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ozgurkedi · 3 days
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soracities · 8 hours
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e.e. cummings,from “if (among”, in 1 X 1 (One Times One), Complete Poems: 1904-1962 [ID’d]
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retrogamingblog2 · 2 days
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Gold Foil Animal Crossing Bookmarks made by ShiyiStudio
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bitchy-craft · 16 hours
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PICK A CARD: What kind of person they are
Hello and welcome to this new post of mine! In here I will give you a reading on what kind of person your s/o is. I hope you guys enjoy and find this interesting.
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~pick a card~
Pile 1:
Your future spouse is a very detail oriented person. Especially when it comes to their interest they will have a habit of pointing out every little thing most people wouldn’t notice. It works the same when it comes to easter eggs in movies or making spelling or grammar mistakes in your day to day life. Some of you might find this annoying, but the way your future spouse does it makes it rather amusing.
Your future spouse is also a very calm person, you will hardly see them be annoyed, irritated or angry. They think very rationally rather than emotionally, and whenever you come up with wild conclusions too quickly they will be there for you to ground you and your emotions with their words.
Pile 2:
Your future spouse is someone who gets straight to the point when it comes to basically everything in their life. If something is bothering them they will voice their opinion (not in a rude way), if they want something to be done they will voice this and take action if others don’t do it. Your future spouse is well aware of the things they look for in life as well as in a partner; so the moment they choose you, it wasn’t a choice taken lightly. Your future spouse will have thought of many possibilities and futures ahead of them, and decided that it looked best with you in it.
They are not only clear when it comes to what they want and need, they are also confident in themselves, their looks, and their personality. Your future spouse stands strong in their shoes, and is almost impossible to take down. Thankfully, that confidence is infectious, and the more you two spend time together the more you start to feel it too.
Pile 3:
Your future spouse is very set on decisions when they make them; changing their mind is difficult and it will bring some frustrations with it in the relationship. But they are also set on having a relationship with you, and will know perfectly well what to give you in order to keep you, what it is you need in a relationship and what it is you wish to possess.
Their mind is one that goes really fast, and because they have trouble changing their minds on many things it will sometimes occur that they get stuck in a certain mental space that is difficult to get rid of; their thoughts will turn and turn and go in circles. The best way to help them in this situation is by making them write everything on paper; make them see instead of think to get a clear mind on the things happening around you two.
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chrysalistudy · 2 days
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It's Sunday 🐈🍃
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lone-nyctophile · 1 day
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I'm thirsty for scents and laughter, thirsty for new songs.
- Federico García Lorca
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can you rec us some books with very pretty prose?
Beautiful writing style is, of course, always in the eye of the reader. However, these are some books where I really appreciated the prose style because it was either pretty or in some way really compelling/interesting to me in some way:
Salt Slow by Julia Armfield
The Last Tale of the Flower Bride by Roshani Chokshi
Plain Bad Heroines by Emily M Danforth
The Secret History by Donna Tartt
The Song of Achilles by Madeleine Miller
The Picture of Dorian Grey by Oscar Wilde
The Unbearable Lightness of Being by Milan Kundera
In The Dream House by Carmen Maria Machado
A Portable Shelter/Things We Say in the Dark by Kirsty Logan
Middlegame by Seanan McGuire
A Spindle Splintered by Alix E. Harrow
Giovanni's Room by James Baldwin
Nightwood by Djuna Barnes
This Is How You Lose The Time War by Amal El-Mohtar and Max Gladstone
Bunny by Mona Awad
(These are all from my 'beautiful writing style' shelf on Goodreads. However, I have omitted any where I can't remember what happens in the book anymore or if I didn't love the book!)
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learnelle · 1 day
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Book club paintings vol. 4 ♡ Good companion (1872) by Frederick Morgan / The Maid with the Golden Hair (1895) by Frederic Leighton
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kraro-school-life · 2 days
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✦ 14. 4. 24 ✦ 📓 ✦ Sunday ✦ Day 12/60 ✦
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I felt much better than yesterday, and I finally unpacked my room! It´s fully done now - no random boxes to trip over anymore! And I baked some banana muffins + read in the sun a bit. Nice Sunday reset ✮⋆˙
✓ school - physics lab planning, polish homework ✓ art - art homework ✦ sport //
🌱🌿🪴 - 2h 46min on Forest ♫₊˚.🎧 ▷▷ C'est La Vie - Cravity
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kerrytriestoread · 2 days
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I thought we were all wishful thinking about jerejean but like it’s legit happening??? I’m a little shocked!
