#Someone on the reblogs of another post said he did this alot so here you go

[arxxq]

Prompt 13 with itoshi sae please!, thanks a bunch 💖

13. “Whoever has a problem with us can come fight me” | Itoshi Sae

Ah thank you anon for requesting! I just got back home and tmmrw I'm even more busy gah. ♡♡ i have school in a few hours lmao...should be sleeping but here i am

Hope you the best anon!

lowercase intended, mistakes will be fixed later on

Prompt list in my blog..can't post it here since this post won't be featured in the tags..

now sae had realized something off about you recently. 

he was bothered by it but at first he decided to not ask you about it because maybe it was just for temporary.

but as time goes on, it wasn’t just for temporary. he wanted to know what wrong so bad but it wasn’t as easy because almost all the time he tried to approach you about it, you always manage to change the subject. you guys have been together for almost years, but he was so concerned on why you were behaving like this near him again as if he just started courting you.

he missed your touch, your embrace your warmth. as much as he does not want to admit it he missed it alot. even if he tried to hug you or even just simply touch your hand, you would pull away from him. he despise this action from you. just why in the world are you acting like this nowadays. 

but as time pass on, he knew that he will be able to get his answer just that it wont be coming out from your mouth. one day as sae was scrolling on social media, he found a post that caught his attention only because the post was something about you and him. 

it seems like whatever this person was saying was supposed to be directed to you. the post read “out of everyone sae had to chose that bitch..like c’mon there’s other fish in the sea!” and even the comments were agreeing with this said person saying how you don’t deserve him or saying that their better than her. sae scoffed at this. could this probably be the reason why you were behaving like this? its not safe to assumed so he decided to ask someone you trusted the most. 

“no i’m not telling you anything,” right now sae was talking to a friend of yours. well it was the only person sae knew you had put so much trust into after all you’ve known eachother like siblings. “i know you yourself are worried about them, so if you cared then tell me,” sae wasn’t wrong. your friend themselves were worried about you so they sighed and gave in. 

“yeah its about the post...and maybe also because they were cornered by others as well for the past few weeks..” now that was something sae was not expecting. sae nodded his head and the last thing he heard from your friend was, “you better make things right!” 

--

sae was now home, he was waiting for you to enter the door and when you did lets just say he had you cornered so you couldn’t escape. “sae i have to cook dinner you know..” you tried to reason with him but he was unfortunately one step ahead. “no need i ordered take out.” before you could say another word, he beat you to it. “don’t even try to make up a silly excuse,” 

you let out a breathe and lowered down your head lips trembling..sae immediately took notice of your action and pulled you into an embrace which surprised you “i know why you’ve been behaving like this and i don’t like it...so because of that i’ll say this once,” 

“whoever has a problem with us can come fight me,” those words made you smile and let out a tear. “so if you could please stop acting like this..” he mumbled which made you laughed. 

as you were eating, sae took the oportunity and made sure to remember to post that comment on the post. the comment says. 

“if u got a problem with our relationship then come fight me because fyi they are much more better then you’ll ever be,” 

Reblogs are highly recommended

Do not claim your own and do not post on other platforms

#·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳aryssa;hasinah #blue lock x reader #blue lock #bllk x reader #bllk #itoshi sae #itoshi sae x reader #sae itoshi x you #itoshi sae x you #sae itoshi x reader #sae itoshi #bllk fluff #blue lock fluff

[awkward-clone]

Tw: gross stuff

Lines were crossed

I said it on my insta stories so I’m gonna say it here

Its about season 2 episode 5 of Helluva boss. I didn’t even process this at first until someone said it but uh. Probably should be talking more about how Millie and Moxie was pretty much banged in front of literal teenagers…make it worse it was also an incest joke. For those who haven’t watched it, Millie and Moxie for whatever reason disguised themselves as siblings. Just for a bit of context for that.

But seriously it was more than a make out session they had on stage, they literally flung off their goddamn clothes. A bunch of traumatised teenagers right there.

I know ppl are already mentioning this too but Barbie Wire (Blitz’s sister) is a literal groomer. Swinging her ass to seduce a teen dude to manipulate him to pack her drugs. Viv’s excuse? Apparently he’s 18-19. But that doesn’t help at all cause Barbie Wire is literally in her 30s. And she’s very much aware he’s a teen, literally saying “do you have any idea how easy human teenagers are to manipulate?”

Theres alot of problems in this show but goddamn this takes the cake.

EDIT: someone in reblog tags mentioned this minx thing too and I didn’t understand it until I saw another post about it. In western energy there is another incest-y….joke? (If u can call it that.) Between Stella and her brother. Her brother calls her a minx which means “an impudent, cunning or boldy flirtatious woman.” Gets worse when he was getting frustrated at her and then said “you’re so lucky your attractive” which, it did give me the ick but I never said anything about it since it didnt even hit me how bad that was until now.

#rant #tw #gross stuff #tw grooming #helluva boss #helluva boss s2 ep5 #unhappy campers #srsly wtf were the writers thinking #lines were crossed #helluva boss critical

[stormblessed95]

Hello!! I joined the fandom just a couple of months ago. I ended up loving jikook just from watching the very first thing with them in it which happened to be the own it dance hehe

Throughout that whole video I just felt alot of sexual tension through the screen even in the bloopers lol

I see many people pointing things out about it like something with Jimin? I haven't seen any jikook blogs actually talk about it because they always put "Own it dance cover (won't get into that)" or something so I was wondering if maybe you have or if you know of any blogs that have already?

And if not could you possibly explain it to me with a little detail because trust me I've watched official content, non-edited videos and I feel their love through EVERYTHING. The looks, the subtle touches, the small smiles it's all so so cute but I've never seen anyone actually talk about the own it dance so I'm very curious

I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense (my heart is beating very fast writing this because I'm always so nervous that someone may be rude to me for asking questions)

Btw I love your blog, I love the way you explain things with proof and pictures. Thank you for taking the time to do this ❤️❤️

Hi omg. Please don't be nervous. I'm nice like 80% of time. I promise 😅 welcome to the fandom!

Also WOW what a video to notice Jikook with 😅 that video is something for sure. I planned to make a post on it, but then another blogger @loveamberfire who I like did, so I reblogged theirs instead since they hit every point i wanted to make anyway. I'll link that for you here:

And I also mention Own It in my Jikook dynamics post here as well:

You can find more posts for moments similar to Own It or other moments I think are big or special in regards to their dynamic/relationship on my masterlist under "Jikook Posts" > "Special Jikook Moments" topics.

The reason people skim over certain things about that video is because like you said, the sexual tension is explicitly obvious. It gets mentioned in the post I linked breaking the dance practice down, but basically it's because JM was fairly clearly aroused, or so it seemed, during filming this video. To the point where halfway through, he changed into a longer shirt after one of their cuts. Lol

Hope these help! Feel free to send an ask anytime or a DM whenever as well 💜💜

#jikook #kookmin #jikook own it dance practice and all that went down during it... #jikook own it

[beauty-and-passion]

This is gonna be a bit of a long one, reblogs aren’t working for me.

I like the idea of Wrath being the newest side, and I have had this idea for a while in my head when I first came into the fandom.  You’re points make sense too, and it’s ones I’ve thought of.

See, I’ve had an OC of mine who is Thomas’s Wrath, and I’ve put much thought into him. Just never had the courage to post about him as OCs tend to get a bed rep in any fandom. But, anywho, he in my mind isn’t a very angry person.

Reason being is Thomas himself isn’t a naturally angry person, meaning his Wrath is possibly the lowest on the pecking order in terms of the Dark Sides ‘power’ or 'influence’ over Thomas.  It’s make sense also as Patton is the 'leader’ as some people see of the Light Sides. In contrast his brother is the lowest in the Dark Sides order. And as I said, Thomas isn’t angry, he most is annoyed at best and hardly lashes out. Even after Lee and Mary Lee pulled the thing they did at the end of SvS Redux.  (I don’t know about you, but after my friends ignored me through the wedding and then showed up later to 'make up’ I’d be a bit skeptical and pissed Then again I was bullied and used alot so…)

I always have hated how people think Wrath would be always angry and always ready to fight. In my mind, I think he’d be the term 'It’s the Quiet Ones you have to watch out for.'  He’s very calm, barely speaks, and doesn’t like to show up, which is why we haven’t heard about him, even from Janus. I’d bet it’s because he hasn’t want to show up, until now… after the wedding. Thomas has some anger from it inside him, and it’s starting to show.  I’d also bet Janus wants Wrath to show himself, to get Thomas to grow a spine as you said. He’s hesitant in my mind, given how his friends, Remus, Janus, and… old friend Virgil was first treated. 

