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what-if-nct · 2 years

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Forgot to unhide my anonymity in case you want to privately answer my question-

I thought people may be curious and so after processing for few hours, I kinda realised something-

Jonghyun is barely seen around him and if so then he’s usually trying to help him as best as he could or ignores him to comfort me. Yes I know we did adult time in one of the dreams, but that’s the part of the comforting. He knows how weird I am, and so he would look after me in the most weirdest ways he could think of.

Last night, I was at the hospital and I saw Onew fully clothed with Jonghyun holding his hand. They went inside for a bit and the next time I saw them together, he was seen in pants with a lock so he cannot take it off and if he does go naked, then it’s with supervision. Jonghyun seemed to be the carer for this dream since he’s trying to take the right precautions and even giving him medicine to help him calm down.

When I saw him again, he looked calmer, but was upset to say the least. He couldn’t even remove his clothes and run around naked like he always does. He knew it will keep everyone safe this way, but he looked so miserable doing so. I felt like this is the part of the treatment he gets. He starts small like his house and then eventually go to the garden then a small park and then a nude beach. He hated wearing clothes and he felt like nobody was listening to him. I don’t know if they’re forcing him or treating him unfairly during the process but regardless he defo looked sad in some capacity.

Some cousins even went forwards and said that he’s now starting to be self aware and one being an mvp said that onew was starting to be allowed to walk around naked in public, but with strict supervision. When he saw Victoria, just like in my other dream he asked her to hold him back so he doesn’t hurt her. She was safe and he was visibly seen proud of himself. My locket/taemint cousin said that he was seen being attacked and abused by the hospital and the people around him which was why he looked sad and doesn’t seem to talk to anyone. He’s seen in his house where there were police tapes and guard dogs everywhere. He was mostly seen in his room whimpering underneath his bed as a police man and a doctor watched him and treated him as inhumane as possible. He was scared to talk or say anything because every time he tries explaining himself, everyone would just talk over him and make assumptions about him. This is like how people would perceive depression and other mental health issues. They tend to think that he’s doing it purposely when he’s not. He spoken several times about how he just wanted to be free without having to worry about hurting others except himself. Tbh, that was the saddest thing I’ve ever heard. It’s almost like saying he prefers to hurt himself or take his own life instead of the constant sh and r word he would do. It almost makes me glad that he’s not treated like that in my dreams and he’s almost allowed to have his say whenever he wants.

Also I’m gonna keyboard smash don’t worry-

Awwww poor Onew, he just needs help not to be locked away in captivity and abused. He can't help. A nice warm facility where he gets therapy and discovers the root of his issues is all he needs. Maybe given a stuffed animal that he slowly learns to control himself with. He shouldn't be treated like a caged animal undeserving of compassion. At least he's freeer in your dreams and has a say in his own restraints.

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