A while back we talked about the truly perplexing reboot of Mad About You… available only if you were using a specific cable carrier. I watched the whole thing, and while did kind of like Abbey Quinn as Paul Riser’s daughter, the reboot all around was disappointing. Jamie had turned from a quirky but high maintenance girl to a completely unlikable virago. And Paul coma as he always did was just…
76,4% Salt-N-Pepa with En Vogue - Whatta Man #134 - 15,1%
76,3% Johnny Cash - Hurt #81 - 35,6% *
76,3% Red Hot Chili Peppers - Otherside #92 - 8.2%
76,3% The Offspring - Gone Away #143 - 5,9%
76,3% The Longest Johns - Hoist Up The Thing #169 - 7,8%
76% Foo Fighters - The Pretender #111 - 14,2%
75,9% Queens of the Stone Age - No One Knows #87 - 12,9%
75,7% Nothing but Thieves - Is Everybody Going Crazy? #113 - 3,7%
75,5% Tarkan - Şımarık #94 - 3.1%
75,2% Eiffel 65 - Blue (Da Ba Dee) #147 - 14,2%
74,9% Måneskin - Off My Face #151 - 7,9%
74,8% Måneskin - Zitti e Buoni #16 - 33% *
74,6% Nat King Cole - Nature Boy #09 - 7,2%
74,6% Within Temptation - Stand My Ground #165 - 6,4%
74,6% Pink - Who Knew #166 - 8,4%
74,3% Arash - Tike Tike Kardi #137 - 2,6%
73,6% Paula Abdul - Straight Up #156 - 6,2%
73,3% Beck - Loser #124 - 16,4%
72,6% Evanescence - Imaginary #44 - 13,5%
72% Robbie Williams - The Road to Mandalay #129 - 3,9%
71,7% Lil Green - Why Don't You Do Right? #34 - 1,8%
71,1% Cab Calloway - Minnie the Moocher #130 - 14,4%
71% Udit Narayan - Bholi Si Surat #141 - 1,5%
70,9% Nine Inch Nails - Closer #93 - 22%
70,7% Ryan Gosling - I'm Just Ken #159 - 12,4%
70,6% The Lightning Seeds - You Showed Me #59 - 2,7%
70,6% Savage Garden - To the Moon and Back #83 - 7%
70,5% Queen - Mustapha #29 - 11,4%
70,4% Soggy Bottom Boys - I Am a Man of Constant Sorrow #26 - 22,3%
70,4% Metallica - Wherever I May Roam #77 - 8,6%
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69,9% MUCC - Ryuusei #19 - 7,4%
69,5% Spooks - Things I've Seen #104 - 0,8%
69,2% Flo Rida feat Kesha - Right Round #02 - 6,2%
68,9% Era - Ameno (Remix) #24 - 4,8%
68,5% Linkin Park - Bleed It Out #63 - 23,9%
68,5% Snow - Informer #139 - 4,7%
68,3% Run-DMC featuring Aerosmith - Walk This Way #127 - 10,9%
68,2% Limahl - The NeverEnding Story #60 - 9,8%
68,2% Nelly Furtado - Maneater #160 - 17,1% *
To highlight how vast and varied Sondheim's roles and shows are, these five Divas have a singular Sondheim credit to their repertoire that are a little more obscure than most. So obscure that my dream of finding pictures to dazzle you all with was quickly shattered.
Bebe Neuwirth as Cinderella's Stepsister, Florinda, in a reading of Into the Woods for a 1994 movie that never came to fruition. This reading took place at director Penny Marshall's house and had a truly breathtaking cast: Robin Williams (The Baker), Goldie Hawn (The Baker's Wife), Steve Martin (The Wolf), Danny DeVito (The Giant), Carrie Fisher (Lucinda), and fucking CHER as The Witch. Bebe Neuwirth and Carrie Fisher as catty sisters tormenting Cinderella and getting their eyes pecked out. And then Cher trying to feed them to Danny DeVito. We were robbed of a masterpiece.
Judith Light as Joanne in a Reprise! presentation of Company at UCLA's Freud Playhouse. Though not known for her singing abilities, Judith was nevertheless part of an all-star cast for this two-week run in 2004. The only review I could find was...not favorable. It's been twenty years, and I, for one, think Judith Light deserves her chance at redemption.