People who often aren’t that angry can be afraid of their own anger. I’d best the same is true for him. He knows he’s Wrath, he knows he could hurt them, but unlike Remus, he’s scared he might.  So, with all these factors, he’s just never wanted to show up. But now Janus ahs been accepted, and Janus possibly knows he can’t keep Orange hidden forever. Not because Orange wants to come out, be, if he’s as you say tired to Self-Preservation, well.. they are a package deal like how Logic and Morality are. 

I’ve also hated how people have made Wrath a 'Oc Villain’ which, it’s valid, but kind of feels over done to me. It’s like when you see so many abusive Patton fics. I don’t think Wrath is abusive to the darks, if anything he’s the one you rarely hear or see. 

I based most of this on how Thomas is as a character, as he reminds me a lot of myself in the series. Too kind, too nice, not alot of anger until something REALLY sets it off.  Then when that happens, Orange is near 'unstoppable’. Logic goes out the window, Fear amps up to a 20/10, And your Intrusive Thoughts are going CRAZY with ways to kill, murder, maim the thing or person that set you off.  So far we’ve seen only Logan can keep the darks in check most of the time, and has helped Thomas accept each of them. However with Wrath, well, it’d make sense he doesn’t want that. As Wrath is the only emotion that can render him obsolete. 

Though it’d honesty be funny as when Wrath first shows up, everyone talks over him, and he just sits there quietly and listens. They don’t trust him, the Light Sides, Virgil is scared out of his mind, Patton is reluctant as he knows what seeing Orange means for Thomas, and Logan is glaring daggers, and Roman.. well he’s the first to say 'villain.’ But, he just sits there and listens as they talk, he’s got nothing to prove or say. Yes, he’s here, yes he exists, and of course he’s evil no amount of words will change that thought clearly.

Besides Wrath being a yeller and always anger for this series doesn’t fit. Patton isn’t always laughing and crying. Virgil isn’t always a paranoid mess every two seconds, he ahs his moments but not always. Janus even said 'I don’t always speak in lies’ and that was true. So why would Wrath always be angry?

Sorry I’m rambling, I’ve thought long and hard about this trait as a character in Sanders Sides. (because of my fear of making OC’s thanks to FFN, so I keep my baby to myself.) But these are all things I thought about before ever making the OC. And they make sense. What do you think?

Also, before I ever heard it, I wanted Orange’s animal to be a Snow Leopard and seems alot of people in the fandom like that.

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I will try to reply to all your points in order.

About Wrath not always being angry: I support this so much. As you said, the other sides aren’t 100% what they are, all the time. So why Wrath would be someone always angry? when you’re angry, you don’t always lash out. You can keep the anger inside and let it come out with sharp words or by showing how pissed you are. Or you can keep boiling and boling, until you finally snap.

What, Orange being abusive? Pfff, I don’t think there’s someone who can be abusive to people like Janus or Remus. The dark sides are all tough guys and, even if we still don’t have canon evidences, there’s a hinted sense of brotherhood or at least respect among them: the most evident proof is how Virgil had thousands of chances to reveal Janus’ name but he never did, no matter how much he dislike the guy.

(Yes my next analysis will be about the dark bois)

Then when that happens, Orange is near 'unstoppable’. Logic goes out the window, Fear amps up to a 20/10, And your Intrusive Thoughts are going CRAZY with ways to kill, murder, maim the thing or person that set you off.

About how the dark sides influence each other, well, this will also be part of the dakr bois analysis

Though it’d honesty be funny as when Wrath first shows up, everyone talks over him, and he just sits there quietly and listens. They don’t trust him, the Light Sides, Virgil is scared out of his mind, Patton is reluctant as he knows what seeing Orange means for Thomas, and Logan is glaring daggers, and Roman.. well he’s the first to say 'villain.’

But, he just sits there and listens as they talk, he’s got nothing to prove or say. Yes, he’s here, yes he exists, and of course he’s evil no amount of words will change that thought clearly.

Oh wow, this is so good. I seriously love this. Not only because it would be a very powerful scene: you are seeing this new side and everyone talk about him as if he’s the worst of the worst, the terrible one, the most dangerous one, while he’s just there, quiet, and listens. It builds up tension and expectations in the audience.

But, at the same time, this shows another important thing; that Orange has a very good self-esteem, just like the other dark sides. And that he has not problem with who he is - again, just like the other dark sides. And that if he exists, it’s because Thomas’ needs him.

The sides are fundamental aspects of Thomas’ personality. So if Thomas has a side who represents anger, it means this side is a part of him, no matter what

#sanders sides #conversation #submission #orange side #I only disagree regarding the animal #scorpions are way more dangerous #but I admit snow leopards are cool tho #theories #brainstorming

[guarded-belief]

some final thoughts

haha sorry i know i said that this tumblr is dead but honestly having gotten back on it might start being a bit more active again, mostly for just reblogs and seeing anything i might miss on twitter.

but speaking of twitter since i know ive def been speaking alot about the whole RH thing on there id also give some final thoughts on tumblr.

firstly wanna say before i put the rest under read more, if you are someone who still supports ryan or likes him or is someone who refuses to believe or listen to his victims i want you to go click on the unfollow button and leave. I will never and i mean EVER tolerate anyone who supports predators. point blank. so don’t let the door hit you on the way out.

now, i have deleted ALOT of posts both my own art, art that includes him and another other post that has his face in it. theyre all gone, just like alot of the videos and merch from him will be gone too. and ive said it on twitter and ill say it on here if you so much as repost anyones art that has been deleted if it had him in it, mine or others, i will personally hunt you down and break your knees. respect me and the other artists who have deleted our work. it was already painful enough i do not EVER want to see it reposted or reblogged again. there are still a few other posts up that have been altered to wipe his face out but im honestly thinking of just getting rid of all of em. 

also i wanna say i am incredibly heartbroken and angry from what he has done. my heart hurts for the victims, his family and for achievement hunter. 

to the victims, I hear you and i see you and i believe you. you all are brave for speaking out about that monster. 

To AH god it breaks my heart seeing just how broken jack and michael looked on stream today, and i cannot imagine how the others are feeling/felt throughout this last week. 

the worst part too, is knowing just how big a part AH played into my life. I’ve been watching their content since i was in highschool, 8 years man, so not only hurts seeing the whole crew this distraught, but also feels like a huge chunk of my life and work has been sullied on some monster. so this sucks and im angry. angry for AH, angry for the community and especially angry for the victims.

after the stream, while this had been the plan, just seeing how upset jack and michael were broke the camel on the back for me so i immediately did the most therapeutic thing ever. I burned all the art i had that had ryan in it, well aside from posters and what not but any art i made/art from friends who also said it was ok to burn their art, just gone. as well also ripped up all the shirts, felt great.

 and will say if you have any art of mine that has ryan in it, feel free to burn it or destroy it, or cut him out whatever you want i ENCOURAGE it honestly. we could all use some rage therapy.

so, now is a time for healing and moving on. also pls keep listening to all the women that are still coming out with their experiences and the pain he’s caused them. and pls know that this didn’t just started in 2017, this goes back to even further. lastly do not harass his mods, ah, the victims or his family otherwise you will have a storm coming.

anyways love you all, know that while im still not a big part of the community, i still very much care for this community, to especially the friends ive meet through it and for AH, yall will hold a special place in my heart forever. take care guys <3

#Achievement Hunter

[lokispettigerr]

Ophelia--The Goddess Within: Fic Drabble (Loki x Reader) NSFW

Summary: Reader is feeling frustrated and struggling with their inner potential. Loki of course still sees the beauty and power within and decides to bring it out!

Word Count: 1406

A/N: Just a little fic drabble for you all since I have been away from posting fictions for so long. Hope you enjoy it at least some and look forward to the full fic. Read on and find out how Loki and I see you, and how we wish you could see yourself. 

Taglist: In the reblog

“I give up!” I cried, throwing my hands in the air exasperatedly. “I can’t do this anymore!”

“Can’t do what anymore?” a deeply erotic voice asked.

I startled at the sound. Loki was always appearing suddenly as if the shadows and air all around me seemed to give him form. 

His voice was a balm that soothed my nerves, but not enough to stop the tears from welling up in my eyes. 

“This!” I yelled, too loud, and pointed dramatically at an art piece I had been laboring over for the last several days. 

Without a word, he walked over to my desk. It was littered all about with pencils, papers, erasers, and the like. 

Loki’s deft fingers shifted a piece of paper away from my work as he peered at it. Though his face was still turned towards the art, he looked up at me. I was struck by how innocent he looked like that. For a moment I caught a glimpse of what he might have looked like as a small child-- perhaps trying to apologize for something he didn’t do, trying to cheer someone else up who was angry over a broken vase or the like. It was odd seeing him like that. 

“I see nothing amiss here,” Loki said, his lashes casting shadows in his luxurious green eyes. “No.” I pointed, my finger floating near his, “Look there! It’s all wrong.”

Loki’s eyes trailed back down, to where my finger gestured-- making a tight circle in the air as if I was trying to wave the problem away with magic. 

