#POSTS I SAID I WOULDNT MAKE

[napping-sapphic]

I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when we’re angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #today was….not good #and at one point i had a moment #where i was just unbearably SAD and LONELY because i didn’t have anyone to call or talk to about it #but im still really hopeful it will happen some day #because all i want in this world is to feel secure #and for others to feel secure around me #and for everyone to feel secure around people they love #because it’s so painful and scary when you don’t #but one day im going to be warm and happy in someone’s arms and will barely remember this at all #im manifesting it #im completely okay btw things just got a little rough #and in the incredibly stressful and dramatic times i was experiencing my brain STILL had to be gay #im gay and i like sleeping #also yeah i said i wouldnt post after midnight again like two days ago but whatever #im sad and want to yearn on the internet we can make an exception tonight

[sketchy-tour]

While I scream into the void of not finishing any art, have this silly oc interaction of Dandy and Will cause Will's hands are huge and I couldn't stop thinking about how tiny he'd make Dandy's hands look in comparison.

Will Wayward belongs to the lovely @kandavers

#welcome home #welcome home puppet show #welcome home oc #welcome home original character #dandy leon #will wayward #sketches #my art #kandavers #Hey remember when I said I'd post some finished art before making yall look at my sketches again??? I LIED #Im sorry I've just been doodling so much instead of finishing shit #I've been drawing...a LOT of oc interactions #And I keep wanting to post them but they're ALL sketches #would you guys hate me if I was true to my name and sketched all the time??? #lmao im kidding I know yall wouldnt hate me but I do feel kinda bad cause I love posting finished colored art #but I am also a man with little time because of work and sketching is how I relax #Maybe I'll sketch dump a lot of them so yall dont get spammed #this one gets its own post tho #dont ask me i dont make the rules

[tinyfantasminha]

what if i were insane and delusional

#twisted wonderland #jack howl #twst fanart #glorious masquerade #I SAID I WOULDNT POST ART BC IM BUSY BUT #im real stressed so I had to make my comfort character at 2am for that tiny boost of serotonin or else i die #MANIFESTING GLORIOUS MASQUERADE PT 2 NEXT YEAR W THE REST OF THE CAST.......make jack sr pls #myart

[smoosnoom]

(tturing)

#me versys this gif . AGAIN #gif makers u are all so much stronger than i will ever be #this is so hard to make . oh my god #i literally said i wouldnt ever do this again and Yet . here i am . #. anythign 4 byler i guess #abyway #byler #will byers #mike wheeler #stranger things #mw #magic #gif #also . did anyone know tumblr doesnt loop gifs if theyre too large . BECAUSE I DIDNT #so fucked up #anyway if u saw me post and then delete this #that is why . tumblr my wordt enemy for Real #oh mygod i just want to further the gay i know what u are mike wheeler agenda #cant a girl post a gif without complications #anyway #byebyeee

[gayjedicoded]

Can i talk about very slightly force sensitive Hunter PLEASE

The Facts

- at least once per episode knowing something’s wrong seconds before it happens

- It’s mostly just that, but someone also pointed out he always knows when Crosshair’s about to show up or say something

That’s the Force, baby, that’s the FORCE

Was it an intentional mutation? Could be, but i think no. Midichlorians barely make sense in-universe and i just think that makes them a difficult thing to study biologically—like its not really genetic, but sometimes it is, and the best reason anyone has for why anyone has different m-counts at all is just “the will of the force”

With the Force, everyone is connected to it, that’s the whole thing. Just some more so than others, in a spectrum. Probably all the best pilots and sharpshooters are just a tiny bit more in tune with it than most people. (I also have thoughts on an even-less-force-sensitive Crosshair, and how it would play a role in his fall)

But Kaminoans notice he has this slight precognition and it goes with a barely above average m-count, and take interest, going in and purposely trying to create a Force-sensitive clone. Making Hunter even more of Omega’s dad

Now, I don’t think this would be really canon to the show, and even if it is I don’t think exploring it fits with the story as it is, and really I enjoy a SW show that stays away from Jedi shit,

But imagine several scenarios:

