#SHES SO AWESOME IT HURTS

[peachcitt]

from: thirteen by @anna-scribbles

art by me :)

start from the beginning // read the november chapter // read the most recent chapter (january)

hey listen. look me in my eyes. have you read thirteen by anna scribbles. i think you need to read thirteen by anna scribbles. i think if you want your life to be forever changed you need to read thirteen by anna scribbles. i think if you are a person who is breathing and alive you need to read thirteen by anna scribbles. thank you

#thirteen #miraculous ladybug #ml art #emilie agreste #adrien agreste #miraculous ladybug fic #ml fic #ml fic rec #my art #THIS IMAGE HAS BEEN HAUNTING THE INSIDE OF MY BRAIN EVER SINCE I READ THE NOVEMBER CHAPTER BACK IN NOVEMBER #now. listen. in an ideal world i would've done this way back in november but uhhhhhhh i don't know what happened. suddenly it was december #and now it's february! not sure how that happened. anyway my goal is to be making a piece of art for each chapter to convey #just how fucking INSANE this fic makes me feel. like how crazy and insane and awesomely constructed it is. anna just GETSSSS ITTTTTTT #(and is using her 'get it' ability to hurt me bodily) #like with every chapter i read i am just assaulted with this intense desire to Make An Image which is not really an impulse im used to #since i don't draw a ton but anna's voice is just so evocative of images in a way that just. inspires every creative impulse inside of me #i took forever to read the december chapter but the moment i read it i already had an idea of something i wanted to draw for it. #my idea is. well. complex for me to say the least but as i told anna i am determined to make my skills match whatever i need to do because #the way she writes it is literally haunting me it is shooting me with a gun it is so something i have no idea how to handle #except i guess to repeat her themes and ideas and imagery in a collage of sorts #i don't know that's what my october chapter comic felt like- a collage. and this one does too in a way even though it's very different #i just like connecting the dots. and then smashing the dots together in an image #anyway. read thirteen. it is changing me all the way down to the dna

[bmpmp3]

yor ass hurt.

Done

#art #traditional art #pencil #fanart #spy x family #yor briar #yor forger #new season started off with a bang. should i tag this spoilers. #does the concept of spoilers even apply to a comedy story about a person with a bullet in their ass #im caught up with the manga so i might be biased LOL although lemme tell ya #i wasnt sure how they'd start off the new season but i definitely wasnt expecting the your ass hurt done chapter #awesome #the new op is also awesome i care a normal amount (lying) about both spy x family and utaite so the ado song is fantastic #love how much she's gotten to do both in her original songs and the anime music shes been doing. her voice is great #also the ending song is also fantastic and the animation is so so cute

[perenlop]

i think its always worth thinking about how women are portrayed in certain stories, from fictional narratives to reddit posts presenting themselves as true stories. is every woman in the narrative either antagonistic or shallow? are most or all of the men portrayed as sympathetic and competent, moreso than the women, even if they commit the same crimes?

#i read reddit stories bc i love rotting my brain apparently and this is SO constant in those #one literally ended like ''i have concluded that i cant trust women bc theyre all lying cunts unlike the men who helped me here'' #and the comments were like ''wow.... makes you think....'' #like wc is a good litmus test. why are only the women in crookedstar's story held accountable while the men in power are shrugged off #why do all of the women get twisted into shrill harpies for nightheart's arc while all the men who commit the same pressure on him #get idealized and held up as fantastic and awesome and sympathetic #why is the man in this story calm and collected while being horrible while the woman is hysterical and emotional and loud #how come the fat woman in hh is seen as annoying and terrible and a danger to their cause bc ''she brought danger to them'' #while the snake guy outright attacks the place twice and tries to hurt them but is an uwu cinnamon roll who deserves a chance #echoed voice #like... an antagonistic woman isnt a bad thing. women can be horrible irl. absolutely but its important to try and see when this is a patte #pattern #when theres just straight up a double standard

[pepprs]

my mom was just mean to me for like no fucking reason lol. day ruined

#purrs #long story but basically i thought she did something that would damage my relationship w someone we know and i asked her if she did it and #she literally said yes she did and i asked ‘are you being sarcastic’ and she didn’t reply for a few minutes (it was over text) so i went out #to talk to her and asked if she did it and she said no she didn’t and that it was a stupid thing for me to even ask. ok then why did you #say yes then. why did you not just say of course not did you have to be cruel and do a gotcha. like lol #her sarcasm drives me fucking crazy and i can’t tell tone over text and i don’t fucking trust her so that’s why i felt the need to ask and #she just called me stupid so. awesome. she could’ve just said no like it wouldn’t have been that hard but instead she had to do this weird #sarcastic thing that she always does and then lash out at me for… falling for the trap she set? like what the fuck is wrong with you #my feelings are so hurt lol i was just chilling out enjoying myself hurting literally no one and now im trying not to cry #delete later