“Hmmm,” he hummed, “Ah, Norns, yes. I see it now! Oh, how ghastly!”

“You do, really? I know! It is terrible. I can’t stand it!” I replied, finally content that he saw what I could see. 

His hand grabbed at mine, his fingers linking through my own. “No, my love. I see nothing but beauty.” He brought my hand to his lips to kiss it. I could see the pencil smudges on my fingers turning them grey. 

I tried pulling my hand back, “Loki!” I sighed, “Stop pretending like it is fine. It isn’t!”

He chuckled, “Ophelia, not everything has to be perfection. Why can you not see the beauty in the imperfect? You are much too hard on yourself.”

“Loki…”

“Well, what about me, Ophelia my love? I am not perfect. Not by any means, yet you still think I am good and pure.”

I scowled at him, “Not at this particular moment, Loki!”

His mouth went into a straight line. He may have been wounded by my words, but he wouldn’t say so. I felt bad for being so snappy with him. 

“I think you need time away from,” he gestured at the drawing, “your art.” I could tell he wanted me to know it was not simply a drawing, but the expression of emotions and the soul on paper. 

“That’s fine! I’m never doing it again anyway!” I was being dramatic and I knew it. I also knew Loki was probably right, but I wanted to be upset at this moment. I was unhappy. I deserved to at least feel how I wanted to. 

Loki did not respond, instead, he pulled me away from my desk, away from the mess that reflected what was in my mind. 

He took me outside to stand on the porch. It was early morning. I didn’t realize I must have been awake through the night. The soft rays of the sun peeked out from between the branches and green, glistening leaves of the trees surrounding the house. 

“Stay,” he ordered before heading back into the house. He looked back at me over his shoulder, “Undress.” 

I was appalled a bit. I must admit, but luckily Loki and I had a cabin out in the forest, and the only ones that would witness my nakedness would be the critters and creatures of the forest. I shrugged out of my clothes, slightly feeling abashed. My arms went over my breasts and I kept my legs together, as tight as possible, crossing my feet with one another as I stood waiting, awkward. 

While Loki was gone I stayed within my thoughts. Loki truly was very interesting. When I first met him, he came across apathetic. I would have never thought he would go to great links to show someone he cares about how important to the world or to him they were-- but time after time Loki showed me how special I was. He could be filled with madness, lust, jealousy, rage, and the like. I expected those as did many others who met Loki.

It finally hit me. Loki showed those facets of himself, those facets that were expected of him to most people. It took someone truly special and powerful to bring out the rest. Loki himself was a work of art, a hidden one. Only a true artist, like myself, who drew with their whole being could bring out his truth. 

Loki returned carrying several bottles of paint. I quirked an eyebrow at him. “I’ve never taken you as much of a painter.” 

Loki didn’t answer and instead placed the bottles of paint at my feet, holding onto a purple bottle. 

Loki carried no paint brushes or other art supplies and my eyes widened as it dawned on me what Loki was planning to do. 

I watched as his deft fingers opened the bottle, turned it upside down to pour some of the paint onto the palm of his hand. The paint seeped onto his skin spreading into the fine lines of his palm, tracing a map of his life. 

“May I?” He asked, glancing up at me from beneath his lashes, his eyes bright in the rays of the sun. 

The paint could have passed for black if there hadn’t been a golden metallic sheen within the paint. Yet, it was purple, but a violet purple that mimicked that of the cosmos. For without the light of all the stars the cosmos would truly be darker than black-- a twirling void of soulessness and disarray. 

“For your brilliance, your body is a mirror of the universe,” Loki said in a husky voice, his brows were furrowed as he rubbed his hands together and his thumbs and index fingers caressed my forehead, nose, and cheeks. Then with the palms of his hand he cupped and massaged both of my breasts. When most of the paint was transferred from his hands to my skin, he knelt to get another paint tube-- this color was red, but again it had a golden sheen to it making it shimmer and become alive in the dancing rays of the sun. It looked like fire. “For within your womb is a fire that births creativity, intuition, and above all life. Not only does it consume but it is the energy source of all life.” 

I spoke not a word, I was in a trance at the sound of his words. I was under a spell. “Do not ever let this fire burn down to embers. Stroke it, feed it.” As he said this his hand  dipped down, below my navel, below the space between my hips, down, his finger right above the cleft of my lower lips, right above my clit. I drew a sharp breath in between my teeth. Loki continued, he would transfer the paint from his hands to my body to kneel back down to gather more-- he did this until all of me was covered in paint swirling like the universe. 

“Now you see what I see,” he whispered in a hushed tone. “You give birth to art, because you are art of the highest creation. I see you, now you see yourself.” Loki took his index finger, crooking it under my chin to tilt my head up so he could place a kiss of passion on my rose colored lips. 

“It’s alright to take a break from your art from time to time, but never forsake it. You are a wild goddess, your spirit swirling about the void of the cosmos giving birth and lighting all of the stars within the galaxies. You need to put your art, your soul onto paper to share with others so they will know they are never alone. Share the fire of the divinity within you.”

Loki was right, I smiled knowingly and said, “Thank you Loki.”

**** Hope you all enjoyed this and it invoked a sense of your true power and a greater desire to be at unity with yourself and your productions. 

If you would like to be added to the taglist please send me an ask in my askbox. If they are not there, I most likely will miss them and won’t see it. I get alot of mail and action here!

I have venmo and ko-fi, links in the reblog. 

#loki fanfic #loki #loki marvel #tom hiddleston #tom hiddleston fanfic #imagine loki #loki odinson #loki mcu #loki x you #loki fluff #loki smut #loki lemons #artist fanfic #fluff #lpt #tom hiddleston imagine

[juvellita]

messy kbtbb character analysis

So… Let me just say that this is going to be LONG and MESSY post. I will try my best to make an analysis of all Kbtbb characters. Eisuke’s might be the longest, just because know about him more than any other bidders. This is more geared towards to those people who still have negative misconception about KBTBB. I get it. Their season 1 prologue did not give the best impression of those guys. I want to give you an insight of characters’ past, and why they are the way they were when MC first met them. PLEASE feel free to express your thoughts/ add on the comment section/reblogging! Let me know of what I am missing from character. I want to hear your analysis of characters too.

MORE UNDER

First things first. Let’s jog back to season 1.  I know MANY people did not like this game in the beginning because how it hinted on human trafficking. Let me clear this out first; when Eisuke and other bidders created the auction, they made a rule of not selling any human in an auction, unless they are willing to be sold. This is mentioned in Episode 0: The Promise substory.  

That’s not all though. Bidders approached mc in almost..inhuman manner. They treated her as a weird creature that they have never seen before.  Why do you ask? All bidders have some sort tragic/traumatic past that cannot be easily cured. I have mentioned this briefly in my “short bidder’s complexity summary” post, but every single one of them has a reason why they cannot trust anyone that easily. Let’s look at each character in depth.

Let’s start with Ota and Eisuke, since these two characters were the MOST controversial characters when they were first released ( I apologize in advance if I miss anything for Ota. I have played his route every now and then, but I never actually read all his stories). WARNING: SPOILERS AHEAD if you haven’t read any of their stories yet. Also… ALOT OF FAWNING UNDER EISUKE’S

First, Ota Kisaki (The Angelic Artist).

Essential Question: Why does he treat MC like a pet at first?

He was an unique artist ever since when he was little. No one acknowledged his art, except this guy named Doi (I believe), who was an artist.  He keeps encouraging Ota to continue with his art, regardless of how others thought his art was so weird.  This kind of event makes Ota ABSOLUTELY trust in Doi. He was the only one who supported his art preferences. Why is there reason not to trust him? Until… Doi plagiarized Ota’s work, and claim it as his own. At that time Doi was much of bigger artist than Ota, so Ota didn’t have any power to fight back that it was a lie. This.. made tragic mark on him. He refuses to trust anyone. I mean, it’s arguable right? Doi WAS the only one he trusted (before MC came into his life of course). He then creates this facade of “Angelic Artist”. It was his way of separating between the real him and the expectations from the others. That way, he wouldn’t  have to go through the pain he went through again. When he first met MC, he called her ‘Koro’. The name ‘Koro’ was a way for him to put a distance with MC, since he refused to trust anyone after his most trusted companion betrayed him. A lot of people argue that how he treated MC like a pet was inhumane. I understand this also, because trust me… I was one of those people. However, the main purpose for calling her ‘Koro’ wasn’t to treat her like a pet. He was simply..afraid of getting close to another person and being hurt again. Koro starts out as a way to put boundary between MC and Ota. As the season continues, it becomes affectionate nickname for MC.

Eisuke Ichinomiya.

Essential Question: Why is he inhumanly cold?

Oh man, You all know how much I LOVE Eisuke (I mean.. Just look at my shet spam on my blog). I will try my best not to only fawn over him in the duration of this post.

