#SOON. I WILL GET A 5* I BELIEVE

[anewp0tat0]

it doesn't feel real to me fellas. but I don't have time to sit by and chat and unload unfortunately so I'll just drop this and be on my way, cya kind folks very soon ✌️

not professional but I liked how his eye looked goddang it. I knew I was screwing myself but I did it anyway

#don't worry ill actually be screaming in my reblogs now and again if I dont get to make a post soon with my tremendous mound of m #messy words #guyz😫 i watched it 3 days ago and i still cant believe it happened #it's definetly cause i dropped out of the anticipation train for the last like what 5 months? just slapped me like a truck with a hand #bb jeezez christ im so happy fellas it's so goofy and best of all it feels safe(I COULD BE VERY WRONG) #ya know me tho. things in life be pretty tough so i keep my hoping and optimisim for the escapism spaces 🙏😌 #anyway i can't stick around and tag ramble im afriad. if i don't come back soon #at the very least count on me during the summer! #.... but also no way im not atleast watching what everyone will be saying about this season #i have an ambition to draw something small after every episode release. so we'll see! #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji fanart #fanart #sebastian michaelis #ciel phantomhive #digital art #weston college arc #black butler anime #kuroshitsuji anime #kuroshitsuji: kishuku gakkou hen

[buglaur]

a healthy dose of gael for your troubles

#i'm very tired but i have tuesday off wooo!!! #i can play then #i got 20 mins of cas time but now i've gotta get back to homework #i hate you 5 page essay about the poetry of adrienne rich!! #ts4 #sims 4 #gael i missed you #can you believe he's been gone 5 months #feels like yesterday #i'm also sitting on a shit ton of asks but i'll answer them soon i promise #i'm so so sorry anon that asked me for a tutorial on converting nondefault skins to default #all the way back in september #its in the works i'm so sorry omfg #ts4 cas

[moonliteve]

"Being in the snow with my lover like this immerses me in a special feeling. I like it"

og ↓

#far cry 5 #fc5 #far cry 5 fanart #far cry 5 oc #oc: miroslav radojevic #🥪⛰️☆° ﾟ- jacobmilo #jacob seed #jacob seed x deputy #wow alternative timeline where nothing bad happened and they can just hang out in the snow! #had to redraw this. its so them #cant believe this is the first post for the mountain sandwich tag #more mountain sandwich coming soon i just need to get this graduation done and over with then im FREE #my art

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

woke up to screaming and barking and yelling and from what i can decipher from my bed (because i am not getting up for this if i can help it) someone (one of my siblings) was bitten by one of the dogs (haven’t figured out which one yet) and it i have already decided that idgaf + this is not my problem + i want to go back to sleep so they should just shut the fuck up

#have heard the words ‘we probably don’t need to go to a hospital’ so it can’t be that bad #this was proceeded by what had to have been 5 minutes straight of ‘oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck’ but honestly and you won’t believe it #but idgaf and tgat’s not my problem + i have nothing useful to add to this situation in face if i don’t get back to sleep soon #i too will start biting

[unawakening-float07]

went to like four different gamestops and two local used game place and man do people either not buy physical games any more (like me) or they do and just do not trade them in. all of them had like the same 50 titles.

#i almost bought persona 5 royal and yoshi’s crafted world #but i thought if i’m not going to like 100% play these games i should not buy them unless they’re considerably cheap #which they were not #i did talk to a hot scruffy tatted bear though and gamestop #he was very bored and was complaining about how most of their inventory was overpriced pokemon toys #which sell out like as soon as they get them which i totally believe

[cuteniaarts]

