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crystallilytarot · 10 days
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Choose a dino! Your life purpose.
Pile 1
You probably had some bad experiences but you are able to overcome it. And after that you will be even stronger, and smarter in a way too. It can be that you will help someone who will have the same struggles as you. Sometimes you can feel hopeless and like you don't know what to do. But you will be able to choose or make decisions more easily, and also you will learn how to stand up for yourself and have boundaries. One of your life lesson is to find balance and harmony within yourself. Be in peace with yourself and with the world. You are probably very creative and you should practice your creativity more, express yourself freely. If you want to have a family, it will definitely happen. I think children and animals are drown to you. If you don't want children, than you will have some significant pets in your life too. You will have a happy and abundant family life. Whatever you wish for, a partner, children, pets, a garden...
Pile 2
There will be some new beginnings in your life, and even if you wanted it, it still can be hard at first. But you have all the ability to succeed. You should have more faith in yourself. You are smart. You are good at manifestation, some of you can have some psychic abilities too. Maybe you are a wanderer, an explorer, but it's not a bad thing, one day you will see clearly what your real purpose is. You will probably move a few times, travel a lot. If you want to go to a foreign country, it will definitely happen. Some of you can have a long distance relationship too. You should embrace your romantic nature and focus more on your inner child too. Have fun, be free, the world needs sensitive, joyful people too! You can have some unique ideas, unique lifestyle, and it's beautiful. Some of you can be some kind of healers too, not neccesseraly doctors, maybe reiki or just you have a healing presence and it will help someone when they really need it.
Pile 3
There will be some hard time in your life, and at that time you won't see that in the end of the day, it's better that it happened that way. Even if it's a betrayal, lie, loss of someone, everything will teach you something. And nothing last forever, hard times come to an end too. There's always a new day, a new beginning. You should accept changes. You will take time for soul searching, seeking answers, and you will have some inner wisdom. You are probably an old soul. You can overcome anything eventually, just have self-control, focus on what you want. You need to be open, be positive, don't give up hope. There's some divine timing and fate working in your life, but looking back you will see that actually you were lucky. You have a soulmate in this life, and that meeting will be something unexpected probably. Be confident, you will be a succesful person.
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Venus in the 8th: More Observations & Tips
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Venus 8th House - Their sensuality is potent & is very magnetic. Their allure is contagious, and they tend to have others wanting to worship then. They could understand the dark side of money and how to make it. I see something about sex work being a thing for a few people with this house placement, but most of all it could be that you are aware of how money works in society and dont look it at from a good or bad perspective. You know that money can be made in all ways and its truly what you do with it is what counts. Hidden secrets around relationships and lovers. You might be able to spot when your lovers are walking out on you, you just know. When it comes to everyone else relationships you can see through them, something you learned during your adolescent years. Youre able to pick up on the energies of people very easy, so it is no wonder you're able to pick up things from others relationships.
I notice if you're a woman with this placement others tend to 'hide their wives/husbands' from you. They think you'll steal them, your sex appeal is extremely high so no matter what people will think youre some 'slut'. Sugar daddies may come out of no where for you guys, the 'streets' chose you not the other way around.
For some of you, you could know some pretty successful people in high places. They gravitate to your aura because it is very dark and powerful, so this can be used as opportunity. You can see into their lives and they trust you with what you know. The more higher youre up on the ladder the more hidden knowledge you tend to come across.
Gifted in the occult, you can be healers in areas that have to do with the sexual organs. Can heal others with your hands (reiki) and could also make money off this if you choose.
Last thing I wasnt to say is that you guys can have a lot of jealous women around you. Girl, guy, non binary. Doesnt matter. Its because since youre personal power comes from your sensuality it can shine light on other peoples darkness.
'Like why is this person so pretty?' 'why does everyone gravitate to them and not me?' like... they cant seem to understand what it is about you. You dont have to be some ig model or extremely attractive to be 'sexy' with this placement you ARE it. You are the embodiment of sex appeal.
Tips I would have these placement holders is to hold on to their sex appeal as long as they can because as they mature in life they'll be individuals that will try to make you turn it down. Hold your head up high & never let them see you sweat because trust me they're waiting it on it. If you have any moment where you are vulnerable thats when the vultures come through and try to attack so privacy over your self & your feelings is necessary.
If you are an artist you can sell your art and can get a lot of vendors and sponsors who want to see your stuff. I say this because people some of you with this placement may be prone to insecurity around your artwork however your passion is noticed in your work. So it should be seen in the spotlight because it gives us a chance to feel the passion and hard work in what you've created.
Another thing I will say before I end this, is that love for yourself & the world at large creates more energy for you to live off of and makes your aura stand out from the rest. You guys are actually work really well with community and you should use your magnetism for the workspaces of helping groups that need your compassion and grace.
thank you for reading <3
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grey-sorcery · 2 years
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What is energy?
Energy is the medium that carries the intent for spell work. It is utilized in every spell any practitioner has ever done or will do. I postulate that “Energy” is the equivalent of the multidimensional field of virtual particles (See quantum field). This is to say that energy is the smallest permeable fabric in which the most minute manipulations can take place. However, energy, when worked with consciously and knowingly, can create waves of effects over great distance. A butterfly effect starting with the observation and projection of a singular intent. 
What is energy work?
Energy work is the manipulation of energy through use of the subtle body and the psychic mind. By “Psychic mind” I refer mostly to one’s energetic awareness: A practitioner’s ability to know where energy is in space and time, what its properties are, its trajectory & velocity, and its form. With this awareness, a practitioner can use their subtle body to manipulate energies that exist around them and within them. Energy work has significantly more to it than practices like Reiki, and other appropriative New Age practices, will lead you to think. 
Why is energy work important?
Energy work is absolutely crucial to all spell work and any sentiment against that grain will hinder your craft. Every magical action you do has an energetic interaction. Without consciously practicing energy work, the energetic process behind it will be reactive instead of proactive. This allows your subconscious to have influence over the spell, which rapidly hinders the accuracy and precision of your casting. When energy work is employed purposely the conscious mind has significantly more influence, which improves the likelihood of the success of your spell. 
How should energy work be practiced?
Energy work should be used intentionally in every single working you do as to have further control over the spell process. However, it should be practiced on a regular basis in order to keep up your energetic awareness. At first, energy work will be something that'll take a lot of concentration; however, after a while you’ll be able to practice it while doing tasks as well. 
Important & beneficial concepts in energy work
Visualization is a helpful guide when first starting, but that’s all it should be as visualization is not doing actual energy work. If you lean too hard on visualization, you’ll stagnate as well as lose your sense of energetic awareness over time. Energetic awareness is very similar to the sense of touch. While these senses are very different from each other, touch is the closest physical analog to energetic awareness. You have to feel the energy more-so than see it. Visualization should be used to create a 3D mold of the construct you’re trying to make, and nothing more. 
Getting started
When setting out to try energy work for the first time I recommend setting aside some time where you can sit in a quiet place for at least 30 minutes. For neurodivergent practitioners, it may be more beneficial to start off while out on a walk with some stimulating non-vocal music. For spoonie witches, It would probably be best to do this while laying down- just remain mindful as to avoid falling asleep.
Improving Energetic Awareness
Begin by closing your eyes and trying to reach your awareness out of your body. Energetic awareness is the same sense that you use to detect that someone is looking at you from behind. It should be less visual and more feeling. Try to trace the energies that exist in your environment.
Releasing Energy
The first step of learning energy work is to be able to release energy. Everyone releases energy from their subtle and physical bodies all the time when they are experiencing emotions. The stronger the emotions, the more energy is released. Whatever emotion is being experienced also modifies the types of energies that are released. Sit and focus on a time when you’ve felt a strong emotion and the energetic sensations that you can recall experiencing during that emotion. Then, if you’re able, try to start using that same path or application in order to start gradually releasing energy. Once you’ve got the hang of it, try to release energy from a single body part only. The goal here is to gain enough control of the release of your energy to a point where you can release energy from a tiny region of your body and be able to control the rate in which that energy is released. 
Absorbing Energy
The process of absorbing energy is equal and opposite to releasing energy. The practice for this is also the same but opposite. The main difference is that it is important not to let the energies that are absorbed, are not taken into the subtle body. This is because some environments have energies that aren’t that harmonious with our bodily energies. Be sure to use your practice in releasing energy to redirect what you absorb and let it back out into the environment as you proceed. 
Giving Energy Form
This is the point where visualization can be a helpful guide; however, if you lean too hard on it you will likely not be practicing energy work to the extent that would be required to master this step. Visualization can be used as a mental mould for the energy work. Visualizing the energy itself will not yield any progress. Hold the mould in your mind as you use the digits on your right hand to project controlled streams of energy into it. If any energy starts to escape the mould, pull it into your left hand or use the pulling motion to get it back into the shape. This will slowly help you develop the ability to control energies outside of your subtle body but within your fields. Once you can create a basic shape, try to solidify it in space before moving it around. Do so without adding or subtracting the amount of energy that makes it up. You know that you’ve mastered this when you can create a simple construct of any platonic shape, as well as a sphere, and move it around through space with axial rotation without the shape changing size or the amount of energy changing within it- all while maintaining the construct’s integrity.
