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#Sounds cool sounds poetic
canisalbus · 5 months
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I had a dream with Vasco and Machete last night, I don't remember all details, but I do remember people talking about Machete being some sort of fallen angel or something. I even saw flashes of his angelic form in between, I'll have to draw those when I get back home. It was both scary and delightful.
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alexthesillybilly · 1 month
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hey hey hey i havent written in a while so here ya go B)
i daydream pretty much like.....98% of my day so yall are gettin my fav scenario <3
imagine running your hands through his fur. it's matted and dirty, but none of that matters when he's all but melting in your arms, purring and holding you in his own.
he hasn't had this contact in ages and at first when you had offered, he'd been nervous. it's not that he didn't want the closeness- it was just so unexpected, so different from what he knew.
but he'd let you anyways, and god, was he glad he did.
to feel the warmth of another person, a person who genuinely loved him, was so much more than he'd had in years. to have someone to simply hold close to him, to know it was going to be okay.
someone to look him in the eyes and tell him they loved him, to let him just be a person again.
and for a moment, he was no longer unlovable.
for a moment, he was no longer a monster.
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derpinette · 2 months
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girls being nice to me gets me higher than ecstasy ever could
#SORRY for the corny post but this is how i truly feel not waxing poetic here like literally it does#i just met the cool girl i keep talking about & IT WAS SÅ FREAKEING ÅSUM ^_^_^_^_^_^ YAY#HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY HAPPY HAPPY JOY#OK sorry for screaming But i really am very excited...#turns out she is autistic & we discussed our neuroses while eating & ugh she is just as cool as i thought she was#always tell people you think have Swag that you noticed it on them see how it worked for me#i was so scared of spilling my spaghettis but turns out that was exactly what i needed to do to be friends ^_^ YAY#we went to a lot of different libraries together & i got a small old eyeless bunny plush from the event we went to caus i felt bad for it#i even showed her my pony art & i told her about my cringe interest (that music event i like...♯RealOnesKnow )#& she thought it was COOL.& i felt like it was really genuine & she talked about reading BL LOL we discussed fujos together#we even talked about finding moids ugly#it was so awesome she was so cool & Nice To Me... i feel like i am on CUMULONIMBUS ( cloud 9 ) ^_^_^_^_^_^#talking to her in person was so much better than online OMG now i wish i really was friends with you muties IRL#i wish you a Girl Friend experience just like this to those who post about wanting them i really do#also the reason why i even like my Music Event so much is because the first time i watched it was with a bunch of women#& i had so much fun & they were so nice to me i keep returning & now that Event means so much to me & I LOVE IT sorry (NOT)#i know this sounds like tumblrina fiction i would not believe it either IDK what to say to make it sound legitimate 0_0 like it is so crazy#to me as well IDK i can barely get over it & IDK if i really want to so um well YAY ^_^ AIMU SO HEPI :DDD
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the-property-of-may · 24 days
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Not a Prompt Submission - I simply wish for you to know that the empty prompt list with Anxiety just chilling there is genuinely ominous, good job
Awww thank you :D Glad it gave an interesting feeling hahah
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stormyoceans · 8 months
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some ppl think it would be bad for last twilight to be airing at the same time as OF what do you think? i'm scared i want ppl to give them a chaaaance
I REALLY DO UNDERSTAND EVERYONE'S WORRIES ABOUT THIS TBH
after what happened with vice versa i think what we all want the most is for last twilight and jimmysea to be given a chance without the constant comparison with other series or other actors, which is definitely gonna be hard if the show airs at the same time as such a popular one like only friends
the way i see it tho, there really is no perfect time for last twilight to come out. even if it aired when there were no other BLs around, if someone doesn't want to watch it or only wants to criticize it regardless of whether it's actually good or bad, nothing is gonna stop them
i think the best thing we can do is spread as much positivity and excitement as possible, maybe promoting the show in our own small way, and then just hope that the story and jimmysea's talent are gonna be able to pull everyone in and make even the most reticent of people who don't care about them change their mind
WE'RE MANIFESTING LAST TWILIGHT ENORMOUS SUCCESS!!!!!!! WE'RE PUTTING ENOUGH POSITIVE SEXY ENERGIES OUT INTO THE WORLD THAT GMMTV WON'T HAVE A CHOICE BUT TO KEEP JIMMYSEA BOOKED AND BUSY AND TO GIVE US MORE DIVERSE SHOWS!!!!!!!!!!
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So did gautier speak spanish? Apparently not (in 1840) but he could understand it pretty well:
-although he reports an incapacity to pronounce the “jota” sound (which he says comes from the arab languages, interesting) and being frequently let down by his “dialogues for travelers” handbook, forced to rely on pantomime and his interlocutor’s intelligence; he could understand the language pretty well -> like that time he eavesdropped on two spaniards muttering to each other (he correctly thought they were speaking about him thinking he wouldn’t understand)
-while riding in the carriage he would note down phrases of interest/use. So his handwriting is frequently shaky and hard to decode. But there were some phrases he was really proud of and rewrote later in tidier handwriting. One of these was a pick up line: “quiere dar me* un beso my** hermosa señora, my alma querida.” -> “would you like to kiss me my beautiful lady, my beloved soul” (and there’s more, but the article I’m reading is from 1929, and the scholar refuses to transcribe the nsfw phrases gautier found useful enough to note in his notebook)(“i am obliged to stop citing here. Gautier was young in 1840 and curious to learn about everything.”)
