NaPoWriMo Vol. 3, 4.5.24
“That Ain't Playing Phaoroh at the American Dream“
What’s a dollar
Dollar bill
Y’all? Lying? Trying? Dying?
For this green?
Grass and trees and leaves fall all the same
Why play pretend with markets in the clouds
What is a dollar, a buck, a doe?
Although without I’m dying, trying, lying
Asking why I’m not enough
Dollar bill, y’all
Survive on these slip
Slip, slip, slippery slope
Pink slip car loan
Pink slip house loan
–Reminder I’m a man–
Can’t afford my home, my car, my life
What’s a dollar
An hour?
How many?
I’m spending my day working for so little
When the bed I sleep in, in the house I weep in
Will never be bought with that labor
Who enjoys the fruits of these planted labors?
What juice spills from distant lips?
What’s a dollar?
Dollar bill
Y’all aren’t all vying for more?
Trying for more
Dying for more?
Why must we play pretend–passing ice-coins
Wintered the weather about to maintain this illusion
This song and dance
Won at the tip of a lance
Am I to die on the streets where I sleep
After a hard days work
Gunned down by a passerby whose offense is taken
At my presence
In my work, when offense is taken
At my presence
What sense does it make to not be seen
Santa’s little helpers
Slaving away
So some other might gloat and tote
Can I sleep on it?
Wipe my weeping tears on it?
Who will take what I have
Leaving what little for tomorrow
And tomorrow’s tomorrow
Before I again have to borrow
So that this cycle of green
Of greed
Of grasses–greener
Perennially blooms; forebodes doom
Where is safe from this dollar?
Dollar bill
Y’all
The grass is always greener
The management always meaner
The bankers always keener
I am saving, graving, paving the way
But not to walk upon but on
I am the stone–ascended
Who can afford to be single?
Who can afford just one?
In a market that’s rising–water levels
Left to drown
I can swim–only so long
Tread water, dread water, fed water
And drown
Green stays afloat
It is soluble, solution, able and capable
Why must I live to work and not
Live and work
Where did the and’s go?
Where did the green go?
Barren and wearing no colors of life
The suburbs and cities and folks are all white
Washed and packaged for resale again
No space is owned save the barony lords
What is a dollar?
Dollar bill
Y’all
Learn all day
To work all day
‘Til your dying day
What is there to say?
“He was a busy and dedicated man to his work”
Will his work remember him
Remembered for his work
Who will grieve the cog replaced
The seed replanted
The crack that’s mended
When the old days are waning
The sunset soon fading
I will keep working for that return of the green
The average mean
The stacks slapped in my hand
To feed and afford what I can
Because what use is a dollar
That can never call her
Back
Buy my time
Back
Take it all
Back
What use is a dollar?
That can’t buy back my time wasted in youth
In adulthood so ruth-lessly sought
What is a dollar?
Dollar bill
Y’all
Aren’t struggle to own any bit of your life
Your car is on loan and your house and your wife
At the slightest inconvenience
The drop of margins
Swoops the executive C
On to elevate thee
Claiming your purchases are just temporary
They’ve licensed your time
Your work and
Your sight
All that you own
And all that you might
Work for that dollar
Plug and play on their game
I’ll keep dreaming,
Filling reem in -of paper
And dream of my paper
My dollar
Dollar bill
Y’all
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Retailers in the Christmas Season Gothic
Since I haven’t seen it done yet.
You hear music from the speakers. They refer to a man. “The fat man with the beard.” “The man with the bag.” “The man who’s coming.” “The man watching.” “We await him eagerly.” You’re not sure if they’re talking about Santa anymore.
In the go-backs cart you find an item you have never seen before. Management must have gotten more Christmas products, you think. You ask your coworkers where it goes, but they don’t know either. It feels warm in your palm. You read the label. Is it in English? You don’t know.
A customer is at the register. You check them out. You look back up. The same customer is at the register.
The t-shirts are always messy at Christmastime. One of your coworkers is folding them, you see. You return later to check on them. They are in the same spot, and nothing has changed. The pile is the same. Have you ever even seen them before?
The seasonal hires come in, smiles big on their faces. Always too big. You wonder where they come from. When Christmastime ends, you wonder where they will go.
There is a sign on the wall— “ATTENTION: No time off accepted December 17th — December 25th.” You think back to that time last year. You can’t remember anything but a feeling of cold.
This is the eighth version of Jingle Bells that has played in the store in your shift and you still don’t know the words to the second verse.
