#Please Don't Make Me Cry

[camerica]

#finally get to watch firebird!!! #please don't make me cry #i know i'm going to cry #i can feel it in my bones

[choiliner]

SOOBIN | #VisualFocus (CUTE Ver.)

#userhev #ayabestie #0x1zone #usersemily #useryeonbins #kirberries #skyehi #rosieblr #tubatunet #moacentral #usergyukai #userchoisoobin #userzaynab #majatual #mine #txt #tomorrow x together #soobin #choi soobin #A BITCH MIGHT BE CRYING NGL #HIS SMILEEEEEEEEEE PLEASE DON'T EVEN LOOK AT ME RIGHT NOW #i feel SICK i'm SICK he's making me SICK. #i was watching a tv show and had to pause it just to gif this bc i nearly went insane #''nearly'' #the heart explosion is lowkey so ugly tho @ studio choom editors why'd you do that #ult tag 💖

[lotus-pear]

bsd fic authors i understand yalls pain SO well right now why is it so fucking HARD to write dazai. like i have a whole fucking spreadsheet dedicated to tireless analysis i have done on my part so i can accurately characterize him but he is such an unpredictable and morally gray character that it's hard knowing his limits and boundaries and where he draws the line for himself.

#i hate when ppl make him out to be a sadistic villain with no remorse. like did we read the same manga 💀 #but at the same time he is NOT crying abt all the ppl he sent to the grave. he sleeps just fine at night knowing he committed atrocities #yes he feels remorse? but he isn't like kunikida to weep at someone's grave for failing to save them #and then we have his emotions themselves #dazai isn't emotionless. far from it. he has difficulty expressing affection but yk he finds someone endearing when he trusts them #trust is very important to dazai and is one of the aspects of human emotion that he can fully grasp #but like everything else is in a hazy gray area that he does not feel like exploring. he feels alienated from his humanity bc of this #AUUUGHH can someone help me with character analysis PLEASE #I WASNT PAYING ATTENTION TO THIS MF UNTIL RECENTLY SO I MISSED OUT ON A LOT OF IMPORTANT DETAILS #see i would go and reread a few light novels but like i don't have time for that #and this is for dazai specifically. i am very well versed on his relationships w other charcaters #but just like asigiri himself said: it's very difficult to write dazai and write him WELL #so yeaaa i have a lot of smart ppl following me pls help #bsd #ALSO MY FRIEND STILL HAS NO LONGER HUMAN UUUUGHHHHHH I NEED THAT BACK BC I TABBED IT A SHIT TON #FOR LIKE CONNECTIONS TO YOZO AND BSD DAZAI AND WHERE ASIGIRI DREW INSPIRATION FROM YOZOS CHARACTER FOR DAZAI #THAT WOULD BE SUCH A VALUABLE FUCKING RESOURCE BC I DID SOME ANNOTATIONS IN THEM TOO BUT MY BOOK IS ANOTHER FUCKING STATE #I HATE IT HERE FML

[chaikajpeg]

elias with deer antlers

References:

"Mature red deer stag", photo by Bill Ebsen, taken 26. september 2009 in Jægersborg Dyrehave in Denmark (if that tells you anything)

2. T-Michael (a tailor and a founder of a fashion label if i'm not mistaken)

also, i hate cropping my drawings and could not decide what version to choose in the end, so please have both

#my art #please don't ask me how much time i spent on this i'll cry #this was supposed to be a quick sketch #a break from another elias drawing i complained on my side acc yesterday #his left sleeve gave me nightmares (as you can see) #and my beautiful talented friend who is also an artist made me spend an hour more on it to make it better #( i'll give her a shoutout later please stay tuned) #i have so many assignments... i really have to study... #mahoutsukai no yome #mahoyome #the ancient magus' bride #the ancient magus bride #ancient magus bride #tamb #elias ainsworth #elias ainsworth fanart

[grxceful-ly]

peter bringing mayday with him to do spider stuff because yeah, he had things to live for before--but now he has a child and he is going to raise this child and be there for her and maybe if she’s there, strapped to his chest, he’ll be more careful. he’ll consider his life almost as precious as hers. maybe bringing mayday to work is a precaution. 

