#SO s5a obviously is The season of loss like obviously thats the whole point and then 5b is about gaining it back but its VERY bittersweet

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my kingdom come undone my broken drum you have beaten my heart

#twedit #kira x scott x theo #scott x kira x theo #twrarepair #twpolyamory #flashing gif tw #for the first and third gifs! #OKAY ITS IN THE TAGS SO I WILL RAMBLE NOW AND HOPEFULLYI T WILL STAY IN THE TAGS #SO s5a obviously is The season of loss like obviously thats the whole point and then 5b is about gaining it back but its VERY bittersweet #because the season ends with kira leaving but right before that kira sending theo to literally to h e l l (girlboss!) #and with scott reminiscing on loss as he looks at where he wrote allison's initials #and s5 is a really big kira season too in a weird way bc her plot only exists to sideline her! BUT! in a better show it doesnt #and its interesting i think bc s3 she warms up to her powers pretty fast and s5 alienates her from them just as fast #and its this big scary thing! and before beacon hills nothing was scary #and for theo i think before beacon hills everything was scary! n the pockets of safety were false and manufacted but they were still safe #and then for scott kira leaving is another familiar hit #with the added little layer of Could I Have Done Anything Different to Help Her. How Have I Failed to Help Her bc hes like that #while theo is a kind of loss scott has never faced right because it's also the first time he has d worded without his consent (WEIRD LMAO) #and on top of that theo has systemically wrecked his life before ultimately taking it LITERALLY with plans to also take it metaphorically #theo is a loss of innocence for scott in a big way bc scott has admitted that he thinks theres maybe smth still worth saving in peter right #like he's willingly aligned himself with deucalion later on too #HE LITERALLY LET ETHAN AND AIDEN HANG AROUND THEM like on a trial basis but still #there has never been anyone who has hurt scott so thoroughly and there's never been anyone scott was so afraid of that he wanted them Gone #like he would never have chosen This way for him to be gone obvously but once he's back scott does Not want him there #anyway i have limited tags lets move on UH KIRA AND THEO'S PLOTS ALSO PARALLE EACH OTHER IN A BIG WAY AND IT RLY BOTHERS ME THAT THEY HAVE #THEIR FIRST SCENES AND THEO'S LAST SCENE TOGETHER AND THAT'S LIKE. IT. WASTED!!!!!! #anyway to sum up s5 is The season of loss for scott as expressed through theo (a Trusted confidant but also scott's trust and innocence and #optimism in general take a really big hit for the first time thwt it never fully recovers from) #and kira (his girlfriend! a trusted member of his pack! and honestly someone who could relate to him #in a way we don’t rly see anyone else do. it’s a loss of a reflection. of being truly Seen)