#She blames nightmare for being a bad influence

[d3arapril]

modern!abby headcanons

a sfw ver because i can’t get over the fact that abby isn’t real. Goodnight

⭐️ safe for all audiences. my inbox is open! any feedback, ideas or general chat is welcome <3

abby loves loving and she loves to be loved.

she loves her friends, her family and she loves you the most. she even thinks she loves the old, kind man that ran the small bookstore she’d been visiting since she was young

having lots of people around her is super important to her, she has a big heart and even though she looks like a lion she’s really just a little baby house cat that wants to make people happy <3

she’s a bit of a people pleaser sometimes. like she goes our of her way to do things for people even if she really doesn’t want to but she’s working on it 💪🏽

loves being around you but also loves time to herself to work out, read and drool on her pillow during a particularly deep sleep without being mocked by you every morning

ABBY SLEEPS LIKE A LOG. this bitch does not move during her sleep, like you could literally scream bloody murder and she’d barely flinch. she also sleeps on her front sometimes and has her face in the pillow ??? you often wonder if she’s even alive and breathing (she is) (she has little to no trauma and jerry is alive in my world so she doesn’t get nightmares etc. i want the best for her &lt;;3)

i think she’s very particular about looking after herself/keeping clean etc and it’s a super big thing for her. although she’s fairly masc presenting don’t be fooled, shes a lil girly girl deep deep down

her hair is long and healthy because she never uses heat and uses hair masks, she looks after her skin and uses the ordinary products (they work for her ok!), she exfoliates and shaves her legs frequently bc she feels like they look more muscular when they’re smooth and she enjoys feeling like a dolphin

she’s always got her hair in that damn braid and you try convince her to do other styles but she basically refuses

“you don’t like it?” she’s whining, faking it of course - she knows you like it. “no abs i love it, just wish you’d wear your hair down more. suits you”

“well that’s reserved for only you, babe” the soft kiss she presses to your temple and the brush of her hands against your hips makes you want to braid her hair forever until your fingers seize up

i feel like abby doesn’t have much of a dress sense lmao like girl just wears plain clothes and calls it a day. basically how she dresses in game but just less dirty and more kind of.. modern and put together. not the ugly brown boots tho ❌

she wears doc marten boots and adidas sambas. has 3 different pairs of sambas actually

prefers alcohol over drugs. she likes to get drunk in moderation and she can sink so much tequila (she blames manny and nora and says they are bad influences… abby is the one pouring the shots🙄) and she becomes a lot louder and clingy when she’s drunk and thinks she can dance. she can’t.

i kind of mentioned this in my nsfw hc’s but abby probably has an old like iphone 5c or something cos she doesn’t really care about upgrading it

girl hates video games so she probably isn’t big on tech in general. as long as she can call and text she doesn’t care too much

“you may as well just get a nokia, abby..” “what am i? a drug dealer? 🙄”

sticking to the theme, abby doesn’t really use social media that much. she refused to download tiktok because she didn’t want to fall into the trap of endless scrolling (she fell into said trap approx 20 minutes after downloading the app. now it’s “babe have you seen what i sent you yet?” every 10 minutes)

doesn’t care about/keep up with trends etc, confused when u ask her about the roman empire

“i mean, i’ve read about it? what kind of question is that??”

does have a burner instagram acc that she follows u and a few of her closest friends on (not mel)

also uses snapchat every so often to send u gym pics and u get excited thinking it’ll be a mirror pic of her flexing or something but instead it’s just an extreme close up of her sweaty ass red face with the caption ‘Help 🫠’

has an album in her photos called ‘Progress’ where she tracks her gains 🥰 its ur fav and u ask to look at the pics all the time 🥰 shes ur big muscly baby 🥰

abs can get a lil bit hot headed and irate sometimes so u argue every now and then but it’s never anything major, and she always buys u flowers and grovels until you’ve made up anyways

she usually just goes to the gym if she’s feeling some type of way and works out until she’s on the verge of passing out to make her feel better (you told her that she should deal with her anger better. she told you that she know’s what she’s doing…)

calls you babe but that’s kinda it, also likes to be called babe

likes to give u massages and run you a bath… and then gets in the bath with u and takes up basically all of the space

when u went on ur first holiday together she had to use the sicky bag on the plane bc of her fear of heights :(

she’s getting better now tho, just squeezes her eyes shut and holds your hand until the bones almost break… she then falls asleep for basically the entire flight and drools onto her neck pillow lol

refuses to watch anything but american dad at bedtime bc she really enjoys it for some reason

she looks after you with all she has and would go to the end of the earth for you if she could. there’s no one else like her

#i love her #cheers sons crying #abby anderson x reader #abby anderson fluff #abby anderson #the last of us fluff #the last of us #abby anderson smut #i know its not smut but this is like the onky way to get ur shit seen !!! SORRY YALL #abby baby #my writing

[lemurblog]

I've totally thought of anti-hero as a Clover song! (and a Julien song to a lesser extent) Another good lyric for Clover in general is "I feel like everybody is a sexy baby and I'm a monster on the hill" which fits how her sister invites comparison from clover's boyfriends. and clover feeling monstrous & isolated when fat, also relevant

as you point out Clover is VERY prone to lying to herself and living in denial. at the same time, Clover's also one to self-blame and catastrophize when things finally break. she's too proud and fearful to say any of these lyrics out loud, but they capture her self-punishing approach to guilt and imperfections.

The song is half self-aware, half low self-esteem. The harshest thoughts we have about ourselves are not the only source of info. especially when there's so much stuff in canon and in your fic that are beyond Clover's control. And moments of her weakness have been influenced or even preyed on by others' choices too.

She's advised by her most precious mentor (Rose) to marry this guy, because rose believes clover should be like her. This puts Clover in a bind when the kingdom turns on her for leaving them, because she has to choose between two opposing (and valued) peer pressures. It's no shock the values she was raised on won out, but no wonder she's in so much conflict about these competing desires and fears. a huge theme for Julien too

back to the song:

"When my depression works the graveyard shift, all the people I've ghosted stand there in the room" fits the dilemma Clover faces after leaving her people!! it did not bring her the peace she was looking for.

"I wake up screaming from dreaming one day I'll watch as you're leaving" literally describes when Clover woke up screaming from that cruel nightmare jarsh sent to her in the cult arc.

"and life will lose all its meaning for the last time" fits how she lost Rose; she already knows what it's like to lose everything. if she lost Julien et al, it would not just be bad, it would be history nightmarishly repeating itself.

Clover's helplessness and powerlessness when Rose died is core to why she even wants power. It's not bad to want power, or even be power-hungry (it has positives and negatives). The reason she keeps circling back to it though, is that even after learning that being a hero isn't about physical strength, she still knows exactly what it's like to be powerless, and what the horrible consequences are. Experience has been a powerful and painful teacher!

I think it makes sense psychologically that Clover fears everyone's deaths so badly that she'd actually run away from protecting them. (Julien does this too in exiled.) There's a difference between knowing something is important vs realizing it has the power to destroy you. before koto she is protective and dedicated, but after, she feels a sudden impulsive need to completely detach. it's self-preservation but it's also self-destructive

'pierced through the heart but never killed' -> clover in a nutshell, especially after the finale

#imagine my delight at an ask inviting me to talk about clover and ts #a 'BOY DO I!' moment #replies #amaltheafan #supporting clover's rights and wrongs #long post #lemur madness monday #i will pepper in a little bit of my clover-and-julien-are-mirrors agenda as well #@ clover: girl on god we are getting you from anti-hero to labyrinth and then paris

[adracat]

G-Witch episode 11 thoughts

This was an amazing episode!! The ball is rolling for Dawn of Fold and for our favorite girls. Ahhh I wasn't expecting a gundam Christmas miracle. Thank you G-Witch 🎁

Right off the bat, we're treated to another opening change with our eponymous witches from earth making their debut as antagonists. But let's delay the anxiety-inducing stuff for later. I wanna talk about how Suletta's doing...