#disclaimer: it's like 2am and i don't know what i just wrote because my brain won't function enough to read it over again #i also have read like zero spiderman comics so if this doesn't make sense because canon already speaks on it #i'm sorry #atsv spoilers #spiderman: across the spiderverse #across the spiderverse #peter b parker #mayday #i am having thoughts #PLEASE BLOCK APPROPRIATE TAGS IF YOU DON"T WANNA BE SPOILED PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU #miles morales #into the spiderverse #spiderman #spiderman spoilers #this thought came about because i think swinging around with a child is the stupidest/coolest thing ever #and i feel like peter wouldn't do it without a reason #anyway sorry for the random change in fandoms i saw the movie tonight and it was fantastic #also #catch me crying in the theatre because peter wants his daughter to turn out like miles #OKAY IM DONE SPAMMING THE TAGS NOW BYE #across the spiderverse spoilers #spiderman across the spiderverse

[bylertruther]

people who think will byers hates himself for being gay when will byers is one of the very few characters on the show that has refused to change himself to fit anyone else's idea of what he should be despite the fact that people, including his own father, have been harassing, bullying, and abusing him for it literally his entire fucking life are just...... so weird.

will's entire POINT is that he will survive and brave whatever you throw his way against all odds and come out on the other side of it still clutching on to his sense of self and hope that tomorrow will be a better day. the entire point of his character is that he loves what he loves without apology or shame.

he sings "that weird song he loves" in the middle of hell because it reminds him of his brother and offers him comfort in a place where there is none. he creates art because he loves it and doesn't care if it isn't something boys do, then he gifts it to his friends because he loves them and wants them to know it, too. he loves dnd and writes campaigns and dresses up for them because they bring him joy and he just wants to spend time with his friends even if they think they're "too cool" for it now.

he knows that sometimes it's harder than it should be to be gay in a homophobic society and has been harassed for that literally his entire fucking life it's LITERALLY how they introduce him to us not even twenty minutes into this fucking show and YET !!!!!!! he doesn't back away from that. ever.

he gets picked on for his clothes, but he doesn't change them. he gets called names, but he doesn't make any attempt to conform. his best friend, the boy that he's in love with and his very first friend ever, tells him it isn't his fault that he doesn't like girls and shamefully asks him if he really thought they were going to play games together in his basement for the rest of their lives and never get girlfriends, and what does will do?

he says yeah. i guess i did. i really did.

will faces all of that and goes to a new place where he has the golden opportunity of a clean slate, and what does he do? when assigned to do a presentation on his hero... he picks alan turing of all people. and when his brother later on tells him that he loves him no matter what, essentially giving him the It's Okay To Be Gay I Love You So Much And Always Will talk, still there is no denial on will's part here either.

will has NEVER, EVER denied being gay. he has NEVER tried to change that part of himself. he has ALWAYS stood tall and braved another day even when it was scary and hard. he has ALWAYS remained true to himself even though that has only ever made his life that much harder.

he said that sometimes he feels like a mistake for being so different from other people, but that being loved and accepted makes him feel like he isn't one at all and like he's better for being different and that gives him the courage to fight on.

literally what the fuck are you guys on about when you talk about will being self-hating for being gay. where is the canonical evidence for that? and more than that, why are you so keen on throwing away all of his acts of bravery and the sheer fucking strength of character that he's had since the very beginning? it would've been so much easier for him to conform, to be the "man" that everyone has always pushed him to be, but he doesn't ever do that. he stays true to himself no matter what. so, again, where the hell are these self-hating receipts?!

