#PLEASE REMEMBER SHE WAS A CHILD

[hecksupremechips]

Mizuki and Date though like. Imagine being 8 and your parents are filthy rich and going through a bad divorce. Your mom treats you like shit, lashing out at you, hitting you, saying she wishes you were never born all because you were behaving like a child. Your dad is more comforting, but he doesn’t do anything to stop the abuse and he spends his time invested in a completely different family, a girl who you love and look up to but he loves her more than you and it fucking shows. Then your dads new friend, some fucking bachelor in his late 20s, is just like "wow you guys are the worst fucking parents ive ever seen" and next thing you know your dad is sending you off to live with him. And it’s just a massive kick in the head cuz you go from a rich lifestyle to living in some really shitty tiny ass apartment with this guy who’s clearly never been around a child in his entire life and he doesn’t know how to behave and does a really bad job of censoring himself like he has a bunch of dirty magazines that he can’t hide very well cuz it’s literally a studio apartment and also he talks to himself sometimes, it’s really weird. He doesn’t even have the slightest clue what he’s doing

And he’s the best parent you’ve ever had

Because fuck, it all really hurts. You have to cope with having never received any love from anyone, and with the fact that your parents clearly don’t want you and can’t even be bothered to send you with anyone even kinda responsible. And this guy has a scary job with crazy hours and you don’t know anything about him and neither does he. But still, he never once hits you or tells you you’re not allowed to cry. He just gives you space and doesn’t push you to feel any sort of way about him. And sometimes, he’s even kind. He makes you some stew, even though it’s a bit chunky. He lets you sleep in the bed and takes the couch for himself, even though he complains about the massive back pain he’d never trade his spot for a second. He pays attention to events at your school and gives you your favorite stuffed animal when you make good grades, even though you called it ugly. He gets worried sick when you come home with bruises and puts on a goofy voice and trains you to defend yourself and you develop some highly deadly skills and even though it’s really abnormal, he buys you a bench press so you can get stronger. There’s this distance there, and you feel really weird caring about someone who you aren’t related to, but you find yourself wishing it was meant to be like this all along, that maybe, he’s secretly your real dad and he loves you like his real daughter

And when you say "I’m back" he says "welcome home"

#aitsf #ai the somnium files #kaname date #mizuki date #THE DATES THEY ARE MY EVERYTHING AAAAAAAAA #its so funny though like imagine being such a bad parent that some loner who jerks off all the time does a better job than you #and hes literally never interacted with children before and is later revealed to have actually been an assassin #renju and shoko really just suck huh #and i dont mean to reduce date to a porno loving loser cuz nah like hes actually got so much depth going on in this situation like he cant #remember a single thing about his past he has no frame of reference for what a family is or if hes ever had one himself #which we then learn he. kinda didnt he was an orphan with no friends no name no one who came looking for him it seems #yet he still finds himself loving and caring for this girl and would literally die over and over for her to live a happy life #hes so genuinely kind and caring and deeply lonely and unsure of himself if hes doing this right #and he feels agonizing pain when hes forced to remember that he isnt mizukis real dad and that. he has nothing #but despite that he doesnt force mizuki to return these feelings because its a lot to burden a child with and shes been through enough #its like. kaname date i love youuuu please just adopt her already 🥺

[merakiui]

please bless us with some eel mating season/breeding TwT

The moray eel doesn't have an exact mating season because they only mate when there is enough food and a suitable habitat. But most morays will mate in warmer waters because the temperatures are usually the best for mating. Morays will also open and close their mouths very widely at one another to show that they wish to mate!

Applying that to Jade and Floyd, they could essentially just choose to mate with you whenever they want, but I think they're both particular about the season. Floyd wants to mate with you in the summer because the waters are warm and comfortable, and it's the perfect time to give his shrimpy plenty of babies! Jade prefers the spring because that's when everything is in bloom (or is just starting to bloom) and it's a beautiful transition from winter to spring. But since they intend to mate with you at the same time, they'll settle for something in between both seasons. Perhaps the month where spring gives way to summer.

