#ScreamingIntoTheVoid

[angellll01]

The bittersweet release of imagining your disappearance

Like warm vodka burning down your throat

Like a deep itch you can’t seem to fully reach

There’s a guilt that floods you head, but a relief that floods your

heart

A short, but bittersweet release

That never seems to cure the drowning, hopeless void of feelings

inside you, aching to

disappear.

#disappear #vent #tw #cw #maladaptive daydreaming #ideation #help #bipolar #bpd #void #screamingintothevoid #hopless #helpless #poetry #sad #venting

[thots-n-prayrs]

y'know one of many things I hate about xtianity is the concept that all your good ideas supposedly came from god.

I once had a panic attack over that, over thinking that none of my thoughts were genuinely mine but all came from either god or the devil.

My ideas are mine. Good, bad, and ugly. They are *mine.*

#screamingintothevoid #religious trauma

[peppershark]

Pepper Returns

Hello internets.

I had a Very Taxing Job for a minute there, and while I enjoyed it for almost a year, I felt it was time to move on.

So I did. And now my current schedule allows for more writing. So I am back.

My plan is to update gloss and wolfer, and also begin a new Tomione Omegaverse story I have the first chapter and a rough outline for. I also had some requests to expand on the Tomione triwizarding tournament story.

Which should I update first?

#screamingintothevoid #tomione

[soopism]

SHE SUNK HER TEETH INTO ME AND I KNEW THEN WHAT IT MEANT TO BE ELECTRIC I BITE LIKE A BAD DOG BUT I LOVE LIKE A GOOD ONE

#writer #moodboard #internet archive #visual archive #poetry #archive moodboard #poet #screamingintothevoid

[shartsandpain]

Hello, Void? It’s me.

I’ve had this account for a while and done precisely fuck all with it. Lately, I’ve felt an increasing need to scream into the void. Then I figured, what better void than the internet and what better scream than tumblr. Let’s bring back that old school Live Journal energy. So I am not really sure where this will go, most likely incoherent ramblings. I’m not under any illusions that the way I feel or think about things is special or unique or that I can write about them any better than anyone else. So anyway, the long and the short of it is, I have completely lost faith in humanity. Years ago, my first wife asked me what I believed in. I told her I believed in people, that I had faith in humanity. To be fair, I was in my 20s and things were generally looking up for us as a species. In retrospect, I was naive. Then, right wing fuck-nuggets started gaining press and momentum in the US. It wasn’t that I was unaware there were right wingnuts in the US, I grew up seeing the Oklahoma City Bombing aftermath live. I lived in the same general area as the leader of a regional militia group. But with the rise of the Tea Party, then the Freedom Caucus, Palin, then Trump, it seemed like so many people suddenly felt they had permission to publicly and loudly be their absolute worst selves.

The amplification of ‘I got mine, fuck you’, ‘fuck your feelings’, ‘you can’t force me to do anything’ into the mainstream consciousness. This shift from civic and community responsibility (or at least the illusion of it) to the mentality of, as a friend puts it: Some people don’t care if they are living under a highway overpass cooking a pigeon over a garbage fire as long as the person next to them doesn’t have a pigeon.

I’m not sure what to do with this knowledge. The knowledge that so many people around us have absolutely no empathy or compassion for anyone around them. That right wing fascist fuckheads are gaining support and are emboldened. That any of the gains for  LGBTQ+, women, the environment, workers are being hammered away.

It is utterly disheartening that so many people simply do not give a fuck or are openly hostile. That so many people wish harm on others. On people I care deeply about. We are being worn down by greed and self interest. And at a time when we should be banding together lifting each other up, so many people have fractured off and actively work to make things worse for others.

#screamingintothevoid #fuckfascists dontbeadick

[historicalparamedics]

I wasn't going to post this because I dont normally interact with any fandom because I'm too old for all the shit that goes with it. But just let me shriek into the void for a moment because it makes me feel a little better about the horseshit that was those last episodes of season 4. The duffers do not know how to write characters. THEY. DO. NOT. KNOW. HOW. TO. WRITE. CHARACTERS.

At least not developed characters with any kind of arc.

Stranger things is literally the plot to their D&D game from when they were 13 years old and any character development is totally incidental to that plot.

The reason Steve has a character arc is because of Joe, the reason Robin is even half interesting is because of Maya and the reason Billy is so complex is because of Dacre. Do not forget that.

Billy is my favourite character, he is complex and interesting and multi layered and Dacre was one of the best damn actors they had and they threw it away because he is quite clearly based on their own bullies, you can tell from any interview when they talk about his character and it didn't matter about anything else, he had to die hated because of that.

Their characters are just props. Virtually all the characters are two dimensional. Most of them are charicatures. You get back story for Eleven and Hopper because they are the 'heroes' but theres very little character development. They are all in the same place they were two seasons, three seasons ago, except Max.

I think one of the best examples I can think of for this is the relationship between Billy and Max. Particularly why they came to Hawkins. Does anyone know why? She blamed him, he blamed her. It could tell us SO MUCH about each of their characters individually, their relationship with each other and the other members of their family but it doesn't forward their D&D plot so we never find out.

What do you want to bet that we never find out what was in ANY of the other letters Max wrote? Also where was her mother when she was in hospital?

There is so many more examples I could give. Will. Nancy. Steve. Jonathan. Eddie. Argyle.

THE DUFFERS DO NOT KNOW HOW TO WRITE CHARACTERS AND WHEN THEY'RE HANDED CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT ON A FUCKING PLATE, THEY SMASH IT OVER OUR HEADS INSTEAD OF DOING SOMETHING WITH IT.

