#SINCE 99 HOMES!!!

[useragarfield]

Andrew Garfield as Jeb Pyre in UNDER THE BANNER OF HEAVEN | 1.01

#under the banner of heaven #andrew garfield #agarfieldedit #usernik #userkaitlin #tuserchar #useryoshi #usermaya #usersugar #usermandie #userksena #sallysimpsons #userstream #dailytvandfilm #myedit #tv #actual emotional dumbass andrew garfield #DAD ANDREW!!! I HAVE NOT BEEN SO BLESSED #SINCE 99 HOMES!!! #I'M SOFT #1k #1ks #2k #2ks

[saym0-0]

one (1) joelish bean

i never finished the wings bc they r evil 2 me but here u go

ignore the fact that its on the same canvas as a jonny drawing lol

#smallishbeans #joel smallishbeans #hermitcraft #hermitblr #still absolutely mad to me that hes a hermit #joel!! the guy ive watched literally most of my life!! on hermitcraft!! #he also has wings but im so out of practice they never made it out of the sketch stage #actually ill add a version with sketched wings under the cut #the cuffs on his ankles and wrists r a carry over from my mezelea design #bc they dont come off w/o a special key that he does have but lost #plus his home doesn't exist anymore so they're there for sentimentality too #i will be real they r like house arrest cuffs they beep & send his location to someone in mezelea but they're long since deactivated #they do that bc 99% of the time if he went off server in this body (his real one) (he can hop bodies between his clones) #then hes been kidnapped or something else nefarious #omg sorry i will take any opportunity to ramble about esmp1 my bad #my art

[momojedi]

when I’m sad and don’t know who to turn to, I just go back to my second family and prank the boys with Omega.

#star wars #bad batch #other tags: #clone wars #the bad batch #the clone wars #star wars the clone wars #tbb #star wars clone wars #star wars the bad batch #q #clone force 99 #they’ve been with me since my disability was declared #even as fictional characters they’ve been the source of so much comfort in the past 3 years #Star Wars will always be a second home to me 💕

[icewindandboringhorror]

misc. daily life photos again .. for the every once in a while that I collect enough over a few months to actually make a photo set out of them lol

#Not sure how to caption every photo because you can unfortunately no longer caption photos so that text appears #under them when you view them. you can only add photo descriptions (which is more about literally describing #the image for people who can't see it or etc.). I wish they had the ability to have both captions and descriptions as both are useful for #different functions but it seems they took captions away entirely so. I guess I'll have to just number every picture and then talk about th #em in the tags or soemthing?? SO.. starting from top left to right -- #image 1: blackberries BUT also if you look close.. there's a tiny little bug on them lol #image 2: little water droplets on the back of a leaf that looked cool.. love anything with tiny water orbs #image 3&4: a spiky fuzzy sort of caterpillar outside on a yardwork glove.. small friend #image 5: THIS is such a bad slogan!!! what a lie!!! I personally would LOVE to have a sandwich party! in fact I would rather attend a #sandwich party than a pizza party because it would be fun to sample a wide variety of sandwich platters with all different meats and chee #& breads & ingredients & etc. !! now I just wish I could go to a cool sandwich sampling party w a full buffet of various mini sandwiches : #image 6: a chicken sandwich I made myself at home. with swiss cheese >:3 #image 7&8 : HHRGH it's a CAT and also bubble tea!!! AND is pastel teal! but alas.. it was like $20 and I didnt want to pay that but now #looking back on the photos slightly regret it lol. I think it's more because it's a brand name since the cat is some popular cat like hello #kitty or something. I didn't really notice that until later lol. I was just thinking 'OMG A CAT!'. I love all cats. brand or no brand lol #image 9: my single once a year trip to the drink place that has really nice garlic noodles. this time with beef? which was good too. And #the typical drink order of pina colada smoothie (i think it's coconut pineapple and strawberry?). plain matcha bubble tea (favorite and all #I ever get from anywhere). and a strawberry smoothie thing. I also usually get a coffee bubble tea but the place is like 50% of the time ou #of coffee for some reason so. hggh.. Which I know is like everyday food for some people but. I get food from places SO rarely that it's al #ays an event to take a picture about lol. Just cooking at home 99% of the time makes those trips for fancy food more special I guess #Id rather save the money/dont have much in the 1st place .& also am still a freak who hates using apps/dislikes shit like ubereats or etc. #I would literall NEVER get food delivered to my house under any circumstance unless I was dying alone inside on hospital bed rest with no #support system and no transportation and having food delivered to me was my last possible option. otherwise. if I want something so bad #I can just leave the house to physically pick it up myself without involving a middle man to the process and paying more. .. ANYWAY ghjgjh #image 10: BOY in BOX.. playing a new boardgame and he sits inside! rip to my big beautiful son. I miss him. #UpWords is a fun game though. It's similar to scrabble except you can stack the letters? interesting #Okay. that's all the pictures! Also for the record I do think it's a good thing to have image descriptions! I wasn't complaining in the sen #e that I wish they would get rid of them and bring captions back. more just I would like to have both preferrably. I liked being able to #caption things on the occasional post like this where the layout is better suited towards it. #photo diary

