#One of my molars has been pushed completely sideways and is now burying itself in the floor of my mouth under my tongue

[crystalkleure]

I have multiple broken teeth due to the fact that my wisdom teeth came in sideways and have progressively been pushing all of my other teeth together more and more until they crack due to a combination of the pressure and a fucked up dental procedure I had years ago [when I was a minor and had no say in whether or not it happened, my mom was the one who signed off on it and I STILL actually don’t even know exactly what the fuck they did to my fucking teeth] so I am in horrible pain but can’t afford to go to the dentist, and even if I could, my mother will not take me or even allow me to go myself if there is any way she can possibly stop me.

My coping tactic of choice today is going to be to think really hard about anime and shitpost on Tumblr dot com.

#There are just straight-up chunks missing out of several of my teeth. I have literally been spitting out Fragments Of Tooth. #One of my molars has been pushed completely sideways and is now burying itself in the floor of my mouth under my tongue #I think it's about to expose the root #And my mother has the fun and healthy tendency of going into Extreme and Aggressive Denial about Any Problem Whatsoever #Like she'll literally just vehemently gaslight everyone around her and insist that The Problem isn't even real #Other people are simply overreacting or deliberately trying to make her life harder don't you know! #There are rotting holes in the floor walls and ceiling of this house and she keeps just stacking furniture on them or painting over them #And then insisting They Don't Exist and Violently Shooting The Messenger when someone tries to tell her those problems aren't solved #This killed her cat. He was sick for months and I tried to tell her she needed to take him to the vet. #She refused; said he'd be fine; and then ripped into me about acting so ~holier than thou~ because I...was worried about him #She acted like I was shaming her and turned Not Taking Him To The Vet into a way to make some kind of point to me about how -- #-- She Was Right And I Was Wrong and there is nothing wrong and I was just being a melodramatic little bitch. #That animal that I loved suffered for months and then died. #She's trying to make the same fucking thing happen to me. I say I want to go to the doctor because my horrible health is getting -- #-- intolerable and I guess I'll just open a GoFundMe or something; and she won't even let me out of the house or let me use the phone. #Trying to prove to me that I'll be fine and I'm just being a hypochondriac who enjoys making life more difficult for her bc I'm evil. #Yeah I don't know what to do. I have visible gaping holes in my teeth. You can SEE the fucked up wisdom teeth and the sideways molar too. #I am in so much pain #.It speaks