Where do I even begin with Eisuke? I mean, I think his first description was “Cold-hearted billionaire”. He probably went through A LOT during his career.  But If you still think he is cold-hearted, please look at all my screenshot spams. At least to Mc, he turns squishy marshmellow. When MC gives him that puppy dog eyes or when she smiles at him with uncontrollable happiness, there is NO way this man can say no to her.

In his Childhood Promise Substory, Eisuke only wanted power to save and protect ones he cared about and himself. He might come off as only selfish person in the beginning, but as story progresses on, you will know that is not true. He has difficult time expressing things in words.

Let’s first look at his family background. “Ichinomiya” isn’t his actual biological name. When he was young, his family went bankrupt. His father disappeared (Eisuke finds him again in season 5), and shortly after his mother’s health got worse and passed away.  He got separated from his little sister (who he finds again in his s1 sequel), and Akira Ichinomiya adopts Eisuke, who was good friend of his biological father. Before meeting MC, everyone who approached him, only approached him for his power and money. Up until his S1 epilogue, he used to have a groupies, who were obsessed with Eisuke. When he sees them shet talking about MC, he threatens them he will ban them if they keep on creating a scene in his hotel (and we never see them again after that).  Anyways, back to my point. These groupies only loved Eisuke for his money, power, and looks. Did they know a single thing about Eisuke? I doubt it. He only kept them around because he needed someone to numb his loneliness(numbing doesn’t solve any problem. He knew this, but regardless, he needed someone.). But beneath that cold facade, he was an absolutely lonely person. No one really loved him for he was.  He was craving for genuine love, but no one gave that to him.. He have gave up on the idea of getting that love..Until Mc came to his life. MC was the only one who was able to see through Eisuke, and realize he is lonely. She never approached him for his power or money, and he realizes that her actions and thoughts toward him are genuine.  (Seriously… read his pov if you have not, because they are the VERY reason why I LOVE Eisuke so much.) But he sometimes have wonders about what love is, since he was never used to being loved so genuinely by someone. In his season 3, he has doubts that his adoptive father actually loved him. Everyone around him only saw him as a man ‘capable’ of handling business. However, when he confronts Akira about it, he says that he wanted Eisuke to understand family love. He also claims how he is happy that Eisuke has finally found someone who can love him unconditionally (referring to MC).  Then throughout multiple s3 substories (such as his bday story, under his protection, etc ...), you can see how the definition of ‘love’ changed for him. At first, he thought it was unnecessary thing (meaningless to say aloud). However as him and mc gets close in relationship, he notices expressing love for someone you love is important (hint s5).  We also see that he is emotionally unstable. Mc is his big emotion supporter. You can see his emotion breaking through BIG TIME when MC gets in life or death danger (refer to my Desperate moment post if you haven’t already).

I want to also bring this to light: Eisuke has so many enemies. I don’t know what stuff he really did, but I can say some are just falsely created by some influential being.  If you ever played Eisuke’s s2, do you remember how Shuichi and Hikaru approached Eisuke? Hikaru was assigned to assassinate Eisuke, believing that he was the one who killed his parents. Same goes for Shuichi. He at first believed that Eisuke was behind everything that happened to his family. However, after s2, they somehow realize that that is not the case. Some mastermind was controlling them to get rid of Eisuke. This still reminds mystery. I really hope they cover this in his s6 or s6.5.

A lot of thing that I mentioned for Eisuke, I have already mentioned through my screenshot posts, or other bloggers have said it already. It might sound repetitive, but I cannot enforce enough, how much mc means to Eisuke. She is basically his life, one existence that will drive him insane if MC is in trouble in any way (but then again, Eisuke is so extra sometimes LOL). He will literally do ANYTHING to make happy. Mc isn’t a selfish person, so this won’t EVER happen but, in theory ( I DID SAY IN THEORY, SO DON’T FREAK OUT), if she ever wanted someone to disappear because they have hurted her ever since she was little, Eisuke will not hesitate to make that come true (actually he will do it before she even mentions it). He believes that anyone who makes mc sad should not exist (at least not close to them). I mean… he even says this to his own son LOL.  He will not hesitate to keep mc in his penthouse all day if he feels like she is in danger. Only reason why he doesn’t do this much anymore is because he knows how much mc doesn’t like that . This is where yandere eisuke came from because of how he is sometimes abnormally OBSESSED with MC. I mean...installing security cameras all around his hotel JUST for MC’s safety (and to check on her ...for his benefit).  This just proves how all sense of his ‘logic’ flies out of window when it comes to MC. He perhaps might not know the ‘normal’ way to express his love, but he tries his best to show MC that he loves her. And mc knows this.

Any ways… I am gonna end my Eisuke post here… if I continue I will end up fawning more over him.  SORRY I WAS SUPPOSED TO ANALYZE. I ENDED UP FAWNING

Baba Mitsunari

Essential Question: Why is he known as ‘playboy’?

There are many theories that this man has depression, which I honestly can see why. He is the nicest bidder in everyone’s route. He usually says hi to MC first when she comes in the penthouse, and cheers her up when she is seriously feeling down.  He is quick to lend a hand when any of bidders are in trouble.  His man has a tragedy… of not being able to truly love anyone, because he is scared that his ‘thief’ title will hurt the one he loves. He also wants to be loved like Eisuke and Ota, and give love, but he is SCARED.  Unlike Eisuke or Ota though, Baba has tendency to deprecating himself.  He once genuinely fell in love with this girl named Cynthia. However, he decides to leave her because he was scared that he would hurt her because of his career as a thief.

I have said it once, but I honestly think Baba is underestimated as a character. If I look at him closely enough, he probably is saddest character in KBTBB. Sad i mean…only one who probably realizes that he is sad. Other bidders are too prideful or disinterested in emotional feelings before mc comes in. Baba is probably the only character who is fully aware of what he is feeling even before mc coming into his life.  I do not know much about Baba, but I can tell this much from observing him in Eisuke’s route. He only became known as ‘playboy’ because he knew he wasn’t able to stick to one woman without hurting them.  Instead, he tries to numb his depression by having a lot of women around him, which obviously doesnt work.

Mamoru Kishi

Essential Question: Why is he so darn lazy?

You might not believe it but he used to be very passionate about his career. He had a investigation partner named Minami. However, one day, for some mysterious reason he died. Mamoru has made several attempts and proposals to solve the mystery of his death, but interpol has rejected his idea every time he proposed it. They all thought it was unnecessary to reveal that case was closed (in his route, we figure out Aida was behind all this).  From that point on, he realizes how crooked and ‘good for nothing’ his job is, and he loses all motivation to work hard.  I have never played his route so I cannot say much about him. But he is very skilled detective/policeman. He may not seem like it, but the way he gets Eisuke all those confidential information about interloper… i mean, I don’t think normal policeman can do that! In Eisuke’s season 5, Eisuke worries about Mamoru’s job in danger if he went such length to help him. But he assures him that it is fine since he is known as ‘slacker’ and so no one cares about him. He would go full length to uncover the truth once he sets his eyes on something.

Soryu Oh

Essential Question: Why is he allergic to women?

I mean… mainly because of his mafia title. Just like baba, he doesn’t think he deserves ordinary happiness nor could ever get one because of his career. Most times, his job is life or death matter.  He has strong sense of what is ethical and what is not. He would hate to put anyone in danger because of him. Beneath that cold exterior, he is probably most normal person amongst the bidder. He is also the one who is (personality wise) close to describing mc. When he meets mc, and sees her devotion to stick something that she set her mind on, he falls for her.

I also think one main reason why he hated women is because how they were ‘used’ to secure his life. In one of Eisuke’s substory, Soryu mentions that he lost his virgin because it was ‘life or death’ matter. Although it is clearly not addressed, there might be some unspoken reason why he used not like women.

FYI... I typed this out on word doc first... it turned out to be 5 pages...