[coffee-bat]

yknow i really hoped id bounce back quicker

#its almost been a week and i havent recovered #so im just a mess and failure out and about for everyone to see and laugh at behind my back #i havent had time to process anything i hsvent had time to recover. but who gives a shit genuiely #i should be doing better #but im barely holding it together #im barely keeping myself alive and functioning. i barely get up and barely eat. im behind on everything uni-related. #and everyone sees it everyone sees me failing at getting uni work done in time and theyre mocking and judging me behind my back #im 99% sure even my friends are #bc im not just gonna go around telling everyone like 'hey i attempted sui last week im not holding it together very well' #thatd be even worse. theyd hate me for seeking sympathy/attention. #but since noone knows they just think im lazy and stupid #and i cant fucking do this anymore i feel like im falling apart #vent #personal #suicide mention #sorry for vent on main again #im home alone for the past few (and next) days and its making me hold it together even worse

[catastrxblues]

i don’t care what any of you say, stoichiometry >>>>>>>> carbon organic chem shit

#why am i talking about chemistry when all i’ve been doing since i came home is literally killing my eyes on this web #i’m officially back on my chemistry shit though both of us have to be like 🤞 this from now on #my brain is fried not sure how am i going to survive this without looking 100% stupid 99% of the time #chemistry #chemblr #i guess #stem #nadirants

[thislittlekumquat]

We've arrived at the part of the weekend where I try to compose a note in my head that doesn't sound shitty that I leave for my neighbor asking them to PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF FUCKING GOD STOP GROWING WEED IN THE APARTMENT BELOW MINE.

#i fucking hate waking up in my own home that doesn't even share ductwork with these fuckers #and being like #huh cool guess ill start the day with a headache #i dont want to get them in trouble so i have been STRUGGLING to think of a way to very firmly and politely be like you need to stop #i have lived here for a year and a half and there are only 5 other apartments in my building two of which have had turnover since i moved in #so i am like 99% sure i know exactly which apartment it is #i want to cry i just want my windows open to enjoy the cool temps #also if anyone has any advice i would gladly take it #i dont even care if they smoke sometimes or are high a ton i just cant stand the smell it gives me an instant headache #that sometimes becomes a migraine #they can even continue having their fucking screaming matches and their front door that's engineered to slam #it's JUST the smell i can't tolerate #☠️☠️☠️☠️ #when will they invent a weed that DOESN'T SMELL LIKE FUCKING ASS

[septembersghost]

me watching any piece of media ever made: how can i make the thesis here about the wondrous, fulfilling, frightening, destroying, restorative, glimmering thrall of, and tragic inevitability of grief within, any and every form of love?

elvis (2022): *very first thing we hear* oh, let our love survive... *later*: love song i've known since childhood used in a dark, ominous way and a desperately tender one: some things are meant to be. take my hand, take my whole life too, for i can't help falling in love... *later still*: it was love. *last*: i need your love...

ah. okay. so you just made my job too easy. i don't even have to search for it. thank you. guess i'll go insane.

#if you need the short explanation #joanna newsom: a little shade of grief comes in when love is its most real version. #then it contains death inside of it and then that death contains love inside of it. #i want to write so much but 99% of you are not here for this and think i have well and truly lost it and that's fair #what's so funny is it's exactly what happened with moulin rouge two decades ago #christian: a story about a time; a story about a place; a story about the people. #but above all things: a story about love. a love that will live forever. #younger me: thank you. guess i'll go insane! #and it predates that considerably. i have countless examples. it's so funny HOW predictable i am and have been since the age of about seven #okay i have to go to bed i'm destroying my body with sleep deprivation 😭 i'll be back for more derangement later #elvis #i was a dreamer #sail on silver girl; sail on by #it starts as OUR love because it's already telling us it's shared. we're a part of this now #and then can't help falling is like: do we find what we love or does it find us? is this fate or could one thing have been different #if one thing had been different would everything be different today #does it matter even though it's already done? (yes) if you reach out your hand to the sense of that love how does it affect your life? #(and on a personal level for me: you heard but you didn't listen carefully enough. the door was always open) #i'll be coming home. *wait* for me. #then the conclusion is it's love it was always love. but from the person who doesn't even understand that #so we have to take it to heart differently. time goes by so slowly and TIME CAN DO SO MUCH. are you still mine? #time transforms and time provides distance but time can also give clarity #and then it's an entreaty and a prayer: i need your *love*. i *need* your love. godspeed your love to me. #it's never not needed and it's never not valuable and it's never not new and it's never not fate and grief and light and spirit. #you can run and run and always land back home. you can hurt and triumph and break and always find your love. even if it's yours alone. #it's yours baby and no one can take it away from you #put me in the heart locket i'm done

