#Satien

[nyarumi-nyan]

How quick is your OC to anger? Can they fly into a fury, seemingly out of nowhere? Or does it gradually build like a gathering storm?

Hewwo @ooc-miqojak ⸜( ´ ꒳ ` )⸝ ♡

I think I will answer once again for both of my lads :3 As usual let's start with Satien.

Satien is a bit tricky with this question, mostly because he doesn't usually let people close enough to get him angry. By no means am I saying that you can't get him angry, you certainly can! But it takes a very deliberate approach to do so and you need to know where to aim to get him to a visible irritated state.

And oh boy, if you did, you better back off.

You probably have encountered people where you though 'Oh, if a look could kill, I would be dead right now', that's Satien xD And I quite literally mean it. Most people didn't dare to push further after that, however, if you do. You gonna kiss the floor very quickly. There has only been a few of such situations, one of such was with a fellow adventurer who wouldn't take 'No' for constantly crossing his boundaries and thus endangering people.

Mind you, Satien isn't someone who slaps or punches people - he doesn't. But he knows how to disarm people well. Or make them look like a total fool.

Generally Satien doesn't explode or gets loud at all, it's like this one well aimed 'putting them in place' and then back to calm. Pretty much moving on with his life and the never ending tasks, heh.

Now lets take a look at Reah...

Now, Reah, has a whole different level of temper, haha. He is way more fiery and emotional than Satien is, way less restricted and thus more explosive.

But that also has multiple reasons, V'reeah's character was broken over and over again in torture. His boundaries crossed and tossed out of the window, his pride shattered and treated like he was a wild animal. A savage. Thus did he make a few connections which weren't quite correct, the feeling of authority for him is suffocating. He will go against this feeling and try to 'break free', he will refuse to follow another's lead and oppose them whenever he gets a chance to. While actively trying to slip out of the 'leash'.

So, now imagine this person being in 'debt' to another person... Or following a schedule which was set up by another person... Yeah, fun times. Luckily, said person, wasn't impressed at all the fiery feed back and explosive behavior.

Heh, so as you can see, Reah can fire himself up very quickly and will pout and make his protests quite visible.

Thank you for the ask! @ooc-miqojak

#character ask meme #ffxiv #miqo'te #wol #satien #keeper of the moon #v'reeah #seeker of the sun #ff14

[mimble-sparklepudding]

22. The Violinist.

The Violinist dreads a crowd,

His heart beats fast, his limbs will stiffen,

So, when he dares perform out loud,  

The only audience is his griffin.

The twenty-second character in my silly poem series is Satien of @nyarumi-nyan.

One of the most prolific and talented gposers (is gposer a noun?) on Tumblr and probably beyond. The writer's answers to various character asks are always a joy to read. Satien is a great (and painfully adorable) character, who really ought to be more confident about his musical ability, although I am sure that Ha'rhul (the griffin) appreciates it!

Definitely an underappreciated gem of a blog that deserves much more attention. Do yourself and favour and follow it now if you're not already.

#satien #ffxiv oc #ffxiv miqo'te #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv screenshot #ffxiv writers #final fantasy xiv

[dothegravitybounce]

if they ever end up having another baby I want it to be another girl named Celina. I'll only accept a boy if Daemon names him Peyton.

#otp: daemon and surreal #otp: your room is always ready for you #but I don't think they'll #if another girl Jaenelle Satien the true high priestess of hell and the other the true high priestess of hayll #to play with the Dorothea and Hekatah counterparts #if another boy peyton the next high lord and jaenelle saetien the true high priestess of hayll #but again I don't think they will #imagine if they do though the drama #some people will burn the books lmao #I'm glad the fandom is small because at this point I'd be receiving death threats or something lol

[recentadultburnout]

Laws of Attraction characters names meaning

ฌาน แสงเสถียรพงศ์ Charn Sangsatienpong

charn-meditative absorption, one-pointed meditation, contemplation

sang-light, gleam, shine

satien-stably, firmly, strongly

pong-lineage, family, race, kinship, pedigree race

ติณห์ เกิดกสิณ Tinn Koetkasin

Tinn-tough, sharp

Koet-form, beget, procreate, spring, happen

Kasin-a way to meditate

Fun fact: between the first teaser and the final version, there is a change in Tinn's last name on the cash check. In the first one, it's ชิดสมบูรณ์.

