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#Should have wrote them down…😓
infictionalwonderland · a month ago
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hi <3 can i request headcanons for being in a love triangle with klaus and kol? prepare for chaos 😤
oooh this is gonna be fun.
— being in a love triangle with kol and klaus mikaelson headcanons:
competitions upon competitions upon competitions
who can make you laugh the loudest? who can make you smile the biggest? who can make you the most flustered? who can make you blush the most? who can get the most compliments from you?
you get drawings and heartfelt written messages with fond nicknames from klaus
and from kol you get jewellery, clothing etc and fancily enveloped letters with charming words and flirtations
the nicknames ‼️
love, sweetheart, darling, angel, my love, lovely y/n, pretty love, gorgeous, little love
the brothers will literally have full on fights over you
kol is definitely a lot more forward with his flirting and sex related comments while klaus has his secretive and seductive smirks and words riddled with hidden meanings
they will always check up on you! your mental & physical health matters more to them than anything
they both can listen to your voice for ages, it’s practically a melody to them
all the fuckin compliments—
‘you look simply ravishing, darling’
‘love, you’re by far the prettiest person that i have even come across’
omd kol’s cheesy pick up lines.
‘are you a bank loan? because you have my interest’
‘do you have a plaster? i just scraped my knee falling for you’
‘is your name google? because you have everything i’ve been searching for’
poor bby is hopeless 😓😓
they will both be extra, uncharacteristically affectionate with you & only you
unnecessary hugs
hand holding
lingering touches
holding your face in their hands
everyone is painfully aware of just how infatuated the two of them are w you bc they make no move of hiding it
THERE IS SOO MUCH JEALOUSY.
for example, kol is leaning his head on your shoulder as you sit together on the sofa and klaus is burning daggers into the side of his head, seething mutely
or you give klaus a kiss on the cheek as goodbye or hello and kol wants to literally snap his brothers neck
the most aggressive glares
omg- babe, they’re so protective of you
like you barely even have any bloody breathing room bc they think your fucking fork is going to get compelled and stab you mercilessly to death as you eat breakfast
everyone is just waiting to see who you choose in the end - they’ve all made bets
back to you, you genuinely have to get a whole storage room for all of the gifts they’ve given you
constantly being offered trips around the entire world
kol has named every single country and watched your reaction - whatever you gave the most happy reaction to, he wrote down as a reminder to take you there first
they offer to pay for literally all of your life expenses, ever
#sugardaddies #getthatcheck #sugarbabylife
you can decide for yourself if you accept or deny that 😏
necks have been snapped over you. many many many threats. temporary heart removals. toddler tantrums.
if you thought their arguing was already bad... you should see it now
they never bloody stop
no peace whatsoever
tho there’s a mutual understanding between them that you’re a beautiful, amazing, otherworldly goddess and they’d kill anyone who dares to hurt you
when confessions were finally made and you just looked at them like ‘whore ik’
and they asked who you choose, their devoted gazes urgently glued to your perfect face
and you introduced them to the idea of polyamorous relationship ( obvi they’re not dating each other ) 😁
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greyeyedmonster-18 · 4 months ago
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just finished the best worst thing and can i just say. you’re an excellent writer?
but, and i really hope this doesn’t come off the wrong way, i was really hoping for jily (but especially lily) to not get that happy ending, for sirius to forgive them so easily (even if it was in character) or harry to extend that olive branch. is that mean? like,,it just felt like a series of deliberately cruel decisions on their part without any *real* consequences ykno? and sirius (and remus) just kept getting so hurt god it really hurt lol (especially when he just fkn broke down after lily said harry wasn’t his kid the audacity)
remus going off on them was so cathartic and i never wanted it to end, but i was secretly also hoping for a harry x jily showdown. i remember being super passionate at 16, how protective i was (and still am tbh) of my parents, always rearing to go if i thought someone even eyed them wrong. it would’ve been so cool if harry had gotten even an inkling of how sirius was being treated and decided to take offence to that ykno?
although, on the other hand, i guess it’s also a mark of what a good writer you are and how realistically you wrote the whole thing because it felt more in character for the adults (but especially remus and sirius) to keep harry away from all the ugliness that he shouldn’t be exposed to, how they didn’t want to irreparably ruin his image of his parents (bc that would go against everything sirius believes in)
(still would’ve been super cathartic to have harry use the same kind of verbal cruelty tho ‘you’re not my parents, you just gave birth to me in the middle of a war and then went and got yourself blown up. you should be thanking remus and dad on folded knees for everything they did for me. when they didn’t even have to’)
oof that was a lot of rambling no one asked for lol. sorry 😓🙈
aaaanyway the story was so, so good (and i haven’t actively read wolfstar in ages because i just,,,don’t like remus honestly speaking but you actually made me root for him too and i’m just genuinely in awe at how this entire thing spawned from a random prompt just like that so yeah.) thank u for writing it!
okay, firstly--i am blushing so hard, this is all SO nice? any compliments on my writing just make me so 🥺 and i dont have words except for thank you.
Second, the rest of this is great and i will continue answering below the cut to avoid an extra long post because i can never shut up
1. absolutely not taken the wrong way
2. sirius, my beautiful baby is made of second chances especially for james. james could do something AWFUL and sirius would forgive him.
3. It wasnt expressly written, but between the lines (sirius not going to the potters, remus not going to the platform, lily not coming to #12, harry being more indifferent to lily just based on how remus/sirius interact with her vs. James). But also that harry never found out the details, and even though harry was protective (dropping Dad in front of them, "theyre not my parents", "we do X differently), he definitely took cues from sirius on how to handle the situation.
4. Sirius knew this. Remus knew this. Remus was furious 5ever and nothing was the same, Harry could see that and trustED remus could be mad for all of them. So harry didnt have to worry ❤
5. This fic had to end lol. And there was alot of mini convos i cut out as an author to keep story moving and harry DEF wasnt as kind all the time. He extended the olive branch because he has a heart big enough for the entire world. But like...hes keeping score too. And theres room to grow for both of them.
THANK YOU AGAIN FOR READING
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keebos-pillow · 2 months ago
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Please do grill into me for this it’s my first ever fanfic and I have no fucking clue how to write Razor’s voice but I wanted to post it even though I wrote it a year ago, 😓😅🥲
I have some nsfw stoof I can post too 👀 feel like that’ll be most of my stuff any way
After a day filled with tedious and exhausting work killing monsters of all kinds, you had run into Venti who said that a ton of people you knew were going to the tavern tonight to hang out. Diluc, Kaeya, Amber, Lisa, Mona, Razor, and himself.
