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#On a weekly basis since autmn began
mrfoox
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3 years
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Trying to balance my own mental state as I'm in the middle of getting my life on track in the middle of an pandemic sure is a game of stress
#miranda talking shit
#People probably look at me and think I'm a selfish prick which is fine bc i think six times worse things about myself
#I guess i could put everything on hold til this is over but ive already been transitioning into having suicidal ideas and thoughts
#On a weekly basis since autmn began
#And if i continue living here without setting all this up mom have to pay for my apartment and all the bills that is included
#Theres more than one reason i sleep 24 hours at least once a week now
#I can say majority of it is mental based issues....
#Trying to not fall into my normal trap of bad spirials while also not going in public more than i have to etc
#Like im planning in more than one meetings per day which i know kills me mentally
#Bc then i wont have to go in public and be a problem later that week again
#Im a selfish asshole i know this but also need to learn to think about myself... Bc apperantly doing thimgs that are bad for you to make
#Others better your whole life hasnt done me any favors and unlearning it isnt gonna be done in a week
#Ive been on a diet without actual food for a year now... Living on milk and candy 5-6 days a week so i dont use up more food so my parents
#Have to buy food more often....
#Im a piece of shit and i know it but i am actually trying to balance things despite how awful it looks
#Im too tired to talk to friends and i feel like walking in front of a train but im actually trying to keep myself alivr and others
#Im never gonna be able to do enough on anyone elses stardards bc i dont work the same way they do but i am doing what i can
#Negative
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