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Kill me for mercy.
Ghost x reader (y/n)(codename: raven)
You made him promise you one thing, Ghost is a man of word but he never expected the day to keep this promise would arrive.
Warning: mentions of murder, torture, manipulation and as always spelling and grammatical errors. Pictures are not mine, credits to whoever they belong to.
I've been having trouble writing new stuff but I hope someone likes this.
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You and him were good colleagues, it took him some time to trust you, but there you were being good friends, some others would say there was something else between you and him, an unspoken chemistry.
And they weren't wrong, you and him managed to keep it secret, around the base and during missions you and him were merely teammates, but things were different once you were out of the base, you weren't a couple, let's say you were more than friends, there was love and affection, dinner dates, movie nights, kisses and more.
Both decided to enjoy each other's company without involving your feelings more, there's no room for love, the risks and adversities of your jobs pushed you to take that decision.
Was one night when you asked him to make a promise, one hard to keep. It happened during a talk after a funny and pleasurable night.
-(...) But What if one day you have to make a choice between saving the world or saving me?
- Love, that's difficult to answer and depends on the context.
- Okay, umm what if there's something wrong with me that can put the world in danger, like... There's a bomb inside me or if I... have the key to start to create chaos. What would you do?
Simon observed you, he was thinking about what to answer while he was caressing your shoulder, running his finger through your side.
- I think we both know what is the right thing to do in that case, but I'm not sure if I would be capable of doing such a thing.
- You always talk about doing the right thing for the world, well, promise me if one day this time arrives, you will do the right thing, yes?
He doubted, he really thought about it, you didn't know how difficult it would be for him to keep this promise.
- I promise.
A few months later, he lost you during a mission. You were a pilot, a missile hit the plane.
- Captain, a missile is behind me, I repeat, me and my team are under attack...
- Raven? Raven, talk to us...
- Lt... We're falling, I repeat we're falling, we lost the right engine... Fuck!
«Communication lost.»
- Raven, Respond! Do you copy?
Static, pure static was all Simon and the others heard. Hours later an S.O.S message with coordinates arrived, but you weren't there, somehow you managed to save some of your teammates, but apparently you didn't make it, of course Ghost insisted on looking for you, a radio around the location where the team was found.
- Sir, I told you, Raven saved us but didn't leave the plane on time... Y/n didn't survive.
- And I'm telling you we have to find something, any trace.
The searching of your body, ashes or bones was useless, Simon refused to believe you were dead, he was sure you were alive, somewhere.
Meanwhile, you, in fact, were alive, badly wounded but alive, you lost your memory because of a hard hit in your head during your falling, you have flashbacks but nothing of that could tell you who you were before. The people who found you always said the same.
«You survived but your teammates abandoned you because of your injuries, we saved you.»
They saved you, but the price you paid was higher than you could imagine, they experimented with you, tortured you to make you forget those small flashbacks, your genetics were modified, they trained you under extreme conditions, you were a laboratory mouse. Lucky for you, you were the first successful Test subject, they wouldn't let you go easily though. They started to expose you to private contractors and companies, they needed investors to continue with this project full of new... Super soldiers.
Days became weeks, then months, years. Ghost never gave up, he went back to the location more times looking for clues, asked all the people who were there that day with you, always the same answers, nothing new. Just a miracle could give him what he wanted.
He still had dreams about you, just like you, you woke up with the memory of his eyes or his voice, of course you didn't know who he was or why you had those dreams, your current owners always told you he was the one who abandoned you, so eventually you started to believe in their lies.
It was Early in the morning for Ghost, he was exercising when Price appeared with his laptop on hand. Simon knew that look.
- We have to talk. Look what we found during an investigation. We infiltrated some of our men in a meeting with private contractors, and this happened.
It was a video, they were talking about soldiers genetically modified, apparently stronger and more resistant than anybody else, blah, blah, blah... Then, a person called "Soldier Zero" appeared, it looked like you, your eyes, the nose, the lips, it was you, you were alive but something was wrong, you have dead and cold eyes, your not listening to anybody else in the room except for one person at your side, he gives you orders and you make them.