สรวิชญ์ Sorawit (Chan's secretary)

The one who has power over all, the one who is greater than all

เมธี Methi (Tanthai's bodyguard)

savant

แทนไท Tantai

Tan-instead of, for, vice, represent, supersede, respond, return

Tai-free, independent, Thai, liberty, emancipation

ทัศน์เทพ Thatthep

That- seeing, look, sight, sighting, vision, show, view

Thep-deity, god, goddess

ย่าแอ๊ว Grandma Aew

Flirt(slang)

It could be from something else or even be just a meaningless sound.

เจ๊น้ำ Nam

Water

สมพล Sompol

full of strength

ต้นข้าว Tonkhao

rice stem

มายา Maya

jugglery, wiles, delusion, illusion, deception, fallacy

โรส Rose

Not a Thai word

Index

#name'smeaning #กฎแห่งรักดึงดูด #laws of attraction

[paper-poppy]

nyarumi's char satien :D

my comms are still open :D

#ffxiv #ff14 #ff 14 #final fantasy 14 #final fantasy xiv #pixel artist #pixel animation #pixel art #pixel graphics #pixel

[namenerdery]

Girls with interesting names born in Ohio between 2011-2015 [S]

Sabine Electric Love Sacred Brown Sah'Rinity Unique Justice Saiilor Anya-Nicole Saint Chasity Cora

Sarenidee Marie Ti-Arra Satiene Crystal Scerenity Selena Sci'Kriet Jadai Noe Sckarletta Marie

Sckyy Kimara Scylar Micole-Irene Searientie J'Harmoney Seattle Reneigh Sechylle Kenna J

Selebrity Lou'Myah Senator Veda-Marin Seneca Skypath Serynite Niccolle-Rennee Sevaeh Skye

Seven Lynn Severina Josephine Shaolin-Fury Evette Shine Forever Siberia Anya

Silence Gray Silver Lyn Samantha Sincerely Eugenia Delores Sixx Marie-Gail Skarlette Lotus Rayne

Skarlyt Louisa May Skeye Yazimine-Davon Skhy'Lar Dior Skye Heavenlee Moonlite Elaine Sky'Heiress Eliana

Slayder Elizabeth Hope Smokey Jean Snowdrop Skye Solace Galilee Solapaccia Mae

Solaris Rhae Azar Soliloquy Rose Solo Nichole Sonic Meadow Sonnet Epiphany Grace

Southerly Jo Sparkle Forever Sparklin' Diamond Spirit Fallynn Spring Rayne

S'Sence Marie Staralie Treasure Starr'Vaeh Marquia Stokley Rose Stone Rollins

Stonie June Lavey Strummer Jane Sugar Chiffon Summit Catherine Sunshine Marcella Magnolia

Superior Faith Surely Dove Swaizey Nevaeh Sweet Ever Swisher Rooney

Sylence Awnestie Dream Sylphia Nichole Sylvanas Elizabeth Rene Symphi'Nee Forever

#ohio #ohiogirls #ohiogirls2010 2015

[vixlenxe]

Some quick facts for Amatsu right away:

This is mostly based in a universe where instead of being known as ‘Amatsu’, they were known by the full name of ‘Amatsumagatsuchi’ while she lived in her dragon form, letting her get away with shortening her name to just ‘Amatsu’ while in her human form.

The storms that seem to naturally follow Amatsu around in their dragon form cease in their human form, done by her own will. Before, Amatsu needed the winds & currents of a storm to stay flying in the air & to move around, but with a pair of legs in her human form, she does not need them. So they let the storms rest while in this state.