-Someone (Ventress) explains to Omega, in front of the group, how she knows she has a strong connection to the Force and should be trained, noting things like intuition and precognition, and Hunter shakes his head “That’s not the Force, that’s just normal” like a parent not realizing they have the same mental illness their child was just diagnosed with

-It means that, for the purposes of Project Necromancer, Hunter could take Omega’s place. And he would do it in a heartbeat

#I did remember that omegas technically older so that one part wouldnt make sense but its Star Wars and timelines and janky anyway #tbb #the bad batch #sw tbb #tbb hunter #the bad batch hunter #could you imagine i was gonna post this just as a twitter reply but i had far too many thoughts and zero friends there so #but shoutout to whoever girlypop also said hunter might be force sensitive because he knows crosshairs bad energy

[obihoe]

i think its so crazy the way having power as a shinobi always seems to be such a double edged sword on naruto. like on one hand, u need it, its a tool for survival and it earns u respect from ur peers. but on the other .. it can also lead to the exact opposite. if u have too much power it can lead (or contribute) to isolation and becoming ostracized from ur community bc it makes people fearful of u .. this is applicable to madara i think and to naruto and gaara as well. madara isnt ostracized only bc of his power, it is also his lack of skill in forming bonds bc he has trust problems but his power is a major contributing factor. he is feared for his power (but also admired) and the more he gets isolated, the more he starts building his own identity around it as well and starts thinking its the only thing valuable abt himself. naruto as well is feared for his power as a jinchuuriki even tho he is also a bit of a special case since its only the grownups that know abt this so his peers ... they ostracize him for the opposite thing. he's a failure at the academy and a difficult learner so he gets no respect. it is only when he starts gaining more power (or controlling it better) and using it for the sake of the village that he gets everyone's respect and acknowledgement. he's a hero even all of a sudden. but gaara is an even more extreme case. gaara is also a jinchuuriki and he's ostracized for it to such an extent that he does not get to build bonds at all and in a bit similar fashion to madara starts self-identifying only over his power. both him and madara end up consumed by their power but while madara decides to use it for the sake of saving the world, gaara just fully decides to just live for himself, fight for himself and love only himself ... madara also becomes a bit self-absorbed but its not something he does purposefully i think. gaara just goes, well, everyone fears me and despises me anyway, so i might as well give them a reason. my only purpose in this world is to kill ... i have no other reason to live. i forgot where i was going with this but .. something something isolation, objectification and dehumanization from others on account of ur power and it leads to the person internalizing it and seeing themselves also as either below or above being human .. madara perceives himself to be above it, he develops a god complex and comes to think that he is the messiah who will solve the world's problems (with power) and gaara seems to perceive himself to be beneath it .. as a tool and a servant. both to his village and to the bloodthirsty voices he hears in his head.

#gaara #madara #naruto #posts #.. had a whole other chunk of text here that i deleted bc i thought it wasnt that relevant to the topic of thr post #but i still think its interesting so i'll put it in here #when i said gaara hears voices .. i was going to say mdr doesnt but then realized that thats not true? mdr also hears voices #presumably. he heard kuro zetsu speak to him in his head during their first (well majority actually) time that they spent together #in the cave. mdr seperates him from himself when he gives him to obt. and he seems to believe that to have been the moment of his creation #anyways but i think its so interesting how both him and gaara have a seperate identity with them that benefits from this? #they benefit from their corruption. the ichibi benefits from gaara's bloodlust and hatred and kuro zetsu benefits from mdr's power lust #and they both drive them to further pursue it ... there is something in there i think. something abt how experiencing isolation etc #will make u susceptible to ill-natured manipulation or influence. from the outside #gaara apparently can handle having to live with shukaku after he gains his first bond (naruto). and he isnt susceptible to it anymore #mdr wouldnt have gone down his path either if his bond w hsrm hadnt fallen apart #naruto is saved bc he does not give up on trying to find bonds. putting aside how it kinda sucks for him to have to prove his worth #to his village first. it is ultimately abt him never giving up. always trying ... and eventually finding the right people #to bond with #mdr never finds this up until the end of his life ... and its the reason he cant find his peace ever before #but i also think its interesting how both kuro zetsu and the ichibi .. i mean they dont outright manipulate their targets #theyre moreso just feeding into whats already there .. its why mdr/zetsu work great together narratively i think #but it also applies to gaara as well. gaara wants to shed blood bc he wants to share the same kind of pain he has experienced #just like mdr wants to gain power/become god cuz he longs for control and is fearful of depending on others #and both the ichibi and kuro zetsu want that as well. the ichibi hates how the humans have treated him. he hates being confined to #a jinchuuriki's body. he wants to be free. and if he cannot be free he will use his host to go punish the humans who did that to him #and kuro zetsu well ... he wants to be powerful i guess. but he moreso wants mdr to think that he is #so that he can become host to kaguya who will explode the fucking shit out of him #there's more even .... gaara seeing himself as a tool to others since he believes the voice to be his mother's .. and mdr seeing himself #at the center of everything cuz he thinks that the voice is his own. mdr bc of this being even more self-centered #but then also more altruistic. bc he's the savior. running out of tags here unfortunately but yeah .. much to think about