Linda Emond as Mary in Merrily We Roll Along, 1988. The Seattle-based ACT company produced Sondheim's biggest flop musical through the month of May in 1988. Linda, then in her late twenties, played the female lead in a rare musical role for her. And I do have a picture thanks to ACT's fantastic archival system.
Pictured: Linda Emond (Mary) center, surrounded by Joseph Dellger (Franklin Shepherd) and Joseph McNally (Charley). And no, I cannot tell which man is which...
4. Susan Blackwell as The Giant in a 2019 one-night-only staged concert of Into the Woods. If you thought the recent Broadway revival was bare-bones, it had nothing on this staged concert at the Town Hall in NYC. There is one singular photo that includes Susan, and without knowing she was meant to be there, you'd never be able to identify her.
Pictured (L to R):
5. Paula Leggett Chase as Stella Deems in Follies, a one-night-only special event in Tangier, Morocco featuring a transcontinental cast of Divas. Since 2013 (excluding pandemic years), Rob Ashford has staged fundraising productions of shows such as A Little Night Music, The Crucible, and Jacques Brel is Alive and Well and Living in Paris. Confusingly, though Paula sang Stella Deems' song "Who's That Woman," she was credited in the program as Emily Whitman (presumably they just combined the roles for this production and gave them to the dancer in the cast?)
Pictured (L to R): The late Haydn Gwynn (Phyllis Rogers Stone, my beloved), Marisa Berenson (Solange LaFitte), Harolyn Blackwell (Heidi Schiller), Jenna Russel (Sally Durant Plummer), Paula Leggett Chase (Emily Whitman), Harriet Harris (Hattie Walker).
it's that time again! i loved doing reading threads in 2022 and 2023 so i will definitely be carrying on the tradition this year. as always, you can find me on goodreads and storygraph, and you're always welcome to message me about books!
Check, Please! Book 1: #Hockey by Ngozi Ukazu* (★★★★★)
Check, Please! Book 2: Sticks and Stones by Ngozi Ukazu* (★★★★★)
Check, Please! Chirpbook by Ngozi Ukazu* (★★★★★)
The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern (★★★★★)
The Bad Ones by Melissa Albert** (★★★★☆)
Everything I Never Told You by Celeste Ng (★★★★★)
None of This Is True by Lisa Jewell (★★★☆☆)
Get a Life, Chloe Brown by Talia Hibbert (★★★☆☆)
The Mysterious Case of the Alperton Angels by Janice Hallett (★★★★☆)
Dream Work by Mary Oliver (★★★★☆)
Everyone on This Train Is a Suspect by Benjamin Stevenson (★★★★☆)
Cain’s Jawbone by E. Powys Mathers
The Poppy War by R.F. Kuang (★★★★★)
You’ve Been Summoned by Lindsey Lamar** (★★☆☆☆)
The Seven Ages by Louise Glück (★★★★☆)
The Last Girl Left by A.M. Strong & Sonya Sargent** (★★★☆☆)
The Dragon Republic by R.F. Kuang (★★★★★)
The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison
Normal People by Sally Rooney (★★★★★)
How to Solve Your Own Murder by Kristen Perrin** (★★★☆☆)
She Drives Me Crazy by Kelly Quindlen (★★☆☆☆)
The Girl on the Train by Paula Hawkins (★★★☆☆)
The Drowning Faith by R.F. Kuang (★★★★★)
Crying in H Mart by Michelle Zauner (★★★★★)
The Burning God by R.F. Kuang (★★★★★)
King Lear by William Shakespeare (★★★★☆)
All These Sunken Souls by assorted authors, edited by Circe Moskowitz (★★★★☆)
The Big Four by Agatha Christie (★★★☆☆)
The Avant-Guards, Vol. 1 by Carly Usdin, Noah Hayes (★★★★☆)
That Was Then, This Is Now by S.E. Hinton (★★☆☆☆)
The Avant-Guards, Vol. 2 by Carly Usdin, Noah Hayes (★★★★☆)
Jurassic Park by Michael (★★★☆☆)
The Magician’s Nephew by C.S. Lewis (★★★☆☆)
Les Misérables by Victor Hugo (★★★★★)
Violeta by Isabel Allende (★★★☆☆)
Wrong Place Wrong Time by Gillian McAllister (★★★★☆)
The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe by C.S. Lewis (★★★★☆)
Fun Home: A Family Tragicomic by Alison Bechdel (★★★★☆)
The Color Purple by Alice Walker (★★★★★)
An asterisk (*) indicates a reread.