If you’d like to check out my guide to intermediate energy work, click here!
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mariah0913 · 11 months
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Virgo the Healer
there is this thing about virgo/6th house placements and constantly being associated with 'stiffness', 'anxious obsession', 'cleanliness' etc. especially the way others notice our attention to detail, practical ways of living, our seriousness about the order of our living and work spaces. the thing is, pisces is our opposite sign. the axis is generally coined as the axis of the 'healers'. the ones who focus on healing ailments of either the physical or metaphysical kind. other topics come up such as shamans, gurus, and spiritualists. we enjoy exploring activities such as reiki, energy cleansing, and elemental work. a very basic way of explaining pisces is their ability to feel and experience others' energy as they interact or coexist with them. depending on how they deal with it or not, they eventually learn to somehow someway filter through, or transmute the energies that are hindering or destructive to their or humanity's evolution.
with virgo, we sense and build that same gift. our bodies are sensitive to energy receptivity in a more physical, materialized way. we are an earth sign, after all; a solid, moist, and dark material. (think like a seed planted under the ground) we understand that physical objects hold onto energy as well. that if there is some vessel, there is the possibility that energy can become stagnant, trapped, or pooled in that vessel. energy that has been expressed in many forms: grief, anger, happiness/laughter, yelling, crying/holding, smashing, hugging. before virgo is older and can create their own space, you will see the virgo who lives with others create something inclusive only to themselves. like an energy circle, an area of the house, a secret section for their possessions in the house. this often happens due to families being so different individually (energetic wise.) when someone walks into their room, their house, their general vicinity, virgo still feels those energetic shifts like pisces. however, their filtration, cleaning, and cycling of those energies are more outwardly focused than with pisces. their body, their objects, their stomach. we even realize that you may not have ill intentions, but if you do enter our space to vent any frustrations, anger, gossip, or anything heavy, we will cleanse when you leave. my mother and friends often tell me how they step into my room and it feels peaceful and healing. once I show them how I accomplish this, the treatment i give my space, they see that it is possible for anyone. virgo understands that if a vessel can harbor these energies, unpleasant or not, that so, too, can their material surroundings. she also knows through pisces how energy works metaphysically or else she would not have been able to come to the conclusion that the material contains energy. as with pisces, they could not realize that energy is everywhere without studying the material world and its properties. virgo and pisces can not be one without the other.
so virgo knows that objects can hold energy. also that the ordering of the room can promote ordering of the subconscious mind. structure is something we've built in this naturally chaotic universe, and virgo understands the importance of the structure of energy itself. virgo is not only about cleansing and purifying (think of Mother Mary) the energy of a space and vessels, but virgo also shares wisdom of the structuring of energy making up the material world. its an inner wisdom that is within us from birth, just like piscean's inner knowing of unconditional love and interconnectedness.
this is a different way of understanding virgo, who is a healer too. we should find balance between recognizing the unseen connections in spirituality and the material connections. this is so that we can understand how incredibly important both kinds of healers are in the world.
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Witchcraft Red Flags! 🚩🚩🚩
This is a list of things to watch out for, whether about the practice or the people who practice it.
People who say that there's only one way to practice, and if you're not doing it that way then you're not a real witch.
People who appropriate a closed culture and justify it by saying "their deity called to me".
People who are noticeably not from a closed culture and are selling items from that culture (smudge kits, dream catchers, anything chakra, etc) or are calling themselves "shaman," "reiki master" etc.
People who claim that they are speaking for a deity. This is seen a lot in some covens and mostly in Cults where the "leader" is Godspoused to said deity.
People who sell spirit companions. Spirit shops claim that they have bound a spirit to an item and that if you buy said item then the spirit will be under your control.
People who claim that you have to have other witches in your bloodline to be a witch. (These are known as Heriditary witches. They practice the same way their ancestors did, which isn't inherently bad, but the way that they present themselves is. Witchcraft is for ANYONE.)
Witches who use "we are the granddaughters of the witches you couldn't burn." Referring to the Salem Witch Trials, and the witch trials across Europe.
Another witch guarantees that spells work 100% of the time. They do not always work, and that's okay. If your spell has failed, you are not a bad witch.
Witches who can cast "physical change spells" on you guarantee that it will work. (Think body modification spells, i.e., make you taller/shorter, change the size of your lower region, change eye color, make you an angel, mermaid, and other mythical creatures.)
Witches who use the terms "white" magic and "black" magic. These terms are heavily racist coded.
People who offer to teach you witchcraft for a fee. (Think like $50+)
Norse Witches who use heavy white supremacy runes or sigils should be avoided. (You can learn more about this at Southern Poverty Law Center)
Witches who fully believe that they can move things with their minds.
People who use clairvoyance in their craft. (This is directed to those who use their gift to scam others. If something feels too good to be true, then it probably is with this type of diviner.)
Divination witches who charge $50+ dollars for a basic reading and then turn around and try to scam more out of you. (This also applies to those who say that your bloodline is cursed or they say something is bad around you, then they say "DM so I can cleanse you of XYZ"
Witches who claim that they are a reincarnation of a deity or other very powerful entity.
Feel free to reblog with your own Witchcraft Red Flags!
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raspberryfem · 3 months
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one thing i hate is the way that pseudoscience and woo is specifically marketed to women, whether it be reiki, crystals, astrology, tarot, manifestation, or all kinds of fake beauty and wellness techniques like gua sha, acupuncture, cupping, chiropractic, moxibustion, essential oils, etc.
women are specifically targeted by advertising these practices as 'for the enlightened' or as an extra form of self-care and beautification, but the effect is to 1) delude the woman, 2) waste her time and money, 3) ensure she has no time to spend on worthwhile pursuits, and 4) uplift and ensure profit for male gurus/cult leaders/beauty company ceos
we as feminists must be concerned about the anti-intellectual and anti-science movements of the 2020s and we must resist the call of pseudoscience. women can be, should be, and will be real scientists with real breakthroughs to benefit the world. every woman who has spent a majority of her time and money learning and funding pseudoscience is a woman who is not reaching her full potential. imagine all the things that the reiki healers, acupuncturists, and essential oil mlm women could be doing for feminism and for the world!
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kingdaddydaichi · 1 year
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❧ title: happy endings, new beginnings
❧ pairing: d. sawamura x f!reader x k. sugawara
❧ wc: 4.9k
❧ notes: whew. idk if y'all are ready for this. idk if I'M ready for this but it has led to my decision that i'm now in a polyship with daichi and suga. this is my first time writing mxm so i welcome constructive criticism (please, do be gentle). also my first time writing smut for suga (i hope i did him justice).
❧ warnings: nsfw. mdni. m/f/m threesome. breakup (mention). filthy, nasty, dirty smut. dick slip. oral (m/f). suga is a pretty, bisexual menace. multiple snowballs. anal (m/m), including anal virginity loss. fingering (vaginal, anal). daddy kink. Daddy/babyboy dynamic. squirting. ass eating. cum eating. eating cum out of asses. prostate milking. he gets a creampie, you get a creampie, everybody gets a creampie. so much cum.
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this is my final piece for my 31 days of daichi event, 2022. i hope i've done my king daddy proud. happy 28th birthday to my magnanimous, independent, chivalrous, caring, responsible, stable, thicc, dependable, patient gentleman of a husband who makes my thighs moist and my heart go doki doki.💓💓 wishing everyone much love and prosperity in 2023. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY DEAREST DAICHI! 💋 I LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY! ∞
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Daichi stares at the spa day pass in his hand. It taunts and reminds him that he finds himself single mere days before his 28th birthday. He had bought the gift certificate for his girlfriend - correction: ex-girlfriend - for Christmas, but she broke up with him the week before the holiday. Two weeks before his birthday. He’d been debating with himself over what he should do with it now that she was gone. Should he give it to one of his sisters? No, that wouldn’t be fair unless he could give one to each of them. He could give it to his mother…
He bangs his indignant fist on the table with the greatest idea of all. “I’ll keep it and treat myself for my birthday!” he says aloud. “I deserve it!” 
He opens the pamphlet to peruse the various services, flipping ahead to the section of men’s treatment packages. One of them in particular offers the four-hands massage: 
“Your body will thank you for asking for four hands to help you reach total and absolute relaxation. Consider this tandem massage after a move, a stressful week at work, or exhaustion from kids and housework.” 
Or a shitty breakup, Daichi thinks.
With his mind made up, he picks up his phone and dials the number on the voucher. He’s pleasantly surprised to learn they will be open on New Year's Eve - his birthday. Less than two minutes later, his spa visit is scheduled. 
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To say Daichi is relaxed after getting a Himalayan salt foot bath, a manli-pedi, a green tea exfoliating mask, and a Reiki session is a staggering understatement.
You and your massage partner in crime, Sugawara, had seen the man between treatments - he was tall, dark, and handsome… "and probably cishet,” Suga had lamented with a huff. 
You put your hand on Suga’s lower back to guide him towards the private massage room the two of you work in. “Oh, come on, Suga. No sulking. There’s a little fruit in everyone’s basket, y’know?”