And she's doing awful as expected. She's internalized her misconception of Mio's words in the last episode. She's thrown by Mio's assertion that she 'isn't needed' not understanding the compassion behind her actions and interpreting this as confirmation that Mio+others see her as a useless accessory. So she goes overboard trying to establish her worth, taking on extra chores and desperate to be useful. It's a relatable insecurity and so heart-wrenching.

Her words in this scene in particular say so much about Suletta's dim self-worth. Instead of asserting her meal was missing, she thinks it must be her fault. No one else is to blame ;-; We see if she had just spoken up, this little misunderstanding would be corrected. Just like with Mio.

Btw, Idk if I'm reading into this but as a child of a mother who was emotionally distant and exacting this feels painfully familiar-- and an indication of Prospera's true dynamic with Suletta. We get another hint towards this with Prospera's bland and ominous response to Bel later in the episode.

I love Belmeria though, and she remains the only adult I trust in this cutthroat corpo nightmare. Keep side-eyeing her, Queen.

Also, I find her conversation with Suletta a bit suspect. She offers a listening ear, but it just reeks of 'you don't need outside attachments beside me'. Again possibly reading into it and she could just be acting like a concerned mom... maybe.

But back to Suletta's gay misadventures, Miorine interrupts this mother-daughter chat and we're treated to the best sequence in the episode in search of her wayward groom. No lie, that chase animation was so smooth. I especially love how their hair behaves and the zeroG traversal.

Plus we're treated to Miorine being a flailing mess as she pursues Suletta like a screaming (and gay) Ghostface

Laughs aside, this was adorable. Miorine scolds her for fleeing and how it contradicts her moving forward philosophy. But Suletta is afraid and in her fear falls back on bad habits, which we can assume was returning to Prospera and allowing her mother to dictate how to act/think. Yet Miorine doesn't allow her, breaking her silence. She tells Suletta how much of an inspiring and positive influence she's been, dashing her pride once more to soothe Suletta's insecurity.

Miorine is so starkly vulnerable in this scene, declaring everything Suletta has become to her without any chance of miscommunication. For Mio, her prideful front was all she had before she met Suletta. Now, Miorine has so much more because of her and she won't allow Suletta to dismiss herself as nothing. It's so sweet, I'm gonna have a heart attack 😭

Shout out to Miorine acquiring the ugly blue keychain with a dopey smile. They're both so gone for each other; I don't wanna hear any slander about these precious babies. I'm so relieved the miscommunication was solved within an episode. It's a big pet peeve when some shows/books take an absurdly long time to resolve things.

Oh and terrorism is happening, but we kinda expected this. I do wonder if the leader is a remnant of Ochs Earth since both 'witches' are piloting Lriths, Ur and Thorn respectively. Poor Guel is certainly wrapped in a pickle. Jeturk is not having a good time either, as he's double-crossed by Shaddiq. But it's honestly his fault for expecting otherwise so, no pity.

Speaking of Shaddiq, he's being very cold-blooded here. I wonder if he's partly acting out of salt. If I can't have her, no one will sorta thing? Either way, I have to respect his ambition ngl.

Oh, and one of the witches, Sophie, seems to have an interest in Suletta's piloting so that's intriguing. Rivalry possibly?

I'm looking forward to how the attack concludes, but it's safe to say none of our main cast is going to have a good time. Suletta/Miorine are separated for now, but we shall see how long that lasts. Plz don't take until the next cour, I'm begging you :(

Have a bonus sulemio, Merry Christmas everyone~

#gwitch spoilers #g witch episode 11 #gundam witch from mercury #miorine rembran #sulemio #sulemio hours #mioletta #suletta mercury #prospera mercury #guel jeturk #dawn of fold

[sealrock]

been rotating my sadboy hector in my mind like a hot pocket in the microwave for a while, here's a very long random lore dump in no particular order as I write up his backstory:

like gaia, hector doesn't remember much of his past. he's not sure if his name is even his real name, but people tend to accept 'hector wormwood' despite his garlean origin well enough

his memory is spotty and he can't go into detail much, but he can recall his nameday, living in a place with bright blue roofs (terncliff), a white room, and that he had a twin sister who died early in his life. he can't remember his parents or the life he lived before he 'woke up' in the middle of the dravanian hinterlands

he met andromache on the road and joined her group of adventurers (yves and tauvane). the four of them took on odd jobs and hunted down monsters for the clan centurio. he would later be romantically involved with her and have a child (paris)

his third eye is usually hidden behind his bangs, and he doesn't like to talk about it with others. he doesn't know why, but he experiences negative emotions when someone points out his third eye

he's very withdrawn and skittish and is intimidated by others to the point that he'll freeze up if someone tries to take advantage of him. which happens often

he likes horticulture and cooking. when he lived in the west shroud hector had a beautiful garden of flowers, vegetables, and fruits

he doesn't remember how he ended up in eorzea, he just knows that he's running from something

at some point he picked up a rusted sickle to defend himself with, but he's not that good at melee combat

he's extremely short for a garlean, standing at 5'4. yves liked to pat his head and call him 'mouse' despite hector's embarrassment

he doesn't like being around other people, bad things always happens to others whenever he's around, usually death. hector blames 'the shadow' that's been following him for as long as he can remember (the shadow is halmarut without a human vessel, not that hector knows this)

the shadow is something that hector is most afraid of, even though the entity has saved his life countless times. this was halmarut's plan in making hector isolated and totally dependent on them

similar to gaia and her time/darkness skillset, hector has shadow-based abilities a la nier that are seemingly psionic in nature, and deadly to boot. garleans can't manipulate aether, but how hector can be able to apparently summon dark aether is a question even he can't answer. he hates using his powers because of its malevolent nature and will apologize to those he has to fight

he has terrible and horrifying nightmares and hallucinations because of the shadow. sometimes he'll be found on the floor in a ball or crying

besides the shadow, hector is followed by the 'spirit' of his dead sister, she speaks to him at times and hector appears to address no one. this tends to creep people out

andromache and yves can't see the shadow, but they feel an menacing and oppressive presence hovering around hector at times. but paris could actually see the shadow and shared their father's fear of it as a child, especially at night

hector hates the feeling of being stared at, people who tend to stare tend to not have good intentions. he feels like he's being watched 24/7

hector has a near 1:1 counterpart shard on the first that halmarut attempted to possess. the joining was unsuccessful, however, and the shard ended up going mad because his soul was damaged. he was killed by andromache and paris during the events of shb

when halmarut's influence began to overtake him, hector's mental state slowly began to deteriorate when paris was a child. hector began to remember a life he never had and a dream of a burning world. the straw that broke the camel's back came when andromache, who already left him because of his descent into madness, wished to take paris with her and away from hector, leaving him completely alone. the resulting mental breakdown was what halmarut needed to possess him

#mypost. #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv oc #🍂 #i renewed my sub just to make this #baby boy. baby #do you care him. my poor lil meow meow #don't worry hector will be fine in the end. it'll only take about 20 years but trust me #these pics are of hector before the timeskip. his hair was a lot shorter back then #overall hector was greatly inspired by the video games signalis and omori. all before i couldn't pinpoint who i wanted him to be #also notice how hector andi AND paris all have dark aspected powers. ough #q. #meta.

[marvelmaniac715]

What if Andy talked to Glenda, what would that conversation be like? They were both together in an episode, but not a word was exchanged between them. I aim to correct that with this fic.

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The kid had bright red hair. That was a dead giveaway. Not to mention the piercing blue eyes and the chilling smirk, so similar to the one that haunted his nightmares. This had to be his child.

All of his instincts told him to attack, to end this cursed bloodline in one fell swoop, but they were just a kid. They didn’t personally kill a bunch of people, they were innocent… hopefully.