You didn’t expect to hear Razors name as he didn’t really prefer to spend time with people, let alone go outside of Wolvendom. You have to admit your heart kinda fluttered. Just picturing his adorable face in your mind, and remembering how red your face was when you first met him.
Not being one to turn down a night filled with laughs and a nice atmosphere compared to earlier in the day you agreed to join them that night. When you got there Venti was already getting his rounds of alcohol in and most of everyone else sitting at some tables pushed together so it could sit 10 people, although there were only 8 of you. You greeted everyone and talked to Razor trying to make him more comfortable since it would obviously be different for him. He seemed very happy that you were there to comfort him. Since his eyes lit up at your arrival.
After a little bit everyone gathered at the table with Lisa, Kaeya, Venti, and Diluc across the table from you, and Mona, Amber, you, and Razor on your side. You all talked for a bit, laughing and telling stories.
At one point Venti said something that peaked your attention. “Look, I am a god, therefore I’m a god at everything.. probably” he muttered the last part so no one would hear. An insult immediately came to your mind and knowing it would make everyone laugh you didn’t hesitate to spit it out: “I doubt your a god in bed” Venti looked at you with a shocked and somewhat amused expression as if he knew the joke was good and was holding back a laugh of his own. Meanwhile everyone else erupted into loud laughs and chokes, except Razor of course who didn’t get what it meant or why everyone was laughing. “Why is it funny?” he asked once everyone had calm down. Not wanting to ruin him you immediately grew red in the face and stuttered: “Uh-..Oh it-it’s nothing! Really!..” he tilted his head in confusion, but before either of you said anything Venti piped up again “Hey! Let’s play truth or dare, it’ll be fun!” Everyone quickly agreed as well as you who couldn’t resist a good game. “Wait! We should make a house rule, if 2 people pick truth in a row then the next person has to pick dare, it’ll be more fun that way” you suggested. Once again it was agreed on those terms.
“playing games, fun. can I?” Asked Razor, wishing to participate. “Of course!” You said excitedly, happy that he was going to be bonding with everyone this way. After explaining how to play since he had no clue, you were all ready to start. After a dare of making Diluc actually try and be nice and compliment Kaeya for once, a dare for Venti that forced him to lay off the booze for awhile, Venti decided to ask you, you chose truth and he smirked which made you somewhat regretful. “How about it (Y/N)? Do you have a crush on anyone? Maybe someone here????” Instinctively your eyes darted to your right where Razor was sitting but you did your best to force your eyes back and not make it super obvious to anyone else. How did Venti know?? Sure every time someone talked about him you couldn’t hold back a smile and a blush but- okay, maybe it was kinda obvious.. Though you’d never admit it out loud, especially in front of the wolf boy himself. “Wh- What?! N-no way! Of course not that would be dumb!..” you tried to hide your red face while you saw that more people could tell you were lying.
You tried to change the subject quickly by asking Lisa a question to which she chose truth: “W-Well Lisa! Why do you always flirt with everyone, huh?” She pondered for a second before answering “Oh no crazy reason, I’m just a bit of a hopeless romantic. And seeing the faces of people I flirt with burst into red from embarrassment is always nice” she smiled. “Kind of like when I met you” she added, “I-I just wasn’t expecting you to say that stuff!” You shouted, once again embarrassed. She laughed before continuing: “Well then let’s see... Razor, truth or dare?” He perked up upon hearing his name but then said “2 truth. I have to dare..?” “Oh yeah I guess that’s true” you responded almost forgetting the rules you agreed upon starting the game. Lisa thought for a moment and then gave a sinister smirk that made you worry for Razor. “I dare you to kiss (Y/N)” Oo’s, giggles and laughs came from everyone else while you on the other hand immediately you start to freak out “WH-WHAT??! YOU CANT MAKE HIM DO THAT!!” You yelled trying to find a way to get you guys out of the situation. “Your terms do say that he has to!” Venti chimes in. “I bet you regret your little rule now” Kaeya says a smirk now adorning his face as well. “B-but what if he doesn’t want to?! You can’t possibly expect him to-“ just then you felt a tongue slide up your cheek similar to a dog licking you. Everyone immediately stops laughing and just stare in shock not expecting that to happen at all. While you face blushes brighter with every second you look at Razor and he says: “That is how wolves show affection” he says with the most adorable and innocent smile in the whole world. Amber being unable to hold back her laughter any longer broke the silence while many people struggled to breathe and others trying to keep themselves from falling over. You on the other hand bury your face into your arms on the table. Razor pats your head not understanding how weird what he just did was. “It is okay, affection.. good.” He said trying to comfort you but if anything it made you blush harder.
After a night of teasing and poking fun at you it was time to go home, on your way out of Mondstadt. You and Razor decide to walk together. “Why are you embarrassed? Did I do.. bad?” he asked looking like a dog who got caught chewing something up. “N-no! Well.. Humans have a different way of “kissing”.” You responded. “He tilted his head once more before asking “How?” which made you blush and stop walking. “I- I guess I can… can show you...?” You said slightly blushing. He nodded, to which you got closer to him and brought your lips to his, softly grabbing the sides of his face. After a moment of pure bliss you pulled away realizing it was probably weird for him. He has a confused expression before saying “It is.. strange, why people kiss lips directly?” “W-well uh.. I don’t really…” you trialed off before looking at him again and noticed.. he was licking his lips! “D-don’t do that!!” You shouted flustered. “I thought it.. have taste since you eat with mouth…” “N-no it’s different from that..” you responded defeated. “We should practice! So when they ask again I know how to do it.” He smiled while looking at you not realizing at all how weird he sounded “I!-uh... Yeah. sure..” not knowing what else to say you just agreed with him, and continued on your walk.
Bonus!
“So.. what is “a god in bed” mean?” You felt your eye twitch while you just closed your eyes and quietly sighed.
