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#She explicitly thinks I'm just incompetent and won't ever manage to do anything right. She took all of the knobs off the stove. I am 21.
crystalkleure · 4 years
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I think a very important thing to understand about me is the very specific aesthetic that I absolutely adore more than anything.
I love it when something looks cute and innocent at first, so you assume it is sweet and harmless, and then you are very, very wrong. Ooh, that’s the good shit. Kills me every time.
#Surprise Filth And Gore. It's better than when it's expected.#.It speaks#About me yo#I think I know the reason WHY I love it so much too#I am 5'1'' and very pretty. And AFAB. And I HATE being infantilized. I am not a child or a doll I am a fucking adult here.#I just look cute. Oh well. It just kind of happened. I'm tiny and I have a pretty face.#I am also autistic. Yet another mark in the ''things that make people treat you like a literal brainless infant'' column.#Not to mention my mother raised me and she To This Day does not let me do fucking anything myself.#I am not allowed to cook or clean. Can't do the laundry; can't make food; can't clean up after the pets.#She explicitly thinks I'm just incompetent and won't ever manage to do anything right. She took all of the knobs off the stove. I am 21.#If I am trying to complete a task and she sees me; she will take that task away from me and just do it herself [or try to].#I dismantled my Nintendo Switch and reshelled it and gave it fancy new buttons and everything and she tried her BEST to not let me.#She wanted me to give it to her and let her do it. Even though I'm the one who spent the whole fucking day looking up how to do it right.#I eventually got it done by distracting her the whole time. I kept giving her little harmless things to do so she'd feel like she's helping.#Spoiler alert she couldn't do any of it and got frustrated and abandoned it and I -- you guessed it -- am the one who did it all myself.#If I had given her any Actual Important parts to fiddle with she probably would have broken them and trashed the system.#My Switch looks damn good now btw and I am still very proud of it. And it functions just like it's fresh from the factory. Nothing's busted.#So yeah I hate being treated like a fucking baby more than anything. That Is My Life Though.#So I fucking love it when something that everyone thinks looks Soft And Sweet And uwu babby-ish is actually Exactly The Opposite Of That.#Ideally the ''sweet thing'' never even lied and SAID it was Sweet And Dumb. People just made assumptions that bit them in the ass.
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