“I guess…” he pouts.
When you enter the room, you find Daichi Sawamura already undressed and lying on his stomach with a plush towel draped across his butt and hips.
Being the more tenured massage therapist, you give Mr. Sawamura - who interrupts to insist he be addressed by his first name - a quick rundown of what to expect during the treatment. After getting the go-ahead from him, you and your partner take turns pumping heated massage oil into the palms of your hands and rubbing them together before getting started.
You and Suga work in lockstep on either side of Daichi’s spine, starting with his lower back and gradually working your way up with synchronized hands, digging and pushing and kneading in a perfectly matched rhythm. Your work is slow, as it should be. A good massage therapist knows there are no quick, sudden movements in this line of work.
The way Daichi grunts and groans as his back and shoulder muscles bulge and roll under the slick pads of your thumbs is beginning to make you wet. You can only imagine how hard Suga must be getting. The two of you work through the muscles of his neck, biceps, forearms, all the way down to his fingertips. With his top half done, you set to work on his legs, starting with his thick hamstrings.
You and Suga hazard a glance at each other, knowing just what the other is thinking before continuing down to his calves, ankles, and feet.
You both massage all the way down to the tips of his toes before you softly instruct him to turn over onto his back while you and Suga lift the modesty towel. He knows he shouldn’t, but Suga’s curiosity gets the best of him. 
He sneaks a peek. 
You know you should give him a chastising look and pinch his arm, but when you see how big his eyes get, yours widen as well.
Sure enough, with your client comfortably on his back you lower the towel back down, but the damn thing is tented. As a professional, you know you’re supposed to ignore it, no matter how hard or difficult it may be. But you can’t not look. Not when his caramel cock has lifted the white towel enough to render the ridged underside of his erection and his big, hairy balls clearly visible. Perhaps your client is too relaxed to notice, but you and Suga are smirking profusely at each other as he licks his pretty lips.
Suga’s arm accidentally brushes over the head of Daichi’s cock, catching it just enough to make the man’s knuckles go white as he grips the sides of the massage table. You each work your hands further up his thighs, his closed eyelids crinkling as all four thumbs knead the sensitive flesh the whole way up. The soft towel lurches towards Daichi’s thick black happy trail when his heavy cock bounces, his lips parting to release a heady sigh. You and Suga keep going until your thumbs graze his low-hanging balls, prepared to apologize for the “mistake” if he protests. But instead, Daichi spreads his legs a little further apart. You look up to see Suga’s eyebrows lifted up almost to his hairline and his lips in the shape of a tiny ‘o’.
After checking to ensure your client’s eyes are still closed, you stick your tongue out and flick it at Suga, arching a single eyebrow as if daring him to dare you. He bites his lip and nods as a devious grin creeps across his delicate features, his own cock throbbing as it presses against the cushiony edge of the massage table.
You’d never done anything like this with Suga, but the two of you had talked about it. You’d made out with each other a few times, and maybe fooled around in the supply closet once or five times, but it was enough to know that sharing this beefy man would be just…
You have to stop yourself from thinking like that, but your hands tell the truth as you work your thumbs up up up, massaging the creases of Daichi’s legs, taking the towel further up as they go. His cock twitches and you notice a wet spot forming in the soft cotton, still barely covering the tip. 
Daichi releases a long, deep groan. “Just how far does this massage go?” he asks with his eyes still closed and a smirk tugging at his lips.
You wink at Suga. 
“As far as you want it to go, Mr. Sawamura,” the grey-haired male says. What balls he has.
“Keep going,” your client croaks. He feels Suga’s hands stop and begin to lift. “Both of you,” he clarifies.
Neither you nor Suga have to be told twice. You cup his large balls in your hand, rolling them around together as their owner hisses. His thick fingers dig deeper into the plush of the massage table. His left hand brushes against Suga’s erection, making him gasp and both of their cocks jump.
As your left hand massages Daichi’s testicles, your right hand wraps around the man’s thick, hot shaft.
“Fuck,” he sighs.
You begin to stroke him and after a few passes, the white towel finally falls off his dick and onto his lower belly. As if sharing the same slutty brain cell, you and Suga think the same thing at the same time:
Oops. 
You lean down and drag your flattened tongue along the underside of Daichi’s cock, moaning against his length when he brushes two fingers between your clothed lips. The growl was to be expected, but the way the man’s hands leave the bed to touch you and your work crush is rather bold. Daichi has never touched another man’s dick before, but damned if he doesn’t reach over and squeeze the head of Suga’s hard cock through his shorts. 
All three of you are panting, precum leaking from each of you when you lean down and lick the clear liquid from Daichi’s heavy cock. He gives an encouraging hum, flexing his ass to needily rub himself against your tongue, which you reward with a swirl of your wet muscle around his sensitive cockhead.
“Fuck yeah,” Daichi breathes as you wrap your lips around his bulbous tip and begin bobbing down his length. He opens his eyes when you pop your wet lips off him only to feel his cock throb in your fist when you kiss Suga, sharing the flavor of Daichi’s salty pre.
Suga moans into your mouth as your tongues curl around each other. Pulling away and slurring with lust, your partner says, “Mmm…fuck, he tastes so good.”
Daichi’s never had his dick sucked by a guy before, but he’s so turned on it almost hurts and he’d love nothing more than to feel this pretty boy’s pretty lips around his manly girth. He gives Suga’s hard cock another squeeze and says in his deep voice, “You wanna suck my cock?”
Suga nods emphatically with a quick “mhmm”, and Daichi takes his hand, positioning it around his veiny shaft. 
“Go ahead, then. Show me what you can do.”
Suga wastes no time at all, giving the other man a few slow pumps of his fist before kissing the fat tip of his dick. Daichi’s eyes roll shut when Suga takes him inside his wet mouth and starts sucking, slowly at first. Within seconds, the bisexual male is slurping and choking loudly on Daichi’s dick while he strokes Suga’s dick through his shorts. You can make out the distinct outline of your colleague’s cockhead, biting your lip when his precum soaks through the sky blue polyester right before your very eyes.
You bring your mouth closer and lift Daichi’s heavy balls to your mouth as Suga releases him to kiss you with a moan. 
“Shit, that’s hot,” Daichi whispers as your and Suga’s tongues swirl together, saliva and pre dripping from your chins. 
You and your colleague take turns slurping and sucking, choking and gagging on your client’s fat dick while your hands play with his tightening balls.
“Ohfuck, gonna cum…” Daichi gasps. 
You and your blow job partner open your mouths as thick globs of warm semen coat your lips and tongues. Your client watches in awe as two professionals roll their tongues together, swapping mouthfuls of his cum. Suga pushes your tank top down, letting one of your tits pop out to play with your nipple.
After licking one another’s lips clean, you join Suga on his side of the massage table and slip your hand inside his waistband. He leans down and flicks his tongue, soft as a feather, over your nipple as you jerk him off inside his shorts. Daichi watches the two of you, getting hard again in no time as he slips his hand inside your shorts and starts playing with your slick clit while swallowing your gasp with a hard kiss.
Making your way over to the room’s white leather couch, you watch as Daichi reaches inside Suga’s cute little shorts and finds his erection, drawing a moan from him when he wraps his big hand around his long shaft. Daichi’s darker complexion contrasts beautifully with Suga’s fairer skin, his larger hand pulling Suga’s cock out to stroke him as their lips meet in Daichi’s first ever boy kiss. 
You take Suga’s cock from Daichi’s hand, giving him a couple more pumps before taking him into your hot mouth, making him whine in Daichi’s mouth as the boys’ makeout session becomes more heated.
Daichi is fucking Suga’s fist when he breaks their kiss and brushes his coarse thumb over the male’s beauty mark. 
“I’ve never done any of this with a guy before, but you’re just so fucking pretty…” 
Suga gasps when Daichi’s lips latch onto his neck at the same time his throbbing cock hits the back of your throat. “Oh god, I’m so close…” 
You squeeze Daichi’s thick thigh, getting his attention. “Why don’t you finish him?” you say, licking your chin. 
Daichi wastes no time dropping to his knees and cupping Suga’s hairless balls. “I’d love to.” 
“He’s got a pretty cock, doesn’t he?” you say, passing it to the questionably straight man. 
“Fuck yeah, he does,” Daichi agrees, taking Suga’s edged cock into his large hand before looking up at him to see him blushing and trying to hide his sweet smile behind the back of his hand. Daichi grins up at the fairer male and says, “Well aren’t you a bashful cutie?” 
You let out a low laugh. “Don’t let him fool you,” you say to Daichi while meeting Suga’s gaze, knowing all too well the familiar flash of mischief in those brown-hazel eyes. 
Suga reaches for you, pulling you closer to bring his fingers to your aching clit, tickling it before pushing his middle finger inside you, knuckle deep. With a quirk of his eyebrow and a smug little smile, Suga shushes you. “Don’t tell my secrets, y/n,” he murmurs. 
“Oh babyboy, please,” you tease in his ear, “it’s not a secret.” 