The shine Amatsu is head of is called the Sutōmuzuejji Shine, or the Storm’s Edge Shine, located near the Sacred Pinnacle just outside of Yukumo Village. As one could guess, the shine is as close to the Sacred Pinnacle as one can get without being harshly effected by the storm that is believed to rage at the top of it because of Amatsumagatsuchi’s presence there.

The festival that takes place to honor Amatsumagatsuchi is called the Arashi no Satien, or the Festival of Storms. The festival takes place once every season, or four times a year, in Yukumo Village. There is music, dancing, food, prayer & fireworks used to celebrate, & offerings of gifts & performances given to the Dragon God in hopes of clear skies, gentle rains or other wishes one may want to make to Amatsumagatsuchi. The main of the festival is a ritual dance, the dance itself consisting of movements meant to mimic the gracefulness of Amatsumagatsuchi’s flying. This ritual dance is only preformed by the Head Shrine Maiden of the Sutōmuzuejji Shine.

#[Lore and Ideas] Musings #[Preparing for another Arashi no Saiten] Amatsu; Headcanon

[lunarxdaydream]

💘 + Nolan & Satine

( headcanon meme: dating edition )

where they first met and how

At a local coffee shop where Satine had mistaken Nolan for someone else.

how long their ‘flirting’ phase was before feelings got involved

Oh gosh, it was a decent amount of time. Due to their traumatic backgrounds, neither of them were prepared for feelings until it happened but Nolan was certainly more in denial than Satine was until he finally made a move.

who fell for who first ( if applicable )

I think Satine but Nolan was not far behind. I don't think she realized how strong it was until he left her without a word or note left behind.

where their first date was and what it was like

It was pretty normal. I don't think either of them ever formally called it a 'date' but they did go out and spend time together. They were probably very hesitant about calling it a first date so it's hard to say which one specifically is their 'first date'.

who asks who out and how ( with a sign? spelled out on a cake? just a simple ‘will you go out with me’? )

Nolan sort of indirectly asked Satine out by actually admitting he wanted to kiss her right before doing so!

who proposes first

Nolan proposed by taking Satine on a little stroll that ended up with them in front of the place they first met before he went down on one knee!

if they keep / kept their relationship secret or let everyone know right away

At the start, they definitely kept their relationship under wraps. Satien hid it from Sofia, Cal, Marie, Tristan and even her own handler because of how it could put Nolan at risk. Nolan hid her from Talon and the rest of the sanctum for her own safety. While only those in their inner circle know, I think the pair are still hesitant on letting everyone know because of the same safety reasons.

where the proposal happens and how ( kiss cam at a baseball game? on a hillside surrounded by ducks? at a disney park? )

As stated earlier, Nolan asked Satine to join him for a nice walk together where they ended up in front of the place where they first met. The shop was no longer operating but the fact that he remembered the exact place meant a lot to Satine, as well as the way he finally conveyed his feelings (he rarely opens up about how he feels). Honestly, Nolan has been on the fence about taking the next step in their relationship because of his failing health due to the experiements he endured so for him to actually propose was completely a shock to Satine. And yes, she absolutely cried when he went down on one knee.

if they adopt any pets together

No pets. Nolan's delicate wolf-like senses wouldn't take well to having a cat and a dog is entirely out of the question because ... well, he's a wolf and it's like having a version of himself as a pet.

who’s more dominant

It varies. Both of them are pretty dominant when they want to be, but probably Satine but just a smidge until Nolan gets more comfortable in taking the lead.

where their first kiss was and what it was like

So again, this depends on what you'd consider their 'first kiss'. Satine mistaked Nolan for someone so she technically stole his first kiss. Now if you're talking mututal kiss, it was when Nolan admitted he wanted to kiss her right before doing so.

if they have any matching couples stuff ( mugs? sweaters? pillowcases? )

I don't think so??? Nolan and Satine have never been the type to look for matching things much less buy it.

how into pda they are

Fairly basic. Aside from a kiss here and there or holding hands, Nolan isn't the type to express his affections out in the open nor does Satine push him to do so. So, they're somewhat affectionate but prefer to keep the rest to themselves.

