#No family

[querulousmegapode]

Reading about Plato’s ideas about what a ruler ought to be and dear god he’d love Vetinari

#vetinari #discworld #gnu terry pratchett #austere life #education and knowledge #no family #married to the work #they would get On #the only thing I think *wouldn’t* work is that Plato wants the ideal ruler to devote themselves to philosophy instead #and that they’d rather be doing that #I don’t really know what vetinari would be up to if he wasn’t the patrician #probably be a damn good assassin or something #kind of destined to be an important guy no matter what #rambles

[mizsmizs]

O pior sentimento de uma menina além de ter que comer é ver a sua própria mãe sendo feliz com outra família, ver outra garota chamando ela de mãe, ver elas rindo, ver que seu próprio irmão do seu sangue vai chamar outra de irmã primeiro e tbm que aquela família é bem mais feliz sem vc...

#ana br #ana brasil #ed br #garotas bonitas não comem #no food #tw mia #ana mia brasil #ana y mia #magreza #nao comer #family #no family

[profoundlypained]

I would give every moment I've yet to live, if a single soul could *just* love me. I'd do anything, I'd commit nearly any atrocity for parents who love me and hold me when the world is cold and dark and lonely. I'd watch the blood run everywhere as my right hand, my dominant hand, was chopped clean off, in exchange for siblings who's chosen and born religion doesn't dictate that they hate me. I'd give up every breath I have left just to have the privilege to have a home to call when the world is burning down around me. But alas, I'm describing a fantasy now. And we all know that fantasies aren't real.

#actually bpd #bpd feels #bpd problems #borderline #my poem #bpd #mental health #poem #bpd blog #actually mentally ill #absent father #absent mother #no family #no place to call home #no home #no love #no safety #no comfort #all alone #there is absolutely nothing lonelier

[magpies-gold]

A funny thing is that for all that I love him to bits, I still feel entirely unsatisfied with 90% of the drawings I've done of Heinrich. I know what he looks like in my head, and I get close most of the time, but not quite there. His facial features are particular and if they're slightly off it's just not him. This took far too long considering it was just a sketch, but I think I figured out a few key details that I can repeat to make sure he looks like himself? Maybe? This is good because I'm itching to do mini-comics about him and Elliot's early days as a way to help my own brain establish their relationship, and to get my head around the bizarre creature that is Heinrich. It promises to be weirdly cute.

#alpha base #Heinrich #my antagonist is an extremely borderline antagonist #mostly on technicalities #but his buddy is a villain for sure #he's such a disarming bundle of quirks #chill quiet and helpful #loves to read #good listener #also though: #works very very hard to maintain that chill #loses his cool in 0.2 seconds when stressed and will kill you #he's also not a fan of people in general #he's ace/aro #has exactly two friends #no family #very happy on his own #and yet: #a quirk #he loves kids #not in an enthusiastic omg-they's-so-cute kind of way #but like Rosa and the puppy in Brooklyn 99 #he will go extremely out of his way for kids #afraid of monsters? #afraid of the dark? #no I don't think so because this fellow is scarier but on your side #that kind of thing #anyway I have things I want to draw

[sp00kysk3lly]

I don’t mind sleep, it’s waking up I can’t stand.

#mental health #mental health awareness #all alone #no one wants me #no one likes me #fake friends #fake people #blog #death anxiety #scared to die #don’t want to be alive #zero friends #no support #no friends #no family #nothing #I hate myself #I hurt myself today #johnny cash #hurt #you destroyed me #you broke me #so called best friend #so called friends #only want to be known when it’s convenient #fuck you all #go fuck yourself

[watermeloncholycucumbersome]

Day 66 of Writing Something Everyday

(365 Day Challenge)

And in that moment I knew that people were a lie, they act as though they care then change their mask and make me cry.

Those I choose to have in my life, they don't have to be perfect.

They just need to be honest and a compassionate listener, but I've never observed it.

They build me up, even hold my hand. Yet deep down they've devised a devilish plan.

They'll humour me, make me feel okay. For me to only realize the wool was pulled over my eyes, ripped the rug out from beneath me and away.

I hope and I pray that I'll find someone decent someday, but it's really hard to have hope when you're perpetually mistreated this way.

~Jenni

#depression #loss #grieving #i miss my mom #thoughts #feelings #love #poem #poetry #spilled heart #mental health #spilled words #original poem #spilled thoughts #lonely #no friends #no family #help me God #healing #prayer #poem by me #poets on tumblr #short poetry #written word #original writing #creative writing #spilled tears #sad thoughts #sad #spilled ink

[2cute4youuuu]

New year new man to obsess over🧴🩰.

