bar date
Technology in Genshin vs real world
If Genshin characters got gifts when the reader thought of them: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Venti centered part 4
Reader that likes to climb
Giving Zhongli internet access and the consequences of that: Part 1, Part 2
Venti with a shy reader
Zhongli sub supremacy 
Archons playing Genshin
Archons eyes always glowing
Venti/Zhongli reacting to how sexist the readers world is: Part 1, Part 2 (protection centered)
What Venti wouldn’t do for the reader
Genshin reacting to human history/mythology
Venti and household chores
Archons and if they could survive working out with reader
Venti with a reader who plays otome games like Mystic Messenger
If Albedo lets it slip that Venti is in the readers world
Cuddles with Venti
Venti getting an unexpected kiss
Venti trying to stop reader from pulling other Archons
Wisp Venti floating companion 
Pure yandere Venti
What's it like when characters ‘die’ in game
My thoughts on La Signora
Venti finding readers tumblr account where they simp for him
Reader who has the worst teapot ever
The Venti room I have in my teapot! 
Reader who swears
Venti who can hear sad reader while being stuck in game
Wisp Venti in readers world
Venti making offerings to himself
My thoughts on how far Venti’s “I know every song that has and will exist” goes
Venti with reader becoming the Electro Archon/Venti when an Archon steals reader away
Thoughts about how powerful Venti is
Venti with reader who has a cat: Part 1, Part 2 (Wisp edition)
Reader making offerings to ‘Barbatos’ in front of Venti at the church to mess with him
Does Venti still have powers in the readers world?
Venti (badly) drawing reader after they draw him
I made a wisp Venti plushy!!!
How I made the wisp Venti plushy
Where does milk come from if there’s no cows: Part 1, Part 2
Venti in high heels/random wing hc’s
Characters addicted to creator readers touch: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6
Reader inviting Venti to a wedding as their date: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Venti and “he asked for no cheese”
Would Venti ✨finish✨ on command?
Is Venti a tits, ass, or thighs guy?
Sagau Venti vs. Yan Venti
Kinks I hc Venti having
Archons being creator readers effects people
Halloween stuff with Venti
Oh to be spoiled rotten by the Anemo Archon
Venti and horror movies
Venti taking care of the reader vs reader taking care of Venti
General NSFW Venti hc’s expansion
Braiding cecilias into Venti's hair
Venti comfort and overworked reader
The Venti in a cage saga: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Venti with protective reader expansion
Venti as a consort
Miscommunication in relationship status with Venti due to different social norms surrounding hookup culture: Part 1, Part 2
Who would I personally pick as consorts?
Would Venti take advantage of a drunk reader for information?
Would I rather be at forefront of Teyvats politics or simply be worshipped while doing very little in sagau?
Teaching Venti to drive and why you shouldn’t
Corrupted Venti: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Wound Venti sound the same in readers world? (also general musing on his voice and form choices)
Venti’s feelings on multiple Anemos in a team
My thoughts on imposter au
Venti’s feelings on staying in readers world in reverse isekai
Which corrupted characters would immediately go yes murder?
Venti destroying a national monument (and then going to jail): Part 1
Current named anons:
Galaxy 🌌 anon
🐍 anon
☁️ anon
Spooky 👻 anon
Cherri 🍒 anon
Venti anon
🫧 anon
🐸 anon
Rapid anon
🧩 anon
⚡ anon
🎧 anon
🌱 anon
🌸 anon
Scarlet anon
🍫 anon
Cas anon
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Please let me know if any of the links are not working or not synced up to the right thing
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aliveinacoffin · 9 months
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Master List
Of the .1 fics that I've written/posted on here
⋆。°✩ Spider-Verse ⋆。°✩
( ´ཀ` ) Miguel O'Hara
Lunch Date - PT1 PT2 - Fluff/Implied F!Reader, can be ignored if you squint
↓ All somewhat connected, neither have to be read to know context, though, I would rec to read top first↑
Come Back To bed - PT1 PT2 - Angst little comfort/GN!Raader
A Difference In Fate - F!Reader, angst no comfort,
Coffee for us - GN!Reader, fluff
˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ My Hero Academia ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗
✩࿐ General
Boyfriend Imagines - Gen!Reader/Izuku Midoriya, Katsuki Bakugo, Eijiro Kirishima, Shouta Aizawa, Denki Kaminari, & Hizashi Yamada - fluff, headcanons, just tooth-rotting fluff :>
ᓚᘏᗢ Aizawa Shouta/EraserHead Hospital - GN!Reader, angst/fluff comfort, TW suicidal talk, and dying) Strawberry Fanta - PT1 Introduction - (Rest On Ao3! Finished) - NSWF!F!Reader, TW yandere, stalking, violence (his name isn't spelled right I don't think? I'm so sorry) Orange Fanta - PT1 - Story and context on Ao3 - NSFW Fem!Reader, TW Yandere, violence, sexual content, dubious consent/noncon Silent Nights Exhibition - No reader, only zawa NSFW: public nudity, gremliness My own mirror - PT1 - PT2 - no reader, 3rd pov TW: Suicidal thoughts, smoking weed, implied abuse, parent death, brief mentions of ED With my whole heart- GN!Reader, angst/little comfort/none, TW: Yandere, violence, mentions of kidnapping, drugging, staking Hating you as well - PT1 PT2 PT3 PT4 - F!Reader, little angst/mostly just the sillies - you just wanted to make friends, but one GUY keeps making that impossible for you, it was like he fucking hated you! And for what!!
❆Shoto Todoroki♨
Deja ya de llorar - GN!Reader, tiny angst/major comfort just cute all around
♬♪ Present Mic/Hizashi Yamada
You're Not Just Him - Pregnant!F!Reader - Fluff - You make your husband take a break from work and have a family day with you and the kids.
✰ ✰ ✰ All Might/Toshinori Yagi
Important To You - Toshinori & Daughter!Reader - angst/no comfort TW! Neglect, parental abuse, depressive episode, mentioned eating problems, bullying, and mjc death - Being the daughter of such an important man was already hard, but after he gets deathly ill and the death of his best advisor? Forget about it!
༺。° .ᘛThe Last Of Us 1&2ᘚ. ° 。༻
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ellie Williams
Ellie Band Au Headcanons - no reader- nsfw & sfw parts
☀︎ Grand Theft Auto V ☀︎
Wedding Ring - F!Reader- Smut, cursing, manipulation - Michael De Santa has ghosted you for moths, and now he shows up to your house unexpectedly.
My Ao3!
Unfortunately, I do have unfinished works, and new ones in progress, but it's okay because I guilt myself enough for the both of us.
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ Requests are OPEN! ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Won't do: Scat, water sports, puke (in that way, if ya know what I mean lol). Thats kinda it :)
Will do: Pretty much everything else lmao Post dividers by @cafekitsune
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Fandoms I can do!
MHA
Undertale
Across The SpiderVerse
Rick and Morty
Grand Theft Auto 5
SouthPark
The Last Of Us&1 (Games 2)
Harry Potter
Adventure Time
The disastrous Life of Saiki K
F is for Family
Mystic Messenger (Though, I will warn you I haven't completed the game 100%, so I'll go off what I know so far/what I've seen from the fandom.)
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shubox-imagines · 8 months
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hello all it is I, the shubox in ur closet that holds ur darkest secrets.
I felt like fuckin' around and making an imagines blog for the first time since god damn Mystic Messenger (y'all remember that shit?)
That being said, this blog has the potential to contain smut so so help me GOD if you're a minor ignoring my warnings I will throat slam you into the sidewalk please bro make this easy on both of us.