The only good thing to take away from this is that we now own these characters. And we can develop them and we can build them and change them because the duffers don't know how.

#stranger things spoilers #The duffers cannot write characters #too long #apologies #Screamingintothevoid #stranger things

[nanogono]

Quality over Quantity Age of MisInformation - yes but quantity gives you even more occasions of quality Sure, but where? Age0fMis- in the time i could have searched for an answer i made even more answers; these are good yes? That’s not the- what a minute some of these seem good.-. wait a minute Age0fMis- *notices you liked that one*

No, please

#human #misinformation #screamingintothevoid #ai #me #ML

[sundialset]

stop venting to me about my own family.

#screamingintothevoid

[thebanananess]

Hello tumblr. Now that I’ve officially released myself from the former bird site now weird X thing, I am happy to announce I will now be screaming my nonsensical untethered thoughts into you. Seeing as I have no followers and no engagement here, I consider this a win win.

I started doing regular exercise for the first time as an adult because I’m currently living on a ship at sea and there is very little else to do. I’ve always been told that when it comes to “fitness”, getting started is the hardest part. I am chagrin to admit now that this is true. Last week I tried a workout thing and I could barely do 5. Yesterday I did 3 sets of 10. It is shocking. I smiled out loud with pride.

I’m doing it. I’m getting stronger.

#screamingintothevoid #fitness #hellotumblr #goodbyetwitter

[joqatana]

#poem #poetry #crow #screamingintothevoid https://www.instagram.com/p/CqYNcV-pCaz/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#poem #poetry #crow #screamingintothevoid

[thots-n-prayrs]

maybe I've been on and off s*icidal because I don't have any goals, but it's very hard to have goals when you're depressed and broke, and part of the reason I'm depressed is that I'm broke and I'm broke because life is too expensive and I'm barely getting the necessities.

But yeah most hobbies or things I could try to pursue are gatekept by high price tags, so like. I'm just fucked, I guess.

#screamingintothevoid

[thejourneyfox]

Why...did I have to block so many bots? Then again I'm still learning this hell-site's rules and manners all over again

#thoughts #screamingintothevoid

[dmnsqrl]

Posted @withrepost • @cheerful_nihilism 3 - I'm not taking anything seriously anymore everything is just patently absurd. Writing multiparagraph essays as comments is the current best version of screaming into the void. #screamingintothevoid https://www.instagram.com/p/CmupAFOy0wu_uZAzlwP29O5mL_6YoLk31C2El00/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#screamingintothevoid

[thisliterarylife]

Screaming into the void, chasing away your #sundayscaries. Started at 3am, won’t stop, full stop. #catproblems #catlife #sundayvibes #sundayfunday #screamingintothevoid #catsinwindows #citycat #windowcats #catsofboston #bostoncats #catsofmassachusetts #newenglandliving #eastboston #easite #eastielove #eastieliving #tuxedocat #tuxedocatsofinstagram #catlife #sundayscream (at East Boston, Massachusetts) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cf1e8ybrgbM/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#sundayscaries #catproblems #catlife #sundayvibes #sundayfunday #screamingintothevoid #catsinwindows #citycat #windowcats #catsofboston #bostoncats #catsofmassachusetts #newenglandliving #eastboston #easite #eastielove #eastieliving #tuxedocat #tuxedocatsofinstagram #sundayscream

[genshins1mpact]

the irony that i decided to test out yelan in xingqiu's usual spot in this one team (zhl/alb/ht/xq) and my yelan ended up doing so much damage i barely touched any other character, let alone use hu tao....... i think that was my fastest clear in the pale flame/milileth domain... holy shyte. like ik her artifs got pretty lucky but i didn't think that even at 80 she'd be THIS much of a powerhouse... every time i underestimate my yelan she just does it again.... anyway im case you haven't noticed im a /huge/ yelan simp, so this is def not helping my case rn bc ilhsm and now i just wanna use the shit out of her again aaaaaaa mi amor que hago contigo,,

# the feminine urge to mass change my layout to one of my biggest simpages ever... yelan <3

#aerin.txt #.screamingintothevoid #seems like a fitting tag I'll probably forget to use again 🥴 #aerinposting #tldr just imagine me coddling and praising yelan like im at her feet as you read this #it may read like a brag but its more just me being so whipped im like 'oh my goddess ilysm' instead of 'git gud scrub' #i have c1 yelan w/ aqua & emblem like;;;; yeah she packs a punch;;; bc i caved so hard for her mama #ni sé explicar las emociones que me saca del alma esta mujer- diga este saco de pixels jjjjjj #dunno why i keep switching to spanish bc i usually do that more when im angry.. but ig strong emotions in general work (?) lmao #twas my first language but no longer my main one if that makes sense.. but anyway ik no one asked its late and im rambly<3 #genshins1mpact #the real tldr; worshipping yelan for being the badass she fucking is ♡ #// i rly do lowkey wanna change my layout but at the same time ive had this one from jump and i ADORE the color scheme... fjfjjfjfjjf help #// and idk if i wanna change the afterhours one bc the albedo layout on desktop looks pretty nice ngl ;;;; #aerin.tagspeak #aerin.tagrambles #....damn have i not used those tags on here before or was that bc of the wipe again.. hmm damn thanos snap

[fridayblue23]

@faecorpspublishing #padchallenge

Inspired by @pattimouse poetry volumes

Graphic made by @pattimouse

#screamingintothevoid