#coquette #girl interrupted #i feel empty #lana del ray aka lizzy grant #no money #no family #16inthemiddleofmiama #pricilla presley #obsessed #sad thoughts #depressing shit #2024

[fenrirh]

This is about to be my first christmas after leaving my "family"

I LOVE IT

#christmas #family #emo #no family #nah

[tuesdayspectacular]

never had an xmas before except with abusive people in childhood and alone every year, but i have a friend spending xmas with me this year & i wanna get a tree and lights and do christmasy things with them & make it awesome. but i am poor. pls gift me with christmas!

#cptsd recovery #trauma survivor #first christmas #christmas wishes #send help #please help #no family #sa survivor

[llevo-un-secreto-conmigo-tambien]

Los minutos de felicidad, pesan en las semanas de tristeza. La soledad pesa mucho más después de haber estado acompañado.

#amor #abandono #dolor #adios #soledad #amigas #tristeza #amistad #vivir #ser #no family #frases #depression #art #ansiedad #black and white #anorexia #bulimia #no #lluvia #olvidar #olvido #odio #tumblr #orgullo #obesity #vuelve #violencia #kik #destruction

[formerlyroyal]

Bummer. I’m sure the Royals are crying their eyes out.

🙄

#no friends #no family #just two miserable losers

[gise1323]

Todos tenemos familias disfuncionales, por eso somos exitosos; llena el vacío

#solo #i'm sad #sad boy #disfunctional family #exitopersonal #vacio emocional #vacio y soledad #escritos vacios #un vacio dentro de mi #escape al vacio #chico vacio #bad family #feeling alone #no family #im crying #robert chase

[toffeeandcoffeesstuff]

Bloody Deceit

Blood is thicker than water

But water is stronger than blood

Water brings life to those who harbor it well.

Water cuts through mountain and causes great floods

Blood is important that is true

But blood is nothing without water’s presence.

You can survive a little bit of blood shed

But one drop of water can be the difference between life and a deathbed

Water creates communities

Blood just enlarges them.

While waters is the glue to all entities

Blood is just a direct way to create families

So yes blood may be thicker than water

And it is needed for you to live

But blood is nothing without water

Other than relations it has nothing to give.

( side note this is my first time trying to rhyme my poetry in a while so please be lenient 😂😂)

#fake family #toxic family #generational trauma #crazy family #tw depressing thoughts #poetry #anger issues #no family #familysucks

[sayingitwithgifs]

#everafter #ever after 1998 #Marguerite de ghent #Megan Dodds #ashamed #no family #ashamed of family #cutting ties #family no more #no longer family #bad sisters #bad mothers

[im-traumatised]

This isn't fair none of it is fucking fair why did I get stuck with all of this? couldn't i have only had one thing to try and handle? Fuck sake its just not fucking fair... I DONT WANNA HANDLE IT ANYMORE. ANY OF IT...

#My mental health #my disabilities #my trauma #no family #dead dad #deafening loneliness #nothing. Nothing nothingnothingnothing #STOP I CANT DO IT ALL AND BE AN ADULT AND BE ALONE AND PLEASE #Im tired #Its not fair #What did I do??? #What did i do... #AceofDragons #Vent

[sp00kysk3lly]

Maybe I am just meant to be alone in this world. Maybe this was already set up in my future when I was younger, or something like that?

I just want to be happy. I wanted a few good real friends. And maybe even a happy serious relationship. But I can not have that because that was clearly not on the cards from me when I was born.

Born with a deformity, that sums my whole future up in one word, doesn't it? /s

I can't even look at myself anymore. I am 26 years old and I have already lost my teeth. I can't afford implants and I can't wear dentures due to my sensory issues.

I can't do this stupid thing people call life anymore. It's not like I have anything to stay around for, is it? I clearly have NO friends. NO family. NO support I could turn too.

Maybe I should just take these pills and be done with it. It wouldn't be down to me why I done it. Would they even care to read and focus on the letter I'd leave, or would they just chuck it away without caring to read it?

People don't want me here, I know the truth now I can see it myself. Not even the people's whose job it is to give a shit, want me to live. They've made that abundantly clear. My friends have made it clear they don't want me. All the new friends I seem to make, just disappear. They ghost me, ignore me, or just lie and get me to leave.

My family think of me as a burden, a problem, the only reason they want me here, is for my money.

#mental health #mental health awareness #all alone #no one wants me #no one likes me #no one loves me #blog #fake friends #no support #no friends #no family #no therapy #no one wants to help me #depression #anxiety #lonely #just want love