WHAT I WRITE FOR
- Into the Spiderverse
- Across the Spiderverse
It is a spiderverse blog i do not know what you expected
I will write for any and all characters!
I will do 18+ posts if requested for the Adult Characters Only So Help Me Lord
This includes
- Anyone that is not fucking Peni, Miles (610 or 42), Gwen, Pavitr or any other child
- Hobie is 19 and if y’all come at me with that ducking discourse i will block you into the sun i do not care enough
Inbox is open and i take requests! I’m also fully able to decline one if I don’t feel comfortable doing it 👍
This is where my rules list will start, as right now I don’t have much I won’t do but will add to it if need be.
I WILL NOT WRITE:
- TBD
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🔮 #EnergyUpdate 🔮
The time has come to trust that you have learned all that is necessary for you to be able to make the next big leap along your journey. You’re leaving behind stagnation in order to go after what it is that is most important in your life. Trust that you are being guided throughout the entirety of this journey. Don’t ignore your own internal GPS. Understand that not only will you succeed but you will surpass your own expectations. You have the foundation necessary in order to build your dreams upon. There is nothing that can shake what you have put together from the core. Continue to rise above whatever challenges you may be experiencing knowing everything that is happening right now is happening for the sake of you being able to attain what it is that you deserve & desire. Consider this a new opportunity for advancement especially within work & economic life. You have paid your dues & it’s time for you to reap the rewards for the hard work that you’ve done. Allow yourself to be led to where it is you are meant to be while maintaining your own personal power throughout whatever you may experience.
#Affirmation : I have the strength to withstand whatever may come my way.
#Oracle #tarot #energy #motivation #positivity #inspiration #spirituality #lawofattraction #Cardoftheday #Brujasofinstagram #SpiritualAwakening #enlightement #Manifestation #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarotreaders #TarotCommunity #Bruja #Witchesofinstagram
Luna Mystic Oracle
The words of Wisdom by the Lit Messenger
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agorejessstone · 4 months
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How Hira Changed My Life - DRAMA
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At just 29 years old, I was diagnosed with Uterine Cancer.
Sort of the cherry on top of a sundae made Sjogren's.
As the eldest daughter of a lower middle class American family, I was responsible for more than just my education growing up.
While I was an avid writer, reader, dancer, artist, and vocalist, I was never given the same opportunities as my siblings. When they were being totted off to this practice or that recital, I was forced to focus on my homework, and whichever sibling was not old enough to attend.
That's not to say I didn't get to play a sport or join a club here and there, but overall, I was heading down a path of self destruction.
A people pleaser, avidly ignoring all the issues I'd acquired along the way, in pursuit of other's happiness.
There is nothing quite like a near-death experience to make you reevaluate your life.
6 years ago, I beat cancer, or at least, began my journey into remission, where I remain for the time being.
I decided that it was time to put down the dish rag, quit all but one of my three jobs, and get to know myself better. I'd carried the need to be the caretaker in to adulthood, and the effects were devastating.
I set out to write and publish my first full length novel. I'd written plenty before, but I never had the time, energy, or confidence to publish.
In July of 2021, I published my very first novel in a six part series that I am still working on today: Legend of the Sylph, but that wasn't all I wanted to do.
In 2016, I'd started a podcast, during my diagnosis, I'd been forced to focus on my health, and put that podcast on hold.
By 2018, fond memories resurfaced, and I decided it was time to try again. Heiress Anonymous was born as a faceless online artist, with a heart of gold, and a lot of stories to tell. I even included a weekly advice section, and things were going pretty well.
Until my youngest brother took his own life January 2019, 2019.
Being one of only two siblings that I was close to, and only 19, that loss shook the very core of our family, and it nearly defeated me a second time.
Struggling to keep my depression, anxiety, PTSD and bipolar under control, I did the only thing I thought I could do.
I got help.
During my inpatient therapy, I spent a lot of time reflecting on what made me happy, so that when I left that place, I could find something, anything, that made life seem less like wading through the layers of hell, slowly as an ant through tar.
I'd lost so many pieces of myself and I was tired of slapping a bandaid on a gaping wound and telling myself, and everyone else, it was just a scratch.
Dealing with everyone else's needs and desires, while neglecting my own was causing my Sjogren's to flare up more often than it should. My body wasn't cooperating, and my mind, oh that poor fella was more foggy than a black and white film.
Again, I started to do things I was passionate about.
I started with an online game after Duskwood's completion.
Each month, I'd write a new story, and a team of artists would help me develop a location map, clues, and characters for up to 30 people to play. It was the most fun I'd had in a while.
During this time, I was also playing other immersive games.
Mystic Messenger, The Seven Endgame series, and The Sign.
During my playthrough of the Seven series, I happened upon some... rather cancellable translation errors. In a moment of "Please don't cancel the only games I enjoy", I typed up an email to Reality Games, the developers, offering to scan the rest of their games for similar issues.
I was surprised when my wonderful friend Mel emailed me back, offering to let me test and correct The Healing, their upcoming title.
I accepted right away.
Then I had a thought... What if I took the team I'd been working on games with, made an actual game?
Astro Hollow was born. (Hopefully we'll be completed by 2025. It's not easy now that I have such a small team.)
During The Healings production, I asked if there were any unfilled roles. After knowing me for some time. Mel suggested Hira, and the rest is history.
Reality Games Fandom group was started on FB.
There, I met many great fans.
And some not so great fans.
One of them stood out to me. Stefi, who plays Ina.
She came to me as a fan, but we became fast friends. Similar to some of the others. She expressed her desire to become a voice actress, but was hesitant.
I spent weeks, months even, building her up, encouraging her, offering to help coach her lines, etc.
I introduced her to the group, set her up to mod the RG Fandom so she could learn the ropes and get used to fan engagement.
I even invited her to co-host a podcast.
Things seemed to be running smoothly. Until she decided that she was too busy to steam, but with the German meet and great looming, and her insistence that she go, I wholeheartedly understood.
I offered to hold her place on the podcast, until she had more time.
Tongue Tied Games and I had chatted before on reddit. Imagine my surprise at how small the world is, when I found out he played Charlie! We streamed together for the first time about a year ago, and we just clicked.
Preston and I became fast friends as well. (Cedrik - The Sign EN) His sense of humor is the stuff of legends.
I met all sorts of nice people.
Serge definately stands out to me. Such an amazing, witty guy.
I can't say enough good things about the Author's.
Daniel and Tim especially.
I'd forgotten how dark the internet can be, with all the light surrounding me.
I hadn't stopped to think about the fans, and how this could easily turn into an introverts parasocial hellscape.
For months, I tried to be the bigger person.
I ignored the whispers, the rumors, the blatant disrespect, but something happened that made me realize that if I don't stick up for myself, no one else will.
So here I am, explaining how one of the most important turning points in my life, has become the darkest time.
A fan, whom I will not name, and whom I've never had a conversation with, immediately disliked me. For the past 8 months, I've tried and tried and tried to figure out who or what or why this happened. They don't seem to know themselves. But to anyone that would listen, I was "mean". I didn't "value my friendships".
I was so dead set on not disrupting the community I loved, that I didn't speak up.
Ina was one of those people who turned their back on me.
I asked them why they'd take their word over mine, after everything I'd done.
I'd vouched for them, coached them, let them sit with me while I edit, introduced them to the group, supported them, helped them learn and grow, shared with them, both professionally and privately.
I could not fathom this turn of events.
In fact, I had not even considered it as the catalyst for her quitting the podcast.
