#Spendy

[mystic-scripture]

Three Am and out of the Blue: A Spendy Moment

Hey all, it's been a bit since I've written or even posted anything on here! So here is Dialogue Prompt from my love Abby aka @simply-simptastic for my darling BAU Babes Spendy.

Prompt:

❝i don’t need you to love me back.  i just want you to be able to accept that this is how i feel.❞

❝why did you think i wouldn’t love you back?❞

~~~~ Enjoy it's pretty cute if I do say so myself~~~

Bare feet made their twelfth trip across the floor rug of her apartment as she paced in front of her boyfriend- a thing she still struggled with in spite of and because of her reason for calling him over at three in the morning. Not to mention that the time seemed to be their witching hour, or that it was the biological precursor to anything that happened in this relationship. Three AM and out of the blue, that was what made Wendy and Spencer’s entanglement thrive. Long fingers brushed against her hand to stop her, wide blue eyes meeting his doe Brown in a battle between panic and confusion. The thoughts flurrying through his mind had to be as dizzying as hers, if for entirely different reasons. Overthinking ever moment, big or small, wondering if that was the moment that would break them- break the tenuous bond they knew oh so many statistics about. Little did he know that of all things to break them, it could be what she was holding back, and had little, really to do with him. No, that’s not true…it had everything to do with him.

The way he laughed, or brushed his hair out of his face, or how focused he would get that he’d end up with a small furrow in his brow. The depth of his knowledge married so well with his empathy for others, and how he treated every case like it was his first. It had everything to do with all these things big and small, insignificant to undismissable that made Spencer Reid the ever so important person he was to her. After a month of stolen glances and cynically analyzed moments, this was the moment she was going to make the biggest confession of all, and yet…she hesitated right as he arrived, walking into the room with a nighon thoughtless brushing of his lips against her temple and a quick settling into his current position on her couch. The ease at which he had done all of it was what prompted the doubt to sink in, which then led to the pacing he’d just put a stop to. 

“Wren…” His tone was soft, not nervous, but there was an air of caution to it. “What’s on your mind….is everything…everything alright?”

How it made her heart ache, not in pain or sorrow, but just…in an overwhelming surge of emotion. So overwhelming in fact that she finally just decided to do what she did best, and blurt it out.

“Everything is…perfectly alright, in fact so perfectly alright that even saying it now and telling you what I want to could ruin how perfectly alright everything is! And listen, I don’t need you to love me back, in fact I don’t even want you to say if you love me back, because that’s not even the point of me saying it.” 

She resumed her pacing, her hands slipping out of his as she arched and waved her thoughts into existence. “It was merely a thought that kept me awake for a while now and I just- I just want you to be able to accept that this is how I feel, so that perhaps I can move on from it. And then, perhaps, possibly, my mere acceptance of your acceptance could allow me to bask in everything that makes me love you to begin with. 

She stopped, looking at him with wide eyes. There: she’d said it. It had been spoken into existence and now stood there between them. That heavy four letter term of devotion that could make or break everything that they were. The air was thick with it, her mind clear for a split second before she started to count the seconds, the long antagonizing seconds of silence that followed. Every single one that passed was a dagger to her heart, an icy confirmation of all her fears. Each one filled her with dread as she stood up, his body stretching tall before her. Each second made the air thick, blocking her throat as he stepped closer to her, his height daunting now instead of endearing, his silence louder than any words he could say to her right now. 

That is. Until he kissed her. 

Pulling her close to him with his  hands on either side of her face in that way that left her breathless, he kissed her. Not fiercely, but it wasn’t without passion, not softly, though it remained tender. No, this kiss was much different from any of the ones they’d shared going back to the day she’d decided to use his statistics against him and introduce herself through one. This one action chased all her fears and doubts way, and said everything she wanted to in that easy way that Spencer managed to do everything. Swiftly and confidently, he’d said what she spent the past few minutes floundering to. 