[brightnote]

Cobie Smulders Being Adorable in Instagram Stories

#cobie smulders #taran killam #how i met your mother #marvel #mcu #robin sherbatsky #maria hill #lisa turner #friends from college #the l word #there's definitely a lot more of these out there #she's so cute it hurts #i love her #impeachment #marvel cinematic universe #what dumb franchise works with this awesome woman for eleven years and goes 'let's kill her off' #results #results is a cute movie btw #i'll have to make a part two to this #high school #high school on freevee #tegan and sara #canada #princess of canada #himym #robin sparkles

[jays-therapist]

When characters in aoex get upset over being a burden to their friends my soul literally withers away. like shut up shut up SHUT UP. When Shiemi calls herself useless i want to shake her by the shoulders because she's so strong, why can't she see that? Your friends love you they could never see you that way. When Rin berates himself or questions why Shirou would even save his life I feel sick, dude. i feel ill. When Koneko puts himself down and calls himself the weak link i feel like i've just been hit by a train. When Yukio as a little kid apologizes to his brother for the simple act of getting beaten up by bullies and needing help.... god. fuck. i'm not well.

#get these kids some self-esteem STAT #shiemi hurts me so bad she could write five essays on why her friends are awesome #but can barely come up with a nice word to describe herself. Like she's so surprised when all her friends start complimenting her and-- #girl why wouldn't they??? you're amazing! You can materialize a fucking forest in seconds like no one else can do that #when koneko calls himself the weak link as if he's not a fucking genius. and Bon and Rin and Shima would 100% die for him c'mon #Rin's survivor's guilt literally ruins my life every time it comes up again. like love yourself king you're worthy of the life you have #and we don't even have to talk about Yukio. holy fuck. that's a whole other post dear god. #blue exorcist

[b-a-n-d-e-r]

Your cat is named Louie? 🥺🥺 and he has a croaky little miaow? 🥺🥺🥹 and you taught him to be proud of his voice ?? I love this story so much 💘

thank you! he is a Good Boy and I love him very much! He belonged to a neighbor I did not know who died (after a lengthy illness during which they made no attempt to make arrangements for him 🙃); another neighbor who I DID know was trying to home him, point being I got him in a very handshake no real info kind of way and I was told his name was Louie. Amazing, perfect, love it, I decided, no need to change it... all I knew about his history was that he had been adopted from the local shelter, but they wouldn't tell me anything about him because I was not the owner of record. Two years later I managed to sweet talk a worker there into giving me some actual info and I found out his name was LOUIS and always had been!!! I was just a cretin who just assumed it was Louie! But I decided to leave it for... Reasons. No need to make things confusing

#he has come so far in so many ways every time he demands a cuddle I could cry or demands anything tbh rather than just cowering #that's why him being meowy is so awesome like YES BABE ASSERT YOURSELF BE ANNOYING #I WILL still love you and you ARE safe!! #I fucking hate his old person who made him scared and worried about everything and think he couldn't have love #or treats #he doesn't know how to play with toys hardly still because no one ever played with him even when he was only little😫 #just yelled at him #he (and the other cat not present in this story for efficiency) both had multiple untreated health issues in his case asthma #like serious difficulty breathing #she had mats of hair that pulled and hurt her and impeded her walking and also serious joint pain issues #cw animal neglet #cw animal abuse

[svnny-day]

damn, legoshi is goin through it. I feel bad for him, but damn, the way this show goes about presenting the carnivore instincts is super fuckin awesome! it really gets the feeling across

also I like all of these characters, I'm only on ep 2 rn but damn, even the minor characters are super interesting and stand out in personality!!! I love it

#I can see why beastars is popular its absolutely stunning! I'm excited to continue watching!!!! #legoshi is interesting and seeing his struggles is both horrifying and intriguing #louis is so. awesome. it's still kinda early for me to figure him out.. but so far so good! #and haru!!!!! I can't wait to see her focus next!! I wonder how she's dealing with what happened!!!!! she deserves better. I can't wait- #-to see more of her #also honorable mention to that rude.. weasel.. I think he is! that golden retriever who's worried about legoshi #also the red fox and painted dog that were fighting was interesting! the “did you just bite me?” 😶 #I would imagine that would have the same consequences as an irl fight #and legoshi trying to stop it but trying to figure out how to lose the fight... boy is trying to not hurt anyoneee 😭 #I could keep talking about this lol #you know it's a good series when I'm only on episode 2 and have so much to say. also my memory issue having ass already memorizing even- #-minor characters!!! #beastars #beastars spoilers #just in case!