It wasn't until a very dear friend of mine, nearly took her life, because she was bullied by this very same member (I'd give you there name, but honestly, I suspect there are many many names they go by) that I'd finally had it.
See what I mean?
I'm quick to defend and protect other people, but I'll let others tear me apart before I disrupt the peace.
I reached out to my mods, and let them know what was happening. They were appalled, to say the least. One even tried to mediate, but of course that didn't work out.
There was nothing to mediate.
This was a para social nightmare.
Growing up, being sickly, I'd never found myself beautiful, but in recent years, that has changed.
Health and happiness have made me a better person, physically and mentally.
Imagine my surprise when I was edged out by women who were intimidated by me, in a group that I was part of, long before most of them.
Imagine consitently helping others, and being forced to step back for a few months, only to come back to someone new, determined to make themselves "Queen PICK ME" or some shit.
I truly still do not understand it.
I've tried countless times to figure it out, but in the end, these are people who want to keep someone to themselves.
Who flirt with a stranger online, thinking they know them, but chastise anyone else who dares to do the same.
I'd seen it.
I'd recognized it.
I choose to ignore it.
FFS - I've got someone I care about already. Who in their right mind would intentionally ruin that for someone they've never even met? Someone they don't know? That's just a silly thought to have.
It has to be jealousy....
Do you know how many times I've been told that, and chose to ignore it, because I cannot fathom what there is to be jealous of?
After I shared my story with mods, the universe answered with a call of it's own.
Message after message from others within the community, who'd been wronged by this person.
Who'd felt unwelcome in the community.
Who'd been attacked, bullied even, out of the groups.
I was shattered.
A near death, a dozen victims.
I reached out to the group owners, and cleaned up my own, but no one made a move to correct the behavior.
Is that what being an "influencer" is?
Should I be reaping the benefits without any of the responsibility?
No.
I refuse to let people suffer, because I don't want to speak up.
I was scared, truth be told, because I thought if I just ignored it, it would go away.
By time I realized that wasn't the case, so many other people had been influenced by this person's word.
This person, whom I'd never had a conversation with.
This person, who I'd promoted their "fan art".
This person, who was continually looking for excuses to hate me.
This person, who clearly knows nothing about me.
And yet, this person was going to win.
I haven't said a word in 8 months.
I've blocked and removed myself where ever I can, but this person, these people really, still haunt me.
The horde gets larger every day I stay silent.
The one who said they weren't feeling the podcast, took the name I had for the post finale of Orphans, and the people I had invited, and did their own, but I knew that was happening, and said nothing.
Until someone came to me and asked me, "Weren't you the reason that Stefi joined the cast as Ina?"
I replied yes, and the flood gates opened.
Stefi was a fan.
She came to me as Hira. Said she liked the character.
We started to chat. Became friends.
I encouraged her to email her audition to the team.
I reached out to the team and told them to give her a chance.
I coached her lines from the first few episodes.
I GOT HER THE ROLE AS INA.
She now gives credit to TT.
If you don't believe me, I have the podcasts still up on YouTube, where we talk about it in detail.
At first, I was sure that she was being manipulated.
Part of the reason that I was adamant that she join the team, was who she is as a person.
She's LGBTQ and on the spectrum. It's very important to me, especially after all of my struggles, to make sure that everyone finds something they're passionate about and doesn't let anything hold them back.
For months I thought she was being taken advantage of. Manipulated.
To discover otherwise was absolutely heartbreaking for me.
Imagine how shattered I was, when someone from the German fan meet up, said she's been telling people that since the German Fan Meet and Great in AUGUST 2023.
I feel used.
I'm at a low I'm not sure I can recover from, especially because she continues to say and do things just to get at me.
I've done what I can to block and move on, and I continue to leave communities I cherish, because of these ghosts.
It's like I'm Sandy, but for real this time, and trapped in that damned Orphanage.
Will we share a similar fate?
Will I let devistation consume me?
Have I made the right decisions?
Time will tell.
I'm leaving most names out of this on purpose, but I'm setting the record straight on how Ina came to be part of the community.
I'm so sick and tired of supporting people from behind the curtain, while actively being used as a doormat.
I love working for RG.
This has nothing to do with the company itself.
Cast will be what cast will be.
I love voice acting. I love writing, so even the editing process is fulfilling, but man I still had a lot to learn about how selfish the industry is.
How competitive.
How jealous and manipulative.
Watching people argue over someone they've never met.
Someone they've never seen.
Someone they don't know.
Watching them gatekeep the communities they stay in, running off anyone who isn't an OG.
Kind of defeats the purpose of supporting that creator, when you're driving good people out.
I'm starting to wonder if the internet isn't going to be our downfall.
If we'll ever truly understand the effects of parasocial relationships.
While I love the work I do, and many of the people who follow me, I cannot condone gatekeeping, lying, manipulation, cheating, stealing, copying, and outright bullying.
Stay in your lane.
At the end of the day, you don't know me.
Very few of you do.
You don't know her, him, they, them.
You just don't.
Speaking or acting on the behalf of others, lying about the people who helped get you where you are, no matter how you feel about them, is just plain messed up.
As with everything else in my life, I've learned a lot here.
I don't love parasocial relationships.
They fascinate me, until they piss me off.
Obviously this is NOT all of what occurred here. There are plenty of screenshots, and stories, but the bottom line is that I'm being pushed around, and I'm tired of staying silent. I work too hard, and help too many people, while barely being able to lift my head up to do so.
I've had it.
If you want to join a discord community where bullying, will not be tolerated: https://discord.gg/C6Edjk3AhX
Please remember. Just because you recognize their face and you know about them through the internet, does not mean you KNOW them.
Please treat actors/streamers as human beings, but also as "entertainers".
Respect their privacy.
Do not speak on their behalf.
Do not bully their followers, even if they are extremely hands off, or they expect the community to police.
You can easily turn one of the BEST things that's ever happened to someone, into one of the worst.
The results can be deadly.
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Idonea had picked a hell of a place to hide herself, Sābon would give the Red Sage than much. Tumultuous at the best of times, the presence of a ravening hoard of Khornate daemons only made the riotous land of the Border Princes even moreso. And worse, it had made tracking the sage down a more urgent matter.
Va'rrick was no run of the mill Gore-Daemon, either, but the Lord of the Fifth Host of Murder. He was no Skarbrand, but all the same...not a foe worth sneezing at. Sābon had scarcely forgotten the fates of her two brothers, Freysin and Xogrym, and just thinking of them made her chest ache. How they must've languished in their iron-prisons, mere tools for the terrible whim of the Exile!
Sābon licked the stump of her arm, considering the events of the previous weeks. She had crossed paths with the Bloodthirster not long ago and found her fears of his strength were completely valid. He hadn't emerged unscathed, but in the end, it was Sābon who fled their duel sans a limb. Dogged as any of the Hound's daemons, Va'rrick and his hosts had kept up the chase. It had taken the lives of several beastmen tribes sworn to her father, Malal the Malignancy, to throw him off of her trail. But it was only a matter of time before she was found again and not even the most fervant of the god-touched whiteblack beastkin could stand up against a murder-hungry blood horde.
It was all these things that made the the Whisperer amenable to the newest Chaos Power festering in the realm of mortals. Khade, the Red God, and the true god of blood according to his cultists. She had been intrigued, and perhaps the slightest bit annoyed, at the insistence of his messengers. No matter how many she slew, more sought her ear, goading her to the largest city-state in the southern realms: Myrmidens.