[fuglyjeans]

Idk how to articulate this but after listening to ttpd I just feel like Taylor Swift needs therapy so bad. She's like if Britney had internalized everything and become a workaholic instead of shaving her head.

I mean this so sincerely. It's like she has a trauma response to the concept of honest self-reflection. A thought may cross her mind like "maybe I do use my jet more than necessary" or "maybe some of the criticism I recieve is valid" and then the 2009 VMAs and Snakegate flash before her eyes, knock her on her ass and all she can feel is furious spite. She'll keep writing songs like Mad Woman and Who's Afraid Of Little Old Me because she has a white-knuckle deathgrip on her own celebrity persona after nearly 20 years defending it. She'll sing "I'll sue you if you step on my lawn" with an eyeroll-- as if she didn't do that exact thing last month.

I guess her teenage fans won't get this, but it's bizarre that a 34 year old adult would leave a 6 year relationship and not have any ideas about her own culpability in its not working out-- there's no "we were just different people who didn't work together in the end", "we both made mistakes", no graceful goodbye for the person who once inspired Invisible String and Cowboy Like Me and Lover. He's simply the smallest man who ever lived, he was a cage and a prison cell and nothing more. "Burn all your past lives" is right.

I don't say this to sling shit at her. I was once a 13 year old girl on a swingset beside my sister, barefoot, singing Picture To Burn to the blue summer sky. I still treasure my copy of Debut, with its dented up plastic case and the lyric booklet missing (it was gifted to me that way.)

I say this all because I think it's fucking weird and twisted and TRAGIC that she doesn't believe in therapy unless she can film herself crying in the session for a Netflix camera crew.

#ttpd spoilers #the swiftcourse #I SAID I WOULDNT GET SUCKED IN TO THE DISCOURSE BUT HERE I AM #hopefully the last post i make

[skaters-art-blog]

Sketch of a link that i am planning to finish eventually but is kinda gonna get put on the backburner for the meantime. Wanted to practice drawing his funky new arm!

#loz #legend of zelda #link #tears of the kingdom #totk #link totk #loz totk #you wouldnt BELIEVE the pain i had to go through to make that arm look good #i tried to make it as accurate to game as possible #but its sosososo tricky #anyway its my need to give link some tit and you all get to suffer through it #still not super happy with the face but its a wip anyway #just wanted to post it now to get it out there bc i said i would post more sketches

[rox-of-iu]

i was looking for my chem notes and instead found a sketch I made back when cultivate chapter 16 dropped.., (this is obviously not the same scene as there, but just something that remained rent free in my head,,, so this is uhhh idk maybe another reunion just later in the future where beloveds figured it all out finally and are more bold haha)

this was originally supposed to be a properly made comic but unfortunately, that is just not feasible at this point in time. but I didn't want to sit on the draft for the next few months or so, so I decided to throw it quickly together to make it a bit more legible and share it as it is haha (and to clarify im not gonna finish it any more than this. most likely. sorry)

the fic is yet once again cultivate by @neonghostcat

if its not clear what its supposed to be (which, fair) its supposed to be the reunion when LQG comes back from CQ but with a twist (ha!) because I'm weak like that for characters doing the spinny spin o(-(

so frame one is LQG standing somewhere nearby the homestead, perhaps the main gate or wherever, and gets spotted by SY who in turn stops in his tracks on his way from the lower terraces, and the rest hopefully is legible enough haha

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↓the original sketch that i found + bonus on the right: jokes on SY now that LQG has him snatched he's not letting go. he can work with one hand just fine.