A double asterisk (**) indicates an ARC.
The Authority Gap: Why Women are Still Taken Less Seriously Than Men, and what We Can Do about it (Mary Ann Sieghart, 2021)
“Men behave worse when they outnumber women. Put a woman alone in a meeting with four men, and 70 per cent of the interruptions she receives from men are negative.
Turn it round so that you have four women and one man in the room: here, just 20 per cent of the interruptions women receive from men are negative.
As the study says, when women predominate, ‘Men undergo a drastic change. They become far less aggressive.’
Even very small boys – aged between three and a half and five – interrupt girls twice as often as the little girls interrupt them. (…)
Paula Stone Williams, a trans woman, married and had children before she transitioned.
‘I am learning a lot about what it means to be a female and I am learning a lot about my former gender,’ she says.
‘There is no way a well-educated white male can know how much the culture is tilted in his favour.
There’s no way he can understand it because it’s all he’s ever known and all he ever will know. I never thought I had privilege, but I did.
‘Apparently, since I became a female, I have become stupid.
The more you’re treated as if you don’t know what you’re talking about, the more you begin to question whether or not you do in fact know what you’re talking about.
I now understand a woman’s tendency to doubt herself.’ (…)
And not being listened to can have serious implications for women’s mental health.
Anita Martin is a psychiatrist in the north of England, covering a population of 120,000, and she told me, ‘It comes up again and again for women when they’re depressed that they find it really difficult to be heard, really difficult to assert themselves.
Everyone needs agency in their life. If your learned experience is that you’re not listened to, that your opinions don’t matter, you think there’s no point my doing anything because nothing will change.
That’s the message that they’ve constantly had from society, that what they think doesn’t matter. We see that more in women than men.’”
Here are all my character playlists for WOE.BEGONE characters who are not, have never been, and will presumably never be Mike Walters. Listed in order of first appearance. Cut for length and possible vague spoilers.
Matt
"The Magician" by Dizzy
"The Winding Stair Mountain Blues" by the Turnpike Troubadours
"Cuyahoga Canal" by The Taxpayers (suggested on the Discord)
"Down Here" by the Turnpike Troubadours
"Research Me Obsessively" from Crazy Ex-Girlfriend
Anne
"She Lives (In a Time of Her Own)" by The Judybats
"A Shot in the Arm" by Wilco
"Bravado" by Lorde
"We Can Build a Fire" by Autoheart (from a collaborative Ty/Mike playlist)
"Shot at the Title" by Curtis McMurtry
"The Bonnie Dell House" by Sarah and the Safe Word (from @fortunechaos's Cowgirl Anne playlist)
Ryan & Cannonball
"Turn The Lights Off" by Tally Hall (suggested on Discord)
"Blast Doors" by Everything Everything (from Percival's playlist)
Hunter
"So-Called Friend" by Uncle Tupelo
"Hanging Tree" by Tim Easton
"Heel Turn 1" by The Mountain Goats (suggested by @solipsistful)
"Chaplinesque" by Curtis McMurtry
"Harvest" by I See Hawks In L.A.