And so she had gone, slinking through the bowels of the man-city at the behest of this so-called god. Sābon had had her doubts...and yet she had been well attended; a cadre of ungors and brays, two of whom she had called her personal champions, flitting over the shingles of house rooftops along with her in the dead of night. She needed no direction, for the spoor of a deity was unmistakable...and set her quills to trembling.
But she would rather face banishment than be called a coward, and so she pushed on, delivering herself into the waiting hands of the Red Cultist set to receive them. She ignored their pleasantries, having little patience for the flattery of mortals. The Red Cultist made their home in the center of the capital, deep beneath the earth, hiding away the madness, their mutations, and their fell felid god.
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₪ 𝐀𝐓 𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓! 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃 𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐒 𝐔𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄. Khade spoke, pleased beyond words and smug at how the Greater Daemon of Malal seemed to cower ever so slightly in his presence. Sābon's claws were at the ready, having not expected this despite what all of her senses had been warning her of. So, the Red God was real? There was a real being of flesh and blood and power beneath Myrmidens, infecting the life above with it's foulness?
₪ 𝐘𝐄𝐒 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃. Khade spoke again, as if in answer to her silent queries. 𝐈 𝐀𝐌 𝐍𝐎 𝐌𝐘𝐓𝐇. 𝐈 𝐀𝐌 𝐀𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐀𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐎𝐖𝐍 𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑. 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐖𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐀 𝐏𝐔𝐑𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐄.
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₪ 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌 𝐍𝐎 𝐃𝐎𝐔𝐁𝐓. 𝐌𝐘 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐒𝐔𝐁𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐘.
" You speak of the Khorne Lord." Sābon found her voice at last, and it was iron despite her trepidations.
₪ 𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐂𝐔𝐑. Spat the God-Fractal. 𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐔𝐑𝐒𝐔𝐄𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔.
"And you pursue the Red Sage, I presume?" Sābon quirked a brow ridge, " We may share an enemy, but our purposes are opposite. My father requires that shard for his own goals."
₪ 𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐀𝐋'𝐒 𝐆𝐎𝐀𝐋 𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐎𝐅 𝐊𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐄. Khade argued, settling back in his throne of skinned wizards, mystics, and seers. 𝐖𝐄 𝐃𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐃𝐈𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐑 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒.
Sābon frowned, " I will not go against my Lord's edicts."
₪ 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐈 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐀𝐒𝐊 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐓𝐎. 𝐈 𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐍 𝐈𝐍 𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐇 𝐎𝐅 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐒.
" The Khorne force is not so large. And the forests are thick with the children of chaos to wear them away."
₪ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐍-𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐓'𝐒 𝐍𝐔𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐙𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐁𝐄 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃, 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐄. 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐌𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐁𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐙𝐎𝐍 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑 𝐎𝐅 𝐔𝐒, 𝐃𝐀𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐅 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖. Khade gestured out with a great hand-paw. 𝐌𝐔𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐍 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐑, 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐒. 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃, 𝐓𝐎 𝐉𝐎𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝐈𝐒 𝐀𝐋𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄. 𝐕𝐀'𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐈𝐒 𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆..
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Sābon brow creased. Distrust. Worry. More Khornate Warriors... that was the absolute last thing any of them needed.
₪ 𝐓𝐎𝐃𝐀𝐘, 𝐈 𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘 𝐀𝐒𝐊 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐀𝐑𝐌 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐀𝐑. 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐕𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐍, 𝐈 𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘 𝐀𝐒𝐊 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐀 𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑.
" That message being?"
Khade only grinned, seeping back into the darkness of the under-city.
₪ 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐓 𝐀 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄, 𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐖𝐍. 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐓 𝐀 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄.
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𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐋 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍
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• BEFORE YOU INTERACT. know that you are entering a domain of jjk-ccentric aesthetics, (satoru coded) heavy scaramouche and satosugu simping, and will be interacting with a blog user who, unfortunately, strives for perfection when it comes to her edits, and especially her stories.
• INTERACTIONS. tough subject considering my constant burnout that makes me all distant n' stuff, BUT I PROMISE YOU, i'm not the type of mutual who ignores on purpose. for context, actually, i wasn't like this back then, but considering my mental health these days, i've been less active, less interactive, and etc SOLELY because of this unwanted stress, and if you still plan on sticking around, thank you genuinely.
╰► AND I DON'T MIND INTERACTING WITH ALL AGES. only except; if you are a minor who runs a nsfw blog, producing explicit content, with utmost strictness and big sisterly love, please, get that case away from me.
• DO NOT INTERACT IF. you become weak to mentions of; blood, heavy descriptions of fighting, injuries, murder, war, death, mental health, sensitive and heavy topics, relationship triggers, traumatic events, suicide, age gaps, cheating, vulgarity, and many more — all these fall under the warning category of dead dove.
╰► I DON'T WANT YOU INTERACTING WITH ME knowing these things will make you uncomfortable, i'm thinking of your physical and mental health over here, and over mine.
• MUTUALS. *sighs dreamily* fuck i love you. i love you. thank YOU for following me back, thank YOU for interacting with my burned out ass at all. god, thank you and i love YOU and thank YOU for being patient with me, im so fucking honored to be mutuals with you, even in my silence or inactivity, thank you, i love you so much, you're so special.
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CHIYOSO𝐇𝐔𝐁 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍
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✐ FANDOMS I'M IN.
jujutsu kaisen, genshin impact, undead unluck, honkai star rail, honkai impact 3rd, frieren, demon slayer, tokyo revengers, attack on titan, welcome to the ballroom, haikyuu, blue locke, mystic messenger, obey me, tears of themis, love & deepspace, the ssum, epic seven, wuthering waves, zenless zen zero, and more weeb things. / ··· tba.
✐ CHARACTERS I'M WRITING FOR.
gojo satoru, geto suguru, scaramouche, wanderer, alhaitham, cyno, lyney, neuvillette, pantalone, dottore, undead (andy), fushiguro toji, fushiguro megumi, kento nanami, ryoumen sukuna, muzan kibutsuji, shinzugawa sanemi, rengoku kyojuro, rengoku shinjuro, ken ryuguji (draken), hanma shuji, blade, jing yuan, welt yang, dan heng, nanook, lan, argenti, gepard landau, luka, dr. veritas ratio.
✐ GENRES/TAGS I'LL WRITE.
nsfw, sensitive and heavy topics, female reader, breeding, degrading, cum kinks, praise, fluff, angst, mental illnesses i have (e.g. depression), comfort, no comfort, headcannons, thirsts, drabbles, submissive, dominant, hate sex, somnophillia, non-con, overstimulation, public fucking, masturbation, age gap (21+ reader obv), violence (for plot), aphrodisiacs, possessiveness, obsessive tendencies, fighting, realistic, modern au, smau, death, trauma, crossovers, dumbification, husband/wife, older characters, minority (only purely platonic), dark content, pregnancy, cheating, mental health, personal letters, song recommended fics, and more things that fall into the warning category of dead dove.
✐ YOU RECOMMEND THIS YOU'RE DELETED.
incest, stepcest, true yandere, cuckhold, scat, piss, irl politics, polygamy relationships, male!reader, trans!reader, eating disorders, disorders i'm not allowed to discuss.
╰► TO AVOID CONFLICT in regard to not writing for the opposite sex and the transgender pov, i simply cannot. i'm inexperienced in that field, and even i struggle a lot when writing the female pov as well.
understand that i am not able to because i am female myself, and even if i do take the route to research, it wouldn't feel comfortable for me, and i'm bound to get things wrong on some aspects. that's all. ⸻ (quick link to go to my inbox)
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𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 AND 𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐒
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• AGED UP CHARACTERS?
uh, well. i am kinda tempted to write for aged up for some characters, but ONLY to those who are closest to my age like fushiguro megumi, 1-2 year gap of me and etc. as for characters like yanqing, or anyone else around his age, i'm not one to age up ones that are canonically young until said to be older, with that established, i'll be only writing platonic for characters like him.
