#SHION IM WORRIED

[the-tragic-heroine]

死鬼祭 | Shiki Matsuri

fandom: tokyo revengers

characters: kurokawa izana, kakucho, haitani ran, haitani rindou, madarame shion

pairings: tenjiku x female reader

cw: blood, violence, minor character death, supernatural elements, she/her pronouns used for reader

tags: @akemiixx01​

—✧ SUMMARY ✧—

The villagers say that you cursed them all. You believe that they were the ones who cursed you. (Or, in which the circumstances of your unfortunate birth woke a forgotten, slumbering god.)

Very vague depictions of the supernatural here, and a few cameos of specific yokai if you can spot them! Title is based off of a song by KODOKULOVE! More characters may be added as the story progresses.

Read on AO3 Read Chapter One | Read Chapter Two | Read Chapter Three

CHAPTER 肆 FOUR

“Damn, there’s even more of these fuckers around than before,” Ran said as he cleansed the shrine grounds. “Hey, princess— my beloved little bro’s training been paying off yet?”

“Fuck off,” Rindou grumbled from where he sat next to you on the engawa as usual. He clicked his tongue and pointed at the slip of paper you were writing on. “You missed a stroke there. And here— the kanji is wrong.”

“Not again,” you groaned, dropping your brush with an exasperated sigh. Your fingers were already stained dark with splotches of calligraphy ink. “Who decided to come up with this many characters? And look, they’re practically the same, too!”

“Yeah, keep saying that. Just don’t come crying to me when it doesn’t work.”

“C’mon, Rin— don’t be so harsh on her,” Ran said, dusting his hands off and making his way back to the two of you. “Anyways, I’m done. If any more come back, though, you’re handlin’ it. I’m gonna take a nap.” Before either of you could say anything, he plopped down by your side and stretched himself across your lap like a cat. With a contented hum, he let his cheek rest against your thigh and closed his eyes.

Rindou’s brow twitched. “Get off her, you lazy asshole.”

“Nope.”

“It’s okay,” you interjected with a little laugh. “I don’t mind, really. Besides, I think I need a break. We’ve been writing all day.”

Ran cracked open one purple eye. “Yeah, Rin. Let’s have a break.”

“Ugh, fine. Whatever.”

Rindou moved to gather up the papers and stand, but you stopped him by placing a hand on his arm. He glanced over at you with an incredulous expression as you lay down yourself, tugging him down together with you. “Hey—”

“I say we all have a nap,” you announced, beaming brightly. “Izana can’t be mad at all of us, can he?”

“He sure can,” Rindou muttered, but found himself settling down by your side all the same. “C’mere, the floor is hard. You’ll get a headache if you sleep on it for too long.” He shifted your head so that you lay against his shoulder—and at the same time, Ran moved off your lap, wriggling his way up your side and wrapping his arms around your waist.

“The fuck are you doing?” Rindou snapped.

“You’re gettin’ too close. At least lemme have a bit, too.”

“Shut up, you guys,” you grumbled, but you couldn’t stop the giggle bubbling up. “Stop arguing and sleep.”

When Izana returned later that day, he found the three of you still curled up and fast asleep in a tangled mess of limbs—with both Ran and Rindou each clutching one of your hands. He smiled, as he usually did, and as he passed by bent down to brush a few strands of hair out of your eyes made a mental note to assign both brothers to housecleaning for the rest of the week.

—✧—

Kakucho steeled his expression when he and Izana entered town together—for him, the first time in a couple of weeks, as Izana had deliberately prevented him from going. Yet, from the state of the village, he could have been convinced that another hundred years had gone by.

What had originally been a flock of malevolent spirits scattered between buildings and people had melted together into a thick, oozing miasma that stretched over nearly the entire area, like if fog had solidified and turned black. The villagers could not see any of it, of course—but the negative atmosphere was palpable. People argued. Children cried. The rest wore a haggard, exhausted imitation of what their faces used to be. Not even a single bird dared to perch on any rooftops.

“You’re concerned,” Izana said, matter-of-factly like he was merely stating the weather. There was no sense in debating it, so Kakucho simply shrugged his shoulders in half-hearted affirmation. Izana’s white eyelashes fluttered as he smiled.

“Don’t worry. She’ll understand,” he said, stepping into the village and breezing past wretched person after wretched person without sparing them a second glance. Kakucho trailed behind him with his mouth firmly shut. “Even if she doesn’t, she will not have a choice. This place is beyond saving.”

Was it? The black-haired subordinate could not help but think back on his master’s previous actions: how he never allowed any of them to cleanse the village; how he never permitted more than one person to patrol the area without him; how he purposefully allowed your tormentors to live; how in spite of his over-protectiveness and constant watchful eye, he never warned you against going back into town until you were violently driven out yourself. He thought about Rindou’s words and how you finally started to trust them, even after all that you went through. His stomach twisted inside-out. Of course, even without having to look at him, Izana noticed.

“I normally don’t appreciate weakness,” the god said. “Especially not at this crucial moment. But, you know, I’m glad. That you care about her so much.”

Purple eyes caught Kakucho’s startled gaze. “I’ve known you ever since we both came to be,” he continued. “Together we learned about the cruelty of selfish humans and the world—yet your heart is still as soft as it was the day you were born. What is yours is mine and what is mine is yours, too. Don’t forget it.”

With that, Izana entered one of the village homes. Kakucho followed instinctively, and it was only when he heard the telltale sound of weeping that he realised where they were. Hunched over the unconscious form of a familiar young man was his equally familiar mother, crying without end. He lay deathly still upon a worn futon.

Kakucho knew right then what Izana wanted him to do.

What is mine is yours.

Your smiling face flashed to his mind—the last living person who held Izana’s heart in her hands. The heart that had been crushed into dust and left to rot over centuries. Without any more hesitation, Kakucho reached into the young man’s chest, gripped that weakly beating organ, and squeezed.

Black ink bubbled up from the corners of his lips, parted to let out one last breath. Out poured more of the putrid liquid, streaming from every orifice: his ears, nose, and eyes, forming a gaping shadow on the floor reminiscent of your mother’s death.

—✧—

Unbeknownst to you, the first stone had fallen. (But in Izana’s eyes, that stone had already tumbled into motion centuries ago.)

It arrived at your doorstep in the form of a loud commotion: a litany of hushed, frantic voices, intercepted in-between by shrieking wails of blood-curdling anguish. Terrified, you found yourself huddled inside of your room once more, mind looping with blurred memories. Shion was pacing irritably in front of the closed door; the second you saw him materialize out of his spiritual form, cracking his knuckles with a feral grin and a bloodthirsty glint in his eyes, you had dragged him inside with you before he could even protest. (Why the others had left him alone with you again, you did not know—although you had an inkling that perhaps they felt he was not competent enough to join them on more important missions.)

“Lemme at ‘em,” Shion growled, a prominent vein bulging from the side of his half-shaved head. “I’ll teach ‘em not to mess with us.”

“No,” you snapped. “No. Pretend we’re not home and they… they might leave. Or at least, buy us some time before Izana and the others make it back home…”

“Why? Why do I gotta wait for ‘em?!”

“Because you’re gonna turn this place into a bloodbath!”

“So? They’d do it too. That’s the fuckin’ point—”

“Yeah, but you would find a way to make it so much worse—”

Your argument was cut off abruptly by the voices outside, now close enough that you could distinguish what exactly they were saying.

“Please!” A voice you instantly recognized pierced you right through the chest. “Please, my son— Please do something, I’m begging you—”

“Ma’am, it’s dangerous! Come home!”

“There’s nothing that witch can do! He’s already dead…!”

In an instant, you were on your feet and pushing Shion aside. He gaped at you, stuck in place with a dumbfounded expression as you shoved open the fusama and ran to the shrine entrance. A beat later, he was chasing after you, shouting in confusion. “[Name], what the fuck?!”

Your response was to whirl around and slam your hand against his chest. Shion only had half a second to glance down at a piece of paper, which had adhered itself to his body, before an electric jolt paralyzed him from head-to-toe and he collapsed to the floor. One of Rindou’s talismans, he thought as he convulsed in place, glazed eyes only able to stare at the ceiling. Unable to move, he listened your footsteps recede. Bastard.

By the time you made it to the entrance, the villagers had already given up on holding the grieving mother back—and when you emerged from behind the door, they cowered and fled. The woman threw herself at your feet, her face a mess of tears and snot, hands curled like claws around your ankles. You crouched down hesitantly, leaning in as close as you could so that you could decipher her through her sobbing.

“Please,” she cried. “Please bring him back! I am sorry for everything we have done! Just please… give him back to me. I have no one left. I am all alone…”

I am all alone.