«This is the solution, smart and strong soldiers thanks to the liquid solution that affects their DNA, they could fight against a polar bear and win without the help of weapons, you will never have to repeat orders or have problems with obedience, they're focused on your voices thanks to the microchip inside them that you can activate and deactivate whenever you want, this is the future ladies and gentlemen.»
The rest of the video is about your skills, stupid questions from the people in the meeting, until one finally made a good one.
«Is this soldier still having memories of the past?» «Yes, Short flashbacks, nothing that could represent a risk or a problem in battle but we're fixing that little details already.»
He paused the video, that was all he needed to know, you probably still remember no matter what, no matter who but there's a small probability that you can go back to normal. He simply handed the laptop back to Price and stood up.
- When will we go to pick up our Raven?
- Today, we found the location of the laboratory, get ready, we'll go to Siberia.
Simon was not excited, he was anxious, nervous, he was praying for you to recognize him, Hoping you could go back to who you were before, he was wondering how much did you suffer all this time.
You were in the middle of your routine checkup, taking your pills, talking with the medic.
- How's your sleep schedule?
- Is a mess, I still have those dreams... About that guy, I can't remember his name but he always talks to me, as if I was special for him.
- I'll increase your dose of sleeping pills, we've been talking about this, you're not Raven anymore, you're Zero, that man abandoned you, we found you, we're all you have now.
- I know... I was just...
You couldn't finish your phrase, the alarms were active.
«we're under attack! The soldiers, Put them to work!».
You were now focused on one thing, kill the enemy, that was your order, you were following your orders, but something was wrong with you, you weren't totally under the control of the chip inside you.
You were running through the corridors when someone pushed you, you hit the wall but you stood up rapidly, the man had a strange accent, a Scotland flag was adorning his chest.
- Raven? It is me, I'm Soap! Stop!
You can't stop yourself, something tells you he's not an enemy but still you're attacking him.
- I found Raven! I need someone to help me, I can't contain it alone, is fucking strong...! Come on Raven, stop, we're your friends!
- Copy, on the way.
Soap had you trapped between his legs and arms but he's getting tired, you're moving and trying to get yourself free.
- You and your friends left me here to die!
You said.
- What? No, Y/n, we've been looking for you, we never stopped to look for you, stop fighting...
Suddenly, a new memory was unblocked, this codename, Soap, memories of him and you shooting, fighting side to side, drinking beer, his laugh.
What is going on with you? Why are you attacking him if he's telling you he's your friend, he's there for you, why can't you stop? Then your brain forces you to attack, you somehow have the strength to stand up with him on your back, like a baby koala, then you hit him against a wall to let you free, it works, you feel afraid when you see him fainting and falling on the floor, but at the same time your feelings disappeared, you are ready to continue and finishing your job when a new person appears on your view, is tall, Corpulent and has a skull mask to hide his real face, you see his eyes, those eyes are familiar to you, you have seen them in your dreams.
- Y/n, it's me, I'm Ghost...
That Deep and raspy voice, the way he says your name, the images of your dreams are filling your brain, you're remembering the way he touched you, kissed you...
- what? What's going on? Who are you? What do you want from me? Wait... No, you're not my friend, you're the enemy.
You run to him and start to hit him, Simon wasn't expecting your new strength, those bloody bastards weren't lying, you have enough strength to fight with an animal, he doesn't want to hurt you, you're still the person he loves. Soap stands up and tries to help, both are trying to contain you, trying to make you understand they're your friends.
«ZERO, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? I SAID KILL THEM ALL! NOW, THEY ABANDONED YOU, REMEMBER?»
- Come on, Love, I know you're there, don't let them play with your mind, listen to me, we never stopped to look for you! Stop this now!
More soldiers are fighting against the Invaders, all of them are following orders but not you, you're struggling with the memories, you feel like there's someone else inside you trying to take control of your body. You're trying to stop yourself. Simon is watching the scene, you're talking alone, discussing and hitting yourself, you're suffering.
«No, they're here for me! I want to stop!» «No, my orders, I have to kill all of them!» «I want to stop! Let me go!!!» «Soap, Ghost...please» «I will kill y'all!»
Soap is observing from afar, he knows you're not going to be ok, even if they take you out of that place, even if they find the way to stop whatever is inside you, you're not going to be the same anymore, the damage is done.
- Lt. I'm sorry, but Y/n is not there anymore, we can't save Raven, let's go, the Cap and the rest need us.
