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#THANK YOU FOR BLESSING US WITH YOUR WORDS 🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️
rayassecretlife · 1 year
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Holy shit.. That Neteyam fic you just blessed us with did unholy things for and to me💕💕💕👀 very good that you got carried away cuz you did hell of a good job 🌚💕
I loved every word of it and every second reading it 🙈💓 If i would be called greedy if i asked you for more of soon-to-be-dad Neteyam 🙇🏻‍♀️ then so be it. More Neteyaaam pleaseee
Ahhhhh thank you so much, I was not expecting the love I’m getting from writing so this means a lot 💙. Im in a smut writing mood so here’s this even tho it doesn’t focus on him being a father but definitely gives you more of an insight on their relationship! I will make a part two to this fulllll of dad moments, I have a lot of ideas for that
Requests are open!!! It won’t let me put the shortcut under my bio but you can request using the circle in the top right corner once on my page 🫶🏼
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Such a tease
Pairing: Adult!Neteyam x Fem!Omaticaya!reader
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PART 2 HERE
Summary: It had been only two years after you gave birth to your first born, But Neteyam had already started planning your next. Except, you two needed to make it past your 4 year Anniversary first.
Warning(s): smutttt (minors DNI), NETEYAM BEING A TEASE, Mature language, Switch Dom!neteyam, praise kink, semi Public f!ngering, pure filth honestly.
Not proof read, sorry for mistakes!!!!
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It was finally the day you’d been waiting for—the day you bragged about to the entire clan for months on end just thinking about it. It was a beautiful day too, the sound of the trees leaf’s blowing through the breeze and the small chirps of birds, most importantly, the faint breathing above you.
You and Neteyam’s 4 year anniversary
Your eyes fluttered open at the sound, gaze meeting the beautiful boy above me who had still been fast asleep.
You smile as you study your mates features, your fingertips tracing lines over his biceps. He always slept in later then you—and luckily, your daughter hadn’t been up yet to interrupt his slumber. Like always, his arms were wrapped around you firmly—even when he was sleeping. He never let you go, waking up everytime you’d try to get out of his grasp at night to do something.
And yes, you heard that right, you and Neteyam had a daughter. Manaia, a beautiful little girl with the longest hair you had ever seen, her appearance favoriting Neteyam’s features much more then yours. She was so sweet and learned pretty quickly just like him, even only being 2.
Usually, she’d be the one to wake the both of you up, but Neteyam almost always took care of her for you, ushering you to stay in bed and telling you he’d handle it. He hated waking up before she was born, wanting to stay in bed all day long instead of working, but now? Now he loved waking up to take care of her and you, making you both breakfast if you slept in. The bond he had with her was so adorable, he’d even let her do his face paint before he went hunting.
You loved how Neteyam was with Naia, how gentle and protective he had been over her. You knew she was going to follow in Neteyam’s footsteps once she grew older, becoming a warrior. You didn’t see the problem with it, but Neteyam always overprotected her, going on and on about how she didn’t need to be a warrior because he’d always protect her.
She’s often sleep between you two at night, both you and her curled up to Neteyam for comfort. Today, it was just you two, because as soon as you ate breakfast, you had to go help Mo’at with the people, and your parents would be taking Naia for the night so you and him could be alone for a night.
You were beyond excited. You hadn’t had a day to yourself in so long due to you and him always working or tending to your daughter, never finding time for each other except for when you slept.
You nuzzled closer to your mate, his warmth making you smile against his chest. You felt him shuffle as you laid your head under his chin, inhaling his forestry scent. You felt so safe, like nothing in the world could touch you as long as he was here.
“Good morning, pretty girl” Your heart thumps against your chest at his voice, a smile tugging at your lips as you looked up, his eyes still closed.
"Ma’Teyam" you whispered just above a breath, reaching up to touch his braids. He was gorgeous—the most handsome boy you had ever seen. “We have to get up soon”
“I think we can spare a few more minutes” He hums, taking hold of the back of your leg to swing it over onto his lap. You laugh at his words, allowing him to sit you in a straddle, hands laid at your hips as you lean down to the boy, pressing your lips to his.
You wished you could have taken the day off to spend with each other, just one day to yourselves without a care in the world—all alone, secluded from everyone. Neteyam loved that idea, having you all to himself for a day? You could do so much, like you had been teenagers again.
He guides your hips against his and you hum against his lips, pulling away once you felt what he was trying to show you. “Neteyam, we can’t” He ignored you, sitting up so you had now been sitting in his lap, against him as he captured your lips in another kiss.
Your arms wrapped around his neck, hands entwined in his hair as his hands roamed your body. It wasn’t even in a sexual way, but you couldn’t think of much else. You moaned against him, a hand laid against his chest. That was it. He had started, and you prayed to Eywa he was gonna finish it.