Your feeble heart shattered and as best as you could, you wrapped your arms around her while she wept into the dirt at your feet. There was nothing else you could do, for even a god such as Izana could not bring the dead back to life. You wondered about the remaining teenagers back at the village; you had not seen any of them during the last time you visited, and shuddered at the memory of Ran’s coldhearted yet gleeful retelling of their injuries. Were they near death, too? Would they be next? How many more people would break just like this, finding themselves at your home and begging desperately for a forgiveness that you still were unable to grant?

“Please, say something,” the woman said, lifting her head to look at your stricken expression. “I will do anything to save him. Please tell me there is something you can do…”

You swallowed. “Ma’am,” you breathed out, forcing yourself to remain steady. “I… I’m not a witch, nor a healer. There is nothing I can do for your son. I’m sorry.”

“No,” she rasped, eyes wild. “No, you’re lying.”

With a growing pit in your stomach, you realised where this conversation was heading yet again. You attempted to wriggle your way out of her grip, still locked like a vice around your ankles. “I’m not,” you protested, trying not to panic. “I’m not lying—”

The relief when she let go was fleeting; you had no time to react when she launched herself at you, shaking you viciously by the shoulders. The force of it sent you careening to the ground, landing you flat on your back and knocking the wind from your lungs.

“You’re lying!” she screeched, spittle flying from her cracked lips, tinged with black. “I’ve seen those ghosts creeping about your shrine! You have been communing with demons, haven’t you?! Give him back! Give my son back!”

This time, both of her bony hands wrapped around your throat. You wheezed, nails scrabbling at her wrists, legs kicking out from beneath you as your vision began to grow spotty. Her shouting grew muffled as your ears began to ring—but it wasn’t just her voice anymore. Your eyes flew open in horror, all the while gasping for air, just in time to witness the first few trickles of a dark substance leaking from the corners of her mouth. Then her ears, her nose, her eyes—and with a distorted cry, it all rushed out of her at once, engulfing you both in a twisting mass that threatened to permeate your own body.

Why did you think you could fix things? Why did you think you could do this alone? Why did you think that there was even hope for them to be saved? Now, because of your own stupidity, you were going to die, and without your belief to keep them going, Izana and the rest of his followers would die, too—

“Tch, tell Rindou that his stupid talismans ain’t SHIT!”

The black smoke surrounding you burst like a bubble, scattering blobs of goo in every direction. Sweet, sweet air poured into your airways as you were abruptly released. One of your hands grasped your aching neck while you coughed and gasped, the other bracing yourself on the ground. In front of you stood Shion, cracking his neck and rolling his shoulders, a look of pure fury on his face. And, writhing several meters in front of Shion was the grotesque form of the village woman, now completely covered with a ghastly, laughing mess of demonic spirits.

“I’ll get back atcha for doin’ that, you bitch,” Shion grumbled, turning his head briefly to glare at you over his shoulder, but his words lacked any real sort of venom. With that he turned back around and stalked toward the demons, whose attention was now focused entirely on him. Then, he was onto them.

Shion did not fight like Ran, who moved with a conscious elegance and grace like he were putting on a performance. He did not fight like Rindou, whose form was stable and practiced to perfection. Instead he was like a wild animal, all vicious teeth and claws, ripping through each entity as if they were nothing but rice paper. You watched, wide-eyed and frozen in place, while Shion tore his way through the horde until only the villager remained—still tearfully wailing into the forest, tongue black and dripping liquid soot. He spared you one more glance with burning eyes, only for his brows to furrow and his rage to shift into something else: softer, more muted. Don’t look.

But you did look. Maybe it was the guilt gnawing away at your insides, or maybe you were too enraptured by the sight, or maybe your brain was still struggling to process everything in anything other than slow-motion. Whatever the reason, you watched as Shion plunged one hand down the woman’s gaping mouth, her jaw snapping further open as his entire arm vanished up to his shoulder. Several long, agonising seconds passed before he appeared to grip something—then pulled. With a horrific spray of dark liquid, both blood and enigma combined, Shion yanked her still-beating heart right out of her body. Around it curled a demon, clutching the dripping organ in the imitation of a warm embrace.

“My son,” it gurgled, before Shion crushed it into nothingness.

A heavy silence fell upon the woods. When he appeared by your side next, a bloody hand reached for your face—but quickly recoiling in realisation and awkwardly offering the sleeve of his yukata instead. The fabric brushed against your wet cheeks. You did not know you had been crying.

—✧—

“Can’t believe fuckin’ Shion out of all people saved the day,” Ran bemoaned. “All ‘cause we weren’t home for what, one fuckin’ hour? D’ya think Izana did it on purpose?!”

“That’s what you’re upset about?” Rindou shot him a glare.

“Shut up, Rin. You’re the one who’s mad he didn’t get to see our little [Name] use his talisman on the buffoon.”

“Look, I’m not mad. I just wish I could have seen it in person.”

“Maybe we could ask her to do it again?”

Both brothers glanced over at you, sandwiched between the two of them at your usual spot. But you gave no sign that you were even listening, eyes staring blankly ahead as you sipped a cup of tea. Ever since that incident, the men had been staying home more often than not; instead, Izana, sometimes accompanied by Kakucho, was the one who was absent in their stead. In fact, you had not seen the shrine god in quite some time—not after the evening he spoke with you in private.

“It’s been a while since we’ve last talked like this,” Izana murmured. He was laying on his side next to your futon, one hand propping his chin up and the other stroking your hair. “I take it you’ve been enjoying the company of my servants, however.”

You studied his face through sleepy, half-lidded eyes and slowly nodded. Izana smiled, as he always did, but this time it was tinged with the faintest melancholy. He pinched a lock of hair between two fingers, rubbing them together before letting them fall against your cheek. Purple eyes traced every little movement.

“Soon,” he said, voice gentle like a sweet lullaby. “Soon, the sun will rise… but only after the storm has passed.”

“I don’t understand,” you whispered. “What are you doing…? What are you trying to do?”

“When the time is right, I will tell you, little one. Just know that I am doing it all for you. And for us.”

Izana really was beautiful, you thought to yourself; the moonlight shining through the window illuminated his white hair and lashes with an ethereal glow. In moments like these, he truly embodied the image of a deity. Yet…

“I thought that gods and spirits were different from us,” you admitted quietly. “But now, I think… I think that you’re all just another kind of human.”

“In any other situation, I would be offended,” he said with a small laugh, “but coming from you? I can be convinced to take it as a compliment.” As he spoke, his fingers drifted to your mouth, thumb swiping across your bottom lip. When he leaned in, your eyes fluttered shut.

You awoke to an empty room with the taste of plum sake on your lips.

#tokyo revengers x reader #tkrv x reader #tenjiku x reader #kurokawa izana x reader #kakucho x reader #haitani ran x reader #haitani rindou x reader #madarame shion x reader #IF WAKUI WON'T GIVE MY BBYGWORL SHION THE CHANCE TO SHINE THEN I WILL!!! #don't worry it gets worse from here #im almost done w chapter 5 but i've already written chapter 6 #chapter 5 is the calm before the storm #but chapter 6 will be brutal

[deus-and-the-machina]

xenoblade 1 is interesting because when I first played it I had really mixed feelings. mostly I think because it had been slightly overhyped for me. there were so many videos with masterpiece in the description and people saying it was their favorite.

there was a lot that first turned me off during the story (namely the way it handled its female characters made me frustrated at multiple points) and also how they handled the revenge arc because I have very very specific taste in revenge arcs and I just dont think it landed for me. 

I think I appreciate it a lot more now that im fully deep into the series. I do like a lot about it, from its gameplay to its environment to a lot of the little cast interactions, to just shulk existing. yeah. yeah its alright

#I remember when fiora died and dunban reyn and shulk were all talking about it I couldn't help but just be acutely aware they'd killed off #the only girl in the cast for their revenge quest and it put a sour taste in my mouth. at least we got sharla soon after who they ALSO did #dirty :(((( and they do bring fiora back but man. girl you've been through so much and have a GOD in your body but all you can think about #is how your bf will feel are you serious. its like they saw the backlash to shion and went ok women no more being realistically upset for #you gotta wait like another game or two :/// you get to never confront or be mad about the guy who stabbed you or the guy who wanted you #brainwashed and also forcibly altered your body irreversibly no your boyfriend gets tobe mad about it. be nice and optimistic darnit #and every lady in the party has their story tied to a romantic relationship in some waytoo. l'man. at least melia got her moment in fc #and its like. its odd bc I dont really DISLIKE any of the major 1 characters its on a scale from liking them to being upset on their behalf #like you have so many charming moments and interactions and I WANT to like you. but they just did you so dirty :(((( #idk ive wanted to get that out there for a while. I have very messy feelings on 1 which is kinda ironic bc a lot of people considered it the #less controversial one for a long time lol. and it is. but still. #siren says #xenoblade #xenoblade chronicles #im constantly on my hater arc btw but I only let it out occasionally bc I am constantly worried of backlash online. I keep my bitching to #friends mostly lmao and oh do they know all about it

[megane-sama]

HE'S HEREEEEEE.