Fanny, my sweet, beautiful girl

17.11.2012 – 14.04.2019

#my art #artists on tumblr #I cannot accept that it has been 5 years already #I know covid messed with everyone’s sense of time but it simultaneously feels so much longer and so much shorter than that #exactly five years ago I was holding onto my mom for dear life and sobbing as we watched lilo and stitch together #not the best movie to watch when you’ve just lost your first ever pet you know #and then I cried myself to sleep at the next morning we never mentioned her again #I know it’s because it was way too painful for everyone involved. but I do wish I was allowed to process that grief properly #instead of bottling it up and pretending everything was okay until I was reminded of her #feeling like my heart was being shattered over and over again every single time #well anyway. enough of that. I’ve allowed myself a nice long cry today and got most of it out of my system #and once I was feeling okay I decided to draw her #and I can count the number of times I’ve drawn animals on one hand so.. I’m not too sure about the result #but it felt like to commemorate her in some way. #so yeah. here she is. my dear girl. the best dog in existence. she was always so affectionate and kind #which I didn’t always appreciate bc of how young I was. when you’re a kid it feels like pets will live forever #never barked. never bit anyone. her only crime was chewing on my mlp and lps toys that I left out on the floor #but I’m grateful she did that. it taught me not to leave my toys lying around and to clean up after myself #she really was taken from me way too soon. ideally she could still be alive right now. but I’ve been down the road of guilt and regret #there was nothing I could do. I was a child. I can only hope that she knew she was loved right until the very end #even if I didn’t know how to show it properly. and great. now I’m tearing up again #I suppose it’s unavoidable. April 12th will always be a melancholy day. and maybe that’s not such a bad thing #it’s good to have a day when I can freely remember her and cry if I need to. it’s healthy. it’s better than crying every day #she never liked it much when I cried. always tried to comfort me. that’s the kind of dog she was. I miss her so much #when I move apartments and get a dog of my own I’m getting a spaniel. just like she was #well. maybe a different colour so I don’t end up sobbing every time I look at it. but spaniels really are the perfect breed #I mean. cavaliers especially were bred for love and warmth. that’s just what I need. it will be nice to have someone waiting for me at home #and while I don’t necessarily believe in the afterlife… I do hope that Fanny’s watching over me #spiritually comforting me when I feel all alone in the world. it’s a nice thought for sure #and hopefully she won’t mind me getting another spaniel too much. it will be done in her honour after all. to make up for my past mistakes

[softquietsteadylove]

can you write something where thena faints out of nowhere? some angst maybe?

love your fics, xoxo

Thena groans, waking up to the familiar feeling of an on-call bed under her. That shouldn't be right, though, because she's definitely supposed to be off by now. She's pretty sure she was headed to the parking lot.

A throat is cleared loudly.

Thena picks herself up, although she's dizzier than she expected herself to be. She sits up, though, looking down as she finds Gil's hoodie falling from having been laid over her. She looks up, and of course he's there. "Gil?"

He scowls at her.

Thena blinks at him. She's never seen that expression on him (at least not directed at her). "What happened?"

"You fainted, Thena," he informs her sharply, crossing his arms at her from the chair at the tiny on-call desk. "Just outright collapsed on the way to the parking lot. You're lucky I was loading up the bus when I found you."

Thena sighs. Not only is it embarrassing enough that she dropped like a fly, but also that she's sure everyone watched as Gil carried her back in here.

And that's besides him apparently being mad at her.

"I brought you back in on a stretcher, if you're worried about your reputation," he grumbles, taking his feet off the stool and slapping them down on the ground. "I wheeled you in because they're for people who are in need of medical attention."

Thena rolls her eyes, not one to take any sort of attitude lying down. "It's not a big deal, Gil. I'm sure they said I was perfectly healthy, no? Isn't that why we're in here and not in a room?"

"Actually, we're in here because I wheeled you here and asked Sersi to come check on you privately, so the interns wouldn't know."

Oh. That's...actually very considerate of him.

"And you fainted because you're barely cleared to come back to work, and you've immediately come into a 24 hour shift?" Gil glares at her--actually glares at her! "What were you thinking, Thena!"

"Well-"

"And I'm sure you haven't had enough to eat or drink," he looks at her, tilting his head to look at her as she holds the hoodie sitting piled on her lap over her blankets.