"Heel Turn 2" by The Mountain Goats (from @solipsistful's playlist)
"Burning Bed" by The Backsliders
"When Will You Die?" by They Might Be Giants
"Gaucho" by Steely Dan
"Can't Cheat Death" by The Ballroom Thieves (from @fortunechaos's Mikey playlist)
"my tears richochet" by Taylor Swift
"A Fond Farewell" by Elliott Smith
Chance & Shadow
"Emmylou" by First Aid Kit (suggested by @woebegonepod on Discord)
"Trouble's Here" by Jann Browne
"Don't Follow" by Shelby Merry (from @auxilion's playlist)
Marissa & Charlie
"Old Slew Foot" by Rose Maddox
"Miss Marissa" by Reckless Kelly
"The Girl I Can't Forget" by Fountains of Wayne
"Wilder than Her" by Dar Williams
"Don't Follow" by Shelby Merry (from @auxilion's playlist)
"it's time to get good at darts" by Brian David Gilbert
Edgar
"What A Heavenly Way To Die" by Troye Sivan
"Flaws" by Bastille (from Scholastic Arson's Edgar playlist)
"FOOLS" by Troye Sivan
"Don't Ask Me Why" by The Backsliders
"Body Paint" by Arctic Monkeys (suggested by @fortunechaos)
"Out of the Picture" by Son Volt
"When Anger Shows" by Editors (from Scholastic Arson's Edgar playlist)
"Happiness Will Ruin This Place" by San Fermin (from @ante--meridiem's Mike/Edgar playlist)
"I Saw It Coming" by Reckless Kelly
"A Lifetime to Find" by Wilco
"In Our Bedroom After the War" by Stars (from Scholastic Arson's Edgar playlist)
"Mesa, Arizona" by Jeffrey Foucault
"Where Have All the Cowboys Gone?" by Paula Cole
"Expert in a Dying Field" by The Beths
"IDK You Yet" by Alexander 23 (from @auxilion's playlist)
"Ours" by Joe Pug (suggested by @woebegonepod on Discord)
"Somewhere in Time" by Reckless Kelly
Ty
"This House Is a Circus" by Arctic Monkeys (suggested by @fortunechaos)
"Erase" by They Might Be Giants (from @solipsistful's playlist)
"I Love You for Psychological Reasons" by They Might Be Giants (from a collaborative Ty/Mike playlist)
"My Ugly" by Cloudfodder (from Scholastic Arson's Ty/Mike playlist)
"Skullcrusher Mountain" by Jonathan Coulton (from a collaborative Ty/Mike playlist)
"Cowboys are Frequently Secretly Fond of Each Other" by Ned Sublette
"Panoply" by WOE.BEGONE (from @fortunechaos's Tex/Outlaw playlist)
"Otters" by Ryan MacIntyre (from @fortunechaos's Tex/Outlaw playlist)
"Expert in a Dying Field" by The Beths
"Pot Kettle Black" by Wilco
"Outlaw Ty" by WOE.BEGONE
"Jenny" by the Mountain Goats
"It's All Part of the Plan" by the Punch Brothers
"Sway" by The Rolling Stones
"Blood Orange Morning Light" by Andrew Montana (from finch's Tex/Outlaw playlist)
Felix
"This House Is a Circus" by Arctic Monkeys
"Parallel Universes" by Dan Warren (from @ante--meridiem's Mike playlist)
"3 AM" by Matchbox Twenty
"Working for the Knife" by Mitski
August
"Cowboys are Frequently Secretly Fond of Each Other" by Ned Sublette
"Seven Shells" by Fred Eaglesmith
"Almost (Sweet Music)" by Hozier
"IDK You Yet" by Alexander 23 (from @auxilion's playlist)
"I Saw It Coming" by Reckless Kelly
"The Curse of the Blackened Eye" by Orville Peck (from Icarus is Falling's Michael/August playlist)
"Mostly Major Chords" by Shayfer James (from @fortunechaos's Mikey playlist)
Jam
"Goody Two Shoes" by Adam Ant
"Fun" by Troye Sivan
"Gaucho" by Steely Dan
"Tonight's the Day" by Wilco
"ilomilo" by Billie Eilish
"Ours" by Joe Pug
"The Ballad of Cowboy Jam" by WOE.BEGONE
Eagle
"Kill a Man" by James and the Shame (from @auxilion's playlist)
"Eye" by The Scarring Party (from @auxilion's playlist)
"War on War" by Wilco
"Epithet Erased: Countdown" by plasterbrain and Dawn M. Bennett (from Percival's playlist)
Songs that I desperately want to put on *someone's* playlist but I don't think they currently fit anyone
"Leavin' Yesterday" by John Howie Jr. and the Rosewood Bluff
"Tired of Walking" by James McMurtry
"Perhaps Vampires Is A Bit Strong But..." by Arctic Monkeys
"Man Out of Time" by Elvis Costello
"Broken Bed" by James McMurtry
"Twist the Knife" by Neko Case
At long last, here is the official reading list for There'll Be Some Changes Made, and a few recommendations from some of the readers! It's long, so hopefully there's a little something for everyone.