In conclusion.

#im so normal about Shion #SO NORMAL #this is peak well adjusted normalcy actually #why's my screen moist? #you don't gotta worry about that bro #ALTHOUGH THEY SHOULDVE KEPT HIS WHITE LASHES #WHY DIDNT THEY?!?! #but honestly im just happy to see my husband #Jigokuraku #hells paradise #episode 8

[mafuteru]

Please be safe with the guy that's been stalking you..i hope you're okay! Make sure to carry some form of protection with you if you don't already..

I'm not sure how you have the patience to deal with something like this

im relatively fine! im not all that scared just a bit stressed and annoyed.. since i dislike interacting w strangers in the first place. the gifts are also troublesome..

#theres just bags of useless gifts in my living room. taking up space #i dont rly have any kind of weapon i could take w me outside #what happens happens i guess.. but im not too worried since i live right next to the town square. always people around #shion obsession syndrome is so real... #cant wait until i can relax inside my own apartment.. without having to worry about #someone ringing the doorbell everyday and having to stay quiet and feign like im not home #thank you anon for the advice :} i hope we will both have more pleasant times ahead of us #ask #anon

[meowdarame]

my fav thing is listening to han tell us their headcanons about the misadventures of pug!shion and pug!dice

#🎲.discussions #they legit made hcs abt when they have to go on a trip n leave me n shion with kaku #THEY WERE SO CUTE UGH im soft #in another life shion n i would be pugs #like puppy dog pals type vibe #just chillen vibin eatin sleepin #oh to be a house pet with no worries 🥹

[vixensbrainrotts]

Ran fucked up

Summary: so you found out that Ran is sorta-kinda using you for information, money and material for Tenjiku and took revenge before the damage was too heavy. Come the time when Ran was supposed to display results, he has some explaining to do…

Tropes: Tenjiku! Arc

Content warnings: none really, this time around its just kinda cracky, implied intentional accidents i guess? Idk let me know if there’s anything

Vixen’s two cents: I saw that prompt and JUMPED on the opportunity cause i had a silly little idea (lets pretend im not writing this in my theory of evolution lecture right now). This is such a funny prompt to me, I hope you enjoy. Prompt taken from @the-cypress-grove - prompt 131 (thank youuuuu) Remember that my requests are open if you have any ideas!

Rindou has never seen his older brother this nervous- actually, this is the first time he’s seen him nervous, ever. The man in question was pacing (to the best of his efforts) restlessly, and it was driving Rin insane. „It‘s your fault, you know?“ Rindou quipped from where he was sitting. „And you’re not fucking helping. Izana is going to rip me apart, if i survive Kakucho that is.“ Ran mutters more to himself than to his brother.

Rolling his eyes, Rindou decides that he has to take control of the situation. „Come on Ran, its best to get it over with fast, perhaps they’ll pity you because of your… state right now.“ Rindou makes his way to the door, shrugging on a cardigan and taking the keys out of the little dish by the door. The look that Ran gives him almost ignites a little bit of pity in Rindou. Almost.

20 minutes later the two of them are standing in front of the place of meeting and Ran is sweating bullets. „Come on..“ Rindou drawled again. Offended, Ran throws him a look „You’re not the one who’s about to get mauled.“ Ran crows in slight pain, but Rindou spared no sympathy, „Your fault.“ Rindou was the first to enter the area donning the heavenly kings‘s presence. He silently greet his colleagues with a curt wave, but felt a little puzzled when he didn’t receive one in return. The confused looks on their faces were almost comedic before Rindou noticed the distinct lack of brother by his side.

Rindou heaved a sigh and half-turns to face the entrance again, gesturing to the door for the Heavenly Kings to see. „He‘s coming, don’t worry.“ He assured and trudged on towards his place.

„Sit down Haitani.“ a sharp voice pierced the air as Izana spoke. A shiver ran down Rindou‘s spine, and all of a sudden he understood his brother‘s fear: Izana was scary as such, and blatantly terrifying when disappointed. Quickly, Rindou took a seat beside Mochi. Silence reigned after that. Not a word was spoken, not a breath was taken whilst they waited for Ran to enter.

Finally the tension broke when Ran walked through the door, his head low and limping slightly. „Were ya roughed up or something?“ Shion was the first to speak. „Well..“ Ran sounded a bit defeated as his voice trailed off, remaining standing at a respectable distance. „You’re here. And late at that.“, Izana‘s voice freezes the air as he speaks, „I hope for your sake that your little project proves to be as useful as you made it sound.“ Ran tries very hard to look anywhere but the Kings, instead trying to make eye-contact with his brother, but Rindou only raises his hands slightly in surrender and shoots him a look that says you brought yourself into this mess, im not gonna help you on this one.

„Do tell Ran. How‘s your little girlfriend doing, hm? Are you treating her well? Is the good service paying off? She give you somethin‘ yet?“ Shion has the gall to poke at Ran, stacking questions on him in a singsong tone. Despite the almost joking nature of the questions, they hang heavy in the air.

„I don’t think she likes me all that much right now.“ Ran finally says.

„What makes you think that?“ Kakucho is the one to speak this time, noticing Izana's annoyance and grasping the reigns of the conversation. Whilst he sounds genuinely concerned, Kakucho‘s half-blind eye does nothing to make Ran feel more comfortable, as he visibly shrinks beneath his gaze.

„She founded out.“ Ran breaks the news in a whisper, and the air around them changes into something much more alive, and much more electric. „What.“ Kakucho‘s voice is loud in stark contrast.

„She hit me with her car.“ Ran shrinks even further into himself when the guys surrounding him laugh. „Clever Girl!“ Shion quips between heaves of laughter, bracing himself against an also-snickering-Mucho who adds „What if it was an accident?“. Ran only shakes his head, face and neck ablaze with red as he puffs himself up against the humiliation. „She looked me dead in the eye and reversed!“ Laughter bounces off the walls once again.

#x reader #tokyo rev x reader #tokyo revengers #tokyo revengers x reader #ran x reader #ran #ran haitani #ran haitani x reader #rindou haitani #tr rindou #tenjiku #tenjiku x reader #tr ran #tokyo rev x you #tokrev #tokyo manji revengers #tr content

[eggtartz]

a/n : my first headcannons im writing this to clear up my head

summary : how tenjiku would be on their first date with you! (i might do the other gangs if y'all want me to)

izana

- oh boy he's nervous alright, he might not see like it but he went shopping all day long dragging the other members with him

- picked a place a bit far from the city because you said you liked the country side

- he enjoys you talking, it somehow calms him down

- he will bring you shopping that day if you're not too tired

- if you're tired, izana would bring you home and plan another date! (expect lots of surprises because he has influences everywhere)

kakucho

- NERVOUS WRECK

- can't stop sweating for the love of god because he's finally going out with someone he really likes

- ran teased him a lot about it

- will run to the other side of the car to open the door for you

- would be worried sick if you don't like his restaurant choice (tell him he did great, he loves compliments more than anything)

ran

- he would wear those very expensive brand of cologne that was too musky for your liking

- would bring you flowers! like huge bouquet ones..

- again, he acts calm while trying to hold your hand while driving but he's nervous as hell as you might reject him

- would bring you to wine tastings!

- fancy dinners too! and he would buy some new dresses for you to wear on that day

rindou

- his hair slick back and all (no mullet no he wanted to look 'ravishing')

- he even removed his glasses and tried this goddamn lenses so he could look better on his date

- forgive him, he might stutter a lot. might be awkward at first

- try opening some topics that he knows, he'll be chatty then!

- will come home giggly, kicking his feet and shit after seeing your text messages

shion

- his first date idea was to bring you to a gang fight.. got smacked in the head by mochi because of that

- after lots of suggestions he went to the aquarium with you

- a lot of brushing hands attempting to hold your hand (you played dumb because he looked cute blushing)

- eats a lot of sweets with you

- im imagining a lot of dates going to carnivals afterwards!

hanma

- he didn't touch any of his smoke that day because you didn't liked the smell of it

- ate a lot of chewing gum incase ykyk (he has planned how it'll go to but you just had other ideas)

- would dress up for once and not use his motorcycle but pick you up with his car

- would text kisaki so much, like spamming every update ('okay she likes the food' 'wait she frowning?' 'WAIT SHE'S FROWNING BECAUSE THE FOOD IS SO GOOD SHE'S SO CUTE')

kisaki

- fancy ass dates

- so fancy you felt underdressed

- he felt guilty for making you feel that way so before dropping you home, he bought you ice creams

- would eat it in the parking lot while laughing lightly as you both accidentally smudged bits of ice cream on your attires

mucho

- FIRST DATE TO THE BAKERY CANON NO ONE CAN SAY OTHERWISE

- would buy all sorts of pastries for to try

- thinks you're cute, cheek stuffed with lots of food

- you had that sugar rush so he had to endure you jumping around and being excited about the simplest things

- adores the reaction you gave as the warm pastry melts on your tongue

- more to action man, he doesn't talk much just occasional mmh, yeah, really but he's hearing you very closely.

mochi

- wanted to bring you to the mall

- going in and out every store because he likes to spoil you. also he thinks you're endearing when you're happy

- would be the type of man to change their shoes if your heels was uncomfortable (imagine his big ass shoes in your foot while he walked in your heels flawlessly.. his days at juvie helped a lot with balance..)

koko

- A VERY EXPENSIVE DATE AWAITS YOU

- for the date, he would buy your dress, your perfume, your shoes, new makeup, accessories, a new bag- should i go on because there's a list

- when you thought koko was done lmao YOU THOUGHT

- picked you up IN A DAMN LIMO

- please assure him that he's very much and tell him it's okay have a simple date (he does that because he's very insecure that he might not do enough)

- went back very late because the area you were had heavy traffic and you were in a limo....

