Trigger Warnings:- Extreme Angst y'all :( kinda dark ngl. why am I like this?☹ ,
As the rain knocks against the car window that Jungkook sits in, his eyes tragically imitate the terrifying blank sky, pupils blown wide as his eyes violently tear up once more, unable to swallow away the guilt that seems to settle down at the base of his throat, silently choking him from the inside, all at the thought of you..
He sits still while the sobs that wrack through his body drown out the pitter-patter of the rain, a shiver running down his spine at the thought of how it isn't correct for him to get used to the mental numbness as the low-pitched hum of the air conditioner explains the warmth that fills the car, and yet, he can't feel anything but the cold. It seems to bite at his skin when he thinks of your faint voice from when you had first called out his name in such a pleasant way that it made him want to hear more of it, made him want to laugh and cry with you, unlike now where he seems to be all alone like the moon that shines bright, the rain making it look like as if it's crying alone too.
Although it isn't going to change anything, Jungkook can't help but think of how if he had known that a day like this would come when he wouldn't be able to hold you in his arms anymore, every moment of every day, he would have remembered more of them.
How long is it going to be before he can hold you in his arms again, before he can look into your eyes and utter the words 'I missed you' again as you both dance around in the rain, smiling at how beautiful the entire moment is even after the mist clears up, the only traces of the previously pleasant rain being the petrichor as the ground below you feels soggy in an agreeable manner, the cold & crisp air making you hug each other tighter as you stroll through the beautiful park that seems to carry traces of you in every corner, much like it does with the rain?
How long before he can create such rapturous memories with you again, before those simple feelings are everything you need again, before he even sees you again?
Jungkook doesn't know.. all he knows now is that even during times when it may seem like you're stuck in a dark room, he will still walk towards you, step by step, and stay by your side. You will always have a part of him, and him, a part of you.
[✎ TESTO ♫ ITA] JUNGKOOK⠸ ❛ Still with You ❜⠸ 03.07.23
[✎ TESTO ♫ ITA] BTS 💦 JUNGKOOK
❛ Still with You ❜ / Ancora insieme - Ancora con te
__Rilascio originale: 🎵 Soundcloud , 04. 06. 2020
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Scritta da: Jungkook , Pdogg
Prodotta da: Pdogg , Jungkook
La tua voce leggera mi sfiora, passandomi accanto
Ti prego chiama il mio nome ancora una volta
Anche se sono qui, sotto il tramonto immobile,
Camminerò passo passo verso te
Ancora con te
Il buio pesto della stanza, non una luce
Anche se non dovrei esservi abituato
Mi è di nuovo così famigliare
Il basso suono del ventilatore
Se non avessi almeno questo, penso crollerei
Abbiamo riso e pianto insieme
Quelle emozioni così semplici
Penso fossero tutto, per me
Quando accadrà?
Se potrò rivederti
Ti dirò, guardandoti negli occhi,
"Mi sei mancatə"
Anche se danzo da solo in quel ricordo incantevole
Continua a piovere
Quando questa nebbia svanirà
Correrò da te con i piedi bagnati
Allora, ti prego, stringimi tra le tue braccia
Visto che quella luna sembrava sola
Visto che sembrava versare le sue lacrime luccicanti nel cielo oscuro
Volevo restare nel tuo cielo come una stella
Anche se sapevo che il mattino sarebbe arrivato
Quel giorno, quel momento
Se avessi saputo sarebbe andata così
Li avrei trattenuti più a lungo nei miei ricordi
Quando accadrà?
Se potrò rivederti
Ti dirò, guardandoti negli occhi
"Mi sei mancatə"
Anche se danzo da solo in quel ricordo incantevole
Continua a piovere
Quando questa nebbia svanirà
Correrò da te con i piedi bagnati
Allora, ti prego, stringimi tra le tue braccia
Dietro al tuo leggero sorriso, mentre mi guardi
Vorrei dipingere del viola bellissimo
Anche se i nostri passi fossero su frequenze diverse