He was sure that the teen’s Ray blood was crying out for revenge against it’s dreaded nemesis, but the two of them remained civil for the sake of the other people there, also remembering that they were in a place of God and it would be disrespectful.

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When everyone else was busy, Andy and Glenda sat down together, unable to speak for a good few minutes. They both looked down at the floor, unsure how to begin this conversation that their entire lives had been leading up to. It was Glenda who eventually broke the ice.

“So… I gather you knew- uh, know my father?”

Their voice was shaky, clearly unused to being so nervous, but Andy knew that the responsibility of speech now fell on him. So reluctantly, he met the teen’s gaze.

“Yeah, we met when I was six. Your old man… certainly did a number on me.”

He laughed nervously, Glenda joined him, a little awkwardly but not knowing what else to do.

“My dad said on the drive over here that… he hated you, and that I, as his child and therefore his ‘legacy’ or whatever, am meant to hate you as well. But you seem like a nice guy, and… I’m not really in the habit of hating people, are you?”

Andy’s polite smile dropped.

“I hate your dad for sure. He messed up my life and I will kill him for it. I hate your mother because she supports him in all he does. But I don’t hate you… so far at least.”

Glenda smirked, a little more honesty leaking into her carefully built facade of cool, polite indifference.

“If it makes you feel any better pal, I hate my mom too. She’s a self-centred, arrogant, entitled bitch. And my sperm donor ain’t much better. My mom isn’t even my mom, my mom was Jennifer Tilly, but Tiffany Valentine took over her body. My Aunt Meg said that my real mom was so nice, and smart, and funny, and just… cool. I wonder what it would have been like to grow up with my real mom? I hear that one of the last things she wanted to do before the soul transfer was hold her babies. I bet she would have loved both of us much more than Tiffany ever did.”

That little emotional outpouring was unexpected, but tensions were high, and who could blame them? They were a kid who’s life was falling apart at the seams, all because of one killer doll. Andy knew how that felt.

“I love my mom, but your… sperm donor landed her in a mental hospital. She wasn’t crazy, but nobody believed her story. I testified for her, but the courts said that I was just a little boy with an overactive imagination siding with my mother. I wish that justice could have been served, but you can’t change the past, can you?”

Glenda shook their head sadly, smiling softly in agreement.

“No, you can’t, no matter how much you want to. I’d love to see what I was like as a doll, to make sense of these flashbacks I keep having. Every time that bastard calls me Shitface all of these images come flooding back in great tidal waves of information I’m barely given time to process. I think I might have killed someone, but I’m not sure why, how or who. Does that make me a bad person, like my parents?”

Part of Andy wanted to indignantly shout “yes!” But he had no room to talk. He was almost devoid of sanity at this point. Kyle was the only person left who could keep him grounded long enough so that he didn’t end up going on a killing spree. That was just Chucky’s influence, he guessed. He filled you with this burning anger that made you want to destroy everything and everyone in your path. Glenda was his spawn, it was surprising that they were grounded enough to not go on a killing spree like their father.

“No kid, you’re not a bad person. There are very few truly good, decent people left in this world. Chucky probably killed a lot of ‘em.”

Glenda shook their head, frowning.

“My twin Glen is a truly good person. I regret leaving them behind, but they begged to stay with mom, and I was in a rush. I wish they were here with me now, they always know what to say and do. They’re the more empathetic twin, they keep me grounded when I start to go off the rails. I just don’t feel completely… whole, with them gone, y’know? Then again, I never feel entirely whole. It’s like there’s… something missing from me.”

Andy could relate to this completely.

“I totally get what you mean. I haven’t felt whole since my sixth birthday. Chucky stole my childhood, and with it any joy that I might have known. I don’t even remember much of my happy childhood days, I was so young back then. All I know is blood and darkness, and part of me is missing.”

Glenda put a tentative hand on top of Andy’s clenched fist and smiled a little.

“I hope you find the missing part of your soul one day.”

Andy smiled back, unclenching his fist and squeezing Glenda’s hand in return.

“Thanks, I hope you find the missing part of your soul one day too.”

They sat in silence for a while, listening to the steady ticking of the clock, then Glenda chuckled, a low, almost familiar sound that didn’t sound half as sinister as their father’s trademark cackle. Andy wasn’t sure why they were laughing until their face broke out into a wide, joyful, genuine grin.

“My dad would be pissed if he saw us talking like this. He’d be screeching at me to strangle you or tear your arm off or something. That guy has serious issues.”

Andy laughed as well, finally getting the joke. He grabbed the teapot that was resting on the table between them and poured two cups of tea.

“To the final death of Charles Lee Ray, who fucked both of us up real good.”

Glenda snorted and raised their cup at the same time Andy did.

“I’ll drink to that. Cheers!”

#chucky #childs play #seed of chucky #chucky series #charles lee ray #tiffany valentine #glen ray #glenda ray #andy barclay #horror #fanfiction

[thomas-the-goat-of-satan]

i saw someone talking about how tory might not see a problem with how she attacks sam because from her point of view, sam always wins and she may not know that sam is traumatized to the point of having panic attack, nightmares...

which got me thinking about how tory may be desensitized to violence bc of how common is for her and how after she got into cobra kai she had kreese influenced that in her, especially that in season 3 he showed himself to be an adult who not only pushed her more aggressive side, he was one of the only ones that saw potential in her

and I find it interesting that tory has complex material if you stop to think about it, even if the writers make mistakes with her writing

you're so right, anon.

normal girls don't start a friendship with someone by bragging that they scarred a man's arm in the mall. normal girls don't attack other girls with spiked bracelets at school because they kissed your boyfriend. normal girls don't enthusiastically encourage someone to break another person's arm. normal girls don't break into people's homes and attack them with nunchucks. Tory has absolutely no grasp on what a proportionate reaction to her being slighted would even look like; chances are that her viewpoint was skewed like that long before Cobra Kai was introduced. she's been constantly shoved into the role of a victim and caretaker long before she had the mental capacity to deal with what that meant. I truly doubt she considered what she did to Sam as that bad. this is normal for her. she's had to fight all her life. she's sixteen; she doesn't understand the full weight of the things that she's done, because things like this have presumably been happening to her all her life. Kreese only made it worse by being one of the only people to genuinely help her and see her as someone worth investing time and effort in. I don't blame her for being fiercely loyal to a fault; most people would be. no other teenager in CK has that same numbness to violence that Tory does. I'd compare Tory's desensitization to that of Daniel or Johnny's, honestly.

#it runs deep and that's honestly really sad #cobra kai #tory nichols #show #cloey talks ck #ask #anon #mine

[ask-sibverse]

Abuse and Sibling Fights

Yet another after midnight ramble. Then again I'm basically a vampire. But I've been thinkimg on this for days so!

A bunch of thoughts on "canon" Dreamtale and why shit bothers me

These are just my thoughts as someone who has been through kind of their own "irl Dreamtale" so to speak. In a sense, I was the Nightmare. I'll explain in a second

If you ever look into "narcissistic abuse" there are two main roles- the scapegoat and the golden child. The golden child is showered with praise and special treatment, they can do no wrong in the eyes of the abuser. Meanwhile the scapegoat is heaped on abuse after abuse. They are at fault for everything wrong, even things they had nothing to do with. (I was the scapegoat. I remember being blamed for the internet being slow. If someone had a bad day it was my fault. Remind you of someone?)

My sister and I were close, or at least that's how I felt. She had lots of friends, she was the perfect child everyone loved. I was the quiet one. The shy one. When she went off to parties I was by myself.

And then. I snapped. While definitely not as violent as Nightmare I turned against my abusers finally and left. And my sister decided she hated me. That's not an assumption she told me so to my face. Violently. That I'm "someone else in her sister's body."

She hasn't been willing to hear me out or hear my side if things since then. And its been 7 years now.