For the first time ever, Daichi opens his mouth to let another man’s cock glide between his lips, but he knows exactly what to do. He easily takes Suga all the way back to his throat, hands groping his ass cheeks, pulling them apart and squeezing them as he sucks him hard. Suga slips another finger inside to fuck your pussy. You whine into Suga’s mouth as Daichi stretches his middle finger around a bit, pressing it hard against Suga’s hole. 
“Uhhhfuhhh…” Suga’s voice is muffled by yours as you drink his moans and whimpers down when he cums hard in Daichi’s mouth. Daichi is no stranger to the taste of his own cum, but Suga’s flavor is saltier. Never had he imagined he’d find himself on his knees drinking down another man’s cum, but the way Suga’s cock jerks in his mouth makes Daichi’s twitch back to life. 
Suga pulls his fingers out of your dripping pussy and pushes them past Daichi’s lips, who closes his eyes and groans at the taste of your nectar as he sucks it off the other man’s digits. 
“Fuck,” he says, pulling you down to lean back on the couch, “wanna fuck this pussy so bad.” 
You moan into Daichi’s mouth as he spreads your legs open to kneel between them. “God, yes, wanna feel that fat dick inside me.” 
Daichi lines himself up and presses the thick head of his cock into your drooling hole. With one knee on the couch and the other foot planted on the floor, the man spreads your legs wider to watch his length slowly disappear between your smooth pussy lips while you both groan at the exquisite pressure. He can already feel your walls fluttering around him at the same time Suga starts massaging his flexing ass. Daichi fucks you slow and deep, enjoying the sensation of Suga working his fingers closer to his virgin asshole. 
“Mmfuck, yeahhh…play with my ass, Suga.” 
“Have you ever had anal before?” Suga asks, his sweet voice making Daichi’s cock twitch inside you. 
“N-no, but I think I wanna try…” He looks over his shoulder at the smaller male with a devilish grin. “...with you.” 
Suga responds with a grin of his own before situating himself behind Daichi, squeezing and separating his ass cheeks before bringing his mouth closer. Pressing his lips into a kiss, Suga lets his spit drip onto Daichi’s virgin hole, making it pucker against the tip of his tongue.  
“Oh god…” Daichi moans. 
“Wow, so responsive,” Suga teases, “I’ve barely touched you.” 
But Daichi was in no mood for teasing. “Keep going…please.” 
Suga obliges the man and begins tonguing his asshole again, alternating between soft, feathery flicks meant to tease and prodding at it with the hard, pointed tip of his slithering tongue. 
Dipping his middle finger into his own mouth, Suga collects a copious amount of saliva before spreading Daichi apart enough to press his fingertip to his hole. With his cock buried deep inside you, Daichi’s hips still when he feels the pressure of Suga’s finger entering his hole. 
“Mm so fucking tight,” Suga mutters, licking his lips. 
“Shhhhit…oh fuck that feels good,” Daichi pants, squeezing his eyes shut as he begins to move inside you again. 
He pushes your legs back, angling you so his throbbing tip bumps up against your g-spot while Suga fingers his ass, angling his wrist to find Daichi’s prostate. He knows he strikes gold when Daichi instantly throws his head back in an open-mouthed moan and starts chanting over and over that he’s going to cum. Daichi’s thrusts are slow and hard as Suga milks him and it’s just the right speed and intensity to have you clenching. 
“Ohgod, you’re making me cum with your fat cock, Daichi…” you gasp as he fills your pussy with his hot, sticky semen. 
“Fuck, now it’s my turn,” Suga groans, slowly pulling his finger out of Daichi and wiping it off on a nearby towel. 
Seeing the creampie the other male left behind, now dripping from your winking hole, Suga takes his own dick in his hand.
“God, y/n, wanna fuck his cum back inside you.” 
“Fuck, yes, Suga. Wan’you to fuck me,” you whimper, reaching for him as he nestles his hips between your sticky thighs. 
Suga guides his leaking cockhead to your primed cunt and in one slow thrust, buries his entire length as you both moan together. Watching the two of you fuck makes all the blood in Daichi’s head rush straight to his spent dick. He strokes his semi-soft cock, slowly getting hard again as strings of his cum stretch along the length of Suga’s dick while he fucks you in long, deep thrusts. The pretty pink tip of his cock peeks out from between your swollen pussy lips with every retreat. Daichi moves closer to Suga and begins to play with his ass as he pumps his cock inside you. 
“Oh shit yes-” Suga sighs. 
The bigger male pumps a bit of the silicone-based massage oil onto his fingers, rubbing the tips together before bringing them to Suga’s cute butt again. He spreads his cheeks to find him completely smooth and hairless, a pretty pink asshole winking with need. Remembering Suga’s movements when he fingered Daichi, he rubs his fingertips along his crack before circling around Suga’s hole. Following the pretty boy’s cues, he begins to push his thick middle fingertip inside, making Suga whine for more. 
“I take it you’ve done anal before?” 
Suga snickers through the pleasure. “More times than I can count. Now push your finger all the way inohhhhfuckyesjustlikethat…” 
“Mmm,” you moan, tits bouncing as Suga’s hips slap against your wet skin. “Fuck, Suga, you look so pretty with Daichi’s finger in your ass.” 
When Daichi adds a second finger, Suga’s thrusting all but stops. “Damn, such a sexy thing, taking my fingers like this, pretty boy.” 
“Mmgodyes, Daichi…” Suga looks over his shoulder at him, his hazel eyes glazed with lust. “I’d look even sexier with your cock inside me,” he says with a daring wink. 
His eyes widening and lips parting, Daichi asks, “Y-you mean…? Can I fuck you?” 
Suga has to lick the drool back into his mouth when his gaze falls to Daichi’s thick cock. “I really wish you would. I’ve wanted that anaconda in my ass from the moment I first saw you.” 
Daichi smiles with a blush and Suga just can’t pass up the opportunity. “Well, aren’t you just a bashful cutie?” he says to the beefier man. 
You chuckle as you reach for Suga’s face, whining for him to kiss you. 
Daichi’s eyes darken as a menacing grin spreads over his handsome face. He reaches for the massage oil again, taking two pumps of the slippery lube in his hand before coating his drooling cock with it. With one hand holding his dick, he uses the other to smack Suga’s ass hard, making him cry out. Suga buries his cock all the way inside you and spreads his thighs further open, presenting himself to Daichi. 
Daichi guides the tip of his erection to Suga’s cute little hole and pushes against it, watching wide-eyed as his cock slowly sinks inside. “Ohgoddamn, that is so fucking tight,” he groans, eyes beginning to water.
Suga hisses a string of curses, biting down on your shoulder as you rub his back, cooing to him about how well he’s taking Daichi’s fat cock. 
“Oh god,” he whimpers, “that’s the best stretch I’ve felt in my life!” 
Daichi’s thrusts are slow at first, giving both of them a moment to adjust. But Suga has no need for that.
“Mm fuck me, Daichi.” 
The dark-haired man lets out a ragged breath and slams his hips hard against Suga’s cute butt, making both of you cry out. Daichi is mesmerized by the thick vein on top of his own shaft as it moves beneath his skin while he pumps faster, in and out of Suga’s smooth asshole. 
You all find your stride and the room is filled with loud, wet slaps of skin and breathless moans and praises about how good you’re all making each other feel. Daichi’s large balls swing and slap against Suga’s as he fucks him into you, forcing the head of the smaller male’s throbbing cock against your sweet spot with every powerful throw of his hips. Suga swears he can feel Daichi in his throat, and when his large hand comes down hard and Suga feels the sharp sting on his right ass cheek, he clenches and sets off a chain reaction. 
“Oh fuck yes, spank me, Daddy!” Suga pleads.
Daichi has to bite back his orgasm when the man he’s fucking calls him ‘Daddy’. Gritting his teeth, he lands another hard spank to Suga’s ass, watching as welts begin to bloom on his milky white skin to match the color of his tight little asshole. 
“Shit, that’s it, baby. Take your Daddy’s fat cock like a good boy,” Daichi grunts with a particularly hard thrust. 
“Ohfuckyes, I’m gonna cum!” you cry. 
“Fuck us harder, Daddy!” Suga begs. 
Daichi plows his cock harder and faster into the pretty boy’s asshole, and it’s all he can do to keep from busting his own nut when Suga begins to spasm around him. 
Daichi’s thick cockhead prodding his prostate, coupled with your walls clenching around his throbbing cock when you cum on him is just too much for Suga to bear. 
“Shit yes, y/n! Gonna cum with y- ohhgodI’mfuckingcumming!” he cries, his white hot cum squirting against your gummy walls as you fall apart on his cock. 
Daichi’s big hands are squeezing Suga’s ass for dear life and, with a final thrust, he presses his hairy balls tightly against Suga’s as they spasm together. 
“Oh fuck…ohhshhhhit…” Daichi whimpers when the first jet of his nut splashes against Suga’s insides, his cock jerking with every subsequent release of his seed. He fully spends himself, filling the boy’s pretty ass up until the thick white cream begins to leak from his winking rim to drip between their ballsacs. 
One at a time, the men pull out slowly as your and Suga’s creampies begin to ooze from your pink holes. The fairer male bends down to eat his cum from your pussy, moaning weakly as Daichi licks and sucks his asshole clean. 