[beastking-golion]

Finished my run of Mortum’s romance and.

#full spoilers in these tags here my guys #fhr #fallen hero retribution #fhr spoilers #fallen hero retribution spoilers #okay so 1. love this gal she’s so awesome and knowing she vented to her friend about our dumbass decisions makes me weirdly happy #you are so girlboss mortum #anyways 2. shes so lovey dovey and the fact she takes the time to keep you comfortable first is sooooo ❤️ #her specifically getting cozy with you only after establishing you’re comfortable is so sweet of her #dont ‘bar is on the floor’ me btw because I have another piece to that in why it makes me so emotional #gonna talk about dubious consent here for a second so BIG warning okie? okie. #3. the scene after you reveal yourself as a regene to her and she asks why you had sex with her and you explain how you do things- #for humans because that’s what you were built to do meaning you acted for her desires not your own meaning she ‘pushed’ you into doing it #that was so devastating and I mean specifically for her as someone who clearly values consent a shit ton #yes you may have liked it but you did it cause you thought it would make her happy not because you wanted it like oh my god that hurts #she prolly understands regenes at least to some sort of degree shes a smart well connected woman so learning your bf is actually a regene- #has gotta have so many cogs and questions and worries shooting through her mind #you were made to serve humans you were controlled and abused by doctors like her you clearly fear her to some aspect #its heart breaking because of how much love she shows you and how much love she just has in general even as a villain #sorry yall I just can’t stop thinking about that scene like that had to have been so harrowing for her #it’s not your fault mortum you literally couldn’t have known even if you tried because our ass is so secretive #but it felt like it left off on a hopeful note #you both understand things so deeply about each other now and you can rebuild #start over and try again in a better safer way #one where you’re honest with her #AAWASG TH GFHFHFNGN it was really good it was so good #love that gal mortum so much #built out of love and vinegar she’s so awesome sauce #and with that I’ve played all the fhr2 romances #I can’t decide which romance is my favorite but I know which is my least (and it’s not my bbg mortum love ya)

[sesanghe-myah]

They look like little grannies 😂

On another note, it felt terrible to learn that RuPong’s mom got swindled 😢

Her pups and even RuPong’s fans noticed how down she was 😔

I feel so bad, I hope that when her brand new house is finished (which RuPong is sitting on right now 😂), she can put all those bad feelings to rest and enjoy life with her daughters together to the fullest. Eomma, hwaiting! We love you! ✊😭❤️

And Pongki trying her best too 🤣

#srsly it’s scary that ANYONE can be a fraud even a seemingly harmless old lady 😰 #i laughed when eomma told all fraudsters that she hoped they step in dog 💩 #she’s so awesome 😆 may she be protected from all strife and hurt for what a great person she is 🙏 #rupong house #rudy #pongki

[realboutfatalfury]

hiiro my darling cutie <3 yaaay

#the crab one makes me laugh so muhc. girl doesn;t that hurt?! #sucks people don't like her as much... she's so cutie? #also she is really swag as a character... wants to be a therapist like her parents to help people #but has her own problems that she doesn't really talk about with people!!!! but her friends care soo much for her well being they help her! #oooh girl... #there's a better way of phrasing that but ya!. hiirooooo #she also has a ferret? so awesome

[winguontheweb]

SLARPG idea I'm gonna doodle someday probably but also I feel like it's funny enough to share on its own

Jodie: I don't have Uno, so… Claire: …EVERYONE HAS UNO! It came free with your XBox, Jodie Jodie: I guess I didn't get it. I might honestly have the oldest XBox in Greenridge. Claire: No you don't, I bought mine on day one, liar! Jodie, now upset at being called a liar: Well mine didn't have it! Claire: YOU HAVE UNO, BITCH! Jodie: I DON'T HAVE IT YOU FUCKIN-

cut Melody and Allison walk in with a pizza box Allison: whooo's ready for- Claire: YOU HAVE UNOOOO!!!!! Jodie: I DON'T FUCKING HAVE UNO MOTHER FUCKER

Mel and Allison just look like that one gif of Troy from Community coming back in with the pizza as Claire and Jodie yelling at each other

#hey yknow what #its awesome that tumblr supports #actual text formatting #nice #also my interpretation for #jodie #is that her stated dislike of lies #would make her take a lot of offense if she's called a liar #she seems so honest #that it would hurt and anger her to imply she's lying

[dragoninahumancostume]

I found a photo album of me when I was max 7 years old, and that girl looked so happy even doing the simplest things.

Petting her cat? Smiling. Hugging her dad? Smiling. Literally just a picture of her standing, and she'd be smiling as if the world was perfect and she was the happiest person ever.