Dreamtale is told from Dream's POV basically. We only truly know things from the side of the golden child

Nightmare was the scapegoat. In a sense, when he ate the apples and corrupted he finally snapped. He stopped caring about pleasing his abusers and what they thought, among other things(please do not do something that violent Irl). (This also influences Nova. He hadnt yet snapped like fanon adult Nightmares, he still wants to please those same people as before)

Dream kinda still is still under his abusers, fanon or not. And given how my own sister reacted to me telling my side? Kinda see why most fanon Nightmares would never bother to explain things to their twins

This is also why the "canon" endings drive me up a wall. No matter what there's no reconciliation??? No true happy ending??? Fuck off

#dreamtale #dreamtale dream #nightmare sans #dream sans #sibverse

[nobodysdaydreams]

for the ask game - 3, 4, 15, 22 (sorry I got a little carried away lol) :D

No worries.

3- Headcanon you've adopted from a writer

This one might work more for angst and what inspired me to write than a "headcanon" but "Not Anymore" by @mysteriouseggsbenedict. It really captures how much Nicholas blames himself for what happened between him and Nathaniel, because the words in the fic aren't actually coming from Nathaniel, it's a dream Nicholas is having. And while the show doesn't show any nightmare sequences with the characters, it does hint at the Benedict siblings blaming themselves and being haunted by their pasts, and the fact that their views of each other is flawed and more influence by their trauma than reality. I don't know if that's an exact "headcanon" but it's certainly inspired a lot of the Benedict sibling content that I've written, and this fic does a great job with it.

4- Great Angst Fic

Why your (@mvshortcut)'s fic "Let Steep Ten Minutes" of course! Poor Garrison and Nicholas. I love the fact that she tells Curtain off. And the fact that Curtain keeps trying to shut down his emotions towards Nicholas, who is begging Nathaniel to come back and talk with him even though his brother is literally torturing him, like people say my angst is bad, but what on earth Milk? /affectionate.

15- Fic(s) that inspired you to write

I know I've mentioned @sqenthusiast's fics before, but A kiss- deserves more hype. It really shows how Curtain cares about SQ and how their relationship gets more toxic as it goes on, and it shows it in such a simple way, but you still get the whole message. Made me all the more interested in expanding on their relationship. An excellent read.

22- Fic(s) you could do a whole powerpoint on

It's a shorter fic and a crack fic, but a brilliant one. "The Two Mr. Benedict's" by @myfairkatiecat. The awkwardness of what the kid's are going to call Nathaniel after he reforms (this has spawned SO MANY ideas you don't even know...), the interactions between Constance and Nathaniel are hilarious, and I love the existence of "Constance Acid"

#Bod'sAnswers #Thanks for the ask! #I love these fics! #mbs fanfic

[hazbinbossbrainrot]

Theory Time: Stella is playing mind games with Octavia (another form of abuse)

In 2x12 (in a leaked clip) Octavia accuses Stolas for using pills to “just to deal with her” as a daughter as a whole.

Proof:

(Read at your own risk!)

* However we ALL know that’s not the real reason why Stolas takes antidepressants; 1) Because of the cruelty he had to endure for the last 17 years from Stella and 2) Because he had been flat out rejected AND accused — about something he had no awareness of what he was doing wrong — by Blitz after their so called “date” at Ozzie’s.

• Though to be fair Blitz WAS the one who called Stolas to come to Ozzie’s and instigated the whole thing (it was really Jizzarolli and AssModeus’s fault for calling Stolitz out for sleeping together and humiliating them in the process)

Well, I’m beginning to highly suspect that with all this going on. I think Stella is telling Octavia some untruthful things about her dad (because she knows Stolas is miserable to the max from being married to her and suffering from her cruelty and she must know he still takes antidepressants — after all, she had lived with the man for 17 years straight and would have noticed at SOME point! — so what does she do?

Of course, Stella would take advantage of it!

But for what reason, you ask?

Well, we know that Stella wants to take all of Stolas’s happiness away from him (as much as she possibly can, y’know as abusers do), so, that could even include winning full custody of Octavia — with her lawyers and lying about what a “bad parent” Stolas had been (which is funny because he did most of the upbringing of Octavia, and STELLA was the actual alleged bad parent for doing all this shit, as well as NOT comforting her daughter at a young age after having a freakin NIGHTMARE, but, anyways) she even threatened Stolas, in 2x01, that her (soon to be ex-husband) PAY for it from falling of little grace he had.

* Now, to be honest, I thought when she said this, it was in reference Stolas’s relationship with Blitz somehow, but yeah, I can see how Octavia can have an effect on this as well.

(More so the fact that Stolas sort of depends on Octavia and her presence without feeling lonely and he sure as hell doesn’t want Stella’s company - I mean, come on, why would you with someone like her? I actually don’t blame him)

Jesus…. the guy can NOT catch a break 🥺 (not even before the divorce court date yet! Because Stella’s still giving Stolas SHIT and possibly playing MIND GAMES with Octavia, of all people?! Her own freakin DAUGHTER?!

Actually? I’m not surprised given the way that Cash, Crimson, and Paimon all neglected and abused their sons without any sort of consequence. But yeah sure let’s add STELLA, the person who’s already trying to kill Stolas, to the mix. Not saying that the latter has hit Octavia or anything, yet, I don’t think… but she’s STILL being abused in another way. Something less obvious this time…

Why I think Stella is emotionally manipulating Octavia (subconsciously?):

“Your father is going to leave you behind all for that weird red dickhead (— in reference to Blitz —) and they’re gonna go somewhere you can’t follow them.”

Sound familiar? It’s almost like Octavia had been given the task to rehearse (by Stella’s manipulative influence) this to make it to probably get Stolas to feel guilt-ridden enough to make him stay married — haha! That didn’t exactly work nice try (sarcasm), Stella; you’re still getting your ass divorced, regardless — to the latter (as cruel people LOVE to keep their victims on a leash and bully them to get what they want; to have the person feel hurt and deprived of love etc)

Then again, Octavia is STILL her own person as well so this is just something she feels without Stella’s influencing her (but her mother would probably be whispering in her ear like the devil on her shoulder or something. Maybe. I don’t know I might be reading into this too much)

OR

“Your father is taking pills because he has to deal with you, Octavia, and he doesn’t want to, because you’re nothing more than a precautionary heir to him. Now, is that all? Because I’m incredibly busy right now.” or something like that.

Because if we know Stella she WILL find a way to use her argument with Stolas but twist the words, so to speak, so when he said “you and I were arranged to birth a precautionary heir, nothing more”

And it won’t be hard to get Octavia to be manipulated by that because she’s ALREADY broken; she already thinks her dad is going to leave her behind and run off with Blitz (despite Stolas saying that he would never do that to her, but the anxiety is STILL there, in the back of her mind…

I’ve learned from other experiences (through friends of friends) if you don’t feel loved enough then you’ll listen to the BAD people and, unfortunately, if Stella, is using the “I’m your mother, Octavia! You should trust me!” card…

Yeah, that’s not going to end well for her (or Stolas for that matter, IF he finds out about the possible emotional manipulation that’s going on)

The worst part is? We don’t KNOW (I’ll admit that much to avoid the critique behind this) what Stella and Octavia’s relationship is like and EVERY weekend she is staying with her mother; she COULD be poisoning her mind beyond Stolas’s knowledge. He can’t defend or help his daughter if he doesn’t know about it!

Another thing, I would like to point out, is that in 2x02 Stella said to Stolas for him to “stop turning her against me” Foreshadow (or projection lol) much? Because think about it: who does Octavia most likely remind Stella of in appearance-wise?

Mhm. Stolas.