Daichi stops and pulls Suga to him, their soft cocks rubbing together as they kiss and swap each other’s semen on their tongues. They both reach for you, pulling you into their arms as the three of you bring your mouths together for a hot mess of wet lips and cum-coated, tangling tongues.
Your client looks at you, his eyes dark and drunk with lust, and licks his lips. “I’ve been teased twice now with your flavor. It’s my turn to devour that pussy.”
Leaning forward to lay you back down, Daichi hovers over you and blazes a netherly trail down your neck, tits, and belly with his lips and tongue. He smooths his big, calloused hands between your inner thighs, spreading them further open. With a pussy-drunk smile on his face, Suga watches as Daichi teases your clit with the tip of his tongue. 
“Isn’t she delicious?” Suga whispers, his fingers playing at Daichi’s asshole, making him hum against your cunt. 
Traces of Suga’s cum leak out around Daichi’s fingers as he slowly works them inside you. After eagerly licking up the sticky substance, he kisses your puffy clit and moans, “Fuck yeah, especially with the taste of your cum inside her.” 
You thread your fingers through Daichi’s short brown hair when he latches onto your clit and starts sucking while fucking your pussy with his thick fingers. 
“Ohh Daichi…fuck yes, you eat that pussy so good,” you keen. 
The vibration of the deep moan against your clit is exquisite when Suga reaches between Daichi’s legs and starts stroking his semi as he pushes his middle finger in his ass. 
“Shit, Suga. I wa- …mmm… want you to fuck me. Wanna feel your cock inside me.” 
“Whatever you want, Daddy…” A victorious grin graces Suga’s pretty features as he drips warm oil onto Daichi’s asshole before stroking the lube around his own cock. 
Suga positions himself behind Daichi and rubs the head of his cock along the man’s asscrack before pushing against his dark-skinned hole. But Daichi clenches with a hiss. 
“Don’t worry, Daddy,” Suga coos as he massages the man’s cheek. “I know you’re a virgin, but you’re gonna have to relax. I promise I’ll be gentle.” 
Daichi nods and takes a deep breath, releasing it slowly as Suga pushes his pretty pink tip through the man’s tight rim. 
“That’s it, deep breaths,” Suga sighs as he works himself a little deeper. 
“Ohhfuuuuck,” Daichi groans, eyes fluttering shut. 
“Does my cock feel good, Daddy?” Suga asks with a smirk. 
“It hurts a little, but god…the pressure is fucking amazi- mmmmfuckyes,” he hisses as Suga slowly pushes his dick even deeper inside his quivering asshole. 
After a couple more gentle pushes, Suga stops and holds himself still. “Mm that’s it…my cock’s all the way in now, Daddy.” 
Daichi relaxes a little more, loving the feeling of being stuffed full with Suga’s dick. He sighs and moans around your clit as he starts eating you out with more fervor. Suga retreats just the slightest bit, and Daichi takes a deep breath. 
“Good. Keep bearing down on my cock, just like that.” 
He starts with small, shallow thrusts but it doesn’t take long before Daichi’s gasping, “More…ohgod, Suga.” 
The grey-haired male’s mouth falls open as he eases into a slow rhythm, the feeling of Daichi’s virgin asshole so tight around his hard cock as it drags along his soft, slippery walls.
“Damn -nnmhmm- your ass feels so fucking good around my dick, Daddy,” Suga sighs.
“Ohshityes, babyboy, fuck me!”
Suga thrusts harder, faster, deeper inside Daichi’s deflowered hole as the deep moans and grunts of two men fucking fill the room. 
Your pussy is squishing around Daichi’s fingers as he does his best to tug on your special spot and eat your cunt while taking a cock up his ass for the first time. You’re so close - fucked out legs trembling on either side of Daichi’s head, your walls closing in tighter around his digits as he fucks you harder with them, matching the intensity and tempo of Suga’s thrusts.
“Dai- fuck! Ohgod…I’m gonna cum!” you cry as your orgasm rips you apart and you squirt in his mouth.
The splash of your cum against his tongue, the bullying of Suga’s cockhead against his p-spot, the thumping of his own swollen tip against his abdomen - it all culminates as the coil at the base of Daichi’s spine winds tighter and tighter. Daichi releases your spent pussy and begins throwing his ass back against Suga as the familiar ache deepens in his swinging balls. 
“Mmm…” Suga slurs, “...you’re gonna cum for me, aren’t you?” 
“Oh fuck yes,” Daichi gasps, his eyes screwed shut and mouth hanging open.
“Come on,” Suga growls as his narrow hips clap hard against Daichi’s muscular ass, “...cum on my cock, Daddy.” 
With Daichi’s head thrown back, his bouncing cock slings his hot seed over your pussy and inner thighs, whimpering uncontrollably as Suga fucks his cum out of him. 
“Fuck, that’s it, just like that. God, I’m gonna cum inside your tight ass, Daddy,” Suga grunts as his silky smooth balls drag against Daichi’s hairy ones, fucking his own sticky load into the man’s ass. 
“Fuck, y/n,” Suga pants, “come eat this creampie.”
You bite your lip and join him behind Daichi’s trembling legs, watching as Suga’s twitching cock slides out slowly. When his tip finally pops out, you’re ready, tongue lapping up his warm cum as it seeps out of Daichi’s puckering asshole. 
With his elbows on the seat of the couch and his head in his hands, quiet whimpers are still falling from Daichi’s lips as the three of you collapse into a pile of fucked-out bodies.
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Daichi walks out of the spa that afternoon with a smile on his face and a little extra pep in his step. On his drive home to get ready for his date with his two favorite massage therapists, a satisfied grin spreads across his handsome face as he says to himself, 
“Happy fucking birthday to me!”
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superlativesamsara · 2 months
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Okay I've been procrastinating long enough and I've got like fifteen minutes of downtime so who wants to learn about Soul, and more specifically spirit particles and the Quincy arts?
Okay, now below the cut, hey there, glad you're interested. Weird shit upfront, Quincy Powers are funky, in that on paper anyone can use them with a focus, they're also hereditary, that is to say, using them extensively will cause gradual, subtle alterations in the makeup of your soul that will allow your children (and theirs and etc) to use the powers. I figure things like blood adoption or inheritance rituals should also transfer this ability retroactively but I've never tested it so good luck have fun there I guess.
Now, without Further Ado! Part 1: What's a Quincy and How Do They Work?
Well essentially, what differentiates a Quincy from a baseline human, is the natural capacity to interact with and to varying extents control spirit particles, which will henceforth be referred to as Reishi. This is accomplished by expenditure of Reiki, spirit energy. Reishi is produced and naturally shed by the souls of all living beings as they grow and mature. In animist worlds, they can probably also come from rocks and stuff that have spirits but, again, never tested, so not relevant to the discussion. Reiki, likewise, is produced by the soul, much like other forms of spiritual energy such as Ki, Hado, etc.
The original original Quincy Order draws its lineage from an incarnate deity, the Soul King, though the specific nature of said deity and their relation to it is variable from universe to universe. What doesn't vary, however, is that the most effective focus for Quincy powers, whether wielded by born Quincy or baseline humanity, is the Soul King's personal crest, a five-pointed cross, typically worn as a silver charm on the wrist. Through this symbol, even those without the natural propensity for such an ability can channel Reiki to manipulate Reishi.
The Quincy Order, in their native universe, were founded by a man with the dubious distinction of housing a large fragment of the soul of the Soul King, granting him great power and strange abilities relating to the forming and manipulation of Reishi. He founded the organization with the intent to protect humanity from the predation of spiritual beings that were commonplace in his world but nigh unheard of in the greater multiverse, so I shan't dwell on them for now. I will however note that, with the aid of the lovely @valorxdrive, I can confirm that Reishi-forged weaponry is effective against Heartless, should that be an issue relevant to your local slice of multiverse.
Anyway, back to the history lesson, given that, at the time, since the abilities were in their infancy, the average Quincy could hardly be expected to stand up to a race of spiritual being all but evolved to predate upon humanity, the order used their newfound powers to forge bows and arrows of spiritual energy, that they might engage their foes from a safer distance. Over time, techniques were invented that would level the playing field, such as abilities that harness Reishi to reinforce the body's strength and durability, and a variation of the flashstep, but despite this fact it remained the traditional Quincy doctrine to primarily favor bows and other forms of ranged weaponry.
But! Now that we've passed the basics of the history lesson (feel free to drop asks in my box if you want more details later) we can move on to the meat of "you keep talking about these powers but how do they actually *work*, Rose?"
Well! Simple, really, once you've got a feel for your spiritual senses (or a focus to do half the work for you). You lightly expand your Reiki into the air around you, saturating the ambient Reishi particles with it, and then you *pull* on that energy to drag the particles along with it into the desired form. Depending on the person, and with extensive practice, you might find that combining your Reiki and Reishi in the proper shapes or formulas will naturally create interesting effects. For example, in the proper ratios, my Reiki turns Reishi shadowy and causes it to take on a vaporous appearance.
Additionally, through practice, one will obtain a sensitivity to the spiritual aspects of the material plane, able to sense spiritual beings or significant expenditures of spiritual power nearby. The range of this is dependent on the person in question and the magnitude of what they're trying to sense.