*apologies for not adding sanzu because i can't wrap my head around him 😔*

#tokyo revengers #tokrev #tokyo rev x y/n #tokyo revengers fluff #tokyo revengers x reader #tokyo revengers x yn #fluff #tokrev imagines #tokyo revengers imagines #izana kurokawa #kakucho hitto #ran haitani #rindou haitani #haruchiyo sanzu #kokonoi hajime #mutou yasuhiro #mochizuki kanji #shuji hanma #kisaki tetta #shion madarame

[kimakento]

jo1 members as your bf spending time with you! (p.1)

(s4 and mame)

pairing(s) : otouto line!jo1 members x fem!reader

genre(s) : fluff

tags : established relationship, teeth rotting fluff, idk jo1 being cute

a/n : im probably going to forget ab writing part 2, so don’t expect much 💔..

syoya -

bf!syoya would definitely take you out on cute picnic dates. he’d probably finish the food you’ve prepared and then slowly realise you’ve had nothing to eat and apologise profusely. even while you’ve reassured him and told him that he looked adorable while he was eating and that you weren’t even hungry :(.

he’d definitely pull you into a warm hug, still saying sorry and promising that he’d treat you to dinner later. (and that he did)

“i was just joking, i’m not even that hungry!”

“i hear your stomach rumbling…”

“but-“

shion -

bf!shion would definitely take you to your fave resto and spoil you, all the while he’d tell you the same dad jokes over and over. shion would also remind you to order anything you wanted and not to worry about the cost since he really loves you and doesn’t care about what he has to pay!

bf!shion would then ask to stay over, making sure to take care of you. he’d help you get ready for bed and tuck you in, whispering goodnight. even going as far to making you breakfast in bed the next morning.

“why did the chicken cross the road?”

“you’ve told this joke atleast ten times..”

“and it’s funny everytime!”

shosei -

bf!shosei would text you to come over while he was practicing a song on his piano., you’d watch in awe at his talent and pure skill to play something so beautiful. after he’s done, shosei would be so proud of himself for woo’ing you and he’d absolutely give you a shy smile as you applaud.

bf!shosei would then seat you behind the piano, teaching you a bit of his favourite song, giving you a little piano lesson. you’d watch attentively as he excitedly explains each step of playing the song.

“was that good? did i play it right?”

“you were perfect.”

“really?!”

sukai -

bf!sukai would just love to be around you all the time. hes barely vocal about his feelings and sees it as a hard topic for him. but he’ll definitely show you his affection through his actions.

bf!sukai loves to hold your hand while running his thumb over the back of your palm repeatedly to assure you whenever you’re anxious. sukai will also pepper your face with little kisses to try to comfort you.

“are you okay?”

“yeah i am, don’t worry.”

“you sure?”

mame -

bf!mame loves to sit down with you and binge all the kamen rider series together, even making sure to explain all the references and show you his role in the series so you can praise his acting skills.

bf!mame would also try to get you to play against him in various video games he likes. most like overwatch (yes im referencing their time in korea when they went to that pc cafe) and call of duty as well, as those are his all-time favourite games!

“ha! i won this round.”

“nooo i let you win…”

“no you didn’t-“

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#kimakento #kimakento writes #kimakento speaks #jo1 #jo1 x reader #fluff #x reader #jpop

[marion-blythe]

Every once in a while I have thoughts abt Nova Summerfield and I cry a little. The sheer amounts of loss this man has undergone through his life and the way it shapes his character is so heartbreaking.

His carefree, pathetic-man act is sometimes all people see so im making this post for him because i want people to know he's such a good character, so well written and so nuanced.

like he's naturally an affectionate person, very touchy, very loving. He talks affectionately of his dad, and the silly little experiments he'd do, and the way his parents loved one another implies he grew up in a good family. After the death of Oswald, that place of love became void. In that void he filled in Marion. Marion made him feel needed, gave him a reason to wake up in the morning and just be a human being. This boy, this baby, was one of the last experiments Oswald left behind. I think at first he probably took care of him purely out of necessity, maybe a little out of the sentimentality for him being left behind by Oswald, but somewhere in there, his genuine love for the boy grew. Watching Marion grow up, seeing his little milestones and achievements, seeing him grow into a person, an individual, instead of being just "the experiment left behind", along with the love he received from him gave him back the warmth he felt he lost upon Oswald's passing. So he chose to stay strong, chose to move forward for his sake as well.

His carefree attitude towards most things makes it so people tend to leave him alone to his thoughts when it comes to his emotions, and it seems like he prefers it being that way, as shown by his preference for avoiding confrontation with victor, and by his choosing not to confide these emotions in his other loved ones, like Marion. In some ways, I think there are times he prefers to be dismissed for the big things, for fear of being an actual liability onto others, and so he chooses to complain over the small things like taking a shower and making himself presentable so he can cover up those other feelings of self hatred.

Eventually, as time passes, he grows new love, through Shion. We're only given little glimpses of their relationship from the story but it's clear how much he loved her. From the way he, Ren, and Marion talk about her you could piece in little bits of her character. She was feisty, but caring, loving, and remained positive despite her precarious position within the research department at times. When you think about how their relationship dynamic probably worked, Shion probably got him to open up about his wounds, helped him heal beyond just "staying strong", facing the guilt and grief and fighting it head on. Their engagement was probably one of the first commitments Nova made for himself, not out of necessity like with Marion, but for himself.

His research held him up on that day, 6 years ago. He was supposed to meet with her family, but because of him, they moved it another day, and that's when tragedy struck. Her eventual death on that day inevitably shattered him again. Gone was the new love he'd found, and he closed himself off, drowning in what-ifs in a spiral of self-blame. "If I had just met her on the day they originally planned for, would they all have lived?", he questions himself, and To This Day, he still visits church to confess his sins, fully believing he's at fault for what happened.

When Ren entered helios, it probably felt like opening an old wound. Familiar habits, familiar face, familiar memories. When Ren confronted him about Shion's killer, confronted him about how Nova probabky moved on, he was definitely deeply hurt, but instead of focusing on his own emotions, he worried for Ren's own vengeance crusade, worried for how it's hurt him in the events that lead to their meeting in the church. Shion loved Ren; as her little brother, she would talk on and on about him, watching him grow, and he probably felt some kind of responsibility and connection to him, not just because they look alike but because he is essentially the last loved one Shion left behind.

WHICH IS WHY IT MATTERED SO MUCH WHEN THE DRUG INCIDENT HAPPENED. when vic's actions came to light, and of all the people vic had to experiment on, it had to be the two boys he was left with. The two boys his dear passed loved ones left to him to protect, to take care of, and he failed, they got hurt, not just by anyone, but by his own friend.

AND DESPITE THIS, he STILL wanted to believe in vic, that the work he was doing was for their sakes. He defended vic against those who called for his instant removal, against even Marion who wanted to report vic, because truthfully, Nova loved Victor, too. A different kind of love; where Ren and Marion were people he felt he had to protect, Victor was his equal. The only one in the world. He could never confide in Marion or Ren but he could in Vic, and Vic would be honest with him-- frank, dense, and cold sometimes, but honest and objective. and that MATTERED, to a man so tormented by his own feelings of self hatred that even he knows he's biased to his judgement of his personal situations, these opinions mattered.

Friend, lover, coworker, whatever you want to call it, he loved Victor. Of all people, he would know, Victor Valentine may not outwardly act as if he values human relationships, but he loves, too. He loves back, even if he doesn't know how to show it, and I could go on a whole OTHER essay about how Victor's warped sense of affection stemming from his grandmother's treatment and oswald's "enlightenment" has shaped the people who he's able to form relationships with but we're saving that for another day-- in any case, Victor does love. It's why he went out of his way to take care of Marion in the past, why he goes as far as to test his experiments on himself to reach Oswald's dream.