You probably won't know about the opening and closing of the mouth, which is how they'll trap you. Floyd does it quite noticeably, but Jade's a little covert with it. Perhaps you'll think Floyd's playing a game and so you'll do it back, and after a few times they're certain you want to mate (horny moray delusion...). Unlike Azul, the twins will want you to stay human when they fuck you. Your small size is so cute to them, and they want to see you cry when they stuff you full. The mating process will last for hours, so enjoy being sandwiched between both of them in the water, their long bodies curled snugly around you. <3

#meraki thirsts #n/sfw #tw: breeding #i cannot look at eels the same after jade and floyd #i will never forget the time i went to an aquarium and there was a moray eel hiding in the rock formations #and i overheard a mother pointing it out to her child #and she said 'it's like the bad guys from the little mermaid. you remember them right?' #and i immediately thought 'omg she's talking about jade and floyd' #she was in fact *not* talking about the leech twins from the hit mobile game twisted wonderland #but jetsam and flotsam ;;;;;; #orz tweels live rent-free #but thinking of mating!!! the trope of meeting a mer friend but neither speak each other's language #and can only communicate in body language #so when they misunderstand your continuous yawns as a sign of wanting to mate you can't blame their moray instincts hehe #aaaaa please ignore my ramblings T_T

[beepsbees]

someone on twit requested i drew bearmon which reminded me of my digimon oc Koharu i had when i was a kid who was stuck in the digital world since kindergarten and was protected by a grizzlymon she rode around on

#digimon #bearmon #kumamon #grizzlymon #grizzmon #oc #koharu #digigraphic #is that the right tag? #someone please tell me the right digimon ags #one of the only other ocs from this story was my sisters oc naru who had a picodevimon who evolved into devidramon and finally lilithmon #i remember my sister got mad at me for giving her white hair bc it didnt fit into the current digimon design aesthetics at the time #(this was around?? when frontier was airing lol so no main white haired characters yet) #i was torn between her not aging while in the digiworld even tho its been years or growing up and when she went back the real world #itd only been a few days of her missing and now her parents had to deal with this child out of time

[gunsatthaphan]

do you know what khaotung's thigh tattoo is or says (or has he said it somewhere i missed)?? i keep seeing flashes of it but the camera is always too far away :(

yesss he talked about it last year in an interview I believe.

he said that he liked the lyrics of the song and he feels like it relates to him and his mom since she is often worried about him etc. which 🥺🥺🥺 is so adorable lol.

xxx

#khaotung thanawat #💜 #what a precious boi #even his tattoo is wholesome dhgkjdf #god #gmmtv #give him the world #i remember when him and his mom were on offgun's cooking show thingy last year and she said that he was very clingy as a child #and i just 😭😭😭 #please

[zappedbywho]

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#Diary #So here’s something I remember DEVASTING me for some #I was at the playground with my step sibling. and we were playing this game where we would swing and point out the smaller kids like ‘Thats #my kid’. Choosing babies basically and not much else. And this one girl was getting teased so we invited her over and she sat in my step #siblings’s lap while they swung. Well this girl chats like the 5 year old she was and I stumbled over my words or something and my step #sibling laughs at me hysterically. That hurt my feelings but I remember thinking that I wanted to be more thick skinned than I was when I #was the girl’s age so I just pushed it back and kept swinging. My step sibling had to #pee or something. so it was just me and this girl. I wasn’t as chatty as my sibling but when the girl slipped off the swing and couldn’t #Get back on. I asked her if she wanted me to help her get back on. and she was like ‘My mom doesn’t let me talk to strangers’ #Of course this confused me. because we just met and I am also a child? #She looked. like. uncomfortable near me or something and I just felt so weird in my body #Cause like. I know I’m chubby and taller than other girls but am I really scary like an older boy? #My sibling was an average size and a little malnourished and I was already incredibly insecure about our differences #Like I was wearing knee shorts and a t shirt to swim in the lake and they were wearing a girl’s bikini lol #Then this little kid gets right back on their lap when they got back and I was like ‘😬’ trying not to cry and just walked away to sit by #myself. Now there’s a picture of my clueless father sitting next to me when I’m like ‘Oh ‘extremely high kid voice crack’ sure you can sit #next to me dad😃 Please drown Em in the lake for me because I hate them and that people like them better’ from behind. #This was a pretty regular experience for kids but I was a little off and even kids sense these things lol

[skyburger]

"fnaf is the scariest game ever" "no its silent hill" "well i think its resident evil" everyone shut up!!!!!! youre all wrong. its actually zack & wiki quest for barbaros' treasure (on the nintendo wii) but only the level "keeper of the ice". that level scared me so bad as a kid and you can tell because its the only individual level i remember the name of off the top of my head. like there is nothing scarier than a) being chased and b) being on a time limit. and you know what this level has? BOTH OF THOSE. this level is still scary to me im like AHHHHH!!!! and then i die