That's about all I have to ramble without any prompting (again, ask box, right there :D), but as a bit of a tidbit because I know someone wants to ask: yes, you can harden things other than your skin with Reishi. No, I would not recommend trying to stand on air without extensive practice because it is very hard to get the amount of self-applied back force just right.
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ener-chi · 8 months
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Ahhh I moved!!
Godd yesterday was such a long and busy day! I think I logged like 13k steps 😳😳 I am VERY tired and VERY sore.
BUT. I'm here!!! Ahhhhh
It feels... honestly, really good. I mean obviously I love the new place and the location. But I have been feeling like I've outgrown my previous town and place for a while now. It was VERY good to me - it served as a place of growth and healing and learning, with my spiritual awakening and getting my undergrad and trauma work etc etc. But now I've outgrown it, and in this new place I feel... right. Everything is as it should be. I'm where I'm meant to be definitely 🥰
As tired as I am, I am probably going to be opening up my readings either tonight or tomorrow. I have been getting signs that it's time, but it's interesting - I feel very strongly that there is someone out there that badly needs a reading, and that I need to do it. So hopefully they find their way to me when I open my readings (:
Gonna spend the day unpacking and honestly resting as much as possible 😅😂 I'm probably going to have like 3 reiki and qigong sessions to recoup lmao.
I hope that everyone has a wonderful day!
Blessings!
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starphyre-blooms · 8 months
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I am having a feeling. It is a feeling that I do not like. What I like even less than having the feeling is the process of letting it go. Step one to having an uncomfortable feeling is allowing yourself to feel it. Admittedly, this is the part of having an uncomfortable feeling that I am the worst at. 😬🫣.
This type of education is one that is not taught in schools. Without a parent that has the capacity to navigate their own emotional experience, children are left to navigate their emotional bodies on their own. Something a child is not well equipped to do, making this very important work for people of all ages. Traditional education excels at instilling academic knowledge, often over looking holistic teachings which can be such a useful aid to so many. Understanding our bodies, beyond just their physical state of being can bring emotional balance and physical health.
Caring for the self is rarely taught, as we are taught to prioritize becoming high functioning (read, income producing) members of society. We are taught to neglect ourselves in the name of hard work, making the almighty dollar almost god like in the eyes of so many. Similarly, the necessary skills to recognize and outgrow toxic relationships ends up lacking. The crucial skill set of setting boundaries, respecting our own needs and cultivating relationships that help us grow is not found in our k-12 school systems. Education should nurture us as a whole entity, not just a physical one. We grow up and wonder how some people seem completely devoid of emotional intelligence.
So, what is this feeling that emerges from my heart space, encapsulating my entire being? Where does it stem from? What is its origin? I’ll give you a hint. It starts with “B” and ends with a “ YYYYYYYYYY😭😭😭😭😭😭😭.”
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Let’s call him Matt. My journey into reiki started at the beginning of this calendar year. I was in a dark place and in serious need of emotional healing. I prayed before my altar for my deities to help me through my pain, and to send me true, divine, everlasting love. Then, Matt started popping up on my “For You” page on the popular app, TikTok. When I first saw him there was an instant moment of recognition. I wrote it off as wishful thinking, but continued to tune into him because his reiki felt so nice to me. Then, out of nowhere, he slid into my DMs. I was delighted, remembering that moment of instant recognition. For days before the first interaction I kept seeing his face pop into my minds eye as he would go back and forth about whether or not I would think he was a creep if he reached out to me(part of being psychic). The night before our first interaction, I had a dream he sent me a message, then woke up to a message. Being psychic, this sort of stuff is common for me in romantic soulmate relationships, but normally I have to have…… a physical exchange with someone before I can connect with them like this.
My experience of “soulmates” is as follows: we are all one, so we are all soulmates. Every interaction we have teaches us something about ourselves, making us all the master and the student. That barista that gets your order wrong almost every time? Maybe a lesson in speaking up for ourselves, or a chance to practice patience and compassion. That parent that is very negative? Perhaps a lesson in not needing external validation. There are many types of soulmates, but I think we glorify the romantic soulmate because of all of the fundamental lessons we learn in those types of relationships.
That being said, I know Matt is my soulmate 👻💕👻. After that interaction, my experience of his reiki would become much more intense. The more intimately we connected, the more intense I could feel him. Instead of healing, I would be struck by hot waves of passion as his reiki tingled parts of my body that I can’t show in public. I could feel him breathing on my skin through whatever device I watched him on. My body went from having emotional releases in response to his reiki, to wanting to have a very physical release. Then, just like that, his interactions stopped coming.
This activated my attachment system. Persons with an anxious attachment style (like me) have a deep fear of abandonment. I was being emotionally abandoned by someone that I had gone to for healing and solace for so long. For someone with an anxious attachment style, this is felt much more intensely. You see, for someone with an anxious attachment style, even someone leaving physically, and temporarily can trigger the anxious partner into a frenzy where they are overwhelmed with fear and anxiety. Abandonment fear is necessary for evolution purposes. Fear of abandonment keeps us close to others, and therefore, more likely to survive. We are all hardwired to fear abandonment. It is in our DNA. Persons with an anxious attachment style, however, have actually experienced intense abandonment, repeatedly throughout their lives, usually starting from childhood. These people fight much harder to prevent this abandonment, or even the threat of, often times in some dramatic fashion. Persons with anxious attachment will resort to what is known as “protest behaviors” to keep their partner from abandoning them. This can look like frequent communication so they know that you haven’t forgotten about them and suddenly and without warning stopped loving them. When this, or the perception of this, occurs, it is completely devastating to the anxiously attached.
Matt has an avoidant attachment style. Persons with avoidant attachment are prone to disappear or use a series of techniques to keep emotional distance from partners or potential partners. This happens because there was no emotional safety involved in the upbringing of the avoidant partner.
We were getting close, so he was pulling away. This was not a healthy dynamic for me, and on a conscious level I knew I should have just walked away right then and there. My subconscious programming wouldn’t let me. My subconscious programming needed the connection to be completely obliterated before I could let go and walk away. There are other layers. I knew Matt cared for me, as I mentioned before, I am psychic. I could still feel his energy attached to me, even though he was no longer directing his attention towards me, in an overt way.
After much ruminating, I found myself asking:
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hood-ex · 2 months
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same anon about meditating- but that sounds really interesting! so what kind of spirituality is it? you mentioned an earth dragon communicating with you, so is it spiritual in the sense that it's nature you are connecting to, or is it something else entirely? what drew you to meditation and when did you begin it? sorry for the questions, it just sounds very interesting! i love hearing about this kind of deep, introspective connection people form
No worries at all, I love these questions! Feel free to ask more if you're interested. For me personally, spirituality is looking beyond the physical and what you perceive with your five senses. It's about discovering your true self and working to integrate it until you embody it completely. It's realizing that you're so much more than just a physical body. And it's realizing that you can create your own reality, and you can break free of limitations.
When I say I connected to an earth dragon, I mean an actual dragon that is an earth elemental. There are all types of dragons, but I connected with an earth dragon today because earth dragons are great at grounding you in the physical realm, and I needed his advice on a physical problem I'm having. I actually just connected with dragons recently after receiving some cool signs. Like first off, it's the year of the dragon. I ended up changing one of my pfps to a dragon on a whim. Then I was doing cloud scrying and I kept seeing dragons constantly in the clouds (by this I mean that the clouds were shaped like dragons because the dragons were leaving me imprints of themselves for me to see). And then I found out my Reiki guide is a dragon, so I'm now looking to work with dragons more closely. They're awesome to work with because they can help you with literally anything.
I actually have been trying to connect more with nature lately though. For me, that involves talking to trees, getting more plants, learning more about nature spirits, and being more respectful of the natural realm. Trees are actually extremely knowledgeable and great teachers. I was at the park yesterday and sat next to a skinny tree. I asked it if I could connect with it (you should always be respectful and ask), and I got an immediate headache in response, so I was like lmao okay fine, I get the point, you'd rather not connect. Which is fine because there are other trees that absolutely do want to talk to humans and would be happy to share their knowledge (and I'm not saying it's easy to talk to trees, but it can be done with time and practice). But yeah, nature spirits are cool as fuck.
I started meditating when I had my spiritual awakening. That was somewhere in 2022. The more I learned from spiritual teachers, the more I learned that meditation was essential to becoming more conscious of myself and strengthening my spiritual practice. A quiet mind also makes it easier to receive messages from spirit (and when I say spirit, this could mean your true self, your spirit guides, your guardian angel, your ancestors, etc.).