“I’ll tell you some other time”
Lol I am so sorry this just came into my head so.. yeah, I apologize. My first ever fanfic and it’s so fuckin weirdddd. But I love Razor so uh.. leave me alone 😓
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fizzydrink698 · 3 months ago
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Fucking hell fi
I'm tired
Re:touch 2
hello 🐾💥, let’s get into it 😈
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definitely the most unrealistic part of this werewolf smut is that ankle part, bc his fingers would not meet unless he had ridiculously huge mitts. let’s call this ✨ artistic license ✨ and not fi’s writer brain being very very tired and assuming wrists and ankles were the same size 😓
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we like our little silent pauses to centre the action. good pacing tool to separate the spicy scenes and give the audience a chance to breathe. all fun. and also of course, planting the seeds early for mushy feelings, as chan and reader share this lil moment of eye contact like dorks
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no comment 😇
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that is absolutely touch!reader in a nutshell. always has to be the snarkiest person in the room, even while getting dicked down. i love touch!reader 😊
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the one true weapon against reader’s loud mouth. maybe touch!chan will pluck up the courage to use it again in the future 🤷‍♀️
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they’re adorable. look at them, they just want the other to like them so badly. it’s genuinely kind of sweet.
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why is that such a touch!reader move? i can fully see that if the shoe was on the other foot, and chan was the one telling reader he’s going to make them cry, reader would absolutely respond with something glib and breathless like “pinky swear?”
in another life, the pinky swear would be canon.
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belt loops are hot, this should be talked about more 🤷‍♀️
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“this is why people suck dick huh?”
oh my god, i’m dead. i’m dead.
but yes, this scene was very interesting to write. i’m pretty sure it’s my first bj scene, bc for some reason i was more embarrassed to write that than actual sex 🤷‍♀️ but it just fit touch!reader so well. reader’s just too competitive, of course they would deep-throat just to prove a point. of course.
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red lights absolutely did a number on this fandom. do you know how many fic ideas i have of chan/reader/hyunjin poly? literally about 70% of my ideas right now. they just play off each other so well. but i digress.
we’re pushing all the boundaries with this one, fi wrote a kink 😳😳 it just fit touch!chan so much. of course he’s kinda into getting put in his place, he’s spent his whole adult life having to take responsibility for others. a nice little change of pace for chan 🤷‍♀️
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maerenee930 · 4 months ago
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this is so accurate!! 😂🤦‍♀️😭
also, under the cut is a lot of stuff that has been on my mind lately. i wrote so much and i’m really not expecting anyone to read this or want anyone feel like they have to. it’s basically everything i’ve wanted to write in my journal for a little bit now, but it was easier for me to type out on here. a lot of it has to do with like social anxiety and some things i’ve been feeling insecure about. just a heads up.
oh and i do swear a little. sorry.
all of this is a big rambling mess and i feel like it doesn’t make much sense. and i am very sorry if it doesn’t make much sense. i just know that it’s better to get it all out (even if it doesn’t make much sense), then it is to keep it all in to myself and live in those thoughts and feelings and let it consume me. you know? i’m sure there are a ton of typos and if anyone does read this, i’m sorry for any spelling or grammar errors. also, i’m not sharing this to like make people feel bad for me or anything. i’m not that kind of person. i just needed to get these thoughts and feelings out and again, it was easier for me to get it all out on here/type it on here than it was to write it in my journal. idk why, but i couldn’t bring myself to write it all down.
also, i feel like i should apologize for using this space as like a person journal so much. i feel like i shouldn’t and it’s stupid that i do. and i feel like it annoys people that i do. so i am really sorry if it does annoy anyone. 🖤 i am trying so hard to get myself to write in my actual journal more and i will stop posting on here so much or writing as much as i do sometimes, soon. also, i don’t share on here to make anyone feel like i’m looking for them to like solve my problems or feel like they have to try and make things better for me. it’s just honestly been an easier way for me to get a lot of thoughts and feelings out. like i promise i’m just trying to get all of what’s going on in my head out, and i’m doing this to try and help myself process my thought and feelings. i don’t mean for this to come off as attention seeking or like “oh woe is me. please feel bad for me” and i feel like it is. 🤦‍♀️ i just wanted to do this for myself. so again, i am very sorry if it has bothered or annoyed anyone that i vent and ramble so much on here and i’m sorry if i come off at all as attention seeking, like i’m looking for pity or sympathy, like i’m playing victim, like i’m looking for someone to solve my issues/if i make anyone feel like i’m looking for them to solve my problems. i really will start trying to actually write in my journal and will do my best to not vent and ramble as much on here, in the future.
- lately i’ve been feeling like i’m too much for everyone. i feel like i come off too strong and that i’m overwhelming. i worry pretty much anytime i message someone that i’m bothering them and i’m annoying them. i worry that i come off as clingy and needy. it’s not my intention at all to come off that way at all and i really don’t ever want to be too much for anyone 😣😓 i worry that i’m gonna unintentionally push my friends away and i worry that it could stop me from possibly becoming friends with someone. i honestly don’t understand how i can absolutely, genuinely and truly love who i am and the person i’ve become, and still feel so insecure about this. i can’t tell you how often and how much i struggle with my social anxiety anytime i go to text or dm a friend. i really have to convince myself that it is okay to message them. i have to remind myself a lot that if they can’t talk for a bit or maybe aren’t feeling up to talking, they’ll let me know. or if i am bothering them, they’ll be honest with me. like i know i surround myself with honest and genuine people so i shouldn’t be worried, right…? but also, i really do have to convince myself that i’m not being annoying by messaging them because i really have it in my head that i am. 😓 like they’re my friend and it shouldn’t be a big deal that i wanna message them. yeah? like if they didn’t care for me or like me, they wouldn’t be my friend still. i also worry that because i get so excited to talk with someone, that i am gonna come off as too much and it’s gonna be just so overwhelming for them and i’m gonna scare them off. 😓
i worry that if we get to talking about something for a bit and i get too excited (especially if it’s something that i really like or love or am very passionate about), that i’ll start rambling, talk in circles, over explain myself, get off topic and start talking/rambling about something else, only to after a while, end back where the conversation started and really annoy them. (people have gotten annoyed with me for doing one or quite a few of those things before and that’s why i worry about it so much. is it healthy that i worry so much by literally just being who i am? no. i know it’s not. and is it healthy that i am so scared i’m gonna unintentionally push people away and i punish myself or make myself feel bad for being the way i am? again no, i know it’s not. but after it happening on and off with a few family members or friends i was at one time really close to over the years, i can’t help feeling the way i do.) and i worry i’ll do that if i’m venting to them, like if i’m getting emotional (or over emotional and come off as dramatic), that i’ll just ramble so much (or talk in circles, over explain myself and get off topic for a bit, only to end up back to what we were originally talking about or if i reword everything that has already been said by either person and i’m saying in a different was than it was already said) that i end up writing a novel and i’m gonna annoy them and have them not want to talk to me. 😣 i don’t do any of those things intentionally, btw. i do it because it’s how process things. i don’t understand why my brain works like that, but it does. also, i don’t really like sending multiple short messages. like it makes me super anxious to do that. i feel like getting message after message would be overwhelming and annoying and so i tend to write everything in one long message if i can. like i legit think that if it would make me anxious, there’s a good chance it might make someone else anxious as well or overwhelm them and i don’t want to make anyone feel that way when they’re talking with me.