#eisuke ichinomiya #soryu oh #kbtbb #kissed by the baddest bidder #baba mitsunari #ota kisaki #mamoru kishi #hikaru aihara #shuichi hishikura

[awkward-whiteboy]

ANON ASK question

Sorry, Tumblr Mobile fucked up and posted it when I meant to save as draft

1: Name David 2: Age 19 3: 3 Fears dark, heights, someone staying in my life 4: 3 things I love Pugs Pandas Memes 5: 4 turns on Dimples, manors Eyes Booty 6: 4 turns off rudeness Controlling overlyobsessed egotistic 7: My best friend @rinkatai @aesthetichalestorm @bookerdewiit @pokemoncardinal and many more 8: Sexual orientation Male 9: My best first date Meeting her at wendys during her shift 10: How tall am I 6″2 11: What do I miss Being happy 12: What time were I born 4pm or 2am 13: Favorite color black 14: Do I have a crush Yes.. On someone I cant have 15: Favorite quote “I’m David and I’m a fucking piece of trash” - @awkward-whiteboy 16: Favorite place my mind. It’s dark, but I feel at home 17: Favorite food Potatoes breadsticks and chicken noodle soup 18: Do I use sarcasm Nope 19: What am I listening to right now People complain about  their exam grade 20: First thing I notice in new person Eyes 21: Shoe size 11.5 22: Eye color Hazel 23: Hair color Blackish brown 24: Favorite style of clothing Whatever I wear 25: Ever done a prank call? Nope 27: Meaning behind my URL I’m awkard white and a trash boy 28: Favorite movie Cure for Wellness 29: Favorite song Too many 30: Favorite band Too Many 31: How I feel right now Depress 32: Someone I love I rather not say publically, message me 1 on 1 33: My current relationship status ^^^ 34: My relationship with my parents Okay 35: Favorite holiday Leif Erkison 36: Tattoos and piercing i have None... YET 37: Tattoos and piercing i want? I got a guitar quote thingy I am saving to get 38: The reason I joined Tumblr Because I like pissing people off, and when I joined, straight, white, males were the most hated people on tumblr. 39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? .... This is too dark to write about, plus someone is reading over my shoulder as I write this. (MESSAGE 1ON1 FOR MORE) 40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? Nope, dont remember really ever getting any 41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? Nope, wish I could 42: When did I last hold hands? Don’t remember 43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? either 4 mins or 30 minutes 44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? guys shave their legs? 45: Where am I right now? Michigan State University 46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? No one probably 47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? Loud 48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? Both, when im not at college 49: Am I excited for anything? Nope 50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? Sort of. I don’t share everything 51: How often do I wear a fake smile? All the damn time 52: When was the last time I hugged someone? Don’t remember 53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? Happened before... just cry... again 54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? ALOT OF PEOPLE 55: What is something I disliked about today? I have my hellhole class 56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Living: Nikki Sixx Dead: Carl Sagen 57: What do I think about most? why people hate me 58: What’s my strangest talent? eating an ungodly amount of sour candy, and chugging lemon  juice really fast 59: Do I have any strange phobias? not really 60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? behind. I’m ugly 61: What was the last lie I told? I’m okay 62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? video chat, which ends up being no camera 63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? I take a class about this stuff. So I know way too much about this stuff 64: Do I believe in magic? ^^^ 65: Do I believe in luck? ^^^ 66: What’s the weather like right now? cold, and warm #puremichigan 67: What was the last book I’ve read? College textbook. (I really love it) 68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? I think?  69: Do I have any nicknames? CHEF GODDAMNIT DAVID 70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? broken toe, 71: Do I spend money or save it? both 72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? nope 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? a girls jacket 74: Favorite animal? panda pug 75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? crying and studying 76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? ALLEN.................. 77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? High Hopes 78: How can you win my heart? Be nice and show me pictures of pugs and have sour candy 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? “Goddamnit David” 80: What is my favorite word? FUCK and other words 81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr I don’t really have favorites, I love all the people I reblog from and those that do the same to me :) 82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? Don’t listen to me 83: Do I have any relatives in jail? Probably 84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? Invisibility and mind reading 85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? Who I love 86: What is my current desktop picture? a graveyard where a tombstone says “Here lies Davids hopes and dreams” 87: Had sex? Yee 88: Bought condoms? Yee 89: Gotten pregnant? NO 90: Failed a class? Currently I am xD 91: Kissed a boy? Nope 92: Kissed a girl? Yep, 6 93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? Yes.. Bad memories of them 94: Had job? Legally.. No 95: Left the house without my wallet? Yep, just did yesterday 96: Bullied someone on the internet? Never bullied, furthest I went was being a bitch to a kid on an online game. kid said if his father hears one more swear word he is grounded, I said “Well you’re father sounds like a lil bitch” 97: Had sex in public? I plead the 5th 98: Played on a sports team? A long time ago 99: Smoked weed? Yes 100: Did drugs? 5th again 101: Smoked cigarettes?^^ 102: Drank alcohol? Yes, a long time ago 103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? Nope 104: Been overweight? Nope 105: Been underweight? EVERY DAMN DAY 106: Been to a wedding? Yes, at least 5 107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Yes 108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? Nope 109: Been outside my home country? Nope 110: Gotten my heart broken? way too many times. Do i have a heart stil? 111: Been to a professional sports game? Yep, a few 112: Broken a bone? Yes, pinky toe 113: Cut myself? I don’t know..

114: Been to prom? TOO MANY BAD MEMORIES.....

115: Been in airplane? Yes 116: Fly by helicopter? FTTTFTTTTTTTTTTT yes! 117: What concerts have I been to? Motley Crue 2x, Alice cooper 3x, Deep Purple, Edgar Winter Band, Iron Maiden, FFDP, Valraven, Wayland, StoneSour, Alter Bridge, and Skillet. Might go see Judas Priest in winter 118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? Nope 119: Learned another language? German, and a little Russian 120: Wore make up? Yes 121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH yes 122: Had oral sex? Yes 123: Dyed my hair? Yep, I suck at it 124: Voted in a presidential election? Sadly 125: Rode in an ambulance? Nope 126: Had a surgery? Nope 127: Met someone famous? A few people 128: Stalked someone on a social network? Yes, for their protection. 129: Peed outside? Yea 130: Been fishing? Yep, I like it for the quiet 131: Helped with charity? Yes, Red cross and food banks 132: Been rejected by a crush? :’( Atleast 5 times 133: Broken a mirror? Nope 134: What do I want for birthday? someone who will understand me and not judge

Ask me stuff :3 (ask as anon though)

#anon #questions #asks #anon questions #me #bored #please #sorry #I fucked up #socially awkward

[stephicness]

Ssoooo~.... I saw some Adam and Eve pics you reblogged.... What would be the chances of throwing down some A&E x Reader HC based on those? *Tries to slide back into abyss* (Those are really amazing though. I haven't played the game but I like the series as a whole. Caim is my man. Then Kaine. 💕)

Ah hah~ You got me in an awkward predicament, for I have yet to play Nier: Automata yet myself! And… Awkward to say, the only real insight to the Nier universe that I’ve gotten was through Drakkengard 3 and Zero’s story in that (is this even apart of the same universe? Great game though. I really enjoyed it!). I anticipate on getting the game some time soon, but for some reason that game is really tricky to find here where I live? Eventually, when I finally get a stable job and income, that game’s going on the list for me to get!BUT! That won’t stop me from doing my research and attempting to write something for you. >:O You can probably tell me how far off I am from these sorts of things, but hey. I’m gonna do my best with a AU where, you know, these two aren’t in a post-apocalyptic world where androids are taking over and humanity is barely surviving as it is!

Robot Love ² – Adam & Eve x S/O Headcanons

So Adam and Eve, huh? There’s usually this rule about dating twins, you usually thought to yourself. Well, you thought there was a rule. But you didn’t know if it was the ‘You don’t’ version of the rule or the ‘You date both of them’ of it.

Regardless of said rule, however, it wasn’t really your choice when you noticed that the tall silver-haired man started taking a liking to you. Or when he decided to introduce you to his brother as well, whom also seemed to be taking a liking to you.

You didn’t necessarily mind, though you were a bit curious to why the twins had even so much taken an interest in you, but Adam thought it was the perfect chance to use you as a means to observe human emotion, and see what kind of emotional range and thought they truly had.

Eve… Well, he just thought you were nice looking, and if Adam was okay with you, then he supposed you were okay too.

It was rare that you got to really spend time with one of them alone, but there were chances where you did. You just had to make sure Eve understood that you and Adam wanted to be alone, or that you were doing Adam a favor in taking Eve elsewhere so he can analyze his data.

Typically, Adam would ask if you would offer him some valuable information about human interaction and why exactly they’re so ignorant of the horrors of the world. Which… Wasn’t exactly a romantic way to put it, that’s why he was so interested in learning, you thought.

Adam had a bit more of a cynical view on the world, thinking that it was all just done out of sheer greed and a desire for conflict. But being able to talk to you more one-on-one seemed to change his perspective a little bit more. 

Of course, he still thinks that most humans are just beings of conflict and destruction, but you’re an exception to him. He may push your buttons sometimes on purpose, but you usually know when he does since, despite being clever, he’s a bit of a bad actor. (Why lie, after all?)

During the beginning of your relationship, you were mostly spending time with Adam as he curiously pressed you with questions and scenario exercises that challenged your mental processes and reaction to particular simulations, but scenarios turned more and more intimate until it felt a bit more like a relationship. 

The two of you even kissed a few times, which was surprising for Adam, but he was quite pleased in being able to experience a human interaction that was deemed as ‘important’ by humanity’s standards. Even more so, he was pleased to know that he was the first one to kiss you as well.

He considers it extremely valuable to his research and learning to master the art of ‘being human,’ so he often likes bringing it up, which usually results in more kisses because it’s oddly charming to hear him talk about his research and what he learns.