*darme
**mi
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outlying-hyppocrate · 11 months
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life is meant to be romanticized. life is meant to be enjoyed. life is meant to be spent loving your friends, loving your family, loving those special people. i hope one day i'll find that special person. maybe they'll romanticize all the strangest things about me, write poems upon poems about my downturned lips and my strangely-shaped dark brown eyes, with eyebags and dark circles hidden under smudged eyeliner, tell me i look handsome when i stare off into space or fall asleep during movies or reflexively laugh at the end of each sentence. i'll regale them by saying how much i love the way the obsess over the little things, never learned how to dance properly, constantly get excited over how much they love fine french cheeses while i despise them with a passion, and we go on into the night, having conversations about pointless things like forgetting to buy conditioner, or sitting together, hands tangled in each other's hair, migraines ceasing in temples stroked by soft and gentle thumbs, or kisses stolen throughout the day that feel genuine, not like that awkward first kiss reminiscent of frenching a slab of meat. i think about the kind of love i could experience, and i wish i could pursue it, but for now, that special person is me. maybe it'll always be me, and in my opinion, that sounds just lovely.
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recoverymoon · 5 months
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i wonder if i’m really agender or if i’m running from the curse that is being a girl
yes, tell me about girlhood and how amazing it is, but don’t tell me it’s a blessing when one of my youngest memories is being assaulted
i love cooking, i love baking, i love pink and bows and laces and skirts, i love stickers and stuffed animals, cake, everything meant to be feminine yet i will forever deny it like it’s a who i was born as is a ghost haunting me
i know the ghosts name since i killed her and buried her and now i’m moss and i cant tell if i am this way because it is engrained in my brain or if im running from the mere thought of being a girl
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7roaches · 5 months
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getting back in bed like a fingernail under a scab
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caffeinatedopossum · 1 year
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Apologies
This is a vent/poem I wrote about my mom. I've been thinking I wanted to tell someone these thoughts for a while now but always felt too scared to. I hope you like it. Trigger warning for abuse and implications of death/violence.
I still remember the first time in my life that I didn't accept an apology.
I was 17 and somehow knew nothing and everything about life at the same time.
You said you were sorry, expecting my ever reliable reassurance. Well, not this time.
All I said was "okay".
You needed to know I heard you. You needed to know I didn't believe you. You needed to know everything I tried to but couldn't say with that one word.
You didn't beg for forgiveness, you just kept driving. And your silence said everything because there was nothing there
And that's exactly how you feel
Everything in angry silence.
I couldn't actually tell if you were mad at me or not but I didn't care. I didn't want to care anymore.
Why do I still care about you?
Why do I still want to forgive you?
I thought I knew everything about you at 17. I thought it made sense finally.
Now I look back at my obliviousness with immense fear but also gratitude.
If I'd known then what you did to him, hardly a father but still the husband you chose
You refused to do the logical thing and get a divorce for 13 years
Till death do you part, right?
If I'd known that when you said you would "get rid of me", you weren't really talking about foster care,
I think I would've done the job for you myself.
God knows I tried.
You said you wished I was never born.
Me too.
Me too.
At least he was truly sorry before he died.
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djsadbean · 1 year
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Are you ever gonna continue your The Return Of Miss Power AU? Btw your art and writing are amazing!! I can't believe there is another person who's in the Wordgirl Fandom :)))
Yessir!!!!! 💛💛💛
(/neg for this paragraph) I’ve been going thru a bunch of stuff behind the scenes that I try not to talk about bc I know my page is an escape from bad stuff for a lot of people. One fraction of it is that the ao3 curse is real and im glad I did all that research for chapter 5 xD but there’s a lot of other stuff too…
I’ll get back to it soon :D I have like 60% of the next chapter written! I’ll post when there’s an update ready.
Waahhhhhh thank u sm!!! 💛💛💛 that means a lot /gen /pos Hell yeah worg fandom!!!!! The kindest fandom ever!! 🥺💕💕
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np5enkidu · 9 months
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chongyues wuhan dialect dub operation defeat voiceline is so cute...
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arom-antix · 1 year
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Yo, shout out fanfic authors for helping me understand emotions cuz y’all know this autistic bitch suffers from alexithymia.
Like, say what you will about Bram Stoker or Charles Dickens being great authors (which they are, lower your crossbows) but I’ve never spent hours ruminating over New Emotions^TM after reading a chapter of David Copperfield like I have after reading a random angsty oneshot from random ao3 author BorntoShipVictuuri about the choice of whether or not to wear eyeliner.
 That shit be unlocking whole new areas of my brain I was only vaguely aware existed like it’s a LEGO Star Wars character selector.
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flfverse · 1 year
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i know i established in CTL that kirisero is a thing and they’re both doms, and i do want a dom/dom relationship somewhere and they both seem chill enough to handle it, BUT. hear me out for one second. sub kiri?
this is at least 85% because i am trying to vary everyone’s kinks and suchlike in my brain, which does play into the dynamics and pairings, and like…cmon. puppy kiri. tell me that is not the MOST fitting.
and also, now that i’m writing this i can kinda see him hiding it? like going stealth as a dom. maybe it’s the manliness thing. oh shit or i could make him transoriented! either direction tbh. much to think about. any thoughts?
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rosemary-sins · 2 years
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dr bitchter
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theriverbeyond · 1 year
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theres lots of free bible apps if that helps useful for bookmarking
people really like the bible
thanks! i think i am not quite committed enough to download an app, but i am committed enough to take one of those weird campus preachers up on those free bibles they are always trying to give out. next time i see them. and also pdf online
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