“Do you want breakfast, Beautiful?” He pulls away but you shake your head, twisting one of his braids between your finger.
“You got me started, Teyam” You whine and his forehead creased at your words, titling his head like he had been studying your face.
“I was just kissing you, baby. I can’t kiss you?” You glared at your mate clearly acting stupid and he kissed your cheek, removing his hands from you. “I’m gonna make breakfast” he pulled you off of him gently, getting out of your hammock.
“Nete-“
“You want fruit? Like usual?” He asks, completely debunking your confusion as he tied his hair up. “Fruit it is” he leaned down to you, giving you a small kiss, “happy anniversary, Pretty girl”
He left you dumbfounded on your shared hammock, not saying anything else or giving you another look before he went on his way. You were so confused, and so very angry. He did not just pull that on your anniversary.
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Time went by during the day while you helped Mo’at with the wounded warriors that came in and out of the tent, having to deal with multiple gashes from the hunting party they had just attended to.
You barely spoke to Neteyam when you left the cave, letting him hand your daughter off to his mother while you made your way to the healers tent. You wore his favorite family appropriate clothing, and his eyes wouldn’t leave your body when you left—even with Mo’at there.
“You take forever” you smacked the boys head making him hiss, Rubbing the spot you hit. “It wasn’t even that serious!” The youngest sully brother exclaimed. He had only been there for five minutes.
“It’s only been five minutes, Lo’ak” You argue, the sound of your name being called cutting him off before he could speak.
“Y/N, look!” Tuk ran into the tent, slowing down when Mo’at yelled at her. “I found so many!” She sat next to you, showing you the many flowers that sat in her hand.
“Their so pretty, Tuk” you ruffled her hair as she started to name them, showing them to you one by one.
“And this is my favorite one!” Tuk giggled, showing you a dark blue flower she had picked and you laughed, continuing to patch Lo’ak’s back. “I can’t wait to have an Ikran, she’s gonna be pink!”
“Tuk, they can’t be pin-ow!” Lo’ak turned to glare at you, a smile appearing across your face as you lifted your foot from his tail. “Would you stop with that!”
A whistle echoed from outside, getting closer to the tent as you continued to listen to Tuk talk about her future ikran. You already knew it was him, his scent giving him away.
“Ah, my baby bro, the mighty warrior” Your mate teased, ruffling his brothers hair. “Weren’t that mighty, huh?” Lo’ak pushed him away from you two, rolling his eyes at Neteyam’s laugh. You avoided contact with your mate, still angry from this morning. “What is it this time, Syulang?”
You ignore him, telling yourself to focus on Lo’ak’s wounds but you couldn’t when Neteyam’s gaze was practically tattooed to your face. You felt the heat rise in your cheeks as he walked toward you, standing above you without saying a word. Eywa, the effect he had on you…
“Okay, your done” you pat the brothers back, standing to your feet to put away the supplies you used on him. You drained the bloody cloth, Neteyam watching your every move very closely, almost amused at your pettiness. The sight of you in that outfit did so many things to him, and he’d be lying if he said he wasn’t ready to rip it off of you and take you right in that moment.
But Lo’ak must’ve noticed, because he just couldn’t help but ask, “isn’t it your anniversary?” While you stayed silent and to your tasks, Neteyam gave his brother a look, nodding toward the doorway out. “Looks like I’m way more mighty when it comes to relationships” Neteyam hissed at his brother, only making him laugh as he pulled Tuk to leave the tent with him, her little protesting voice making you frown.
You truly didn’t want to talk to him, not here and not now. It wasn’t even that you were mad, you were frustrated and he left you like that. You hummed as you placed a few herbs into one of the small stone bowls, crushing it at the sound of his voice.
“Fair play” His arms wrapped around your waist as he pressed his stomach against your back, his head between your neck watching you crush the herbal mix in your hands. “This outfit, you know what it does to me, don’t you?”
Even though your heart was beating out of your chest, you once again ignored the boy, not daring to show him how jelly he made your legs just by talking. “You can’t stay mad at me forever, baby. It’s our anniversary” your ears flatten against your head as you bite down on your bottom lip, feeling him pull you even closer then before, making it almost impossible not to feel what was between his legs.
“Neteyam, I am working” you dismiss him but he doesn’t care, only chuckling in your ear with a small squeeze to your hips before turning you to face him, a gasp leaving your mouth at the sudden movement.
He grabs the bowl from your hands and places it to the side, wrapping his hand around your throat to pull you closer to him. You looked around, worried Mo’at or another warrior would come walking in at any moment, but he didn’t let you continue.
Your breath catches in your thought as he pulls you up by your thighs, placing you on the cold Ledge that the herbal mix had previously been sitting on. You kept quiet but your body was crying for him to touch you, legs not being able to stay still like they were begging him to touch you.