"I-"

"You're coming back from an injury, Thena--a serious one!" Gil stands now, apparently unable to take it any longer. "I mean, what if-"

"I'm sorry."

It comes out so small, almost like a squeak. Gil pauses in his anger and Thena is horrified to feel herself tearing up. She bites her lip.

"I know I shouldn't have," she admits quietly, toying with his hood in her hands. "But I...I couldn't take sitting around at home anymore. I couldn't take...thinking about it."

Gil softens, and he looks more like her Gil immediately. She looks at him and he nods, coming over and sitting beside her. He's nice and close, allowing her to absorb some of his warmth. "I think about it too. Nightmares?"

Thena shivers, "some."

He knows. He knows because he spent a good deal of time at her apartment while she was on leave. And while he was there, more than once he had to wake her up from a dream of being stuck under that car again. He'd had a few while sleeping on her couch.

Gil takes the hoodie from her hands, and her face flashes horror at the thought of him taking it away from her. He wraps it around her shoulders, though, pulling her to lean against him. "I'm sorry I yelled."

Thena allows herself the small moment, nuzzling her face against his chest. "No, I'm sorry. I remember how I felt when you came in from a run and collapsed right in front of me. I would never want to do that to you."

Gil holds Thena to him, kissing the top of her head as she threads her fingers through his. "Thena, that was the second most scared I've ever been in my life."

She leans her head up, pressing her forehead into his cheek, "I'm sorry, Gil."

"It's okay, Sweetie," he forgives immediately, because of course he does. He presses a kiss to her forehead and looks at her, "you're off rotation, you know. You should lie down for a bit. I'll take you home later."

She could just argue. She could tell him that they can't always be driving each other's cars to work. She could say that she just wants to go home and curl up in her own bed for another 24 hours. She could tell him her godforsaken leg hurts, for that matter.

Gil helps lay his hoodie over her again as she lies down, her head on his lap instead of the pillow. She drapes her arm over his knees. She has terrible sleeping posture for a doctor.

"You should sleep too, baby," she mumbles, already half asleep again.

Gil is in the process of just that, crossing his arms over himself with his back against the wall. At least his legs are stretched out. "Way ahead of you."

Thena tugs at the back of his shirt, then shakes the pillow she's abandoning in favour of his big strong/soft thigh. "'Hind your back."

Gil smiles, leaning forward and sliding the pillow up behind his back and neck as far as possible, trying to disturb Thena as little as possible. "Thanks, Honey."

#Thenamesh Doctor AU #a lover's quarrel? #just kidding not in my house #look #Gil just wants his precious (work) wife to take care of herself #he spent the last two weeks helping her hobble around in her apartment #and she is very much going stir crazy #as soon as she got a cane to help her walk #Gil is like honey did you go for a little walk after physio? #and she's like yep I went for a 5 mile walk #and poor Gil nearly coughs up a lung #these two own the on-call rooms #they're always locked when they're in there #and people are like #they MUST be fucking #and Kingo is like even worse...they're snuggling #and everyone is like we do not believe you #Kingo is that kid getting hit with the ball #something something the gift of prophecy #also #we love story beats #we love repercussions #we love reaction episodes #I just wanted a little more in here before the next big thing for them #I didn't want to just gloss over any of it #this is a big deal for them!

[raspberrylix]

look, I know I'm supposed to be this 日本語上手 guy or whatever but I've been waiting all day, putting wrong subs on the newest episode is just rude

#cherry magic #episodes 5 #the funny thing is that i probably would understand a good chunck of it #if not for 8 hours of lectures frying all the brain capacity #it is also rude for making me believe we would get more of udon so soon #uuu #dan and phil heard my cries :) #sims honeymoon episode lets go #this experience have taught me is that when in doubt one can always turn to the side they watched anime on when they were in middle school #its not safe but it's reliable

[yeonban]

