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I'm so sorry i didn't know about this lmao >¬<

Can You please do a Abyss x reader oneshot ? (i don't know for an idea I'm really bad for idéa sorry T-T) but whatever You write i know it would be amazing <3

I really don't know what to say sorry ahah :')

featuring. abyss razor x fem! reader — oneshot.

genre. romance | fuedal japan! alternate universe.

synopsis. in which, abyss was sent on a mission to capture an infamous criminal but in reality, he saves her.

notes. 1.8k words | taken and edited from my oneshot book ANGELS in wattpad. this is originally a kamui (gintama) and rin oneshot. anyways, abyss is actually so pretty 😭😭

abyss razor roamed through the underground red light districts of yoshiwara — old tokyo, with the samurai lord he served under, abel walker.

they were oblivious to it, but women had their eyes on the fellow samurai.

the ladies whispered among themselves, wondering who these attractive young men were.

the samurai men had striking features, good height, their eyes, and overall, their serious demeanour. they wore fine clothing, showing everyone they work for the shogun, prominent and the best in their field.

a mission was what the two were on, in seacrh of a few criminals to murder. each samurai was given a different task, abel receiving the more brutal and heinous criminals and abyss receiving orders to search for intel.

but abyss never intended to search for intel upon stepping foot in this... all glorious district of endless entertainment.

it bore him to know that many samurai came here to have fun with women and drink their night away, immediately spotting a few rivals of his, drinking.

abyss' sole purpose of coming here was to find for a certain woman.

ah . . . a woman that held a great place in his organ called heart. never would abyss himself thought he would be looking forward in a search for her, a recently known villain.

"abyss, go west. i will search east. we return at six in the middle of four directions," abel said before vanishing in a flash, heading to the east for his mission.

the said male scanned the area and started to move his feet to collect as many information on you as he can.

there were oiran making their way to customers of prominence, dancers, sake, music and light all around the place. it was a place abyss wasn't very fond of, for he preferred silence and a time to solitary.

what he needed now was a change of clothes. citizens had their eyes on the samurai, growing weary of his idea of being in a red light district. so he went to the nearest shop to buy a cheap kimono to disguise himself.

abyss quickly picked up the clues that was given to him as a starter from the palace. now he has a lead, that you were a master in disguise, and there was a well-known brothel that recently recruited a skillful courtesan.

that brothel was the first place he went to as a normal customer looking for a service.

"greetings. may i ask for kitsuhime oiran?" he asked the receptionist, as the male shook his head.

"kitsuhime-sama is currently serving a customer, but our other courtesans are available for you, sir."

"it's alright. when will she be free? i'll pay you in gold for an audience with her."

the receptionist hesitated to answer the offer abyss gave him. it had not been the first time men had brought up gold for their best courtesan in their service.

"uh, she should be free in two days. if you could wait sir, we'll—"

"how does a hundred gold sound to you?"

"uhm... i'm not sure if that's how it works.."

"a hundred and fifty."

"sir.."

"excuse me, what is going on?" another male voice asked, standing beside abyss in hopes on lending a hand to the troubled.

the receptionist perked up in hope. "ah! haru-sama! this fellow customer wanted an audience with kitsuhime-sama, and he keeps raising the wage. i don't know what to do..."

the male whom the blue-haired male assumed was a high ranking staff in this brothel placed his fingers on his chin, thinking hardly. his dark red scanned from top to bottom, before letting out a sigh. "guess there's no choice. did you bring the goods?"

rin nodded, stashing a bag of gold onto the table. "when can i meet the courtesan?"

"right now. her schedule is empty, since her customer went out for a small errand," haru said as he quickly counted the gold. "one hundred fourty two, three... one fifty... deal. you have fifteen minutes at most. this way, sir."

the male with red eyes led abyss through the huge brothel and abyss wished he at least waxed his ears temporarily from the erotic sounds he kept hearing throughout the whole place.

he felt relieved when they ascended, the noises disappearing behind them. abyss believed they were heading to the highest and most off-limits floors, a high-class area.

haru stopped at the room right at the end of the floor, opening the door while stepping aside for the customer to head in. he walked in after abyss, shutting the door behind him.

abyss grew alert at the sound of the door shutting, his eyes looking around the room.

"kitsuhime-sama! you have an unexpected audience," haru said, abyss taking a glance behind to have his eyes widened in sheer shock.

he froze at the sight of haru slowly peeling himself off. only to reveal a completely different person underneath it.

abyss couldn't see who it was, for the male was peeling off the skin on his face. e/c eyes then flashed under the moonlight, fingers moving to remove the wig.

a chill ran down abyss' spine, like tiny spiders crawling down his skin. the moment it was revealed who was under it, he couldn't help but remembered old memories that seemed to get more prominent now that he sees a familiar face.

how long has it been since he saw that face? the same old smirk that he recognised since childhood, and the eyes that held so many dreams, only to be crushed right in front of him.