although, i do realize that me writing novels, rambling, talking in circles, over explaining things or explaining things in a different way that has already been said, or i do get off topic for a bit and then eventually circle back around to the original topic, can be a bit much as well. 😓 again, i don’t do it to overwhelm or annoy anyone, my brain just works in a really weird and specific way. or if i over explain something when it comes to something emotional or venting, i worry that depending on what i’m saying, it’s gonna somehow be taken the wrong way or misinterpreted because over text it’s very easy for that to happen. i really try to make like my tone and intentions as to how i mean things, clear when i’m talking with someone, but i know sometimes things can still be misinterpreted because i ramble so much 😣🤦‍♀️ it sucks that there’s no clear tone indicator in texts, but it also just is what it is because it is a message. and i really am that worried about my tone in messages. i’ve had issues with that in the past with people. (like either my tone isn’t coming off the way i want to, or their tone comes off much harsher than they maybe meant for it to.) i mean, i suppose i could just call that person or send like a voice message so then i don’t have to worry about my tone (or writing a novel and possibly annoying them), but then my anxiety makes me worry that it’ll somehow be just as, if not more annoying and i just don’t wanna risk having any unnecessary issues with anyone. and i realize if i’m talking about something we’ve already discussed a few times like if i’m having the same trouble or issues with something quite a few times, that it gets old. i really do get it! i get that it just comes off as me not wanting to solve my issues or actually work to change them. i do want to change them or work on whatever that may be and i will do it, but for some stupid reason and because my brain is the way it is, i really do need to talk about it quite a bit to not only get those thoughts and feelings out of my system, but to also help me process the situation and my feelings. i realize that doesn’t make much sense, but i swear it’s true. i feel like talking about quite a few times, actually helps me process it and it kinda gives me the push to take care of what i need to or to get it out of my head or my system. also, if i do vent about something multiple times to someone and it seems like i’m just trying to whine, that i don’t care about trying to or want to change anything, that i’m just looking for pity/someone to coddle me, that i don’t actually want to help myself so i can keep complaining and venting about it or like i’m expecting someone else to fix things for me, that is not the case. seriously, i promise you, that it is honestly not the case at all and that is not who i am. i do really and genuinely care about myself and will take care of what i need to in time.
i do not ever expect anyone to fix my problems for me. i realize and know that i’m the only one who can make things better for myself. but i would like to say that when i vent multiple times and it seems like i’m not actually going to do what i need to, i promise you i will get there. as immature and maybe childish as this is going to sound, i will do things when i’m ready. not when everyone tells me to or makes me feel like i have to. but when i feel i am ready. my anxiety seriously gets so bad that if i feel pressured to change something for myself and/or i’m not ready to take that step (or those steps) to change or do whatever i need to, i will push and push any thought of actually doing it and i just won’t do it. it’s like my brain says “mmmm… nope. no. no, i’m not gonna do that. no. i’m not ready, that doesn’t sound good. i can’t do that. i don’t want to do that. i can’t do it. not yet. just thinking about it feels so overwhelming and just, no.” yes, i am that stubborn. 🙃
i realize i have a lot of work to do when it comes to that anxiety and i still have a lot of growing to do just in general and i know that only i can change things for myself so i don’t worry as much, but i just don’t know if people realize how much i already beat myself up for being like this and for worrying so much. apologies for sounding dramatic, i don’t mean to. it’s just really exhausting fighting with my brain and emotions that much. and trying to be that self aware almost all the time, especially when it comes to messaging people or how i respond to things, is pretty draining mentally and emotionally. (and then it drains me physically cause my anxiety messes with me physically, so easily and quickly.)
like anytime i possibly misinterpret what someone says or their tone, (because of my own insecurities and issues i’ve had with friends and family members in the past. not just over text but in person as well, tbh) my default reaction, is to assume i’m overreacting. that i’m being overly sensitive and i’m in the wrong. even if my gut is telling me i’m not, my anxiety will overpower it and convince me that i am in the wrong, that i am being overly sensitive and whatever has happened because there is now an issue, must be my fault. like, i took what they said the wrong way. i misunderstood what they meant. they didn’t mean to come off so harsh and i need to not be so damn sensitive or over emotional.
i hate that i’ve fallen back into that. i don’t deserve to invalidate my own feelings right away and put all the blame on myself, when i possibly have an issue with someone. 😞 i feel like me being so sensitive (or overly sensitive) and emotional (or over emotional) will push people away. and that’s because in the past when i have lost friends or when there have been issues with friends/family members, my sensitivity and being so emotional puts a strain on our relationship. or depending on the situation, i get made to feel like i’m the only person who has done something wrong because i’m being so sensitive. (even though there is honestly a fair chance that i already did own up to my contributions to the issues, i promise you, i really, really try to be aware of my actions and how they affect things. i don’t want to come off as like i’m putting blame on the other person because i understand that i do play a part in how things go in my relationships. and i do own up to what i do. i don’t pretend i’m all innocent and i don’t play victim. that’s just not who i am. it just isn’t.) and i feel like i’m just an over emotional baby and it’s hard for people to be friends with me because of it.