I think Stella knows that she can’t physically — or mentally for that matter — hurt Octavia in the open because THAT is something Stolas would NOT tolerate, in the past would have sacrificed himself any sort of abuse from his wife, just so their daughter wouldn’t

So, I think, I’m my opinion, Stella does it in a way that Stolas won’t know about. And WHAT better time and place to do it, then on a fuckin weekend (since the latter moved out, he can’t really moderate her and see if she’s targeting Octavia or not whether it’s obvious or discreet)

#stolas will always protect octavia from stella 🥹 #I’ve had way too much coffee 😆 #marchioness stella (post divorce) #octavia of the ars goetia #asexual #stolas of the ars goetia #gay #stella of the ars goetia #pansexual #ruminating thoughts #helluva boss #stolas as a dad #god i hope not #theory time #mind games #ramblings #Youtube

[llycaons]

ep14 (p2): oh god oh fuck

in comes madame yu. it's absolutely insane the impact she has on the story and characters despite being in what, three scenes? four? her influence...

it hurts so much to see wwx so small and obedient in her presence. also WHAT is everyone so mad at him for! he saved jc's life! isn't that the important thing! he's just a punching bag because everyone is mad and because myu hates him and wants to vent

another example of myu being a terrible politician too blinded by her own issues: actually saving the heirs to the other clans is a REALLY good move that earns the jiangs allies in the inevitable war against the wens! they're also sure to be well-trained young cultivators whos assistance would really help during wartime!

and jc believes this didn't he! he believed it right up until the reveal! he tried to kill wwx with that knowledge that his mom was right the whole time!

worth noting that when myu goes too far here, jfm does push back. he's characterized as impotent and spineless, but he stands up here, shouts to myu to quiet her, tries to walk her away. this kind of sucks bc it just villifies myu more, but honestly I think jfm even doing what he can couldn't keep her from being herself

ohhh triangulation or whatever this is called. delicious

jc seriously almost made me cry here this is such a nightmare and I feel so bad for him

not to mention poor fucking wwx over there who has to hear these insults to HIS parents which he can't even acknowledge or defend against because this isn't about him! nothing is about him he's just an interloper the jiang family graciously took off the streets! he owes them everything and he doesn't have the right to speak back to them and he doesn't truly belong here! nightmare nightmare. despite everything im so glad he's out of that environment postcanon

see above. even being forceful won't work unless he wants to physically remove her, which he probably can't

another devastating shot here. it's so horrifying that jc has to deal with all this and STILL he's not in the worst position because at least he's allowed to be upset by it. and at least wwx will always be there to support him

...or so he thinks

oh I love this sequence! zooming in and out and back and forth as jc strides away and wwx tries to catch up to him. it captures the atmosphere of the scene so well, frantic and dynamic

KING OF OPEN COMMUNICATION 16 YR OLD WWX!!!!

jc is literally right and wwx can't even deny it. he can't even say 'no he loves you' but 'oh that's crazy haha what kind of father doesn't love their own son?' well. jfm doesn't

this is such good emotional support and jc literally can't even thank him for it he just has to be a dick and keep on blaming wwx for everything. the perpetual scapegoat! his emotional punching bag! the brother he can't ever support in turn!

jc can't stop hurting him and criticizing him, and wwx can't accept that he did anything wrong. this isn't a heartwarming or bonding moment between them, it's just another example of wwx pouring energy into supporting and encouraging jc, who rejects it and disrespects him for his efforts. it's another disagreement on something neither will budge on that goes unresolved. it's not even the beginning of the end. that started long before this. but it's emblematic of ways their relationship will disintegrate even though in this very conversation wwx swears to be jc's right hand man.

#jc needs so much more therapy than people think he does #this was almost 3 posts. god i love this episode. so juicy #cql re-rewatch

[cizzle-freezy]

I think I'm well and truly loving Tempys! She has such a pretty design. Could you perhaps tell me more about her character/role in your story and if she was particularly inspired from anywhere...

OOOH okay so

First of all, let's start with inspiration! A lot of it heavily stems from Zelda games! A bit of A Link Between Worlds, a bit of Twilight Princess, a bit of Breath of the Wild, and a sprinkling of Phantom Hourglass... But, mostly A Link Between Worlds! Purely because of the idea of Lorule, which me and my rp group (mostly consisted of @juan-o-clocks, @hikaririnku-blog, and their S/O) expanded further upon as some sort of Mirror Realm!

Reason why I mention the whole Mirror Realm thing, she's actually Skylyn's mirror counterpart, and they're more or less besties in a sisterly way due to their shared role involving the Dream Realm (Skylyn being a lesser dream goddess, and Tempys being a lesser nightmare goddess) (Also to mention Skylyn having the theme of wind and clouds while Tempys has a general storm theme)

I do also like making Genshin Impact jokes with her, but truth is, she's existed with her storm formchange gimmick since... February 2019, according to my file explorer.

Her role in the (current) story is mostly taking on a sisterly or mentor role to the rest of the group she's been traveling with, and her arc involves her complicated feelings with godhood, where she outright rejects the title of being one, but uses the perks to take care of those she cares about over the thousands of years she's been around... but sometimes her methods are rather.... self-destructive? She'd much rather push herself well beyond her limits for the sake of finding the answer to someone's problem, than to take time to rest and recover. But she also behaves similarly for the sake of knowledge, so...

.... I mean granted, she is also the accidental driving force behind the main story of this particular RP, in her eyes, one of the antagonists is literally her fault. She tried to, for lack of better terms, "foster" an angel who was abandoned, before it willingly fell. A lot of this fallen angel's behavior and abilities is influenced off of her.

Buuuut also she does live in the shadow of a technically-deceased sister that "died" before Tempys was even born--

However!! There is also some notable AU Counterparts that dissect her for the sake of exploration! (This has gotten extremely long so I'll put a keep reading buffer!)

I'll start with Chimera first because A) She has the more obvious Zelda references + Lowkey was also inspired by Professor Layton: Unwound/Lost Future??? Except I completely misunderstood the plot due to a tangled the animated series animatic??? And then the Nickname came from a type of enemy in Mother 3???

Okay hold on none of that makes sense I feel like--

Anyways B) she was initially created for a particular arc in the Main Plot in which the Main Cast ends up fighting bad future counterparts of themselves, versions of themselves that went on darker paths for one reason or another, and Tempys's leaned into her near-obsessive interest in magi-sciences, and fear of mortals turning against gods once more, mixed with a desire for her loved ones to live long enough to see whatever answer they were seeking for their problems (+ guilt over blaming herself for the loss of a girlfriend she had prior to Jira). Which led to her experimenting on herself.

Then we have Nightterror's universe (which I had nicknamed "Inverse" Universe). The complete opposite to Chimera. Giving up her passions. Embracing her role as not only a Nightmare Goddess, but then also taking Skylyn's role as a Dream Goddess when Skylyn was... "incapacitated." Perhaps permanently.

Nightterror's goal was to trap everyone in an everlasting dream so that way everyone can be happy! No one has to die! The cycle could be halted!

Except if everyone could get what they wanted, then obviously that could cause a lot of problems. And when people start recognizing that they're in a dream... Well, she certainly tries to put a stop to those trying to stop it, even if it means bringing harm to her loved ones. Not hurt or kill them, of course, but... if she has to put them in a deeper slumber, just as she did to Gelum and Ignis, her dear sisters... but oh well! They're safe, they're protected this way! Nothing can go wrong!

She's probably the one who is the reason why Tempys has such a huge playlist compared to other OCs of mine. It's just so easy to imagine her singing these songs in some sort of musical format, and roping others in to join her (whether they want to, or not)

And then we have Supercell who is VERY underdeveloped since she's newer in concept, but she inherits what the other two don't: The storm formchanges.

She mulled over the possibilities and gave up everything except for the Storm aspect. No more passions, no more connections... and it make her a cold, uncaring, force of nature. She probably couldn't recognize her loved ones even if she tried.