#cultivate #cultivate: slow life on a monster infested mountain #liushen #sorry for the long-ish post lol #i was gonna clean this up at leats a little bit more to make it into a more presentable sketch #but mayhem said to leave it and ok fair #and funnily enough just after that my friend texted mem that there's only 65 days until our maturita exams so HAHA GOOD CALL- #hsjdk cleaning this up wouldnt chnage anything but its a funny coincidence #anyway i know its rough lol but perhaps someone will enjoy the concept haha #anyway neonghostcat if ur reading this by any chance don't feel obligated to reblog this if u don't wanna since its just a messy sketch #so id get it dw haha

[plulp]

before i started seeing dol fanart i had no idea anyone even Thought of bailey wearing anything other than a wifebeater. like after thinking about it for more than a second i was like oh yeah that makes sense that hed wear a nice suit or dress clothes but i genuinely thought of course everyone ALSO thinks bailey looks like a deadbeat dad. like the kinda guy whod be like hey kid im going to go buy some milk and hed never come home. anyways under the cut is my personal opinion on what hed look like so thats just for me but heres bailey, sorry for the long description this time

#dol #my art #bailey the caretaker #i have like so many combinations in my file #ill post what i sent to my friend on my side account so you can see it #i also have a suit version but i scrapped that because it was too formal #like i have been sitting here basically playing with him like a doll #i even have a version where he wears the undershirt under the dress shirt but its whatever #this one is dedicated to bob squatley i hope you like it and im so sorry if i disappointed you #if i did im so sorry ill redesign him again for you i swear im sorry im sorry im sorry #special thanks to pip n chips and freddie pup tumblr for the help you guys are my saviors #i was so on the fence about a mullet because i was worried i wouldnt be able to make it look good #hope you guys like this one #my friend requested i do winter next so ill be doing that after i finish remy #my friend is so cool and funny and i love them btw #hiii 👋👋👋👋👋 #they said something really funny and i wanted to draw it but i couldnt because im not good at drawing #sorry you all have to deal with my jokes instead of theirs #PS. i asked my friend if i should keep that as the description this time and they said yes so blame them for it

[faelapis]

actually i'll share one more thought about the owl house - i've noticed people are misquoting belos. they're acting like he's saying "if you use violence, you'll be as bad as me."

that's not correct. that's not what he says.

he says you'll be as bad and unforgivable as these witches. from belos' pov, its about his human supremacist ideology. same reason he was willing to try cooperating with luz before. the consistent theme in belos' interactions with luz isn't really about pleading for peace, its that humans are inherently better than witches.

idk. in this particular instance, you can read it that "fight fire with fire" way, because belos is asking luz for help and she's refusing - but to belos, thats never gonna be about her being "on his level," because that would require him seeing himself as the bad guy. which he doesn't. so he would never say that.

the read that makes more sense to me is that its another instance of belos being self-serving in this insincere way... but also genuinely feeling like humans ought to be "better" than witches. even if it only helps himself.

#the owl house #toh spoilers #the owl house spoilers #watching and dreaming #phillip wittebane #belos #not su / and believe me i fought the urge to do my obvious commentary of 'stop acting like everything is a dunk on steven universe #considering SU's actual relationship with power and non-violence is a lot more nuanced and well argued than that one time steven said the #'wouldnt that make us the same?' thing' but frankly i just didnt want the post to be about that because then That would be the discussion

[ganondoodle]

i really like tumblr bc despite its reputation i get way less annoying people being clowns on my posts on tiwtter i can mention literally anything i dont like about totk and you bet theres some guy that either gets really salty about me not worshipping the game like a god that can do no wrong or straight up get mad about what they IMAGINED i said