who holds the umbrella when it rains

Nolan for sure

where their usual ‘date spot’ is ( if applicable )

Surprisingly, they don't have one. Most of the time they might do something romantic at home or just check out a restaurant that caters to their interest but for specifics? They don't have one.

who’s more protective

Oh they are both incredibly protective. After Nolan was harmed by an artificial and disappeared, Satine went on a hunting spree. Killed several of his own group for revenge and to this date, she still seeks to find the man behind the near-death Nolan endured. Nolan, on the other hand, will most likely transform or be taken by his wolf instincts to hunt and/or kill whoever harms Satine. In other words, no one is safe when it comes to harming their lover -- they are a deadly pair who will go to hell and back for each other.

how long it is before they sleep together ( can be as in ‘had sex’ or as in ‘shared a bed’ )

it did take a while, primarily because of their trauamtic histories. Nolan was uneasy with any sort of touch and Satine was unsettled by the closeness of another. When they finally did come together, it was a delicate and passionate moment, albeit uneasy at times because they weren't sure what would overwhelm the other.

if they argue about anything

Satine's habitual need to hide or lie what she is doing and Nolan denying his physical state, the strain from any medications provided by Talon and his refusal to tell her why he has suddenly grown to 'hate' his adoptive father.

who leaves more marks ( lipstick, hickeys, scratchmarks etc. )

Nolan leaves more marks than Satine (and let's be honest, she's not complaining)

who steals whose clothes and how often

Satine steals Nolan's clothes whenever she has a chance! He tends to keep their home pretty cold so she wears his jackets and etc to keep warm.

how they cuddle ( spooning? facing each other? )

Facing each other, spooning, Satine sitting on Nolan's lap. Pretty much the usual and whatever makes them comfortable.

what their favourite nonsexual activity is

Anything that allows them to spend time together. Satine and Nolan aren't necessarily picky when it comes to activities.

how long they stay mad at each other

It varies on what the fight was about. When Nolan found out Satine was helping Talon behind his back, he left and they didn't speak for days on end before Satine found out Talon had to lock Nolan up and keep him sedated due his wolf DNA kicking in.

what their usual coffee / tea orders are

Satine enjoys anything sweet, particularly with chocolate meanwhile Nolan is more traditional with Italian coffee brews.

if they ever have any children together

Unfortunately, neither Satine or Nolan are able to have children of their own. It is part of the side effects from their childhood and while they will never talk about it, a part of them have accepted the notion of adopting down the line.

if they have any special pet names for each other

Funny enough, they don't have special pet names

if they ever split up and / or get back together

Nolan did leave Satine without a single word after the incident where his life was nearly taken. Satine came to see him and essentially, he was gone. No matter how far she searched, she never could find him until he suddenly contacted her one day. Satine immediately went to see him rather than letting him hide behind a text and long story short, they got back together and have been ever since.

what their shared living space is like ( messy? clean? what kind of decor? )

Clean. Satine doesn't have OCD by the book but she is incredibly organized and tends to keep their home as such. The pair prefer simple tones, a little more toward earthy colors with little fragrances burning in order to spare Nolan's delicate senses.

what their first christmas / hanukkah / etc as a couple was like

Their first christmas was actually really sweet, surprising one another with gifts. Satine and Nolan stayed up and at midnight, exxchanged gifts but honestly, I think they were just happy to have one another rather than be concerned with whatever was packed inside the boxes.

what their names are in each other’s phones

Satine: Nolan. Nolan: Satine. They're pretty straight forward with it.

if they have any ‘couple traditions’ ( buying a new mug for their collection every year? baking every friday evening? )

Hmm ... honestly, I don't think they have any??? Satine and Nolan are very 'go with the flow' sort of couple, especially when their work tends to take them away from home multiple times.

who falls asleep first and who wakes up first

Satine falls asleep first and Nolan wakes up first.

who’s the big spoon / little spoon

Nolan is the big spoon, Satine is the little spoon

who hogs the bathroom

Satine!

who kills the spiders / takes them outside

Both of them kill the spiders. None survive!

|| @vacuitas ||

#( Satine || answered ) #( Satine || musings ) #( Satine & Nolan ) #vacuitas #( q: with the pups )

[chibiplaystera]

:3

#ffxiv #miqo'te #satien #shistar

[aurya-varonis]

Fireside Rest

Resting with the beans after running maps together.