also to back track for a moment, i wanna say that i am genuinely very sorry if it does bother anyone that i ramble, talk in circles, over explain something or repeat what has already been said but just in a different way, because i honestly do realize that it can be annoying and it does gets old after a while. i really do try my best to be aware and of how i act/what i do and how it makes people feel. if that makes sense? if that is something that bothers you, i hope we would be able to talk about it and find some middle ground to where we can work things out in a way that is fair for both of us and both of our thoughts and feelings are being heard and respected. also, i’m not saying me being self aware just makes what i do okay. like i’m not trying to say that because i’m self aware, that means i really haven’t done anything wrong. i just means that i am aware of how it could possibly make people feel and it not like i’m so wrapped up in myself that i don’t notice that i’m doing something that could come off as annoying. and i’m sorry if how i act or how i am bothers you or frustrates you. your feelings are valid and i want you to know that it is not my intention at all to make you feel that way. i promise 💙
i do want to say that i really appreciate people who are patient with me when i do ramble, talk in circles or over explain myself, get off topic only to get back to what we were originally talking about quite sometime later or if i repeat what’s already been said but just in a different way. thank you for not making me feel bad for doing it. 💙 i’ve had quite a few people in my life make me feel really bad about it and i gotta be honest, doing that doesn’t make me stop it. it just doesn’t. it makes me feel shitty about myself and honestly, it makes me want to pull away. i start to feel that if it happens again or i get it in my head that it will happen again, that it will annoy that person again/even more, so i should just leave them alone. not only to avoid upsetting them, to avoid having an unnecessary issue with them but to also avoid feeling/getting hurt by how they’re feeling or how they respond to me because i am so sensitive (or overly sensitive). you know? (i realize trying to not have any issues or conflict with anyone is not realistic, but i think we’ve all been in a situation at one point or another where the issues you’re having are just really unnecessary and it shouldn’t be a thing. you know? but yeah, i realize i can’t like avoid conflict or control things so there are no issues ever. i just want to make sure that we don’t have any like stupid, small, petty or unnecessarily stressful issues if we can avoid it.) so thank you again to the people who are patient with me 💙 i understand it’s not always easy to stay patient with me, but i do genuinely appreciate you being so understanding and for knowing that this is how my brain processes things. and i’m very thankful for those people who don’t make me feel bad for it and i very genuinely appreciate them. 🖤
also, i’m not saying it can’t bother people, because it’s not my place to ever tell anyone how they can or cannot feel. i just wish i didn’t have to/make myself feel like i have to worry so much because i have been treated that way quite a few times by quite a few people i’ve been very close to and it really sucks! and it gets so old and frustrating for me to always be in that mindset of anxiety and self doubt. you know? like i do worry so much and so often because they made me feel so bad for doing it and for how my brain works. like it’s apart of who i am. i can’t help that that’s how i process things. i can’t just change my brain to process things differently because it annoys or frustrates someone. i don’t mean to sound like a dick but it’s true. i just wish people wouldn’t make me feel bad about it and i wish i wouldn’t let it bother me so much that people do get frustrated with me for how i process things. especially if this is something i’ve talked about with someone and i’ve expressed multiple times to them how truly hurt i’ve been in the past by some people who were very close to me.
on a separate note-
is it weird to say that i also wouldn’t wanna change the way i am or how i process things? like yes, i worry waaaaaay too much about annoying people be being who i am, being too much for them or coming off as clingy/needy/too much, but i’ve actually learned to look at those things differently and i really love those things about myself because it does make me who i am. like i really do love the person i’ve become. i know i still have a lot of growing and changing to do and that i will always being growing and changing, but right now, i’m really happy with who i am. i love that i try to be a very considerate and understanding person. i love that i really try to be self aware and make sure that i know the part/role i play in situations and that i own up to it. i love that i care so much about making sure the people i’m talking with or am friends with are comfortable and that their thoughts and feelings are being truly heard and respected. i love that i want balance and i want an equal give and take with the people in my life. i love that i have a big and loving heart and that i was raised to be a strong and compassionate person 💙
i know i am extremely far from perfect and i have a lot of flaws, but i do love who i am. and i’m frustrated that i feel like because those things i mentioned (quite a few times) have been an such issue with people in the past, that it makes me feel so insecure. i’m just tired of overthinking all the time about who i am and if i will scare people away for being who i am. i’m tired of feeling like i need to change myself to keep people in my life. i don’t want to go back to being the extreme people pleaser i was. (i’m still working on that. i know i still have those tendencies lol. but it’s a work in progress and i’ve honestly come a long way from the person i was 3 years ago) i just want to keep finding people who accept me and love me for who i am, who won’t make me feel bad for being who i am, who won’t make me feel bad for how my brain works or how emotional/sensitive i can be, who won’t take anything i’ve told them and almost throw it back in my face. that’s just a dick move.
like if i’ve done something a few times and i tell you it’s something i struggle with and you get frustrated with me for one reason or another because i’m venting to you about it again and that thing i struggle with plays a part in the situation still/is why i’m struggling, please don’t throw it back in my face. chances are, i am very well aware that that is the problem and i know i need to fix that. i know that if i keep doing that, that that is what’s going to stop things from getting better for myself/nothing will get better. i know if i keep repeating that mistake, it’s just going to continue to make things difficult for me. and i know that if i don’t change that behavior, i’m going to keep repeating the same mistakes over and over again and it’s going to come off as i don’t want to help myself at all/get better/make things better or easier for myself. i really don’t need anyone throwing that in my face and making me feel like i’m someone who doesn’t want to help myself. (again, i’ve this has been an issue on and off with people in my life/in the past) i do want to help myself and i will. it’s gonna take me time but i will get there and i will get better at not repeating that mistake so much. i just haven’t found a good balance of letting myself feel how i need to and not let myself get consumed in whatever is going on/what i’m feeling. and because i haven’t, i tend to go overboard in one area or the other and it just makes things more difficult for myself and i tend to repeat the same mistakes when it comes to taking care of myself/what i need to do for myself over and over again.
i know i need to work on it and i am. i really am m trying to take small steps to get better at that. it’s just gonna take some time to actually see progress. so i really need the people in my life to be patient with me. i’m not saying like you haven’t to just always be okay with things, just please try and consider how you’re gonna approach things with me and when you do talk to me about it, please try and do it in a way that is actually going to be constructive and not aggressive or hash. also, i know people also have their own stuff going on too and my issues struggles aren’t more important than anyone else’s. if someone is also struggling or doesn’t feel they are in a place to be able to be there for me the way i’m asking them to because they’re also going through it at the time being, i really hope everyone knows they can tell me. i promise i will understand and i will do my best to be there for them in anyway i can, if they would like me to be there for them. i value my friend’s feelings and am not trying to sound like what i’m going through is more important or more difficult than what anyone else is going through.
i’m not really sure how i wanted to end this. i feel like i said almost everything i wanted to. i really do try to be objective and see things for their point of view and acknowledge that i am aware of the things i need to change or the things that may bother people/how people may feel. i hope it shows. i’m so sorry i wrote so much 😣🤦‍♀️😓 i just feel like i’ve been able to talk to maybe like 2 people about most of this and haven’t wanted to bother anyone else with any of it. (mostly cause i feel like it’s just waaay too much to put on anyone else and i didn’t really feel like i could articulate it properly or in a way that really would make sense for the most part. even though i feel like i didn’t do a ver good job of that on all of this 🤦‍♀️) but i’m glad i got it out. 