• DO YOU WRITE—?
yeah. probably. go back to chiyosohub productions section and skim through the popular genres area, thats the shit i feel comfortable to write. ask for confirmation before requesting.
• ARE THESE REALLY YOUR EDITS?
mmhm, all of the media, dividers, banners and layouts are all from me and edited by me, please don't copy what took ages for me to finally settle on, thank you. besides, every edit has a well hidden watermark and cleverly placed too by yours truly.
• REQUESTS/COMMISSIONS?
i'm not in the right mental state to fulfill requests quickly in contrast to other writers, however, do feel free to pitch in ideas and, i'm actually considering comms for my editing work, but lmk if you wanna support me that way.
• WHY'RE YOU SO SLOW AT POSTING/ANSWERS?
right, i'm someone who frequently struggles with mental health, i consistently deal with burnout, exhaustion and perfectionism, plus i'm trying to break the cycle of my people pleasing too. my most recent relationship broke me to the point where nothing mattered but him, so, i'm quite literally learning to love things again—writing for example.
i'm not gonna be perfect at it, but i'll always try to strive for the best. i'm also stressing out about the fact that as someone who took a few years to take a break from school life, then suddenly i'm plunging in into a world where you train as an adult? shit is actually not helping my geto-like spiral lmao.
tl;dr writer deludes herself with hot fictional men, anime and games, all while college fucks up my sleep schedule even more. that, and her motivation's in constantly in vacation.
hope that answers your curiousities, good fuckin' luck interacting with my ass LMAO — chiyoso.
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Hey!! I just came across your page and I immediately fell in love with your writing style,, since your ask box is open, I was hoping to request MC getting hit with a spell or curse that makes them hate the brothers. (Like mystic messenger elixir, or danganronpa despair disease!) pretty much just how they would react if MC suddenly started to thrash and curse at them. (That sweet angst if you catch my drift) Thank you for taking the time to read this! <33
The Brothers with a Cursed!MC
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We gotta keep the angst train rolling because why not-
I’ll happily write anything to do with hate spells and the Danganronpa reference really painted it out for me nicely so let’s see if I can write angst in slightly smaller portions because there was an attempt! Thanks for the request by the way, this is the kind of thing that pops up in my brain pretty often, idk how I never wrote it out before now! You’re also very sweet for taking the time out of your day to request this <3
Characters: Lucifer, Mammon, Levi, Satan, Asmo, Beel and Belphie
Notes: uh, the title is pretty bland because I didn’t know what to write instead-
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Lucifer:
-“What the hell are you doing here? Get out-I don’t want to fucking see you!”
-Knowing that he could’ve done something to prevent this honestly frustrates him in ways he did not think were possible
-As someone who doesn’t let his emotions get the best of him, the sight of you thrashing around in his brothers’ arms while yelling obscenities at him genuinely broke his heart
-Moments like this, when something so unexpected happens or when he’s genuinely hurt by the actions of others, stump him the most. His perfect self just vanishes and he’s stuck because he doesn’t know how to react
-Well, he’s obviously sad. Actually, sad doesn’t even begin to cover it. Your desperate attempts at breaking free and lunging at him were probably one of the most gut wrenching things he’s ever had to witness and that says something considering he was very much present when his sister was on the verge of a painful death
-However, perhaps more than anything, he is seriously pissed off. Whoever casted that spell, be it an accident or otherwise, is in deep shit the moment Lucifer discovers that they are the perpetrator and they will have to suffer accordingly
-This is the kind of thing that no one, let alone the Avatar of Pride, would forgive easily. Having a loved one be brainwashed or rather cursed to the point they make you the target of all their hate and distrust hurts. And that hurt will quickly turn into anger with time and before long, the demon in question will find themselves hanging from the ceiling in Cerberus’ room before personally being visited by Lucifer himself. Terrible fate really, but what can you do?
-Even so, none of that mattered in the grand scheme of things-after all, he punishes ignorant demons on a pretty regular basis and they can’t die as easily as humans so finding the time to torture such a miserable creature isn’t exactly a problem
-The problem was the aftermath; as much as he wishes to, he can’t get rid of the effects of the spell manually and unfortunately, he will have to wait for them wear off before you can return back to normal. Fortunately, on most occasions, jinxes like this don’t last for very long. Typically 2-3 days, though sometimes it can drag on for up to a week which he hopes isn’t the case
-In the meantime, the best course of action would be to supervise you for the next couple of days and see whether your condition is getting better or not. This is, unsurprisingly, a very difficult thing to do since you keep pushing him away and violently at that but it’s not as if he can just stop trying. Curses like this sometimes come on with side effects, especially when performed on humans and they can be pretty nasty. After studying previous cases of these incidents, he discovered its quiet probable for you to get sick or sluggish towards the end of the life span of the spell
-And he stays firm on the matter, even if you keep loudly protesting against it and even if he feels completely drained after each visit to ensure that you were not taking a turn for the worse. Believe it or not, your words are powerful enough to start wearing him down and not many people can say they have that kind of affect on the literal embodiment of pride. More than anything, Lucifer wants you to return to your usual self because he misses you and seeing you act this way towards him is really making him question a lot of things
-“I told you to just piss off, you prideful, two faced bitch.”
-“….MC, stop moving-I’m trying to check whether you have a fever or not. I promise to leave afterwards, but I can’t do that until I’m sure you’re not getting sick.”
Mammon:
-“Hey! Don’t fucking touch me, just stay the hell away from me!”
-Honestly, the first time you snapped at him while you were under that curse shook him to his core and he was just confused because he’s never seen you act out like this before. But then, your words start to settle in and he almost bursts into tears
-The whole time his brothers are trying to sort you out, he’s panicking in the background with tears running down his face until Belphie comes up behind him and slaps him on the head, telling him to get his shit together
-Truth is: he is freaking out. Badly. Like, extremely bad. He doesn’t know what’s happening or why, he just knows that you are not feeling like yourself at the moment because you keep throwing shit at him and yelling at the top of your lungs to leave you alone
-He doesn’t want to. Leave, that is. Mammon actually feels like physically attaching himself to you by now and he probably would’ve if it weren’t for his brothers, who sensed that having him around was not doing you any good
-The worst part though was that, after a couple of days of waiting around for the curse to wear off, you began to ignore him altogether and that probably hurt him more than the way you treated him before
-Mostly because, in that case, he knew you weren’t acting like your usual self and he could reason that it was definitely the spell was that forcing you to behave like this. However, being ignored hit a bit too close to home since this is a pretty common tactic you used whenever you were seriously pissed off at him. Granted, you only ever reserved it for very serious situations but when you did apply it, Mammon usually felt as if the world was going to collapse on his head
-The silent treatment was possibly one of the worst things he could’ve endured that week because of how unwanted it made him feel and overall just worthless for not being able to protect you from this kinda stuff. Actually, he wouldn’t have been surprised if you decided to blame this on him as well, even after you’ve regained some more of your senses. To him it made perfect sense
-For the most part, the whole time Satan and other various demon doctors were trying to treat you, Mammon was most likely off sulking by himself. If I were to guess, probably in his room, back to the door and knees pressed up to his chest. Since, obviously, he wouldn’t have any motivation to go out without his lucky charm present and accounted for, so locked inside his room seemed like the only solution
-His brothers were worried but not even Lucifer could drag him out and eventually they gave up. Honestly, they were hoping bringing you back to normal would convince him to set foot outside of his bedroom again, even though it felt like a bit of wishful thinking
-Realistically, he’s going to keep his distance from you for a few days after you’ve recovered because by then he would have become quite insecure about a lot of things and really didn’t want to be in your presence until he felt safe again. Though, it wouldn’t take an awful to coax him towards you once again. He fell in love with you for a reason, after all.