#aurya varonis #satien aean #oriane foretomne #kani tengu #nota tengu #reimu lalaimu

[wh4atshern4me]

Starting this series again. I’m coming down off my ACOTAR high and wanted to read something familiar. While it doesn’t have the ACOTAR world, it still has tragedy, darkness, romance, and those snarly, protective males with bat wings. There are trigger warnings: pedophilia, rape, violence. This is much darker than ACOTAR. I do believe Maas got some inspiration of Cassian from this series and I’m not knocking her for it!

#black jewels trilogy #jaenelle angeline #lucivar yaslana #daemon sadiablo #satien sadiablo #daughter of the blood #acotar #cassian

[nyarumi-nyan]

Also can we just appreciate tiny kitten Satien? q w q

#ffxiv #miqo'te #wol #satien #keeper of the moon #ffxiv art #yokufo

[mimble-sparklepudding]

I met Satien!

Hooray I'm at The Floating Otter with Satien (of @nyarumi-nyan). We got a bit rained on waiting for it to start, but now we are there having a drink!

It's getting busy now, but still room for more!

#The Floating Otter #Satien #Mimble #ffxiv rp venues #ffxiv rp chaos #ffxiv eu

[mimismarquez]

NOBODY IS MOULIN ROUGE IS HETEROSEXUAL NOBODY IN THE WHOLE FILM THE WHOLE FUCKING THING IS GAY CULTURE

#sophia.txt #baz luhrmann gave the gays (me) what they (i) wanted #and no i wont hsut up abt nini being a lesbian and how in the musical specifically she warns satien because she's in love with her and doesn #want to see her get hurt and wants her ot be happy even if its not with her

[dothegravitybounce]

On goodreads I'm seeing some Jaenelle hate as well (not hate but like that ain't it yknow). Which reminds me of how much I love the way her character is constructed. The whole goddess walking on earth is super appealing to me, because the story always treats her as goddess whereas if it was in another book it would very much be a story about her as a woman solely and how that's ultimately better. For Jaenelle it isn't, her journey as a woman is a burdensome one actually. It's always skating on the line of overpowered Mary Sue but it's always reminding you that she actually isn't supposed to be there, alive, communicating and living amongst others. I love the parallels with Jesus (YES JAHSHAHS I KNOW but it's exactly that). Is she a savior or the fact that she's responsible for everyone and bears everyone grievances what ultimately harms and kills her freedom?

#and I love it #i feel sorry for everyone who couldn't quite understand it #at the same time it's very easy to just read it all as simple wish fulfillment fantasy #which ultimately ends with disappointment when you don't reach the perfect happy ever after #the same for the relationship between daemon and surreal #Jaenelle can't live as woman for long whereas Surreal can't understand the depth of the Black #perfection is impossible for both of them which makes their existence together necessary #and it's just chef's kiss #I love the black jewels I'm so glad this last book just confirms and makes me remember everything I love about it #the next post will be about how Jaenelle Satien is valid and we shouldn't hate her #I wish everyone who's obsessed with difficult misunderstood female characters a very good day #the black jewels #Ana Luiza treats the tag as her own once again #otp: daemon and surreal #otp: your room is always ready for you #tbj 🖤 💎

[willowcrowned]

Okay but has anyone considered Obi-wan/Cody/Satien (is that how its spelled?) Regardless, hes got two hands for his two mandalorians, the au where this happend is gotta be top notch ridiculous ye?

