#Seileen

[mouldymp3rotations]

0124-001

Here finally is what i had originally planned for the first rotation !

Song titles link to individual mp3 download All 5 songs can also be downloaded together in a zip file from the link at the bottom

So, let's see what we have here (it's all very gender !!!!)

BLAM HONEY - Tranceperent Sky

I think tranceperent sky is one of blam honey's most iconic piece. I think it does a good introductory track by capturing their noisiness while still being accessible enough : in other words, if you dont like this one, you won't like any of their songs (and that's ok !) Tranceperent Sky was on Grandiose Delusion, released in 1998

GPKISM - SUBLIMIS

Hmm, that's funny cause that's also a song I think that captures well the essence of the band, which also makes it a good introductory track, eheheh :3 Also, I think this song was one of GPK's original songs, like before Kiwamu (not that version specifically, but you know), i dont remember why that was important, when I made this selection, though lol. SUBLIMIS was on the mini album going by the same title released first in 2007, but this rip is from the 2008 re-release.

Schwarz Stein - Fleeting Beauty

I remember not wanting to go for an older song, with this one, as they are widely(ish) available, and their more recent stuff is harder to find. Fleeting Beauty also makes for a good transitive piece between midi:nette Schwarz Stein and indie Schwarz Stein, I think Fleeting Beauty was a single released in 2017

Seileen - 恋鎖 -Rensa-

Again, a good song to introduce you to Seileen lol. I guess this is what I was going for, in this selection. Make that also your introduction to Selia skjhdjfsd im gonna have a whole rotation dedicated to them, in the future :3 Rensa was on the album 禁じられた遊び (kinjirareta asobi), released in 2009, and i believe this is my own rip~ Also interesting to note that this was composed by Kalm (mixed by SiSeN), considering the following song :D

VELVET EDEN - 「・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・」

This simply is one of my favourite songs from velvet eden~ This track too makes for a good introduction to the band (at least that era...) and is less common than like maze (im basically ignoring anything from velvet eden released after 2002 lmao) 「・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・」 was on the mini album 人形娼館 (ningyou shoukan), released in 1999

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#blam honey #gpkism #schwarz stein #seileen #velvet eden #darkwave #visual kei #vkei #vk #japanese music #jmusic

[riley-phoenix]

Pairing: Dean X Cas, Sam X Eileen

Canon: Supernatural

Content: Fix it Fic, fluff, violence, blood

Author's Note: For my heartbroken Destiel and Seileen shippers, I got you.

Summary: This is my attempt at a Supernatural series finale fix-it-fic; it gives the Winchester brothers the peaceful endings they got, along with the relationships they deserved. Let me know what you think, is it better than the real finale?

"It's ok, you can go now...", Sam said as the tears rolled down his face and he felt the strength fade from Dean's arm. Dean looked at him and smiled one final time. The smile said everything. 'Goodbye', 'Thank You', 'This isn't the end'. Everything. The blood dripped from his abdomen and his hand slowly slipped out of Sam's, dangling lifelessly from the side of his body.

Dean was gone.

Sam's tears came rushing forth even faster now. He clung desperately to the limp body of his brother as he sobbed uncontrollably. He almost couldn't believe it. Dean had died so many times before. Someway, somehow, Sam always found a way to bring him back, and vice versa. But this time, it was final. It felt final; and Sam knew that. His brother, the man that practically raised him, the boy that pulled him out of a burning house when be was a baby... Was gone. And he was left to pick up the pieces.

Suddenly, an ominous, blinding light filled the room. It forced Sam to shield his eyes and made him squint before he recognised the figure standing at the centre of the glowing ray.

"...Jack?", He asked as figure emerged from the light.

"Hello, Sam", the figure said as it revealed itself and confirmed his theory.

"What are you... What are you doing here?", He asked in a confused tone.

Jack, without speaking, turned his head to look directly at Dean and subsequently walked towards him.

"You came here to heal him right?", Sam asked desperately. "Can you heal him? Of course you can heal him, you're God".

"I'm not here to heal him, Sam", Jack said sorrowfully.

