#Now I'm like... Uh... Actually ? Nah i dont really like this so imma just head out

[mrfoox]

Can't tell if I've lost my patience because of age or medication but I sure don't know how to feel about it

#miranda talking shit #I mean ive always been a kinda patient person and i still think i am? But patience about .... #If someone doesn't act nice towards me or if i don't get along with them? #I used to let people treat me however they wanted for years or many months until i finally got fed uo #Now I'm like... Uh... Actually ? Nah i dont really like this so imma just head out #I still feel bad about it somewhat and especially if i cant find anything specific why i dont like someone ? #But i guess i have gotten enough self respect and love so I'm at a point where i can realize that im not always at fault and wrong #This has probably been evolving for years but i only started noticing three years ago #Started talking back to my friends when they blew up at me for something i couldn't do anything about and such #Can say that person is roo. Hes very quick tempered in the moment so he can blame things on others in game. But i will always just snap back #Now. And since the start he always apologized like 2 min later because hes good #The boys have definitely helped me with handling shit and people ... I still take more crap than i probably should and invest more energy #And time emotionally than anyone else does for me but ... Ive also moved my limit for acceptable shit ill take a lot #Im sure i seem or sound like a bitch bc of this but I'm too tired and literally too emotionally exhausted to let someone else shit on me for #No reason. I know people are probably angry at me about all sort of things that are valid bc im a wreck #But id rather they tell me what ive done or said instead of just acting or saying shit fo me like...? #One cant be nice 24/7 but uh... Tell me what you want from me or what ive done to upset you instead