Of course, as time passed, and Adam wished to see what it was like to experience the more public displays of affection, Eve grew a bit more jealous. Most of Adam’s time was spent focused around you, and so he wished for more attention as well.

So the closer you became with Adam, the more Eve liked to butt in, asking if he can help Adam, or play with the two of you, or things like that. Adam would scold Eve for now allowing him to conduct his work, but the sad look on Eve’s face just made you feel guilty about it all.

So on days where Adam decided to do his own solo investigation (and terrorizing of the world), you would usually be there to make sure Eve was taken care of.

Adam called it ‘babysitting,’ assuming that was the proper terminology to use in the matter, but that just plain sounded weird to you.

Eve would usually spend the day lazing about, unsure of what to do since you didn’t really know what kind of games Eve enjoyed playing. And Eve seemed a little put off by the notion that you weren’t Adam, for one thing, but also he didn’t know if it was okay to ask you to play with him.

Adam was strict about the routine of reading, making sure he finished his fruit, and then finally being able to do more entertaining things, so Eve thought that was the routine with you too.

But when you asked him if he wanted to spend time together, Eve was immediate to perk up, glad to spend time with you. You would go on walks, play a game of hide and seek with Eve being ridiculously good at locating you (bet it was that android sensory of his), or just spend the day cuddling with each other as you showed him videos of a strange specimen known as a ‘cat.’

Needless to say, Adam was curious to hear Eve suggest that they try finding this ‘cat’ creature. You know, for ‘research.’

But with Adam taking the chance to use his freetime to continue his learning, you and Eve got the chance to develop your bond with one another. And needless to say, it was alot more fun.

Adam was usually more intense, but Eve was a bit more willing to let curiosity be left as that: curiosity. He’d ask you alot of questions, which you were glad to answer, but at least it wasn’t the intense existential things like why human kind was the way it was.

Instead, it was more pleasant things. At least, until Eve asked why you always would press your lips against Adam. Were you trying to eat him? You had to clutch your chest because that was really pure and honest. Androids learning about human love.

You had told him it was a kiss, and that humans kiss each other whenever they wanted to show affection to someone they cared about. It could be cute kisses, passionate kisses, but nevertheless, kisses showed alot of emotions.

So almost on impulse and instinct, Eve asked for a kiss to see what it was like. With how eager he looked, you couldn’t quite tell him no. So you pressed a small kiss to his forehead and watched as his face light up. Looks like he really liked the gesture.

So he asked you for more kisses. And even more, one time where it got a bit too eager and heated and Adam walked in on the two of you in the heat of the moment. Eve was happy to tell Adam that he learned how to kiss, while you covered your face in embarrassment.

And then Adam decided to move over and sit next to the two of you with Eve still on top of you, his eyes watching eagerly as he gestured his hand out. “By all means, please continue.”

You rolled over onto your side and curled up in embarrassment while Eve laid his head on top of you and began to tell Adam about how his date was with you. These two really were something…

#asks #vatsunara #stephic writings #headcanons #nier #nier: automata #adam #eve #adam and eve #significant others #this was really fun to write actually #i gotta play the game for sure to learn more about these two #hopefully you enjoy it though #c:

[scarlettwinchester23]

Tagging game

Hiii, so I was tagged by my favourite person @the-heat-of-the-moment-gabe ❤❤❤ Thank you so much! I hope I do this right 🤞😁

Nickname: Tree 🌳 (Yeah I don’t even know where it came from and I don’t know why it stuck but apparently my name sounds like tree)

Gender: Female (that’s the only answer I know I can’t get wrong 😂)

Star Sign: Aries (by one day but I am sooo not a Taurus😁)

Height: 5ft 6’ I think, it kinda depends on the day 😂

Time: umm as in space-time? Space. The final frontier, these are the voyages of the starship Enterprise. Her mission: to explore strange, new world’s, to seek out new civilizations, to boldy go where no-one has gone before… (Sorry..i have no excuse) it is 12:30 when I started this but I’m sure it will take me ages 😁

Birthday: April 19th ❤

Favourite Bands: oh wow there are alot! I go through phases, um Louden Swain (obviously) The Script, twenty one pilots, Paramore, Train, Led zeppelin, Mcfly, Scouting for girls, Fun., Journey, Foreigner, anything that has been played on supernatural, matchbox Twenty, I should probably stop here but you get the idea 😁😁

Favourite Solo Artists: Seriously? Oh dear, well you asked for it, here it goes: Jensen Ackles (I don’t care that he doesn’t actually have an album, because his voice is just too good to not write down), Olly Murs, Ed Sheeran, Gil McKinney, Jason Mann’s (again basically anyone who has sung at a convention😁) Elvis, Michael Bublé, P!nk, and a lot more that I have forgotten👍😁

Song Stuck in my Head: Just give me a reason by P!nk and Nate Ruess ooo and since reading @the-heat-of-the-moment-gabe answers “All star” by Smash Mouth! It’s just such a great tune!

Last Movie I watched: I researched Jurassic World for the 5th time yesterday (It’s soo cool and I’m a little bit in love with Chris Pratt❤)

Last Show I watched: Law and Order SVU, they are doing a summer marathon of it on tv (I blame my parents for putting on because now I’m slightly obsessed😕)

When did i create my blog: I have no clue, not long ago, probably someone this year, I still don’t know what to do 😁

What do I post? Post or reblog?: Reblog, as I said I don’t know what to do, maybe one day I shall figure it out. Until then I shall happily reblog the posts of the very talented people of tumblr😁

Last thing I Googled: Probably “what to do if you don’t get into university” Results are in 4 days and I am panicking!

Any other blogs?: Nope, not yet. Maybe if I figure out how to tumblr😂

Do you get asks?: No, I have never got one, but I only reblog so I’m not sure what anyone would ask. But if anyone wants to feel free, I shall answer probably in fandom quotes 😁

The Story behind my Username: Is not very interesting, Scarlett is my middle name and who doesn’t want to be a Winchester?! oh and 23 is my lucky number.

Following: 52 I think 😁❤

Followers: 9!! I know its not many but honestly I have no idea how I got that many, so THANK YOU VERY MUCH WONDERFUL PEOPLE!!!

Favourite Colour: Red, like a really rich red (like Scarlet! ) also Blue, basically Captain America colours

Average Hours of Sleep: Not as many as I would like! about 7 or 8, mainly because I stay up until 2am then sleep in really late

Lucky Number: 23

Instruments: Piano (but not very well), does recorder count?

What I’m wearing right now: Ooo naughty! just jeans and a tshirt that says “all you need is love” ❤

How many blankets do I sleep with?: These questions are slightly concerning! ummm just one massive red one which is wonderful  😊

Dream Job: I don’t have one… is that weird? I’m studying Astro-physics but I really just want to help people so I don’t know. *has another crisis about the future*

Dream Trip: oooooh it’s a tie between a Supernatural convention in America (literally any of them) and somewhere like Tenerife where you can see the Milkyway on a clear night 😁

Favourite Food: Chocolate!!! Pizza, Pasta, Salmon and of course PANCAKES!😁😁😁

Nationality: British, I’m embarrassingly British, I am drinking Tea as I type!

Favourite Song Right Now: “Calling all Angels” by Train literally listened to it on repeat all through exams and it helped a lot. it reminds me of Supernatural

(sorry if all the lines are messed up, I did half on mobile and now its all confused ooops!)

Wow, that took a while hehe anyway, thank you to anyone who reads this, you’re awesome! I shall tag @glaand @gregqoyle @sis-tafics @tinkdw @imjusthereforsupernatural   These people are all awesome with actual big blogs so I really don’t mind if no one else does this but thank you all for being so awesome! x

[majingojira]

thedarkknight-35

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Question, why is Alex Wilder death and villainy...

@hellyeahteensuperheroes @markiplier @nerdyblackfangirl @charactersofcolour @blackgirlnerds TBH: When Runaways came out out alot of white guys was complaining about being politically correct and why does it have to be a black guy..those same assholes have loved the series after Alex death because they didn’t want a blasck guy ruin their story..It’s the same vile shit that flooded The Force Awakens. Saying that “yeah this is problematic, but it has to happen” is a shitty and racist response. you might as well say “Fuck your feelings”

That really sucks, and I did not intend to bring up those feelings.

I read the series when it was first collected. While Alex wasn’t my favorite Runaway (Molly was at first, but Nico is currently), he was still part of the team and I liked him.  Then the revelation happened, and I wavered on him.  I basically had the opposite reaction, but over time I came to enjoy his reveal. 

But that’s me, and I am in no way average in that respect.

Look, I’m a straight white guy.  There are things I am going to do that are going to be racist, sexist, or other -ist I can’t even think of.  And I don’t give myself a pass on being ableist either even though I have a few mental disabilities.  So I try to listen whenever someone calls me on those things. Hell, I once forgot that “chink” was an ethnic slur, and was somewhat thick about it.  I know I can be wrong, and I know I can be stubborn, but I do try and listen.   But there’s not much being presented here to listen to.