Sam stepped backwards, away from his brother and turned his attention to Jack, "I thought that was a reaper's job".

"I made an exception".

In another realm that existed in the same physical space, a fabric of reality that Sam couldn't see, Dean stood infront of his own body. He stared at his brother with a hopeless gaze as a tear rolled down his cheek. Jack extended his hand to Dean, and he embraced death without protest. All Sam saw was Jack extend his hand into empty space as he looked back at him and the room was once again flooded in a blinding white light.

"Goodbye, Jack... Goodbye, Dean", Sam said as the light faded away. When it had fully cleared, Jack was gone; and he could feel the absence of Dean's spirit.

Later...

Sam looked over the pyre with Dean's body underneath, shakily holding a lighter between his fingers. Eileen laid a comforting hand on his shoulder as he let it go, igniting the wood. Sam started to cry again as Eileen pulled him in closer, "He's in a better place now", she said.

In Heaven, Dean looks around. He admires the golden horizon that surrounds everything and how beautiful it all is. Interrupting the moment, a light fills the room. So bright, it could blind someone, and Dean winces as he holds his arms up to cover his eyes. "Who... Who are you?", Dean asks.

"I am the one who gripped you tight, and raised you from perdition".

"...Cas?".

"Hello, Dean", Castiel said as he revealed himself.

Sam stands in a small room, looking himself in the mirror while Jody helps him with his bowtie, "You look much better in a suit than in flannel and denim", she says jokingly.

Sam chuckles lightly as he turns his attention to a framed picture on his desk, a picture of Dean, "He should be here", he says as he sighs.

"He is", she says as she lays her hand gently on his heart, "in here". She extends her arm as she leads Sam down the aisle, and at the end of the chapel is Eileen waiting in a beautiful white dress.

Dean stands in disbelief, looking at Cas for the first time in 5 years.

Cas steps forward, "Dean... What I said the last time we saw each other--".

"--I love you too, Cas".

"...What?".

"I love you too".

Cas approaches him nervously but Dean grabs him with conviction and kisses him passionately as Cas reciprocates and places a hand on his waist and another around his neck.

Years have passed, Sam stands in a hospital room with several nurses while Eileen sits tired on a bed. "Push, Eileen! Push!", Sam says as he holds her hand. She struggles and lets out a loud, painful scream, before silence fills the air; and is eventually broken by the cry of a newborn baby.

"It's a boy", the doctor says.

"What are you gonna name him?", The nurse asks.

Sam pauses and looks at Eileen as he turns back to the nurse, "...Dean", he says as tears of joy fill his eyes.

Dean and Cas lie in bed. Dean stares with a faraway gaze at the ceiling while Cas runs his hand up and down his chest, "What're you thinking about?", Cas asks.

"Just... Where he is. What he's doing".

"I wonder too, sometimes... But time works differently up here, it's faster. He'll be along soon enough".

"Yeah", Dean says as he takes Cas in his arms and closes the gap between their lips.

Meanwhile on Earth, even more time has passed. An elderly Sam Winchester struggles to breathe as he lies in his bed. His son, Dean Winchester II, takes his hand and comforts him. "It's ok... You can go now", he says. Sam smiles one last time as he closes his eyes and his heart stops beating.

In Heaven, Dean stops the Impala at a bridge and steps out. He looks out into the sky, admiring the view; before he hears someone approaching from behind, "Heya, Sammy", he says as he turns around to greet his brother. Sam embraces him in a long, warm hug as a song plays from the Impala's radio.

♪ Carry On My Wayward Son ♪

"Ugh, I hate this song", Sam says as he reaches to change the station.

Dean swats his hand away, "Driver picks the music..."

♪ There'll Be Peace When You Are Done ♪

Sam rolls his eyes.

"Say it", Dean commands, "Driver picks the music...".

♪ Lay Your Weary Head To Rest ♪

"...Shotgun shuts his cakehole", Sam says unenthusiastically. They look around and notice that their friends and family have joined them. Cas, Jack, Bobby, John, Mary, Joe, Ellen, Crowley, Adam, Garth... Everyone.

Dean places his arm around Sam's shoulders as they stare out into the sunset together, leaving their past in the past and looking forward to the future, their journey having come full circle.