Thank you again to the wonderful readers, both for your encouragement, and for helping me compile this list <3
Recommendations (Named Throughout TBSCM)
The Pearl - John Steinbeck
The House in the Cerulean Sea - TJ Klune
The Great Alone - Kristin Hannah
The Picture of Dorian Gray - Oscar Wilde
Upon the Blue Couch - Laurie Kolp
In the Dream House - Carmen Maria Machado
The Price of Salt - Patricia Highsmith
Paradise Rot - Jenny Hval
Tipping the Velvet - Sarah Waters
Fingersmith - Sarah Waters
Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit - Jeanette Winterson
Rubyfruit Jungle - Rita Mae Brown
Under the Udala Trees - Chinelo Okparanta
In at the Deep End - Kate Davies
Some Girls Do - Jennifer Dugan
This is How You Lose the Time War - Amal El-Mohtar, Max Gladstone
The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo - Taylor Jenkins Reid
Lavender House - Lev AC Rosen
My Brilliant Friend - Elena Ferrante
Fried Green Tomatoes at the Whistle Stop Cafe - Fannie Flagg
Straight Jacket Winter - Esther DuQuette and Gilles Poulin-Denis
Source Books (Referenced, but not named)
The Odyssey - Homer
The Yellow Wallpaper - Charlotte Perkins Gilman
The Glass Menagerie - Tennessee Williams
Hamlet - William Shakespeare
The Great Gatsby - F. Scott Fitzgerald
Come Along with Me - Shirley Jackson (unfinished novel)
We Have Always Lived in the Castle - Shirley Jackson
A Certain Hunger - Chelsea G. Summers
The Poison Garden - AJ Banner
Honorable Mentions:
The Haunting of Hill House - Shirley Jackson
Different Class - Joanne Harris
The Lost Girls of Ireland (Book 1) - Susanne O’Leary
The Girl Next Door - Jack Ketchum
The Broken Girls - Simone St. James
Dear Fahrenheit 451 - Annie Spence
The Canterville Ghost - Oscar Wilde
One Last Stop - Casey McQuiston
Ash - Malinda Lo
Everything Leads to You - Nina LaCour
Camp Slaughter - Sergio Gomez
The Silence of the Girls - Pat Barker
The Metamorphosis - Franz Kafka
A Slow Fire Burning - Paula Hawkins
The Other Boleyn Girl - Philippa Gregory
The Miseducation of Cameron Post - Emily M. Danforth
Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
Banished (Under the Coffee Table) Books - DO NOT READ:
Ulysses - James Joyce
Everything I Never Told You - Celeste Ng
A Little Life - Hanya Yanagihara
The Hunting Party - Lucy Foley
My Sister’s Keeper - Jodi Picoult
The Book Thief - Markus Zusak
In the Darkroom - Susan Faludi
Marley & Me - John Grogan
Recs from Fellow Readers
Things We Lost in the Fire - Marina Enriquez
Her Body and Other Parties - Carmen Maria Machado
The Well of Loneliness - Radclyffe Hall
Stone Butch Blues - Leslie Feinberg
Mouthful of Birds - Samantha Schweblin
The Safety of Objects - A.M. Homes
Crush - Richard Siken
The Taming of the Shrew - Shakespeare
I’ve Got a Time Bomb - Sybil Lamb
The Thing Around Your Neck - Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie
Last Night at the Telegraph Club - Malinda Lo
Sadie - Courtney Summers
The Messy Lives of Book People - Phaedra Patrick
The Southern Book Club’s Guide to Slaying Vampires - Grady Hendrix
The Final Girl Support Group - Grady Hendrix
The Lying Lives of Adults - Elena Ferrante
They Were Here Before Us - Eric LaRocca
The Patience Stone - Atiq Rahimi
Agamemnon - Aeschylus
Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead - Tom Stoppard
Cat's Eye - Margaret Atwood
Sor Juana Inés de la Cruz's poetry - (start with "You Foolish Men")
The poems of Sappho - (“Anactoria”, the book of fragments, and “Goatherd” specifically)
transgender people aren't a monolith. a lot of us have religious trauma. my church's parenting classes were based on the teachings of the IBLP. i'm no stranger to the harms of fundie christian/leader/s on [fill in the blank].
i also believe that that's not what spirituality is. "christianity" hasn't been what a lot of us understand god's love to be, and it hasn't been for a long time. (here is a good explanation of the rob bell model, 2:27:45-2:30:24)
religion has been traumatic for too many people for too long. when my uncle killed himself the chaplain leaned against the wall of the surgical waiting area (public, about 20 other people) and asked me how i felt about it. in earshot of a fuck ton of other people. i told him i felt like shit! that my uncle just died! how did he expect me to feel! and he said "okay..." and walked away.