I’m a skeptic, so I need evidence, but I’m also an English major. So I know story construction at least enough to graduate. 

This narrative concept (Adulthood/maturity leading to moral compromise and evil) isn’t playing favorites in the story, I can’t see the treatment of Alex in the story as racist alone. Chase may have survived his brush with adulthood, but it was still shown as an awful thing.  Hell, it’s why he and Gert broke up, and I’m generally more “to live is to suffer” sort of reader. 

Also, Alex’s race doesn’t play into the nature of his arc of his death. If it does play into stereotypes that I am unaware of, do illustrate them with examples.  I’ve heard it claimed that he is an example of the “Evil Ambitious Black Man” but the examples have not been forthcoming. 

Furthermore, this is literary analysis.  And as a proponent of the whole “Death of the Author” concept, I believe that all we really have when analyzing fictions is our opinions of it, and why we have them.

So far, the “Alex’s death was Racist” read has only produced a declaration, and what evidence it has brought up to support it, I have have found unconvincing. And that’s okay.

I’m reminded of a quote from SF debris:

So nothing makes my claws want to come out [than] the presumption that my opinion backed up by ten to twenty minutes of reasoning is somehow less valid than your “I like it, so you are wrong and a bad person.”  The whole point of calling it 'opinionated’ is to recognize that I am not objectively right any more than anybody else out there is, I just make a case for it.  And as I said in my previous review: intellectual inbreeding is dangerous.  So by all means, present a counter argument. Just understand, “it’s not for you” is not a counter-argument.  That’s a carefully worded “fuck you.”

It’s roughly applicable here as well, I feel.  When you have a read and someone doesn’t agree, make a case for it. If they still disagree after, that’s fine.  The very most you should aim for is getting people to understand why you read a story a certain way. 

But you haven’t even tried.  Your one to two paragraph responses are more declarative statements than reasoning and evidence. 

Thankfully, I already understand why you and others read the death of Alex Wilder as Racist.  Or at least, I think I do.

BUT

Altering Alex’s death runs counter to a major thematic element within Runaways.

As I’ve said repeatedly, I’m totally cool with redeeming him after.

But not with negating.

IF you can keep the theme, then I’d be on board.  But so far, no one has attempted it. 

But since you blocked me, there’s another quote from SF Debris that comes to mind.

As always, everyone is entitled to their own opinion.  If you like this [Star Trek: The Motion Picture], then I’m happy for you, and I mean that sincerely.  If this film brings you joy, good for you.  This is fine … Right up until the point someone decides ‘it’s not enough that I like it,  everyone who doesn’t is WRONG!'  Now you’re just being an asshole.  If you think there’s a message or something in the film other people might be missing, okay.   If you think the film is under appreciated, okay.  If you think any of these facts makes you more intelligent, more sophisticated, or in any way better: why don’t you inflict your personality on someone else.

Though in this case it’s the inverse.  (though lord knows I’ve been guilty of this in the past)

That I dare ask for evidence is a sin in some people’s eyes, but I don’t take declarative statements at face value if I cannot root out the evidence that spurred it on.  I’d rather learn than blindly accept.

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Taehyung x Reader fanfic.

Chapter 1

Sometimes even smiling was hard when you knew he wasn't by your side to bring you confort and hug you everyday, you were both hurt and decided to take different ways in life since being together will only complicate the relationship. You cried yourself to sleep almost every single day thinking about him, how he no longer was comming back and it was all your fault.

Everyday that you would feel down he was there to hug and comfort you, he hugged you and carressed your hair until you slept, you would eat your favorite take out food meanwhile you both sat lazily in the couch of your small apartment fitting only for one. You could say he lived there pretty much of the time, with you having constant panic attacks he always was there to help you.

Your friendship lasted almost twenty years, you both met in kindergarden and played alot since your parents were close and set up play-dates constantly to use it as an excuse for them to hang out. You remember that day in high school when he came to you and asked you to be his prom date. He didn't expect you to say yes but since you were starting to develop a crush on him, you accepted. That memory is still fresh in your mind as if it happened the day before, you always dream about it and how blind you were back then not noticing the boy's feelings.

Now you were standing in the door of your apartment like every day, hoping it was all a bad dream and the vibrant young adult would come out saying hello, that simple word is special somehow, that is a signal from the universe to know it would be a good day, it sent butterflies in your stomach and as much as you tried to deny your feelings you couldn't, you were in love with him, you loved Kim Taehyung.

You hesitantly opened your door insecure about it, he would either be there smiling or just the pure silence invading your apartment would greet you. You fidgeted through your purse trying to find your keys, but you forgot them at work and it was too late to go back and get them, you had to think about another option to get inside, it was freezing cold in the hallway and the flirty neighbor had just arrived to his house and you weren't in the mood to treat with his attitude, not even see him again.

You somehow blamed him for what happened with Taehyung, the memory is still fuzzy in your mind but you only remembered being in a bed and Taehyung dragging you away harshly by your arm. He was there, smirking at the scene, you still couldn't connect the pieces but you were sure he was the main reason to why you both broke up.

You tried looking under the rug that was infront of your doorstep but it wasn't there, you remembered the day you gave Taehyung the key to your apartment since he always liked to surprise you after a tiring day of work with movies and food. He knew you so well.

You recieved a message from your co-worker Namjoon saying you had forgotten your house keys and that he was driving there to give them to you, he was one of the people that helped you during your depressive stage after the break up. He helped you get back up on your feet by offering you a job after you got fired from your old one for not going to work for almost a whole week, and didn't even bother to tell your boss, smart move (y/n), smart move.

After a few minutes the silver haired appeared in your driveway and parked his car in the entrace. He got out and started walking towards the stairs so he could go up to the fifth floor, he stood in the other side of the hallway remembering what direction your apartment was in, when he spotted you he walked towards you with the shiny metals in his hands, he shook them in your eyes while saying "You forgot these, you are forgetting everything I don't doubt that you will later forget yourself at work".

You smiled at him, he really knew how to make you smile in the saddest times "You are still sad about you know who?" he asked, you shrugged and just sighed "Most of the time, I feel like I'm starting to move on but then he comes back to haunt my mind". He looked at you deeply, he understood what happened to you because it happened to him a long time ago and the topic seems pretty normal to him. "For it to have happened about five months ago you are doing good".

He is one of those people who won't be dragged down because of small simple things in life that don't matter. He would always keep his head up and face all his problems whether he has people to rely on or he is alone. He is always there for me to comfort me just like Taehyung did, no matter how many things he tried to do that Taehyung used to, he can't replace the empty and lonely feeling in your heart.

"I have to go, if I don't arrive before 9pm Jin, Yoongi and Hoseok will leave me outside, again." He said with a small laugh you both said goodbyes and he left to his house he shared with his three best friends.

Your job consisted of producing music and making beats for catchy songs that would probably sell out in other places of the world or even in their own country. You got payed well and that was a good thing because it helped you to raise yourself and eat well, you sometimes work over-time but it was worth it, you loved your job.

Once you held the keys in your hands, your shaking hand placed them inside the key hole and you turned it around, hearing the clack sound told you that your door was open, you just needed to push it open. With a deep sigh you pushed the door revealing no Taehyung, like always.

The sad emotions were comming back to you again, consuming you, making your heart feel small and weak because of the silence. Before stepping in a hand touched your shoulder snapping you out of your thoughts. When you turned you saw the neighbor you hated the most, Park Jimin.

"Yes?" you asked annoyed, you couldn't stand him because he akways brought girls with him, every single day after getting himself drunk.

"This is yours, I think. The mailman brought it early in the afternoon when you were working" he handed a letter to you, you examinated it before taking it from the boy's hands. "Thanks" you said looking at the letter with curiosity, you stared at it so long that you didn't notice he left a while ago.

"Nobody sends letters these days" you whispered under your breath meanwhile you walked forward into the room, closing the door behind you, you couldn't find out who sent it as there was no name, weird.

You sat in the couch leaving your bag next to you, you hesitated before opening the letter, you had one name in your mind but you doubted that person sent it to you, he hates you now.

Once your fingers touched the paper you flinched and felt a chill go down your spine, you shrugged it off and took the note out unfolding it. You gasped when you saw the name and felt tears forming in your eyes, it was true, it was him. You started to read it out loud as if you wanted to brag it to someone.