#cyz rambles #answered asks #oc: Tempys #hohoho i REALLY went feral with this one #so so sorry for talking your... eyes off? #i also wasn't sure how to get into her tangled web of relationships between mortals; fellow gods; her family; etc #but it feels like a ramble for another time... or some time spent in draw.io or whatever the flowchart website is #there is no way i can piece this all together cohesively i got EXCITED #and there's no spoilers involved with this one really since it's restricted to RP

[awonderlandsystem]

Eva's Thoughts

TW: Likely dark venting and mentions of abuse.

Ikelos hasn't been around the front as much recently. While Zoe has, her mind has been preoccupied with other things. I suppose everyone is trying to avoid thinking about upcoming events. On Easter, we will be fleeing the state to start over down south. It feels like a rather tall order, as initially, we'd only hoped to go back to our hometown a few hours away. Instead, we'll be going back to my mother's hometown with her.

I can't help but feel excited over this. The south holds fond memories for me. Less so for Zoe, who is already complaining about moving from a too cold place to a too hot one. Although I'm convinced she complains mostly for the sake of being heard. Ikelos is avoiding the front due to fear and guilt over R. I loathe that man with every fiber of my being. Yet coming to the front after Ikelos holds it leaves me wondering if we are being cruel by leaving. He will frame it as me ruining the lives of five people to satisfy my own selfish desires. Is wanting to be happy truly selfish? To want to feel safe and loved in my home? I believe we've played the martyr too long with sacrificing our youth and sanity to appease this awful man.

I can remember the last time I first time I tried to leave. He hid my son from me. The police call it family matters that they cannot interfere with. My family told me it wasn't their problem. I broke, quite bad then. That was my breaking moment when I cracked and submitted. After that, I left the front. For a very long time. And when I returned there were two children. Also a headmate, Ana, who was meant to be a representation of me but with fictitious influences from a cartoon, fighting the same battle that I'd given up on. From there I stewed in the backgrounds. Bitter with my disappointment and hate for this man. It's quite hard to see the memories Ana went through in my absence. To see how she fought back and often paid dearly for it in the form of bruises and countless broken noses. I wish I would've stepped up then. At any point sooner than now. Instead, I pulled my subsystem away. I thought safely enough from those vile hypnosis tracks.

Ironically enough it was me who nearly cost us it all. You see, TK had been exploring with a hypnotist on why Bambi wouldn't work. At the time we didn't fully realize that instead of creating a new headmate, Hayli had allowed herself to be completely reprogrammed. The problem was R didn't understand hypnosis. To be fair, neither did we. He would bark triggering phrases and words at me or TK, not affecting either of us. TK began talking to hypnotists online. I was curious and lingered close for some of it. TK was often drunk on getting mass amounts of recognition and attention. That drove R rather mad as he'd hoped to cash in on it, but TK was slightly dumb when it came to that. She began talking to one hypnotist, it was the first time I can recall being truly drawn into a trance. At some point, my presence became stronger than TK's and I was fronting and following orders. Much of it's rather fuzzy now. I can recall being told to pack away my memories. I can recall putting the others into boxes. I can recall being quite afraid of putting them into bubbles. Then I can recall Hayli becoming an overpowering presence and suddenly it was I in the box. I have nightmares still over it, I believe I always will. I blame myself over letting that stranger into our headspace. I blame R for forcing so much change because he didn't want to accept that we were a fractured person.

I hold so much rage. At times it feels as if I will burn away to dust from it. That was and will probably be the biggest triggering emotion connected to me. I'd like to believe that I can become better about it, moreso than I've become. Once we are free from this. Once we are free to make our decisions without living in fear. I know Ikelos is afraid. I believe Zoe may be as well without expressing it. I suppose lately there's been a connection that's given us a better understanding of each other's emotions. I admit I am afraid too. However, I am more afraid of losing more time to this box that we've been trapped in.

[briellesumbrella]

I’m not going to say it anymore. She caused me so much pain and turned two of my school years into a hate filled nightmare. I don’t blame her for the cold shoulder after I misspoke and she misunderstood. I have and will always be mad that she never let me explain the time split she caused. Had I not spoken to her because she asked me to, then my life would’ve been completely different. I take fault in knowing I made a mistake, I have myself to blame for my unhappiness. But she will never understand the impact she had in feeling sorry for me and speaking to me. I knew then I should’ve kept quiet as they weren’t my friends. They only ever spoke to the guy I would have lunch with. Someone from middle school I knew from band class that I met once again during lunch in high school. He was friendly enough. But those two girls would show up, people from his past, to talk to him. Eventually one of them was curious and spoke to me and wondered why I never spoke to them. It was that simple. One statement changed the course of everything. Had I not thought I was so undeserving of happiness I would’ve never considered someone else as a love interest. I was happy with what I had. A different girl, friend of another friend I had in middle school. This girl was different. I gifted her a PB and J sandwich and from then on she liked me despite being in a relationship. A bad one at that as she was being verbally (and maybe physically) abused by her boyfriend in. I had to help her as my moral alignment at the time forced me to act. I helped her break it off with him gradually but something unexpected happened. We started falling for each other. Maybe her a little too fast as slowly and surely her friends became my friends and things were moving so fast. Back to the original girl who was more down to earth. I’ll refer to her as L. She was becoming a good friend. We had so much in common and I felt she had an interest in nothing but being friends, which I was fine with. I think she was to. But the girl who I had apparently fallen for without realizing, I’ll refer to her as D, had started to become more serious about our relationship. We never officially said it but I think, at least I think she thought, we were a couple. How about that, I was in a relationship and I didn’t even notice. But that scared me. It almost felt like I had my choice of who I would love get taken away from me. I did like her and she was nothing but kind and smart and beautiful. But that’s just it. The two factors that caused me to doubt myself and our future. 1.My own self-image made me think I wasn’t good enough. I was completely and utterly disappointed in my appearance and my personality. Deep down I had such self-loathing for myself. I thought I was scum all throughout my life and I started to think D was too good for me. I felt she deserved better then me. I felt it in my bones that I was going to bring her down and that she’d be better off marrying literally anybody else. 2. I thought L was going to be my future. She seemed to want to be good friends first and then maybe something would blossom from that. She was the girl I saw a future with because she was more like me and more my speed and she wasn’t perfect but neither was I. She was the one I thought I was suppose to be with and that D was just someone I needed to help get her self esteem back so she can be happy with her true love. This really was all such a big misunderstanding and the type of situation where it felt like I was in the “wrong place at the wrong time”.