It was over quicker than it had begun, as if he could sense the second it did what he needed to. She’d stopped thinking long enough to start to kiss him back and he pulled away, pressing his forehead to hers. The pads of his thumbs brushed along her cheekbones in soft strokes, his eyelashes tickling at her forehead. And then his words…his beautiful words so full of confidence that it sounded wrong for it to be a question. All she could bring herself to do was smile as he uttered them, making her treasure three Am and out of the blue even more than she had before. 

For there at that time, on this particular night he asked her. “Why did you think I wouldn't love you back?” And everything made sense in the world once more. 

Gif is was made for me by @andrcwgarficlds ages ago. I hope you enjoyed this cute little scene of my babies, who I really need to write for again sometime soon.

Wendy/Prolific: @foxesandmagic @curious-kittens-ocs @starcrossedjedis @perfectlystiles

#drabbles #spendy #spendy fluff #cute things #prolific scenes #scriptures of the mystic #completed prompts

[yeesiine]

You dont get older you get better!

#me #selfie #personal #special night #like its special for real like first time ever spendy birthday alone in the house

[sleepnoises]

i posted about shing yin khor's a mending and people indicated they would like to know more!

a mending is a game where you pick two points on a map, your home and a friend's home, and draw or embroider a route between them. as you pass from one square of the map to the next, you draw cards. cards may be a random encounter or they may invite you to more deeply consider your relationship with your friend. you are supposed to mark events with beads, buttons, or stitches if playing on a fabric map, and it is suggested you journal as you go.

i did not journal or extensively embellish on my playthough because i had been putting off playing this for years for fear of its preciousness—a quick playthrough made me want to play again, slower, and luckily the fabric map will only look better with multiple paths.

the fabric version can be purchased at the link above. i also liked this article about it that expands out to include more crafting games.

#it's spendy but it is also very cool and you get a little pouch out of it. #on the other hand i now badly want an expansion pack with different fabric maps.

[laurellament]

Did I not post these?

#it’s me #can reblog #butch #lesbian #nb #new ‘spendies

[wazzi2ya]

Ozzie: Honestly, I can't blame Blitzø for having trouble with commiting to relationships.

Ozzie: I mean, if I had fumbled Fizzarolli I would've ran into a Spendy's and jumped straight into the fryer.

#helluva boss #helluva boss fizzarolli #helluva boss asmodeus #fizzarozzie #ozzarolli #for those not in the know of the IG accounts Spendy's is a thing in hell apparently. like a Wendy's #this is specially significant after the valentine's limited edition merch #i mean. did you see fizzarolli's. i would be pulling my hair out if i fumbled him. he's so gender

[unpretty]

doing a search for "vegetarian diabetic ibs recipes" in the hopes of finding dinner ideas that will only trigger my gerd

#original #i am not diabetic but my partner is #which presents difficulties because one of the only foods that does not hurt me is the noble potato #meat is spendy but also safe for both of us so we eat too much of it #my body's preferred diet is unspiced meat and potatoes... assigned 50s white man by my digestive system

[fattributes]

Hot Cocoa Bombs

#food #recipe #drink #hot chocolate #chocolate #marshmallows #vegetarian #I don't know if this counts as a recipe #but I've seen them a few times at the store now #they're quite spendy but it reminds me that sometimes we want something pretty #and this is surprisingly simple

[cheekedupwhiteboy]

guess who has resorptive lesions!! 😋

#toby #he will be fine but it is a really funny prank to need dental work right before we go on a kind of spendy vacation. thanks tobe

[botaniqueer]

When you wind up with surprise plant mail because you made an order that you completely forgot about. 😅

(Right after you made another order for the same seeds because you didn’t remember the first time…)

I really wanted to try oysterleaf again! I tried with partial success several years back at my old place, though they weren’t entirely happy due to their pots being too small. Supposedly they taste like oysters but I’ve never eaten those so I can’t say. To me they have a slightly marine kelpy taste. They’re also edible and very pretty!

#Alex says words #yes I do have adhd why do you ask #also these were spendy!! only 5 seeds per packet #but it was the only way to avoid Baker Heirloom

[stoppit-keepout]

guess who just bought hadestown tickets!!!! :))) this show means a lot to me, I'm so thrilled to get to go see it that I'm genuinely a little choked up. GONNA CRY. :)

#textpost tag for tagging textposts #spendy but worth it!!

[citrlet]

i was just able to get the sweatshirt i've desperately been wanting for 2 years 🥹