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zackmartin · 6 months ago
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1, 3 and 23 for the fanfic ask (if you already have answered these, feel free to answer any question you want)! ❤
You're actually the only one that's sent an ask so far so thank you, love! 💕
Send me an end of the year fanfic ask!
1) favorite fic you wrote this year I was slacking so much this year 😓 my favorite fics i wrote this year were pretty much the only ones I wrote (both unpublished ofc) But, I really love my new au I keep talking about, especially now that I've kinda changed the story a bit. Like, I think I could actually do something with it if I can just get life to give me a break and for my brain to work 😅 And I've slowly been working on my birthday prompts, and I actually really love one you sent me (Izzy stealing the car) cause I just really love writing for Izzy!
favorite line/scene you wrote this year I didn't get to write a lot this year, so I don't have a like, really significant line that sticks out to me. but, you know me, I love spoiling my stuff lol so I'm gonna post a scene from each fic from the answer above, but I actually realized while I was answering this that both scenes are my favorite because they (in my opinion anyway) encapsulate the dynamics. Like, even though they're brothers, I don't really write Zack and Cody a lot cause I always try to exclude Cody lmao But, in the first excerpt from my new au, i feel like it's so,, them?? unfortunately I don't think this scene will be included because I think it'll end up getting cut thanks to the story change but 🤷 This scene also shows what Zack's dynamic is like with Henry/KD in this fic too so I'm still including it 😅
And in the second excerpt I just love it cause it really showcases the dynamics that exist in the hartin house (although, I'm almost certain at this point that I'm including a third sibling but i haven't written them in yet)
I'm gonna put a read more cause it's already getting long and it's about to get a whole lot longer lol
Also, I guess I should warn that the first excerpt kinda sorta gives away some stuff so spoilers i guess alsdkjf (but lets be real, I'll probably never post more than just snippets here and there)
one more thing i'm sorry but wherever I put [...] were just some spots i needed to cut out because they're either major spoilers or it needs serious editing
“Okay, are you gonna help me out here?” Kid Danger asked as he glanced back at Ray. Ray’s gaze moved to the ground.
“I mean...if they take him in instead of us, it saves us the trip,” he replied with a simple shrug.
“Exactly,” Zack responded and Kid Danger narrowed his eyes before shooting a look at Captain Man who just shrugged. “Cuff him, Code Red,” Zack continued, keeping his eyes glued to Kid Danger.
“With what?” Cody mumbled, leaning towards him. Zack slowly turned to look at him.
“Didn’t you bring handcuffs?”
Cody stared at him incredulously. “Where would I have gotten handcuffs?”
“Then use a zip tie!” Zack snapped, feeling his patience wearing thin.
“Again... where would I get a zip tie? And why would I have brought one?”
Zack finally lowered his arm, letting out a sharp breath and squeezing his eyes shut before turning to face his brother. “You carry a million things in your pocket but you’re telling me not one of them is a zip tie? Or anything we could use to cuff this guy?”
Cody continued to stare at him in disbelief. “What would I need a zip tie for?”
“What do you need bear repellent for?”
“To repel bears!”
Kid Danger stepped in between them then. "I don't mean to interrupt, but your perp's getting away."
"Why didn't you stop him?!" Zack barked. Kid Danger put his hands up in surrender as he took a few steps back.
"Why should I?" he replied, his lips curling into a devious smirk, "You've got this."
Anyway, please forgive me for the stupidity of that snippet lasdkj also here's the one from the Izzy fic:
“Where is he, by the way?” Cody questioned as he sat down at the table in the chair closest to him.
“He’s around here somewhere,” Zack answered but before he had a chance to call for him, the two of them heard a door slam, followed by Izzy’s muffled voice yelling, “You’re not being fair!”
Zack froze as he met Cody’s gaze. “But, I have an idea of where he might be.” [...]
Izzy came storming into the kitchen followed by Henry a few seconds later.
“Whatever. I’m gonna talk to dad, he’s the fun parent,” she snarked, shooting a look at Henry before turning back towards Zack.
“Be my guest,” Henry stated calmly, clearly unbothered by her attitude as he sat down in the chair opposite his brother-in-law. [..]
Izzy put on her sweetest grin as she went to stand at Zack’s side. “Daddy,” she cooed, shooting him her best doe-eyed look.
“No,” Zack deadpanned without looking at her. She immediately dropped the act, her demeanor turning annoyed again as she stared at him, slack-jawed.
“That’s not fair, you don’t even know what I was going to ask!” she snapped.
[..]
“Uncle Cody!” Felix’s voice gushed a few seconds before he sped into the room with his golden retriever, Daisy, at his heels, the two of them appearing at Cody’s side. Felix met his gaze with an elated smile, his hands cupped in front of his chest.
“Hey, buddy!” Cody responded enthusiastically, turning around to face him, letting his arm rest on the back of the chair, “How’s my favorite nephew?”
“I’m your only nephew,” Felix pointed out.
“Well, that doesn’t mean you can’t still be my favorite,” Cody replied, and Felix’s smile grew.
“Can we get back to me, please?!” Izzy interrupted impatiently, slipping into the last available chair between Zack and Cody.
[...]
“Hey, Fe,” Henry interjected. Felix’s grin vanished as he immediately dropped his still cupped hands below the table, out of Henry’s line of sight, before slowly turning towards him.
“Yeah?” “What’s in your hand?” Henry asked, his tone indicating he most likely already knew the answer. Felix avoided his gaze.