Ykw, if the DoA had been a tightknit organization actively and passionately striving for the same goal rather than the randomized.org team of world's best criminals and backstabbers it is, I doubt even the ADA could've won against it. Good thing that Nikolai swings sides every time he sneezes, Sigma just wants to be left alone as the king of idgafism and Bram flat out hates Fukuchi and wants to curse him at any given time of the day

#muse: nikolai gogol. #muse: fukuchi ochi. #The DoA really is made up of some of THE best ability users in the whole wide world and I genuinely believe that each of them could #take on a whole nation if they really felt like it. It's smth I regularly think about regarding Nikolai and what /his/ ability can do #(which I should probably meta about soon enough) BUT YEAH I was thinking about making a pros and cons list post... #about how well it ended up for the DoA that they accepted Kolya as a member. aka what he did to help them and what he did to hinder them #bc at the end of the day; he DID help the DoA w their plan a lot and he never really strayed from it #but at the same time he DID also have a relevant part in getting Fyodor (who could've helped Fukuchi save the plan) killed #You know the DoA is absolutely cracked when 3/5 of its members are acting against it but they're still the biggest threat in BSD yet #Now imagine if ALL 5 were determined to get their plan to fruition and used every last thing at their disposal to do so. #The world would've been doomed I fear

[edgybutnotveryedgy]

Just finished power players. Very good actually. Like surprisingly good. I wouldn't put it on the same level as miraculous or zak storm, but its just so campy and fun. I feel like it really captures what it's like to be a kid. Watching it i couldn't help but think of the games i came up with when i played with my own toys. It also has some really wholesome vibes, and there's a found family theme in it which i am definitely biased to.

That being said, i have so many questions that im not sure will ever be answered. Maybe one day zag will make another season? It is more recent then zak storm, so id say there may be hope for it?. Idk.

It really sucks though, because as much as i like miraculous, zag has some other shows that are overshadowed by its popularity. The worst case is Zak Storm, which is by all means a better show in most aspects than Miraculous, but i guess miraculous ended up being more marketable? From what i can tell, the networks that aired both zak storm and power players are not doing those shows any favors.

I believe zak storm aired on discovery kids or something? Which is a channel that i didn't even know existed. Then power players did play on cartoon network, but it looks like it was a show on their website, so it may not have even seen airtime on television. And if it did, it was probably aired early morning where cartoon network airs all the shows it doesn't care about.

As for ghost force, i have to say it is the weakest show from zag. That's not to say it's bad or that i don't like it, but it just has really weak writing at times, and the episode pacing is worse then miraculous. This would be understandable seeing as it is made to fit into the 11 minute segment whereas miraculous fits the 30 minute segment, but power players is also 11 minute episodes, and the pacing is far better. And by all means, even though power players does get repetitive in its episode formula, it feels far more inventive then ghost force.

I feel like the biggest problem that ghost force has though is that it is trying to be like miraculous. Like as different as the shows are, there are way more similarities then zak storm or power players have to miraculous. For goodness sake ghost force even has a food vendor character, and even though there are 2 other main leads the focus goes on the main girl (i do enjoy liv, but I'd like to see more from mike and andy), or should i mention how one of the main leads is rich and has a strained relationship with his single rich father?

I do think that one good thing going for ghost force is that since it is airing on disney channel, i believe it will get more eyes on it, which will give it plenty of room to grow into its own. Like there is a lot of potential there. So many of the story ideas and characters are interesting, and there are some interesting mysteries that I'd like to see solved. At the same time, it just really sucks that zak storm will probably never get the 2nd season it was renewed for.