What happened to her. What happened to me. I can't even fake a smile for the pictures, I can't even feel content. I can't even tell my emotions apart. I can't even talk to people.

Where did that happy little girl go? Was it when I realized she'd die one die? Was it when her best friend made fun of her the first time? Was it one of the lots of fights she had with her friends? Was it being stuck at home for two years?

What the fuck happened to me

#Had to close the album before I started crying bc gods it hurt so much seeing the difference between her and me #Even simple selfies #She had the biggest confidence and thought she was awesome and perfect. I can't take a simple picture of me without feeling that I look bad

[boygirlctommy]

Everin D’Kāio! overlord dictator tyrant Ruler of Moth Morien!

#my post #my art #the wondrous oc tag #madineau #everin dkaio #ISNT SHE SO FREEKING COOL??? #SHES AWESOME. I LOVE HER #she’s magic and she’s really really bad at being in charge and she’s 17 when put into power and about 18/19 at the time of this painting #I just finished this like 20 minutes ago <3 love and light #AAAA I AM OVERCOME WITH LOVE FOR EVERIN <333 SHE MEANS THE WORLD TO MEEEEE #she got blown up </3 BY HER OWN BROTHER! IT JOINED A REBELLION TO OVERTHROW HER #NDKDJSKD !! to be fair kiet didn’t WANT or MEAN to hurt ev. it was a very overwhelming confusing panic filled moment #but! it did still stay with the rebellion. even after it’d been made clear that they intended to kill ev. so. do with that what you will. #ev is so cool <3 she’s bitter and closed off and antisocial and SO annoying to talk with #I’d do anything for her. I love her so much I try not to pick favorites out of my ocs but. everin *heart eyes* #mars.art

[pepprs]

lmaooooo i think i need to quit teaching forever and also bury myself in a hole. lol

#purrs #grading papers on a sunday and the WAYYYYY this one students paper just hurt my feelings so fucking bad. i mean it’s not just hers but like. #god. it’s the most childish thing in the world (which makes sense / is the literal problem. that i am a child.) but im coteaching this class #(WHICH I TOOK and my co-instructors were MY instructors and now im replacing one of them who’s also the one who left in july lol 😍😍😍😍😍😍) and #ive had WICKED impostor syndrome bc… not to air it all out but im airing it all out bc im so mad lol. they’re both older men with phds and w #wives and families and im a 24 year old in the first year of her career with a bachelors degree who stilllives at home w her parents and #also the two of them and the third instructor literaly developed this class together and again i TOOK IT as a student in their class 2 years #ago. so again… WICKED impostor syndrome. and the class is all abt figuring out how to thrive in different contexts that are constrained by s #social norms so it’s relevant to talk abt impostor syndrome and i have talked about it. and also i get substantial parts to lead in the #classes and whatever and take attendance and grade papers and send out emails to the whole class etc etc. so WHY are the other two #instructors getting shoutouts in the papers and i am getting… NOTHING!!!! naught a SINGLE mention. when i am literally fucking LIVING #THROUGH the things we’re taking abt in class abt the first year of ur career and impostor syndrome and shit……. oh iknow why! because they #don’t actually see me as an instructor because im short and a nothing girl and an IMPOSTOR!!!!! LOLLLLL 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 and the book chapter was the #same too lol like im the only co-author who doesn’t actually get individually named as making a contribution in the text of it and nobody #noticed but me because it’s a stupid thing to notice but i still noticed. awesome. i love being invisible and not actually mattering ♥️ < #<- has the mental illness that makes you utterly unable to see evidence of how you actually do matter and only hyperfocus on the evidence th #that you don’t <- but also is trapped in the psychijc prison of some parts of her environment telling her she does matter and other parts t #telling her she doesn’t so can you blame her for going CRAZY!!!!!!!!! like is this literally not the normal well adjusted reaction to have #to GENUINELY LEGITIMATELY JUSTIFIABLY upsetting thigns. when the circumstances are fucked up and deleterious 😍😍😍😍😍😍 #delete later #oh also im apparently not even an official instructor in Da System (which is a problem and it is not supposed to be that way) so i won’t #even get to read abt how the students fucking forgot about me and think im a nothing girl because they won’t even have a chance to give me #that feedback!!! lol. i think * and * should just do everything together because they are both qualified to do it. and i should spin off #into the abyss and quit my job and never be heard from again. that’s how this shit makes me feel. like ik it’s just a couple of students and #their opinions literally don’t matter but im like hm how about i go fuck off then since clearly i don’t make a difference to you. lole <3 #* i won’t get that feedback etc etc bc i am not going to get course evals because im not in Da System. lol ♥️