-As for the stupid motherfucker that decided jinxing you was a good idea, he better thank his lucky stars that Mammon was mourning for a solid week before he could act on his emotions of anger. In my opinion, that’s enough time for the demon in question to runaway, maybe to the human world, invent a new identity. Go on holiday. To the Balkans, maybe. I don’t know. Mammon would probably find him. And as tame of a demon as he can be, no one wants to feel the wrath of the second born
-“…..Mammon, just go.”
-“…please….p-please don’t say that…”
Levi:
-“What the hell are you doing here?”
-Probably asking himself the same question, to be honest. It’s clear that you do not want to see him and that his presence was nothing more than a hindrance but for some reason, he really felt inclined to stay
-Levi was the last of the brothers to find out about your sudden predicament. After all, the incident itself took place during school hours and he was at home watching anime the whole time. Not to mention, he turned his D.D.D off completely so he wouldn’t be bothered by anyone before his marathon was finished so even though the brothers were desperately trying to call him, he obviously didn’t answer
-It was horrible, to put it mildly. Having to watch you get forcibly get strapped to the bed so you didn’t have the chance to attack anyone and even when you calmed down, it was clear you didn’t feel like talking to any of them
-In a way, this whole ordeal is really just feeding into his inferiority complex because even though he knows the words you are saying are not sincere, they still manage to affect him quite badly because it’s coming from you
-Despite the explanation being reasonable enough, he fails to not take it to heart and it sort of shifted his whole perspective on your relationship, much like Mammon, because of his insecurities
-By the time you’re back to your normal self, he is not. Completely out of energy as one might say. And yes, he’s used to not sleeping for days in a row sometimes but this is different because he is not doing it to catch up on a show he missed or to play with his fish
-This is a matter of your health being absolutely on the verge of collapsing entirely while your whole personality flipped like a switch, which made him anxious enough to not crave sleep or his usual entertainment past times
-While you’re still sick, he’s essentially hoping to Lord Diavolo himself that Satan knows what the hell he is doing since he was the one in charge of taking care of you, with him being more of an expert than any of the others and all. It’s stressful and the way you keep talking to him wasn’t helping in the slightest
-In all fairness, he’s almost acting as if you’ve died and he’s in the process of mourning you. Mostly because to him you were a completely different person altogether and he refused to believe the actual MC would be so blunt and dismissive. Even if you were to believe half the things you were saying, it’s not like you would willingly say it out loud to him no matter what because you always took into account how he felt about everything
-That’s what he keeps telling himself, though your insults are starting to get at him the more he’s in your presence. To keep himself occupied, he attempts to find the person who’s cursed you as a way to avenge you. Levi knows his brothers probably already did all sorts of horrible things to them and they obviously deserve it but he wants to take some petty revenge too! And what’s pettier than completely destroying someone’s social life through social media, especially when it’s helping him deal with the current situation <3
-“Can you just fucking leave already, you piece of shit.”
-“….MC….“
Satan:
-“Piss off Satan.”
-It doesn’t take long for him to start matching your energy in terms of anger. I guess it’s to be expected since hostility is usually met with more hostility and this is especially true in Satan’s case. Though it’s not clear whether he’s angry at you or the situation as a whole. It may well be both, but just because he’s the Avatar of Wrath, that doesn’t mean he’s completely unreasonable
-As usual, he was just spending his free time inside the library of the House of Lamentation when Mammon came bursting in, panicking from the looks of things before proceeding to grab him by the sleeve and aggressively yank him towards your room
-The whole situation was pretty bewildering to begin with but then, when he noticed the exact state you were in and just how badly you needed medical help-or the demon equivalent by any means, he low key started freaking out as well
-Truthfully, it was a lot of pressure on him. It was obvious that all of his brothers had really high expectations of him and were essentially pushing him to ‘fix’ you within the next 24 hours, which was probably not possible anyway
-However, on top of all of that, your overall demeanour also caught him really off guard and he genuinely had no idea how to react to your altered self once he has been updated on the matter
-Naturally, he is used to fighting fire with fire but as much as he is inclined to do just that, it really wouldn’t be fair on you considering you are not exactly capable of resisting the curse in question
-Honestly, he’s just glad (and extremely tired) once the effects of the curse are lifted because the whole experience was draining for him and as a result, he couldn’t even imagine what you were feeling after you started regaining your senses again
-Though he’s not the Avatar of Wrath for nothing and he sometimes can hold grudges for various periods of time, he doesn’t really hold anything against you, no matter how much you may have upset him while you were in that state of mind and for a few days, he may just appreciate the fact that he was able to do anything at all as a way to help ypu
-In terms of the foolish bastard that thought doing this to you was a great idea, it doesn’t take Satan all that long to come up with some kind of scheme to take his revenge on them. The whole ordeal has left him incredibly frustrated and agitated, so who would be a better choice to let all of his anger out on if not the dumbass that caused you to go through all of this?
-Don’t worry—the fourth born tends to unwind fairly quickly after releasing some of his anger so he should be by your side the next morning as if nothing happened <3
-“I’ll fucking kill you-GET OF-“
-“…MC, for the love of all that is demonic, stay still. I am not in the mood for this right now.”
Asmo:
-“…just… get out…I don’t want to see you.”
-Yeah, that alone would do enough collateral damage to last him for the next few centuries or so. Though he’s always been good at being perceptive and noticing when something is amiss with either you or his brothers, even Asmo seemed to be take off guard by your condition
-The effect you have on him is devastating at times, you know? He genuinely doesn’t know how to feel about any of this because he’s not used to seeing you react in such a way and he’s certainly not used to his brothers acting in such a peculiar manner either. It was almost as if they were lost on what to do next and that terrified him to a certain extent
-Even though you were against anyone keeping you company, someone needed to supervise you for obvious reasons. If something were to happen or your condition were to worsen, then the outcome of that problem would be in your favour if someone was there to spot it in time. Asmo usually volunteered to stay, since he didn’t feel like doing anything else on most days now that you were bed riddled
-Of course, Mammon also tagged along quite often and the two of them sort of bonded this way, though the circumstances of their stronger relationship is dubious by all means. You wouldn’t be able to tell but despite absolutely refusing to leave your side for days on end, your words did start wearing him down a little
-It wouldn’t surprise him if he were to find out you really despised him and his siblings after everything they did to you. They still couldn’t identify the curse quite well but for all they knew, it could’ve been used as a sort of truth serum that forced you to say what was on your mind no matter what
-Luckily for everyone else involved, Asmo is certainly capable of brushing off the insults you may have hurled at him and even though he’s still hurt by your words, he seems to realise that now is not the time for him to be offended or to mop about, since your condition was suddenly going to worsen before it got better
-I guess Asmo has always been rather good at prioritising the things and people he considered to be important and you are, without a doubt, one of them so his main concern was to ensure that you get better, not to worry over what you think about him
-Surprisingly enough, he didn’t need to think about the good for nothing scum that cursed you to begin with all that much, mostly because his brothers went and took care of them long before he even had the chance to react
-Doesn’t mean he has no intention of hunting him down later (if he happens to still be alive which is doubtful) and giving them a piece of his mind as well. Does this imbecile know how much sleep he lost because of what he did??? How many hours of distress and lack of self care-yeah he is probably gonna end up taking it out on him
-The good thing about having a smart ass for a brother was that Satan did heal you and way faster than most them had hoped for. In a week’s time, you were back to your old self again and Asmo could finally….relax after several days of anxious waiting. If you expect him to unglue himself from you once you’re back to normal then you’re fatally wrong.