#will #will byers #byler #HE LITERALLY DID HIS PRESENTATION ON ALAN TURING IN THE FUCKING 80S WHEN HE HAD A CLEAN SLATE!!!!!! HE WAS A NOBODY AT LENORA!!!!!! #AND HE STILL DID IT ON ALAN FUCKING TURING!!! HE SAID THIS IS MY HERO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #HE WAS BULLIED SINCE FUCKING BIRTH FOR BEING GAY AND HE STILL DOES NOT SHY AWAY FROM IT!!!! HE LOVES WHAT HE LOVES! #AND /THAT/ IS WILL BYERS' STRENGTH!!! STOP DENYING ITTTTTTT PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD #JUST BECAUSE A BITCH BE CRYING DON'T MEAN HE HATES HIMSELF BRO SHUT UPPPPPPPP #IT'S NOT SERIOUS BUT IT IS SERIOUS /TO ME/ #FBJHFBKJFBKJDB I JUST . GOD. GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! #gatekeeping will byers until ppl learn how 2 act right. srry not srry #he's literally so brave and ppl want to reduce that. WHY!!!!!!!! THAT'S WHAT MAKES HIM SO INTERESTING!!!! #HE WILL NOT FOLD! HE WILL NOT BE ANYONE BUT HIMSELF EVEN WHEN IT'S HARD IT'S LITERALLY SO FASCINATING N BRAVE #WHY ARE SOME PPL SO DESPERATE TO ERASE THT. BITING KICKING THRASHING TEARING THINGS UP W MY TEETH #mine

[gayvecchio]

#due south #ray vecchio #benton fraser #i could talk about this scene forever - just not coherently #mostly i'd just be screaming 'oh raaay' and crying #but also something about ray's sense of powerlessness as a kid being one of the things that led to him becoming a cop #he wanted to be a hero and help the marcos of the world but the reality turned out different #it wasn't like the copaganda movies he'd watched #then enter fraser who basically personifies the way a law enforcement person should be but never actually is #oh dear i'm rambling #oh and david marciano is amazing in this scene #pg's reaction faces are also great #ACTING #this gifset gave me hell making it #please don't let her flop #ds30below #i keep forgetting that tag!

[jenna-louise-jamie]

i cannot stop thinking about ian rider. more specifically, how alex had so many unprocessed feelings about him after his death. imagine being an orphan, getting adopted by your uncle as a baby, having him raise you for 14 years then discovering he lied to you your entire life. that he [unintentionally or not] trained you to be something you never wanted to be under the guise of bonding with you. never being able to ask him what his actual intentions were because he's dead. never getting closure for it. im going to throw up.

#i remember reading stormbreaker for the first time and i could not stop crying the entire book #i have big emotions dont blame me #but seeing alex follow in ian's footsteps quite literally seeing and living through what lead to his death #it fucked me up #i dont remember if it was outright stated in the books but alex wondering the entire time if ian even loved him? #it wasn't framed directly but thats how i interpreted it #i cant even coherently put into words all my thoughts about this #ontop of everything else this is one of the core things that makes me so emotional over this silly little book series like holy shit #alex my son i just want to give you a hug #alex rider #alex rider books #ian rider #please don't get me started about my thoughts of whether or not ian did in fact love him #my head might explode #these books fucked up my brain chemistry permanently

[caycanteven]

Oh dear, it's the consequences of her own actions~

#my art #caycantdoodle #sans #sans au #lex x nightmare #nightmare sans #teehee #don't mind me as i doodle my brain rot non stop #making an attempt at a comic #maybe? #im trying out here #trying not to cry from simpery #wheeze #self insert #lexverse #To Tease is to Please

[beanghostprincess]

Brook and Robin understanding Sanji better than anybody else and taking care of him will forever be one of my favorite Hanahone dynamics. They saw the little depressed French blond guy and adopted him.

#'you want to die? join us. don't. please seriously sanji don't die we genuinely understand-' #like seriously they would take care of him so well i am crying #sanji is a lost kid to these two it makes me really emotional #sometimes i think sanji is only 21 and it makes me want to die a little bit ngl #one piece #black leg sanji #soul king brook #nico robin #hanahone

[hiimawarish]

So, the leaks are out.

All I'm going to say is that this makes absolutely no sense, and I'm sick to my stomach thinking about Yuuji and Yuta.

#jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk spoilers #jjk leaks #jjk 236 #natsu.txt #i didn't expect to be crying like this but well #also please don't try to argue with me about whether or not it makes sense #i truly don't care if you think this makes sense #if you think sukuna winning makes sense just don't say it #i respect it #i just truly don't give a damn and i truly feel too bad to argue

[molicioushat]

Thinking about Barb's colors and how she's originally in red tones and then midway thru episode 6 she's in blue tones (probably signaling her shift going fully into vault tec's plans) and how it's not so noticeable because Coop's in a yellow vest so it looks like they're in his colors and it just kills me because they're falling apart they just don't realize it yet. They think they're gonna make it thru this but oh they're so doomed.