#i had to google horror games after i thought really hard for silent hill and fnaf #because like. resident evil is just not a horror game in my mind... its just cool zombie game... #to be fair though. the only one i actually played a portion of was re6 which is probably the least scary one in the whole series #anyway do the kids still find silent hill and fnaf scary. i dont know. #well the former id say yes given how prevalent ps1 horror has been in recent years #fnaf i have no idea. im a massive wuss so its scary when i play it for myself #but watching someone else play them especially when i know them well isnt scary #and ive watched fnaf videos for YEARS #so i dont know. (old man voice) these damn kids... back in my day we watched markiplier scream at freddy fazbear and we LIKED it! #anyway its objectively a horror game and thata literally fine thats all i needed for this post #MY POINT HERE. my point here #IS THAT HIT ZACK AND WIKI LEVEL KEEPER OF THE ICE. IS SOOOOO SCARY #its not that scary but i see tjat level and im like 3 years old making my mom play this level for me again #and for the record yes me and my sister really did make our mom help us with z&w #she remembers helping us with frost breath the most because we like did notttttt get that one at all #and she could never remember how to do the mirrors based on what combination of stands is there (because tjeres like a few variations) #so she always had to look up a guide 😭😭 #my poor mother on fucking gamefaqs or something in like 2010... legends only #anyway if you have no idea what level im talking about (any of my oomfs reading this that isnt end) (hi end) PLEASE look up this level #and i need you to think of like a 5(?) year old making her mom play this game. #this aforementioned child is still a massive wuss as an adult btw. some things never change #anyway watch that level and think about how someone like me. whos already a scaredy cat! #imagine how someone like me felt at age 5 possibly younger playing this level #I WISH I COULD LIKE CONVEY EMOTIONS OVER TUMBLR. why cant i attach a .emotion file to this post #anyway ramble over <- hes said that like a million times today #scariest level in a game ever...!!!!! FUCK that keeper of the ice bitch im GLAD he died #muffin mumbles

[bunnbunn]

Ted Lasso was about the power of love, friendship, forgiveness, family.

But it also was a long long con, it took us up the mountain of wholesome writing and then drop kicked us off it on the last episode.

It reminded us with great joy that a show finale can suck so bad, it undoes every growth arc a character has had and turn them back into their Season 1, Episode 1 selves

#ted lasso #jamie tartt #roy kent #its sad that ted was right about it not being about him #because he basically is the same man he was in S1E1 #i dont know who those people were on screen today but it was not the jamie and roy i know #ted missed beard's wedding #thats the level of concerning were have reached #rebecca and sam had more potential for a romance than the dutch stranger please #yeah please tell that astrologist that her predictions are a pile of shit #something Ted Lasso writers forgot is no matter how much a father loves their child and compromises for them and tries to make them happy #if they are unhappy inside with themselves then it leaks out and turns into a cycle of guilt #remember when michelle and ted learnt that she was trying to stay in the marriage but that was also making her unhappy #yeah where did that lesson go #bitter bitter ending #not an ounce of happiness or accomplishment or joy (yes he was excited to see henry but did that look like a man ready to leave?) #this better be just the season finale cliffhanger and not the end of ted lasso #somebody said the Beard wedding was Ted having a dream (nightmare) and i am now hoping it was just that #but also how sad if that were true #ted dreams of his bestie and everyone else moving on without him

[tangledinink]

great news! my mother has taken the time to inform me that mother's day is going to be awful this year not simply because my twin brother is dead, but furthermore because i don't love her enough to live closer to her and compensate for his absence.

#its more nuanced than that but #key takeaway points #i live halfway across the country for a REASON #please keep in mind she has a third child who lives with her #she said that she doesnt think my little sister will “even remember” mother's day #which i think is insanely unfair and also untrue #personal #vent #we just had a thirty minute conversation #about #NOTHING #i barely said five fucking words the whole time #like usual #because she doesnt give a fuck abt any of my shit #ughhhhhh #whatever #things i should talk to my therapist abt #jk me and wesley talk abt my mom like ALLL the time

[berryblu-arts]

th-them... <3<3<3!!!

