🥞 PANCAKE - what is their comfort breakfast?
Toasted bread with butter. If the bread is toasted just right, still warm, and the butter slathered on thick enough to puddle as it melts? Delightful. It is a simple-enough meal, and though real bread and real butter can be expensive in Zaun, this meal (or the nearest thing to it) can be the best way to start the day.
🎂 BIRTHDAY CAKE - when is their birthday? do they like celebrating it?
His birthday is in the first week of winter, right before the constellations change. He sees little reason to celebrate his own birthdays as the years go by. Perhaps just a glass of something potent, as tradition dictates, drank alone. He’ll gladly celebrate the birthdays of others, yes, but not his own.
🍩 DONUT - favourite sweet treat?
Sultsina, a rye pastry, filled-fried-and-folded. He has little ties to his culture anymore, but this simple treat is something he allows himself on tough days, or when he needs to ground himself. Any eatery in Zaun that can replicate the recipe near enough to his recollection of his parents’ style of making them will find themselves visited at least once a quarter by an appreciative Silco.
Jinx likes drizzling hers with chocolate and sugar sauces, sprinkles, and marshmallows. He’s indulgent.
🍟 FRIES - do they order food often? or they prefer to cook their own food?
Silco barely ever cooks. He seldom has the time or energy to do so, and may occasionally need to be reminded to eat. He usually orders from or has deliveries made from trusted vendors in the area, or from the downstairs cafeteria of his office building.
☕️ HOT BEVERAGE - do they prefer hot or cold drinks? what is their favourite drink?
He prefers his drinks cold, or at near enough to room temperature. Pressed fruit juices, mostly, but clean water trumps all.
🍓 STRAWBERRY - do they eat their fruit & veg? what is their favourite fruit or vegetable?
Fruit and vegetables can be hard to get in Zaun, but it is easier in his district to do so. Being an Environmentalist means his businesses are geared towards the growing of such things. He usually prefers leafy green veggies, as they’re one of the easiest crops to produce (he is money-minded, yes, and careful of what is fair and right in his portion), or potatoes. Potatoes are so versatile.
🍰 CAKE SLICE - favourite cake flavour? are they specific about types of cakes?
He prefers simple things. He blames his age, or the conditions in the mines, for the fact he doesn’t need anything extravagant, but it is mostly due to his mindfulness and caution in political matters. Cake is not a simple thing, an expense that cannot be justified. For him, at least.
But if he’s had a cigar or two, he might be persuaded to have something sweet, even if it’s just a pastry, something with creamed rice or jam. But a cake might be pushing it, even then.
🍧 SHAVED ICE - do they still have any objects from their childhood? what significance does it have to them? what would their reaction be if they lost it?
He has kept only the memories. Everything he owned - from his own possessions to those left behind by his parents - were sold at The Last Chance. He has left everything behind, and pushed forward. After Vander’s betrayal, Silco even got rid of a number of things that reminded him of his youth, including a cigarette case and lighter.
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These two idiots kill me because what Crowley is hearing from Aziraphale is, “I am able to look past your demonic nature because I love you so much, but if there was a way, I would change that part of you” and what Crowley wants to hear is, “I look at all of you and I love all of you”
Meanwhile Aziraphale’s actually saying, “I love every version of you that I’ve known, but I miss the smile you had when I met you and I would give anything to bring that joy back”
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I was fighting the urge to eat then I got a message from ******….. the universe and I are like this 🤞🏼😍
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Today my therapist introduced me to a concept surrounding disability that she called "hLep".
Which is when you - in this case, you are a disabled person - ask someone for help ("I can't drink almond milk so can you get me some whole milk?", or "Please call Donna and ask her to pick up the car for me."), and they say yes, and then they do something that is not what you asked for but is what they think you should have asked for ("I know you said you wanted whole, but I got you skim milk because it's better for you!", "I didn't want to ruin Donna's day by asking her that, so I spent your money on an expensive towing service!") And then if you get annoyed at them for ignoring what you actually asked for - and often it has already happened repeatedly - they get angry because they "were just helping you! You should be grateful!!"
And my therapist pointed out that this is not "help", it's "hLep".
Sure, it looks like help; it kind of sounds like help too; and if it was adjusted just a little bit, it could be help. But it's not help. It's hLep.
At its best, it is patronizing and makes a person feel unvalued and un-listened-to. Always, it reinforces the false idea that disabled people can't be trusted with our own care. And at its worst, it results in disabled people losing our freedom and control over our lives, and also being unable to actually access what we need to survive.
So please, when a disabled person asks you for help on something, don't be a hLeper, be a helper! In other words: they know better than you what they need, and the best way you can honor the trust they've put in you is to believe that!
Also, I want to be very clear that the "getting angry at a disabled person's attempts to point out harmful behavior" part of this makes the whole thing WAY worse. Like it'd be one thing if my roommate bought me some passive-aggressive skim milk, but then they heard what I had to say, and they apologized and did better in the future - our relationship could bounce back from that. But it is very much another thing to have a crying shouting match with someone who is furious at you for saying something they did was ableist. Like, Christ, Jessica, remind me to never ask for your support ever again! You make me feel like if I asked you to call 911, you'd order a pizza because you know I'll feel better once I eat something!!
Edit: crediting my therapist by name with her permission - this term was coined by Nahime Aguirre Mtanous!
Edit again: I made an optional follow-up to this post after seeing the responses. Might help somebody. CW for me frankly talking about how dangerous hLep really is.
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When people think women aren’t capable of misogyny I have to laugh because misogyny isn’t men just being creepy and weird and rating women on reddit. It’s not just statistics on violence and crime stories, even though that is a big part of it.
It’s also republican moms and mean girl sisters who encourage competition between women as peak femininity. It’s also women who think having friends is an equivalent to a bravo TV show that includes hair pulling and slut-shaming. It’s also women who tell you certain things make you ugly and “look like a man.” Women who make fun of feminine features in men. It’s women who think the best way to deal with a patriarchal system is by trying to befriend it so they can try to benefit off of it by “not being like other girls” — the way people boil feminism down to the proximity of femininity and masculinity on the internet really bothers me. Some of the worst misogynists I’ve known in my life have been the republican women I’ve grown up around.
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Things Seen & Heard in January
I have been giving myself a lot more downtime in 2023.
The good thing about it is that I have had more time to watch TV, listen to podcasts, read & write, which means I can share some of those with you lovely lot.
📺 Watch
The first series of White Lotus was brilliant and somehow, they managed to do it again with the second series.
This time, we are at the White Lotus resort in Sicily…
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