-“Why are you even here? I thought the perfect Asmodeus would never need the company of someone who is so clearly below him.”
-“….MC, I could never think that. I…need your company more than anyone else’s so don’t say that. It’s not fair...”
Beel:
-“I fucking hate you so don’t even fucking bother talking to me.”
-Really, startled doesn’t even begin to describe his reaction to the current situation because he just came in to ask you if you wanted to go to Hell’s Kitchen with him and he found you strapped to your bed, yelling obscenities at him whilst his brothers watched from the sides, equally dumbfounded
-Surprisingly enough however, even though he may seem like the type to get emotional (which he is capable of being no doubt), Beel becomes really frustrated and angry once Mammon explains what happened to you and why you were in such a compromising state of mind
-Like, don’t get me wrong, seeing you act so indifferently towards him hurts more than his hunger pains when he doesn’t eat for a whole day but knowing that someone out there purposefully tried to turn you against him and his brothers pisses him off a lot
-And it’s probably because he knows it took such a long time for things to finally settle down and for you to be accepted into their family just for this to happen so naturally he’s not exactly happy
-Of course, don’t expect him to go off on a rampage on his own (at least, not until you get better) because honestly, he could eat the idiot behind this whole facade if he wanted to but he wouldn’t be able to enjoy it knowing you were still very much stuck at home and bed ridden
-For the majority of your recovery, he obviously stayed by your side (though he wasn’t as committed to it as Asmo and Mammon because he constantly had to go and fetch more food from the kitchen)
-Probably slept in your room as well, him and Mammon most likely took turns because after a few days of this, they were becoming increasingly tired and your bedroom floor isn’t exactly an easy place for someone to rest. They figured they’re not gonna be able to do you much good if they are drop down exhausted all the time
-Beel probably envelops you into the hug of the century once it’s confirmed there are no traces left of the curse on you and he’s almost crushing you but that’s OK because it’s been a tough week and he needs it (you too tbh)
-I would say he’s the most unaffected brother by your interactions with him whilst you were under the influence of the spell. Even though you deliberately went out of your way to insult and insinuate all kinds of horrible stuff about him, he didn’t seem to take too much of it to heart and brushed it off almost??? Didn’t stop him from sighing in relief as you apologised to him for saying all of that
-“Go annoy someone else Beel, I’m not in the fucking mood.”
-“…MC, have you eaten anything today?”
Belphie:
-“H-HEY!! Fucking let go of me-what the hell are you doing??!!”
-Unlike his brothers, he does not believe in the art of allowing people to heal on their own nor is he any good at giving people personal space when they may want it, he is simply against it
-So he’s pretty much aggressively holding you no matter how much you thrash against him-he’s surprisingly strong for a demon that doesn’t actually do anything all day so no wonder you can barely move whilst in his embrace
-The whole ordeal has pissed him off and tired him greatly, like two seconds in and he can’t decide if he wants to take a nap or go end the piece of shit that started all of this to begin with
-Honestly, he probably decided against both because maybe-just maybe-he was more needed here, at least until you stopped throwing shit at him every time he entered the room. In a way, he thought his presence might help but that’s just wishful thinking tbh
-Not going to lie, even though he tries to make it seem as if this is not bothering him at all, it does. Out of everyone, your hatred for him is, in a way, the most justifiable. Whilst he can see your dislike of his siblings as something that was fabricated due to the curse, your feelings towards him could’ve been real for all he knew
-That could be the main reason he didn’t feel like pissing off despite you telling him to do so every hour of the day and eventually he had to be pried away by Satan once he decided his brothers were getting in the way of your recovery
-That week may as well have been torture because time was going too slow and yet too fast simultaneously and he was in a fucking horrible mood the entire time (your attitude rubbed off on him) so this eventually lead to him snapping at his brothers on several occasions and fights breaking out more often than usual
-Once you are back to your senses (more or less) expect a pillow to be thrown at your head because that time period was so stressful to him he could barely sleep and he was anxious as fuck. By now, we know Belphie expresses his concern through anger and snide remarks so that’s to be expected
-Even though he is grumpy by nature, Belphie is internally so relieved to know you were not able to control yourself whilst under the influence of the spell and just happy that now he is 100% sure you don’t hate him as much as you let on during the past few days. However, the best thing to come out of this situation?? He got dibs on breaking the ribcage of the bastard behind all of this and now he gets to be a torturous little shit to someone else for a change
-“Huh? What are you going to do? Fucking kill me again? I don’t give a shit.”
-“………..”
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ROUND 2 MATCH 15
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Linhardt propaganda:
"Would Lindhart check his phone during sex? Yes. Would he ignore his romantic prospects and important anniversary dates to focus on his research instead? Yes. Would he name his potential children things like "project 84"? Probably. Would I date him anyway? Oh lord. I could listen to him talk for hours, he's just that charming. The dry but insightful notes he takes, the way he can flip from utterly bored to passionate and animated, the odd kindness he displays for those he cares about, the way he rebels against the status quo because he cares more about unpacking the world than conforming to society... he's also really funny and really smart? Idk. I love the queer-ass cucumber boy."
Saeran propaganda:
"He's a very gentle young man born into miserable circumstances who learns what freedom and autonomy mean to him after far too long of being everyone else's punching bag. He goes from desperation, subservience, and self-loathing to blind rage to become the biggest threat in the room, all in the name of self-preservation in an environment that wants to destroy him. But with a support system that challenges his programmed thought processes, he learns to see past the lies and coercion and begins his recovery journey with his beloved partner and dear twin brother. He loves flowers and knows most of their meanings (he WILL gift bouquets of them to share those captivating messages), he's an excellent chef, and he is an entirely devoted partner who sees his beloved MC as the light that helped guide him onto his path to recovery. He genuinely loves his MC in a way that the other characters of Mystic Messenger suggest transcends the notion of romance. He's ethereal; he's on a different plane of love. He is the very essence of love. He will risk his all... risk everything in the name of love."
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threadbaresweater · 9 months
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a streetcar named desire (ha)
This was a fun prompt I wrote a few years back for Mystic Messenger. Since I've had Jumin on the brain lately, it's only right that he gets a spot on the blog again (kinda wanna go back and revamp a lot of this old stuff...maybe someday). Anyway. Cw: public sexual acts (reader gets fingered), alcohol use. Minors please DNI.
"Thank you, Mr. Kim. I understand... Please don't worry, we'll get home safely...Yes...Goodnight."
You ended the call and slumped against Jumin, who responded by resting his cheek on top of your head; he hummed a simple tune, large hand stroking your back with lazy affection. A church bell nearby rang once, signaling the late hour, and you yawned, snuggling closer.
"When will Driver Kim be here?" Jumin asked, echoing your yawn.
"He won't, dear. His daughter is ill, and he cannot come. I think there's a streetcar that runs close to home, though. We'll just have to wait for the next route."
Jumin's brow furrowed, and you felt his chest tighten, muscles pulled taut under his starched shirt. He had long ago loosened his tie and slung it around his neck, and the first three buttons of his shirt gave you an irresistible view of his throat and a peek of his collarbone, skin flushed from the wine he'd consumed at dinner. A...celebratory dinner, where you and Jumin officially met the next, future Mrs. Chairman Han. Was this four? Five, now? You'd certainly lost track, and while Jumin behaved politely at dinner, the two of you lingered in the lounge together long after Chairman Han and his girlfriend had departed. After two bottles of wine, a curious onlooker began snapping pictures; you were thankfully still of sound enough mind to coax your grieving husband away from the table and out the door, but not before leaving the waitstaff a generous tip.