And then also there's Barb's introduction with the lavender. Because what does blue & red make when they come together? Purple. (Which I'm not sure if that's Janey's color. Gonna have to give 3rd watch looking at her outfits)

#fallout spoilers #fallout prime #cooper howard #barb howard #am i thinking too much about this? probably #am i having fun with it? yes. yea i am #colors #costume design #fallout #fallout amazon #i love their love story even though it's a tragedy #like narratively it pleases me even as it makes me cry #does that mean i ship them? idk #i don't think there's any coming back from what's happend for them. they are over.

[moongothic]

#The forbidden extra panels that're like ''And misgendering people is a shitty thing to do'' / ''That also makes sense'' before the last two #I'm sorry I'm choosing violence today #Look I'm not saying you have to call him Crocodad specifically or anything #Its just the seeming insistence FROM THE CISHETS to misgender him at every opportunity that just 💢💢💢 #Another one is when people speculate about him being trans to begin with but instead of discussing whether or not he's trans #No it's a debate whether or not he's aCtUaLlY a fEmAlE #I swear to god #It's the whole Discussing Gender With Trans People vs Discussing Gender With Cis People-meme #And it drives me up the walls. Please just let me yell for a bit #Just to be clear: This is not a deeply serious post. If it was I wouldn't make it a Spongebob meme for crying out loud #This is simply MY BLOG and I'M ALLOWED TO COMPLAIN HERE #Also I do have to watch people repeatedly misgender him in the tags of MY OWN FANART completely unprompted so y'know. #Like randos pls don't misgender my husband on my posts I am fucking begging of you 😭 #Moon posting #OP Meta

[itsahotminuteinbetween]

tryna figure out @saltyfryz’s Daybreaker Sun to contribute to the new cannon ship featuring @sunnyinajar; not exactly my best work, I did not do him justice here so I am sorry if it's very anticlimactic but uh here-

also

I AM SO SORRY HOW YOUR SONA CAME OUT SUE I TRIED I REALLY DID BUT I ENDED UP SCREWING UP THE LINEART COLORS AND THE COLORING IN GENERAL I DIDN'T MEAN TO I PROMISE BUT MY APP WAS ACTING UP AND I COULDN'T FIX IT-

*sobs and hides face in hands*

aherm.

anyways here's my first attempt and my lil analyzing of this funky lil dude (I have one for sue's sona as well but I'm not showing that cuz it's even more messy than this one)

anyways yeah here's this sorry imma crawl into my hidey hole and die now-

#crappy doodles #sorry to bother #don't mind me #not my au #not my character #i know I didn't do him justice but please accept this humble offering please and thank you #hopefully I can figure out sue's sona and make some better stuff #there's more doodles but they're in the very back of my files and I can't find em #also please excuse the terrible coloring that's my bad #I've never drawn fire before so I had to experiment a little #also not used to drawing humanoid figures so please excuse my poor anatomy #but um yea here's this! #now where's a hole to go cry in

[mintypsii]

how did zoro suddenly become bustier when usopp leaned on his shoulder . what the hell

#ummm ok roronoa can change tiddy size at will zoro #THEY'RE SO FUNNY TO ME UGH #daddy to father #sorry #usopp is so valid for this honestly #edit: im at wano i take it back fuck you kanjuro #because same #kin'emon's little :3 face plrase help he's so cute #also is he holding hands with kanjuro #are they married #please please please let them be married istg #momo is their son actually i don't make the rules #unless they end up being related or something later on i think id judt cry #op #one piece #min watches one piece #dressrosa #roronoa zoro #usopp #kin'emon #kinemon #kanjuro #should i tag this as ship. should i be cringe and free #yes #zosopp #usozo #teehee #silly goofs

[avyene]

#Psmptober2023 Day 10: Kestrel

The one thing I have learned drawing this: The Kestrels have the best hair, it's just a beauty campaign over there

#pirates smp #pirates smp fanart #psmptober2023 #avyeneproduction #avytober2023 #SO MANY PIRATES PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME TAG ALL OF THEM #I WILL CRY