“Aw, Baby. Your so cute when you beg” he praises, capturing your lips in a passionate kiss. It was always so hard to stay mad at Neteyam, he knew you inside and out, making it impossible for you to disregard his presence. His hands traveled your body, slipping his tongue into your mouth before you could.
It wasn’t until you felt his hand enter your loincloth that you pulled away from him, shaking your head as you grabbed his wrist.
“Come on, Syulang. Let’s just act like teenagers again” his free hand cupped the side of your face and he moved closer, your silence being enough for him to resume his actions from before.
He kisses your lips again, a small moan escaping your mouth as you felt his fingers against your core, muffled by his mouth against your own. You tried your hardest to keep your cool but you couldn’t when it came to him, not even for a minute.
“So fucking wet, Baby. You like the idea of someone walking in, don’t you? Someone finding you completely drunk off my touch?” You whined, hands flying to his hair as you felt one of his fingers enter you, curling it against your walls and whispering sweet nothings into your ear. “Quiet or they’ll hear you”
“Neteyam” you whimper in his ear, your voice making his eyes squeeze shut. He was trying so hard to compose himself, but your pretty noises and the way you cried his name made it so hard. Thank Eywa the tent’s cloth that covered the entrance had been down, because someone definitely would’ve seen you by now.
“So good for me, baby. My pretty girl, you look so fucking good like this” his forehead pressed against yours as he sunk another finger inside you, watching your expression twist as you tugged on his braids.
“S-someone will hear” you choked lowly as he pumped his fingers into your core, curling them the deepest they could go. You watched him chuckle at your struggle and y ou felt that familiar feeling begin to build up in the pit of your stomach, hand grasping his arm as your head fell back against the wall. “Teyam, I can’t keep quiet..!” You whispered desperately into his ear, biting so hard onto your lip that you were sure you drew blood.
“Shhh, don’t worry about that, pretty girl. They won’t hear a thing” he kisses you and you cry into his mouth, pulling him closer to you. “You know I love you, Syulang”
“Mmm, I love you more” you pull his face back down to you, kissing his lips again. Something felt off, you were on cloud nine just a second ago, but now it felt like you looked stupid, moaning and begging over nothing. You looked down and sure enough, Neteyam had retracted his dripping fingers from your core, a smirk plastered across his face.
“That was fun, but I have to go take care of some things” You stare at the boy, not knowing whether to beg or yell. That stupid smirk on his face made you so angry, and how he looked at you while he sucked his fingers clean from your wetness, he was so fucking evil. “Why the long face? It felt good, didn’t it?”
You were angry, so very angry at your mate as you watched him feel no mercy for you—not even on your anniversary. You pulled your loincloth back into place and hopped off the counter, pushing him away from you. “If you don’t want to make me feel good, I’ll get Kaonu to do it” His once happy face now turned into an angry one, his eyes scanning your body only making him even more mad.
He knew you were just trying to get him mad, but it was working. Kaonu was the only guy who ever tried to get to you after Neteyam stated you were his, not a care in the world you had a mate and it made Neteyam so fucking angry.
You yelped as he pulled you to him by your neck once again, his other hand tugging your hair to make you look up at him. “I know your joking, but go near that Skxawng and I’ll fucking ruin you, got it?” Your knees fell weak at his voice but you kept your pride, staring back at him as he chuckled, shaking his head.
“Y/N? Oh, there you are! I’ve been looking everywhere for you!” Kiri entered the tent as you both looked over, a warrior walking in behind her. “I need you to patch this one up, it’s pretty bad”
Neteyam kissed the top of your head, leaning down to whisper in your ear, “I’ll see you tonight, Ma’Tìyawn” you watched him leave the tent with a stone cold expression, Kiri looking between you two with confusion.
“Okaaayy… I’m gonna go now” You nod your head, snapping out of your thoughts once she left and the boy sat on the ground. Oh Eywa, how you were going to kill your mate.
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“Y/N, I can’t let you take him, my grandmother said-“
“I don’t care, Kiri. I can take him, you go home” you cut her off, finishing up the last patch on the man in front of you. “Okay, your all good” You told the man, dropping the cloth into the bucket as he thanked you, leaving the now semi dark tent. It was late, but there was one more warrior left and you wanted to help. You were still mad at neteyam, and dreaded going home any time soon.
Kiri left after realizing she couldn’t win that argument, going to help Mo’at in her own tent. You heard the footsteps approach your tent and you called, telling them you’d be with them in just a minute.
“Y/N” Your stomach churned at the voice and you turn around, watching him walk through with a nervous laugh. “You uh… you look great”
Oh great mother, it was kaonu, and you prayed that Neteyam wasn’t on his way to pick you up. You smile at the man, walking toward him with a new bucket and ushering him to sit. Kaonu wasn’t a bad guy, he just didn’t have boundaries, and you knew If neteyam found out you were helping him after your talk, he’d be more than angry.