But as Vic talked in chapter 11, we saw how his success no longer brought him any joy, how it's led him so far that he's crossed into self-destruction, and Nova saw himself in Vic, saw the same absolute self-loathing that resided deep within him too. The same emotions he fears Ren will feel in the future if he continues on his justice crusade. This is where he decides he needs to stop it, he knows how this story ends and if he can save ren and victor from the same pain, he'll do what he must. The juxtaposition of his actions in relation to Shion's death compared to Vic's is, chefs kiss. And this is also when shit hits the fan.

This was why he hit a tipping point, why he broke down and confronted vic despite trying his best to defend him all those chapters before. He'd forgiven him for hurting his loved ones in the past, but he could no longer forgive it if he also started hurting himself. After all, what would've been the point, then? If Vic couldn't call it a success, then what was the point of all the hurt and danger he caused onto them?

Nova doesn't do this out of hate for what Vic did, he knows full well how important that experiment was to him, he does it for Vic's sake. Even as Victor doesn't, Nova apologizes to Jay & Gray for Vic's sake so he doesn't ruin the few relationships he has left in this goddamn organization.

They grow a little distanced after this, but even after Vic's gone off on his own, Nova still worries for him, asks Jay to help out and that's how the aquarium suggestion pops up. After that whole incident is resolved, it's that feeling of "equality" that feeling of being able to discuss anything with each other that draws them back (yes I know this is turning into a discussion of vicnova and it'll circle back I promise) when they meet up at the museum later and discuss Jay's substance issue, Nova apologizes and quickly goes back to their old dynamic. His natural inclination for peace and conflict avoidance makes him do so, but after the #/JayTherapySession over at the aquarium, seeing Nova like this, Vic also hits his own tipping point, he lets a little of himself show through this facade of "Oswald", and Nova helps him sort through the emotions he himself could not understand. This, I think, is a turning point in their relationship. Back in ch7, we got Nova asking Vic to start relying on him instead of the dead, and here we see fulfillment of it at long last. Vic, too, instead of normally being the one Nova whines to for help, Vic offers, and like two sneaky little high school girls breaking school rules, they decide to work on dissecting this particular substance together even though victor's activities are still technically restricted.

I love the way these chapters kind of hint at Nova's own growth and how he became how he is today. He cares and he loves and he's moved on in his own way and he wants the same for others. They really gave so much to his character even though he isn't even playable, my god.

#helios rising heroes #helios spoilers #cuichatter #cuicharacterdumps #Nova Summerfield #i only got to read the summary tl of ch11 #so um coughs if ive interpreted it wrong #thats embarrassing #HOWEVER #nova still makes me feel things

[appreciatingtokrev]

my excuse of invading ur inbox today is to tell u abt my tr ocs 😁😁 and we will be discussing three of them today!! (mind u i havent thought abt these kids since like end of last year so bare w me if there are any blanks left)

OK SO first oc’s name is haitani reiko. if u havent already noticed she is in fact a haitani 😭 her nickname is sleeping beauty bcuz for abt like 2-4 years she’d been in a coma n shit but during a battle the haitani brothers were in against another gang she had woken up 🤯 and as the good bros they are they immediately left the battle to see their sister. so its kind of a given that theyre a bit overprotective of their lil sis. but she doesnt like how her whole identity in the gang world is being the younger sister of the haitani brothers so she wants to go out n kinda create her own identity yk? she isnt rlly a fighter but she joins a few minor gangs to get her name around. and i dont rlly think im gonna write her in anything rn cuz her character is rlly weak. but here is an old fanart i did of her :3 (i do have a picrew of her that i’ll show u at the end of this ask <3)

next is i think my fav child, futamo aisume<3333 im not even gonna lie he was kind of a self insert oc but i still love him 😭 hez written as shion’s child hood best friend, having the nickname “the great’s shadow” so hez kind of the side guy that patches up shion when hez injured, but he can still fight. he was in tenjiku w shion but once they were defeated shion kinda just left him behind (also cuz he went to jail lol) so idk prob wakasa took in futamo and brought him into brahman. hez got a similar kind of loyalty as sanzu to mikey and koko n inui and hez rlly blunt. the black cat to shion’s golden retriever imo<333

and last but not least there’s takumi! ngl i kinda just doodled him a bit in an old notebook but i loveddddd him. hez basically just bonten’s bartender, the guy who deals with everyone’s worries n someone they all trust to vent to a lot. sometimes all of bonten go to visit him at once but most of the time they all just go for a quick drink by themselves. takumi’s closest to maybe ran ig? ran’s a bit of a flirt to everyone so hez naturally like that when he meets takumi, and like takumi was kinda just like this is kinda funny, i like this guy. so he kind of matches ran’s energy at a subtle level. i wanna say takumi is an ex gang member from like a different region but when he moved to tokyo and started looking for a job, he had his connections from the past that led him to bonten.

so yeah! a bit messy kinda made some stuff up on the spot but those r my ocs<3333 love them all v much and i miss them so much my ocs era was good. so so good. but here are their designs :3 (in order of reiko, aisume and takumi)

taku you don’t need any excuses to talk to me <3 (actually nobody does i’d be happy if i got an anon ask that says ‘hi’ n nothing else tbh) but you especially don’t need one okok. but yes ocs!! 👁

ngl i love reiko’s nickname you’d assume that she’s like. idk pretty and always tired or smth idk but the actual meaning behind it is so much better...

no no no self inserts are cool >:( don’t talk him down like that adhjgdhf

honestly i have. not rlly any other thoughts 😭😭 but but but so far i really like your little guys (especially aisume-) they are. they make my brain go brr kinda but like just vibes and feelings no thoughts. idk. but i like them a lot yes yes

also. picrews <3

#elys n taku rambles #☆—`ask #i feel like my reply to this lacks smth.. like it’s kinda disappointing.... #aa sorry but i fr don’t know what else to say 😭😭

[worldofgoo]

yayayay yippee (≧◡≦) i love how vibrant & lively your art is, i think my fav pieces are Horse Surgery & hanyuu (even tho i have no idea who that is) but that one wip with the rainbow is also v ery special 2me because it reminds me of my fav kind of weather ^_^ generic Which Program Do You Use question & also which programs have you tried so far? which one would you recommend for someone whose only experience so far wiht digital art has been scribbling in ms paint -_-? on topic, what do you draw with (mouse, phone, drawing tablet, ??) & was it easy for you to get used to digital art? i always get overwhelmed by the amound of different functions available so im not sure where to even start, any advice? which physical art forms do you like / would you like to learn (anything at all, i personally have been getting into air dry clay... well actually ive been using my sisters playdoh but maybe ill purchase smthn fancier :3) & final question how do you come up with poses to draw? your characters (+creatures) seem very animated and i really like that :)

HI okay i guess ill answer these in a list. actually will put it under the cut since i ended up saying a lot (and dw i enjoy being able to talk a lot so thank you!)

-THANK YOU im glad some of my more recent works (in my more current style) are appealing 2 people! like i wanna draw my own way even though i think it gets less notes... the higurashi fanarts (hanyuu and shion) r very memorable pieces to me because its when i started doing the loose sketches with the thin lines and block colors and thats the direction i reallyreally wanted to take my style in. also the rainbow is rian my friend rian

-i draw in paint tool sai! the only program i used before that was sketchbook pro, which i didnt like because the brushes were kind of... blurry/smudgy? sai allows you to zoom in and draw pixel by pixel which is something i like, and i like the way it does its blending. its also just easier for me to understand. i didnt pay for it i think i found some deviantart page that had the link, id have to find it again

-i draw with a wacom intuos tablet! its lasted me... almost 10 years now. ive heard newer ones are poorer quality in terms of at least the nibs needing to be replaced constantly, so idk what the most recommended tablet these days is. ive drawn with my mouse and tbh it caused awful hand pain so i would not recommend this. i draw on my phone with my finger sometimes but i find doing it on my laptop easier, however it is doable once you get used to it

-the way i got into digital art... well. i still have an archive of my earliest art if you wanna see! i was 14 n just drew random shit, often lining over doodles i did on paper and coloring them in. i think esp if youre overwhelmed start with making like throwaway experimental pieces, scribble around, doodle stupid things and color them in with different brushes and see what you enjoy. and then you can just keep the files to yourself if they dont look too good or maybe itll look interesting, it depends i guess haha. the other thing that ive always found helped me was telling myself id draw every day even if it was a little scribble or the tiniest amount of work on a wip bc getting a habit going helped my art a Lot beause it helped me spend more time thinking n focusing on it

more specific advice for sai that i found useful- using clipping groups & the preserve opacity functions are both lifesavers in terms of not spending so much time trying to color in the lines. if you color in a base layer you can just put everything above it as a clipping group and just not worry about it anymore. i also really like using the filters (like multiply) to mess around with the colors a drawing has, though sometimes its more effective to just select a layer/individual color and fuck with the hue/saturation/etc until it looks good. when i color, esp when its not turning out how i wanted to, i rely on shifting colors A LOT. n also mixing colors together using a blending brush and then colorpicking the intermediate color. very useful