- Go, I'll take care of y/n. I made a promise...
Ghost muttered.
- it's not going to come back!
- I KNOW! lemme keep my bloody promise Johnny! Get out of here, I'll finish this.
Soap froze, but don't question his lieutenant's order, he nods In silence and leaves. Ghost knows this is the only way to help you, the pain, the suffering, maybe the circumstances are not as you planted him time ago, but the decision of doing the right thing applies to this. You're not a risk for the world, not yet, but certainly, for him, you're his entire world, and if his world is its own danger and is suffering, he needs to put an end to it.
- Raven, Y/n, stop. Look at me love, look at me!
He somehow managed to have you between his arms, hugging, the familiar smell of his cologne and the warmth of his body, somehow is bringing you back and taking control of yourself just for a moment.
- You didn't abandon me, tell me you didn't...
- I never did it.
- Gh... Ghost... Kill me, have mercy on me, kill me for mercy.
The lump in Ghost's throat, his body feeling weak incapable of moving, he doesn't want to hurt you or kill you, but it's true, you're never going to be the same, you had suffering too much, he can feel how you're trying to keep yourself in control, you're fighting with your own body trying to not attack him, you're begging him over and over to ease the pain.
He lets you go off him, You're now with a knife walking in his direction, there's tears In your face. Ghost is ready to let you attack but also he has his own knife on hand too. It was quick, he took your knife before you could stab him, his body is pressed against yours but the blood in your clothes wasn't from him, it was yours, he slowly kneels down with you still against him, you exhaled, gasped and looked at him, touching his mask, you wanted to say something but then it was just silence. He never looked away, his eyes were fixed on you, he observed life escaping from your body, you were light as a feather, your face and lips were losing color, he pressed his forehead against yours with his eyes finally closed, whispering «i'm sorry, love, I'm sorry » and seconds later he stands up with your body in his arms, he kept his promise, he saved the world, his world, he promised himself to remember you as you were before all this mess, this was his new promise, to keep you in his heart, his memory wouldn't remember what happened to you, he would remember you as the sunshine that arrived to his life in the right time but left too soon.
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skytk11 · 2 days
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─── ⋆⋅ ♰ ⋅⋆ ───
๋࣭⭑Big Three When Y/N is Depressed! ๋࣭⭑
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☠︎ Crocodile ☠︎
He probably wouldn’t notice at first that you are depressed because he’s always working, but when he starts noticing the signs that you’re not dressing up or taking care of yourself, he’ll start trying to make you at least take care of yourself. Also, he probably gets you gifts to try to make you smile a little bit.
⋆༺𓆩☠︎︎𓆪༻⋆
They were in their room and hadn’t taken care of themselves in a while. They were going through a depressive episode again, and their partner hadn’t noticed they were still in their pajamas or hadn’t taken a shower in a week.
They walk into the Crocodile's office, holding a blanket.
“Oh hi doll, I’m sorry I’m just a little bit busy.” Crocodile looked up and noticed the depression.
“What’s wrong?” He got up quickly, holding their face softly.
“It's nothing. I’m just a little bit depressed.”
He looked at them, seeing that there was something wrong “Oh, honey” he picked them up, taking them back to the bedroom. He saw how messy their side of the room was.
“Let me run a bath for you, so when you’re sitting in there, I can clean this room up. Is that ok?” He looks at them, still holding their face.
They shake their head, yes, and he starts the bath, putting soap in there so he can make bubbles.
Y/n got into the bath, and while they sat there Crocodile cleaned the bedroom for them after a while. He got the place cleaned up and changed the sheets for them.
He came back into the bathroom, seeing them just sitting there in the bath not doing anything he pouted a little bit “Honey, are you ok?”
“No, I’m not ok. I’m just really tired of feeling like this.”
Y/n looked at him. They looked really tired, and they looked like they were gonna cry. He bent down, moving the hair out of their face. “Oh honey, everything’s gonna be ok,” he said to them, trying to get water on them.
He slowly started trying to clean them, their hair, their body, slowly taking it slow so they wouldn’t get overwhelmed.
“Do you feel a little bit better?” He said, softly moving the hair out of their face.
“Yeah, I’m feeling a little bit better. Thank you.”
He smiled softly, looking at them “Anything for you, doll.”