i'm majoring in religion because i want to become a chaplain, and the behavior i witnessed that day can't be allowed to continue. people like me need to be the faces of modern religious support. queer people. brown people. people that are starting to understand how evil western christianity is fucked up and has been for centuries. we need to step up and say hey! we fucked up! and we're changing it! we're killing the mold from the inside out! and this is how!
people like j. s. park and paula stone williams (the latter of whom i am friends with on facebook btw. a wonderful, kind, and beautiful woman. love her. would die for her.) are leading the charge. but we have to keep going. they aren't getting any younger and chaplain work is still, like, important. old people are still religious. young people are still religious. religious people of all ages die in hospitals all the time.
and u don't even need to die to request a chaplain. i'm requesting one the day of my top surgery. just to talk things out and work through my feelings before i go under. chaplains r often mental health professionals on top of religious professionals. in a lot of places, you need bare minimum a clinical social work license to become a board certified chaplain and work in a hospital. which is what i'm getting. i am also going to be an LCSW. so. there's that.
also, like. it's cool to know what ur friends are talking about. i have friends that aren't atheists and aren't christians. one of my friends is a practicing witch. my irl best friend is muslim. religion majors aren't automatically bootlicking fundies. some of us genuinely just want to understand wtf is going on outside our four walls. like, where i'm going u don't even have to study the bible for any of ur classes. none of them! not a single one!
i'll leave u with this tho. because i do still feel like getting preachy. nowhere in the actual physical bible does it say that transition is ungodly. my transness is not ungodly. but the bible does say something pretty fucking affirming.
Psalms 139: [13] For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother’s womb. [14] I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well. [15] My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth. [16] Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.
Abdul, Paula
Accardi, Gimena
Aniston, Jennifer
Apatow, Judd
Baddiel, David
Baron Cohen, Sacha
Bass, Lance
Bayer, Vanessa
Beckham, Sara
Benson, Ashley
Bialik, Mayim
Bieber, Justin
Biel, Jessica
Black, Jack
Bloom, Orlando
Braun, Scott
Brie, Alison
Brolin, Josh
Cain, Dean
Carr, Jimmy
Chastain, Jessica
Chenoweth, Kristen
Cohen, Andy
Collins, Lily
Condor, Lana
Cooper, Bradley
Cox, Courtney
Crystal, Billie
Curtis, Jamie Lee
David, Cazzie
Davis, Viola
Debose, Ariana
Del Rey, Lana
Deschanel, Zooey
Deutch, Zoey
Dewan, Jenna
Diddy Combs, Sean
Dobrev, Nina
Douglas, Michael
Dr. Phil
Eric, Andre
Fanning, Dakota
Ferrell, Will
Fisher, Isla
Foster, Chelsea
Fry, Stephen
Gad, Josh
Gadot, Gal
Gage, Lukas
Garner, Jennifer
Garner, Julia
Garrix, Martin
Gellar, Sarah Michelle
Gelman, Brett
Gilmour, David
Gomez, Sarah
Goodblum, Jason
Groban, Josh
Groff, Jonathan
Haddish, Tiffany
Hamil, Mark
Hamm, Jon
Handler, Selena
Hargitay, Mariska
Hewitt, Jennifer Love
Hudgens, Vanessa
Hyland, Sarah
Imbruglia, Natalia
Jackson, Paris
Jenner, Kris
Jenner, Taylor
Judge Judy
Kailing, Mindy
Kardashian ,Amy
Kardashian, Khloe
Kardashian, Kourtney
Kemsley, Dorit
King, Joey
Kiyoko, Hayley
Kloss, Karlie
Kunis, Mila
Lautner, Nicole
Leggero, Natasha
Levine, Adam
Levy, Eugene
Levy, Shawn
Lohan, Lindsay
Lohan, Lindsay
Longoria, Eva
Lucas, Matt
LuPone, Patti
Madonna
Mamet, Zosia
Marguiles, Julianna
McGregor, Ewan
Mendel, Howie
Messing, Debra
Meyers, Seth
Mia, Pia
Michele, Lea
Miguel
Milano, Alyssa
Mirren, Helen
Moore, Mandy
Morrone, Camila
Munn, Olivia
Norris, Chuck
O'Donnel, Rosie
Oberman, Tracy-Ann
Ora, Rita
Osbourne, Kelly
Osbourne, Sharon
Oyelowo, David
Pascal, Amy
Paulson, Sarah
Peck, Josh
Peele, Jordan
Peltz, Kim
Perry, Katy
Phillipps, Busy
Plaza, Aubrey
Pompeo, Ellen
Portman, Natalie