#i guess this turned into a brief show review for all the zag heroes shows #i think thats all of the ones that are out #it sounds like faryon may be airing soon #but going off the fact that zag has a worse procrastination problem then me #that probably means in the next 5 years #then theres also miss rose #which i believe astruc is going to be working on from now on instead of miraculous #of course he'll still have a say in what does and doesnt happen in miraculous #but his focus will go to developing miss rose #then there is also pixie girl which i want more then bread #but it has been stuck in production hell for who knows how long now #at the same time i kniw that miraculous was also stuck in prodictiob hell for years so id say there may still be hope #the biggest thing that worries me though is i feel like zag keeps wanting to push into the movie industry #which sure fine whatever #but also you have so many shows that you have bedn making and this is getting ridiculous #rambles #miraculous ladybug #miraculous #zak storm #ghostforce #power players #zag

[queerstudiesnatural]

ok well. just went to see a neuropsychologist and all she asked me were the standard questions you find in every internet autism test. which i KNOW don't apply to me ("do you find it difficult to infer people's intentions", "do you find it difficult to read between the lines" etc) and like she was literally reading off of her computer and asking me to pick one of the options between "strongly agree" and "strongly disagree" and it's like girl i could have done that at home. sure hope she's not stopping there and that she's not gonna just look at what i said but at the way i said it. idk it irked me that she just pulled up the old (as in outdated and reductive) standardised test on her computer and acted as if those questions would make me question myself like girl i've done this test fifteen times. not only is it not going to tell you anything about me but it's not going to tell you anything about most people. and most autistics. and she did suggest i come back for a more formal and global assessment, but she also kept using the words "cognitive deficit" to describe autism. which i realise is a commonly used term, but it feels reductive idk. so overall i'm not overjoyed with how this went lol.

#i'm sure she was reading between the lines etc #but the mere fact that she used that test (which is like 5 questions long and only applies to a small portion of autistic people) #rubbed me the wrong way #ok ok i need to tell myself that she knows what she's doing and she didn't stop at the questions #because i pretty much gave the neurotypical answer to all of her questions in terms of which button to click #but then i was like yeah i can read between the lines i've been analysing people my entire life it's my favourite hobby #ok yeah she probably knows what she's doing and isn't stopping at the stupid questions #i have to believe that otherwise i just threw 60€ down the drain #oh also she kept asking why i wanna know i was like girl idk i just do!!! #if i don't know for sure what the fuck is wrong with me soon i'm gonna die i think i'm going to spontaneously combust #she asked me three times. like but WHY do you wanna know?? what is it going to accomplish?? my peace of fucking mind that's what #idk why people are always like why do you wanna know why do you have to put a label on everything #ummm this isn't a fucking aesthetic ok we're talking about knowing the reason why i can't fucking function yeah i wanna know!!! #and if it's not autism (which i'm not sure i trust this woman to tell me) then it's something else bc there's no way i'm just normal lol #i need a diagnosis i just do it's not going to accomplish anything tangible i just need to understand things and most of all my own brain #oof i need to calm down i'm getting worked up

[a-sketchy]

holy shit guys. i’m actually playing persona 5. like for real. <- hasn’t gotten past the main menu

#even just hearing the menuing sounds respond to my actions is incredible #god i can’t believe it’s been 5 years since i’ve desperately wanted to play this game #didn’t actually get invested invested til 2020 but i was infatuated with the style back in 2017 when i watched a playthrough #p5r liveblog #<- new tag that will get more use soon lmao #THESE MENUS ARE SO FUCKING COOL MAN I LOVE THIS GAME

[freesomebodybyluna]

life is very beautiful in this moment I'm thankful I'm alive

#its warm outside the sun has set and the sky showed us many many beautiful colors #and its quiet and i feel safe #and i feel sentimental and nostalgic for this moment that has not yet passed #for the fact that it'll never be a warm tuesday night where my kitten gets to walk to her hearts content outside of the safety of our small #apartment again #and that soon enough i won't get to enjoy the lovely sunsets of my cozy college town everyday as i move onto my next adventure #with my best friend.... #and I'll leave behind these sunsets and the friends i made these past few months and all the memories i made these past 5 years #I'll leave behind 17 year old valerie and I'll leave with 22 year old valerie who is braver and who believes that is she is worth living #a happy life away from those who hurt her #sigh.... #i wanna cry i have a lot of emotions!!