Okay thank you so much for giving me a reason to think about this, because this AU contains three things I adore: polyamory, ships where everyone is frighteningly competent, and Obi-Wan

In this AU, Ventress is somehow even less well-adjusted (bear with me). What this means is that, instead of taking a gap year and finding herself after her family is brutally murdered, she decides she needs to get revenge even more now. What does this mean? In the short term, she still becomes a bounty hunter, but in the long run? She’s looking for a Sith lord team up so she can punch Dooku (with a lit lighstaber) in his stupid, elitist, backstabbing face.

So when Maul invades Mandalore, what happens? Ventress comes right along, ready to give her ‘I know we hate each other, but consider teaming up to kill someone we both hate even MORE’ space TED talk. And though Maul may be terribly annoying, a closet theater kid, always in a tits out kind of mood, and denying his gay awakening, he’s not stupid. He knows Sidious is coming for him, sooner rather than later, and he knows he needs more people on his side than his (impressively beefy) brother. He and Savage agree to the team-up.

Cue Obi-Wan showing up, ready to save his sort-of girlfriend, and finding Pre Vizsla, who got REAL sus the second ANOTHER lunatic with a red lightsaber showed up, occupied by capturing Maul, Savage, and Ventress. 

Obi-Wan saves Satie, who convinces him to call Cody for a quick evac, and they’re running away, flirting, and arguing over shooting things (as usual), when they spot Ventress, Maul, and Savage, about to be executed.

Oh, they both think, hell no. And then, because they have a stupid moral code that makes them do stupid moral things, they go save them.

A little background on Obi-Wan at this point: He has been fighting in a war for over two years. He is exhausted, close to a breakdown, and seriously questioning his place as a General. Next to him at all times, supporting him, helping him, and saving him, is Cody, who is clever, kinder than he has any right to be, and is, of course, devastatingly handsome when he does his special, unique-to-Cody half-smirk.

Obi-Wan, to put it mildly, is totally gone on him. Obi-Wan also, to put it less mildly, is his commanding officer in an army that Cody can’t leave on pain of death. To do anything— make any advance beyond the flirting that he engages in with most people— would put Cody in a very uncomfortable position, whether or not he returns Obi-Wan’s feelings. So Obi-Wan watches him from afar, hoping against hope that his affections are returned, and that one day, after the end of the war, there will be a future for both of them.

A little more background on Obi-Wan at this point: He has always respected Satine. Their correspondence fell apart just a few months after the end of his mission with Qui-Gon, but he’s been keeping up with her professional accomplishments for years. Over time, the love he bore for her faded, leaving him with good memories and an enduring appreciation for her courage, her cleverness, and her ability to deliver devastating blows to someone’s confidence with a few well-placed words.

Until he sees her again. And yes, alright, he might be angry that she’s choosing to stay out of the war— he knows what good she could do— but he understands her fears, understands the very real possibility that if Mandalore gets embroiled in yet another war, they may never recover. The thing is... well, she’s still very beautiful, especially when he’s yelling at him, and as slowly as his feelings had faded then, they come back in a rush now.

He has very much fallen in love with Cody, and he is very much still in love with Satine.

Cut back to the present— Obi-Wan and Satine rescue the three most annoying Sith in the galaxy and get the heck out of dodge. Cody, because he’s Cody, comes swooping in with a last-minute rescue.

At this point, two things are occurring.

The first: Obi-Wan is stuck in a room with four people he’s periodically flirted with over the past few years, two of whom he’s desperately in love with, one of whom he had a weird encounter with that he can never tell Anakin about when she and him got trapped in a middle school auditorium, and one of whom is definitely wearing no shirt and all that jewelry for a reason. It is Supremely awkward for him.

The second: Every single person in that room, each of which is (barring Savage) deeply attracted to Obi-Wan, is realizing that Obi-Wan is dressed in Mandalorian armor, and while Obi-Wan in three layers of tunics and a cloak is an absolute knockout, Obi-Wan in Mandalorian armor may very well kill them (and he won’t even have to touch his lightsaber to do it).

For one single moment, everything is absolutely still as they all stare at each other.