#ganondoodles talks #thankfully its not many #but still more than here #and yes i block people over that bc i dont need a clown spamming my notifications #“sounds like you just want more content” #HUH #they added TWO more map layers but me saying they could have left the shrines or titans models in the game is asking for too much more??? #the shrines/titans where ALREADY IN THERE just leave them in there and slap a green moss texture on it #me saying hey wouldnt this be cool to do with the titans after they stop funtioning is demanding more content #but ah yes id love colelcting even mroe than a thousand krog seed or hundreds of mayoi signa or 15 copies of the same vaguely dif link oufi #i dont need to have 500 options of items to glue to my arrows #making me scroll endlessly to find the item i need #im fine with 5 actually #soemtimes less is more #i want to bite some people #and i wish i had the confidence some of these have #just going on other peoples posts and loudly blaring in their face of what they think you said but 100% didnt #at least have the courtesy of making your own post to complain isntead of yelling it in my face #what do you think it will do? #lol #anyway #thanks for being much more bearable tumblr #ily <3

[moonshynecybin]

#copyright on gay sex. okay !

#i take it back he is funny. only by accident tho #callie speaks #motogp #rosquez #guys i do have something to say about the triangulation of desire here. i do. #'cal cruthclow and rosquez wouldnt have a threesome' they did and they put it on twitter actually. if you even care. #okay done making posts 4 today... i have said enough

[every-sanji]

#one piece #sanji #black leg sanji #everysanji #thriller bark #ch443 #dont take this in like. any sort of serious way but i do sometimes think about how like #i could die suddenly and you guys wouldnt have any idea because i keep the queue filled up so much #as of queuing this post i have 118 posts ahead of it #i could die tomorrow and it would be mid-late february before the queue ran out #without any sort of notice or anything and all that would be left of me is.... well my blogs ig online #again i'm not planning on dying its just smth i think about with internet presences like #i will live on a little bit longer to you guys bc of the queue prolonging all these things #but in the end its all the same #anyway.... happy valentine's day or whatever? im not entirely sure when this will post like i said #118 posts ahead of this in the queue when i'm making this post its hard to think that far ahead

[scopophobia-polaris]

So fun news, I'm working onnthe last page for the update and I'm gonna fix up the comic blog for desktop (and mobile can't forget that) when I'm about to be ready to post I am SO SORRY if I clog the oot tag but dammit we are getting organization today

#im also booting up a patreon as a tip jar #maybe ill do a thing where money only comes out when there is an update over 5 pages #idk. all i know is that i have no job and chickens to feed #but hey trying to make things nicer i hope thats okay #i aint gonna do a backlog of stuff im still gonna post when i get everything done #i said i wouldnt hide things behind a paywall im sticking to that #when its finished ITS FINISHED and goes up

[liquidstar]

after a long pause i finally finished my newest oc batch ^_^ this time for owl feather: the scholar's guild. the members are more or less different types of academics, or just nerds, with their own different niches. as usual, more specific info+closeups under the cut <3

Name: Mercury

Name Origin: The planet named after the messenger god

Pronouns: She/her

Age: 28

Guild rank: Guidmaster

Weapon: Caduceus

Ethos (Power): Aileron (Enhanced speed and levitation)

Flaw power is based on: Her evasiveness- Though her power has evolved (the levitation) once she became guildmaster as she became a pillar for her guild, and successor to the former guildmaster.

Notes: I can be your angle... or yuor devil

Name: Keid

Name Origin: A star whose name means eggshels

Pronouns: He/him

Age: 19

Guild rank: 3 star

Weapon: Chicken sickles

Ethos (Power): Computative prognostication (He can calculate the outcome of events in his own head, but he can’t see outcomes beyond the one he calculated)

Flaw power is based on: His overly cautious and ruminative habits, though he tries to play it off like he's way more chill and not constantly existentially overthinking

Notes: But which came first...?