♪ Don't You Cry No More ♪

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Tags: @all-alone-he-turns-to-stone @spn-fanfic-reblog-writes @castielinanutshell

#Supernatural #spn #spnfandom #Destiel #Seileen #sam Winchester #dean Winchester #Castiel #cas #15x18 #15x19 #15x20

[physneurose]

#the candy spooky theater #dj sisen #ryonai #blam honey #seileen

[corneille-moisie]

ever since i learned that kalm composed most (if not all ? i dont remember) of seileen's songs and sisen just remixed them, i have wished to hear kalm's original compositions D:<

#low (high ?) key think the songs would probably sound better if sisen wasnt involved lol #to be clear its not like kalm composed then selia sang and then sisen remixed #its more like kalm was commissioned the track and then selia and sisen made it seileen #but what if it was selia's vocal on kalm's original tracks you know ? #seileen #a visual kei post #dj sisen #selia #kalm

[holy-needle]

#gpkism #seileen #gothique prince ken #kiwamu #sisen #selia #darkwave #goth #gothic #visual kei #v系

[killi3]

#Seileen

[zamusvstheworld]

#banners #myspace #myspace banners #electronic #ebm #cybergoth #goth #noise #industrial #darkwave #dance #techno #electronica #kotekei #eroguro #demonoid13 #simplydarknetize #combichrist #seileen #djsisen #selia #age of decadance #norchmohr #tokyodecadance

[soulsxeeker]

I need to know what is it with me being obsessed with groups that have barely two albums max and will probably never make a single song together again.

and mabye, if you're lucky, they have 1 /almost/ decent quality mv ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

#i'm sick #blamhoney to gpkism to seileen loop for me personally #going through it #I've been listening to the same songs for MONTHS

[gr0ttesc4]

Hii my name is Sofía, my pronouns are they/she, I'm from Argentina and I speak Spanish and English !! ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ ♡

!!DNI LIST!!

Racist, mysoginistic, TERF, antisemitic, fascist, Pro-life, Pro-shipper, J. K. Rowling supporter, ableist, MAPS, Pro ED, edgy, problematic in general.

My fave games are:

TS4, Coffee Talk, DDLC <3

I listen to:

Malice Mizer, Moi Dix Mois, Madame Edwarda, The Cure, Siouxsie and the Banshees, London After Midnight, MARINA, Lareine, Madmans Esprit, Mylène Farmer, BABYMETAL, Versailles, DEVILOOF, Kamijo, Kebyo, Közi, Kaya, System of a Down, Koukon, Wowaka, GPKism, Seileen and some random K-Pop songs lol

Random things I enjoy:

Cats, Nana, Innocent, Sakura Card Captor, Death Note, gothic lolita, shironuri, visual kei, alt makeup, pierrots, anything goth related, ega, J-fashion in general, vampires, making sims lmao

[onlyonekenobi]

i like to imagine that one day, sam and eileen and dean and cas all sit down together for a family meeting to pick out a new family surname. and like, sam brings an annotated list of possible options with consideration to ancestry, etymological meanings, the whole nine yards. dean also has a list but it’s all sci-fi characters and is written on a napkin. cas argues dean’s takes even though he knows sam is presenting the better defense. sam begins to panic and looks to eileen for help, but eileen’s just like whatever dude just get me off the fbi watch list. she and cas start doing elimination rounds with a cootie catcher they made while sam and dean are having a heated debate in the background

#seileen #destiel #this is a family dynamic #tess talks #spn #ficlet #my posts

[klinejack]

Dean, hey. It's me. I'm back in the bunker, and you got to listen. Mrs. Butters... Went psycho. We know.

#sam winchester #dean winchester #supernatural #supernaturaledit #spnedit #spndaily #spngifs #samwinchesteredit #deanwinchesteredit #sam and dean #sam x eileen #seileen #bbelcher #userstream #chewieblog #filmtv #tvgifs #tvedit #theliteraltrash #usersawah #mieczlw #tvbee #myedits #prev. scottstiles #i really hope we get to see an actual date... i love them a lot :'') #and baby jack in the corner ldkfjlkdgGDGF #MY BABY BOY WHO'S GONNA SAVE THE WORLD

[spn-season-16-chronicles]

SPNews

15th January 2021

Start of the day quite calm. No new info.