[floral-hex]

Moved into this apartment and only had 1mbps internet, which is… bad. good luck watching anything.

Called yesterday and they said they could only pump it up to 7.5mbps due to the building’s wiring, which is a tiny bit better and I suppose I’ll take what I can get for now just so I can actually use the internet.

A few hours later, I’m now sitting on a whopping 768kbps plan at $40 a month, which is absolute bullshit! WHAT!? I didn’t even know you could get internet that slow! What happened?? I might as well go back to dial-up. And $40! Is that my idiot tax for trusting them?

Just give me decent internet, please, I beg you 😫

#ok but 768kbps at $40 a month is practically stealing from people right? I’m not alone in thinking that right? #I’m basically crawling in an unloadable hell scape and paying them $40 for the privilege #should say that the 1mbps was actually FREE bc of a government subsidy or something like that #so I’m going half that slow ass speed at a ridiculous mark-up #AT&T fucking sucks #they said ‘restart your router at 2pm and your new plan should be in effect’ and I did and nothing has loaded since #gonna try and fix this tomorrow I hope #I’ve just been using my phone’s data for internet these past few weeks #which thankfully is unlimited and pretty zippy #but I want real home wifi so I can stream shows and stuff #I know I can make a hotspot with my phone but that’s so many extra steps when they could just I dunno GIVE ME FUCKING DECENT INTERNET #I’m sorry I know this is boring to 99% of my mutuals #I’ve been sick today and my head hurts and I’m grumpy #and I’ve been extra grumpy knowing I have a good reason to be grumpy (i.e. this internet) #I’m full of righteous grumpiness #and not much else… I need to eat #you can ignore this #text

[vibesaresimplyatrocious]

Can I just say that I adore the universe you’ve created and I am so interested in ALL of these characters. I adore spideydevil but I would read an entire novel length fic about any of the characters in this; Ned, MJ, Jess/Luke/Claire, Foggy and whatever is going on between him and Matt, Karen and Frank even 😅. Hell, I’d even read an entire The Office style fic about the inner workings of The Daily Bugle in this universe I’m so goddamn committed. Everything you write is pure gold and I am living for it.

deeply and profoundly tempted by the idea of a mockumentary style take on the daily bugle. peter just shows up in the background once or twice and is very obviously trying to hide cocaine

#i've got a bunch of like #episodic wacky team shenanigans #of the legal crew and science squad that would be fun to write one day #i've wanted to write it for a while but it's probably not gonna happen for a good long while #i also wanted to write a one shot covering the johnny storm debacle #but it's also not gonna happen for a long time if it happens ever #im also not really much of one for crossovers with canon #but i think this peter would be so fucking funny in no way home and the multiverse is so tempting #like hello other versions of me all of which i am the absolute worst #what do you mean you do not share 99% of my problems #jsc peter is 300% more productive 92% more unhinged and 13% less moral #he has way less compunctions about taking a molotov cocktail to his life problems and seeing what happens #he'd have an absolute meltdown if he was in nwh #i want to be clear that this idea has been haunting me since before the extended version of nwh #before andrew garfield said teh fucking words 'i want to see the holes' jesus christ #i can't write this now #jumble sale chic

[roses-and-tears]

oh almighty lord in heaven above do destroy me for I saw my grandpa at the grocery store twice and had to book it

#I refuse to speak to or see my grandparents #particularly my grandma #I’m worried my grandpa saw me bc I’m also 99% sure he chose the self checkout right next to me #would he know? I look different from the last time he saw me #perhaps I’ll cut or color my hair to avoid this situation again #but it’s my fault #I should’ve gone at 6am when there’s no one shopping #god I’m a mess now #I really really really hope he didn’t recognize me #like I really really don’t want him telling my parents ‘oh yeah I think I saw adrianna at the store!!’ #but I’m also a little proud he’s worked the self checkout. since a lot of old people don’t know how to work those #the way my hand was shaking putting my card in the slot #I’m home now but oh my god #on the bright side I saved money by only buying fruit and not making it to all the other aisles