So I made the choice. A choice that was heavily influenced by those two girls. I gave D the cold shoulder because back then I was a coward and thought this was the best course of action to let her down more easily. I didn’t want to make her cry, though I’m sure I did. But I didn’t know how to do anything, I was just some dumb kid. As for L, I didn’t need to do much. I thought things would carry on and we would eventually be together. Boy was I wrong. See I was the type of person that would fail to communicate at every kind of level. So not only did I not tell L how I simply started ignoring D for her and I to progress, I also didn’t make my intentions clear with L so that we would both be on the same page. So when that god forsaken Saturday came I really was the only one who understood the full impact of what had happened. I still can’t erase that conversation from my head. No matter what I will never be able to forget it. The only thing I won’t try is drinking my problems away as to pretend alcohol can make forgot what a sorry piece of shit I am for not trying harder to make what I had left work. Because I really did lose everything that day. By then I had already pretty much made it clear with my ignoring her that I didn’t want to see or speak to D anymore. Then on a Saturday after rotc I called L. We talked like we normally did about her day, about my day. Video games. My rotc stuff. But that particular day my drills were pretty rough as I was a freshman with the honor being in color guard, something that was usuall reserved for the 3-4 year rotc kids. Not like I’m using that as an excuse but it was another factor into what proceeded. As I was more tired then usually, and I made sure she was aware of it, I had sounded a bit slurry and exhausted but I still wanted to talk to her. It was the highlight of my weekends as I never really spoke to girls much less on the phone. Anyway what had started out as a pleasant conversation turned into such a depressing moment. The most depressing moment in my life and one I could never take back or apologize for. Eventually we started talking about how happy she made me and I brought up how I’ve never been happier. Then I told her. I said I was using her to make myself feel better. Then quiet. Realizing how quiet it had gotten I explained that she makes me feel better when I call her but at this point I think she was too shocked by what I said as it continued being eerily quiet. Eventually, in a low toned voice presumably an angry one, she proceed to ask if she could go. She wanted to stop and I confusedly agreed as I thought nothing of what I had just said. We hung up with the stagnant air of me having just upset her and all the while myself not noticing something was wrong. I thought nothing of it and placed the phone away from me as I drifted to sleep as I was so damn tired. It was t until I was rested did I realize how unsettling the latter end of our conversation had ended. I thought to call her but instead I felt maybe I should wait until the next day. Nervously I tried calling but she wasn’t there according to her sister. Perhaps she was but was still upset with me. Realizing maybe this was the case I searched my memories to further investigate why it is she could be upset and I recalled what I had said. The intent of what I had said was meant to be inspiring, as if to let her know how important she was to me that I was starting to value myself and that I appreciated having her as a friend that I could talk to and that she was helping me better myself. I didn’t mean it as I was using her for some nefarious scheme or that I planned to abandon her once her usefulness had expired. Maybe it was some thing in her past that caused her to behave this way or maybe she just didn’t expect me to say something so vile sounding, but it wasn’t my intent to make her wary of me and to question our still developing friendship. I went to school that day and she was at our usual spot where we had lunch. Except she had her back to me talking to a mutual friend. (1/2)

[di-glossia]

Alex also said in the past she was always a big fan of the Try Guys and how happy she was to begin work with them. Shes also 10 years younger than Ned.

"Consensual" is to draw away from the facts Ned was kind of famous at least online and also one of her bosses.

That kind of power imbalance makes it much harder to keep the ability to consent honestly.

Younger fans dont think about all that when its easier to make a meme out of these words that feel so out of place.

I don't really think this is necessarily a younger fan issue. A lot of fans here and on other sites just do not seem to understand that Alex cheating on her fiance is not part of the issue. They want to view her as having an equal role because, idk, misogyny (don't even get me started on how bs of a term homewrecker is).

The crux of the issue is that a boss had an inappropriate relationship with an employee. This is bad because his ability to control aspects of her employment, including job security and potential promotions or perks, inherently influences her ability to freely consent. There is an assumption that a Title VII quid pro quo relationship is in play and that the relationship negatively affects other employees, possibly by favoring Alex over them in things such as promotions. It's an HR nightmare. Alex being a fan and younger doesn't really make this worse, just ups the potential for exploitation.

Is Ned's statement funny to joke about? Hell yeah, it is. It's a sloppy attempt at reframing a developing narrative and people are calling him out for it.

What's not funny is 1) putting the words where they don't fit; and 2) inadvertently putting equal blame on someone who can never be at equal fault.

#i don't actually care that he cheated because i don't have a parasocial relationship with the guy #who btw is barely even funny and has no business writing a cookbook #i stg if one more person says alex has three other bosses she could have told #I'm going to copy and paste the entirety of title vii of the civil rights code of 1964 #she knew Ned's wife #hey you also know who Ned's wife #the guy who was married to Ned's wife and who actually made a promise to her

[help-im-a-gay-fish]

Grief and Joy.

And here they are! Dream God of joy and new beginnings and Nightmare God of grief and death. These two are where the au started and it makes me so happy to finally draw out the designs properly. I'm not going to go to far into their story right now, but they follow and edited version of the story of Hades and Persephone 

Nightmare is the God of grief and Death

His aura doesn’t create negative emotions, but it enhances the emotions around grief. So if you feel sad, around him you will feel sadder

He was born from an apple that fell to the ground and rotted into the earth, before being watered by the tears of a titan

Very blunt as he believes people must face grief in order to get over it. 

Feared by mortals, not so much by the other gods. 

Spends most of his time alone

Dream is the only person who can make him smile

Had a garden of crystal plants made in his palace for Dream, as real plants couldn’t grow

loves yellow flowers but can never touch them.

Dream is the God of Joy and new beginnings.

His aura doesn't create joy, but it enhances it.

Was born from an apple blossom that Nim nurtured and loved

As a baby the people of Olympus believed he created happiness and were obsessed with the baby. Nim kept him hidden in her garden after that.

He acts more innocent then he actually is.

Nightmare's aura slowly drains him over time which is another reason they need to spend half the year apart, he doesn't know this though.

He loves Nightmare with all his soul and will go feral if you insult his husband.

Both Dream and Nightmare also have there 'corrupted forms' these forms are for when the gods must smite or punish mortals. All God's have them and Dream and Nightmare are no different.

Shattered and Corrupted.

Very little is known about them to the mortals

Corrupter's gloop is said to be made of pure grief and send any mortal who touches it into a state of pure despair

His tentacles can grow to any length

Shattered's body is completely covered in tiny thorned vines that wrap around his bones.

The spines on his tentacles are said to have a poison that will send a person into debilitating euphoria

The longer either of them spend in these states the less emotional control they will have on themselves, and the harder it becomes to change back.

Alsoooo just for a little fluff

Because Dream's shattered form covers his body in thorns, after untransforming his bones will all be covered in scratch marks. Because off this Nightmare insists on gently cleaning them with a damp cloth. Dream feels he's over reacting, but he won't say no to affection from Nightmare.

Thanks again to @zu-is-here for all your help and support with this au! It wouldn't exist without you

#undertale au #my art #shipping #undertale multiverse #sansest #Dreammare #Dream x nightmare #Greek gods au #hades and persephone #Nightmare x dream #God of grief God of joy #Oh I love them so much #It makes me happy to have them all done #Nim BTW wasn't happy about her baby develping a batter form #She blames nightmare for being a bad influence #She spends her half of the year trying to uncorrupt him. Or atlest that's what he calls it #But of course dream happily runs into his husbands arms each time #Don't even get me stated on when they have kids #Heh #Reference

[danger-noodle-uwu]

This is a pretty graphic idea I had but I understand if you don’t want to do it or find it too triggering.

I want to request hc’s of the Brothers + Datables (but if you do the Brothers and Datables separately than just the Brothers please) reacting to MC being summoned but MC’s covered in blood and holding a weapon like a bat or knife, because they massacred their abusive family and they don’t feel bad about it at all. Mc’s pretty emotionally hollow and they don’t show much reaction or fear to dangerous situations either since the Bros do start off threatening and rude but they relate to Mammon since he’s emotionally abused by his Bros and physically punished by Lucifer.

This is only if you feel comfy doing it and I apologize if I broke the rules and making you find it very triggering and disturbing

Trigger warning!

Mentions of blood/murder/abuse

Do not proceed if sensitive

Lucifer

At the summoning part, Lucifer would be merely worried about what type of student has diavolo choosen, pitying his taste. Though he was but a demon, weary and skittish around you.

The Avatar of pride scared of mere human?

(Though he kinda was)

Blood being spilled on the floor was common in devildom yet he was unfazed.

But now, things are different and he can't help to worry about how this weak creature will influence on his brothers.

the fallen-morningstar tried to keep you away from the entire of his brothers including himself.

He also made sure that never was anything that could be used as a potential weapon surround you.

Often the man would receive rather harsh words from you and get somewhat hurt. Yet , not a single cry reach your ears.

(Que enemies to lovers dynamic)

When the pair started dating, the raven-haired demon had already known the past and what it once held for mc...

Oh how much he wishes, he helped you instead of interrogating every movement, to regain the 'you' that your parents killed. So, he will find a solution. To find those rascals in the realm of spirits or demons and put them once again at your mercy.