“Nothing,” he responded softly. Henry kept his eyes locked on him.
“Felix,” he echoed in a calm tone. Felix sighed heavily, raising his hands above the table once more as he slowly uncovered one from the other.
“A centipede,” he mumbled as the now freed centipede crawled from his palm to the crook between his index and thumb.
“Oh, Felix!” Zack yelped, instinctively pushing his chair back, “What’d I say about bringing random bugs into the house?!”
“Sorry,” Felix responded sincerely, flipping his hand over as the centipede inched onto the back of his hand.
Izzy let out a heavy sigh. “Then, can I take Grandpa’s car?” she questioned, clearly losing any patience she had left.
Anyway sorry for all that lol
23) fics you wanted to write but didn’t oh man, so many. I had a lot of motivation for my fairy tale au and a ton of ideas but i just. ran out of steam. I had a bunch of motivation for my newest au then i lost it, now I found it again. let's see how long that lasts. i'm still really super upset that it's been over a year since I've posted a new chapter of DoD and I know it's probably never going to happen now but I'm not quite ready to give up on it. i'm also super upset that not a single one of my birthday prompts have been posted cause you guys sent me almost all of my favorites from that list, and maybe it was ambitious of me still, but i genuinely thought I would have at least one posted either on my birthday or around it cause a few of them are literally already halfway done! But, genuinely every au I've ever told y'all about I really love for one reason or another and I would sincerely love to write every single one or even just. one! but it just wasn't in the cards this year I guess. Also, I've been wanting to write a zack & london besties one shot for years now and it still hasnt happened, rip
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goblin-king-jay · 7 months ago
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doubt, and the opposite of doubt
Ah yes, the problem with deciding "I'm going to write again!" is then you actually have to have things to write about😓 (This is a joke -- to tell the truth I have lots of things I want to write about, but they're more scattered thoughts at this point than fully-formed essays.) I guess the only way to make myself keep writing is just to do it, huh? ... *stares at journal* ... It really sucks to have so much doubt. I feel like doubt is so baked in to being AFAB -- being ND -- being human? I don't know. When I'm having a really good gender high, I feel really confident. Like CONFIDENT IN ALL CAPS more confident than I've ever felt in my life. And I wonder, is this what cis men feel like all the time? Just like, overflowing with boundless confidence? Is that why we let them get away with everything -- literally just because they seem so certain of what they're doing? So we allow them to make endless mistakes, while everyone else (minorities, neurodivergents / the disabled, people of any gender other than cis male) are scrutinized within an inch of their lives? Wild. What a bonkers world we live in. I just wrote a whole paragraph and then erased it, sigh. Maybe that's for another day. I rewatched But I'm a Cheerleader a couple of weeks ago, and obviously on the surface it's a comedy about how useless it is to try to "cure" people of being gay/queer. But being queer goes hand-in-hand with how you feel about your gender, doesn't it? All the tasks they make the teenagers do are about the gender binary and putting the kids back in their "right place" to fulfill the "gender job" they were assigned at birth. I wish there were more films like that. Lighthearted movies that really dumb down the way people think about gender and say "hey, see how silly and pointless this is? Maybe we should stop doing it!" Rather than, you know, dozens of movies that are just tragedy porn about how sad it is to be trans. (Looking at you, The Danish Girl.) I'm going to try really hard to actually write about things that make me happy, and not just endless entries about gender feels. I swear, I am. It... just might take me a while to get all of it out of my system, because I never participated in all of the Gender Discourse on Tumblr. (I didn't even know it was happening, honestly, I was too busy reblogging Sherlock content all the time lmao.) Anyway my head hurts (a muscle tension headache, not from thinking about all of this lol) so I'll stop there for now.
(cross-posted from Dreamwidth)
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terahlyanwe · a year ago
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In PA: So....I need advice about this PENNDOT/Insurance issue...
So I’m not exactly sure why this happened…So back in August 2020 I had bought a 2020 Kia Sportage. Pretty much, I bought the car during like the last two days of August and I needed my own auto insurance policy quickly. Geico approved me the quickest quickest, but Erie offered me a better rate if I did an “advanced quote” for the next month. So, I had two days of Geico and then I started with Erie—no lapses. PennDOT had sent me a letter shortly after requesting my new insurance, which I did provide.
Around like I want to say October, I received a letter in the mail from PennDOT stating that something was invalid or expired and I need to pay $500? I believe it was about my insurance. What happened was that somehow somewhere along the line, my Erie insurance agent had messed up paperwork and had incorrectly documented that I was paying insurance on a 2020 Kia Sportage but it had a completely incorrect VIN number (actually belonging to a 2018 Sportage, which I never owned).
I talked to some lady with PENNDOT and she just needed for me to prove that I was paying insurance period, on the wrong vehicle, and this would have all been dismissed due to an insurance error, and that there was no coverage lapse. (I even had to pay the difference for the few months to Erie.) The lady said I didn’t need to do anything further since I had emailed her updated insurance card information after I got it fixed with Erie.
So today, freaking Mother’s Day, I go outside after staying over my boyfriend’s house and I see that my car was towed. Yes I was parked illegally* (technically...that is whole other issue I don’t want to get into just yet). I was obstructing a entryway to a residence. So the person whose house I was in front of, called the police, and I was ticketed and towed. I found out about 15 minutes after it happened.
When I finally tracked down where my car was, the towing company told me that I had to tow it out of the impound because something was wrong with my insurance and my plates have been confiscated by the police… OK? But I just paid my insurance 6 days ago and my insurance is good until July, and I had NEVER missed a payment.
So towing company let me leave because I showed them my valid insurance and registration, and said I could go to the police station to ask for my license plate back. Yeah, that was wrong apparently. Cops said shouldn’t have been allowed to drive away, and they are refusing to give me my plates back.
Now I’m what I am wondering is....
A) Was my car impounded/plates taken because an error of PennDOT? (Calling them today since yesterday was Sunday)
B) Or is PennDOT correct on this...because I moved on April 1st, and this happened May 9th, and I forgot to tell Erie that I moved, which resulted in Erie dropping me...? 😓 (but they took my premium out from my bank on May 3rd)
*Also, totally fighting the ticket because the cop wrote the incorrect city parking ordinance I was in violation of. I was written up for violation of 541.07 subsection C8 (there is no subsections at all for that ordinance violation),and the correct citation should have been 541.02 subsection C8. And yes, the cop clearly wrote a 7 and not a 2.