(naomi is not licking her!!! shes sticking her tounge out, i was just too lazy to fix it; she´s not a gross germ gremlin; just a brat lmao)

#okayy; count this as a de stress doodle i should absolutely left for later #ya girl is still taking abyssmal descitions after yesterday´s incident </3 #anyways; thinking abt them <3 the siblings ever <3 #false prophecy child; kid who spent about 8 years straignt alone trying not to die; and chaos gremlin #that is an incredible over simplification of their lives lmao #all 3 are related but its funky; nao and akira are literal blood siblings but havent seen each other in years; nao barely remembers him :( #meanwhile nyx goes into the picture bc their dad picked her up after she ended up in egarim (mirror dimension) #oh theres so much to unpack here abt their designs but ill leave that for another day #unless im asked? 👀please ask me abt my ocs 👀 #<- that is a trap; i will not shut up if anyone gives me a reason to start #my art #my ocs #naomi #akira #nyx #huh this doesnt even belong to a specific story #epilogue #i guess... #oh also forgot to mention nyx is related to them bc she´s from the past and comes from the same clan as their mom :>

[tritoch]

the realization that rielle is like probably 17-19 (per her comment about being due for the elezen growth spurt) puts an entirely new spin on that line of quests lmao particularly every time she's like sidurgu dude i am not your surrogate daughter. imagine constantly being treated like an orphaned waif child by a 26 year old man with depression and it's literally just because you're a short teenager and he met your mom one time. remarkable stuff.

#ffxiv #i remember sitting there during the final monologue she gives her mom and being like #damn this is a hardcore monologue for a kid to give #poor rielle. she's not a kid! #she's like. sidurgu. i am a fully mentally capable elezen adult-ish person. alphinaud leveilleur is my age and they gave him an army. #please see me as my own person. i am fighting here alongside you. we are a team. you are not defending me like a vulnerable child. #and sidurgu's like wow...she's so mature for such a young kid...fray would be so proud... #she's like sorry i'm SHORT they weren't exactly NOURISHING ME CORRECTLY IN THE DUNGEONS #he's literally like HEY young lady what did i say about calling me a chocobo's arse. she has the right to kill him if she wants.

[url0calpr0sh1tt3r]

i, personally, don’t think MOST of y’all could survive last decades’ fandom tbh… (@ the 🐜 s lol)

#proship #proshipper safe #bro it was like..2016 when the purity brigade started #I remember seeing discourse abt s@ns x fr1$k LMFAO #”even when aged up?!?!?!” #sucks to suck my self insert OC back then WAS a child between s@ns and fr1$k !!! #albeit fr1$k was aged up (hced as a she/her user) #but it still . Yk #still counts #My Jam B] #we’re all weirdos here either way #soooo… #Proshipper #Proshippers please interact

[empty-blog-for-lurking]

Like just single dad space cowboy Lance au, that keeps rotating in my head, absolute bullshit but just know it is inspired by Smokin Joe Rudeboy by Tom Cardy

#It is such a funny au (to me) nothing makes sense #Basically it starts with s2 Shiro survives Zarkon dies but Black Lion is also VERY damaged=> #This leads to the war to be in bit of a standstill for few years=> #Keith still does his whole went with BoM missions thing => #At some point with more years later there is a major fight that breaks up the team => #Lance runs away and gets stuck in what is essentially the Mid Western Cowboy theme part of the universe => #(It is a very big part of the universe btw) => #He lives a few more years as an outlaw travelling from one yeehaw planet to another yeehaw planet => #And then meets this very feral 11 year old who is on a hunt to fight her shitty ass dead beat dad=> #Lance who hasnt seen any of his friends or family in years is like 'is anyone gonna adopt this child?' and didnt wait for an answer => #But yeah this girl is familiar and Hang On!! => #Yeah so her dead beat dad turns out to be Keith. Now she cld be a clone (makes more sense) or result of a one night stand (funnier) => #But point is she really wants to fucking fight him and Lance is like 'ok how about you just tell him to fuck off instead?' => #Also Kuron is there. Lance found him and Kuron was like 'Lance you found me! It has been years dont you remember i am Shiro!!' #And Lance who has been ghosting Shiro for years is like 'no you are not?' clone revealations. Not fun. Anyway the au isnt even about that #It is about Keith's pre teen daughter who wants to kick his ass and Lance who is like please calm down kid and Kuron who is just so confuse #and they are all cowboys #lance mcclain #lance voltron #lance serrano #takashi shirogane #keith kogane #keith voltron #kuron #voltron kuron #voltron #voltron legendary defender #empty thoughts

[mommalosthermind]

I am running into new problems with this whole ‘obsessing about more than one thing at a time’ bullshit the kids have caused.