...And then Maul starts on the ‘I will rend your flesh from your bones, feel my wrath, Kenobarrgh’ spiel, and Satine stuns him. Oh, and Savage. Ventress agrees to watch the two of them if they don’t stun her, and Obi-Wan agrees.

Which then leaves him, Cody, and Satine in a room alone.

A word on Cody at this point: He has been bred from birth to be the perfect soldier— loyal, clever (but not too clever), and rigourously adherent to protocol. Yet, within three months of knowing Obi-Wan, he’s, well, calling him Obi-Wan in his head. Even just that is a gross breach of protocol, but he’s compromised in more ways than one. He talks to Obi-Wan, now, not just as a subordinate, or secondary advisor, but as a friend, as a councilor. Every time Obi-Wan touches him— never for longer than a brief second— his skin lights up under his armor. One time, Obi-Wan fell asleep on him for half an hour, and Cody’s was sure everyone would hear his heartbeat. 

What he’s doing— how he feels— he knows it’s putting Obi-Wan in danger, knows that if the Kaminoans had wanted to the clones to be equals to the Jedi, they would have told them so. And look, he knows what the natborns would call the way he’s feeling, but he can’t feel that way. He’s a clone— he’s expendable by definition. Even if, on some off-chance, he makes it out of this war alive, there’s nothing for him. Obi-Wan couldn’t care for him like that, couldn’t care for a man with the same face as millions of others, born and bred only for war. So it doesn’t matter how he feels.

A word on Satine at this point: Obi-Wan, when he left, was a gawkish, bumbling thing of red hair and freckles and the sweetest smile. Obi-Wan, when he came back, was graceful, eloquent, and very, very handsome. He is also infuriating. (This does not change how attracted she is to him in the least.)

She’s not a romantic, really, but she is a realist, and she knows she’s loved him in some form or another for over twenty years. She knows she can’t ask him to return it— knows that asking him to leave the order for her wouldn’t just be for her, it would be for Mandalore, and while the politician in her cries for her to claim him, the person in her who loves Obi-Wan could not abide tearing him away from his culture for her own purposes. She still loves him, deeply and irrevocably, and she knows he still loves her. (Maybe, she thinks, after the war... But she can’t afford to be sentimental).

What do Cody and Satine have in common? They’re both extremely competent, both instinctively ruthless, and they both love Obi-Wan. Oh, and they’re also both immediately jealous of their counterpart.

They know they shouldn’t be. They know it’s not fair, not when Obi-Wan isn’t theirs anyways, but it doesn’t change the surge of envy and dislike that happens when they see Obi-Wan use the soft voice he only uses for the people he likes best on the person across from them.

Cody knows he can never compare to the Duchess, who is beautiful and well-spoken and has held Obi-Wan’s heart since they were fifteen. Satine knows she can never compare to Cody, who has been at Obi-Wan’s side every second since the war’s beginning, who is so much closer in ideals to Obi-Wan than she is, however it might appear on the surface.

Fortunately, they don’t have to deal with it for long, because Ventress comes in with Maul and Savage and proposes a team up, at which point Maul reveals the identity of the Sith Master.

Obi-Wan swears a string of words that Cody and Satine are both very impressed by, and agrees to the team up. Cody and Satine, who are both going to Coruscant anyways, agree to it too.

What ensues is a good deal of scheming, during which Cody and Satine avoid each other like the plague, Obi-Wan is repeatedly told to get some sleep, and Ventress cuffs Maul to a door on multiple nonconsecutive occasions. When they get to Coruscant, Satine has already told Padmé, who has in turn told her group of anti-war (and anti-Palpatine) senators, Cody has given Rex a heads up, and Ventress, Maul, and Savage have been metaphorically sharpening their lightsabers for ages.

(It occurs to Obi-Wan, at one point, after he’s woken up from his enforced 25-hour nap, that Palpatine must have created the clone army for a reason— must have a failsafe in place— and he asks Ahsoka to pull all the data the Kaminoans have on the clones. They find out about the chips, and Ahsoka immediately immediately holds the Kaminoans at laser sword point until they reprogram every order into a command that dissolves the chip.)