-for the most part i stick to uncolored pencil doodles on like, notebook paper (even though i have some fancy supplies X[ one day) but i LOVE making things with clay, wish it was more accessible to do at home. i have a handful of clay animal statues and stuff that i made in my ceramics class in high school. would looove to do more

-because my poses tend to be very pushed/cartoony using references of real people isnt always useful (though obv knowing the basics of anatomy always helps) so in those cases ill use other cartoony art i like as inspiration, i try to see what i like about their poses nd emulate that with my own. sometimes when im struggling ill just do a bunch of studies where i copy art i like to try to get a feel for what im missing. mostly ive realized i like when the pose conveys some level of like, volume and taking up a 3D space (which im still definitely not a master of but bullshitting it can be fun). and i also like to have a balance of curved and angular shapes. sometimes i try to just do a pose that conveys a specific emotion or i just make shit up lol

alsooooo i cant reccomend aimless doodling enough! just random shapes, turning the random shapes into creatures, trying and trying and trying different ways to draw something until you like it, i feel like the things my hand makes when i shut my brain off and just scribble can inspire me as well, and i try to emulate whatever i made by chance while doodling. and if your doodles turn out better in traditional i tend to consider using a photo of a drawing as a way to skip the "preliminary sketch" phase nd drawing a rough sketch over that which i then use for my drawing (or just directly color since i draw very fast/lazy...)

#long answer but i wanted to give good answers to everything!!! #thank you again!!! #and i hope i helped #yayyy talking about art #ask

[fiymywings]

hollow railway of remembrance story summary/liveblog for initial stories ch 1-5

ch. 1

starts off with everyone (len, shion, hollow, and emma) discussing the request the federation (still dont know if that’s what ymkren uses) gave them which is to investigate the train thats been kidnapping people

len once again makes a comment from what i could tell being distrustful of hollow because of how he looks, and while shion and emma go to defend him, hollow says len’s response is perfectly normal given his appearances. for clarification/context, in the event story prologue he aims at hollow initially on the account of him looking like a grim reaper and uses that as his excuse when asked to apologize for aiming at him (BITING THROUGH DRYWALL BITING THROUGH DRYWALL BITING THROUGH DRYWA-)

HOLLOW... SUDDENLY APPEARS BEHIND EMMA AS SHES FIGURING OUT WHAT TO DO AFTER THEY ALL BOARDED THE TRAIN AND EVERYONE WAS EITHER SPLIT UP ON BOARDING OR SPLIT UP TO INVESTIGATE, TOUCHES HER SHOULDER AND GOES “Fooound youuu~”. HOLLOW...

HELP ME THE TWO OPTIONS ARE “COUNTERATTACK” OR “SCREAM WITH ALL YOUR HEART” NOOO

“Emma? Are you alright?” HOLLOW.

Oh my god she got so startled she fell over and Hollow offers to help her stand up afterwards Im gonna cry this is so fucked up hollow i love you dearly but with every fiber of my being i wouldve fell over too

emma expresses concern over shion and len’s whereabouts, and while worrying hollow tells her to lift her head and assures her he’ll protect her and i :sob: hes so good. i love him so much

[ Looking at Hollow’s hand he’d held out as a gentleman, I unconsciously smiled. ]

H: Oh, is there’s something the matter with my hand?

E: I remember sometime before, you held your hand out to me like that.

H: Nfu~ I remember that quite well. Though I am someone people grant the title “grim reaper” to... would you mind holding my hand once more?

E: Of course!

ch. 2

hollow reaffirms the train is no ordinary train on the basis that he’s unable to dismantle it as usual (his tool basically just bounces right off), and while they’re trying to asses the source of it’s strangeness he goes into another mini “I WANNA DISMANTLE IT!!” bit as a result of wanting to understand it thoroughly (to which emma has to remind him to calm down)

NOOOOO

“Speaking for myself, rather than such romantic place, a graveyard is more fitting for me I believe.” HOLLOW ODNT SAY THAT YOU LOOK GREAT!!!PELASE!!!!!!!!!![CAT YELL]

ah. after a mild scene jump it jumps to emma wondering what to do since they’re locked in the train and hollow’s being hollow and gushing about machine parts. i love this beast

options: “hide watch/clock behind back” / “pause speaking”

help me emma snapped him out of it and he basically goes “anyway im good now!! i was a lil frusrtated earlier but i prommy im all good now : )” and emma goes “.......the way you said it sounds So Suspicious” (i agree with her since it was essentially the same manner of speech he did in main story trying to get his mind off of the monitor) and hands him the pocket watch likely as a way to help stimulate his brain

hollow talks about how the pocketwatch radiates a gentle feel and emma says “its like your praising me in a way” and he corrects her saying “i Am praising you because it wouldnt have this feeling if it wasnt for you”

ch. 3

while investigating, they still come up blank with ways to get out, and hollow suggests they take a small break leading emma by the hand to the bed in the sleeper car. he insists emma take a nap and reassures her that he’s standing guard while emma tries to argue they should find shion and len. hollow tells her slow and steady wins the race and that they’re all trying to find each other, and emma comes to realize her exhaustion might be showing through b now

options are among the lines of “maybe thats what it seems?” and “that’s probably the case”

H. HOLLOW SAYING “hiding somewhere out of sight while holding for my breath is my specialty” IN RESPONSE TO HIM RAISING THE OPTION OF HIDING IN A CORNER OF THE ROOM TO HELP HER SLEEP... of course she objects and eventually she tries to go to bed and hollow wishes her a good ngihts rest (i am going to be saving that soundclip btw. god bless)

after hollow exclaims, emma wakes up to the traincart filled with briars and a window reflecting hollows memories back to when he was a child (around when he was 5 years old i think?). from the window a grandfather clock starts sounding, and hollow starts having an episode and while attempting to reach the clock sound, he rips the briars off which disconnect the window from his memories. it doesnt stop his episode nor does emma trying to shake him out of it, in an act of desperation, emma hands him her pocketwatch which he dismantles in his usual speed (read: Fast.) which finally snaps him out of it. i cant read who has what but i believe if im reading right emma makes eye contact with hollow who’s teary eyed from the episode (THEY RIPPED THE JOY OF THE CUTE SLEEP MOMENT OUT OF MY HANDS SO SO SO FAST THAT WAS FUCKING VILE)

ch. 4

they moved traincarts and hollow immediately apologizes to emma and starts putting it back together, options were to either praise him or just watch, most of the chapter is them talking abt what they saw and hollow feeling as if he cant really forgive himself over what happened and mulls over a scenario where he might not have been able to repair something and ruined someones memories forever to which emma insists shes really not upset and knows its not on purpose, short summary because i was still emotionally recovering from last chapter but i think i got the most important parts

ch. 5

emma asks hollow a question, more specifically about what she saw in the window. from what i can make out, she feels its her responsibility as a guild keeper to help hollow as much as she can. they start to unpack the reason behind his episodes by linking it to the past, and he lays out that his family used to live and own a clock store and the memory shown was him age 5 at the birth of what would’ve been his younger brother. however a fire broke out and his family perished, and his memory of before and after the incident are hazy + the incident left him having episodes where he’d lose control of himself (as you see in his stories) nor does he understand the guilt he feels immediately after an episode, all while holding a hand to his chest like hes trying to search for it. later on in his childhood after he was orphaned, a mechanic took him in and he ended up taking the same career path likely because he was influenced

IN SHORT. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#yumekuro #GCREST IS SO SO SO SO SO EVIL I WAS HAVING SO MUCH FUN AND THEY JUST HIT ME LIKE THAT #I STOPPEDT AKING NOTE IN OPTIONS I WAS LITERALLY TOO ABSORBED IN READING FOR CONTEXT AT THAT POINT

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#5

TOKYO REVENGERS CHARACTERS AND THEIR HOGWARTS HOUSES

Gryffindor:

Manjiro Mikey Sano, Ken Draken Ryuguji, Takemichi Takemitchy Hanagaki, Keisuke Baji, Nahoya Smiley Kawata, Yuzuha Shiba, Emma Sano, Senju Kawaragi Akashi, Atsushi Akkun Sendo.

Hufflepuff:

Kazutora Hanemiya, Chifuyu Matsuno, Hakkai Shiba, Haruki Pah-chin Hayashida, Ryohei Peh YanHayashi, Souya Angry Kawata, Seishu Inui, Kakucho Hitto, Kanji Mochizuki, Shion Madarame, Makoto Suzuki, Kazushi Yamagishi, Takuya Yamamoto.