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iampikachuhearmeroar · 4 months
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ugh just remembered when I was in that useless fucking social services job hunting workshop.... and the presenter, when she called me for my resume consult basically told me I was liar when I had the usual complaint that "oh just about EVERY entry level job where I am is DEMANDING that I have anywhere between 2 to 5 years experience already before applying"... and instead of confirming that is the problem with the job market today, she instead condescended to me saying "oh no honey that's bc they're HIGH LEVEL admin jobs demanding that and NOT ENTRY LEVEL. learn to read."
actually, no, sandra (not her real name). they're NOT high-level jobs. they're run of the mill front desk reception or call centre jobs, which are also basic data entry jobs.... that only 20 years ago (probably) would've been a walk-in off the street and be employed tomorrow thing, or NO experience needed, we'll train you!" type shit if you applied online.
now these positions are DEMANDING 2 to 5 years experience AND sometimes a combined traineeship for 1-2 years in business admin, pr that you ALREADY have the tafe cert III in business admin, bc they don't want you wasting time studying or waste their time training you. that's why I keep applying for traineeships bc half of these positions already come with one, or "the chance to take on a traineeship" which means, "we'll make you do it anyway and not reduce your workload to accommodate study time". if the job is advertised as a full-time position without the traineeship attached in the title (like a junior admin officer job or something that i've applied for at a local lawyer before).
just. I hated how dismissive this woman was all around. I know I should probs complain tk social services about her, but idk if anything would actually happen. and plus she'd be all like "oh everyone else in that class loved me, why don't you? just keep vibrating at 70htz in loathing and resentment and GET NO OPPORTUNITIES EVER bc of that. why did my teaching not get the IMPORTANCE of vibrating at 500htz ie. LOVE AND PEACE AND ACCEPTANCE is the ONLY thing that'll give you abundance and opportunities, through to you????"
uh maybe bc I see job hunting as a practical thing and not all the batshit reiki shit that I like in asmr for entertainment.... and the vision board mumbo jumbo of self-help internet is great coming from youtubers like Anna akana.... but NOT in a jobhunting working shop.... where you're guilting people about this mumbo jumbo is exactly why they'll never employed ever again. and esp since my old workplace tried to fire me for "ruining the positive family vibe of this workplave bc you rolled your eyes at me twice and are sarcastic from time to time 😥" during my performance meeting in November 2022. so obvs, I'll refuse to take that side of it seriously.
anyway my point was originally that im pissed of that this woman insisted that entry level jobs that are advertising 2 to 5 years experience aren't "entry level jobs, they're high level." when she was posed as an "employment expert" for this course.
no. they're NOT high-level jobs the bulk of the time. they're fucking run of the mill data entry which really only requires minimum skills in microsoft office and admin etc and a professional phone manner etc.... but instead they're asking for 2-5 years experience and intermediate to advanced microsoft office skills (or google suite etc) bc they want the applicant to do 25 jobs in place of 7 different people. which is shit I should be able to do with an arts degree. you're the one who really knows nothing.
but instead they want to drag me through another whole ass certificate 3 course and ANOTHER traineeship bc apparently an arts degree and a years worth of actual solid office experience isn't enough to man phones, do data entry, do front office reception and whatever dumbass shit "done with minimal supervision superhero" tasks they write in the job description on seek et al
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Evermore - a post-canon ficlet collection for @inukag-week 2022 ❤ Chapter 2/7 - Role Reversal: Kagome saves the day. ☆ Rating: T | Tags: Action-ish / Not-so-Reversed / Kagome the Demon Slayer | Word Count: 1309 ☆ Read it on AO3 ▶ Part 1 ☆
“K-Kagome?!”
Bursts of pink light flooded the open field, and Inuyasha raised his arm quickly to shield his eyes. The crackle of reiki danced along his skin, tingling and nudging his fight or flight into action. He braced himself as his sleeve billowed over his face when a gust so strong he had to hold his breath washed over him, and the shrieking cry of the oni he’d been corralling further away from the village left this realm.
He exhaled, lowering his arm and blinking rapidly at the scene before him from his place sprawled on the ground. Bits and pieces of flesh festered around him, smoking and charred from the blast that blew it apart.
He tore his eyes away from the gore to look up at his wife, standing with her back to him and bow still raised. Her hand hovered over her quiver, fingers ready to nab another arrow at a moment's notice. Her robes danced around her, the breeze picked up her hair, and he’d never seen a more beautiful, infuriating sight.
“What the fuck was that?”
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Kagome straightened, shoulders hunching for a moment until her head turned, and her eyes locked onto his. He gulped at her expression – dark, terrifying – and braced himself more than he already had been.
“Me, saving your ass,” she muttered through clenched teeth, finally lowering her bow. She didn’t give him a chance to respond and instead fastened said bow to her back as she weaved her way around what was left of the oni.
Inuyasha sputtered as he scrambled to stand, at her back within seconds. “I had it!”
“Not from where I was standing,” she said, pointedly keeping her eyes away from him while she inspected bits of carcass scattered here and there.
“You shouldn't have even been standing–”
She about-turned and graced him with her full attention, her face deceptively levelled as she caught his eyes and held them. “And where exactly should I have been, Inuyasha?”
He paused to choose his words. Her tone was clipped, low, exactly what he’d learned to avoid and learned to ponder on before he opened his mouth and dug his own grave further. Fewer words. Less teeth. That would do the trick. “Back home.”
Where it was safe.
“And why would I be there, Inuyasha?”
Fuck.
“Because I was taking care of it–” 
“Right. And being knocked halfway across a field is ‘taking care of it’ now?”
“It was nothing–” He stopped when she rolled her eyes and watched her turn away from him once more, shoulders slumped. “Look. I’m using Tesseiga less like everyone keeps reminding me to. Less gouges in the earth means more hand-to-hand.”
She was nudging a clump of lifeless flesh with her foot, a deep sigh leaving her as she deigned not to respond.
Which only stoked his irritation further. He stomped after her, hovering over her shoulder. “Just because it takes more time doesn't mean I want you–” 
She held a hand up without looking in his direction. “Stop talking.”
His nose wrinkled, indignant, and he fought the words that coiled their way up his throat and sat on the tip of his tongue.
She turned towards him once more, whatever she was looking for gone or forgotten. “What about what I want?” she asked, voice softer than it had been a moment ago.
The question caught him off guard, and with a shake of his head, he asked, “What?”
“What about what I want, Inuyasha?” she repeated, crossing her arms and turning her head like she was trying to figure out a puzzle. “What if I don’t want my husband handling every demon that comes our way on his own? What if I want to be there to help you? What if I’m entirely capable of blowing these things,” she paused and gestured towards the pieces of oni lying around them, “into oblivion faster than your ‘hand-to-hand’ does? What if it saves you injuries that I have to see to? What if–”
“Okay! Okay, I get it,” he interrupted. “I get it.”
“Do you? Because you’re trying your hardest to keep me away from every little fight – don’t think I haven’t noticed.”
His eyes narrowed but cut away from her and into the treeline. He wasn’t mad at her. He wasn’t, and he didn’t want her to think he was.
But damn, words were hard sometimes, especially when she was so good with them.
“Inuyasha,” she said, soft and encouraging, and he looked at her as she moved closer to him. “Tell me what’s on your mind.”
Communication. That was something she instilled in their marriage from day one, something they weren't great at, something he needed to hone. Her hand rose to press against his chest, assuring, comforting, and he released the breath he didn’t know he was holding at the contact. He placed his palm over hers to keep it there, to ground him. He looked everywhere but her, but he felt her eyes sear into him like a brand.
“I don’t know what I’d do if I lost you.” It came out so quick, so sudden, that he snapped his mouth shut after the omission. It was there, always present, always between them, but to say it out loud, rather than shield her from it as he had been, was a shock, even to himself. He knew he felt that way, but to breathe it out into the open made it far too real, and he fought the recoil that had his legs tensing.
The warm hand on his chest fisted, clutching the fabric of his suikan under her palm. “Me too.”
Their eyes connected once more. She said nothing further, and they stood, eye to eye, surrounded by the remains of an oni that Kagome had witnessed knocking him on his ass. She’d come to his defence at that moment - and he knew he would do the same if the roles were reversed.
He knew she was strong, capable, and level-headed in a fight.
But it would be easier if she wasn’t so fucking fragile.
“I can take a hit.” He paused, smoothing a hand down her sleeve to catch her elbow. “You can’t.”
“That’s what long-range weapons are for Inuyasha,” she quipped, reaching back and tapping her bow. “I don’t have to be in the thick of it to be useful. You know this. What’s changed?”
He sighed, drawing her closer with a tug of her sleeve. “It’s different. We’re married now.”
“That doesn’t change a damn thing Inuyasha.”
He sneered at her curse. “It does.”
“How?”
“I spent too long wondering if I’d ever see you again, and I’m not about to let some stupid fucking oni–”
“Inuyasha,” she puffed a laugh, reaching up to capture his chin with her fingers. “I'm safest when I’m with you. When we’re together.”
He pursed his lips, lifting his hand to catch a piece of her hair covered in grime. “Hm. I suppose you’re right about that.”
“Mhmm,” she hummed, releasing his chin to wrap her arms around his middle. “And the same goes for you. Let me protect you every once in a while.”
He smirked, tossing a look over her shoulder to the remains of a demon that had been decimated by a single arrow – all at the hands of his wife. “I’ll consider it,” he teased, pleased when she chuckled. “Let’s get this stuff of you, huh?”
She leaned back, grimacing when she ran her fingers through the ends of her hair and they snagged on pieces of something. “Hot spring it is. Together?”