The thing about organizing a coup together is that it makes it very hard to avoid each other. Cody and Satine are forced to work together, and, what do you know, it turns out that even with seething jealousy at work, they end up respecting each other. (Note: Obi-Wan comes into a room at one point to see them both bent over a commlink, heads together and hands nearly touching. He short circuits.)

In any case, coup, Palps dies, Republic fixed, whatever.

What’s important is that Obi-Wan gets really, really injured— so much so that he might die. Cody and Satine have dealt with him being dead before (Deception arc anyone?), but this? Watching him slowly fade, knowing there’s nothing they can do about it? That’s worse.

One night, when Anakin has fallen asleep, they have a long conversation in low voices about Obi-Wan, darting from fond to furious to devastated over and over again. If he wakes up— if, not when— they agree to say something to Obi-Wan, to let him know that they love him. It’s a meager consolation after all they’ve been through, but this is the end, in one way or another, and they deserve to be honest with him.

(Cody thinks, privately, that he will be— well, not tossed aside, because Obi-Wan isn’t the sort of person who does that, but there won’t be a place for him by Obi-Wan’s side anymore. Obi-Wan is a Jedi, a negotiator, a peacekeeper, and Cody is a soldier for a now-ended war. He is already steeling himself to accept Obi-Wan’s polite rejection with equanimity, to not cause more pain to the man. (It will be easy, he knows, to wish him every peace, every happiness. Cody has only ever wanted to see Obi-Wan happy. This does not mean it will not be painful.) Obi-Wan said once that he would have left the Order for Satine if she’d asked— she will ask, now, and Cody knows Obi-Wan will leave, can see the love written in his face, in his spine, in his hands, whenever he is around her. Satine will ask, and Obi-Wan will leave, and Cody will be left to look for a place in this new galaxy.)

(Satine thinks, privately, that Obi-Wan’s feelings for her must be long faded, replaced by his obvious ones for Cody. Obi-Wan is a warrior, a Knight, and Satine is a diplomat who foreswore violence long ago. She is already steeling herself to accept his rejection with grace. (It will be easy, she knows, to wish him well. She has only ever wanted good things for him. This does not mean it will not be painful.) He said once that he would have left the Order for her if she’d asked, and whatever he’d felt then for her pales to what he feels now for Cody. Cody will ask, and Obi-Wan will leave, and Satine will rule as she always has.)

And then Obi-Wan wakes up.

Cody and Satine let him have his long talk with Anakin first, partially because they know how important it is to him, partially because Anakin wouldn’t let them if they wanted to, and partially because they are dreading their own coming conversation. When Anakin has finished, and Obi-Wan is asleep again, they go in, hand-in-hand, and wait for him to wake up.

When he does wake up, he sees them holding hands and immediately comes to several wrong conclusions. Wrong Conclusion A: Cody and Satine are in love. Wrong Conclusion B: Cody and Satine are going to try to break the news that they’re in love to him gently. Wrong Conclusion C: This conversation is about to break his heart.

Then they speak.

At the end of it, Obi-Wan has some Thoughts. Thought One: alkdfjhskhsgjljlbhkgkjbjvnab,gkjvn;qlerghjsv?????!!!!fwbfwlkrehwogwhuwrijvhfdbhkf!!!! Thought Two: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Thought Three: Oh, we’re all idiots. Fantastic. 

He then passes out, because being on the edge of death for days and then having a shock to your system this big tends to do that to you.

When he wakes up, he is mildly more coherent. Then he sees that Satine and Cody are asleep on each other, and the coherence is lost, but he does manage to wake them up and get across three things:

Thing One: He is desperately in love with them both.

Thing Two: He’s leaving the Order for a multitude of reasons, but they are a Significant Bonus.

Thing Three: He would very much like if they both held his hand while he falls back asleep.

Cody takes Obi-Wan’s right hand, Satine takes Obi-Wan’s left hand, and the three of them stay like that, fingers intertwined, for a long, long, while.

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