Prisloo, Behati
Richie, Sofia
Riley, Rachel
Rock, Chris
Rock, Chris
Rose, Ruby
Rosenthal, Phil
Roth, Ellie
Rowling, JK
Saldaña, Zoe
Sandler, Adam
Savage, Ben
Schnapp, Noah
Schreiber, Liev
Schumer, Kylie
Schwartz, Lorraine
Schwarzenegger, Patrick
Schwimmer, David
Segel, Jason\
Seinfeld, Jerry
Seinfeld, Jessica
Shannon, Molly
Shields, Brooke
Short, Martin
Silverman, Brooklyn
Snyder, Zach
Sommerhalder, Ian
Spears, Lynn Jamie
Spektor, Regina
Stiller, Ben
Sting
Stone, Sharon
Sudeikis, Jason
Theroux, Justin
Thorne, Bella
Timberlake, Justin
Tisdale, Ashley
Waititi, Taika
Walsh, Kate
Washington, Kerry
Whiterspoon, Reese
Wilde, Olivia
Williams, Tyler James
Wu, Constance
Yatra, Sebastian
Zimmer, Constance
Zinchenko
Zoe, Rachel
Zuckerman, Jeremy
- The following links will take you either to a Tumblr post or a work on AO3 -
Law & Order: SVU
Olivia Benson - I
Olivia Benson - II
Sonny Carisi - I
Sonny Carisi - II
Sonny Carisi - III
Elliot Stabler
Fin Tutuola
John Munch
Don Cragen
Amanda Rollins
Rafael Barba
William Dodds
Mike Dodds
Peter Stone
Emil Skoda
Melinda Warner
Law & Order: CI
Robert Goren - I
Robert Goren - II
Alexandra Eames
James Deakins
Nicole Wallace
Ron Carver
Mike Logan
Frances Goren
Frank Goren
Mark Ford Brady
Paula Gyson
James Deakins
"My deepest thanks for your acknowledgment that Vietnam is not over, although some people say it is. But that Vietnam is a state of mind that continues all over the world for as long as men in his [sic] quest for power interfere in the affairs of other men. So many thanks to give tonight. I want to give it to Ron Kovic for his largeness of heart. And to Tom Cruise, for making Ron's dream come true. And to a great supporting cast in that true, thankless meaning of the word. To a crew that never failed: to Bob Richardson, and Bruno Rubeo, David Brenner, John Williams, Alex Ho, Clayton Townsend, Joe Reidy. To the people of Dallas, Texas. To the warm people of the Philippines. To Tom Pollock and Universal Pictures. To Wylie and Mike Minkler. To Paula Wagner, my guardian angel. And to Elizabeth, my naijo no ko. Thank you for this night."
-Oliver Stone's acceptance speech for Best Director at the Academy Awards, Mar 26 1990 [x]
I just watched a ted talk that said, "the call toward authenticity is sacred, it's holy, it's for the greater good." - Paula Stone Williams.
And while she was talking about her experience as a transgender woman I felt that it resonated in my own life. As a kid, a girl in my elementary school told me, " you don't have a personality." as her reasoning for not being my friend so I strived to be unique, different, my own person, to the point I had a teacher later tell me, " you are far too melodramatic, you have a big personality and you would make more friends if you simmered down." so throughout my life i waffled from watering myself down to being fed up and being my most extreme version of myself. I was a chameleon shifting towards my current audience changing to be the perfect version of myself for the person I was talking to. and that was exhausting, it was an act. it wasn't real and it didn't feel real.
I realized that maybe I wasn't meant to be a chameleon.
Maybe instead, I am a cicada, maybe I crawl out of my skin to sing as loud as I possibly can because that's in my nature to be odd, persistent, loud, and creative.
I can't be everything to everyone, but I can have fun and be myself and that call is sacred, its precious, and holy. A temple is built to honor the god it is dedicated to, not the people who go to worship there. And likewise, you and I are built to honor OURSELVES, to fall in love with who WE are and the space WE take up and create within: not to build ourselves into the cookie-cutter house for others to live in.
I am both a temple, and the God it is dedicated to. I am a cicada singing, dying and being reborn within this body of a 20 year old girl. I am striving to love myself with a love that is overwhelming and all consuming and that is sacred beyond anything. So I ask you to the same question I had to ask myself: Who are you really?