"care for a round of sake?" you asked, your smirk turning into a slight smile.

the razor was too stunned to speak at the sight of seeing you for the first time in all these years. you were a criminal now, working as a courtesan, and disguised as a man...?

everything was spinning around him. he didn't know what to do, so he simply nodded and sat down on the cushion laid out for customers and a courtesan to have a chat.

it was quiet, sentimental, as you carefully and gracefully poured japanese alcohol into both cups, handing one to abyss. he picked it up and drank it, still registering what had happened.

"why have you come here?" you asked, gaze on the samurai, "i thought you didn't like red light districts."

it was quiet again. you sipped on your alcohol, never taking your eyes off of the man you haven't seen for a long time.

he was as beautiful as you remember, a child connected to the moon in a way that it favours him. even if his eyes were eyepatched from a battle wound. abyss is even more beautiful now, his features chiseled and you could tell he had been doing some hard work.

"i'm on a mission. you are one of the shogun's targets."

"and you've became a shogun dog," you never let him finished. shutting your eyes while feeling the most ease, you sighed.

abyss felt his eyes twitched at your answer, but he kept his cool and set down the sake cup. "i became one to receive top notch training. to find you, and follow you until the ends of the earth."

it was your turn to be caught off-guard. it seems like he hadn't forget about the promise they made during childhood after all.

"as courtesan, may i have my valued customer's name?" you asked, wanting to hear him said it himself.

"abyss razor."

it ringed around your ears, inside your mind and down to the core of your memories. you knew who he was, yet hearing him said it himself was . . . different.

abyss!

a little girl, no more than the age of nine would call out for the boy who was staring at the black heavens that was filled with twinkling little life.

she would twirl around and capture abyss into a deadly hug, releasing to then plop herself beside him. wherein little abyss would be flushed red and continue his stargazing.

"hey abyss, when you grow up, what do you want to do or be?" she asked, and the little razor would soon fell deep into his thoughts.

"hmm... i want to be like abel-san! i want to be a cool man who's going to be a samurai and protect everyone i love. like mom and dad, abel-san... and you!" he gave her a goofy smile. "you?"

it was little y/n's turn to think for a while. and when she found the perfect answer, she returned the same childish grin he gave her. "i'll go with you anywhere!!"

lies.

she was taken away months after those words came out. oh how abyss fell into ultimate despair seeing her getting taken away by the shogun's officials. her eyes only held the look of fear, tears running down her cheeks.

"i'll be a strong samurai and protect you! then i'll follow you wherever you go! i promise, y/n!" abyss could only shout his little throat out, his older friend, abel, holding him back from any more harm the officials might inflict.

abyss couldn't defeat the people that took away his only friend. he was simply too weak, a mere child with the brightest dreams.

who knew the person he looked up to the most would also leave him to volunteer in a recruitment for new generation samurai?

everything was ruined, so much that abyss' mind became twisted and he too, would soon join the next recruitment to search for you. only to find that you are now a criminal.

your eyes stared at the table contents of a tea set. throat becoming dryer and dryer as seconds passed by. "i'm a murderer now. what are you going to do?" it turned intense and heavy around the atmosphere.

".. i don't care. you simply killed the men that tried assaulting you back in the palace right? that is nothing," he said coolly, pouring for the both of you another drink. "i plan to retire to make the shogun mad anyways."

"so, will you come with me?"

you chuckled at his words. things had certainly changed, abyss too, for he had grown way more mature than you are compared to your childhood days.

it all felt so nostalgic, to be speaking to the razor the same as you both did back then.

"i will."

a smile unconsciously crawled up to abyss' lips, portraying a beauty you hadn't seen in forever. such a work of art, indeed.

if the woman sitting in front of him knew what he was thinking about, you were definitely, most certainly the y/n that abyss was looking for.

there was no mistaking it. you were the light to his darkness. and even if you committed a crime or two, it was all for abyss and a promise.

you elegantly stood up, a habit picked up from the brothel owner that brought you in to keep your disguise.

"but first. i just want you to know this place is a disguise itself. everyone here has committed a crime before, even customers. it's my home."

"sounds like a you thing to do. now then, shall we abandon everything and head for a run? i don't want to be seen as a samurai any longer ," he stood up, holding a hand out.

you immediately accepted it with a smile, "we shall, abyss."

"perfect."

istg if anyone talks or mentions about raiden shogun or whoever tf she is, i will literally send you paragraphs to educate you that shogun doesn't only exist in genshin impact and it's actually history in japan 💀

#🎥 senreqs #mashle #mashle x reader #abyss #abyss razor #abyss x reader #abyss razor x reader #mashle hcs #abel walker #mashle abyss

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losterthanlost · 10 months

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July 10, 2023

Hello.