He smiled at the suggestion, lacing their fingers together and angling towards the treeline without a second glance at what was left of their fallen foe. He took a step back, pulling her along with his eyes trained solely on her. “Together.”
Fin
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heartlilith · 4 months
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Description of 3 Chosen Placements in Solar Return Chart for HeartLilith
(Using Placidus House System)
SR Sun in the 12th house at 0 degrees:
Solar Return Sun in the 12th house is a year of isolation in order to heal and release past wounds. This will most likely be a behind the scenes year because you will desire more alone time, even if you don’t desire alone time, you’ll get it. The Sun, which represents the self and the ego, in the 12th house, which represents the hidden and unconscious, means you could have some sort of ego death or go through something that completely changes the way you view life. Be cautious of substance abuse, addictions, and taking chances with your resources. Avoid people with substance abuse problems and addictions, your emotional sensitivity is extremely heightened and you tend to take on others behaviors unconsciously. Maintain your integrity, any actions that build negative karma will be faced with immediate repercussions. You’ll be more drained this year, your relationship with sleep isn’t the best and lack of sleep is evident. Maintain a positive attitude in the face of tests and challenges, don’t fall into emotional holes or deep bouts of depression because the 12th house is a slippery slope as it is. Take responsibility for your actions and be honest with yourself, it will do you good. Get involved in something that serves others; charity work, volunteering, or helping people when they need it without anything in return. You may receive more attention from others or you’ll be talked about more behind your back this year. Everything that no longer serves you will be shed; you may feel lonely and sad because of it but its for the best… don’t take it to heart (remember, slippery slope). You have to get rid of the old to let in the new. Being in 0 degrees, the energy you feel here is prominent and significant, especially without planets in your natal 12th house. The 0 degree is a critical degree and even though the 12th house rules endings, it’ll be a year that is completely different from the rest in every aspect. I hope you’re not too attached to things and people because the more attached you are, the harder it will be. 
SR Aquarius Moon in SR 6th house:
In combination with your SR Sun 12th house placement, the need for emotional and physical space is evident this year. You have a more detached disposition emotionally which will help you immensely with the endings associated with the 12th house. You will need and crave constant stimuli in order to avoid boredom in your day to day routines. Speaking of day to day routines, this could be a big stressor for you this year because it will change a lot. Your day to day will change constantly so don’t get too comfortable. Use learning, researching, and whatever else you like as a way to ground yourself. Restlessness and research are prominent. You are more concerned with the future than with the past this year and will be more unpredictable and likely to make sudden unexpected changes. Your relationship with coworkers is detached and distant, you’re too unpredictable to make meaningful connections with them now. You may be gone from work for a month and back the next. You may have a detached relationship with your mother this year, or fluctuating from being close to distant then back to being close again. This placement puts focus on progressive health practices in terms of mental and emotional wellbeing. You may try different forms of medicine and/or therapy which will probably be more holistic (think herbs, eastern medicine, rapid eye movement therapy, acupuncture, reiki). Self care is super important here because you’ll need to ground some of that unpredictable energy.
SR Moon in Natal 1st House:
The focus is on yourself this year, or at least it should be. Turn inward toward your emotions and pay special attention to them because you won’t feel them as strongly as you did, say, last year. This could lead to them sneaking up on you all at once, making it much harder for you to deal with. Set time aside each day and have a conversation with yourself or better yet, journal. Having an SR Aquarius Moon on top of it being in the 1st house can indicate that maybe you don’t notice your emotions as much but others do. They’ll notice your emotional nature and their lack of. Even if you don’t say anything to anyone, people get the vibe that you’re more in your head and that you need your space. They can tell that you’re less emotionally reactive this year versus other years, more rigid and logical. Fears, anxieties, overthinking, and phobias can improve or disappear. The way you see the world is less obsessive and more carefree or trusting even. You’re full of information this year and want to having stimulating conversations with like minded people. You’ll be overflowing with great ideas but may not have the focus to follow them through, but you should anyway. Having Capricorn Rising in your Natal Chart plus Aquarius Rising in the SR Chart is a double Saturn influence on your ASC, meaning you’ll mature a lot this year from facing obstacles and challenges. It also means you’re familiar with this energy even though it may be a little different, since Capricorn is cardinal Earth and Aquarius is fixed Air. This year will help you let go of fears and help you release the past, just remember, your emotions are at the forefront whether you know it or not. 
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healingpendulum · 1 year
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WELCOME, FELLOW TRAVELERS!
Do you feel stuck?  Are you beset by chronic health issues that seem to get very limited benefits from traditional Western Medicine?  Does talking to doctors make you feel like you’re slowly going insane?  Are you tired of living with physical and emotional pain?
My name is El (she/her) and I’ve been where you are today.  For 15 years, I felt like I was beating my head against the wall because no doctor could figure out what was causing a myriad of my debilitating symptoms.  After giving up on traditional medicine, I’ve started a new journey when I discovered medicinal dowsing with another practitioner who helped me manage my symptoms.  Eventually, I was able to diagnose myself* with a rare genetic illness called Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, which was subsequently confirmed by traditional medical practitioners.  After years of struggling to come to terms with my diagnosis and learning to live with my condition, I turned to energetic healing and eventually received my certification from the Academy of Energy Healing.  As a Certified Energy Healer and Certified Reiki Master, I was able to use and hone my newly found skills on myself, as well as my numerous friends and family.
And now I’m ready to bring the good vibes to you through the Healing Pendulum!  All my work can be performed remotely online or by phone - my long distance healing is exactly as effective as in person sessions.  My rates are negotiable and by far cheaper than what traditional Reiki healers charge ($200/hr) because my methods are highly efficient.  Healing Pendulum is a new venture and my sole purpose is to bring less pain to those who suffer.  My practice is agnostic to any specific creed or spiritual practice and I welcome anyone who is sincerely seeking help.  Please drop me a message or an ask if you’re interested or have any questions.  May the light always be with you!
*I have a Ph.D. in Molecular Genetics, but I am not an MD
Legal Disclaimers:
Complementary healing arts, such as Reiki, do not require licensing by the State of California.
Energetic healing is not a substitute for medical treatment or medications. Any of my suggestions should not be taken as diagnosis or recommendations against the advice of a licensed medical professional or a mental health professional.
A specific outcome cannot be guaranteed by a complementary healing arts practitioner.
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I pulled the Christmas Cross spread for myself with the Yule Oracle deck as a little present to me🎄 Don’t mind the shiddy pic I don’t have a good spot to take pics rn
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1 Where are you right now? Poinsettia
Beauty in darkness, transformation, shadow work
True, I’ve been going hard on shadow work all year. I def want to keep at it, but it would be nice to change my pace in 2023 and move back outward with my energy. I also see this as strong self care/self love vibes. 
2 Winter Storm: What challenges are you facing? Mistletoe
Fertility, protection, spark of ideas
This made me laugh bc I’m supposed to be getting my period any minute basically, and it’s making me not feel my best. Kinda bummed about it. But overall yea having trouble organizing all of my business ideas for the new year!! As for protection— yes, I do still need to do some work on my boundaries.
3 North Star: What goal should you focus on? Chills
Wake-up call, awareness, warning
Listening to intuition and gut feelings. I have started shifting into relying less on books and resources and more on what’s happening in the moment. Feels good that I’m on the right track! Also, need to pay closer attention if there are any red flags around. Recently I ignored a red flag and ended up in a very uncomfortable situation with a client. Lesson learned! 
4 Traditions: What strength do you already have? Gratitude
Acknowledgement, appreciation
Finding the good in the negative. Also, this struck me as my reiki, because I always notice gratitude makes it so much stronger. 
5 Ghost of the Past: One thing from your past that is influencing your future. Squirrel Medicine
Planning, secrets, trust
Setting intentions. Another nice message of confirmation. And I agree, setting my intentions clearly helped me do so much more than I thought I could! Also the trust message— I do feel like I’m at a place now where I trust the people in my life and they trust me.
6 New Year: What can you look forward to? Feasting
Having enough, nourishment, providing
Took this very literally. Haha yup, we are going to be feasting. I’m so excited to have the yummy Christmas treats! Feels like a message as well about worrying less in the new year about resources.
7 Self-Care: The best way to proceed. Merriment
Happiness, following your Soul
Need to follow what brings me joy! I’m excited to do more painting and also to connect with more people. 
8 Wisdom: Advice to help you navigate your situation. Candle Magic
Intention, prayer, hope
The book says I am heading for peaceful times, that the cosmos and Spirit are answering my prayers. Beyond this though, I kept feeling drawn to light a candle to connect with my Spirits and lost loved ones. I will do this tonight. 
9 Light: What do you need most at this time? Light
Hope, return of light
Faith in better days to come. I think I’m doing well with this, so I’ll continue to keep it up! Also a sign to do more reiki healing on myself. And even beyond that— I totally do need return of light literally so I can get back out on my walks!! 
10: Long Term Outcome. Silent Night
Meditation, peace, stillness
Taking time to meditate and gain perspective. Nice confirmation that I’ll continue on this track, and that I’m doing the right things. Also nice that I’ll have peace.
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