“How have you been?” You ask the male and he shrugs, watching as you wipe his bleeding arm off. “Are you still seeing Jhanua?” He shakes his head and silently tense, his eyes were on you so hard, and it made you slightly uncomfortable.
“Where’s Neteyam?”
“Kaonu, don’t start this, please” you sigh and he chuckles, shaking his head at your words. “He is your Ole’Eyktan, I am your Tsahìk and you need to respect that”
“How can I respect it when my Ole’Eyktan is mated to the most beautiful girl in the clan?” You glare at him, now he’d pissed you off. “He’s doesn’t deserve you”
“Stop talking before I hurt you even more, Kaonu” You patched his wounds, ignoring his next words just trying to get this over and done with. It wasn’t until you heard the voice outside the tent that your ears perked. “Shit”
You placed the bandages over his arm quickly, trying your hardest to finish before you were caught, but you should’ve known it was too late. By the time you were done, Neteyam was walking through the tents entrance, the smile on his face instantly fading once he locked eyes with the situation in front of him.
“Neteyam-“
“Speak of the devil” Kaonu mumbled under his breath before he stood to his feet after you, turning to give you a smile. “Great seeing you, Y/N” you looked down as he chuckled, making his way out of the tent with his head held high before stopping next to neteyam. “Happy anniversary by the way”
You didn’t move, afraid of what your mate had to say. You knew you shouldn’t have took that last warrior. You should have listened to kiri.
“My Sweet girl” He chuckled, but before you could look up, he was already gripping your arm, pulling you to him. “Let’s go” his voice was mean and his look was meaner. He didn’t understand how this even happened, he specifically told the healers you were not aloud to help him, even in an emergency.
So how the hell did he get into your tent?
“Neteyam, I promise I was just patching him up” you plead as you left the tent and headed to where his ikran sat, running your hands along its back before getting on. Neteyam enclosed your small frame between the two of them, kissing your head in attempt to sooth your nerves.
Great mother, what did you get yourself into…
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Im so sorry guys but my keyboard is glitching like crazy so I have to make a part 2 💀. It is a SMUT so just a fair warning, link here: PART TWO
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impashableimagines · 9 months
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Im in need of asra smut, please quench my thirst. (Asra x The Apprentice) 💆🏻🙇🏻‍♀️🙏🏻 thank you. God bless you 😩😂😂
Hope this sates your need (even though it's like 2 years too late)! I'm writing for a Fem!MC bc it was not otherwise specified:
Asra's first instinct after bringing MC in as their apprentice is to be friendly. Just, friendly.
But as they get to know her, that becomes so much more difficult than they thought it would be.
She's just too charming, too soft, too inviting.
So when she accidentally-on-purpose implies that she'd like to bed Asra in the form of a casual, off-handed comment, they decide it's time to stop holding back with their flirting.
What used to be friendly chatter slowly transforms into flirty banter and soft touches, sensual massages, and gentle kisses to your cheek.
It all progresses very slowly, cautiously, because they don't want to push her boundaries before she's ready, despite her all but having verbally consented.
So unless she pushes for more, it will take a while before they get anywhere sexually. Asra's too much of a gentleperson to introduce the idea, even if they're both interested.
So, with that in mind, she's the one to initiate the first time.
She meets Asra for dinner at home after a day of dealing with local merchants, and after being flirted at forwardly by seemingly everyone, that is, except the one person she actually wants to be forward with her, she's frustrated.
She grabs them by the collar of their shirt and pulls them into her, her lips pressed firmly against theirs. They'll melt into her advances instantly, surging into the kiss more deeply and instinctively grasping at her hips to hold her as close as possible.
As previously mentioned, she's got to guide Asra here, as they don't want to risk overstepping her comfort zone, but if she acts enthusiastically, they will too.
As soon as she expresses enthusiastic consent, expect Asra to worship her. On their knees, enthusiastically, face buried into her cunt and arms wrapped around her, hands grasping at her hips to hold her steady as they eat her out.
Asra feels entirely like a service-switch, basically melding into whatever role suits the mood of the moment.
The first time they fuck, Asra makes sure to thoroughly prep MC and tease her, getting her off with their mouth and fingers more than once, sinful moans and words of praise falling from their lips whenever they come up for air.
"You taste so sweet, my love, I could feast on you all night." They'd murmur against her skin as they suck her slick from their fingertips. "How does that sound?"
They'll build up her frustrations so sweetly, making her come again and again on their fingers and lips until she's growling and practically pouncing them for more.
She'll push them onto the bed and climb onto their lap, grinding against their hardened member until they're whining, arching their hips up to meet hers in desperation.