He eventually got them out of the bath, drying them off and drying their hair with a blow dryer, trying to make them laugh a little bit.
“Do you want to go cuddle?” He whispered in their ear, kissing their neck.
“Yes, please.” Y/n looked up smiling.
He got really happy to see them smiling again, and they eventually went to lie down and cuddled together for the rest of the day.
⋆༺𓆩☠︎︎𓆪༻⋆
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⚝ Buggy ⚝
Buggy would notice quickly, and he would try to make you smile and try to help you as best as possible. At the same time, he wouldn’t know what to do, but he would try his best to do everything possible to help you and make you smile again.
⛧☾༺✮༻☽ ⛧
Buggy was messing around with his crew, and having a fun time. Then, he saw y/n and gave a worried look.
“Babe, is everything ok?” He was very confused and looked around their body to make sure they were ok.
“I’m ok, Buggy. I’m just a little bit depressed. That’s it.”
He gave her a look “ Do you want me to give you a show or something?” he gave a worried look.
“Honey, it’s ok.” They began to leave until Buggy grabbed onto them.
“Buggy-!” he wrapped his arms around their waist “Just watch one show, it will make you laugh.”
Y/n sat down. They looked depressed, but they watched the show for him anyway.
He was trying to make them laugh eventually, he was out of breath. He got a smile out of them, but that’s it. “You did very well, honey.”
y/n looked at him clapping, smiling softly.
“Are you feeling better?” He walked up to them, holding their face.
“I’m feeling a little bit better, but it would be better if we just went to go cuddle.”
He looked at them surprised but took their hand. “Ok we can do that~” he smiled softly, taking them to the bedroom
They both lay down, cuddling together. He was smiling big playing with their hair. He was so happy, and trying to make them happy as well
Y/n cuddled up to him, wrapping their bodies around him. They were getting a little bit more happy now that they had Buggy around them.
⛧☾༺✮༻☽ ⛧
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⚔ Mihawk ⚔
He would comfort you a lot, knowing he’s not good at showing emotion, but he would do his best to comfort you and give you the love you deserve. He probably would cuddle you until you felt better.
☽༺♰༻☾
Mihawk was sitting on his seat, drinking his wine until he realized he hadn’t seen y/n in a while. So, he got up, left his stuff, and went to the bedroom
When he made it to the bedroom, he saw y/n lying there not facing him. He was concerned, but it didn’t look like it.
He went over to the side of the bed seeing, and asked, “My love what’s wrong?”
“I’m just tired. That’s it” Mihawk looked at them, knowing there was something wrong.
“There is something wrong. Please tell me, love” he tried to comfort them, moving the hair out of their face, making them look at him.
“I’m just a little depressed. That’s it” y/n responded, looking at him
“Is there anything you want me to do?” he kept playing with their hair. “Do you want food, water, anything? I’ll do anything to just make you happy again.”
“Some water would be nice.”
Mihawk got up and got water from the kitchen, and food, just in case, for later.
He eventually came back with everything.
“Honey, you didn’t have to bring me food. I just asked for water,” Y/n said.
He looked at them, putting the food down in the water right next to her bed table. “It’s ok I just got it in case.”
“Now, come here,” he climbed into bed, grabbing them to cuddle up to them. He knew he had a hard time comforting people, but he’d known y/n for a while, to the point that he now knew how to comfort them.
They both got under the blanket and started cuddling and eventually, they both fell asleep together while he was playing with their hair.
☽༺♰༻☾
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floral-ashes · 1 day
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Today is my birthday! One year older, but unsure how much wiser. If you want to celebrate with me, help me hype up my new book! 🥳🏳️‍⚧️ Spread the word. Post your favourite quotes. Buy a copy for yourself and another for a friend! 📚
The book is an ode to the messiness of human experience. It’s a deeply personal book, yet at the same time incredibly familiar.
You can find various links for where to get it here.
I’ve also done an interview with truthout where I share some thoughts about being trans in the world and talk about what was going through my mind while writing.
If you haven’t written a Goodreads or Amazon review yet, it’s not too late either! Enjoy the read. 😊
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scavengedluxury · 2 days
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Girl reading in her room, 11 Rákóczi Avenue, Budapest, 1910. From the Budapest municipal photography company archive.
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aimlessimagination · 2 days
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Photographer: Bryony Whistlecraft | mooredgeinthemist
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