Side beat: I am so happy 😭 kay naa na sa mobile app pati ang page break 🫶 Finally maka-post nako og tanan na style maski sa phone lang. No need na mag adto sa chrome or sa laptop. Sksksks. Hahays.

Okay so monday karon diba. Ugma tuesday kay magpauban akong pinsan na kaedad sa akong manghod sa ilang recognition. Ako na lang unta magpaso para sa iyaha pero nag-ingon siya ganina na basi naa daw iyang mama ana na time pero uban lang daw ghapon ko. Actually, mejo gusto ko magstay na lang sa balay pero wala man gihapon koy himuon so uban na lang cguro. Tas chance na pud nako to maka istorya akong ante about sa pag biyahe nako pauli. Ibilin lang si James diri. Di man na siya maunsa guro oy. Dako naman na siya.

So maski og nag-okay na lang ko atong sunday na magstay na lang sa diri, narealize nako ganina buntag, actually gabii pa pero mej di pa fully, na need jud nako muuli.

Tungod kay akong kili-kili, jusko, is hairy enough na po na need na siya i-wax. As ehn. Also, imagine magstay ako dito ng about 2 more weeks. Gagi. Edi kagubatan na po eto. Actually, I don't mind naman the hair length as long as nasa bahay lang ako the whole time and I am not meeting any new people or long-time-no-see people. Pero beh, uuwi daw uncle ko and beloved pinsan ko na eldest nila na kaedad ko rin. Matagal na po kaming di nagmeet. At kahit wala akong degree nor graduating status, or kahit pretty self na maipepresenta sa kaniya, at least man lang comfy-in-her-own-skin self ko ang haharap sa kaniya. Di naman siya judger lol. Self ko lang ito. Pero kahit naaaa di ko na kilala yan siya. Busy na rin yan siya. Hahays. Hindi ako magiging comfy ever if di ako makakapag wax! Tangina. This dillema is because of my mader.

Grabe sirang-sira po ang summer break ko dahil sa depota kong mama. As innnnn. Yung initial plan kasi is after july 10 na kami pupunta dito kasi sa july 10 ang recognition ng kapatid ko. Tapos stay kami hanggang lampas july 23 kasi sa july 23 ang bday ng kapatid ko and ng isa pang pinsan. 1 year apart lang sila. So balak ng tita ko, nanay ng pinsan ko, na pagsabayin na lang ang bday celebration nila dalawa. Sheesh.

Perooo noong monday. Potangina. Biglang sabi ng nanay ko na magbiyahe na kami early kasi raw may afam ang kapitbahay nila and isasama daw mag visit ng popular tourist spots ang lahat ng anak ng lola namin (so kasali kami if present kami). So ayown minadali kami.

Nabwisit po ako eh syempre. Kasi minamadali na naman ako eh naka set na ang mind ko na after july 10 kami babiyahe. May mga tasks na ako na gustong macomplete before ang day na yon. Tapos biglang nag-iba ang plano ang nagmamadali na naman kami. Depota talaga.

Sa inis ko nagsabi na nga lang ako na ayaw ko na lang sumama kasi kung ganyan na lang din na di magbibigay ng maayos na schedule kung kelan talaga dapat pupunta tapos bigla-bigla pang papupuntahin as if walang ginagawa mga tao (ako) sa sarili nilang buhay, edi wag na lang akong sumama. Pero ang mama ko nangguilt trip bwiset. BWISET. Sabi niya baka one time na lang daw yon na magsama sama kami lahat kasi aalis na si ante pa japan. Makes sense naman tho. Tsaka naisip ko rin na graduate na beloved pinsan ko. After neto magiging busy na siya for sure. Magiging full adult na siya di na kami makakarelate sa isa't isa ever. So ayown. Nagpunta na lang ako kahit 1 week lang ako. Kasi namention kasi ni mama nung nag-uusap sila ni pader na babalik daw siya after 1 week. So ayown kahit 1 week lang.

Sa pagkaka-intindi ko rin kasi. After niya umuwi after 1 week, if gusto pa daw namin magstay, edi maiwan kami dito hanggang lampas 23 and kami na lang uuwi. KAMI NA LANG UUWI. Yan ang ayaw ko kaya naisip ko edi cge sasabay na lang ako sa mama ko na umuwi after 1 week.

Pero ang depota na babae, balak umuwi sunday na agad. Eh yung bunso ko na pinsan na kaedad ni james, may retreat nung friday and uuwi sa saturday ng hapon. Eh siya lang fun na pinsan kasi kami lahat pati yung taga manila na mga pinsan nakakasabay siya sa mga fun things. Sabado ng hapon pa daw siya uuwi. Syempre, ang iksi iksi naman ng stay namin dito. Akala ko nga tuesday rin kami uuwi eh. Pero kainis kasi itong mama namin, uuwi daw siya para sa debot duty niya. So kinausap ko siya na wag na lang umuwi agad. Ang reason niya is masusupend daw siya kung di siya magdedebot. Tapos, eto ang pinakasamok na part, saka niya pa sinabi sa akin na babalik naman pala siya. Uuwi siya, work nga few days para may pera then babalik.