Name: Alasia

Name Origin: A star whose name references Idalion Tablet, one of the oldest known contracts

Pronouns: She/her

Age: 15

Guild rank: 2 star

Weapon: Shovel

Ethos (Power): Erudition (Psychometry- The ability to read the past of any object by touch)

Flaw power is based on: Her extreme curiosity, while her inquisitiveness on it's own can be admirable she can often get obsessive about it.

Notes: She's an archeologist <3

Name: Dimidium

Name Origin: Exoplanet whose name means "half"

Pronouns: He/She

Age: 22

Guild rank: 4 star

Weapon: Double-ended flail

Ethos (Power): Vice-versa (Healing and reverse healing)

Flaw power is based on: His simultaneous obsequiousness and brashness- Two extremes that she fluctuates between in a way that's both unpredictable and unhealthy.

Notes: Generally stoic either way so it's hard to tell...

Name: Navi

Name Origin: Informal name for γ Cassiopeiae- A navigation point for Apollo 1

Pronouns: He/they

Age: 19

Guild rank: 3 star

Weapon: Arm

Ethos (Power): Kefi (Energy direction- He can channel his energy into powerful attacks into his weapon of choice, which they designed to be their own arm)

Flaw power is based on: Their over-zealous nature. Though passion is a good thing, their ferventness can absolutely make him lose track of himself.

Notes: A weaponsmith who’s figuring out more technological approaches

Name: Talitha

Name Origin: A star system, whose name means "Spring"

Pronouns: She/her

Age: 13

Guild rank: 1 star

Weapon: Plastic wand

Ethos (Power): Metamorphosis (Magical girl transformation. She can shoot beams out of her wand now.)

Flaw power is based on: Her extreme tendency for escapism, especially in idolizing fantasy.

Notes: She's a magical girl 💖💖💖

Name: Misam

Name Origin: A star whose name means "wrist"

Pronouns: They/them

Age: 28

Guild rank: 5 star

Weapon: Wrist blade

Ethos (Power): Rigor (Enhanced precision)

Flaw power is based on: Their surprisingly to-the-point, often cold-blooded nature.

Notes: Nerds can be cool too, guys.

Name: Perwana

Name Origin: An exoplanet whose name means moth

Pronouns: She/her

Age: 27

Guild rank: 5 star

Weapon: Lantern

Ethos (Power): Callous luminance (Physically palpable hard light, created from her lantern)

Flaw power is based on: Her tenancy to place the burden of guidance onto herself- Literally a guiding light for others. Mostly in regards to erudition, the symbolic connection between illumination and knowledge. She wants to illuminate everyone. But this can be at the cost of herself.

Notes: These are her summer clothes.

#finn's ocs #finn's art #oc references #YAY finally posted them #the smart guys set.... #i was excited for this set regardless bc they all have their own like specific reasons theyre in the scholars guild #like different things theyre following. except for arguably talitha but shes like. a baby #shes more geeky than nerdy. but she would hang out in their huge library a lot and just sort of ended up joining #mercury herself is obviously the leader but her thing is moreso about spreading the message of the previous guildmaster (minerva) #while keid is more of a philosopher (so good at rumination might as well make a passion of it lol) #and like i said alasia is an archeologist (and historian!). and i describe navi as a blacksmith bc thats the title theyd be given- #but hes more of an engineer. doing cool new innovative things. so they and alasia have this sort of future/past passion thing #dimidium is a medic lol but bc of the way her power works its a bit more complicated #when i say reverse healing i mean he can literally just make you worse. Injury Power. #misam is like the edgiest of the batch for sure but dont be fooled theyre still more nerd than edgelord #the reason they can be so ruthless is because theyre very calculative about their choices #not in the same overthinking-type way keid is but in the sense that they can be a bit... ends justify the means? #not that they dont care about ethics at all but unlike keid they wouldnt get caught up in them #the most direct approach is the best one and all that. theyre a utilitarian. #(misams top was also more risque at first but i decided to have them button up a bit lol) #and perwana is an acolyte (aco-light. lol) in the sense that her goal really is just to spread knowledge #shes the most similar to mercury in that sense which makes her probably the first candidate for the next guildmaster rn #bc thats also the thesis statement of the guild itself! #they have a big open library for a reason. well. mostly open #but thats them :)