Both of them are desperate for more contact, but she'll drag it out in a playful act of vengeance for their prior teasing. The more buildup, the more anticipation, the better the act will be, she knows.
Finally, she unbuttons the desperate magician's pants, freeing their cock, and she slips her panties to the side to sink down onto it with pleasure, drawing the most perfect groans from Asra's lips.
As much as MC would love her full vengeance, she decides against it in favor of riding them to her (and their) conclusion, and continuing to bounce on their cock until she can hardly move anymore, dragging as much pleasure and overstimulation out of Asra as they did from her.
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kagejima · 2 years
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raeee hello!!! i just saw it’s your birthday so came to wish you the absolute happiest of birthdays, i hope you get to spend it with the people you love and you get to eat lots of yummy food! you deserve to get pampered today!!
i always get excited seeing you on my feed, even it it’s just you rambling about things that i don’t know anything about (i particularly enjoy your nanami rambling and i will definitely watch jjk when i have time just to be able to appreciate them properly)!! so i’d like to use this opportunity to thank you for sharing your works and thoughts with us!
i’m glad to know someone out there is as obsessed with mr. ushijima wakatoshi as i am and you truly feed us fellow wakatoshi enjoyers so well! please keep up the great work, even if tumblr doesn’t show your pieces nearly as much appreciation as they deserve. i know it’s difficult to find motivation in the way you post your pieces you worked hard on here and don’t get a whole lot back but i, for one, appreciate your presence on this site immensely!
enjoy your birthday, rae! you deserve it 🫂💗💗
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VILEEEE! im always so excited to see you when you get to come by ☺️ i hope your exams (? i think thats what was happening when we last talked heh) are going well and you're taking care of yourself!
And thank you baby!! This year unfortunately my birthday fell on a work day, but my vacation starts tomorrow so my partner and I are going to have a belated celebration this weekend heheh. 🥳
DBAKFNWKAMFNWN omg that warms my heart so fucking much that you're like "idk this nanami dude but ill read it!" with my lil goblin writings 🙇🏻‍♀️ thank you so much! 💗
AHHHHH thank you!!!!! your words mean so much to me, i think im gonna cry! 🥺🥺 im glad im not annoying with mostly only wakatoshi stories hehehhe. when i was on my personal blog before i started up a writing blog again, i was like "damn, ushi is only part of compilation lists, huh?? guess i gotta start writing again" 😂😂 but omg you're so sweet, i dont deserve you 😭 like i dont want anyone thinking im ungrateful for anything - just like hefnskcje just reblog / leave tags if you can please, thats all we ask for in return 🥲
ANYWAYS I hope you're doing well Vile baby and im on the edge of my seat for whatever you're gonna bless us with when you can start writing again!!! heheheh
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upaasnadevi-9 · 1 year
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ENERGY MESSAGE
🙏🏼Beloveds,Starting from the 24th of December,once again a huge portal has opened up.
Bringing in a tsunami of Christos light,unprecedented in our history.This extremely high frequency light,coming in.So let’s take the time,to be in Gratitude,and give thanks,not just to the Master Yeshua,his Mother Mary and Father Yosef.It’s a time to thank every Christed Master,that came onto this planet,to assist and serve us,our ancestors.Gratitude to all who worked tirelessly to en - lighten closed minds,and hearts,it was much more difficult,back in the day.To bring people together towards the Light.
Gratitude to all Masters all over the planet,who care not even to be known,and yet are serving in their particular way.Some serve,in hospices,some work with animals,some feed stray dogs,some volunteer in soup kitchens,some cook for us,and clean our homes.Basically you know who am speaking of in your life.There’s a Christed Master,hidden in each and every one on the planet,some completely asleep,some wide awake,some stretching out as they slowly awaken.
The“Presence”,is in each one…When you can bring your Presence,into the Present,that's when you begin to receive and recognize the Presents (gifts)that exist at that level of Mastery.When we understand the symbolic role that each one is playing in our particular Cosmic story.And how they play a role in our Spiritual evolution, we gain greater levels of mental, emotional and spiritual mastery that helps us shape our reality.We are all here,to Re - member,which means,do something you have already done before,ie,recall your Master Self,back into your being.That when we Remember Who we Are ... when we truly KNOW who we are as an aspect of the Creative impulse of the Universe,and that its intelligence,power and wisdom moves through us in every moment.That’s when,shaping the seemingly supernatural, becomes a regular occurance.