"Dear (y/n)

I have never considered myself a person that writes down their feelings in a piece of paper hoping that would help them release their anger or stress. For me it was just a simple gesture that someone decided to bring back from the old times and no longer use technology as a way to communicate these days. To be honest, this is harder than i thought. This is my fifth attempt in trying to write a letter to you apologizing about my actions towards you on that night. You were drunk, and I knew it I was the one who gave you the idea to drink until you were unconscious. After a while you were no longer there, but dancing with a guy, after that I never saw you again and was worrried that he had done something to you. So that's when I followed you because I recognized the sloppy way you walk when drunk, I saw you going inside your apartment and after that I lost you, I looked all over your apartment and you weren't there, then I heard your laugh in another apartment... I went in and there you were, naked in another guy's bed, making out with him like if I didn't exist and was never your boyfriend. That is what hurt me. You forgot about me so easily, I got angry so I put you my shirt and dragged you to your apartment that's when I lost it. You had a hickey below your ear, he had marked you and made you his, I am really sorry for not being there in time and stopping this, it's my fault because I didn't stop you and help you like I promised when we started going out. I really miss you (y/n) I feel lonely without you here, without your laughter cheering me up every day, without your beautiful smile that you say it's horrible but i love it, your eyes that are always glowing with happiness. I miss every part of you and can't stand being away from you, I know that by now you have probably moved on from me and became a wealthy person with a good job and a boyfriend, I won't come visit you and won't make you reply to this letter, I just wanted to let you know that I am truly sorry about everything that I did and if I could bring back the time I would, because I still love you.

I'm sorry, From: Kim Taehyung"

You didn't notice you were crying until you saw the paper starting to get wet because of your tears, every word penetrated through your heart making you feel weak again and in need for him. You needed him in order to be happy.

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Why hello, its ya b o i, or the author of this new fanfic (lmao) and if you are reading this thank you for taking the time to read this! I will really appreciate if you like this post or reblog it, thank you again, goodbye!😚

[stephicness]

I work so hard on my gifs and edits but barely get any notes. It's so discouraging. How do you make so pretty gifs? When I feel great about mine - I get nothing. :(

Dear anon, as corny as it is for me to say – and perhaps the most unhelpful thing as well – the best way to not get discouraged about notes is to ultimately not worry how many notes your post gets. Because in the end, it’s a creation that you enjoy first of all. Sharing it with others is just a benefit in the long run. Making a pretty gif set, in my opinion, is super subjective. Some people might think that one gif set is the prettiest thing in the world, while another might go ‘Hm… I’m not diggin’ it.’ And that’s okay! Art, beauty, it’s all unique to the person who browses and looks at gif sets in general. c:

It sounds super lame of me to say, but so long as you’re happy with what you made, does it really matter if your set gets alot of notes? I mean, my favorite edit of all time that I did is a nobody compared to my usual gif sets. But it’s a special edit that sticks close in my heart that I love. I think that’s rewarding to have finished it and know that ‘Hey. I made this! I’m happy about it! C:’ The idea of other people liking it too makes you feel nice, but they don’t need to be your only source of validation. 

But, besides the pep talk, I can give you a few tips on how you might be able to get your edits out there a bit more? Not necessarily will this get you notes all the time every time, but there’s all sorts of ways you can at least spread them about and share them for people to look at them! Here’s a small list of tips:

1) TAG ALL THE THINGS!

This. This. THIS. Tagging is by far one of the most important things you can do to get your posts out there more! Tag your posts by the game title, the things it’s often abbreviated as, the characters in your edits, their nicknames – tags, tags, tags! Tags for days! Honestly, tagging things is so important! Because when you tag things, it’s a much higher chance that someone else will be able to find what you made when browsing through tumblr. They might be searching for a specific tag, a specific character, a specific ship, and so your post will most likely appear if you tag it the appropriate things! 

Even more is that sometimes, people also can subscribe to certain tags to have instant access to their search or even have newer and popular posts in that tag appear on their dashboard! I personally have the ‘Ravus Nox Fleuret’ tag and a few others I follow specifically, so I always get to see what’s new for my favorite man and my ships. So by tagging your edits and posts, you’ll be able to have a farther reach with your edits for people to find!

This comes with a warning though, however: there is nothing more annoying than finding a misplaced post amongst the tags. Like, how weird would it be for you if you were browsing through the ‘Ignis Scientia’  tag and suddenly there’s a post talking about how much someone really loves the Texas Chainsaw Massacre? Like, no relevance at all on the outside or inside. It’s just there? It’s strange and odd, and honestly, it appears more disorganized than anything. So be careful on how you tag your things!

If push comes to shove, just remember to tag it with these: personal tags (my edits, personal comments, etc), the fandom name and abbreviations, the character names (full and/or short, it’s up to you), and perhaps a tag for the reference you made in your gifset.

I also recommend having an internal tagging system on your blog too, if you don’t have one already in place. Tagging systems are important for blog navigation, especially for incoming followers! That way, they can come browse through your other edits, posts you have in regards to fandoms, characters, and topics they like, and more! A tag system is really important to have for the sake of organizing everything for you and your followers!

2) Finding the Right Fanbase

It’s probably a self-explanatory thing, but more popular fandoms and more popular characters will most likely get more notes than less popular ones. If you’re seeking notes, then you might find yourself perhaps wanting to use a more popular subject for your gif sets. After all, Noctis will probably always get more notes than Dave if you try to pit them against each other. 

But will he get more popular than Ardyn? Well, it’s subjective too. You can make an edit of a popular character from a popular fandom, and it’ll definitely get more notes. But that’s because you’re appealing to different fanbase as a whole. Noctis is well-liked, for example, among most of the Final Fantasy XV fandom, so he’s generally going to get more attention of it all. Meanwhile, if you take another character like Ardyn, for example, you might not have everyone who liked Noctis liking Ardyn and all. But with a change of character comes a change of fanbase too! There’s quite a few Ardyn fans who would love seeing a new edit of the hobo chancellor, so keeping in mind what fanbase you want to appeal to is super important when you want to share your edits with them (again, TAG YOUR STUFF TO PASS IT AROUND). 

Fanbases are always changing and different, but knowing which fanbase you want to share your edits with will play a big role on the exposure your edit may or may not get!

3) Aesthetic Appeal

As I said before, beauty is really really subjective, but there are a few design things to keep in mind when you want to make a more visually appealing edit. Art and design theory imperative to keep note of when making an edit. Of course, once you know the rules, it’ll be easy for you to bend the rules. But some things that I personally keep note of when making a gif set can include…

The Coloring – Make sure that there’s a reason why you picked certain colors in your edit, and why some exist next to others! Play with the idea of analogous colors being together and complimentary colors pushing against others. Take note of the highlights and shadows to play with some dramatic lightings. Decide which parts should be more saturated and others less saturated. Different colors convey different themes, ya know.

The Typography – If you have an edit with typography, keep in mind of the type of fonts you’re using! You wouldn’t use a curly font when talking about a dramatic death scene, after all. Picking the right fonts is crucial in fitting the right style you want. Sans Serif fonts that are close together give off a very tension and more modern feel, while spaced out ones give a more orderly and airy feel. Serif fonts give off a completely different feel to them too – being more romantic and poetic and more traditional over the boxy sans serif kinds of fonts. They all have a different mood they can capture, so pick your fonts wisely!

The Composition – Where you place everything is also super critical to keep in mind of! Like, did you know that placing text in the bottom right corner gives your brain a different signal than when you place it in the top left? In English reading, you typically read from top left to bottom right, so the right is often where your eye rests last (I can go an entire tangent about this, not gonna lie), so be weary on how you place the figures and the text in the things you’re making an edit of. 

The Quality – Make sure that your edits are saved in a really nice quality! Cleaner gifs give off a more professional vibe, and they’re alot nicer to look at than something super grainy and chunky. Tumblr now has a 3 MB limit on gifs, so it’s even easier to have your gifs with higher frame rates and less pixelated quality. It’s so nice! So utilize it…!

4) Emotional Appeal

Want someone to take a moment to pause and look at your edits? Appeal to them emotionally! Make a heartbreaking scene even sadder by referencing back a relevant and even more heartbreaking quote/lyric/poem. Make a funnier moment even funnier by parodying it. People want to feel things – sad things, happy things, all the things! So using color theory and quotes to help add to these feelings can really get people to stop and look for a little bit and generate some interest. Emotions are powerful, after all! So if you’re looking for people to look at your edits, intrigue them with emotion, with thoughts too.

5) Resharing

A smaller tip, but sometimes reblogging your edits at certain times of the day is a good idea too! Don’t over-share it, but reblogging your post for the night bloggers is good – because someone’s night is someone else’s day. :D Sharing it for certain groups of people on your blog is a good idea, so that way, people from around the world won’t have to browse through a bunch of posts from the time they were sleeping until now. So it couldn’t hurt to reblog your edits every now and then. To let the night and day people look, and even to get your new followers to check out the stuff you do as well!

So there’s some tips from me about how you might be able to get your gifs out there and stuff, but remember, dear anon: You are talented in your own unique way! That in itself is amazing self-validation, and it’s really important to have that! 

Keep on making edits and being great, okay? Thumbs up to you! :DD

#asks #dear anon #stephic rants #advice from steph #a long post #but i hope it helps a little bit!