Comparison of the finale to the Vampyre(1932) movie stirrs some controversy. Finale analysed in regard of vampire lore - as vampires were queercoded from the start of the myth. Similarities... Unsettling. The original post on the blog, below the news.

Jared's interview for Variety comes out stirring quite a lot of controversy. Jared praising the finale only amplifies Jensen's and Misha's silence. Two separate statements cause uproar.

Jared calling Dean's death a success story, as it allows Sam to retire from hunting. Fandom fuming that Dean's got reduced again to only brother/caretaker role, and his existance was treated as obstacle, a 15 years long interlude in Sam's normal life.

Second bit of information got people even more angry, as Jared stated that Eileen was not mentioned as his wife in any script version he's read. He also stated that he found it fitting, for Sam to find wife not knowing hunter's life and that Dean would want that for Sam. Fandom fulious over representation erasure, treating Eileen's dissapearience only as a manpain for Sam. And righteously mad about that.

In case of the first statement - that can be treated as Jared's personal opinion on the matter and easily discarded. In case of not including Eileen in the final narrative? That literally doesn't make sence and is yet another promise broken by writers. Shows that when they had the possibility to right some of the show's mistakes they just chose not to.

Fandom in anger took Eileen to trending on twitter. Shoshannah Stern most likely acknowladges the actions. Supernatural trends on the hellsite as well.

Situation is... Tensed we'd say, the info is not really new. We knew most of that beforehand. And while it is kind of hurtful of Jared to say that he was against Seileen, it is not a good nor healthy to send threats (especialy deat threats) his way, even as a joke.

Lighter info - Misha posted video with a few frames with great meme potential - proof below

What will happen tomorrow?

And now weather

Writes are sorry for the delay, lots of material to go through, and the amount of it growing as you read that

#supernatural #SPNews #spn #eileen leahy #shoshannah stern #Sam winchester #Jared padalecki #Dean winchester #Jensen ackles #Castiel #Misha collins #Seileen #Destiel #Deancas #Spn season 16 #Spn metafandom #Spn meta #Very interesting day indeed #Long post again #Long post #Anty hate

[sun-honey-bee]

#destiel #seileen #dean x cassie #dean x cas #sam x eileen #supernatural #spn #supernatural wallpaper #destiel wallpaper #saileen wallpaper #dean x cassie wallpaper #my edit #edit #wallpaper #wallpapers

[corneille-moisie]

uuuugh i love schwarz stein so much 😩

#it's just about how hora composes and how kaya sings it #its just....... #yes. #its also about how much very electronic sounds can carry such very human and raw emotions #and they manage to make you feel these emotions even when you dont really understand the lyrics #every time you find a translation it only confirms the emotion conveyed #its so good 😭 #its also very gender 🤔 #yeaaah #in a similar way to the likes of velvet eden and blam honey and seileen and what gpkism tried too hard to be very gender 🤔🤔🤔🤔 #and like velvet eden is only close second because of kalm... and hora lmao #once kalm started to make music for kaya it was fucking over 😂😂 #so yeah i fucking love schwarz stein !!! #also yes selia collaborating with kaya on some tracks i know i know !!! #kaya #schwarz stein #vk #vkei #visual kei

[tearsofgrace]

written for suptober day 26: walk of shame

wc: 800, tags: fluff, eileen ships it, seileen, destiel, domestic (sorta)

Dean insisted that Cas always wake him up before he left. It was ridiculous really. The hunter needed his sleep, and Cas would see him as soon as he walked into the kitchen for his morning coffee. But Dean liked to see him in the morning, liked to kiss him one last time before he snuck down the hallway to his own room. 

Today, much like most days, he watched Dean sleep before he left. He always looked so peaceful now, not like he had when he was younger. Not like he had before Cas. 