Prepare yourself Mc. For a whole month of pampering and love as he will never dare repeat the mistake he made.

Mammon

As the story is, Mammon didn't encounter you first but only heard melody of your voice.

The first meet was unforgettable, he was petrified to see the blood dripping off your slender bruised figure.

One thought that he was scared however, No he was anything but scared. He had thought you were the one hurt like--you know h-how Lucifer hurts him.

He rushed towards you but was stopped by the eldest saying " They aren't hurt." And this was the first person tried who befriend you.

When your words were sweetly aimed at him and just HIM. He'd feel his heart beat racing like crazy which made him believe he thought you found him special.

He was never honest with anyone, until you showed up. His biggest fear was snapping because of the mean comments his brothers pass and you had probably done something similar.

He wanted to know. Though dense he may seem, he hoped you'd tell him.

Was it scary? Do you feared this before? Is it still scary? Do you feel emotions after this?

Yet he never asked...

When the greedy Boi and mc started dating, they told everything about their condition. Of how they snapped.

He was the most understanding of his brothers and promised to never let another one harm you. Not even you.

He loved even more since that day. Not to mention 1323433454455686 'I love you's per day.

Leviathan

Blabbering lord knows what, Leviathan had stepped out of his room even if that was to scold mammon and get his money back.

He obviously knew about the exchange program but what he didn't know was that bloody murderer would be part of it!!!

He wasn't moving when he saw the numb expression you wore and the bloody knife you had held.

Inside, he was scared shitless but he didn't know how to show it.

A mere-human had terrified The great admiral of hell's navy. What shame he was.

"Oi cut it out!" Yelled the scummy yet kind demon protectively moving between the two.

In the beginning, he felt unsafe only by your gaze and refusing to make eye contact.

And then, a good day to exit to his room. The true reason being the pearly raindrops that had littered the gardens of HOL.

He saw you... soaking wet smiling and hurting... shining brightly though it felt dim.

That day. That dammed day. He found out who truly were. A beautiful person who was just hurting and breaking.

Since then, he has been a mix of a nagging mother but also shy as if a touch-me-not.

Dating him was heavenly, he wasn't shy with touch yet words were a whole another thing to him.

He always left 'Love you's in the chats and reminders on your phone that were just a bunch of 'eat healthy' 'stay safe', etc.

And this was certain that his love will never end.

Satan

Snatching the bat from your hands, the blonde-man threatened to kill you with your own weapon if you dared to move.

And that's exactly what you wanted... to die... to end the suffering...

And he saw it.

Saw how horribly you were hurting, he knew what it felt however, he couldn't lose his composure not in front of his brothers.

Wrath is a storm which is followed by pain. He knew this. Same in your case except pain knocked the doors first.

He knew it was too early for asking. So, he kept his mouth shut. Not wishing to hurt you any further though he didn't know why he felt this way.

When you finally finished your 2nd month in your new home, things had changed as the Avatar of wrath often talked to you not about how bloody you arrived or you had killed but are you okay now?

His words were soft. So sweet.

Each time he would offer you his shoulder to cry on, you would feel your heart slowly warm up. Slightly more each-time.

Soon enough you started dating the green-eyed pact demon of yours, recalling the long lost feeling of warmth and love.

The knowledgeable one loved to show physical affection especially in front of his brothers.

Oh~ the smell of their burning envy, when he kissed the nape of your neck and complimented you.

Post-its were his favorite though.

He would often write 'Love you, kitten' 'take break,love' 'you look amazing today',etc.

Asmodues

He yelped when he saw a bloodied figure emerge from the purple haze. Are they okay?

He was concerned only till a knife was spotted next your seemingly heartless figure. Now, he was somewhat hiding behind satan in disgusted yet anxious way.

You gaze deeply disturbed him to an extent he even had nightmares of you ripping him open with same knife and had that soul-less expression.

He much like Leviathan refused to see you after the encounter but what was different, was the course of events...

He saw you arguing with Lucifer, for you refused let him hurt Mammon who curled behind you.

Asmo felt pity for you as he knew the outcome of an argument with the eldest.

"Lucifer don't hurt him, please. He already has enough bruises" Asmo says giving his sweet brother Luci the puppy eyes, hoping they would work. (Yeah they didn't)

But nonetheless Luci~ still backed out and left the hallway.

You rush for the poor injured demon, he is crying while thanking you for the save.

And there for one moment, The lustful blond saw emotion in those glassy eyes of yours. It was beautiful and aching at the same time.

Making him greedy for more...

Later the very same day, he approached you finally asking the questions his head was haunted by.

What was weird? He didn't blame you for breaking instead he complimented you for being a survivor of such harsh tortures.

Accepting his confession was the best thing you ever did.

He is open with affection especially when you both are in public to show he is yours. You are his. You belong together.

for his hunger to see those pretty eyes shine with joy is endless, he makes Mc smile with happiness and love

Beelzebub

Famished as always was the sixth born. Especially after smelling human blood.

Little did he know the blood of the now dead parents of mc, the exchange student.

He wasn't even fazed unlike his brothers. He couldn't care any less than he did nor about the blood neither about the weapon clutched in your hands.

Even if you passed insults, he wouldn't mind. Sometimes, he asks why you dislike him? And is fine even if the answer is illogical. (Don't fuckin hate him)

Numb eyes. Tears flowing freely. Cuts. Bruises. Hurting. Dying inside.

The glutton wipes the sweat off his forehead remembering the condition of yours in that horrendous nightmare.

You looked awfully similar to belphi when- when s-she died. He blamed himself and hurt himself for being so useless. Just like you do.

And then realization hits--

YOU ARE HURTING!!

He now knew why your rude words didn't hurt him because you were like belphegor trying to protect your fragile heart.

Why you look numb? because you're trying to hide the pain. Push people away so you don't get hurt when they go away.

The following day, you were gently woken by the huge teddy bear. He held a hand out for you before taking you to his room for the special breakfast.

You teared upon the sight instantly realizing that he recognized your suffering. He apologized for not noticing earlier and from now, he will be there for you.

Never in the three realms did he think he'd fall for you? Maybe he had all along just didn't notice....

Once you begin dating the orange-head, he was ecstasic and cheerful all the time. Encouraging words followed you everywhere.

He would often eat the entire fridge out. So as apology, a cupcake with sorry written on it was placed on the kitchen counter. Other days, when he won't go such extreme, carrot chips or a poison apple etc. Waited for you.

Beely is the opposite of possessive. Protective. He is Protective and supports you through the ups and downs in life. He was your true savior. A savior who never judged you for your past.

His Love is the sky, you learned to fly in.

Belphegor

He had heard the tale of how the human exchange student had shown up covered in blood with a bat in hand.

Never did he believe that it was true until seeing the monotone figure of them.

The way they spoke made them like Lucifer. Emotionless. Heartless. Ruthless. Monster.

He wanted to strangle them on spot but he was stuck within the confines of the attic.

The sloth couldn't help passing comment making mc slowly reveal the aching heart of their own-self.

Expression faultered and he saw it--No, no more like felt it. The way their tears were swallowed. The way their voice turned monotone once again to cover what had already been seen.

However, the seventh born didn't say a word, he just showed affection through body language as they couldn't touch each other yet.

After he was free from the prison of an attic, he ran to you. His star. The one that guided him out to freedom.

It felt weird dating the lazy demon. Afterall, he was doing nothing other than shoving compliments in your face and dozing off here and there.

Few months pass and things become smoother than how they were.

Now, he always compliments you but softly and sweetly. Always willing to listen to whatever you wanna rant about.

"You are my true love, Mc. The star that guides to where I belong when I'm lost."

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Welp! That was long as hell. Anyway, thank you for the request. It kinda feels like you and my sister share the same brain cell cuz she said the same thing but like- mc ate their organs and more messy. God I hope you like it...

Good day!

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