Ravenclaw:

Takashi Mitsuya, Hinata Tachibana, Naoto Tachibana, Hajime Kokonoi.

Slytherin:

Tetta Kisaki, Shuji Hanma, Taiju Shiba, Izana Kurokawa, Ran Haitani, Rindou Haitani, Haruchiyo Sanzu Akashi, Minami South Terano.

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more an edit that a fanart

my art

30 note - Postate 18 marzo 2022

#2

The s-62 and Santa Claus.

Izana Kurokawa.

This kid is bound to receive coal and that's what he found next to his bed. He's not happy. At all. He spots Santa Claus sleight hanging in midair and jumps in it. Without a second thought he steals the beg with all the presents and then flights Santa Claus when he wanted it back. The poor old man must leave in defeat. Izana enjoys all the presents by himself, except some that he gives to Kakucho. He secretly sends some to Emma, but he will deny it even on his death bed.

Ran and Rindou Haitani

Another two menaces. They wait for Santa awake and even Ran drinks coffee to avoid falling asleep. When the old man comes and refuses to give them any present they simply use their joint technique and convince him otherwise. The Haitani are left with presents and Santa with some broken bones.

Shion Madarame

Little Shion receives coal for Christmas, but he thinks is made of sugar so he tries to eat it. He ends up breaking his teeth and to spent Christmas day in ER. Every fucking year till his parents write to Santa to beg him to leave some candies for their son cause they are tired to spend Christmas in hospital. Since that day little Shion receives a bag of candies but never tell to his friends cause he's afraid the Haitan or Izana will steal it.

Mochizuki Kanji

Another one who actually receives coal. Every Christmas he cries and swear to be a better and honorable man. Nothing changes, his parents comfort him with a lot of cuddles.

Yasuhiro Muto

He's not good, but he tries so Santa leaves him a bag of candies. Sometimes he shares it with a sad Mochi or with Haruchiyo. He will put up a fight if Izana or the Haitani try to steal it.

34 note - Postate 5 dicembre 2022

Il mio post numero 1 del 2022

At the Kanto Manji meeting in chap 243...

Mikey: I'm stuck in this gang life cause Takemitchy said I would kill all of my friends due to my dark impulses. Fuck my life.

Koko: I don't wanna be here but I'm too scared to leave. Someone help me

Sanzu: I'm finally side by side with my king at the top of the world. Fuck Senju. Fuck Takeomi. Mwahahaha

Kakucho: I'm here but I wish I was hanging around with Izana in heaven.

Ran: Why that goddamn South died? I'm tired of being pulled around. I'm bored. I miss Roppongi.

Rindou: I'm 20 but I feel like I'm 200. I want vacation

Mochi: I hate that Mikey kid but if I go against him he'll kill me. Fuck my life.

Shion: I swear to God this time I won't go down with one punch or else I'll be sent to the bottom of Tokyo bay.

Wakasa: Why am I even here? I'm too old for this kid's fighting. I wish I was in my gym.

Benkei: God give me patience cause if you give me strength I'll kill them all, including Waka. I'm so sorry, Senju. Forgive me

Hanma: You wish you know what I'm up to or I'm thinking but I'm wearing a fucking mask. Duh

69 note - Postate 22 febbraio 2022

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[many-gay-magpies]

oh no my cover is blown i think i failed secret agent school also shhhhh you have seen nothing here im not done burying my posts from 3 years ago yet but yes i agree this dynamic is really fun it feels like we're writing each other letters

honestly now that i read your thing about a new student not seeing the appeal because they're not integrated into decelis's clique culture it really brought to mind just how ROBBED we were in terms of sooha's character— i think it would've been better planned and Much more fitting if instead of her being automatically y/n-ified she showed up to decelis just . entirely immune to the pretty boys with vampire charisma. ik the boys feel a ~strange magical attraction~ which draws them to sooha but wouldn't it have been so great if she was just . weirded out by the attention instead of falling for heli immediately? like SHE could've been that student screaming "this idiot (jaan) just broke a hole in the floor bc he put down a dumbbell too hard and THIS IDIOT (heli) FORGETS THAT YOU HAVE TO MOVE YOUR MOUTH TO ACTUALLY TALK TO PEOPLE." i just think we were absolutely robbed of sooha really becoming part of the friend group instead of being yet another charmed student. and then SHE could become a cryptid too!! bc all the girls think its so strange that she doesn't get shy or blushy around them!! like imagine everyone whispering about sooha just one day sucker-punching solon to get him to shut up. PRICELESS.

help im imagining an exchange between that sleuth student and shion one night when hes ~on the prowl~. they go "hi, shion" and hes like "oh hi there- wait hold on how did you know it was me?? do you have powers too???? is it night vision????" and the student like "wha- no i just know that heli walks around at night so i assumed the rest of you would too and your eyes literally Glow In The Dark and hold on did you say too???? as in you have powers????????" and shion just . panicking like "aha no i meant do you have powers… in general… ahaha"

-vrvr anon

oh noooo hdhfbfjfb-- dont worry i will continue to pretend like i know nothing :> but no omg it is like writing letters thats why i like it so much!! its just. idk its so nice because rather than dms where conversations happen in small increments and can get kind of messy and mixed up, asks let you read over and give special attention to every part of what someone is saying so you can respond to it fully!! and theres less pressure to answer immediately and such (at least with the kind of asks you send) :3

LITERALLY THOUGH like. with sooha i WANT to like her character and mostly i DO but she has fundamentally been a reader insert protagonist from the start and its pretty easy to tell lmao. allegedly its worse in the webnovel (and from all the screenshots one of my friends sent me... y e a h) but she's still pretty heftily y/n-ified in the comic, what with all the boys being ✨mysteriously drawn to her✨ and her basically being a starry-eyes fool in front of heli lmao. we were absolutely robbed because it would have been SO COOL if they made her like... an actually interesting and compelling character... rather than just a love interest for the boys lmao. like it would have been great if she got close to the brothers and became their friend and everything SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE she wasn't disillusioned by the rest of the school's clique mentality and thought they were sort of weird. and maybe eventually theres a whole "man i feel like ive known you forever" exchange that happens between them, alluding to the whole crazy past life connection or whatever tf their deal is, but also it would be entirely platonic and just... kind of sweet, because she's the first person in SO LONG that they've been friends with that hasnt just wanted to be around them in hopes of looking cool or dating one of them. like what if sooha walked up to the brothers after hearing all the shit about them from her classmates and just went "lmfao yall are a bunch of fucking idiots arent you" and then they were friends. i think that would be neat

also now that ive gotten STARTED on this train of thought im just thinking about all the character traits i wanna see more in female characters in media, specifically protagonists... thinking about sooha WITH some of those character traits... just a very brash, not very friendly sooha that maybe built up a hard/defensive exterior due to years of being bullied and taught that showing vulnerability around people would get her hurt... a sooha that maybe isnt very nice, is a little bit mean actually, and clashes with solon because theyre both stubborn af and dont know how to converse or apologize like normal human beings... a sooha that, when heli catches her using her powers, yells "i swear to god if you tell ANYONE about this--" until he's like "whoa whoa its okay i have powers too"... a sooha that learns that being vulnerable around people and trusting people is okay actually, in an entirely platonic way... lots of thoughts hsjfbfjn

YEAH SOOHA CRYPTID!!! now i really wanna see her punch solon lmao

(we could have had it all. we could have had it ALL. but alas <//3)

also sidenote. the mental image of heli straight-up forgetting that you have to open your mouth to talk to people and just staring at someone not understanding why they're not hearing/answering him/why theres no sound coming out has me DYING. then when they call him out for it like "uhhh why are you staring at me like that?" he starts sweating and goes "HAHAHA SORRY NEVERMIND I JUST ZONED OUT HAHA WHAT WERE UOU SAYING.??"

NO OMG SHION. his chattiness/instinctive friendliness being his downfall is such a funny concept hsjfbfjf. like the resident Sleuth Student just casually says hi to him in the hallway and he full-on says hi back and starts being all sweet and polite before his brain goes VERY RAPIDLY through the following thoughts: "wait omg how does she know its me" "WAIT NOBODY'S SUPPOSED TO SEE ME AT THIS HOUR SHIT" "wait fuck why did i respond wHY DID I RESPONd--"

also now i have the mental image of shion with his crazy anti-grav powers just straight-up walking on the ceilings at night because its fun and (allegedly) no one will see him, only INCREASING the cryptid allegations if anyone does

#asks #anon 📝 #vrvr anon #dark moon nonsense #dark moon #godddd now im having feelings about the sooha we could have had hsjfbfjfbfj #yk i mentioned to one of my engene moots that i lowkey have the urge to just. write a full-on dark moon novel #-with everything i want to see out of the dark moon in it. but i dont have the motivation to actually do it HSJFBFJF #this ask tho..... this ask is t e m p t i n g m e

[eggtartz]

a/n : writing this instead of falling asleep, who needs sleep anyway

masterlist

summary : how you patched tenjiku members after their recent fight with toman (no one died in the incident don't worry we're all happy 🫶🏻)

cw : poly relationship where reader is dating tenjiku members, slight angst?, mentions of dying, reader is a bit too late to the fight and failed to stop izana, fluff 🫶🏻

"izana must you go and fight your brother? can't you just i don't know let go?" you said to one of your lovers that has been holding a grudge ever since he discovered the truth about his family. sure, izana has found family amongst his friends but he somehow feels like his grudge towards the sano is endless. only one way to end it is by killing them. he has heard that shinichiro has died, now he is targeting emma to weaken his main opponent, manjiro.