[thisgodwontforgiveyou]

doing loona again without hyunjin yves olivia or gowon

#i mean i guess the original loonaverse was also without hyunjin but thats presumably because they hadnt gotten there yet #since she seemed extremely important to the racial aspect of the messaging it just never got revealed wtf that actually meant #and then yves is just like. the actual primary motivating character of the whole story even if its all about jinsoul #and olivia and gowon provided like 99% of the aesthetics ppl ended up associating with the story as a whole #and theyre also like. the trans characters who actually drive the point home

[newtness532]

what is worse, taking 2 buses to travel 1.5-2 hours to go to my sister's boyfriend's home where we'll go to a carnival parade or sth and also for lunch with his parents (which i haven't met) at a stakehouse (im vegetarian and a very picky eater) or spending the long weekend alone?

#on the one hand ill see my sister (its only been a week since i last saw her) + ill meet her future parents in law (i hate meeting people) #on the other hand i can stay home alone and read my books or watch my shows and (but?) not interact with another human for 2 days #plus i will also not have to stay at their home which is a new environment and it makes me more stressed the more i think about it #yeah when i started writing the post i was seriously wondering what to do but now im 99% sure that i will not be going #and the 1% is because of my fear of saying no to people #jo says stuff #personal ramblings

[todayisafridaynight]

kiraigo thoughts?

like. like kiryu and daigo....??

#snap chats #cause until further notice that means kirin x daigo which hell yeah we know im about minedai #but kiryu and daigo ?????? yeah hard no #especially not after kiryu calls daigo his son and daigo calls him his dad like i unno. not my speed #maybe im just a yankee tho #even beyond that they're just fam to me- like beyond them calling each other fam they're Fam #like daigo's like a mini kiryu but less stupid theres just. nothing there beyond a familial bond to me #and since we're here im like. No on 99% of daigo ships lmao #i really only like him with mine. and masato ig LMAO LIKE HOW THE FUCK DOES THAT MAKE SENSE #my brains an enigma #i dont really do shipping in general so how about i go with the pairing that makes the most sense and one that makes no sense #yeah good job pack it up gang we're going home

[kil9]

last satuday there was a bird hanging out on my window for like an hour and now today (saturday) theres TWO birds (she brought a friend) but now i have to wonder do birds know the days of the week ???

#99.txt #its not like i only sit here on saturdays... i have a weird schedule #but only saturday so far... the bird sits with me #i mean obv they know the time of year because of the sun and stuff #but days of the week are 100% made up by humans so #i guess since theyre in an urban area they might be THAT familiar with human behavioral patterns ? #that they know more ppl will be around at home on saturday or something ? #more ppl cooking and bbqing they eat the scraps AND ppl do yard work and give them access to the woims #maybe #also as im writing this the 2nd bird flew away so now its just me and my buddy #presumably the same bird from last week #oh god she just turned to look at me she knows im gossiping

[hellfireeddiemunson]

a bitch is in need of attention (i’m bitch)

#emmy needs to wake up soon or i’ll DIE #ok sure she’s an hour behind me but she should wake up in the next hour so i can send her 482746273 pictures with hearts on them #also i am at work and the attention i get here is not wanted i want to leave the bakery today so badddddd #times going kinda fast tho i guess that’s good #i’m just like. bored whenever i don’t have customers and i literally don’t have the actual energy to do a bunch of things here bc i didn’t #feel good lastnight and i still feel a littttttleeeee weird and off so i’m like. not wanting to be here other than the fact we have gooooood #air conditioning here so i’m at least at a good temperature and not dying in the heat of my bedroom which is ATROCIOUSLY GROSS #it’s why i felt so sick yesterday i couldn’t cool off and i felt so nauseous and my head hurt and it was just a bad time #if anyone ever is thinking that maine summers aren’t bad and you should live here….no you shouldn’t bc the summers are the most humid thing #literally have had humidity from 80-99% since like. two weeks ago at least #it is disgusting !!!!!!! like how come it’s a decent temp (been in the 60s-80s lately) but the humidity just gets SO BAD you’d think it was #like 100 degrees outside!!!!! i hate it here in the summer!!!!!!!! i can handle heat i can’t handle humidity #like the air is just SO thick and sticky and wet and gross i can’t even explain to you how Awful it truly is #anyways i’m hoping it won’t be too bad by the time i get home (around 5?) and that it’ll cool down #pray for me guyssss