But it doesn't happen on its own. We need to prepare for it,invite it,make it welcome and then expect it.This applies,to each person,only now,we have been given the gift,(present),of acceleration.In that,the more,we include our planet and all life within and without her,into our spiritual work.The sooner will we begin to experience,Heaven on Earth.5D,is not some distant dream now,Beloveds,it’s applicable in our daily lives,our every thought,word,action and feeling.So once again,be in Gratitude,for having chosen to be born,and,be a part of such a powerful,potent,time on Mother Earth.Where the planet along with all,her beings is being allowed to ascend.We are,Beyond Blessed.Gratitude once again,to all of the Spiritual Hierarchy,that has worked so hard for us and our planet’s evolution.i,am most humbly,offering my Gratitude 🙏🏼 to all of you Masters,that take the time to read,what i channel.The ones,that trust me and join all my activations and classes.The ones that trust me to serve them through their daily travails,via healing.Earthly languages are limiting,and so thank you once again,from the depths of my I AM PRESENCE,
for who you Be,and Are,The Christed One in form.Have a Very Very Blessed,and Merry Blissmas,and Holydays.
Source bless all of Creation,you your loved ones including your pets…
🪷🙇🏻‍♀️🪷Upaasna Devi🪷
https://linktr.ee/upaasna9devi
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tojisun · 2 years
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Thank you for blessing us with this🙇🏻‍♀️. Following your blog and your journey is definitely worth it. I had so much reflections I’m sorry. You dont have to read this, I just wanted to let this all out because I have to move on. I cant be in an extremely horny state but come back to HWB to cry myself to sleep instead. I have to give your other works some love too!
I JUST WANNA SAY I LOVE THE PART THREE.
I was always searching for the angst. I wanted to get revenge. It wasn’t fair that Y/N had to go through massive shits before finding Satoru. Not when Toji is making memories with his wife as if he didn’t ruin a life.
I wanted Toji to hurt. I want him to realize that he made a the wrong decision.
But when I read the part 3 I was stunned.
They were all victims of fate.
None of them wanted to hurt anyone. Mamaguro never wanted to ruin Toji’s current relationship. I wasn’t being fair when I didn’t want her and Toji to end up together. She just wanted her family.
Toji was a lost and misguided boy who grew up and found comfort in Mamaguro. He didn’t want to hurt Y/N but he didn’t know what to do. When Mamaguro left he was constantly searching for the same comfort (probably a maternal comfort) and he found a piece of that in Y/N but the problem is she was Y/N and he haven’t moved on.
Y/N was an angel who loved the wrong guy a little too much. But didn’t we all. Toji was her awakening that not every relationship is rainbows and butterflies. Relationship hurts. Love hurts. Love demanded pain and pain demanded to be felt. It’s not love if you didn’t get hurt. But with Satoru. Satoru was her great love. She loved Satoru with the lessons that she learned with her relationship with Toji.
Satoru is a knight. If Y/N is Toji’s anchor, Satoru is Y/N’s Y/N (i hope u got that) he was Y/N’s star who lit up her dark world little by little, piece by piece.
I think the whole HWB is beautiful. People think love is like being in cloud nine but HWB brought the real world. The real harsh world. The ending ended my search for angst. It woke me up and made me realize that this is what actually happens. Sometimes the best and only thing you can do is wish them well and move on.
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[how we break masterlist]
I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY, GENUINELY JUST TEARING UP AT SUCH KIND WORDS, 🍪-ANON! it’s all bits exciting and warming and heart-filling to receive such support!
(i still cannot stop laughing at the horny part. please, it’s making me giggle nonstop.)
and yes to everything!
mamaguro and toji’s relationship was steadfast and strong. it wasn’t meant to stay with them broken apart. it is painful for the reader to have toji leave her, yes, but it never was what toji needed. and it was unfair to reader for her to stay as a rebound.
while toji was with the reader, he was healed from mamaguro’s absence, yes, but he was not whole. and he would never be. so when she came back, he was pieced back up in her hands. and it had to happen by leaving the reader.
as for the reader, toji was when she realized that hard work and pure love alone doesn’t always mean happiness. that sometimes, her love is not enough or that it is not what’s meant to be. and it’s a painful realization, but pain has always been a great teacher for many.
satoru’s character in hwb is someone i really love. i don’t think he is a knight, per se, but he is a boulder. a wall. an anchor, just like you said! unlike a knight, satoru really wasn’t the one who saved the reader from her pain, he was just there to help her through it. and there’s nothing less about that!
the person who saved the reader from her pain was herself! she didn’t rely on satoru because she was not going to do the same mistake that toji had done with her, and that was to find healing from someone else.
which is why satoru was patient despite his friends’ remarks! he knew the reader’s intentions and deeply loved and cherished her for that. as satoru doesn’t know how to truly love, to see his first love protect him that way made him love her more.
thus, satoru is yn’s yn indeed! he was her anchor because he steadied her and helped her, silent and just being there as she found herself through her own will.
im so thankful for your support and love and kind words. this made me so so happy and just warmed me so much i’m like hiccuping from happy tears dhwkdjek take care 🍪-anon <333
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multibiasdreams · 5 years
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1/2 Hi Misun, I just read your latest ask and it frustrated me, so I came to say that it's unacceptable that you have to justify yourself. Everyone should remember that you're not obliged to share your work with us and we're blessed to have you and your fics! Stop putting pressure on writers/artists because they don't update as quick as you want. Fanfics don't magically appear, writing them takes time, and remember that every writer is human and have a life too!