"I don't understand," he said, caressing your cheek, his grey eyes brimming with confusion and concern. "Driver Kim is always available. It's part of his contract."
"Jumin, darling, it's one in the morning. His daughter is ill. The man is entitled to a sick day now and then," you chided gently, pushing his bangs away from his eyes to press a kiss to his brow. "We'll get home. We don't live far. Maybe we'll walk. It might help sober you a little."
"Assistant Kang," he muttered, ignoring what you'd just suggested. You sensed his growing panic, his loss of usual, impeccable control, and you held him tight against you, stroking his hair. "I should call her. She'll know what to do."
"Jumin, listen to me." Just as you were about to attempt to reason with him again, the blinding lights of the streetcar approached. "Look, there's our ride. Come on now," you said. "Let's go home."
Fluorescent lights nearly blinded your already drunken haze as you boarded and paid the driver. The car was nearly empty; the only other passenger was a sleeping, older gentleman with patchwork clothes and a rather large rucksack in the seat next to him. Advertisents offering dental services and legal advice were framed along the walls above the windows, and a couple of the lights toward the back flickered on and off. Jumin looked around in horrified disgust, and for a moment, you thought he might refuse to ride.
"I think I'll just close my eyes until we get home," he said, reluctantly sinking into one of the seats as the car lurched forward. He held onto your hand and you fell into his lap with a quiet giggle, then buried your face in his neck.
Without a word, he slipped his hands up along the back of your thighs and under your dress, curling his fingers into the elastic of your panties. You rewarded him with a knowing look and a beautiful blush as you leaned to whisper in his ear, "Jumin, we're in public..." though if you were being honest, you really didn't care who saw. Since his father had left, you'd been toying with each other all evening- lingering glances, fingertips upon flushed skin, bare toes travelling up his leg under the table. The evidence of your arousal gave him pause when he pushed aside the dampened fabric that clung to your sex and pushed a finger inside you.
"You don't seem to mind," he breathed against your neck before leaving his mark on your tender skin, pushing another finger inside you with wicked intent.
You muffled a desperate whimper against his chest as he worked between your thighs, agonizingly slow, deliberately teasing. "Jumin, I- ah!"
"See what you do to me?" he whispered. "Look at me." And you obeyed, focusing on his intense, steel-grey eyes so clouded with lust that your heart stuttered and you held your breath for a moment. "Breathe. Stay with me."
You fell apart then, eyes open, mouth agape, cunt clenching around your husband's fingers as he stroked with expert precision, knowing where to apply pressure and where to flit gently over too-sensitive nerve endings. Vaguely aware of the evidence of his own arousal pressing against your thigh, you linked your arms around his neck and kissed him deeply, desperately.
The car came to a stop as he withdrew his fingers from under your dress and brought them to his mouth to savor the taste, humming his low approval.
"I believe my first streetcar experience has been an extremely pleasant one. Perhaps Driver Kim should have nights off more often." He grinned and winked at you as you stood to fix your dress. And as you made your way past the only other passenger on the car, you heard a low whistle and a quiet chuckle.
Jumin turned to the gentleman. "Did we amuse you, sir?"
The man laughed, hard. "Nah, you all amused yourselves. Glad you enjoyed your ride, sir," he managed to choke, before falling into fits of laughter again.
Speechless, Jumin took your hand and helped you out, avoiding the knowing smile of the driver, whose large rear view mirror had given him full access to your show.
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leastdatablebracket · 6 months
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ROUND 4, MATCH 1
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Jumin Han
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manipulative and abusive asshole
He's a stuck up trust fund baby, and won't take no for an answer. His route is objectively the WORST
He is in love with his cat and constantly compares you with the damn cat😭 like an actual fucking feline animal that’s not nickname 😭😭😭
unapologetic member of the bourgeoisie. makes his secretary cut her hair and wear glasses so he can take her seriously. 0/10 hate this man so much it has been 7 years since i first set eyes on him and to this day i have carried this with me in silence. my hatred for this man has been my burden. my old mysme mutuals will never know.
ok so fun fact when i tried to play jumin’s route i hated it so fucking much i abandoned ship on day 7. this is a grown ass man who is far too immature (and has too much money) to be romanceable like can he see a therapist first? i’m not his therapist. i’m not. i’m not his cat either. why are you locking me in your penthouse does this LOOK like amnesia: memories. also i hate that in order to gain favor ability you have to act like a jerk to other characters at times and also i love jaehee (his secretary that he makes do Fucking Everything For Him) too much to want to date him romantically. imo he’s a great character in other routes, but in his own it’s just…. :/ . did i mention i hate the whole “getting locked in his house” thing. 
he makes jaehee do so much shit that is WAAAAYYY outside the scope of her job description???? she’s his personal assistant. he makes her take care of his personal — completely unrelated to the company— projects related to cats, makes her watch his pet cat at HER APARTMENT OUTSIDE OF WORK HOURS (as far as i can tell he didnt pay her extra for that, though she does get paid overtime) which is so wildly entitled of him to do, but he’s a rich man so. in every route except for jaehee’s and his own— in jaehee’s she quits altogether and in jumin’s she gets a long awaited and well deserved vacation— he piles her with so much more work than is reasonable. for example: in another story she is tasked with— on top of her regular work tasks — to become the HEAD OF AN IT DEPARTMENT FOR COMBATTING HACKERS. also, he constantly pushes zen —someone who is very, very allergic to cats— to interact with his cat. like he wants to take his pet cat to their charity party/event, and seems very blase and uncaring and disbelieving to the fact that he’s allergic, and that other attendees could be too! and as another example: in zen’s route he offers zen a job when he’s looking work— but it has to do with modelling for a cat food brand, and interacting with cats. which he’s explicitly told jumin he doesn’t want to do. they reconcile and it leads to zen giving in and doing the modeling job :/ now, i don’t dislike cats— i love cats! but i’m also very allergic to them (fur, dander, and saliva) so this hits a little close to home. but constant exposure to an allergen can trigger chronic asthma and asthma attacks, and chronic asthma can be very damaging to someone. it can damage their lungs! it’s not a matter to be trivialized! and even if zen’s allergies were “minor,” jumin’s constantly trying to force someone who’s set up a boundary time and time again about not wanting to interact with cats to interact with them and while it is a small example — at least in comparison to the rest of his route— of him ignoring/overstepping/bulldozing past boundaries, it still makes me itch!
Sam Dalton
Propaganda
Spineless af, no personality but 'horny' for the mc. pretty shit at being a parent. Literally cheated on their fiance, but the fiance is made out to be the 'bad guy'. Character is gender customisable but is written so white male coded urgh. is terribly jealous but not in a cute way. just really annoying. much rather choose their ex wife or fiancé over them any day
He (like it was said before customizable but white man coded) was so bad when I played the game. He’s the only love interest of the story, but after a single chapter I decided I wasn’t interested in him. I went out of my way to avoid any romantic options with him. For me the game was just “The Nanny”. But, despite all my romance dodging, I ended up with a scene where he says word for word “My hands aren't clean, [character name]. How can they be, when I think about you every time I touch myself? Or when I want to murder the next man who touches you?”. BIG RED FLAG. Also at one point, Sam can give you the option to DITCH HIS 9 YEAR OLD SONS BIRTHDAY PARTY and hook up with him! 
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