[bobzora]

fuck saori is so good

#bobtalk #p3pposting #yakushima/aigis(<3) soon...just gotta get thru the third block lol... #(i dont hate tartarus but well it can be a bit of a drag. im up to date on requests though!) #when it comes to hamuko's SLs... saori peak rio whatever (kenji...) but i like her post-SL line if u talk to her again junpei so great #junpei is rising on my list his (friendly) chemistry with femc is so much stronger than with minato. bestieisms #i dont think yukari is much different...? but its a good touch that she doesnt need any social stats for femc LOL. hashtag girl #im behind on knowledge (almost maxed charm...lol...) which sucks cuz i cant start akinari yet :( or mitsuru. she wants so much from me..sig #so far ive maxed tanaka & rio. saori rank 9. i think im rank 2 on akihiko and 5 or so on junpei & yukari #(rank 3 studentcouncil just for a fusion request...lol.) #i started fuuka (i didnt in fes i think LOL). shes kind of a 'if nobody else is avaliable' situation. no offense #im probs doing the romances (minus The Obvious) just for content (+ well. spoiler reasons) but right now im in delusional yuri territory bt #oh i do like ryoji tho. him n aigis r 'I Will Love You In Every Lifetime' ass lmao #but yeah. i cant believe hamuko has so many girlfriends! hashtag girl. whatever #someone needs to show saori rev girl u/tena. just by the way #ok goodnight

[orcelito]

genuinely tho me jumping right into reading volume 9 of trimax and then volume 10 (and then most of the rest of the manga) on the night before i had a presentation at 9:30 am (that was entirely not prepared) was literally one of the most unhinged decisions ive ever made

this is what a hyperfixation does to a person

#speculation nation #like that experience was transcendent. i will NEVER be repeating it again but it sure was something #crying 5 times in a night chugging my monster perusing the wolfwood tag tearfully as i listen to the same sad song on repeat for an hour #struggling to get myself to work on the presentation but continuously going back to the manga bc it was SOOO GOOOD #me being like 'im gonna need a few days to process and heal' after reading volume 10 but then after an hour just. starting reading more. #gettign only 2 hours of sleep bc i was like 'ok i need to recover from crying Five Times and then i will focus entirely on this' #literally what is wrong with me lmfao. this sure was something. #this was literally just last week. i can hardly believe it. #this happened on tuesday/wednesday. i spent wednesday recovering. then on thursday i was like 'ok time to write' #there was hardly ANY wait time before i jumped into my next writing project #bc i had the idea after volume 10 but waited until i finished the manga to see where would be the best time to implement it #& that shit with the plants was the PERFECT time. i knew as soon as it happened that That was what i was gonna use. #wrote chapter 1 within a day (while working) then chapter 2 within a day (while working) #then chapter 3 within 2 days (while working AND doing family stuff) #guys i havent had a proper day off of work in over a week bc i covered on tuesday and came in on wednesday and covered on sunday #uhm. sunday before yesterday. i think my last day off was actually uh. the thursday before? a week and a half ago. #and im not getting a day off until thursday. two whole goddamned weeks. i am having a fucking time for sure. #and what do you know that coincides with The Time. oh i dont think it was even thursday. when the fuck was my last day off #uhmmm. oh haha it was that tuesday. aka the 18th. i havent had a goddamned day off since the 18th. #head in my hands. i am losing my fucking mind. #literally unhinged. and it makes sooo much sense now lmfao.

[vampirecatprince]

Been working on a height chart of my OCs for my game project! Some designs are still likely to change of course, but this is most of the main cast as of right now! (Tobias Forge for scale):

(from left to right: Satin, Lucy, Unnamed Roommate, Callafia, Vergil, Valentine, Behemoth (back), Asmo, Bill, The Doctor, Mr Maus)

#asmo game #asmo #my art #i can't believe ive been chipping away at this project for like... almost 5 months now #I have a good framework and um filling in plot details and I'm hoping to begin to get started in rpg maker soon #but its slow going bc of work being a lot