2/2 Anyway I hope everything is fine for you. That you and your cat are okay, that you're eating and sleeping well, and you get a lot of rest, because you deserve it. You're amazing and deserve only the best things in this world! I'm sending you a huge virtual hug with lots of virtual kisses! \(^3^)/ I love you~ xoxo 🐥💕
hi sunshine 💙 thank you for such a kind message, i really appreciate it! it’s been super unfortunate with the amount of time i’ve had sucked away by my recovery that i could have turned out so much writing in if i had been healthy so i understand people asking. i wish i had a magic way to be able to sit down for hours like i did prior and churn out a whole chapter at a time 🙇🏻‍♀️
i was just saying to a mutual the other day that writing is peculiar because in itself it’s a little bit like Schrödinger’s cat - if writing is being done and no one sees it, is there really a fic in progress? yes and no. it exists but not in any tangible way that readers can know until they see it 😅 which is why i wanted to keep up the soft hours posts so that people knew i was still writing while i got better
i could post what i have from Two Sugars today but it’s half a chapter and would 10,000 words be as satisfying as a full, completed chapter just because it’s been posted sooner? i know the wait is hard and i’m sorry to anyone who has hung in there while i have completed my treatment 🥺
i am trying to focus on good things because those are always beneficial so i am taking every day at a time, trying not to feel guilty about writing. because not a day goes by when i don’t think about it 💙
ily too! be safe and warm and snug
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snickiebear · 3 years
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snickie, i feel like my imagination doesn’t do ur work justice 🤯🤯🤯 thank u for that update on OL&W ❤️
this is probably the most bloodthirsty i have seen shika... and i didnt expect to like dark shikamaru lol! he’s always been such dorky but sexy smarty pants strategist to me, i could not have imagined him to be characterized the way u did!! but i L O V E it! it’s always nice to explore more into what characters could be and i can’t wait to get to know this shika as we go along ❤️
but of course, how can i forget the beloved queen sakura and her bomb entrance into the battlefield!!! akshshnsjsdhdh!!!!! i had to take a pause on that one to make sure the picture in my head was worthy of the badassery... and the havoc she wreaks ohmygod MORE!!! the voice in my head really went “yas gurl yas!!!” that i had to question myself why i was enjoying the violence so much 😂😂😂 must be #snickiebearsorcery
speaking of sorcery!!!!! u dropped so many fics/updates in such a short span of time and u dont see it but im now prostrating myself in worship 🙇🏻‍♀️ thank u for feeding us, your excellency 🥰 i mean??? sai was so freakin cute i wish he’d wear the ugly sweater at least once... or maybe they can all wear it as a family just to blind konoha with the sight 🤣🤣🤣 and that yakuza sakura was *chef’s kiss* because protective sakura is unstoppable sakura 🤘🏼
as always, im breathless and even more amazed by you and your work! ur AUs are hella cool and i just want u to know that u inspire me to think out of the box and push my imagination to the limits. i could not be more grateful that u are u and that u chose to share these wonderful pieces with us is a freaking blessing in this otherwise terrible reality 🥺
P.S. i almost fainted on the OL&W side note asdffghlslla please i adore u more
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as always, i am so so happy to see you in my inbox!!! i hope you’re doing great and having a wonderful week!!!! chapter 2 has been waitin to be uploaded since i put up the prologue and chapter 1, AND chapter 3 is half way done so i went “fuck it let them eat cake” AHAHAHA
YESS BLOODTHIRSTY SHIKA!!!! this is just the beginning of it all, this is where everything begins to kick off and i am so, so EXCITED to write the rest of it and share it with you guys!!!! exploring these characters and putting them into new worlds, and drastic situations is so incredibly fun, its one of the best part of AUs in my opinion LMAO
THE SAKURA ENTRANCE. FUCK YES. that scene has been in my head forEVER. the entire war part of that chapter was what ive been waiting to write for the longest time and i was so hype to get to the SAKURA PART. because, well, i love her and she’s a total badass. don’t worry, from this chapter out we’ll be seeing a whole LOT more badass saku and its going to be great (hopefully.)
this is goin to sound to weird but i’m so glad im getting you to enjoy the violence of this fic, its honestly part of the fun, at least, in my opinion. AND LMFAOOOO #SNICKIEBEARSORCERY PLSSS IM LAUGHING SO HARD THATS GENIUS 
AAAA YEAH i felt kind of bad cause i just went on a posting spree lately (first with breaking up Come Meet Me In The Garden and then finally putting up other things ive written LMAO) and probably flooded a few people’s inboxes so, whoopsy sorry guys! AAAA IM SO GLAD YOU ENJOYED THAT SWEATER ONE HAHAHA i thought it was absolutely hilarious and had those small underlines of seriousness that i adore so much. AND YESS PROTECTIVE SAKURA. she’s a baddie, i love her. and a BAMF tatted saku??? YESSS.