Which is that several of these things share voice actors and I feel like I’m having a stroke when the kids throw something on in the background sdjlfgnldsijfggn usually!! I can separate that out!! It’s just a nifty lil oh I know that voice! But noooo there is no separation right now bc that voice means More Than One Thing Right Now and I’m. Seitugnsodfjgn oh my god

Like, atsushi is the same voice as genshin’s Itto?? So my brain keeps giving me ITTO yelling at akutagawa. Gods can you imagine. He would die. He would be in tiny itto pieces. I’m doing dishes and atsushi’s yelling about having a fucking beetle battle I can’t

Kunikida is the same guy as mha’s endeavor which is fucking HILARIOUS bc the youngest is playing that my hero smash whatever game and endeavor keeps shouting but my brain is giving me Kunikida bellowing about his power and being the best and I’m dying? I’m dying. Kunikida’s out here telling allmight he’s a piece of shit. Endeavor has to spend time with ranpo and dazai and might kill himself just for five minutes of quiet

Fucking BAKU’s va is also in that ‘I put all my stats in defense’ anime which sent me into SPACE bc tahts Baku now, that’s just a grown ass calmed down bakuboy I don’t control this

Diluc’s VA is like half of LOZ’s cast. Diluc is the bird now. Several birds. Also a tree. BENNY IS TULIN THEY PLAY TOTK AND I HAVE TO YELL BC STOP GETTING BENNETT DEAD. It’s not Bennett. It’s TULIN.

My brain is completely incapable of divorcing these things right now I don’t DO multi fandom like this I pick one and squeeze all of the happiness out of it I can for 6-8 months and then cycle to the next one in a never ending loop that sometimes gets a little bigger. This whole several things at once bullshit. Oh my god. Help.

Anyway. Crack. Crack as far as the eye can see.

#for the record #the kids think this is the funniest thing because I keep just freezing and then shouting about how they’ve got my brain all warped #they’re pleased #brats #momma talks #’this is your fault’ yeah it is ma this is great hey what about kendo remember she’s also Sarah in that defense anime?? #why. child. why.

[dulcewrites]

Not to be depressing about fcc/lwy bc my main intention with it was writing Aemond a bit closer to how I view (show) him. With some slight wish fulfillment and self indulgence of course. So… more happy lol

BUT I’m thinking about how tragic it wouldve been for myrah to pass after having baelor. Idk I would like to believe Aemond would not completely shut down realizing he would be raising him alone. That if not for his own sake, if not his son’s, he’d do it for myrah - who he knows would be horribly disappointed in him for neglecting his child.

Aemond not even mentioning Myrah bc it hurts too much. Baelor getting old enough to understand what happened to his mom, and maybe feeling guilty though it was not his fault. Probably all the information he gets about her is from Helaena, Alicent or Amal/Gerald/Esme

It’s giving “He knew nothing of his mother; Eddard Stark would not talk of her. Yet he dreamed of her at times, so often that he could almost see her face. In his dreams, she was beautiful, and highborn, and her eyes were kind” vibes :(

#Baelor has his mom’s eyes #Aemond loves those eyes.. he hates those eyes #myrah - feeling herself slipping away - pleading with Aemond to remember how he felt as a child when it came to viserys #asking to please not put their son through that bc she knows him and how he gets

[blunderpuff]

why does my mom get so unreasonably angry when i tell her she SHOULD remember her email password, and not just rely on her computer for that

#me and my mom #when she has to go to the library to print something from her email... she gets locked out of her account bc she doesn't know the password #and now she's mad and saying 'i have to have a password for the electric and the water and the HOA and' etc etc #none of that has to do with the fact that you should know your own mf email password!!! #and when i say smthg like 'oh damn i don't remember what stupid password i made up for the health care exchange' #she's like 'SEE?!?!?!?! YOU'RE NOT PERFECT! YOU DON'T REMEMBER YOUR PASSWORDS EITHER!!!' #lady please: there is a difference between 1. not remembering a password you use literally ONE time a YEAR #and 2. your goddamn email that you check several times a day and use to chat with your other child also several times a day #it's like the difference between forgetting where you parked at a stadium parking lot versus forgetting where you parked at work

[miammey]

Just had someone try and fight me over Teruko’s age in relation to my most recent terusano post (on Instagram)

It’s funny because they mentioned that Teruko was never shown in an adult form, which made me realized they didn’t know what the fuck they were talking about lmao

#please everything points to her being an adult #she’s straight up the vice commander #who gives a child that position??? #also her speech patterns in Japanese apparently #I remember seeing a post about that #and why would I make ship art for it if she was a kid??? #Miammey’s Nonsense