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please give an essay about this sunglasses 🙏 I love you talking about sunglasses
ok so.
the sunglasses in this picture
are vintage, baby !
this is a reselling off Etsy, but they're the Oakley E Wires! (I'd have to look at the sides to see what generation lol). very European, super y2k, super sports luxe!
while they're sadly not milf glasses (PLEASE get some Prada George. for all of us) they are a pair full of history!
this style came out in 1992 and slowly evolved until it was discontinued in 2005 (according to the O-Review website there was also a collectors edition that came out in 2013). It's a metal version of the eye jackets aka one of Oakley's most ICONIC frames
Before we get to that though, when Oakley started as a company, they were a motocross grip-selling company (the plastic they used, called Unobtainium, is what the rubbery part of Oakley glasses are mostly made of). Over time, Oakley shifted its main market from motocross gear to shield visors to shield sunglasses. These are what the first Oakley 'sunglasses' look like ->
The pair on the right was made from a motocross visor shield, electrical tape, and a coat hanger. The pair on the left is a style called the Eyeshades, the first commercially sold version of the extremely popular modern-day Sutros.
The Sutros are an iconic sports frame and have been extremely ingrained in sports culture since they were put on the market. However, they weren't suited for ALL of sports culture. This is where the Eye Jackets come in. (We'll come back to the Sutros and Eyeshades later)
I'm sure you've all heard of Michael Jordan but did you know that Michael Jordan LOVED Oakleys? He was actually on the board of directors for a while and wore Oakleys all the time, specifically, he wore the Eye Jackets (and similar styles)
if you scroll back up to the pair George is wearing, they look very similar to these! And for good reason! The E Wire is essentially the thin metal frame version of the Eye Jackets.
Ok, cool. 90s and early 2000s fashion. very y2k and we know they come from Oakley so they're sporty. epic. awesome, even. but what's sports luxe? Why European if Oakley's an American brand and why do we care about these now?
Sports Luxe is basically a style that's based on athletic gear with a sophisticated undertone. Think leggings and tracksuits. Think Bella Hadid or Billie Eilish. Think Adidas or Nike or Lululemon. That's sports luxe babey (also called athleisure). When you have a basketball game at 12 and a photoshoot at 2. That's the vibe.
Now, full disclaimer, I am American so ig I can't really speak on if the recent spark in this trend started in Europe but from my viewpoint it totally did. It's big, it's bold, it's based in streetwear, it's casual but it's not lazy, and it flexes wealth subtly which is much more common among European celebs than American celebs and influencers (imo).
We can also go back to those Eyeshades from earlier and see that those became popular in Europe through cycling. Greg Lemond debuted the Eyeshades in the Tour de France 1984 making Oakleys a huge hit in Europe. This eventually progressed and made Oakleys an iconic 80s sunglass brand.
Trends did what trends do and the Eyeshades eventually took a backseat from mainstream fashion and instead became popular among surfers mostly. The trend that replaced it, was the Oakley Eye Jackets courtesy of MJ23 himself.
Glossing over 20 years of sunglass history, trends did what trends do and the 80s shield style and 90s/2000s eye jacket style of sunglasses faded into the back of closets. Until now.
The biggest modern name in bringing back this trend (via sunglasses at least) is Balenciaga. (disclaimer: I'm not getting into the whole thing with their brand, I'm sure you heard about it, I don't support the brand etc etc I'm talking from purely a fashion/trends viewpoint, which what I'm talking about was started by them prior to everything)
These are some of the most high-fashion sunglasses on the market right now.
fun, right? and maybe a little familiar..................... oh wait of course those are just smooth versions of the Oakley Eye Jackets. History repeats itself.
All in all, trends move in circles, fashion mistakes repeat themselves, and this will be Dream and George in denim on denim on denim suits next time they go somewhere fancy (REAL NOT CLICKBAIT)
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Grocery Retail Gothic
• A customer walks up to you and demands the sale price of an item. You assure her the item isn't on sale. The item is 50% off. The item was never on sale.
• The store is closed. You're closing up shop. A customer bangs on the locked door. You turn away and look back. The customer is checking out at register 6.
• The TVs in the café flicker unemotionally. An unidentifiable sports event. Tucker Carlson. A report on your untimely death.
• You swear the shelves are whispering to you, beckoning closer. The aisle is not wide enough for you to feel secure in the middle.
• The faceless shoppers ask for the locations of items that don't exist. No matter what you tell them, they repeat the question. Go through the employees only door.
• The bathroom is out of toilet paper. It doesn't matter. They go in and out without complaint.
• The same song has played over the loudspeaker twice in a row. The customers don't seem bothered. The other workers don't seem bothered. You're the only worker in the store.
• The aisles blend together endlessly. Aisle 3 and 12 are the exact same. The loudspeaker speaks to you. No matter where you look, it's always behind you.
• This place exists for you to exist inside it, and you think harshly of it for that.
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