🐱 , i am in the CRYING CLUB. i am just so happy you enjoy my writing enough to come here and write all of this and just to interact with me. thank you so much for your words and honesty and just your enjoyment. it is such an honor to know that my writing is making you think out of the box and that it exerciseses your imagination. thank you so much, 🐱 . 
P.S i ADORE YOU!!! MWAH!!!! 
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upaasnadevi-9 · 1 year
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ENERGY MESSAGE
🙏🏼Beloveds,Starting from the 24th of December,once again a huge portal has opened up.
Bringing in a tsunami of Christos light,unprecedented in our history.This extremely high frequency light,coming in.So let’s take the time,to be in Gratitude,and give thanks,not just to the Master Yeshua,his Mother Mary and Father Yosef.It’s a time to thank every Christed Master,that came onto this planet,to assist and serve us,our ancestors.Gratitude to all who worked tirelessly to en - lighten closed minds,and hearts,it was much more difficult,back in the day.To bring people together towards the Light.
Gratitude to all Masters all over the planet,who care not even to be known,and yet are serving in their particular way.Some serve,in hospices,some work with animals,some feed stray dogs,some volunteer in soup kitchens,some cook for us,and clean our homes.Basically you know who am speaking of in your life.There’s a Christed Master,hidden in each and every one on the planet,some completely asleep,some wide awake,some stretching out as they slowly awaken.
The“Presence”,is in each one…When you can bring your Presence,into the Present,that's when you begin to receive and recognize the Presents (gifts)that exist at that level of Mastery.When we understand the symbolic role that each one is playing in our particular Cosmic story.And how they play a role in our Spiritual evolution, we gain greater levels of mental, emotional and spiritual mastery that helps us shape our reality.We are all here,to Re - member,which means,do something you have already done before,ie,recall your Master Self,back into your being.That when we Remember Who we Are ... when we truly KNOW who we are as an aspect of the Creative impulse of the Universe,and that its intelligence,power and wisdom moves through us in every moment.That’s when,shaping the seemingly supernatural, becomes a regular occurance.
But it doesn't happen on its own. We need to prepare for it,invite it,make it welcome and then expect it.This applies,to each person,only now,we have been given the gift,(present),of acceleration.In that,the more,we include our planet and all life within and without her,into our spiritual work.The sooner will we begin to experience,Heaven on Earth.5D,is not some distant dream now,Beloveds,it’s applicable in our daily lives,our every thought,word,action and feeling.So once again,be in Gratitude,for having chosen to be born,and,be a part of such a powerful,potent,time on Mother Earth.Where the planet along with all,her beings is being allowed to ascend.We are,Beyond Blessed.Gratitude once again,to all of the Spiritual Hierarchy,that has worked so hard for us and our planet’s evolution.i,am most humbly,offering my Gratitude 🙏🏼 to all of you Masters,that take the time to read,what i channel.The ones,that trust me and join all my activations and classes.The ones that trust me to serve them through their daily travails,via healing.Earthly languages are limiting,and so thank you once again,from the depths of my I AM PRESENCE,
for who you Be,and Are,The Christed One in form.Have a Very Very Blessed,and Merry Blissmas,and Holydays.
Source bless all of Creation,you your loved ones including your pets…
🪷🙇🏻‍♀️🪷Upaasna Devi🪷
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kagejima · 2 years
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i just wanna say thank you so much for your comments about my fic. it really made my night i’m really glad you enjoyed it 🥺🖤
Ohmygosh, you're so welcome!!
You can really tell that like you put a lot of thought and care into writing it. It's not everyday you read a fic like that - the whole time I was reading it, I was like "YES! THEY GET IT! 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻" Because like there's so many sweet fics out there and so many spicy fics out there but to write one that's sweet AND spicy at the same time is no small feat, it's very difficult to find that balance and especially keep it throughout the whole thing!
But yeah! I loved the tension build-up too of how kiri was like "I dont wanna hurt you, so im gonna go slow, okay? 🥺" and they're like "fjejjfj KIRI JUST FUCK MY FACE, ILL BE FINE" 😂😂😂 bc i would be the exact same lmaoooo. He's just the sweetest himbo boyo and I love him so much heheh. Thank YOU for writing it and blessing us mortals with your words! 🙇🏻‍♀️
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