#STISCTY

[blanketforcas]

Since I saw some questions about it and I couldn't find the full poem anywhere else, I'll share it here. This is the extra poem Misha added to the Russian translation of STISCTY

In Russian:

#misha collins #to 15E #some things i still can't tell you #STISCTY #it was (at least in my digital version) right before MIW

[shedontlovehuhself]

Saw this and wow! It's one of my favorite poems from the book and the art is just🥵🔥

from the talented @__ellie (Liz) twitter. link to the tweet in the tags.

#Misha Collins #some things i still cant tell you #amazing fanart #stiscty #tug of woman #poetry art #doodles #liz doodles

[hoedameron]

need this tweet on a cake or something

#and some of the replies under here are like ‘what he’s divorced?! 😭’ screammm c’mon people get with the times!!! #this is oldddd news…u wouldn’t be here if you had read stiscty <- took me awhile to remember how the title went

[sailorsally]

Rereading STISCTY & this one got me this time around

#misha collins #darius marder #misha writes poetry #some things i still can't tell you #poetry

[bylizhand]

sun and shadow

forever in my STISCTY feels.

here's a drawing inspired by Misha Collins's poem "Sun and Shadow."

"𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦."

#misha collins #fanart #artists on tumblr #misha #my artwork #fanartist #lineart #some things i still can't tell you #misha poetry #misha collins fanart #illustrator #line art #poetry drawings #poetry

[green-blue-heller]

So it’s a fact that Misha moved in with Jensen in 2017 and whether or not it was a ‘cockles’ thing or just convenience (!?) do you have any idea if this is when Misha and Vicki also unofficially split up … I seem to recall seeing somewhere that they had split some time before he mentioned it in ‘some things…’

💚💙🐝🤠🐚😘

Well, I think from what he said in STISCTY, it was evident that their split wasn’t new. But that didn’t mean it still doesn’t hurt. Here is a man in his forties, who hadn’t been single since he was a teenager because he’d been with the same woman all that time.

I’m the March 2021 online con that CE had, he talked about how they just moved into a new place in/near LA. I think this was Vicki’s new place because where she filed the paperwork, requires a three month residency before you can submit it.

Plus, at this time, he had just bought a house a few months prior, that isn’t in/near LA. And they had already sold the first house (the one he had rebuilt) summer 2020.

So these are all relatively recent events that, to me, further prove they had been separated for a while.

Now, on to your actual question.

Yes, I do think that’s when they unofficially split up.

It was talked about how in that M&G where he said he had just moved to Vancouver, that he and Vicki had spent all day moving him into his new place with his “model friend.”

Now, the house in Bellingham was like an hour, or less, from Vancouver. He’d talked about how he went home every night after work, and how sometimes he’d sleep on the couch or the guest room if he didn’t want to wake anyone up, if it was too late.

Now two years after buying that house would he suddenly need a new full time residence?

Because you don’t spend all day moving your stuff to your buddy’s apartment if you’re just crashing after long days of filming rather than making the hour drive.

You take a few changes of clothes, toiletries, and maybe a new mementos or knickknacks. Because you’d be driving home at least every weekend to see your wife and kids. Plus he didn’t even film every day.

But you take all of your stuff if you and your wife aren’t together anymore and she’s going to stay there at that house so that on weekends or whenever, you can come down to see your kids.

And here’s the other thing.

Which I literally was yelling at someone a few hours before I got this ask.

WHY DID THE MULTIMILLIONAIRE MOVE IN WITH HIS MULTIMILLIONAIRE BESTIE RATHER THAN JUST GET HIS OWN APARTMENT? AND WHY HIDE IT??

Because if they had casually said at any point how Misha crashes at Jensen’s after a long night of filming rather than driving back home… no one would bat an eye. Because Misha would joke he was too cheap to pay for an apartment he wasn’t living in regularly.

Even Jared has talked about Misha has spent the night at his house.

The Js lived together for the first few years. They never hid it.

Cockles is really the only reason to hide that they lived together. 🤷‍♀️

So… yeah.

#misha collins #jensen ackles #cockles #cockles tinhatting #they were roommates #asked and answered

[freechaostyrant]

Maybe Jared was the Man in the Woods and resents Misha's rebuttal of his kiss and that's why he never posted about STISCTY

#cursed thoughts #this is blanketforcas's fault #misha collins #men in woods #some things i still cant tell you

[you-cant-spell-subtext-without]

SHE’S HERE SHE’S HERE

you can order from multiple sellers at this link (domestic only; international - the only helpful listening info I’ve seen thus far is here, but I’ll keep an eye out for y’all!)

#some things i still can't tell you #spn cast #misha #STISCTY #STISCTY audiobook

[savagecabbagedean]

But I like being IN TOP

Yeah we know. JSKSKEKEKE

#misha collins #stiscty #some things i still can't tell you

[omgandlavender]

WHY IS THERE NO DISCUSSION ABOUT WHICH ONE IS THE CAS POEM?????? I NEED TO KNOW OPINIONS!!!

#some things i still can't tell you #castiel #misha collins #misha #stiscty #cas #destiel

[blanketforcas]

https://www.tumblr.com/blanketforcas/742230179913531392/just-remembered-danneel-and-jensen-are-gonna

truly awakens some of my favourite kind of brainworms. like they really genuinely care for each other so much?? and it’s so beautiful???

just 🥰 jenmisheel 🥰

they are so!!!!!

misha calls them when he can't sleep, danneel's fav character is cas, she posts theee most throuplecoded pics on insta, jenneel were gonna do a spn podcast together and start with laz rising so they could have misha on immediately and already recorded the first episode, they were the first to receive a copy of stiscty, they both refer to misha as their boyfriend, i--- your honor i love them

#jenmisheel

[shedontlovehuhself]

🥹💕💕

#deeply talented and poetic friend #i'm gonna cry #Misha Collins #Hilary Swank #Yung Pueblo #misha's friends #insta replies #some things i still can't tell you #stiscty

[howldean]

went to target to get a copy of stiscty, got a surprise when i got home

#SCREAMING #actually literally yelled #my housemates assumed i saw a mouse #stiscty #misha collins #some things i still can't tell you #bee says things

[sailorsally]

going thru STISCTY reviews on Goodreads because this is smth I do every couple of months and someone apparently rated Misha's poetry 2 out of 5 because I quote "he got too intimate" and it made the person ""uncomfortable" and honestly this alone tells me that the poetry book is actually good. Poetry is supposed to be intimate and it's supposed to make you feel feelings that are out of your comfort zone. Anyways, kudos to Misha for being so sincere even when so many eyes are on him at all times.

#misha collins #some things I still can't tell you

[pixiemage]

The mansion is giving me hardcore academia vibes though, ngl…

#misha collins #some things i still can't tell you #stiscty #Jeremy Bradshaw #sort of lmao

[i-want-a-bagel]

Misha is a New York Times Best Seller poet

#i'm so proud of him #it's ridiculous he's older than my mom #but he's a tiny little man and i hope he's having a great day and knows how much he's loved and #how we're all so fkg proud of him #stiscty #some things i still can't tell you #misha #misha collins