Before Cas, even before Hell, there were nightmares. What they were about changed over time. First it was John, then it was Hell, then it was Purgatory, then it was all of it. But when Cas started sharing a bed with him, he would relax. His mouth parted slightly and his shoulders loosened and he was the most beautiful thing Cas had ever seen. 

After sitting there in the dark for a while, watching Dean’s chest rise and fall slowly, Cas pressed a soft kiss against his forehead. Dean’s eyes fluttered open slowly, then he smiled. 

“Morning, angel.” 

“Good morning, Dean.” 

Dean sat up as Cas walked over to where his clothes lay discarded on the floor, pulling them on quickly. 

“I wish you would stay,” Dean muttered. 

“I would stay,” Cas said simply. “If you would tell Sam then we wouldn’t-”

“Not yet,” Dean cut in. 

“He loves you. So do Eileen and Jack. This isn’t going to change anything.”

Dean chuckled softly and rubbed at his eyes. “Me being bi? Yeah, Sam wouldn’t give a damn. Hell, I don’t even know if he’d be surprised. But me dating his best friend?” Dean laughed again and layed back down, his head bouncing slightly off the pillow. 

“Whatever you think is best,” Cas said. But he wanted to say more. To show Dean that they could have this, really have it. Because Sam wasn’t what Dean was afraid of. Cas knew that. Dean was afraid of declaring this to the world in a way that couldn’t be taken back, of making it real. 

Because if it was real then it could be lost. 

Cas tightened the tie around his throat and walked back to give Dean one last sloppy, lazy kiss that the hunter returned eagerly. 

“I love you, you know,” Dean said softly, just like he did every time. Like it was only something Cas was allowed to hear, and not even the empty hallways could be privy to the secret. 

“I love you too.”

Cas let his finger trail down Dean’s face over his jawline and down his collar. Dean leaned into the touch, his eyes already slipping shut again. 

Then he turned and made for the door, his steps soft against the carpet. 

He let the latch slide shut behind him, careful to not make any noise, and turned to walk to his room. And then he froze, mouth going dry and heart pounding in his throat. 

Eileen was leaving the bathroom, Sam’s oversized flannel hanging loose over her frame. When she saw Cas, her eyes widened and flicked to the Dean’s door. 

Cas just stayed frozen, his hands shaking slightly at his sides. 

Then a broad grin grew over Eileen’s face and she raised an eyebrow. 

I told Sam I was right, she signed quickly, leaning against the doorframe. 

Cas didn’t know what to say, what to do, but he took another few steps down the hallway toward her. His trenchcoat brushed against the wall and he winced, thinking for some reason that the soft brushing would send one of the Winchesters out into the hallway. 

I’m happy for you, Cas, she signed stepping forward to meet him. Then she pulled him into a tight hug and he felt himself relax, failing to remember why he’d been nervous in the first place. 

Don’t tell Sam, he signed. 

She laughed silently at that, her eyes again tracking from Cas to Dean’s room. Don’t worry, your secret is safe with me. But I expect all of the details.

Cas rolled his eyes, a habit he’d never been able to get rid of once he’d picked it up from Dean, and sighed. Fine. 

She smiled, gave him another quick hug, and walked back toward Sam’s room, leaving Cas alone in the hallway. 

He followed her after a minute, letting out a loud sigh as soon as he was within the confines of the room he never used. And then he smiled. Dean would hate it, Eileen knowing. But Dean could tell everyone when he was ready. Cas would give him all the time he needed. 

And when he did finally come out and say it… well, their family would love them all the same. 

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#suptober20 #seileen #destiel #destiel fluff #destiel ficlet #domestic destiel #spn fluff #spn ficlet #my writing #long post

[artymcart]

SUPTOBER 2020

Day 1: On The Road Again

It took Dean and Cas 17 Days, 12 hours and a 34 minutes to finish The Bus. It's not the perfect home, it's rusty and sometimes it rattles if Dean starts the engine, but at least they can be on the road again.

At least they can hide from the world if it gets too much. And now Cas knows how to change a tire (and also knows that Dean thinks it's kinda hot if he does so though).

ENDVERSE AU

#suptober20 #supernatural #endverseAU #spn fanart #destiel #seileen #jack kline