BABALIK NAMAN PALA SIYA. Yawa jud. Gago. Babalik pa rin pala siya. Edi sana pumayag na lang siya na magpaiwan muna ako and sabay na lang ako sa kaniya sa 2nd punta niya. Pero instead, nang guilt trip pa. Pota talaga eh. Walang respeto sa sarili kong plano and schedules and panahon. Depota talaga siya na tao. Alam niya na magpipintura pa ako ng kwarto. Bwiset talaga siya pramis. BWISET.

Tapos after ranting to my friend, finally na bring up ko na sa kanya doon sa bao-bao falls nung malapit na kami umuwi. Buti pa tita ko na isa nagets ang point ko. Tapos si mama talaga kung sumagot parang ginagawa akong bata. Bwiset bwiset. After some sagutan, tinanong niya ako kung uuwi ba talaga ako. Eh sabi ko na lang Oo kahit sa totoo lang gusto ko sana di muna siya umuwi kasi gusto ko maghang-out muna kami ng nagreteat kong pinsan for a couple more days before umuwi. Tapos sinagot pa naman ako ng "aw cge una na lang didto kaw".

Gago talaga. Mauna na lang daw ako. Like??? Yan ba ang point??? YAN BA ANG POINT HA? DEPOTA KA PALA EH. Tumawa pa siya as if ka funny ng response niya. Gaga.

Grabe as in. Ewan nakalimutan ko na ang exact sequence of events. Kasi bad memory yun eh. Mabilis ko talaga makalimutan mga ganyan. Pwede rin na mahina na ang short term memory ko. Gagi. Nabwisit talaga ako sa kaniya pramis.

Narinig ko sa pinsan ko and kapatid rin ata na napagsabihan daw ang mama ko ng dalawa niyang kapatid. Pero about yun sa pag bi-baby sa akin. Oo problema ko rin yun. Kitang-kita na ang pagkain diyan and nasabihan na rin ako na time na kumain. Sasabihan pa ako ng kumain na? Or kaya sasabihan ako paano kumain? Gago ba siya? Nakakainis kasi annoying masyado plus naiinis na nga ako sa kaniya kasi for the past months or maybe year na dahil sa lahat ng away and atraso niya sa akin. Tapos mag e-fc fc pa talaga sa akin. Can't read the room talaga. Grabe.

Pero ginaconsider ko rin ang possibility na baka attempt niya yun to be close to me again. Alam ko gusto niya makipag close sa akin ulit. Pero ayaw ko na gani until magets niya na ang problema niya sa ugali niya and matuto siya magsorry. Di kasi yan siya nagsosorry nakakabwiset. Ayaw ko rin magpatawad sa mga taong di kaya magsorry ng totohanan. Cguro maging civil lang. Pero hindi talaga ako nagpapatawad basta di alam ang mali nila.

--- tuesday na ngayon actually tapos na ang ang recognition and afternoon snacks so nagchichill na lang ako ngayon. ---

So ayown nga. Ayown po ang aking kinaiinisan. Hahays.

Si nagtext ako sa mama ko kahapon ata yun. Sabi ko:

Gusto nako muuli sa wednesday

Dili jud pwede magdugay ko diria. Kailangan nako magwax. Akong dala na gamit kulang kaayo. Pag-ingon na lagi sa buonna plano sa sunod ma. Samok gud kaayo ay. Sayaaang kaayo 1 week.

Ngayon pa lang siya naka reply. Tas reply niya is:

Uli nalang mo dalaa Ang gamit

Dili nata mobalik diha

Sabay namo ni ante Vinalyn

Nabwisit na naman ako pagkabasa ko na di na kami babalik. Like??? Yan ba ang point ko? Para kasing pinapalabas niya na ayaw ko pumunta dito. Bwisit talaga siya as in bwisit talaga siya. Nagagalit na ako. Depota talaga siya pramis. Hahays. Gusto ko po pumunta dito pero sana kinumpleto niya ang detalye para mapag-usapan namin paano ang lakad namin. Tangina rin ito siya eh. Ang kinalabasan parang trinick niya ako na sumama. Kasi nagsabi siya na di niya na raw sinabi sa akin buo sa bus kasi baka umuwi daw ako. Gago? Mas maganda kung nireveal niya ang buong itinerary. Tapos sabihin niya lang sa akin kung naiipit siya dahil sa pagka strikto ni papa. Di naman strikto si papa masyado ah. Ayaw niya lang din ng walang klaro na lakad and ng bahay na maiwan walang tao.

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