"y/n let's go, let izana think about it yeah?" rindou pulled your forearm and dragged you out from the hideout, leaving izana and kakucho inside.

outside, mucho sat you down on his lap "do you have to do this? i get it that this is the better for tenjiku but im worried. what if? what if tetta means ill? what if, what if i never get to see you again?" you sobbed on mucho's chest, soaking his uniform in the process. the other members gave each other looks to comfort you so ran kneeled down to face you, "you mustn't worry too much, bubs. tenjiku has more members than they do, your boyfriends here are the strongest guys in the are. nothing would go wrong, i promise". he hugged you and the others joined in a big hug, sandwiching you in their big arms.

the next day, you grew restless. it was the day of the fight between tenjiku and toman. izana has instructed his underlings to prevent you from coming at the location, however you have slipped past their security and diligently searched for the place.

you boyfriends has been awfully secretive with the locations or details of the fight so you had to find it yourself. after a while searching, you heard gunshots and car tyres screeching. you rushed to the source of sound and saw one of izana's recently recruits, kisaki tetta dead on the highway. panicking, your knees wobbled and you ran to a direction who knows where.

images of tetta's corpse, his red uniform now red with blood so horrifying that you imagined your boyfriends in the same predicament. your sobs came to a stop when you passed by an alley, where you saw people using the red uniform. rushing over them, you saw shion, mucho, mochi, ran, rindou blankly staring at the ground.

kakucho? izana? your eyes widened as the world fell deaf and everything felt like it was in slow motion. you running to your bloody lovers, bleeding to their death while the other was too stunned to move.

"oh my god, izana can you hear me? wait izana we can make it to the hospital don't close your eyes! kakucho? baby you need to stay with me okay? stay with me please!" you hold their intertwined bloody hands and kissed their knuckles. izana let out gasps of air, struggling to find words while kakucho cried so much, his eyes blurry.

"ran! call the ambulance, just goddamnit come here!" you urged your boyfriends that stood afar approach you so ran took your phone out of bag. ripping mochi's oversize shirt, you put pressure on the wounds on izana telling mochi to keep pressure there. you went to kakucho's side, him still crying "don't worry kaku-chan you'll make it. you have to, remember the promises we made?" you said while bending down to kiss his scar. you pulled shion to put his head under shion's lap, and to keep talking with kakucho so he won't lose consciousness.

"god all of you are all bloody, rindou is your lip okay?" you asked rindou that looked as equally as injured as the others, all beaten up. you raised to your feet when you heard ambulance sirens, some flee, some stayed.

your silently sobbed when you saw izana got on the stretcher as well as kakucho. riding the back of the ambulance with them, you held their hands and sobbed on their chest, hoping they would make it.

blinking his eyes, kakucho's mismatched irises adjusted to the brightness of the hospital lights. he awakened with a back pain, as well as pain at the ribcage but either than that he was fine. he looked at his right and saw his friend, still on a life support but stable. looking around again, he saw you dozing off on mochi's broad chest while shion head was on your lap. rindou and ran was leaning on each others shoulders due to lack of space in the room. mucho then entered the room bringing a plastic bag, the big stoic looking man now waking up everyone.

"oh god kaku? how are you feeling? ran, call the nurse please" ran went out the door and came back with some nurses and a doctor who inspected kakucho. he asked some questions to him and kakucho groggily answered, he wondered how long he was out.

the doctor then walked at you and gave great news "good thing is, his condition seems to be well. he can discharge by tomorrow if his condition gets better by tonight" all of you gasped in relief and said thankyou at the doctor as he closed the door.

"hey baby? we'll wait outside and pack his stuff. you talk to him okay?" rindou said softly while kissing the top of your head. ran kissed your temple, shion kissed your cheek. mochi kissed the back of your ear and whispered "everything's gonna be alright" while mucho pecked your lips. turning to kakucho, you sat down on the bed while staring at him. his eyes too are staring and soon, tears started welling up again.

arriving at the hospital weeks ago, the doctor wasn't even sure if they could make it. their blood lost was significantly high and luckily the hospital had blood supplies just enough for the two of them. izana had a worse fate, him having been shot had to go through surgery to discard the bullets. after the surgery, he fell into a coma. he doctor informed that he was doing fine, the bullet not hitting any major organs but he needed rest therefore the coma.

kakucho reached for your hand and you slowly hugged him. just thinking about losing him breaks you, how could you ever lived without them being here? "im sorry princess, i couldn't stop izana. you were right, tetta did betrayed us. im sorry princess, won't do anything like this again"

"you.. you better be! the others and me were worried sick! you weren't showing any responses at all, we were so worried. i couldn't sleep, couldn't eat. don't do that again, kakucho please i can't lose you. i can't lose either of you" you cried in his arms, now his hospital attire wet. while kakucho was mumbling apologies under his breath, you two stopped until you heard "tch kakucho im not here for a while and you're taking all her attention"

"IZANA!"

following weeks izana and kakucho got better and went to fight more despite your nagging. but the fight doesn't get too serious, the leader and his members went low and only participated in small meetings with other gangs, avoiding bigger ones.

"did y/n seriously pulled your ear shion?"

"yeah no shit! she was so scary too!"

"you're gonna get it again if you try to do anything smart madarame"

"she also climbed our laps what's up with that y/n?"

"shut your mouth the position was comfortable alright! your head was bleeding!"

"she gave you a lot kisses when you were out izana, maybe i should get into a coma too.."

"try doing that haitani you'll sleep on the streets"

truth is when they arrived at hospital the other members had to get treated too however the nurses there were ogling, no stripping the uniforms with their eyes not even bothering to hide the fact their staring at their abs and everything exposed. in frustration you forced the others to go home right that instant and took the job instead. it was free, quick and you don't have to be jealous all the time.

shion noticed your demeanour and teased you a lot about it, in return you pulled his ear and he whined in pain like a child. the other got patched up later, after taking a shower you told them to show you the wounds the got.

you were distracted for once or twice (lie) and was teased about it too making you blush furious red. you'll ended you having a full make out with them, pushing all your boysfriends away when they whined for more.

their whining resulted in their wounds got pressed harder.

it wasn't a perfect relationship between each of you but you try to be the best partner for them. even if they're deliquents and idiots, you still loved them. you loved them so much.

#tokyo revengers #tokrev #tokyo rev x y/n #tokyo revengers x reader #tokyo revengers fluff #tokyo revengers x yn #fluff #tokyo revengers izana #izana kurokawa #izana fluff #tokyo revengers kakucho #kakucho hitto #kakucho fluff #tokyo revengers rindou #rindou haitani #rindou fluff #tokyo revengers ran #ran haitani #ran haitani fluff #mucho yasuhiro #mucho tokyo revengers #mochizuki kanji #mochizuki x reader #shion madarame #shion x reader

[livecharliereaction]

Urgh i cant play anymore today but well this is a worrying situation like from my perspective bcs im not sure at all how itll end up... Teppei seems a little sick of it already so he might leave BUT he might also snap n KILL HER i still think this somehow. And also? We havent seen his pov before maybe he just thinks like that it might not be a sign of anything working... Im glad keiichi seems more strong willed obviously #growth n stuff n im sure theyll get this sorted out. I think it wants me to believe that sonozaki family is in their way but i dont think so... Cos like teppeis a houjou too???? Wouldnt u want to get rid of him lol its not like its someone theyd want to protect thats abusing satoko?? So yeah im not super worried about that. But it might be trying to show what happens when nobodys killing oryuo (see shions chapters) similarly to well teppei (see chapter 6) like its just events are preventing other events in other worlds and the pieces just wont fit in a way that EVERYONES happy u know. So idk. Interesting. Still waiting for that satoko pov. Im sorry satoko again i think i blamed u for the timeloop again... SO RUDE OF ME. Didnt i do the same shit back in some other chapter i was like ooh satoko behind the slaughter (i dont even remember which slaughter...) but shes just a girl. Ugh ugh ugh. Keiichi rena shion mion rika cmoon cmoon lets handle this. oh also wataganashi should be exciting (auction shenanigans maybe) yayyy

#charhigurashi7