Look, I’ll take that stupid like $60 ticket....but I want to fight to get back my money for that $200something impound fee.
What do you guys think is going to happen? I’m so worked up about this that I haven’t been able to sleep. I work like a 13 hour shift and I have an important doctor appointment today....
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paleblue-dots · a year ago
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In PA: So....I need advice about this PENNDOT/Insurance issue...
So I’m not exactly sure why this happened…So back in August 2020 I had bought a 2020 Kia Sportage. Pretty much, I bought the car during like the last two days of August and I needed my own auto insurance policy quickly. Geico approved me the quickest quickest, but Erie offered me a better rate if I did an “advanced quote” for the next month. So, I had two days of Geico and then I started with Erie—no lapses. PennDOT had sent me a letter shortly after requesting my new insurance, which I did provide.
Around like I want to say October, I received a letter in the mail from PennDOT stating that something was invalid or expired and I need to pay $500? I believe it was about my insurance. What happened was that somehow somewhere along the line, my Erie insurance agent had messed up paperwork and had incorrectly documented that I was paying insurance on a 2020 Kia Sportage but it had a completely incorrect VIN number (actually belonging to a 2018 Sportage, which I never owned).
I talked to some lady with PENNDOT and she just needed for me to prove that I was paying insurance period, on the wrong vehicle, and this would have all been dismissed due to an insurance error, and that there was no coverage lapse. (I even had to pay the difference for the few months to Erie.) The lady said I didn’t need to do anything further since I had emailed her updated insurance card information after I got it fixed with Erie.
So today, freaking Mother’s Day, I go outside after staying over my boyfriend’s house and I see that my car was towed. Yes I was parked illegally* (technically...that is whole other issue I don’t want to get into just yet). I was obstructing a entryway to a residence. So the person whose house I was in front of, called the police, and I was ticketed and towed. I found out about 15 minutes after it happened.
When I finally tracked down where my car was, the towing company told me that I had to tow it out of the impound because something was wrong with my insurance and my plates have been confiscated by the police… OK? But I just paid my insurance 6 days ago and my insurance is good until July, and I had NEVER missed a payment.
So towing company let me leave because I showed them my valid insurance and registration, and said I could go to the police station to ask for my license plate back. Yeah, that was wrong apparently. Cops said shouldn’t have been allowed to drive away, and they are refusing to give me my plates back.
Now I’m what I am wondering is....
A) Was my car impounded/plates taken because an error of PennDOT? (Calling them today since yesterday was Sunday)
B) Or is PennDOT correct on this...because I moved on April 1st, and this happened May 9th, and I forgot to tell Erie that I moved, which resulted in Erie dropping me...? 😓 (but they took my premium out from my bank on May 3rd)
*Also, totally fighting the ticket because the cop wrote the incorrect city parking ordinance I was in violation of. I was written up for violation of 541.07 subsection C8 (there is no subsections at all for that ordinance violation),and the correct citation should have been 541.02 subsection C8. And yes, the cop clearly wrote a 7 and not a 2.
Look, I’ll take that stupid like $60 ticket....but I want to fight to get back my money for that $200something impound fee.
What do you guys think is going to happen? I’m so worked up about this that I haven’t been able to sleep. I work like a 13 hour shift and I have an important doctor appointment today....
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agnesinsurance · a year ago
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In PA: So....I need advice about this PENNDOT/Insurance issue...
So I’m not exactly sure why this happened…So back in August 2020 I had bought a 2020 Kia Sportage. Pretty much, I bought the car during like the last two days of August and I needed my own auto insurance policy quickly. Geico approved me the quickest quickest, but Erie offered me a better rate if I did an “advanced quote” for the next month. So, I had two days of Geico and then I started with Erie—no lapses. PennDOT had sent me a letter shortly after requesting my new insurance, which I did provide.
Around like I want to say October, I received a letter in the mail from PennDOT stating that something was invalid or expired and I need to pay $500? I believe it was about my insurance. What happened was that somehow somewhere along the line, my Erie insurance agent had messed up paperwork and had incorrectly documented that I was paying insurance on a 2020 Kia Sportage but it had a completely incorrect VIN number (actually belonging to a 2018 Sportage, which I never owned).
I talked to some lady with PENNDOT and she just needed for me to prove that I was paying insurance period, on the wrong vehicle, and this would have all been dismissed due to an insurance error, and that there was no coverage lapse. (I even had to pay the difference for the few months to Erie.) The lady said I didn’t need to do anything further since I had emailed her updated insurance card information after I got it fixed with Erie.
So today, freaking Mother’s Day, I go outside after staying over my boyfriend’s house and I see that my car was towed. Yes I was parked illegally* (technically...that is whole other issue I don’t want to get into just yet). I was obstructing a entryway to a residence. So the person whose house I was in front of, called the police, and I was ticketed and towed. I found out about 15 minutes after it happened.
When I finally tracked down where my car was, the towing company told me that I had to tow it out of the impound because something was wrong with my insurance and my plates have been confiscated by the police… OK? But I just paid my insurance 6 days ago and my insurance is good until July, and I had NEVER missed a payment.
So towing company let me leave because I showed them my valid insurance and registration, and said I could go to the police station to ask for my license plate back. Yeah, that was wrong apparently. Cops said shouldn’t have been allowed to drive away, and they are refusing to give me my plates back.
Now I’m what I am wondering is....
A) Was my car impounded/plates taken because an error of PennDOT? (Calling them today since yesterday was Sunday)
B) Or is PennDOT correct on this...because I moved on April 1st, and this happened May 9th, and I forgot to tell Erie that I moved, which resulted in Erie dropping me...? 😓 (but they took my premium out from my bank on May 3rd)
*Also, totally fighting the ticket because the cop wrote the incorrect city parking ordinance I was in violation of. I was written up for violation of 541.07 subsection C8 (there is no subsections at all for that ordinance violation),and the correct citation should have been 541.02 subsection C8. And yes, the cop clearly wrote a 7 and not a 2.
Look, I’ll take that stupid like $60 ticket....but I want to fight to get back my money for that $200something impound fee.
What do you guys think is going to happen? I’m so worked up about this that I haven’t been able to sleep. I work like a 13 hour shift and I have an important doctor appointment today....
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