#well i dont think its the EXACT one but its close enough to what i remember #i was brief friends with the girl who had it and i wanted it SO BAD i managed to find it online 2 years ago #it was too spendy for me at the time so i didnt save it #it took me some extensive searching to find one even remotely close to it but i did it im so happy

[mudstoneabyss]

Carlos's fancy brand name no transfer full coverage lipstick that he buys exclusively because it's one of the only formulas he can stand the texture of vs Charles's expired 10 years ago drug store lipstick that takes 15 coats to fully apply and transfers onto everything

#Carlos gets spendy but at least its good makeup. Charles uses the same cheap shit he has had for years and gets an eye infection or smtn #joyousposting #i like contrasting them like this ^-^

[simmonsized]

anyway I have finally tried out the cat stitch and it is so cute and way simpler than I thought it would be, I'm having a lot of fun! c:

#i don't have a craft tag #but u know #I'd like to try making something with cotton yarn but it's spendy and I'm perpetually broke

[theheadlessgroom]

@beatingheart-bride

"Of course I do," Randall said, his tone turning tender as he set aside his cup for the time being, in order to move closer to sit beside her, to take her cool hand in his, and press a loving kiss to her knuckle. It was funny, doing it now-even after centuries apart, it felt like only yesterday that he had done it, pressing his lips so chivalrously to her knuckles as they walked together...

"I want nothing more than to be with you, Emily," he continued, turning serious once more as he gazed once more into her eyes, hoping to finally convince her to let him follow her into eternity, to be together as they always should've been. "I want nothing more than to be husband and wife-I...I've always felt this longing, I realize now, as if I was missing something, forgetting something...and now that I'm with you, and I remember everything...I realize what was missing-it was you, and our engagement."

He sighed softly at this admission (just another little thing that made sense since they found one another again), before finishing, "And I want to pick up where we left off, if we can-I want us to be happy, and finally have the lives we always wanted...even if it's not the way we imagined it would be. I don't...I don't want to wait any longer, for us to be together. We've waited long enough. And just as I told you before, I'm not afraid to face the future, so long as we're together. And I...I just want to be with you, always. I don't want us to lose one another, and never know if we'll ever find each other again.

I...please, Emily. Please. We've had enough of heartbreak."

#((it's funny you should mention gluten-free bakeries; because one JUST opened up a few towns over!)) #((and it's an actually dedicated gluten-free bakery! no gluten to be found there!)) #((they mostly do your typical baked goods like donuts and other pastries; which are good)) #((but what's really nice is the breakfast hand pies; which has eggs bacon and pepper jack cheese)) #((and are super-good; i got a pack of four of them-it was a little spendy; but worth it!)) #((considering most of the gluten-free restaurants we have in my state are way out in the bigger cities)) #((quite a whiles away from me; since i live out in the boonies; meaning i'd have to block out a whole day)) #((just to go and check them out; it's genuinely nice; and i hope more places like that pop up in your neck of the woods!)) #outofhatboxes #beatingheart-bride #V:Dark Shadows

[piplupod]

so grateful to people who have made websites for niche things and to the forums that exist for niche things because i have half a chance at playing accordion again bc some guy decided to make a website dedicated to teaching people how to fix their accordions themselves and ohhhh golly i am so endlessly grateful that people like him exist -and that ppl on the accordion forum exist and are willing to help other accordionists !!!! waugh !! endlessly amazed by human generosity and kindness !!!

#this is making me want to become an accordion fixer though bc there is so little for those in the world fsdjkl we need more #but also. how the fuck does one get into that LMAO #i think i'd need money to get started so . RIP #but in the meantime !!! i am ignoring all the warnings bc i cannot afford to get her fixed by someone else #and i will have to just give it my best shot and pray i dont break things further #i'm going to attempt to fix her this weekend hopefully - spendiing the next couple days just reading and watching videos #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[shiny-pokemon-giveaways]

The Pokemon Center is now selling the Level 50 Jacket that you earn in Pokemon GO once you hit the level cap. It's $130 and my wallet is scared.

#Pokemon GO #When I hit level 50 in GO #I wished I also had that jacket irl #Now I have my shot but it's really spendy lol